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galactic-pirates · 7 days
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Hey hey 😄 For the fanfic writer asks!!
10, 17, 29 and 41
Hey thank you so much for the ask!!
10) Do you work on multiple wips or stick to one fic at a time? I thought I had already answered this but must have been for a previous ask meme. I've done a few of them lately and it's such fun, thanks for playing all.
Anyway! I actively work on just one. More live in my brain obviously but ping-ponging between projects just makes progress so glacial it gets really discouraging. So one at a time :)
17) Do you have a writing routine? I guess? I turn the PC on. Boot Plottr, open NovelPad. I get my planner and write down the scene I'm working on that day. I decide what my goal is for the day. Lately it's been more time-focused rather than goal. I have a horrible habit of not focusing if I say "do X number of words" and then I sit there forever being miserable. Much better to give myself a time limit, and whatever I get done is all I get for the day. I keep hoping it will teach me to spend my time more wisely but alas there are still days I procrastinate badly.
29) What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of? Already answered here :)
41) Who’s your favorite character you’ve written? Hmm. What I enjoy the most I think is when I can hear the character, and I feel like I captured their voice. That doesn't happen a lot. It has happened with Claudia (Warehouse 13), and I had it happen quite a bit in my Librarians/Sanctuary crossover. I think it helps if the characters have phrases they often use.
But favourite character to write just generally? You know I'm tempted to say Nikola. I went through a phase where I felt like I should tag every fic I was writing with "Nikola is a good friend" because it was just coming out that way. He's a snarky bastard who talks a good game but he doesn't fool me, he can bluster all he wants but I know how much he cares for his friends.
Although I have liked writing Eve in my Librarians fics.
Bonus question because you had a repeat :)
52) What’s the average word count of your fics? 943,505 / 81 (as I have 2 fanarts on AO3) = 11,648
Given my propensity for lengthy multi-chaptered I am surprised it's that low, but then I guess there are a fair few oneshots as well, and it is an average.
I'm bummed it's close to a million but not over it. Makes me wonder if I scrape my HD for all the prompt ficlets I never posted anywhere other than tumblr, or the fanfic I never finished/posted, if I would get there. I doubt it. I've probably got 20k or so but not nearly 60k. Sad.
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dourpeep · 3 years
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Howdy! Could I request a soft!dom!kazuha x sub!male!reader? I’ve noticed how little content there was for kazuha, especially the male readers. It could be a series of headcannons, a oneshot, Drabble— whatever you feel more comfortable with! :) I suppose thats all I need to complete the request?
And thus, the long awaited reply! My apologies for the long wait, dearest anon, but it's appropriate, in a way, to finish this the day that Kazuha's debuting!
I ended up writing a full-on fic because the woeful lack of Kazuha fics and even bigger lack of Kazuha x amab!Reader. And we can't have that, now can we? So without further ado, I hope you enjoy! :DD
Hold Me Tighter
Summary: A sweet, intimate night spent in the arms of the one you love.
Contains: ((NSFW 18+)) Kazuha x amab!Reader, soft dom!Kazuha, sub!Reader, grinding, frottage, rimming, sweet & romantic
In the moonlight, you’re draped in the soft silence wearing a thin robe, watching the clouds make their journey across the endless dark of the sky.
Up here, standing on the balcony with the view of the city spread out like a million stars, you can breathe.
It’s nice. But not quite as nice as the familiar warmth of the hand that slips within yours and the lips that press so sweetly to your cheek. Kazuha settles behind you, wrapping his arms securely around you and resting his chin on your shoulder.
“Good evening, something on your mind?”
You lean to the kiss, then turning to rub your nose against his. This little home of yours feels warmer when he’s around.
“Not in particular...” Another kiss finds itself on your jaw just below your ear and he hums in satisfaction. “What are you doing, Kazu?”
“Am I not allowed to kiss you?”
His lips brush down to your neck, and you tilt your head to give him better access. They trail over your pulse and stop at your shoulder. Shifting, Kazuha reaches to gently move your robe to reveal more of your skin.
Then he stops.
The question of why dies on the tip of your tongue when he drapes your robe back in place, instead replaced by curious confusion.
“You should come back inside, this—” He mumbles, tugging at the thin, silky material of your robe. “Will make you catch a cold out here. The air tonight is brisk.”
