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#i dont use spotify so i get to sit this one out
kaiijo · 4 months
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Hii!! I loved the idea of the spotify wrapped event and I also loved your one piece one shots! Can I request 41 x Law? If you dont write for him you can write for Zoro or whoever you think would be fitting :)
IVY — TRAFALGAR LAW
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trafalgar law + Oh, I can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland content: gn! reader, canon-typical descriptions of violence, references to law’s past notes: thanks so much for your kind words! hope you enjoy this drabble!
request a character and prompt for my spotify wrapped event here!
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law is no stranger to nightmares. he’s accustomed to jolting awake, staring wide-eyed at the ceiling, chest heaving with anxiety and fear. he tries to remember what his parents used to tell him to calm his racing heart: inhale for four seconds, hold for seven, exhale in a count of eight. 
in. hold. out.
in. hold. out.
law doesn’t sleep a lot anymore, always locked in his office late at night, poring over books about anatomy and medicine and illnesses. it’s mostly because he’s working, the insomnia, but he knows there’s a part of him that’s almost scared to sleep — that doesn’t want to see looped images of dead bodies, feel the heat of erupting flames, hear the sounds of gunshots. 
law watches as you and penguin duck under a round of marine gunfire, diving for cover behind a building. civilians draw their shutters closed. the crew’s gotten what they need from the town, now it’s a matter of getting out. 
you sprint out from your hiding place, penguin hot on your heels. there’s another rain of bullets and law’s stomach lurches when he sees red dribbling down your arm, skin grazed by the bullet. he needs to get you two out of there now.
law lifts a hand. “room. shambles.” he switches you and penguin out for an empty crate and just like that, the two of you are standing safe on the polar tang’s deck. you’re both breathing hard, penguin resting his hands on his knees. you grab at your arm and law can tell that whatever adrenaline has been pumping through your veins is starting to wear off; you wince at the cut on your arm, your palm stained with blood. 
law gets the crew mobilized fast, everyone hustling to get the below deck so the polar tang can submerge. law swiftly and efficiently takes down the remaining marines, heading down below as the submarine sinks below the water.
he finds you heading for the washroom. he calls your name and you whirl around quickly. “captain,” you greet him.
“follow me.” law makes sure his tone leaves no room for argument and you shuffle behind him as he walks to the operating room.
you frown when you enter the room. “captain, i really don’t think my injury warrants an opera—”
he sighs heavily. “i’m not operating. just want to get somewhere more sterile. sit on the table.”
you obey easily and law opens up a cabinet, grabbing hydrogen peroxide, a roll of bandages, and antibiotic cream. he also picks up a sterilized pair of tweezers. when he turns around, you’re already shrugging out of your boiler suit, twitching as the fabric rubs against your wound. 
law approaches, doing is best to keep his eyes on the wound and not on the exposed skin you revealed. when you joined the crew, law had never been more thankful to himself for making the boiler suits uniform. he doesn’t know if he could focus otherwise.
he examines the wound, looking closely to see if there are any bits of debris or fabric stuck in it. when he doesn’t see anything, law soaks a sterile pad in hydrogen peroxide and presses it against your graze. you make a high-pitched, wounded sound that cuts right through law’s heart and he tries his best to tenderly but thoroughly clean the wound. you flinch, gritting your teeth and hissing, “you really must hate me, captain.” 
you let out a pained laugh that lets law know you were joking but your statement still makes him frown. if only you knew just how much the opposite was true.
law sighs again, wrapping the bandage roll around your arm and snapping off a piece, securing it. you test the motion of your arm and law asks, “too tight?”
“no, it’s good.” you hop off the table. “thanks, doc.”
“i’ll need to check that every few days,” he tells you, “to watch for infection.”
“sounds good! guess we’ll be seeing a lot of each other.” you shoot him a cheeky smile and thank him again as you slip out of the room. law is rooted to his spot, feeling heat climb up his neck. you faint scent lingers — cinnamon shampoo and apple soap.
law’s heart skips a beat.
late into the night, law sits at his desk in his office, doing is best trying to focus on the medical text in front of him. he thinks about the smoothness of your skin and the way your eyes curve into half-moons when you smile. he drags a hand down his face. 
he needs to focus. he needs to not think about you. he needs to think about bones and hairline fractures and how fast the human heart can go before it—
law hears footsteps and he knows it’s you, beckoning you in even before you can announce your arrival and knock on the door. you swing it open, smiling brightly at him. gods, he swears you hold moonbeams in your grin.
“right as always,” you say as you close the door behind yourself. 
“do you need something? is it your arm?”
you shake your head. “no, just thought i’d check up on you. knew you’d still be up.”
law offers a wry smile. “no rest of the wicked.”
“i’d agree with you, but you’re not wicked, captain.”
law raises an eyebrow in surprise. he is wicked — it’s a known fact. everything he touches is destroyed eventually. when he doesn’t reply, you continue, “you look out for everyone, you’re a doctor for gods’ sakes.”
“so? bad people can do good things.”
your moonbeam smile falls and your expression turns stern. “you care for us, captain, all of us in a way that no one truly wicked ever would. don’t talk about yourself that way. ”
his heart’s in his throat and he’s desperately trying to swallow it down. “okay.”
you nod firmly and then bring your hand up to hide your yawning mouth. law tells you, “you should get some rest.”
“i came here to get you to go to sleep.”
“don’t worry about me.”
you cross your arms. “i’m not going to sleep until you do.”
law levels you with a stare and you gaze right back, unwavering in your conviction. you two stare for a good few seconds. he can see the way your eyes shimmer. it doesn’t seem that you’re backing down. law breaks the connection and sighs, “fine. let’s go.”
he puts away his books and papers and the two of you head down the hallway. he tries to guide you to your room first but you say, “nope. i want to make sure you actually go to sleep.” so you head for his quarters first. 
you come to his door and you say, “you better get some sleep. a healthy, well-rested captain is vital for an efficient and successful crew.”
“i know.” 
he basks in the comfortable silence that falls over the pair of you. then, you yawn again and he orders you off to bed yourself. you smile sleepily at him, your eyes form crescents again as you do so. “alright, i’m off then.” you turn and begin to walk away. over your shoulder, you call softly, “good night, law.”
he bids you good night and steps inside his room, door shutting behind him. it’s in there, as he’s changing into pajamas, that he realizes. 
it’s the first time you said ‘law,’ not ‘captain.’
your voice repeats like a record in his head. law. law. law. his heart thunders in his chest.
for the first time in a long time, law isn’t afraid to fall asleep. instead of the screaming nightmares he usually faces, he’s met with a different image as he drifts off. 
in a tender, hazy light, law dreams of you.
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cinellieroll · 1 month
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☆ random obey me headcanons part 2!
asmodeus, levi and barbatos ♡
part one (lucifer, mammon and simeon)
part three (beelzebub, belphegor, solomon)
part four (satan and diavolo)
cw: some small nsfw on asmo's part :p
small note: thank you so much for the likes and reblogs! i never expected such a large majority of people to enjoy my content so it's very dear to me. once again, thank you!
☆ asmodeus:
- kinda bad at cooking. his way of slicing and dicing vegetables is very mediocre if not clumsy looking. there are days where his cooking is acceptable and days where it's to seasoned or too bland (always convinces himself its good tho and posts it on his devilgram)
- though he's kinda bad at cooking, his baking skills are okay! his favorite pastry to make are cookies because he can design them the most.
- "ofcourse mc! you'll always be the first one to try my desserts! unless you want to taste something else?~ ♡"
- he has a collection of sanrios, hironos and sonny angels in his room. ESPECIALLY sonny angels. crazy thing is he always gets them for free from his fans and its always the limited edition ones
- he really enjoys watching old movies from the human world especially the romcoms. mean girls, notting hill, pitch perfect. he will pester you to rewatch it with him even though you guys have seen it multiple times already.
- he keeps a small jewelry box in his room but instead of jewelry its full of pics of you and him and the gifts you give him. theres some pics in there where the other brothers were cut or crossed out so it'll be just you and him lmfao
- he is a yandere and i stand by this. it's not as obvious but if he's really into you he'll constantly mark you with his scent and the stuff he wears. he'll leave a hickey or a bite mark if you're lucky ;)
- the type of guy to only bring a purse to school. if you ask for a pencil the bitch is gonna open his bag and say "oopsie! i only brought my makeup pouch and mirror today. sorry babe!"
- has his own private concert in showers every goddamn day
- he'll either fangirl with you about celebrities or he'll get extremely jealous because you're simping for someone else.
☆ levi:
- sometimes his ass crack will be on display when he's sitting down on the floor
- wears booty shorts religiously. sometimes he'll casually just walk out his room wearing a hoodie and booty shorts with prints on it
- has a tumblr account where he posts a bunch of hc, drabbles and other shit and until now no one knows its him
- had an amino and discord phase where he always roleplayed with other people. till this day it haunts him at night
- he livestreams twice a week on twitch and has been scolded by lucifer on stream once. there was also a time where mammon barged in his room half naked and suddenly all the views went up 10x
- trolls on roblox like it's a 9 to 5 job
- every once in a while he'll stay in lucifers room while lucifer is doing paperwork. he'll just lay down on his bed, watch and play games and even fall asleep
- makes his own persona in every fandom he gets into and writes very detailed backstories (dw levi, same)
- only reads "x reader" fics for obvious reasons
- went insane because human world games and animes are better than the ones in devildom. dont get me started about aot. (his favorite is levi ackerman obvi)
☆ barbatos:
- wishes he could get piercings but since he's the demon prince's butler he obviously can't
- started tweakin when you said some humans keep rats and bugs as pets. like he stopped polishing some plates and looked at you like you just dog shitted diavolo's name
- really enjoys your spotify playlist filled with metalhead and grunge songs. he really likes slipknot
- likes to order those cute, fancy tea sets when he has the time. when you gifted him tea leaves and a limited edition teapot set his love for you sky rocketed.
- gets annoyed when solomon manspreads
- has a really good voice when he sings. he used to sing diavolo lullabies when his father would get angry at him
- scrolls through levi and mammon's post for educational purposes cuz he wants to learn slangs just incase diavolo asks him what a specific word means
- "barbatos, what does 'runnin from da opps' mean?"
- "my lord, 'runnin from da opps' is a slang made by the new generation. it means fleeing from your haters."
- loves to tailor and iron his bed sheets so he can have a peaceful rest after a long day of non stop errands.
