NOT WELL. I HATE LUNA WE’RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE ACTUALLY /j she showed me videos so it’s okay BUT SHE GOT A LIGHTSTICK AND I DIDNT SO IM GOING TO KMS and she didn’t get me any merch from the store thingy 😔 (/s it was probably expensive)

will still not kms until i go to a txt concert tho so pray for me 🙏 BRO NO BC THE DAY I ACTUALLY MIGHT GET ENOUGH MONEY FOR A TICKET WOULD B AFTER THEYRE DONE W THEIR TOUR WTF WHY’D MY BIRTHDAY HAVE TO BE SO LATE 💔

LMFAOO i heard the merch lines were rlly long and i saw the prices on weverse 😭 THE CHEAPEST THING WAS THE BATTERIES 😔 issok bae i’ll post pics for u 😇

SO TRUE best therapy fr AND OMG THAT SUCKS 😭 i’m sure there next one will be 2025 or late 2024 so u have time

hello i dreamt of..something, it was 2 days ago (i think?). i was in a secret relationship with someone who exactly looks like lizzie. i was in a vacation with my family, then i had to sneak out of my room, i saw the doppelganger of lizzie or whatever that girl could possibly be, i went to her, she was taller than me, i came closer to her, and she leaned in to kiss me, we made out for minutes, when she pulled out, i literally thought that was happening for real, because i felt the wetness of my lips WTFKDJBDJXJFVRVH ?!?!?!

afterwards we went out, and i saw billboard of lizzie, i fangirled over her, then i got worried that the girl im in a relationship with, would get jealous LMAOKDJDJDHR then we saw lizzie taking a picture with some bunch of fans outside a restaurant, the girl who exactly looks like her asked me if i want to go to lizzie closer, i told her that we're not going to ask for a pic with lizzie, and just watch her (lizzie). after that, we decided to go to my aunt's place, while we were walking we saw kathryn hahn, she was eating a street food, and we had a little chit-chat. i remember she was saying something about the girl i was with, i cant recall what it was.

the moment we went to our aunt's house, i distanced myself from her, since i wasnt out yet, and i didnt had any plans as of the moment. i was walking faster than her, she was behind me, trying to approach me as we walk through my aunt's room, because my aunt wasnt in the living room.. i saw something that i shouldnt have saw, something very explicit. the girl didnt saw it, because i quickly grabbed her arm to go outside. she offered to eat at my aunt's roof (which i find weird because why r we going to do that), then we did, she pulled a cig from her pocket, asked me if i want to smoke, i declined her offer because i dont smoke n im taking care of my health. i took the root beer from her hand, then i saw my aunt looking at us. i was so worried that this girl would say something about us having a relationship, she even asked me when do i plan to tell them that we're together, i just furrowed my brow, and subtly pointed my aunt who was silently watching us....

those were the things that i still could recall dreaming LMAOKDJDJDHR i cannot stop thinking about it. . .and the girl seems like she is as old as i am, but just taller than me, i was just almost at her shoulders. exactly looks like lizzie, but younger, and her eyes are SOOOOOO green ?!?!?! it was crystal clear, the moment she leaned in to kiss me !!!!! HER EYES WAS LIKE SHINING WTFKDJBDJXJFVRVH everything felt so real, especially the kiss !?!?!?!?! IT FEELS LIKE SHE STOLE MY FIRST KISS WTFKDJBDJXJFVRVH i was freaking out when i woke up, i didnt remember her name sadly. but she was really great OH MY GOD

THAT DREAM SOUNDS HELLA SURREAL?!?!? See, my dreams are always surreal and random like that and sometimes there’s someone who VAGUELY is Lizzie but like… isn’t her, yknow?? I never dream of actually Lizzie 😔 but seeing Kathryn Hahn walking by eating street food is so funny tho 😂 maybe you’ll dream of this girl again and get another kiss 🫶🏻

made my first wetstick prop box tonight :3 i microwaved the moss in hot water yesterday in preparation just to make sure it sterile beforehand cause i had a prop rot in some of it once and i was worried it left bacteria/fungus on the moss </3