So you follow him inside the warmth of your home, humoring his worry.
With you in the safety of his arms now, Kazuha hums with a satisfied smile. You lean back to rest against his chest, your hand sliding up to rest on top of one of his.
Breathing in deep, he noses at your hair, mumbling about the subtle smell of your shampoo. He was right, it’s much nicer to relax inside where the cool breeze doesn’t nip at your skin. Instead, the chill is replaced with the gentle heat radiating off of your lover and a comfortable ambiance.
But the soft silence only lasts so long with the telltale feel of fingers playing with the ties of your robe, a warm puff of breath brushing against the exposed skin of your neck. They leave and trail up to trace over your collarbone and the fabric partly covering it.
Throat bobbing, you relax as his other hand slides from under yours to guide the fabric away from your shoulder.
Before he can drag his lips along the newly exposed skin, you wiggle from his arms, taking his hand in yours and guiding him to the bedroom.
Clothing quickly finds its place in a pile on the floor, leaving no room between the two of you as you lay on your back.
Tender, Kazuha leans down over you, cock pressing to your thigh and lips melding against yours. You gasp into his mouth and buck your hips when his start to roll slowly against yours, grinding down on your own aching member.
With each bump of hips, you moan, tilting your head back.
“Kazuha…”
Dragging his lips over down to the fluttering pulse beneath the surface of your neck, he breathes you in, smiling against your skin. You’re warm, pleasantly so against the length of his body, and the hand that’s settled on your hip slides down to cup your ass and give it a squeeze. Languid, he pulls your hips up against the rhythm of his thrusts.
Every slide of his skin against yours feeds the growing desire but soon his hips stop and your brows furrow at the loss of friction.
Watching as he pulls away, sitting up, your eyes drift between you. Oh, you whisper, seeing the shine of precum spread over your cock and his, how it’s messily leaking over your stomach.
Your cheeks flare and he chuckles, removing himself from between your legs. “No need to be embarrassed. Can you turn around for me?”
Nodding, you shift, pressing your chest to the soft surface of the bed with your arms tucked beneath the pillow under your head. Immediately, his hands are back on you, rubbing up your thighs and massaging your ass. They waste no time in exploring the expanses of skin with teasing brushes and squeezes.
When he lowers himself down onto the bed, his lips meet the round of your ass with a kiss. His hands slide to cup each side.
Holding the soft flesh in his hands, he spreads them, leaning down to trail his lips from where his thumb settles besides your puckered hole. He swipes the pad over it, marveling over the shaky sigh the sensation draws.
He licks his lips and locks eyes with you, chuckling when you advert them and press your face against your arms.
Kazuha’s tongue traces along the sensitive seam beneath your shaft, hot breath puffing against heated skin. He can’t help the way that his lips knowingly curl up when your cock jumps at the feeling.
“Ngh..”
As he laps at the sensitive skin, he blows cool air gently only to place warm lips back. The shift in sensation draws a moan from your lips, though muffled by the pillow, then a gasp. A bite to your thigh trails back up to tease just beside your hole, waiting for a whine to slip before his tongue circles around it. Tensing, you arch your back to press closer to him.
“Patience, dove.”
But as soon as he says that he plunges his tongue into you, groaning at the way you breathe his name.
He works his tongue, thrusting it into you before pulling it away to swirl around your entrance. Eyes closed, he presses another kiss to one of your cheeks.
When Kazuha finally pulls away, a thin thread of saliva left between his tongue and you, he slides his hands from your ass up your back, leaning over you.
“Left drawer?” A few moments are spent missing the feel of him.
The cap of the bottle opens with a sudden pop.
“It’s a little cold, okay?”
You jump at the feel of the cold gel pressing to your hole, and he quickly apologizes. But the temperature is fleeting and soon warms as he circles his fingers around.
“I’ll just use one first.”
Gingerly, he squeezes out a bit more lube before his touch returns to you. His fingers aren’t particularly large, so the first slides in with some ease. It pushes in, to the first knuckle, waiting for you to relax before continuing. When you let out a breathy moan, he pushes it in all the way.
The way you squeeze around the single digit makes his head spin.
“You think you can take another already or should I relax you more?”
So aroused, you urge him to continue.
A second slick finger prods and pushes into you, his hand twisting so his palm is facing up. Already you’re tempted to move your hips, to take them in further. He starts pumping his fingers in you, spreading them to drag along your walls and coax you to relax. Each movement draws a sigh from your lungs and your eyes flutter closed.
