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"There are all these basic little things you still haven't told me yet. I mean – how old are you?"
He thought for a moment, counting back through the months. "Three."
"What?" She sat up and stared at him. "Three what? Centuries? Three oogleplexes? What?"
He shook his head. "No no, three years. I'm sure I overhead Sam lecturing you about regeneration."
"Well, yeah, but –
"It's all perfectly simple. That's how long it's been since my last fatal accident. That's when this body was born."
"No no no, I mean how old are you really? All your lives together." Good grief, she thought irritatedly, it sounds like you're interviewing Shirley MacLaine.
"Well, I'm not really sure, there's some question of whether I lost count..."
"Round it off, at least."
He started frantically counting on his fingers. "Um, about..."
"Come on, it can't take that long to –"
"... one thousand and twelve."
Silence.
"Carolyn?"
This was sensible, it was logical, when someone's lived a bunch of lives in succession it's reasonable for them to go past a normal human lifespan. She really should have thought about this before – it was obvious really. There was absolutely no reason for her suddenly to be feeling cold.
He moved over until he was sitting next to her. "It's a big number, isn't it?" he said quietly.
She nodded without a word. He smiled gently, and the corners of his eyes crinkled up.
"I know. That's why I prefer three."
Vampire Science by Jonathan Blum & Kate Orman
#doctor who#eighth doctor#edas#eighth doctor adventures#book quote#vampire science#doctor who: vampire science#this scene is one of the best in the edas and represents eight so well#it's such a sweet scene#i can visualize it so clearly#blorman understand eight so well
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Fit: Pac– this isn't you, you're just– I know you're all happy and stuff, and this medicine is making you feel good, but it's not reality. It's not reality.
Pac: [Shouting] And what is reality, Fit?! What is reality?! The reality that we have is like, just wait until the Eggs show up, or just wait for something to happen! I'm cool with my medicine, you know? I'm cool with Cucurucho helping me! It's making me feel way more better! So that's the reality for me, you know. Reality is the thing that you accept, so I'm accepting this as my reality. [He sighs, then says in a quieter voice] Sorry, Fit. Sorry, I just– sorry. I didn't mean to scream at you, sorry.
Fit: No, listen Pac– you need help. I know you– do you even remember why you took this medicine in the first place?
Pac: [In a quiet voice] 'Cuz I didn't have any other choice, you know. I was hopeless. It was my only choice, to use the medicine. That's all. [In a quieter voice, starting to mumble] That's why I'm gonna- I'm gonna still- gonna use it.
Fit: Look Pac–
Pac: –until I forget what happened, and that's it! That's what I'm going to do.
Fit: I know you're still in there somewhere, Pac. I know you still remember everything. I need you to remember.
Pac: [Mumbled] ...I will remember– I won't– I don't want to, I don't want to. I just want to- to build my home alone, ok Fit? I'm- I'm sorry.
#QSMP#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#Fitpac#...sorta#Fit#Pac#Risus Arc#September 12 2023#As a Pac viewer the Risus arc was so rough#but this specific interaction#this specific conversation broke me#this is only a section from the fully conversation (which I've already posted. I didn't realize this part was missing until now)#This entire conversation I can visualize so clearly in my mind as if it's an animated sequence#Pac's nervous fidgets. The dark circles under his eyes. all of it#agh....#I wasn't sure where to fit it in the transcript but#Fit exhales like he's trying to remind himself to stay calm and it drives me crazy
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Now that they can, would they want to spend a lot of time together? (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Marceline#Hhhh I feel so bad for both of them 💔#Obviously Simon misses her since she's like the one tether he still has to ''his'' time - they were both born before all the Everything#And I'm sure Marceline misses Simon too but like - even this Simon isn't ''her'' Simon. They met when he was already affected by the Crown#They clearly love each other when they see each other when Simon is as much himself as he can be!#But I can't help but wonder if it would be painful to spend time with this sad lonely magicless man - and how guilty that would make Simon#He wants to still be a part of her life! But how much of himself does he even have to offer now?#And the guilt would go round and round - she sees it in him and he sees that in her and they just both feel bad!#I really can't blame him for being a little emotionally closed and her being distant - they're not who they were#With all that said I still really love their dynamic <3 They're /not/ who they used to be but they've still got such an interesting relation#I think in the moments that they do have together where they're both trying to be good for each other Marcy would really push her humour ♪#She's got 1000 years of silliness to get out of her system to her bestie! I'm sure she's got the material hehe#Even if he still sees her as a little girl - I mean that just adds to the joke if she says something a bit blue lol#I don't think he'd actually keep the sharp teeth - it's more of a visual metaphor of how Marceline sees him in these kinds of moments#It's hard to leave it behind!