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gothic-thoughts · 2 months
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Slow on the Internet
(idek how i found this pic of him but im SO glad this shit exists😭)
(AGED UP) Yuji Itadori x Black Fem Reader Fluff
Streamer!Yuuji, Shy!Reader, RoommateAU, Friends2Lovers
CW: oblivious Yuuji 😭😭, yuuji talking to his twitch chat, reader speaks some Japanese 🤝🏾 Yuuji speaks some English, not proofread
Word Count: 1701
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any Japanese is written in Romaji and confirmed by DeepL
It was 10 pm, Itadori was sitting in his gaming headphones on his stylish armchair, playing a popular game while Spotify was quietly playing a mellow song in the background.
"Guys, the stream's gonna be a little quiet, I don't want to wake my roommate."
Itadori tried not to make too much noise, talking quietly to his audience.
- Which one?
- Is it (Y/n)??
- Megumi or the American girl you brought on a while ago?
- The girl??
 "Yes, I’m talking about (Y/n). Megumi's out for the night. Uh, for those new to stream, a couple streams ago..." Yuuji laughs into his hand, "Like 3 streams ago, I forced my roommate, (Y/n), to make a... commentary vid with me."
- You should force her back fr 👀👀
- Bring her back, yall were cute
- You guys chemistry was adorable, u sure she's just a roomie??👀👀
He laughed at the comments, a little embarrassed at the idea of having chemistry with his roommate, but it was sweet of them to think that. He shook his head and laughed, trying to brush it off as a friendly relationship.
"Shut up, it’s a normal amount of chemistry! I like to think we have a cool dynamic.”
- UR TELLING ME U DON'T LIKE HER??
- denial isn’t healthy, Itadori
- but does she want to STAY ur friend??
It was flattering how invested they were in a relationship between him and (Y/n). He wasn't sure what his chat was implying, surely they were teasing him. There was a little part of him that liked and even agreed with his chat's implications. He was glad they were taking so much interest in his friendship with (Y/n). It was sweet.
"I- what are you guys saying?" He laughed nervously, his cheeks red.
- THAT SHE LIKES U DUH
- U LIKE EACH OTHER??
- ITADORI UR FUMBLING
"You really think my roommate likes me? Really?"
- YES
- The only she could make it more obvious was if she kissed you like r u srs 😭😭
- Does she take or borrow ur stuff a bunch?
"Oh yeah, all the time." He laughed, nodding. "Like she'll use my body soap and won’t give it back unless I ask. Sometimes she'll even just take my clothes and leave them somewhere in her heya (room); sore wa wakaranai (I don't get that)."
- Bro cuz she likes u
- YUUJI WHAT
- She got it bad too. Both of u do
- AND U FRIENDZONED HER??
His heart was beginning to race a little as his chat spoke and said all these things. He laughed nervously, but he didn't deny any of their comments. He wondered if all these things actually were happening because she did have feelings for him.
"No, no I didn't... did I?"
- How do u curve a goddess BY ACCIDENT?
- Rejecting someone by accident is crazy
- She is fine asf lowkey
He shivered a little as his chat continued, making him begin to feel a little bad for keeping his feelings to himself and even stupid when realizing that he wasn’t reading her feelings correctly.
"I don't know, I mean.... it never crossed my mind that she really liked me. Maybe... but she just did small things."
He rubbed the back of his neck, not sure what to say. "I didn’t think she’d like me, I thought she was just doing it cuz she’s still fairly new to Japan. Aside from the fact that she’s out of my league."
- is it because she's older than you?
- I dont even think ur age gap is even that big smh
- how old is she anyway? U look about the same age
- Ik ur 21 but how old is (Y/n)?
"How old? She's 23, but still..."
He rubbed the back of his neck, his face red. He just didn't know what to say so he just laughed nervously. They kept describing her and it made him feel bad, thinking that he had been doing this to her, hopefully she still liked him so he could try again.
- ONLY 2 YEARS AND U STRESSIN BOUT AN AGE GAP???
- If you don't GO CONFESS LIKE AN ADULT😭😭
- Ur both young adults so age is just a number fr
- Yuuji, don't piss me off 🙄😤
Itadori couldn't help but laugh the more he read, unable to deny the comments that his chat was making. It felt like his chat had read his mind.  
"Okay okay, wakattyo (i get it)! She likes me, I might like her, age isn't an issue. What am I supposed to do though?"
- Talk to her wat 😭😭
- UH TALK TO HER??
- Ask her out duh.
He laughed and read the comments. His chat was making it so simple.
"Come on guys, it can't be that simple. I live with her! What if she doesn't feel the same and things end up being awkward?"
Itadori jumps out of his chair, his heart beating out of his chest when he hears the only other person in the house knock on his bedroom door. Shit. Of course. He then realized he had his stream on the whole time so she definitely heard everything. He got up and walked over to his door. He cracked open the door, peeking through with his cheeks still red.
“Hey, Yuu.”
"Hey... did you hear nandemo (anything)?"
"Hear what?" (Y/n) furrowed her eyebrows, "You on the phone?”
He paused and smiled, "Uh, yeah. Yeah, I was just making sure I wasn’t being too, um, loud. I thought you were asleep.”
“I was, but I woke up wanting something sweet. I'm running to the konbini, nani ka hoshi mono wa?"
“Yeah, sure.” He paused, thinking of something, "Can you get me some ichigo pocky?"
“Honto ni? I was gonna get the same thing.”
He laughed, her answer surprised him. "Really?"
“Yea. Alright, I'll be right back."
He smiles, waiting for her to come back. He had so many thoughts, so much to process about the stuff his chat said and his own feelings for her. He waited for her to come back with the strawberry pocky.
- Well???
- Did she seem to like u??
- What she say?
“There's really no reason for me not to like her, ya know? I'm starting to think I like her back, really like her, she’s so sweet." He rubbed his neck, feeling guilty, "You guys were right, I've been rejecting her by accident. When she gets back, I want to tell her."
- YAAY
- LETSSGOOO
- THATS MY BOY
- GAMER BF + SHY GF FTW
The comments made him smile even brighter. The chat called her his girlfriend, but he didn't want to get too ahead of himself. He could only hope she'd respond positively.
"Shut up guys, I'm not her boyfriend.... well, yet hopefully."
20 minutes later, she walks into his room with snacks and a few drinks in a bag. He didn't expect her to come back so fast but it made him grateful. He was smiling wide as he took off his headphones and paused his game again, realizing how cute she was when she was just being herself. (Y/n) pauses in his doorway with wide eyes and a dropped jaw.
“Are--” She lowered her voice, “Are you streaming?”
"Uh, heh yeah. Uh, my chat they made me see something. It has to do with you."
“Oh god...” She chuckles and waves shyly at the camera, walking over, “They don't want me on another stream, do they?”
His chat was blowing up with comments, excited at the appearance of his roommate again. "Shut up guys, I swear. It wasn't planned. Anyway, you don't have to come near the camera.”
“I don’t, good; I was freaking out already.” She laughs.
“Do you mind if I keep streaming while we talk?"
“Uh... sure, why?” She hands him a soda and the boxes of pocky then backs out of the camera, “You making me nervous~”
"Yeah, sorry. They've really grown to like you, so they're excited to see you again."
“I was only in one stream!”
"I know, I know, but they really liked you. So every time you show up again, they get really excited because they love seeing more of you."
“I didn’t know I had fans; is that what you wanted to tell me?”
He sighed, "No, it's not. There's something else."
“Mkay...?”
"Alright.” He takes a deep breath and stands, hoping he doesn’t make a fool of himself, “So chat made me realize that I’m a biggest idiot in the world. I... I like you, (Y/n).”
“You're...” (Y/n) chuckles uncomfortably, “You’re joking? Kore wa jyooku desu ka?”
"No, no. I mean it. They helped me realize that you liked me so I wanted to tell you that.”
“But I thought you didn't like me.”
"Yeah, well, I thought I didn't, I realized it after they pointed out how we treat each other. And they were right.”
“So you were rejecting me... by accident?!”
“I just thought you'd stick around me cuz you’re still a little new to Japan!"
“Yuuji, I've lived here for like 5 months now!”
“Yeah, but I thought, like... I don’t know!”
“God, you be so clueless sometimes.” She sighs deeply, “Since I know now, finish your stream and we can eat the snacks and maybe, uh, eiga o miru?"
Itadori froze. “Movie? You... want to watch a movie with me?"
“Seems like the only thing to do this late at night," She chuckles, "Everything but the convenience store is closed this late."
"Hell yeah, I’d love to!”
(Y/n) laughs, “Mkay, lemme know when you’re done.”
(Y/n) leaves his room with the bag of her sweets and closes the door. Yuuji sits back down in his chair with a wide smile on his face as he starts playing his game again. He was so focused on finishing it for his stream and going to watch the movie that he wasn’t reading the chat’s confused and riled comments. He finally looked over at them and laughed, pausing the game:
- ITADORI IF U DON'T END THE STREAM
- GO BRO
- END STREAM
- STREAM TMR TF
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(a/n): unfortunately not sponsored by strawberry pocky cuz 🤤🤤
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eyeliketoeatpoosay · 7 days
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CONGRATULATIONS ~ chris sturniolo.
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part 2
pt1
summary ~ you and chris have been dating for quite a few months and you’ve only had sex a few times. but, chris is fine with waiting for as long as you need because he loves you.
warnings i! ~ fluff & smuttt, riding, oral (male rec), makeout, etc lmk if ive missed anything !! , use of baby & y/n (NOT PROOFREAD)
a/n ~ my first smut AHHH im scared dont kill me pls pls pls pls🐱🐱 - this is part 2!! -
“but i swear that ass is what heavens like, and when i’m in that pussy it’s a better life.”
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when you guys arrived at the party, you were greeted by tara. you can never turn down a tarayummy party. you brought her into a hug and squealed. “tara! i missed you so bad.” you smile, following her to the drinks bar.
chris was stood beside you, his arm around your waist. you were both poured a vodka shot each, shot after shot. and by the end of it, you were feeling pretty tipsy.
matt was off talking to some random girls, nick hanging around jake webber and johnnie guilbert. you found some girls that you were friends with from social media and danced with them. chris had left your side awhile ago, but you had no idea where he was.
you knew he wouldn’t do anything illegal or disloyal, so you didn’t let it get to you. one of the girls random spoke up, dragging your little group to the couches. “okay, so. let’s play truth or dare.”
you grinned and nodded, “sure! who’s first?”