“Feels nice…”
But he clicks his tongue, teasing. “Just nice?”
The aimless stretching turns into the slow, careful drag in and out, fingers curving to press just a bit more against your walls. Another crook and—
Oh! Judging by the way your laugh hitches and your hips tilt back, he tries to brush against that spot again. And again, and again, until you’re effectively fucking yourself on his fingers.
“Getting close? I want you to tell me, use your words.”
“Ye—yes- Kazuh—hahh-“
The knot in your stomach tightens and breaks as you tumble over your peak, cock messily leaking white onto the sheets below, and your body trembles at the intensity of your orgasm. A third finger presses in and massages you through the haze of pleasure, making you whine.
Just the three make you feel so full.
“Feels good now, hm?”
But the smug tone hardly registers when you’re so focused on the added pressure pressing into your ass. He continues fucking you with his fingers, prolonging your pleasure, only slowing to a stop when you sob his name and tears prick at the corners of your eyes.
A shaky breath of relief accompanies the withdrawal of fingers.
Wiping his hand on his thigh, he settles besides you, kissing your shoulder and gently nuzzling his cheek against you.
“Was that too much…?”
You shake your head, still dizzy from your high. He shifts again, hardness pressed against you. But he makes no move to continue, instead smoothing his hand over your back in soothing motions. A few moments pass where he peppers you in gentle affection while you catch back up.
When you find the strength, you pull your knees up. Burying your face in the pillow, you mutter an okay.
“Relax for me…” He murmurs against your skin, kisses pressed along your spine to help calm you. “I’ll go slow.”
Guiding the tip of his cock along the cleft of your ass, Kazuha takes his time to swipe it along your taint. His heart pounds in his chest, urging him to hurry and feel you around his cock, and he’s sure that yours does the same. But he continues, deliberate, sliding back up your ass and back down. You press your face into the pillow to muffle a frustrated moan and he chuckles.
“Too slow?” You shake your head accompanied with the short chirp of a ‘no’.
When he finally presses against your ass, you’re relaxed and ready. With a murmur of your name, tender and sweet, he waits, letting you prepare. Lips on your shoulder, he carefully tilts his hips closer to yours.
And archons, the feel of him finally pushing past that first ring of muscle…
Kazuha watches the way you react, ruby eyes flickering over your back and thighs for any sign of discomfort. A sigh of relief puffs from his lips when you don’t tense up hard. Good.
“Keep going—”
Impatient tonight, then? But instead of laughing, since his own patience is being tested by the ache of his own desire, he hums and lowers his body to brush against yours.
Just a bit more and—
The sound that leaves your lips sends a rush of heat straight through his body.
“Mmnh!”
Ah, so he did find the right angle.
Focusing on shallow thrusts, he cants his hips back to hit that spot, each stroke slow. Every movement makes your head grow fuzzy and hips try and press back against his for more.
Drinking in your moans, Kazuha rubs and squeezes at your hip, murmuring sweet words of praise in your ear. You’re doing so well, taking him so well—
But right before the white-hot feeling of your pleasure spills over, he instead bottoms out in a fluid motion.
Frustration is quickly overridden by the realization of his hips pressed flush to your ass and his warm forehead between your shoulders. With the suddenness of your tight heat squeezing around him there’s only so much that he can do to will himself to calm down.
Blindly, one of his hands reaches for yours to intertwine fingers.
The cool of the air around you makes you so much more aware of the way heavy panting draws puffs of warmth against your skin, his lips just barely hovering over your flushed skin.
One second turns to five before his hips shift and start a slow pace and you melt against the sheets when he rolls his hips deeper, hips flush to hips.
Each thrust is so deliciously slow, his cock dragging against your walls and pressing up against that spot with every push back in.
Breath ghosts over your pulse as he rocks into you, pulling out and pushing back in entirely. Though the slight twinge of friction makes your breath hitch, the pleasure that washes over you quickly quells any discomfort. The feel of him going so deep with every movement leaves you gasping.
Slow, deep, he takes his time. Kazuha’s lips press to the back of your neck, blowing gently into your ear.
“Love you—”
As he murmurs, his hands travel along the length of your body, reaching to rub at your chest, at your thigh. His voice soft, he whispers these words like a prayer, over and over again as if their truth would only grow with each utter.
