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Wow. I am now 23. And life feels so different.
#birthday#shut up sam#i guess i have that blink 182 song#but damn#i do not feel 23#feels fake#and bad
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Tubbo's grown so much as a DJ these past few weeks, but I gotta say, every time he drops Spanish or Brazilian music into the mix, I lose my damn MIND, this goes so hard 💿🎶
#Tubbo#music#Tubbathon#I desperately want to learn how to DJ I've always been so fascinated by it#I still remember when he was just learning how to do it and then almost overnight it really did feel like he was suddenly cracked at it#It's so wild. proud of him#extremely talented#also very cool of him to do more than just English music#April 23 2024#The frickin lyrics though
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Got a Dromaeosaurus bust for sale for $450
#it's 23 inches long#sculpture#feathered dinosaurs#for sale#dromaeosaur#paleoart#I just feel very strongly that dromaeosaurus should be vulture-y looking#also wow I sure do get a lot done when I'm not dying from too much temperatures half the year
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wanted: marine hunter takanome mihawk
#shanks: oh i want him alright#dracule mihawk#takanome mihawk#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#i accidentally went way extra on this than i intended to 💀 i got bored waiting for my brother + my phone was charging#it was just supposed to be a b&w sketch with his eyes yellow or red but it got out of hand when i was like 'maybe i'll do skin for funsies'#ah well. im really starting to get into painting with this one brush. one day i'll merge it with the style i use more#cuz rn i tend to break out the painting only when i wamt smth a liiiiittle👌 more realistic.#i stress that 'little' bc calling my style 'realistic' in any sort of way feels inaccurate lol#i digress#i love imagining marine hunter mihawk being some teenage punk between the ages of 17 and 23#idk when he became a warlord but if he had this epithet even before roger's death that would put him in mid-to-late teens#since at roger's execution he was 19 amd already had yoru#so it's kinda funny to imagine the marines being hunted by some teenager with dramatic sideburns and an even more dramatic sword#last post of the year! :)#i had no chill this month. pls dont expect anything on my blog again till march lol.#(im half-serious; im going on vacation for all of february and i have some prior pieces i need to focus on in jan haha. we'll see tho!)
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What if Atsushi is the one with a terminal illness in Beast
#... Why do I feel like it's a real possibility#atsushi nakajima#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd beast#mine#q.#04/06/23
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Suptober [Extended] - Day 17 || Lighting
#suptober extended 23#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#my god this took forever but I feel really happy#I couldn’t do all the super detailed hatching because I want my hand and arm to last me to the end of the month lol#also when I had this idea I was like oh I will color this two different ways#joke is on meeeeeeee I decided to just I guess have more of a challenge weeeeeee#but yeah I wish I was cozied up right about now#excuse me fellas just let me scooch on in there
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me stoically navigating my way through drama bc bigger things are ahead and it’s not my fault people are dumb
#kissed a guy at a kickback and thought we caught a vibe only to find out he just wants to fuck me. next#friend’s bf of 7 years drunkenly hit on me at the same kickback (I was not ok w this). they ended up beefing over me. he denied everything.#do I want to be involved in this? no. and so I simply ignore it and keep it pushing#and the guy I kissed is cancelled. like he is dead to me. so that’s also taken care of#it’s back to studying full-time for the mcat#going to the gym/taking walks daily#volunteering at the refugee center + clinic#getting published in orgo research papers#and trying to snag the opportunity to shadow doctors at a massive cancer research center. like I’d kill for it#december was such a mess but I’ve finally made peace w the fact that most of the stuff that happened I couldn’t prevent#but I’ve mourned it enough !! whatever drama comes out of it I’ll handle just fine#i literally want to be a multitasking academic weapon everyone is intimidated of this year#i am not letting something as puny as a dumb man (both of them btw) stop me. goodbye#also everyone involved is older than me (they’re both 23) but it all just feels like such high school behavior#this is not a euphoria episode like I’m literally just not entertaining any of this#had to get this off my chest. i feel better#p
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[id: two hannukah themed sketches featuring the main trio from danny phantom.
in the first, the camera is outside a window, looking into a cozy living room with the fireplace roaring. several menorahs lay on the windowsill. closer to the viewer, tucker holds a shamash and waves his hand erratically; sam laughs at him. an arrow declares that he's "on fire". further down the windowsill, danny floats in phantom form, lighting his menorah with ectoplasmic fire.
in the second, sam and danny sit on the floor, playing dreidel. tucker sits in a chair, watching them, eating a sufganiyah. there's a large pile of gelt in the pot, while sam and danny only have a couple pieces. a plate of sufganiyot and latkes sits next to danny. sam grins, ג (gimel) announcing her as the winner. danny looks at her, deadpan. end id]
happy hannukah!