“i’ll go first. y/n, truth or dare?” abigail asked, looking directly at you.
it’s always safest to pick dare. “dare.” you smirked.
abigail grinned, “i dare you to.. go give that guy a lap dance.” she pointed at some influencer. did she not know about you and chris? layla nudged her, shaking her head. “girl, she’s with someone.”
abigail laughed, “so? a dares a dare. do it.” you mumble a ‘fuck.’ before you look at her. “i’ll just do truth.” maybe dare wasn’t always safe.
abigail groaned and rolled her eyes. “fine. who are you dating?”
“chris sturniolo.”
“does he give good head?”
what the fuck?
your face soured and you shook your head, “that’s two truths. also, i wouldn’t know. we’ve only ever had sex like twice.. never done anything else.” you admit shamefully, looking down at your dress that was somehow mostly up your thighs.
abigail laughs, “you gotta get out there, kid.”
layla slaps her arm, shaking her head in disbelief. “abi, quit it. the girls only 21 for fucks sake.”
“so what? it’s embarrassing! she’s 21 and hasn’t fucked more than twice. insecure much?” abigail giggles, looking you up and down.
you take a deep breath and stand up, “i’m just gonna go to the bathroom.” you laugh awkwardly, pushing your way through the crowds of dancing and drinking. on your way to the restroom, chris stops you and hugs you. “where have you been, y/n?”
“with some friends. we played truth or dare, it lasted a round.” you shrug and smile, “can we leave?”
chris furrows his eyebrows, grabbing your hands, “why what’s wrong?”
“i just want to go home.” you say over the music, looking towards matt. “matt, come here!”
“what’s up?” he smiled, a cup of fruit punch in his hands.
“have you drank any alcohol?” you asked and he shook his head, “can you drive us home?”
matt and chris chuckle, “y/n, we got an uber here.”
you sigh, “right.”
“why do you wanna go so bad?” chris places his hands on your shoudlers, looking down at you.
“just not feeling up to party.” you lie. he nods and grabs his phone out, dragging you to the front yard and calling an uber.
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you kick your heels off into the middle of your bedroom, throwing your purse onto your chair and plopping onto your bed. chris followed behind you, shutting your bedroom door and sitting next to you on your bed.
“alexa, play congratulations by mac miller on spotify.” chris says to your device, smiling at you. his hand runs up your thigh, his finger moving your face to his. he presses his lips against yours, moving them at a slow pace.
your hands come up to his hair and his neck, sitting on his lap and already feeling his warmth beneath you. you move your head back slightly, leaving room for chris to plant kisses along you neck and jaw.
— “but i swear that ass is what heavens like, and when i’m in that pussy it’s a better life.” —
you moan softly at his touch, grinding gently on his lap, earning a groan from chris. you lift your dress up over your hips, resting on your waist.
chris looks at you, a little sparkle in his eye, “you sure, baby?” he asks, knowing how slow you like to
take things.
you nod, “i want to.” you pause, “but i want to be in control.”
chris chuckles and nods, “okay, baby.” you shuffle off his lap and pull his jeans down, along with his boxers. his already hard dick springs out, leaking with precum.
you take a deep breath as you look at the sight, chris taking notice and lifting your head up. “you don’t have to do this, you know?” he says softly.
you shake your head, looking at him with an innocent face. “no, i want to. i wanna make you feel good.”
chris nods, “okay, baby. if you’re sure.”
“i am.”
you spread it across his tip, pumping your hand slowly. he whimpers quietly, tilting his head back. you lean your head down, taking what you can in your mouth and using your hand for what doesn’t fit.
he moans, gripping your hair and gently pushing you down, not wanting to overwhelm you. “f-fuck.. that’s good baby.” he hushes out.
you bop your head down faster, looking up at him as you suck his dick. he clamps his eyes shut, already feeling himself close to his climax.
“you’re doing so well, baby.. just like that.” he praised, making you want to make him feel even better.
“so close.” he mumbles, with that you move faster, swirling your tongue around the tip. without warning, he finishes in your mouth. you sit up and scrunch your face up, swallowing. he lets out a deep groan as he does so.
“you gotta drink more water.” you both laugh as you kiss him, climbing back onto his lap. your hands wrap around his neck as you press your lips to his. “nuh uh.”
chris lifts your dress over your head, running his hands down your body. he smiles softly, “so beautiful.”
you push your black laced underwear to the side and slowly sank down onto him, gasping at the feeling. only having sex twice meant you were still adjusting to the feeling of a man inside of you.
chris looked up at you, “you okay, baby?” he ran his fingers through your hair and smiled. “we can stop.”
“no, i’m okay.” you shook your head and bottomed out. you let yourself adjust to the feeling of being so full and slowly moved your hips up and down, you bury your face into his neck and hold his hand.
“fuck.” you moan, already getting tired. your pace slow down and chris’ hands come up to you hips, pushing you up and down for help. he groans into your ear, “you close baby?”
you nod and whisper, “s-so close.” you feel the familiar yet so unusual feeling in your stomach, like theres a knot that’s about to snap.
“let go, i’m right behind you.” chris breathed, and you did. you let go all over his dick as he lifted you off him and he finished on your thigh.
you panted and dropped down next to him as he kissed your cheek. he stood up and grabbed a towel from your en suite, wiping your leg and himself.
“i love you so much.” you say softly, pulling him down and kissing him. “was i okay?”
chris chuckled and pulled his boxers back up. “more than okay, baby.” he planted a kiss on your cheek and grabbed you some clean underwear and sweatpants from your drawers. he lifted his t-shirt over his head and handed it to you as you put everything on.
he had some pajama pants in your room, so he slipped them on and climbed under your blankets beside you. you let your head drop onto his chest and your arm wrap around his torso.
“i love you too, by the way.” he whispered and closed his eyes. you listen to the pattern of his heartbeat and sigh deeply before shutting your eyes and letting sleep take over.
this was super scary. i hope it was ok for my first smut and also a virgin💋💋💋💋💋 ok bai pls domt dox me pls dony kill me pls just get wet !!
@mattslolita 🐇 @mattsturnioloisbae 💌 @sturnzsblog 🎀 @thestoryofusstan 🪩 @sturnslcver 💋
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pettydollie · 18 days
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brat tamer!matt headcannons please ☹️
u got it <3 this is very short btw so i apologize :c i might edit later (*nsfw warning*)
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lets start off strong: the sex is great
FABULOUS, OUTSTANDING, BRILLIANT
matt notices the little things. he can tell when you're acting bratty on purpose to get punished or in that grumpy emotional mood
so when ur being snappy on purpose, ohhhh girl
if ur a freaky typa gal, this kid has got a box full of toys and blindfolds/gags for u
spanks u (but if we're being realistic, he'd probably feel bad for hurting u even tho ur into it)
PET NAMESSS! i see brat!tamer using sweet names when ur being a good girl but when ur being a pain in the ass, he'll call u his whore and shit mmmm
if ur really not in a good mood tho, he is gonna do everything he can to make you feel better
im telling u shopping, going out, staying in and binge watching ur fav shows
even if ur giving him attitude, he's the type of guy to say "go ahead and talk ur shit idc, i can take it"
i also saw this one post on pinterest where the guy was like "saying 'bye' like ur gonna go somewhere girl you better sit ur cute attitude having ass down" LIKE THAT IS SOOO BRAT!TAMER MATT
u want it? card swiped. u touch it? card swiped. you looked at it for more than two seconds? card swiped.
this goes with the "buying everything u want" thingy but i have to include this bc i want it so bad: he pays for ur spotify premium, robux/any game currency, ur college tuition, ur rent, the list goes on
i was watching a jeffree star video and he mentioned smth abt him having the most sephora points lmfao. so when u and matt enter someplace, the workers are like "omg they're here" like ur royalty
HE IS UR SUGAR DADDY ORHGQUEF
hes very tough guy on the outside, basically ur bodyguard when u two are out. hes guiding u around with his hand on the small of ur back while ur head is light and airy.
but when its just you two, hes the cutest boy. does the baby voice all the time, u dont even gotta ask
tags!! <3 @stargirlsturniololover @junnniiieee07 @mattsneezing @freshloveee @freshsturns @emma4eva @r6diosturns @matthasmywholeheart @donthugmeimhot @blahbel668
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meggomyeggo190 · 8 months
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Can you do like a short imagine or one shot idk ab reader catching Rodrick stalking reader on Spotify 🤭🤭 it would be so cute tyy
This is my first request so hopefully its good, 😭 bts this is such a cute scenario!!!
G/N reader other than that no warning
This isn't proof read either 💀
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You and Rodrick had been together for a couple of months ever since you asked for his number at Heather's party. You two would always be together, during school or after school, no matter where you went you were together so of course you would follow each other on social media. Rodrick didn't really use social media that much except to follow bands or try to promote the band but he would use Spotify nonstop, I mean this guy would always have like 20+ hours on Spotify so when he found your profile he couldn't help but look through it. At first he just followed you but then he went through all your playlists, he listened to about every single song on your playlists (which is a lot) he hearted them would make sure to listen to them and exclusively what the name of it says for. One day you decide to look at your Spotify profile so you looked through your following and of course saw Rodrick on it, and then noticed that all of your playlists were hearted by none other than: Rodrick. So you decided to create a new playlist just for him. All of his favorite songs. When Rodrick noticed your new playlist named just for him he was exited to listen to it and so he did nonstop.
"Hey y/n" he called out to you from the other side of his room.
"Yeah?"
"Thanks. For the playlist I mean." He said getting up to sit down with you.
"Sure i mean once i noticed you were stalking me for i dont how long of course i had to make one just for you. "
You took out your earbuds from your bag as Rodrick took a seat next to you
"Wanna listen to it together?"
"yeah"
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hearts4golbach · 15 days
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The Night Shift.
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Johnnie Guilbert x Fem!Reader.
Chapter 23.
"Is that taco bell breakfast i smell?" jake said, sounding as if he was about to start floating to locate the smell. he turned the corner into the kitchen, where i was sitting with tara.
it was 7 in the morning, and the 4 of us were about to go finally pack up my old apartment. they insisted on helping despite me saying i could get it all done myself since i didn't own much anyway.
"Yes, jake." she rolled her eyes, tossing him his usual order. he squeeled like a little girl before tearing into the wrap.
"im gonna go get johnnie up." i walked down the hall towards our room and walked in silently.
johnnie laid on the bed with a peaceful look on his face. his arms were tucked awkwardly under his head as his legs were tangled in the blankets.
i gently shook his shoulder, placing a kiss on his forehead. "Good morning, sleepy head. we have breakfast."
he rubbed his eye, black eyeshadow transferring to his finger. "mornin'." he pulled me in, kissing me softly before sitting up. "When you were asleep, i organized the closet. you can fit your clothes in half of it now."