the large sticks are a syngonium albo that i got as one cutting with a beautiful leaf a few weeks back but the roots it had got stunted for some reason and the leaf died :( so as a last resort i cut it up and made a prop box for it

this was her pretty leaf rip

decided to throw in some other stuff i had no luck rooting so far either. two regular ol scindapsus even tho i have more than enough lol it just feels like a waste throwing them </3 theyre from a second vine of my plant i got last summer that i recently repotted and gave a moss pole. it Literally grew itself into a knot?? so when i repotted i decided to cut it but i've jut not had any luck so far with propping them 😩 ive had them in water ive had them in moss, they rotted, i tossed the rotted ones and put the healthy ones back in water along with more cuttings hoping they'll trigger root growth in each other but nothing!!

hard to see but theres two very very tiny scindapsus silvery ann. mine died mysteriously early this year? or late last year and ive been trying to root the little i could save since :( this ones been stunted and its leaf finally died too so i cut it up and stuck it in. i hope i can save it 😩 rn i got two more cuttings in soil.

i miss the plant dearly i was always so excited to see the new leaf pattern and it grew sm and fast but then suddenly its leafs curled and it never recovered. tried not to overwater even tho the leafs were obviously thirsty and eventually found out the bottom part of its stem is all dried up. the big rootsystem and the rest of the plant were fine but i had to cut it :( and the curled leafs didnt even recover after putting them in water. the roots i end up tossing cause i had it in water and forgot by the time i remembered it was rotting </3

tho today i saw one of the water cuttings did finally push a new leaf. at least i think it was a silvery ann. i took some before the plant died so it could get bushier and it's been like over half a year but finally roots. i planted it so fingers crossed

anyways theres also one white butterfly syngonium cutting in there. i got a big old one in semihydro for only 5€ a little while ago and i made 3 cuttings. one i gifted away, one is still happily rooting in water (the head one) and this ones leaf just died and the roots it had suddenly rotted off 😭 i cleaned it up and hopefully can give it a second chance in the prop box. weirdly the eye under its leaf wasnt sleeping it was already bulging u can see it on the photo bottom right first pic.

i wanna make backup copies of the plant in soil jic the whole hydro stuff doesnt work out. i got 0 experience with it and finding info on this stuffs so hard most i find is for growing veggies in pure hydro and growing weed in semihydro :/ both pretty useless to me atm

anyways. fingers crossed <3 i read mixed info on wether or not i need to air the box out so uh ill wing it

I'm so excited to see new growth tho ik it'll take long 😔

today i also planted a rooted cutting i was gifted :3 im not sure what type of syngonium it is tho. looks like it could be either a juvenile batik or a white butterfly? but it's stems are red 🤔 fingers crossed it'll quickly adjust. theres some new growth on of the stems already.

welcome to thirst thursday I had a chorale test with two upperclassmen I passed they didn't but it gave me anxiety anyway 👍

my thoughts today are centering around clingy sunric 😭 I just want clingy sunric being so pussy whipped they can't deal with my being in class all day and keep snapping me seemingly innocent things that just get dirtier and dirtier? good lord my own brain does not suffice can you hit me with some hc of this 😭

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the pictures escalating? omg 😵‍💫 so imagine this:

Sunric are so whipped for you so like you said it starts with innocent and maybe even cute images from them saying things like "come home already please 🥺"

then later on when you're not responding that's when they start to get all whiney an show the dirtier pics. every 5 minutes you dont respond 1 piece of clothing comes off, and even the texts get dirtier like "need you to sit on my face 😔" til they start literally sending nudes

what they won't expect tho is you sending maybe a nude or any sexy pic you might've saved somewhere but didnt send to them yet BUT you only send it to one (let's say sunwoo) so now Eric's gotta hear sunwoo jerking himself off in the other room because of it then Eric goes "what about me 🥺" and how can you say no? so you send another pic too

but just expect them to lift you off the ground and trap you in bed for hours the moment you come home sdkjfnskdjnf