With the feel of you so tight around him, he can’t help but quicken his thrust, the slide of slick lube and your moans like music encouraging him. Your still intertwined hands press into the soft sheets of the bed, shifting with every meeting of his hips to yours.
He hits the spot again and you can’t help the plea that slips from you. “Touch me please-“
So he does, the hand on your hip sliding to meet your cock, teasing at your sensitive tip leaking precum and then up its length to wrap around your shaft. Every thrust makes it slip between his loose grip. Each thrust coaxing that familiar pressure to build within you.
You angle your hips more, closer to his. Though his hand leaves yours to grip your waist, he peppers kisses along your shoulders and whispers soft praise. So good, always so good for him.
The next brush against that spot makes you see stars and you’re left with shaking legs. When Kazuha pulls out of you, hissing at the way you clench around him in desperate attempt to make him thrust back in, the hand stroking you leaves.
“Wait—I’m so-“
He presses his cock between your spread legs, tip teasing against your shaft. He guides you to press your thighs together. Chest flush against yours, he thrusts quicker, gripping both of your cocks and stroking to the pace of his hips.
His moans pick up, raspy with need. So close—
Movements quickly become sloppy and his hand squeezes around both shafts to draw another moan from him and a gasp from you, edging closer and closer. The tension builds fast.
With a final slam of his hips against yours, pushing his cock between your soft thighs, he cries out your name and comes undone with warm white painting his hand and the sheets below you. Though sensitive, he weakly thrusts and continues to slide his hand along your shaft until you too feel the pressure in your belly snap and your spend mingles with his.
You let yourself collapse on the bed with limbs pleasantly numb, bringing a startled Kazuha along with you.
Ignoring the way your cum puddles beneath you, you laugh even though you’re already breathing hard as is. He rolls off from on top of you.
“Bath?”
While you try to catch your breath, your lover takes the hand closes to him in his, bringing it up to his lips to kiss your knuckles. It brings heat to your cheeks.
“Yes please.”
So after a few blissful moments spent just laying besides each other, you’re settled in the bath with Kazuha beside you. The hot water burns pleasantly against your skin.
Dragging a soft towel up along your arm he gently wipes, every movement slow and steady. The suds the cloth leaves smell sweet, light. When he finishes wiping the sweat and grime from you, his lips press to your temple.
“Want me to wash your hair?” A hum of approval from you is all he needs to hear before he carefully cups some of the water to pour over your head. “Close your eyes—”
It flows, wetting your hair and flowing over your features in little rivulets.
The pop of a cap follows as soon as he’s satisfied with his work.
As soon as his hands find their way into your hair, fingertips massaging your scalp, you can’t help but lean further into his touch. Kazuha chuckles, the sound pleasant in the way it reverberates in the room. He’s always so attentive, so soft.
Sighing, you smile, basking in the afterglow and comfort that he provides, morning still far ahead.
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jaeminscoffee · 3 years
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Daddy Issues | S. Jn
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Pairing | Seo Johnny x Fem!Reader
Genre | Smut, fluff
Wc;type | oneshot: 3.93k [not proof read]
Warning(s) | Pwp, dilf!johnny, y/n's a pillow princess, daddy kink, overstimulation, teasing, edging, dacryphilia, slight voyeurism, degradation kink, heavy use of the words 'doll, princess, slut, pretty, angel', typical lyra smut, i made haechan johnny's son (i was about to write changbin as johnny's son but decided against it) age gap, unprotected sex ( the Reader's on pills. Remember this is a fiction, don't play the wrong card irl) filth.
a/n- i found this request buried in my asks and was tempted to write it. Sure, the warning looks intimidating, but i know you wanna read it, y'all whores (ily) shoutout to @bakugou-is-my-bae @cvntzennie and @jenopollo for helping me decide what to post first! @suhpersonic
Minors try not to interact! <3
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Age is just a number, so surely, there's nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed of, right? 
There's no reason for you to not fall for the friendly neighborhood bachelor, well not so bachelor bachelor, since he does go around asking people who knows of his marriage to pretend it never took place. 