"Oh my god, really?" i furrowed my eyebrows, a small smile growing on my face.
"i mean, yeah. where else are you going to put your clothes?" he slipped on his socks and stood up.
his fingers tangled with mine as he led me back into the kitchen and sat down next to me. he rested his hand right above my knee as Jake immediately started a conversation with them. i passed johnnie his breakfast, and he dug in, clearly starving.
jake looked down at his phone, "what time do you think we'll be done?"
"Well, im not too sure. i mean, theres 5 of us packing up my tiny apartment, so it's probably around noon." i thought outloud, earning a 'hm' from jake.
everyone had finished their food. jake and tara went to get their shoes on and start the car while johnnie went to take off his makeup. i sat in the kitchen on my phone, waiting for johnnie to be done.
"Ready to go?" he asked, his clean face making me smile. it wasn't often i got to see him without makeup.
"mhm." i stood up and stretched. i put my hair into a messy bun to get it out of the way before walking out the door, johnnie not far behind me. "Thank you again for helping with all of this."
"Don't thank me." he hesitated as if he was going to add onto the sentence. he gently rubbed my lower back.
i hummed, "Okay, then."
Johnnie and i sat in the back of jakes car while him and Tara were up front. I zoned out. thinking about my old apartment made me nervous. although i wasn't going alone, something still felt off. after the incident and how easily i got imhured, i didn't want the same to happen to them. Or maybe it was the fact that my creepy old neighbor lent me a piece to a vaccum, and i still need to give it back, but i seriously doubted that was the reason. i decided to shove my paranoia down as i didn't want to let it ruin my day.
it was if i had blinked and we were already there. i picked my head up, rubbing the cheek that was leaning on my arm.
"i was room number 206," i commented, pulling the keys out of my pocket.
"i can't believe theres not a fucking elevator. This bitch has 5 stories." Jake complained as we tromped up the stairs.
"Just be glad she's not on the 5th one," tara wiped smudged lip gloss off the corner of her mouth.
"Exactly," johnnie nods, slightly out of breath.
i unlocked my front door and pushed it open, revealing my still messy apartment. "Oh, i never came back to clean up." i admitted, even though it was plain to see.
"dont worry about it, missy." jake teased in his southern accent.
tara and jake covered the kitchen while johnnie and i started in the living room. we all added songs to the spotify queue and got to work. i was smart enough to keep boxes stored in my closet. There was always a just in case thing. The living room was nearly empty, the only furniture consisting of a rug and a small sofa that i planned on putting by the trash for someone else to take. i didn't have much decoration, either. All that i had was a painting, my mother had made me and a thrifted portrait of marilyn monroe. The only other things on the wall were some empty colorful vases on a small shelf.
we quickly wrapped those up while tara and jake stacked all of my plates and bowls in between wash cloths. I announced we were moving to a different room before heading into the hall to focus on the closet.
The closet didn't take much work. We shoved blankets and towels into one big box before moving on to my bedroom.
my room was a much bigger task, considering this was the room i spent most of my time in. i sat at my vanity and began packing it up while Johnnie took over the closet.
"i want to stream later, and i was wondering if you wanted to be on it." Johnnie mentioned, bagging up clothes that were hung up.
"Sure, that sounds fun. im still kind of nervous though, what if your fans don't like me?" i glanced over.
"They'll love you, i promise." he smiled at me. "i was thinking i could do your makeup for the stream."
"fuck yeah." i agreed, standing up and making my way to my side table. "Didn't we make those plans a while ago?"
"Yeah, but then a bunch of shit happened. and i figured since we're together now, everyone should get to know you a little better." A light blush spread across his face.
"Good idea. im down," i agreed.
The rest of the house was packed up within the next 3 hours. Jake and i moved all of the furniture down to the garbage bins, with little help from tara and johnnie. i took one last look at my empty apartment before locking it up and turning in my keys.
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rerefundslocals · 1 year
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Do it right j.jk
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Summary : tip toeing has never gotten you anywhere, and with your undying crush for your roommate, you definitely aren't tip toeing through it too.
>>pairing : Jungkook x fem!reader
>>trope : roommates to lovers
>>genre : tiny angst, fluff, tiny ahh smut
>>word count : 1.7k
>>warnings/tags : softkoo, teasing, makeout sesh, dry humping, cumming through panties and briefs, mention of jungkooks legs, confessions, some attempt at poetry?.., they're cute.
a/n - uhh I'm trying to get descriptive as possible with my writing, but for now, here's something from jungkooks part 1 live!! And just little side comment. Set me free pt 2?!?!? Makes me wanna write for Jimin😭. Uhm anyways enjoy and feedback is very encouraging and I want it so much, so please don't be shy. (Not proof read)
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"Too cold or too hot?"
"Just right, Kook."
Sitting in your shared living room, you and your roommate sit discussing the weather.
"Right?! Thank heavens this weather isn't boiling or freezing us to death." Jungkook exaggerates, while standing up to head to the kitchen.
His legs are on display today as he sports a Nike short and a black shirt, hair ridden as it frames his pretty face. Though you won't tell him.
"Yup." You reply, popping your p.
Your head is tilted to the side as you try to peak at Jungkook, and see what he is doing in the kitchen. He looks like he's pouring a drink for you both as your ears recieve the sound of two glasses hitting the countertop and you lick your lips at the though of the drink. Your cravings for jungkooks treat sitting at the back of your mind.
Both you and Jungkook have been roommates for about 4 years and oh has it been the most tempting years of your life.
While you try to avoid your feelings, You're completely oblivious of Jungkooks own.
Well mainly cause, he'll like to bring his hookups in the apartment and fuck them dizzy till morning while you quietly sob cause you're in that deep.
But they'd be gone by morning. The feelings, you mean. Atleast you try to rid them by getting hookups as well, and damn, they dont work. You'll be thinking of Jungkook during a makeout sesh, and it completely throws you off.
Why did you fall for him again? Why can't he like you back? And why is it yout goddamn roommate of four years?
All these questions play like a song playing on loop on your Spotify playlist. Haunting you on and on.
And this song. It never stops. As hard as you try to pause the song, to stop the song, or move on to the next song. It is nearly impossible and it pisses you off.
Because you just wanna play the next song. You wanna think of something different.
Maybe the sun and how bright it is, or the stars and how glowy they are or even think of what to eat Tommorow. But it is almost impossible with that same damn song playing in your mind and worst part ever?
You aren't fucking bored of it.
The glass in front of you and Jungkooks voice pulls you out of your thoughts.
"You're zoning out an awfall lot, Princess." He teases, but lowkey serious.
"O-Oh right, Thanks, Kook." You reply, completely letting the petname pass off as normal.
Jungkook moves closer to you out of instinct as one of his hands come up to fix your sundress strap that was falling off.
You cough slightly, "Thank you, Kook." He only nods and lays his head on your bare shoulder right after taking a sip of his iced coffee.
"Tell me what's on your mind." He prods.
What is on your mind? Could possibly be him. But you won't tell him that.
"A date I have tonight." You blurt. Well it's not entirely a lie, but Mya did invite you for this double date with strangers she found on tinder.
To be fair, she thought it'd be fun.
Jungkook bluffs as he sits up. "You? A date? Since when?"
"Oh why do you care?" You spit. Unintentionally being mean.
"I was just joking, chill. And it was a simple question, ____." You render in your head, that yeah it was a simple question and you're just so fucking sensitive, because you have a big fat crush on Jungkook. Emphasis on the fat.
"Right. I lowkey don't wanna go though." You mumble, but Jungkook catches it.
"Stay with me then. We can ball out on the Whiskey and watch some John Wick before the new one comes out. And when it does, watch it with me. On me. I'll pay for everything." He says, eyes daring into yours as he finishes, tongue toying with his lip piercing.
When you dint respond for almost a minute. Jungkooks tattooed hand reaches out to touch your bare thigh, caressing it softly to gain your attention. "Mmh,Princess. What ya' think?"
Stuttering, "oh yeah right, that's perfect. I'll text Mya to cancel." You respond.
Jungkooks hand never leaves your thigh as he continues to caress it while you scramble for your phone that's next to you, to send Mya a quick text.
Your mind is wobbly and all over the place as you text Mya. Jungkooks hand distracting the shit out of you.
You : Hey, Babes. I'm sooooooo sorry but Junhkook lowkey making a move rn and I'm canceling on that date 😓 pls don't kill me. Atleast you can have a threesome tonight!!😟🕺🏾🕺🏾
After sending your informing but long text, Mya quickly responds the second you do.
Mya <3!! : I hate u😟 but have fun m'lady😓💕
You chuckle at the text, almost forgetting Jungkooks hand laying on your thigh.
Settling your phone down, you mumble an 'excuse me' to Jungkook as you stand up to get the Whiskey in the cabinet.
"Bring the cheap one!" Jungkook shouts from the living room. And from where you are, you can see him scrolling on his phone, a small smirk playing on his lips.
A mischievous like smirk. Probably looking through his next hookups text messages.
You ignore the feeling of jealousy in your heart. Shaking off the bitter feeling as you bend over to grab the Whiskey at the back. The furthest the cheapest.
You grab two Whiskey glasses and head over to the living room. Settling everything down, you swiftly lean back as your hair shadows your face and you do your best to move It away.
You both go through a whole hour of silence and making some small comments about the movie you're watching, while balling out on the Whiskey.
Never abruptly stopping with the Whiskey, you both end up finishing a whole bottle, and immediately after that, Jungkook gets up to get the second bottle.
This the 3rd hour. Second movie. More silence, yet so silently, little do you know what plays in Jungkooks mind.
"You didn't tell me you were into tattoos." Jungkook breaks the silence.
Taking a seat and handing him his glass of Whiskey after pouring what seems to both of your 10th glass you softly sigh. "Well I am. And how do you know this?" You question with furrowed brows.
"Your Instagram. And you've never expressed that love for my tats." He smirks.
"Y-you saw my insta?" You breathlessly ask. Feeling a wave of shock come over you. He was fucking Smirking at your Instagram.
He nods, "yeah. It's sexy."
That tickles your pussy. And feeling bold enough, you play along as you slowly take a sip of your Whiskey, finger seductively rubbing the rim of the glass.
"Oh yeah? How sexy?" You question.
Jungkook moves closer and grabs the glass from you, "the fact that it's you. That's sexy enough." He finishes, placing the whisky on the coffee table.
"Are you drunk?" You ask. Ignoring his comment.
"Takes more than that to make drunk. Why? You think I'll regret this?" He softly sighs ; moving closer to you, he grabs your waist and settles your body on his lap. Hands rubbing your waist.