#doodles#dp#danny phantom#sam manson#danny fenton#tucker foley#eight ecto nights#eight ecto nights 2023#i tried to combine as many prompts as possible bc i knew i wouldnt finish it all!#w 1 theres: fire laughter community and light#w 2 theres fried foods and games#dw sam will put him out once shes done laughing at him#casual warning that im a gentile and if i fucked up anything it was an honest mistake#dates are 12/13/23 and 12/12/23 respectively#feel iffy bout these but i dont wanna drive myself crazy so here u go#note: i did get directions confused and they are lighting the menorahs incorrectly! do not use this as an example
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"your eyes, Soran. your eyes are cursed."
#a tale of crowns#atoc#atoc if#interactive fiction#art#mine#*23#crown soran#i replayed atoc (its so good) bc i got the sudden urge to draw more 'historical' clothing. which im gonna go do now but this just appeared#you ever feel like yourself suddenly level up while drawing? yeah#tbf i did use a reference for this. man is surprised when shit looks better referenced than not < im man#but i've been feeling like my art is boring bland garbage lately so. its nice to draw smth and be pleasantly surprised
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in honor me turning twenty three, i give you: some old original notes about twenty three year old adrien from thirteen<3
#me turning 23: (thinking about my fanfiction) this is so meta#ml#anna rambles#thirteen#smh i haven’t even had an old abandoned nightmare house to haunt today…#23 year old adrien from thirteen i am so you today. you are me. except i’m having a much better birthday than you#taylor swift announced a new album for me. you’re having to clean mold and think abt ur childhood💔#thinking also about 23 year old emilie agreste for related reasons. don’t worry about it#anyway feeling and acting normal. as always.#the day that anna scribbles turned twenty three was a monday in february chilly and bright. she didn’t do her homework.#<3
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Frisk Month Day 2: School
I missed yesterday’s prompt so Frisk is doing their homework (they’re not a morning person, apparently sgshgs)
#safeutdr#undertale#frisk month 23#frisk undertale#life decided to give me things to do the moment I feel like doing a prompt thing. wow#sorry frisk >~<
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whats that joe iconis? you want *me* to be in charge of the jeremy outfits from now on?? well if you insist....
#ngl i dont think he would have the confidence to wear anytihng like this til hes like 23 but#um have you considered what if he did and he got to be fluffy and express himself right now#like have you thought about that ////lh#jeremy heere#bmc jeremy#jeremy bmc#be more chill#bmc#my art#my posts#jeremy#art#wuuujer#posts#<- thats me making a tag for my own jeremy dont worry about it sldjkfdslkf#hes converging with flint lockwood now i really have to backpedal#i wanna do a closeup of his and michaels phone cases i think michael would bully him#btw my headcanon for his queerness in this image is he just opened the possibility of identifying as something other than cishet#and is like oooh i might be aro and nonbinary or something#may or may not be true in the long run but thats how he feels now!!
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Thinking about Anna's fic Thirteen and how when things are happy in Adrien's family I can't help but think about what will happen- losing his mom and the relationship with his father, and when those things DO start happening, I think of how soon, he'll get his miraculous and find someone who makes him smile again.
#yunmusings#miraculous ladybug#thirteen#the fic also juxtaposes this with him at 23#but man#there's something about the events of the show too#I feel like you could read 13 without knowing ML but at the same time there's so much added when you do
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Back with more mermaids! Will I do the whole chain? Idk.
#my art#linked universe#lu sky#mermay#mermay 23#backgrounds are so satisfying#but take so much time ahaha#i know its a popular thing to pick fish species for specific mermaids#and it is super cool#but i do not do that#i just make them whatever i feel lile
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Was it ever confirmed Lippmann was based on Walter Lippmann?
No.
But wait, there's enough evidence! (Ty anon im using this ask as an excuse to ramble and getting these off my chest)
As we all already know, most of the characters in BSD, especially ability users, are based on real life authors. Stormbringer explicitly stated that bsd!Lippmann was "an extremely powerful skill user" so he must be based on someone. And guess what? There happens to be a writer with the exact name as his.
Walter Lippmann was an American journalist, politician, and writer. He was deemed as "the most gifted and influential American political journalist of the twentieth century". His works mostly took the theme of public relations and stuff. Sounds familiar?
I'd like to add this part from the etymology section of his(bsd) wiki btw, just in case you didn't know.
Does it end there? No, not quite.
Let's take a look at his most popular work; Public Opinion.
"...The pictures inside the heads of these human beings, the pictures of themselves, of others, of their needs, purposes, and relationship, are their public opinions. Those pictures which are acted upon by groups of people, or by individuals acting in the name of groups, are Public Opinion with capital letters."