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i got so angry about the AB remaster i drew this
#maplestory#satsuhart#angelic buster#tear#sorry i have to go off about it bc i dont wnna make a separate post about it#im so angry about every single aspect of the new design and art holy shit#simplified all her patterns but added more colours to her main outfit resulting in a rly shitty colour palette#even got rid of her cute peach pink hair with yellow gradient for some bullshit pink/blue hair dye#the bows are drawn SO badly they look so cheap and the added colour looks terrible . her og outfit never even had pink#and dont even get me started on the weapon and the addition of hearts to her design HOLY SHIT im so mad#like before it very clearly had a fantasy 'idol... who Fights' vibe but now she just looks like any low budget jp idol#fkin ruined the look of her soul shooter i used to like the design so much now it looks like a knockoff kids toy that would shoot bubbles#WITH A HEART >!>?!??!?! im gonna kill something#im also so mad theyve fully rounded out her eyes and ADDED HEARTS?!?!?! like i really liked how she had sharp kinda dragony pupils#but thats all gone now SNZZ i can only hope they at least make adjustments to her outfit before release bc wow its terrible!#drawing her again after all these years made me re appreciate how nice her outfit is altho its not like i ever stopped thinking that.#it was always nice#shes cute without being overbearing about it but now its dialed up to 11 i hate it i hate it#everytime maple remasters an illust i lose a few years of my life like seriously they havent put out any nice remaster visuals since 2013#(RED explorers and they werent even visual remasters in the general sense)#like WAH at this rate im gonna be so pissed off when they get to heroes remaster. theyre gonna butcher my boy and my girl and my#ok im stopping for now but rly. hope ppl are loud enough about their contempt for this bc it didnt work enough for explorers remaster#NOTMYANGELICBUSTER
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also ppl need to STOP hyping lsf up they’re cute but… that coachella performance… there were good moments and they have potential but they’re clearly not ready for such a big stage 😭 like if u put their performance side by side w ateez or even blackpink i’m sorry but they got BODIED only chaewon did well 😭
#ujutxt#i am#quite tired of h*be debuting idols who cant sing#like wbk kpop was always a visual commodity#but i saw somewhere on twt that even then the commodity from gen 1 to gen 3 WAS NOT just the looks#like it was the whole package#the music videos#the tacky styling#the stage#and ofc the polished picture perfect performance#and i know to attain that idols have to endure so much#but can we PLEASE hold them accountable for their blunders#they get PAID to sing ffs like u can’t treat this like a talent show#consolation prizes iirc are not meant to make winners#they make people with big egos who think they’re good enough when they’re NOT#speaking abt illit too like literally only minju can hold a note i’m sorry even yunah is shaky af#for nwjns too like only hanni is stable#don’t get me started on bgs#look en- needs to improve#heewon have terrible technique and can’t belt healthily#same w taehyun of txt sometimes it HURTS me to hear him sing he’s clearly screaming
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If I had artistic abilities I would draw so much art to go with my fics
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Actually here is my wish for s3
opening montage. it’s [however many years it takes for s3 to be released] years later. “I Want To Break Free” is playing over a camera shot over Whickber Street. Muriel in the bookshop. Nina and Maggie in their shops. The other humans in their shops. Life moves on as normal. As lyrics come in we cut to Aziraphale in Heaven absolutely fucking miserable doing something boring and tedious and necessary to a high up leadership position, like trying to schedule a meeting for ten people who have wildly conflicting schedules. Visible cues that nothing in Heaven has changed, if anything they’ve changed Aziraphale— he’s dressed like any other angel now. Cut to Crowley driving around in the Bentley. Plants conspicuously absent from the backseat. He looks unhappy in the same worn down way Aziraphale does. Cut to Tadfield and The Them, where Adam is getting ready to go off to university. Montage ends abruptly on Crowley switching off the radio and getting out of the Bentley somewhere new (don’t ask me where, I have no idea. Maybe he just took a roadtrip to go to the cliffs and stare out at the sea, idk).
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So I had a dream that I was trapped(?) in a Target and I was fighting with someone (for unspecified reasons) with. paper butterflies.
I had DISCS of paper and I would do a fancy wrist flick like I was throwing playing cards and they would fold themselves into butterflies that proceeded to swarm the person that was in the aisle with me.
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still thinking abt the tumblrinx i encountered a while back whose pinned post said they were transmasc… and also demanded that men dni
like—i’m not confused by the convoluted not-like-the-other-boys doublethink that gets you there, i can follow the chain of illogic just fine, but i sure am deeply wearily depressed by it!