Truth is, you do think he'll regret this. But you shake your head no. Maybe if he just fucked you, all the feelings would leave.
And you'd be free from the looped song that continues to play.
Lips hovering yours, you lean in closer, hands placed on his rigid shoulder.
Jungkook abruptly turns his head to the side, and your heart aches.
"Be honest. Did you think I'd regret this?"
You whisper an audible, "yes."
His lips encase yours for a long peck, that feels loving and reassuring.
"Trust me, I really have a thing for you. That typa shit that makes me wanna do what couples in New York do. Show everyone that you're mine and I'm yours. I have for the longest time."
You almost feel dizzy at his confession. Not because you refuse to believe it's real, you've wanted this to be real for the longest. It just now occurred to you that he felt the exact same way.
As your way of responding, your lips land on his for a sweet kiss that he leads. Really soft smacks of you both kissing resounding in the room.
You briefly pull away after a minute of kissing, "I like you, too." You shyly mumble.
Out of embarrassment, you bury your face in his chest and Jungkook chuckles above you and you know this because his chest rumbles.
"You're so cute." He whispers, fingers playing with your ear, and you smile up at him, meeting his smile as well. Drunken but he's not really that drunk.
Your eyes lazily shut and you cuddle closer into him.
"____," He starts and you pay him attention as you lean up. "Can I please be your boyfriend?" He asks. Hands holding yours like a delicate flower. Your favorites even.
You giggle and that makes his heart skips a beat. Who would've thought the sound of your laughs would make his heart smile so much.
"Yes, Jungkook. You can. I'd love that so much."
He smiles and it almost reaches his ear but you attack him with a kiss, sloppily making out with your Boyfriend, and his hands come up to caress your him, guiding you to grind on his prominent bulge.
"Argh- fuck, just like that." He props of your mouth, leaning to kiss up your neck as you grind on him with force, making yourself incredibly wet, that it soaks right through your floral lacey thong, soiling Jungkooks expensive Shorts.
You go about dry humping him. Hoping to cum that way.
The moans in the room.are synced and ragged and broken up as Jungkook grinds up into you, hoping to find his release as well.
You finally cum in your panties, head coming down onto Jungkooks shoulder as he shoots into his briefs, releasing as well.
"Oh, God." You muffle in his shoulder, feeling lightheaded from all the alcohol and energy put into humping.
Chuckling, "you Okay, sweetie?" Jungkook questions.
You would've answered simultaneously, but you're Slumped and deep into your sleep already.
Jungkook notices this when he tries to get a view of you above him.
"So pretty." He murmurs at your sleepikg figure,placing a loving peck on your forehead after moving his sweaty hair from his face and you're both loudly snoring after that.
In your mind, you're really glad that you were able to get rid of the looped song.
~♥︎~
all rights reserved @rerefundslocals do not copy my work.
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undergroundkdrama · 1 year
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#KDRAMAWOMENSWEEK 2023 | March 8th – 15th  2023
[alternatively: a week and one day to talk about and make things for women you appreciate in celebration of International Women’s Day] Inspired by @evansbrewster that’s no longer on Tumblr.com.
@kdramaladies will be hosting the event as well. I’ll reblog where I can and try to be present. Prompts courtesy of @dramaheroine who has dont 99.9999% of getting this week to happen, prompts and more, thanks so much. Gifs courtesy of @cuddlybitch, @haeyeongs and @orangesyellow. Thank you all so so much. Thank you to everyone that checks in about this when I am sure I’ll be sitting it out. KWW has been happening for eight years, this being the ninth which is nuts.
Please tag your posts #kdramawomensweek and/or @undergroundkdrama so they are easier to find, admire, and reblog.
Day 1: In Her Head
Women with rich inner worlds, full of hidden thoughts, desires and fantasies. Are her thoughts being revealed to the viewers in visually exciting ways? Think dream sequences, a touch of magical realism, voiceovers, a cut to a talking head or perhaps weird little animated cells…
Day 2: “It” Girl
2021 was all about Haves and Haves Not x2000. 2022 was the year of women in the legal profession. Tell us which of the characters fitting this year’s trend you have enjoyed the most and why. What made them better than the rest? Or what else do you think has been a popular theme/genre/topic for 2022 dramas? How did women fit into the equation? Here are a few examples: gangsters, “behind the scenes”, school violence, countryside living etc.
Day 3: The Help
Women holding everything together in the background, women who have to do all the dirty work, who do thankless labour regardless of the setting or time period. Servants, secretaries, domestic staff, cleaners, nurses, nannies, care workers, housewives…Let’s put some time aside to ‘celebrate those who don’t celebrate’ because they are too busy keeping things running.
Day 4: Bad Girls Club
Everyone loves an angst filled, angry revenge drama so lets talk about the women who seek revenge? Women who hold grudges and whose hearts are filled with rage. Women who hurt others (knowingly and unknowingly). Women who seek power over others and/or themselves in cruel ways. A day for celebrating women’s wrongs.
Day 5: Recommend Her!
Choose your fave – give us a Top 10 that you think she’d make e.g. Spotify Wrapped, her 2023 reading list, her watchlist. Personally, I think that Lee Yeo Reum from Summer Strike listens to a playlist like this (https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3yrqVOEnwQG4z8czX8qD4k?si=36e45bbaeaad4892) as she walks around the village trying to make sense of who she is and what she wants. Today’s a day for projecting and recommending. Sneak your recs in here.
Day 6: Funny Girl Woman
We know women are funny, here’s your time to show love to the actresses who predominately act in comedies, female characters who you find hilarious and actresses who provide the perfect comedic relief every time they pop up onscreen.
Day 7: Lee Yoon Jung/Noh Hee Kyung OR Surprise!
Two pioneering women behind many of our classic favourite dramas. Think of this as a space for tributes to them, what you love about their dramas, Lee Yoon Jung’s direction, Noh Hee Kyung’s writing, your favourite female characters from their dramas… OR  Your favourite cameos by actresses! Who used their tiny bit of screen time in the best way possible?!
Day 8: Timeslip
What if time travel really existed? What if two female characters from different dramas, from different tv eras could meet? How are they connected? Why should they meet? Think of this as an opportunity for you to travel back in time.
Please also feel free to be inspired by the prompts from previous years (2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2020 Part Deux, 2021, 2022).
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love-songs-for-emma · 15 days
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Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals. 💌💛
OMG ty adrey!!! i love any excuse to share my music!!!!
songs BE SHUFFLED‼️
1. With A Little Help From My Friends (Remastered 2009) by the Beatles :3
2. death bed (coffee for your head) by Powfu & beabadoobee
3. How To Never Stop Being Sad by dandelion hands
4. Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson
5. Ocean Man by Ween
HOLY COW. WHAT A GENUINE SHUFFLE ALCBKSCN USUALLY SPOTIFY IS SO BAD AT SHUFFLING WHAT!!!!! I love all of these songs actually omg
This was not apart of the task but im using this as an excuse to talk about these songs below the cut:
1. Beatles songs fill me with such warmth. Hugs. My sister loved them sm and anything my sister loved, I loved. She was ten years older than me. I was raised on the Beatles. Plus they remind me of my beloved emma ( @love-songs-for-maria ) and her family/her mom. My second family being a Beatles household is so nice c: I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends :')
2. There was a time period where i could Not stop listening to this song. I started making art about it back then; this is absolutely reminding me to finish it omg. Also, this song actually /sampled/ beebadoobee's song "coffee," it's not just like a song they made together. So check out "coffee" for a song about healing that makes me CRY and also feel like I'm being HUGGED. Love u beebadoobee
3. Wow. What a classic. How To Never Stop Being Sad was my ULTIMATE cry song when I was like 13. I still think about some of lines (it reads more like spoken word/poetry with backdrop) more as How To *Stop* Being Sad, yknow? Motivational. Like "Become a background character to your own motion picture" -> Be the main character in your life. Take up space. EXIST. ♡
4. The album this comes from, "In Between Dreams," sounds like childhood. Like sitting on the lil fold down square seats in the back of my dad's old lil red pickup truck as we drive to other side of the island to go dirtbike riding with my mom and brother. It's also become something I dont /have/ to associate with that. I got a vinyl record of it when I was about 15/16 and used to play it while dancing around the front room and making breakfast (various friends and partners over the years there or not). It's also mine. My solo drive peaceful music. Sittin, Waitin, Wishin :)
5. This is the sound of the Spongebob Squarepants Movie ending. That's it. That's what it is. First credits song. One of the rare movie endings where the credits actually go SO HARD and I actually prefer letting them play out. I watched this movie a billion times since it came out when I was a kid. The end credits when this plays show waves crashing and it looks like you're surfing and reminds me of Hawai'i, which is where I was still living when it first came out and I'd watch the DVD endlessly!! Perfect song. 0/0 notes. Ocean Man, Take Me By The Hand, Lead Me To The Land That You Understand
Lastly,, I probably would have skipped a song if I didn't like it bc I've been unliking a lot of my Liked Songs on Spotify lately so that my shuffle on Liked Songs is better and bam! There's the payoff! Didn't even skip one for this ask! Wahoo!