"The pictures in our heads", page 29
People, generally, have some sort of "persona" of themselves that they would try to plant on other people's minds. Kinda like the Japanese "three faces" proverb, you may say. And how do they achieve it? By only presenting that persona; by masking; by acting.
"Royal personages are, of course, constructed personalities. Whether they themselves believe in their public character, or whether they merely permit the chamberlain to stage-manage it, there are at least two distinct selves, the public and regal self, the private and human."
"The pictures in our heads", page 7
Simply said, him being an actor might be a reference to (or a representation of) that human nature which P.O. talks of. An actor acts—they dive into the role of another character that's not them. (Which, when you think about it, is just what us humans do on a daily basis, except they do it professionally and for a living, which when you think about it again—)
Mr. Lippmann also published books titled "A Preface to Politics" and "A Preface to Morals" which is....interesting.
Okay, "preface" and "face" technically are different. Though they still share somewhat a similar meaning.
But hear me out. Let's go back to the persona thing. Generally, what people would want to be perceived as is as the perfect, ideal versions of themselves. To make that happen, they would have to put on a good first impression. And what's usually the first thing that people notice about a person? Correct—their appearance; their face.
Lippmann(bsd) was multiple times described as "perfect" (like okay asagiri, he's pretty, we get it), especially regarding his looks (and capabilities). See what I'm saying?
Lippmann was the stage face, the public image of the Port Mafia. He was the preface to the Port Mafia. He created the pictures in people's head of the Port Mafia.
As a verb, however, "face" has another meaning:
He negotiated with front companies, met and talked with political figures, and even dealt with the press if push came to shove.
I feel like this might be merely a coincidence or a pun, though. But the fact that his field of work in the Port Mafia was specifically negotiating with the "real world" is definitely not something Asagiri just pulled out of thin air—or so I believe to be the case, at least, having read this paragraph.
"This is the underlying reason for the existence of the press agent. The enormous discretion as to what facts and what impressions shall be reported is steadily convincing every organized group of people that whether it wishes to secure publicity or to avoid it, the exercise of discretion cannot be left to the reporter. It is safe to hire a press agent who stands between the group and the newspapers. Having hired him, the temptation to exploit his strategic position is very great."
"The nature of news", page 344
Oh, by the way, remember this scene?
It's just a silly, filler interaction that seemed not to reference anything, but just you wait.
"Men cannot long act in a way that they know is a contradiction of the environment as they conceive it. If they are bent on acting in a certain way they have to reconceive the environment, they have to censor out, to rationalize. But if in their presence, there is an insistent fact which is so obstrusive that they cannot explain it away, one of three courses is open. They can perversely ignore it, though they would cripple themselves in the process, will overact their part and come to grief. They can take it into account but refuse to act. They pay in internal discomfort and frustration. Or, and I believe this is to be the most frequent case, they adjust their whole behavior to the large environment."
"Intelligence work", page 383
Then again, these are but my interpretations and/or speculations which I'd like you to take with a grain of salt, as I could very well still be wrong (because Asagiri loves to trick us, apparently).
I could go on and on and on and on and on but I'm afraid I'd just be blabbering nonsense at some point. Thank you for reading my (hopefully coherent) ramblings.
#its their birthday btw!!!#(23 september)#i hope im making sense and if not just hit me with a mallet.#i feel like that one meme of a guy going on conspirational rants. i am connecting the dots!!! i swear!!!!#tried to read his other works but never got the time to really finish them. if you have something to add please do!#bungou stray dogs#bsd stormbringer#bsd lippmann#ask#this ask is like three weeks old im sorry anon
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Yeah having infinite alternative universes where the same two people love each other no matter the world no matter the time is nice but have you considered dedicating your entire existence to find the only universe where your loved one is happy, even if they're going to hate you in that universe, even if you yourself have to die in that universe, because their happiness always came before everything else? Because you never mattered as long as they were happy? Have you considered it??????
#I'm having feelings over Beast odazai like what the hell. seriously what the hell.#Like Dazai‚ literally‚ unarguably the most selfish character in the entire thing‚ gives up //everything// for one person?? Uh??????#Dazai who never found meaning in living dedicated his whole existence to make the world beautiful to one person?#Found his meaning in making that person happy‚ and found it agreeable to die once that was accomplished??#“But I do have one regret: I’ll never be able to read that novel you complete one day” GIRL???????????#Bro I love everyone and I can't for the life of me get truly invested in a Dazai ship for self-explanatory reasons-#but man that might really be the most romantic ship of them all.#what the hell. what the hell. hello#osamu dazai#odazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd beast#mine#q.#21/01/23
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