#i know plenty of good men—good cis men even! gasp!#and i just think like. if we can’t move away from‚ like‚ cold gender war how the fuck do we move forward#fundamentally like. 100% block people who have behaved towards you in ways you didn't like.#but like. this whole thing where ~afabs~ preemptively self-victimize by conjuring up the creepiest cishet man they can imagine#and self-harm by worrying abt that imaginary guy jacking off to them#is just like. i understand how it happens but it’s like. you’re actively doing negative visualization#and‚ like‚ preemptively self-victimizing#ime it feels a lot better to move through the world unworried‚ in the knowledge that if someone says sth gross to you: you can block them!#anyway ultimately i’m pretty clearly making this post bc i'm overdue to unfollow the tirfiest blogger i’m currently following#like. yeah loads of cishet men are shitheads but ~misandry~ is so last decade#and frankly i don’t have a lot more time for the cishet women who have bought into the same system—like i have some sympathy but.#these people all get warped by the system into complementary fucked-up cogs whose teeth bite into one another#and i’m just not interested in biting back—i want to leave all the biting behind in the dust of the junkyard that birthed it#and like. i don’t want to dismiss the oppression that births this sort of rhetoric. it's super real and it's toxic and it fucks people up.#but it’s like. when people have bad dads and then are like Dads R Always Bad!!!#and i’m just over here like. i don’t know how to say this without sounding like i’m invalidating you but my dad was a fucking saint tbh#not perfect dgmw but like. a sweet gentle encouraging man who got ground down by my mother’s toxic heel along with the rest of us#so like. actually not only are you closing yr eyes to a better future‚ yr closing yr eyes to other ppl’s lived realities#like i personally managed to have a totally life-ruining mother without deciding Mothers Are Ontologically Evil Actually!#idk. obviously women remain *enormously* systemically oppressed! but surely we can acknowledge and decry that without#implicitly rhetorically closing off any possibility of a gentler queerer gender dynamic?#anyway none of this is revolutionary i’m just like. i KNOW the fascists want to cut off my toes and force me into the glass slipper#of viciously constrained femininity#that in turn makes itself feel better by sneering at men‚ critiquing other women who Do It Wrong‚ and exerting control over children#so i have strong personal cause to care about misogyny even if i didn’t care about it in the abstract#but i just think like. acting like traditional gender roles and dynamics are a fixed truth we can only bruise ourselves on#instead of a human construction that we can undermine and work to topple#is not actually the path to a healed world in the long run!#anyway. beta edition post (thumbtyped & not reread): may contain bugs.
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one of my biggest kpop pet peeves is the way some teasers do not match the song at all. i'm mostly talking about pictures, but it happens with the mv teasers as well. like, i've seen teasers that hinted at a bubbly pop song and then...................... it's a r&b song. like, come on! teasers are supposed to both hype the public up and hint at what the song might sound like. whenever the teasers don't match the song, i don't want to be there for the artist's new comeback. i'm just tired of it all man...
#i do have a problem with teasers in general#i know kpop is based on visuals a lot#but you don't need 324787452121 versions of teaser pics for a new song/album#especially because most companies lack a clear and cohesive direction#for example: rv's chill kill teaser pics are very different when it comes to quality#the first pics were excellent amazing totally unique so creative and every variation of the word#these should have been the only teaser pics because the rest were lacklustre#when it comes to mv teasers it's less visible because you literally listen to a part of the song#but for some songs you can clearly see they decided to only put the best part as the teaser so people will listen#when the song comes out you end up realising that the only good part of the song was the teaser#sorry i had to let that out#smal talk
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so!! a little housekeeping is in order!!
i'm gonna be here kinda off and on bc i'm going to work on school stuff! and bc my inspiration's been decent, i might reblog a lil spicy meme over on @tvrningon and something fluffy here, though ofc you're free to send in any meme i've reblogged in the past <3 i also have an inbox call that i'll probably work on sometime later today!
and just to kinda share where my head's at, my muse for kny hasn't been very high lately, so i'm thinking of changing my muse list in a way that reflects that. i just!! haven't figured out how exactly. i might categorize the lists by fandom and then by primary, secondary, and tertiary/request. i just want to show that my focus is on chiyo/modern muses, fantasy, and even s.piderverse stuff atm but without shoving all my other muses off the list or into the request category. i can definitely still write everybody!! the muse just isn't there like it used to be.
this doesn't affect many people here, but i may also edit chiyo's bio to make her fandomless again; i just don't interact with hq!! muses very often anymore, and her story isn't one that necessarily needs to be connected to hq!! to work.