If anyone read this to the end, thanks for sharing these memories with me. :) Much love, always. I'll send this out to a few peeps, but if anyone wants it sent to them specifically so they too can be involved and/or ramble on, DM me/let me know! MWAH
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Dogen I wanna get into rtv But idk where to start Do you hve any tips on where to start to get into them
UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM yes i think i do Maybe
i first got familiarized with the members by watching the among us streams since you can put names to voices and stuff. i also read the tv tropes page (which i kinda dont recommend you look at BCUZ im pretty sure some information is inaccurate. like theres a thing about how miras vtuber avatar mimi is based on miku. which isnt true. trivia page should be accurate though). i think the rollercoaster tycoon 2 streams are also good to watch but maybe after the among us streams
clip compilations are always fun but they do tend to only pull from the same streams. they also tend to pull clips from the more popular members like wayne and scorpy and Sometimes holly. baaulp, gir, and mira stream often and theyre both really funny but people dont rly include them in clip comps so Like if you think theyre funny tune into them live. branch out
theres also stream highlights which are good for if you dont like sitting down for a long time to watch one thing. shoutout to Foster who releases highlights every friday BTW. he just released a highlight vid cutting down the 80 hour sonic subathon streams down to 10 hours (CRAZY)
ALSO ALSO they have a podcast (Where Do We Begin) which i like to listen to when i go for walks and stuff. they talk about whatever and its fuuuunny.... theyre on spotify and probably other podcast websites
OH ALSO ALSO. scorpy does vhs viewingz stream on the last thursday of every month iirc, those will always have a bunch of rtvs members in there ^__^ theyre also fun to watch when ur like eating or something. not really good for listening to in the bg because theyre video based
scorpy also does media share streams sometimes, people just send in music. these usually arent uploaded or available on youtube for copyright reasons but if you catch one live theyre nice. i think the first rtvs stream EVER that i caught live was a scorpy media share stream. ive found nice music in there
other than that im not sure so all i can give are stream recs.. miras neon white streams from a few months ago are good to listen to in the bg, gameclam is funny, faxmas streams are Also good esp the one from i think 2022? 2021? i dont remember tbh. UMM hollys psychonauts 1 and 2 streams, scorpys best buy stream, i think wayne has some roblox streams that are kinda funny. i dont remember the stream name but genius vs antichrist is so fucking funny. MIRAS INSCRYPTION STREAMS ALSOOOO i watched those i think. iirc the gnome commentary streams include explanations of a few inside jokes but dont quote me on that. moupi has a stream archive on youtube. ALSO ALSO ALSO scorpys wall-e speedrun. WAIT ONE MORE miras dbd streams theyre good and that reminded me of waynes dbd egg eating stream. which also reminded me of waynes ai cooking stream which is funny. edited this rq to add that i havent watched all of waynes sonic subathon streams (80 hours? are you crazy?) but the sonic krazy kult segment of one of the streams is SUCH a fun watch PLEASE watch it. its so funny and i dont think you require any prior knowledge on rtvs to enjoy it
thats all i can really think of rn. idk ummm theres an rtvs forum . they have tumblr accounts i think. scorpy and gir have short and rly old videos on their yt channels that are fun to watch if ur bored. "supplemental" content is ur best friend for getting into rtvs lol
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I know it’s your beloved, but how would you rank the songs on doom days from your favorite to least favorite?
no its ok i love ranking things
1. those nights my beloved. dan smith mustve had some out of body experience or divine revelation before he sat down and wrote that one idk
2. doom days. banger. i let out an actual gasp when i saw them in cardiff this summer and dan uttered the words 'the title track from our third album' he truly did that just for me
3. million pieces. honestly didn't used to care for this one much but after seeing it live actually they were right to make this the one dd track on the bbx setlist
4. quarter past midnight. i dont have a fun anecdote for this one its just a banger and also i named myself after it so
5. bad decisions. fun fact this was my most played bas song of last year and my spotify wrapped was like 'last year you couldnt get enough of bad decisions' so there's that ig
6. divide. sooo underrated honestly like roll the window dowowown iconic lol also super nostalgic for me so whenever i hear it i have to go sit down with my head in my hands or something
7. joy. i know this is kind of meh for some people but their performance of it on graham norton is one of my comfort performances soooo. i think it would be better received if it wasnt the closer like i always think those nights is the end and then theres also joy
8. another place. one of my faves when the album came out tbh i think maybe because i related more to it then but the flute thing still goes so hard in the chorus
9. the waves. reaching the kind of meh tier, but this gets bonus points for gospel vocals, fun piano and also being v horny
10. noctural creatures. its fine, but in an album of such strong bangers it unfortunately does not stand out
11. 4am. idk i guess i just don't have emotions bc i just find it kind of boring. also i have a strong memory of listening to it at 4am on jan 1st 2020 after going out with my friends for new years and then the next morning i had a seizure and had to spend all of new years day in the hospital so theres that
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not sure if you do camilo x reader x carlos but you can ignore this if you dont do those, i dont mind! Camilo & Carlos x Filipina!Reader where they are both trying to court her and hilariously trying to one up the other, like they'd do the traditional serenading, bribing her siblings to tell them more about her culture(bonus points if her siblings say the wrong stuff to screw both of them over, like teaching them insults telling the twins they are compliments and she ends up slapping them at one point maybe LMAOOO), helping out her parents etc. etc. you can decide how it ends! (hopefully neutral or if she had to inevitably choose there would be alt ending id youre up for it)
"the manliligaw"
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summary:
— Camilo and Carlos are competing on who will win your heart. The twins were willing to do everything to make you swoon. For this round, they decided to try to traditionally serenade you by singing in your language. What could go wrong?
genre:
— modern au, fluff & humor
notes:
— female and Filipina reader. I do not speak fluent Spanish and all of the Spanish here is translated from google, feel free to correct me if I got something wrong though I will refrain from using too much Spanish. Although I am very fluent in Tagalog so there would be Tagalog dialogs here and there I'll try to provide some translations for them
warning/s:
— heavy cussing
a/n:
— okay, i fucking loooove this concept so i'm planning to make this into a series! here's part one for y'all and i hope you enjoy too anon :>  also! i made a Spotify playlist for this series hehe
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You were enjoying lunch with your family. Today was a hot day so you're wearing thinner clothes, you're literally sitting in front of the electric fan yet you're still sweating. You had a glass of cold mango juice and ate a few snacks. Seriously, the heat is going to be the death of you. As you took a sip of your cool beverage, there were eager knocks on the door and immediately, you recognize who was knocking. You sighed and clicked your tongue as one of your siblings come to answer the door.
"[Name]! Andito na yung mga manliligaw mo!"
Your sibling shouted in a sing-song voice, obviously teasing you. Before you can even get up from your seat, your mother rushes to welcome your two suitors. You sighed and waved at Camilo and Carlos Madrigal as they entered the dining room.
The Madrigal twins have been courting you since your first week moving to their town. They were the grandchildren of the mayor, Alma Madrigal. The town of Encanto was a bright place and you were lucky that your family has decided to reside here. You were around the same age as Camilo and Carlos, you even went to school with them. The two were admittedly handsome, they had opposite personalities. Camilo was cheerful, a superstar and a jokester, while Carlos was grumpy, a rockstar and a trickster. The twins already had a rivalry going on but when you moved to Encanto, it seemed like it got worse.
"Buenos tardes, [Name]"
They both greeted in unison. You smile and asked if they wanted some merienda. Camilo and Carlos nodded and instantly stuffed their mouths with food your mother cooked. You continue to try to keep cool during the hot weather. The twins couldn't help but stare at you wearing thinner clothes, both had identical blushes on their faces.
"Ey, don't stare at her like that, cabrón"
"Oh cállate, don't act like you're not doing the same, pendejo"
Camilo and Carlos whispered to each other. Ever since you moved into their town, they didn't learn how to take their eyes off of you. In their eyes, you were one in a million. Not to mention, you were beautiful, had a sense of humor, and were kindhearted. You were everything a man would swoon for. It didn't matter that you came from a different place with a different culture, Camilo and Carlos were determined to win your heart one way or another.
"So, what are you two planning today?"
You asked with amusement. The twins have been courting you for months yet you haven't even bothered to say yes to one of them. They always tried something different to court you every time but you won't budge, it only made them want you more.
"It's a surprise"
Camilo replies with a playful smirk. You raised one of your brows, curious about what will the surprise be.
"You'll see later why you should pick me [Name] instead of this, tonto"
Carlos butts in. Camilo gives him an offended look and punches his arm, his twin punches his arm too in return until the two went into a small catfight. You rolled your eyes at the silly sight.
"[Name]?! Anak, punta ka muna sa tindahan at bilhan mo ako ng suka!"
You internally groaned at your mother's voice. You quickly stood up and went on with the errand. Camilo and Carlos shared a look, wondering where did you go.
"Oh, she's just going to the store to buy some vinegar"
Your sibling explains to them. Whenever the twins would visit your household it's like a different world, a bit similar to their household but still different. For instance, one of your family members will randomly shout at you or even at your siblings to do some kind of errand or chore. Sometimes, Camilo and Carlos would be invited for dinner and the food would be different, they ate this dish called 'adobo' once and it was amazing. One time, they had to use the bathroom and they saw this little dipper in a bucket that they later found out was called a 'tabo'.
The two asked what kind of language you and your family were speaking and they discovered it was Tagalog. It was interesting but complex, there were similar phrases akin to Spanish. Yesterday, the twins found out about that polite word you would use when talking to your elders called 'po' or 'opo'. Honestly, Camilo and Carlos can spend an entire decade trying to learn your culture if it means getting close to you.
During the peaceful silence, Camilo and Carlos suddenly shared a look. It was like they had a telepathic conversation as they nodded at each other. They both turn to your sibling.
"Hey, do you mind teaching us any Tagalog songs you know?"
Your sibling quirked their eyebrow at the two. Your other sibling comes walking into the room, clearly hearing what the twins asked.
"Why?"
"Kasi i-haharana nila si [Name] in Tagalog"
"Oh! Teka, how did you know that?"
"I heard their conversation earlier"
Your sibling muttered a 'marites' towards their sibling and rolled their eyes. They pondered for a while if they wanted to teach the twins a Tagalog song until a very wicked idea formed inside their head. Your sibling grins and grabs your other sibling by the ear and whispered something, Camilo and Carlos watched in confusion.
"Hoy gago sigurado ka ba dyan baka magalit si [Name]"
"Yeah yeah, I'm sure plus this plan is going to be funny"
Your two siblings turn at the twins with identical smiles. There was suspicion in the air but Camilo and Carlos didn't bother to question it.
"Sure! We'll teach you this one Tagalog song that my friends and I used to sing"
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Eventually, you made it home and the Madrigal twins were nowhere to be found. Your mother tells you they have gone with your two siblings somewhere. You don't think too much of it. Later, after the sun has sunk, you were scrolling on your phone in your room until you hear the faint sound of someone calling your name. You dropped your phone, confused. The sound came from outside so you softly brushed away the curtains from your window and peeked outside. You let out a tiny gasp when you saw Camilo and Carlos waiting expectedly at you.
You hurriedly opened your window and looked down at the twins. Camilo was holding a tambourine while Carlos was clutching a guitar. Dios, was this their surprise? You wave down at them and they both smiled at you. The two shared a look of nervousness. Camilo and Carlos have been practicing the song your two siblings taught them, they were assured that they were going to do great with the serenading. Both of them let out a deep breath.
"[Name], this song is for you!"
A soft strum of the guitar filled the air. You watch in awe as Carlos swiftly plays the guitar, Camilo was playing his tambourine along to the rhythm. You have no idea what song they were about to sing but you feel flattered at the fact they decided to serenade you. Camilo clears his throat, prepared to sing the first part.
"Tinitigasan na naman ako sa 'yong ganda. Dahil sa iyong ganda, ako'y napatanga"
Camilo resumes to sing, his voice was smooth that it almost made your heart skip a beat. You recognize that he was singing in your native language which surprised you greatly.