Man i've been crying over kcon like crazy 😔😔😔 ALL THE VIDEOS AND PICS ON MY TIMELINE ITS JUST WOOWOWOW kinda sad that they didnt let enha stay in the US for a bit longer ://// but yk they had a lot of fun SO MANY SMILEY RIKI PICS I HAVE SAVED LITERALLY JUST SMDHEHRJEJSJSJEHEHHEHHFHRHTBTBTHRHEBE BUT I RLLY RLLY WANTED SUNOO TO BE THERE TOO 😭😭 good thing he didnt go tho... His health is the #1 priority i hope he gets well soon 💔💔💔💔 gawd kcon was a rollercoaster tho like I WANNA BE THERE TOO HELLO??? WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY 👊👊 SHOULD'VE BEEN ME WHO GOT TO DO THE HAND HEART THINGY WITH THE MEMBERS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i dont hide my jealousy

ughh i totally feel you 😭 tbh i haven’t watched a lot of the clips and videos (though i’ve been dying to) bc i haven’t gotten a lot of time since i’m on vacation rn and we spend like all day outside exploring and whatnot and i’m barely connected to wifi 😭 but everything i’ve seen so far ,,,,, OMG LIKE ??!!?! THEYRE INSANE and all their dark hair ???? EXCUSE ME SIRS IK YK YOU LOOK FINE LIKE THE DISRESPECT ???? RUDE 😤😤 also ikkk i would’ve loved for them to get to experience the US a bit more and take time to relax and go exploring ,,,, also i’m currently just a state away from LA so it feels rlly cool :> i could’ve been close to them for longer if they stayed for a few more days 😭 AND OMG FEEL FREE TO SHARE ANY SMILEY PICS YOU COME ACROSS (of riki or just any of the members) 🤲🏻 tbh riki has been bias wrecking me a ton lately and it’s so not nice ???? come collect your boy may 😤 AND YES SUNOO OMG :(((( it makes me so sad he couldn’t experience all this stuff with the boys :((( like it actually breaks my heart that he has all these health issues that prevent him from enjoying all these things. i just rlly hope he’s ok and that he gets better asap. and it make me so happy the members have been thinking about him lots and including him the best they could despite him not being physically there w them ☹️💗

the pun (i see ur a man of culture) adjbikf i hate we can't add pics in anons. blue!hour!! i mean the entire album? :chefs kiss: fairy of shampoo prns. has been such a comfort song for me fr 🥺🥺 soobin f.o.s was jus- :gets stepped on: hjbkfd im like a baby moa i just got in during the lo$er=lover release hel but yes cysm was iconic like that whisper soob does before the chorus >> pls my spotify wrapped showd me loverloser as most streamed :illness: YES THE CLUES LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT FR. cont..~👽

(+) i also legit love the frost special performance its better than the mv i'm sorry boys. taehyun rocked it im not even lying. and imagine yes blue hour special performance? ifdjkxci(&R*E@ combusting. their crop tops thoo AAAAAA. also also do u have a fav interview / to do ep fr. like for me i love that one game they played where they had to flirt with each other so much :holding: and the lovesong / loverloser vlive!!!! also btxt moments so soft. do u have other ults! mines bts and skz (YONGBOK!!)

omggg i actually didnt like fos when the cysm album dropped but i don't know what tf i was thinking cause when i revisited it earlier this year i was like ??? this song is so ??? good ??? PLEASE :gets stepped on: 😭 but omg a baby moa so sweet <33 i understand why this last cb grabbed u. loserlover being #1 on ur spotify wrapped 😳✋ a ton of songs from tccf are on mine, the highest being lovesong at #8! oh ? i just looked again and loserlover is 76 fjdksajf. omg ur reminding me that i still haven't watched the frost performance vid,,, i really should do that. i will take ur word on how tyun rocked it tho cause he always does 😤 and tbh 😔 i haven't actually watched many to do eps. i really like that interview tho i think it was drip or drop? and then the one where beomgyu jokingly says soob is ugly thdksjfkdsa that was so funny pls. i really wanna watch more of their content tho! cause they are super funny, i'm thinking of watching all their variety stuff? not like when they appear on shows but the stuff that big hit has produced for them. i do have other ults! skz being one of them 😎😎. i also ult enhypen (the one txt show i watched was the playground thingy enha did w them), and then for ggs i ult twice and izone! do u have any fav ggs, or are u mostly into bgs?