i apologize if any of this disappoints anybody btw! i know this blog used to be very kny-centered, and a lot of people followed me for that originally. but i need to do what's going to make being here fun for me, which means changing things. if you need to soft/hardblock me, there's no hard feelings, and i wish you the best <3
#like i said i can absolutely still write my kny muses but they're not at the forefront of my mind rn and changing the visuals of the blog#helped a lot with feeling like i was falsely advertising my kny muses#but i feel like i really need to change stuff more so reflect just how focused i am on other content#chiyo's muse is the loudest it's been for a while and that!! makes me so happy!! i love writing her and tbh would really like#to make her the main muse of this blog#i also want to focus on my lore and fantasy and i wanna see if i can't reinvigorate spiderverse stuff bc i'm still!! very into that uvu#and i just needed to get this off my chest bc i've had it on my mind for a while bc i haven't felt inspired by my kny muses for a bit#once again i'm sorry if y'all are disappointed!! and i'm not saying i won't write them or won't accept new interactions for them#i'm just not focusing on them for now#sorry if i repeated myself a bunch asdf i feel like i'm not saying what i mean clearly and i just feel a bit bad so i'm probably#talking more than i need to asdf#get ready to ramble | ooc
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wishing you were here
#a fun lil colour/light experiment#i've been trying to not use blending modes for anything other than colour edits/correction so i was like#i wonder if i can do glowy stuff without an airbrushed soft light layer :0#(the blending mode thing is a Personal Artistic Choice not me thinking they're evil btw)#warrior of light#Ardbert#Final Fantasy XIV#fanart#speedpaint#i draw sometimes#...it's not really#endwalker spoilers#but i am clearly stealing a visual so y'know slapping that tag on just in case
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Donatello HCs part 8
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I watched ROTTMNT again and you have to suffer with me
MORE DONATELLO HEADCANONS - more visual sensory things!
He loves going up to the city at night because of all the lights and colors.
He takes inspiration from it and that’s why his lab and room are decorated with so many LEDs and such. It’s a visual stim for him.
Additionally, he never uses the overhead lights in his lab unless he really needs the extra light and doesn’t have any overhead lights in his room at all.
He gets really upset if someone turns on the lights in his lab without warning. Both because it’s a sensory shock and because he’s usually concentrating and does not want to be interrupted when hyperfocusing on a project.
He likes steady color changing lights in his work spaces. It has multiple settings for different color combos. His favorite is one that shifts between shades of blue, purple, teal, and magenta.
He does like strobing effects and how they look but they’re overstimulating after a few minutes.
He likes concerts with laser effects and will watch them from a distance so it’s not as overwhelming (too many people, too loud, and difficult to leave if he gets overstimmed). Just close enough so he can feel the bass shake whatever he’s sitting on.
He likes bright colors and neon effects in art and Mikey will often make a drawing or mural with that effect for him.
He secretly likes stimboards/moodboards but kinda thinks they’re cringe at the same time.
He draws stars on his arms around his markings because he loves the way they look (also feels nice)
Mikey saw him drawing stars on himself with a pen and got him a brush pen to use instead (looks AND feels better)
This was longer than I expected it to be. I still have more ideas for this ashdhjfkls anyways hope you enjoyed :)
#i can see him so clearly sitting with mikey watching a concert from a distance#if you couldn’t tell mikey 🤝 donnie visual stim brothers#rottmnt#autistic donatello#autistic donnie#donatello#donnie rottmnt#donatello headcanons#donnie headcanons#visual stim#stimming#donatello visual stim#i’m so autism about him
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#this one i thought healed really cool#How the center drained and the outside remained#leaving a visually hollow space in the middle#evoking a contrast to the full feeling of the bruise as it happened#this was from a really solid messer strike to my thigh#i don’t wear thigh protection because I mostly spar for fun/improvement#and I thai boxed for years so getting my legs smashed is not that bad pain wise#and it’s a lot easier to regulate my body temperature without pants on.#although I think I had sweats on for this one#ps forgive my freshly plucked chicken looking legs#I’m not actually embarrassed but it is distinctly not aesthetic#i love how clearly you can see the profile of the muscle belly of my quadriceps#esp in the first photo#bruises are normal mapping but irl
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visually speaking I like Sacrifice MV better than Bite Me... wait... I mean in every aspect lol
#the outfits are better#the set is better#the lighting is better#their visuals are better#CHOREO IS BETTER#you can see everything clearly and it's so aesthetically pleasing#it's slightly TXT-esque i think#like Blue Hour or Eternally#and that's GOOD#nanarambles#enhypen#Sacrifice MV
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