"Dahil sa iyong ganda, ako'y napatanga"
He continues and this brings a red flush across your cheeks. Camilo's Tagalog singing is very impressive. Your eyes meet with Camilo and he sends you a playful wink, you smiled at him in return
"Suso mo na napakalaki, parang pakwan"
You freeze. The smile on your face drops and your mood turns into a 180. Did you just hear that correctly? Meanwhile, Camilo and Carlos continued playing, oblivious of the look of horror on your face.
"Bote ang 'yong katawan at puwet mong malaman"
Camilo sings with his heart out, but neither he nor Carlos understood what they were singing. Your siblings told them it was a song about a girl who's pretty so the twins agreed that they should definitely serenade the song to you. It was Carlos' turn to sing.
"Pwede ka bang maikama pagtapos mo d'yan?"
Carlos' voice was slightly lower and rougher but not less melodious than Camilo's. He was sweating all over as he passionately strums the guitar.
"Pagkatapos mag-inuman, magbabanatan"
He sings louder, hoping that his singing would make an impression more than Camilo's. Carlos quickly sends his twin brother a mischievous smirk, Camilo only scowls at him.
"Iitsa ka sa kama, tuloy ang tuhugan"
Carlos continues, truly feeling the beat and vibe of the song despite not understanding the lyrics. But hey, he did a great job singing in Tagalog didn't he?
"Para kang tinapay, titi ko ang palaman"
Carlos finishes his line. It was time for the rap verse, Camilo agreed to do the first half then they'll repeat the chorus.
"Tinitigasan-"
The twins immediately stopped singing and performing their instruments when they saw you by the entrance of your house. Camilo and Carlos looked at each other, you were approaching them with an unrecognizable expression. One of them was about to say a word until you went over and slapped Camilo firmly across the cheek.
"You fucking asshole!"
Camilo holds his now reddish cheek, baffled that you cussed at him. Carlos was about to bark out a loud laugh but you turned and also slapped him hard across his face. He was silenced and looked at you speechless.
"Hayop ka! Fucking pervert!"
You screamed at Carlos. The twins glanced at each other, both confused and clutching their cheeks. You start to shout at them in Tagalog, presumably cursing at them again. Fuck, you looked so upset. Did you not like the song? But your siblings told them you'll like it! Eventually, you left and slammed the front door in front of their faces. There was a pause as Camilo and Carlos heard a snort followed by fits of laughter. They watched with embarrassment as your siblings looked at them by the window, pointing and laughing.
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The news of Camilo and Carlos unknowingly serenading you with a very inappropriate Tagalog song was spread all over your family. Your parents were about to throw hands with the twins until you found out that your siblings taught them how to sing the perverted song. Of course, you go running to your parents and they rightfully gave your siblings an earful.
Now, you felt stupid for slapping Camilo and Carlos. You hugged your pillow as you buried your face in it, screaming in embarrassment. You plan to go visit the twins and apologize when a knock on your door beats you to it. You raced downstairs and found Camilo and Carlos waving at you. Thankfully, their cheeks aren't red anymore. You pout and give them each an apologetic hug, saying that you were sorry profusely in Tagalog.
"Hey, if you don't mind. We kinda...uh, we wanna serenade you again"
"Don't worry, we found a very appropriate Tagalog song this time"
You smiled and nod your head. You wait as Camilo and Carlos brought out their instruments. You watch as they gazed at each other and collectively nodded. Carlos starts strumming his guitar, Camilo following along with the rhythm.
"Uso pa ba ang harana?"
Camilo was the first to sing and instantly you recognize the song, it was Harana by Parokya ni Edgar. One of your favorite songs. Your heart fluttered at this.
"Marahil ikaw ay nagtataka..."
Carlos sings the second line with a confident strum on the guitar. Shit, they're so great at singing and performing. You let them finish their serenade, you can feel the tears threatening to fall from your eyes. It was so beautiful, your heartstrings were tugged. You thank Camilo and Carlos for the wonderful serenade. Damn, are you starting to warm up to them?
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manicpixxiedreambitch · 4 months
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Qualities that make a guy attractive, a mini list/essay/guide written by a bisexual girl who has had enough.
I am sick and tired of straight dudes doing the bare minimum and then getting confused/upset when no girl wants to date him or stay with him. Like literally talk to any woman and ask her what she looks for in a guy. There are so many easy things a guy can do to make himself more attractive to girls.
So, without further ado, I give you a list of things a “dream guy” does that you can try doing to impress women before complaining about how you have no rizz.
Keep a good appearance. That’s like…almost the bare minimum. You don’t HAVE to be Christian Bale to be attractive. Hell, a lot of the celebrity guys girls find attractive are average looking guys (like David Tennant, Tom Holland, etc) who just take care of themselves. They shave, they wear clothes that look nice on them, they make sure to have a good haircut, they brush their teeth, they shower often and keep good hygiene and use a face wash that isn’t literal dish soap. And being broke is no excuse for this one. There a girls out here keeping good hygiene and looking great using things from Dollar Tree and thrift stores.
Get hobbies that aren’t just video games. I’m not here shitting on guys who play video games at all, but if video games are your ONLY hobby, please for the love of humanity branch out. You don’t even have to be into sports. It’s 2024. Poetic guys, guys who can sew, artsy guys, authors, nature lovers, animal lovers, photographers, history buffs, hell, even guys who simply have a social life and know their way around are attractive. You can’t just sit on your crusty ass all the time and ignore your girlfriend while playing video games. That’s the bare minimum. At least invite her to play with you. If she sucks at video games, help her out and give her encouragement. Include her, damnit!
Consider her feelings and emotions and listens to her. Again, bare minimum. If she explains to you she doesn’t like something or she expresses that something that is going on is giving her negative emotions, FUCKING LISTEN TO HER. Don’t brush it off!!!! Don’t say she’s just “on her period”. It makes her feel like shit when you dont make sure she’s happy.
Respect her boundaries. Literally, you’re not five, no means no, if she tells you she is uncomfortable with something don’t do it.
Do nice things for her. Surprise her, take her out on dates, cuddle with her and try to be thoughtful. Once again, bare minimum. If you see a piece of jewelry you think she’d like and you can afford it, get it. Learn her favorite song and sing it to her. Save up some money on the side and surprise her with a night out. Learn to cook and make a nice meal for the two of you with some romantic ambience like candles and music. This is not expensive either. Candles at dollar tree are cheap. Get a Spotify account and make a romantic playlist, or go get a CD or record and put it on. Dance with her. Get her some flowers (or grow them yourself!). Write her a love letter. Take her for a bike ride. Surprise her with tickets to see that movie that she expressed interest in last week. Annotate a book or a poem just for her, and circle words and letters to make a cute little note for her. Go stargazing. Put together a picnic. Say nice things to her and be romantic. Don’t be scared to be a “simp”. If a girl rejects you for “being a simp” trust me, there is another girl out there that would appreciate it and be just as amazing to you. Love her openly.
Show interest in her interests. Don’t shut her down when she is talking about something she is passionate about. If she is obsessed with a book or a show, offer to watch it with her or ask if you can read it. Ask questions. Research what she is interested in. Take part in her hobbies. Don’t call her childish or obnoxious or obsessive. Have conversations over her interests with her. Now of course, you are not expected to make everything about her. But try to show interest in more than just her beauty.
Make her feel included in your life, and include yourself in hers. Keep a few pictures of her. Send her funny photos that remind you of her. Keep a spare toothbrush for her in your bathroom with a spare towel. Add some of her favorite songs to your playlists. Keep some of her favorite snacks around. Keep one of her claw clips on your desk. Give her a couple of your hoodies. Keep a hair tie on your wrist in case she needs it. Keep some pads/tampons in your bathroom. Give her a stuffed animal or a blanket of yours. Introduce her to your friends and family and make sure she feels included with them. Get along with her friends and family.
Respect women. And no, I don’t mean “respect women to get laid” or “act like you respect women to make them like you” or be one of those “nice guys”. That’s not respecting women. Educate yourself on womens history. Go on YouTube and watch feminist video essays. Learn about how fucked up the patriarchy is. Help your mother around the house. Be nice to your sister. Learn about menstruation and how it works. Ask for consent before doing anything intimate. And don’t get pissy when she says no. To respect consent you have to respect rejection. Check in on her consistently to make sure she is still okay with and enjoying whatever you are doing. Call your friends on it when they are being misogynistic. In fact, respect people in general. Don’t be fucking racist, don’t be fucking homophobic, don’t be fucking transphobic, don’t be fucking ableist. Overall, don’t be a dickhead.
Be present in her life. Call her just to say good morning. Face time to say good night. Text her randomly throughout the day to tell her you love her. If she is in any extracurriculars, go to her events and support her. Cheer for her when she is being amazing. Comfort her when she is sad. Listen to her vent about her shitty day. Compliment her.
Clean up for her. If you know she’s coming over and your room/house is a mess, clean up. Start the laundry, make your bed, put things away, vacuum, tidy up.
Don’t try to control her. Don’t tell her what she can and can’t wear. Don’t tell her what pictures she’s allowed to post. Don’t tell her who to hang out with. Its fucked up.
Don’t be too clingy. Despite everything stated above, everyone needs some alone time. Give her space when she needs it.
Try to be financially stable. You don’t have to be a billionaire. But learn to balance your funds and create budgets.
Check yourself. If you can afford it, try therapy or counseling. Make sure you are okay. Try to recognize any toxic behaviors you might have and see what you can do to change them. Same goes for her. If she is being toxic, talk to her about it. If she is going through something, talk about it. Communicate.
Say nice and romantic things to her. And not just over text. Be brave. Say it to her face.
Don’t lie to her. Unless it is for a surprise, tell her the truth. If you want to go hang out with a friend, tell her you and your friend are hanging out. Don’t make up a lie. Just be honest.
Just by doing these things alone not only can you improve your chances of getting a girlfriend and keeping a good relationship, but also you can significantly improve your own life.
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TW!! This is only a fictional story means this story is not real and created by the author based from her imagination and not real life situations. this is just for awareness. remember depression is not a joke and please give credits if you want to reblog it thankyou
-LadyAzianna
To you who sees the world differently
I was about to smoke my cigar at the rooftop of our building when I saw this girl sitting at the edge end of the roof who is playing with her feet as if she is in the water. I hid my cigarette back at my chest pocket then proceed to approach her. "Gabi na ah bat andito ka pa? Studyante ka pa naman mahirap na." The girl who is wearing a students Uniform look at me she then smile it is the brightest yet the most painful smile that I've ever seen.
"Ohh its you Attorney Im glad you are the one who found me." "
di mo naman ako isusumbong diba?"
She said before looking away. I tried to open my mouth but no words come out from it. Usually kasi bago mag 6:00 lahat ng studyante dapat naka uwi na. But before I can even speak, The words from my mouth suddenly get held when I notice the scars from her wrist. My eyes widens and before I even know it hawak ko na pala ung kamay nya. "Napano yan?" S-sino may gawa nyan sayo?" My voice is shaky from anger and worriedness mahaba ung sleeves ng uniform kaya naman hinatak nya ulit yon pababa para matakpan ung mga galos. "Its none of your bussines Attorney." She said with pain and tiredness on her voice. " It is young lady! my mother is the Principal of this school thats why it is also my responsibility as her son to look after her students and you are one of them so tell me how'd you get those scars!" My voice echoes from the whole building followed by silence that no one dares to break. Realizing what I did umatras ako at umupo sa tabi nya
"Sorry" I uttered I then offer my handkerchief to her. "Use this to wipe your tears, Fine I wont force you na sabihin ung reason kung pano mo yan nakuha pero I want you to open up yourself sa iba kapag handa ka na here take this."
Tsaka ko inabot sa kanya ang isang calling card. He's my friend isang syang magaling na Psychiatrist contact him when you are finally ready to talk about your life."
Tsaka ako tumayo but before I can even walk away a pair of hands stops me. "Please dont go" I look back to her and nakakapanlumo basang basa ang mata nya ng luha di ko man makita ang buong muka nya dahil sa mga buhok nya ngunit isang titig lang sa mga mata nya ay sapat na para makita ang kanyang pagod at lungkot.
"I will open up to you only if you are interested if not then just say it, and you must promise me that you wont tell it to anyone" I nod then sit beside her. Five minutes have past now yet she wont say a single word puro iyak lang at sniff ang nadidinig ko. (ano ba tagalog ng sniff?) I sighed and took a pair of my Airpods and play some music on Spotify
"ohh take this mas makaka relax ka if makaka relate ka sa music"
She then took the other pair of Airplugs and put it in her ears.
A certain music began playing "You'll be safe here by Rivermaya"
"This is my one my fave OPM song it feels so nostalgic and brings some of my old memories" I said.
"I always listen to this everytime na I felt like gusto ko na lang mawala due to stress na binibigay sakin ng mga school works ko dati when I was your age."
"Self harm" finally after a minutes of waiting she's now willing to talk about
her life."Self harm due to my depression and stress from school and family" dagdag pa nya.
She then lift up her uniform sleeves and a gasp and stream of tears is the only thing that I can do. Kitang kitang ko ang dami ng laslas nya karamihan sa mga ito ay recently lang. "Why do you look so shock Attorney? Di ka pa ba nakaka kita ng client o student na nag se-self harm?" baka gusto mong huminga ng malalim kapag sinabi ko sayo na hindi lang yan ang ginawa ko sa sarili ko. I also tried to overdose my self yet na ospital lang ako I also tried mag pakalunod sa Pool ng School late night pero the Guard saw me and reported me, haha living really is hilarious specially kapag nakikita mo ung mga tao na kala mo nag C-care sayo pero ang totoo is hindi." Katahimikan lang ang naging tugon ko sa lahat ng mga sinabi nya.
"This world really is cruel Attorney may mga tao na akala mo talaga is may pakialam sayo pero ang totoo is wala at ginagamit ka lang. Magaling lang sila kapag may na kukuha sila sayo pero pag wala na ita-trato ka na lang ng parang basura. This world that we are currently living in is a rotten Hell, Attorney at a young age I've already saw the deepest depth of Hell thats why di na ko takot na mamatay , Yun lang ba kasi ang nasa isip ko ngayon ehh. for sure you will say that dissappearing is not the answer for my problems but it is the only way to escape the reality Sir.
Is it selfish na mabuhay lang para sa sarili mo? Is it a sin to be happy for yourself sometimes?
I look deeply on her eyes and kitang kita na wala nang buhay ang mga ito.
As you can see Attorney,
I am already dead theres a part of me that wants to live on but theres also a part of me who is tired of this Manipulative world. I felt like theres an empty hole in my chest that is looking for something that I couldn't find anymore"
But thankyou Attorney you had a great taste of music. Ako kasi kay Yorushika lang nakikinig ang ganda ng lyrics and beat ng mga kanta nya its all about this cruel life and how it affects us all ,She's right Youth is boring and tiresome" Btw, Attorney late na alis na ko ha baka hinahanap na ko sa bahay."
She then smile and started to walk away and vanish from my sight. kawawang bata . God, please help her she is only a highschooler pero naranasan at namulat na sya sa mundo please kahit po konting pag-asa lang na mabuhay bigyan nyo sya.
Then a thought crossed my mind, What if people like her doesn't really want to dissapear but only waiting to be found? Nvm kakausapin ko na lang ulit sya bukas. Then umalis na ko.
Kinabukasan pag karating ko ng school para ihatid si Mama ay ang daming studyante ang nag kukumpulan ang lakas ng ulan kaya naman hindi mag kaintindihan. May mga payong rin na nakahara kaya hindi kami agad makadaan. but what I saw makes my heart stop from beating and makes me want to regret the decision na makipag siksikan pa sa mga studyante. Isang bangkay ng studyante ang nasa sahig, Nag Suicide.
"Tumalon sa building kawawa naman." sabi ng studyante sa likuran ko. "Sir kilala nyo po sya? Tanong naman ng isa pang studyante sa akin hindi ako makasagot at puro luha lang ang naging tugon ko. Para akong statwa, Yung bangkay ng studyante na nag patiwakal at yung kausap ko kahapon ay iisa. Naka tingin ang mga mata nito sa direksyon na kinatatayuan ko Naka ngiti ito at halatang umiyak. Tumakbo ako papuntang Rooftop, dinig ko ang tawag sakin ni Mama pero di ko to pinansin at sa kinauupan nito kahapon ay nakapatong ang Cellphone nya naka bukas ito at kita sa screen ang title ng kanta "You'll be safe here by Rivermaya."
Nanlumo ako and then suddenly a reminder pops out on her screen it says "Thankyou for the time you spend with me last night, sorry I really just cant go on living like this but live your life to the fullest,Attorney."
Napaiyak ako ng napakalakas she reminds me of myself when I was young. Only if I found her sooner maybe I can still stop her from killing her self.
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This story is dedicated to those who is suffering from depression. You can do it trust me. Actually I feel the same way about life as well but theres a guy who teach me how to live my life. He also helps on creating this oneshot. so to you ate and kuya thankyou verry much for supporting me I love you both!!
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HELLAUR POOKIE I MISSED YOU RAHHHH it has been a serious hot minute since ive been back here hello everyone hello star hello every single 85 anons (woah thats a lot) RAHHH first of all i reread all of your anon asks and your personal updates on your blog and im really upset to hear that youre taking down all of your small drabbles and requests (rip my favorite minho biker story <//3) but honestly i totally do understand where you stand on this and i respect your opinion im just glad youre still here and staying with us !!! (im chaining up your ankles and keeping you here forever who's in who's basement now huh !! yeah thats what i thought !!! [we have conjoined basements])
I MISSED YOU STAR RAHHH i was going through yet another week of "oh shit i think my mental health is depleting but im going to pretend that its not at a critical level right now and immerse myself in studies and hope it goes away" but in fact it did not go away and i dont know how i feel right not BUT ITS OKAY because im rewatching komi cant communicate and i made my 84th spotify playlist on my fifth spotify account and i used to use 4 spotify accounts during 2022-2023 so this is probably like my 600th smth playlist but yk!!! (i made a total of like 30+ this year so far im goign crazy star help me)
speaking of i shoudl send you my new playlist on discord ALSO i saw you and an anon talking about 505 RAHHHHH ARCTIC MONKEYS <333333 i used to be a huge arctic monkeys fan but now im getting back into them i literally have a 505 phase RIGHT NOW ive been listenign to it on loop !!! idk why im so energetic right now rahh i missed you lots oh yeah also !!! my $50 temu package arrived and i like freaked out about it for like a solid 15 minutes then proceeded to lose my ring and brand new keychain in like the next 2 hours (im so upset) its okay though cs they were like 50 cents each i can rebuy it !!! (im still upset) star im not kidding im serious when i say ive spent over 90 bucks on temu during hte past like 3-4 months please help me star im going insane my friends keep saying that im such a loyal temu customer that atp the company is going to start recruiting me to be one of their asian workers in china and ill be enslaved earning two pennies a day for the rest of my life
did you knwo peppermint candy is good
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HIIIIIIIII POOOOKIEEEEE RAHHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH HOW ARE YOU HOW’S IT GOINGNTHTJFJDKDKDJ I will gladly remain shackled to the confines that are tumblr. I love it here (mostly) I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH RAHHH‼️‼️‼️‼️
I’m SOOOO sad about my shorter drabbles (biker!minho story was literally my fav one by FAR oh my god) but hopefully they can pick up again in the future 💔💔 fuck you wattpad thieves. We all booed !
ANYWAYS I MISSED YOU TOOOO I was also having a shitty mental health week and I’ve just been insanely busy like I haven’t had a single second this week to just sit down and take a fucking breather!!!! But we made it to the weekend and I’m alive RAHHHH star lives to see another weekend of interacting w her beloved anons and consuming kpop content 💯💯 I hope you’re doing better though my sweet angel!!!! April has been so shitty but I know we’re gonna make it out of it alive somehow 🫶 ALSO YES SEND ME ALL THE SPOTIFY PLAYLISTS I NEED SO MUCH NEW MUSIC TO LISTEN TO ‼️‼️ I’ve been listening to the arctic monkeys nonstop again bc I was talking about them on here I LOVEEEE HOW WE’RE BOTH BACK IN 505 PHASE SOOOO REAL
PLELWKAKSLDKSKEKDKR RHE TEMU PART 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 CRYINGNTJTNGNFMEMEJ THAT’S me at the fucking kpop store near my HOUSEEEMEKEKE I SPENT $200 THERE TODAY AND IM GOING BQDK TOMORROW BC THEY GOT THE NEW JHOPE KEYCHAINS AND BEANIES IN STOCK I NEED RHEM SOOOO BAD. YOU AND ME RETAIL THERAPY TOGETHER ERA WHEN 😍😍😍😍🫶
Also peppermint candy is good but not as good as you I love you so much RAHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO BADDDJEKSKSKSKS
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