Johnny's hot, super hot. Has the build of a supermodel. Has the face that one can only imagine belongs to a greek god, as you'd jokingly tell him how he seemed to be god's favorite and how you loathe Aphrodite for showing favoritism (which would always end up with you getting a very sultry, teasing look from the lad) 
Johnny has the type of personality that women can only wish the entirety of the male species would possess. He's an absolute sweetheart, life of the party, definitely the center of attention wherever he goes. And oh god, does he have an immaculate fashion sense. 
But Johnny's also the father of Donghyuck. Your best friend. 
More than being ashamed about the fact that you actually fell in love with a man who has a child of your age, it was the fact that you had to fall for Donghyuck's father of all people. 
Donghyuck is a sweetheart, definitely got his personality from his father but he's also got that glare that could creep the Lord's of the darkness from his father. He's got so much from his father that the resemblance is uncanny. 
You'd not want to get onto hyuck's bad side since you've gotten first hand experience at stopping him from almost committing homicide to someone who spoke shit about his friends, more specifically, you. 
But Hyuck's not in town. So a little fun with Mr. Suh wouldn't hurt anyone, correct? After all, you're still only a human with desires and the want to take risks. 
You'd always not so subtly drop hints at Johnny and he'd always give you that look that would have slick collecting itself between your thighs. A warning look. 
A look that said, "cross the line and you'll get it" 
But that's the thing, you want to get it and will do anything to get it.
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"Y/n." 
You'd ask yourself less than a million times if you want to do this or not.
Sure, you weren't this hesitant when you decided to sext your best friend's father knowingly when he was in business mode to irk him up but that's one thing. 
And having to confront the same father who left a message smaller than a sentence that completely disregarded all the obscene text and images to show that he's not the slightest bothered or suprised by your behavior for that matter was another thing.
"Tomorrow at mine." 
It's almost as though he deals with hormonal teenagers one as such as yourself on a daily basis and that thought kind of backfired at you considering the whole 'Let's piss Johnny off so that he'd finally give me what i want' agenda. 
Ironic, huh? 
"Mr. Suh." you start hesitantly, unsure of what to call him, scared of what his reaction would be after your inappropriate shenanigans last night. 
Your stiff demeanor broke down a little with just a hint of shiver passing down your spine as you watch his features contort into a subtle but cocky smirk, "So now you're being all formal,"
"Well, what else would you like me to address you as?" you inquire, feigning oblivion to his tone and what he's implying at. "You tell me, doll. You seemed to have a lot of names to call me last night," he takes a step forward, prompting you to walk a step backwards, further into the corridors of his apartment and away from the actual location. 
"I do not know what you're talking about.. " you let your voice shrivel towards the end, eyes wandering around the complex, finding interest in every small detail as you avoid Johnny's teasing gaze. 
"You don't?" Johnny takes another step forward, latching his hands onto your forearms to prevent you from stepping further away, "You must have had a heavy sleep to forget all that you did last night," his voice drops dangerously low as he begins to walk backwards and back into the safety of his apartment, all the while keeping his gaze fixated on you.
"That won't do, would it? How about we take a walk down the memory lane? And see if that rings any bell?" He brushes your hair away from its static position on your shoulder, allowing him to appreciate all those fine details of your shoulders and neck that are exposed from your selection of clothing, an off shoulder. 
"How about we don't...?" You ask with skepticism, jolting slightly when you hear the door shut behind you and at the new intrusion of personal space by the lad.
"Why are you acting all shy now, Y/n? Weren't you the one so eager to get into her best friend's fathers pants? Just be the whore you are, darling. Your facade's fooling no one." okay you definitely didn't see that coming. 
Johnny's expressions morph into that of mischief as he watches your eyes grow wide and mouth fall ajar, "Am i not correct? Are you not a whore?" he asks with an eyebrow quirked up in a questioning manner.
You don't reply, almost as though the question was meant to linger in the open and that it was a rhetorical one. What you didn't expect, however, was for Johnny's hands to find pursuit around your neck, not necessarily applying pressure, but there as a warning. 
"Answer me." 
"I'm not.." you answer with a feeble voice, internally cringing at how squeaky you sound which only added to Johnny's amusement. 
"Really? Because I don't think good girls go around drooling at a divorced man, her friend's father for that matter and definitely do not send lewd images and voice out their fantasies to a guy twice their age, still want to pretend you're innocent? Or you admit it and we cut down the chase?"
"Yes, I am." you breathe out when his fingers tighten around your neck, a triumphant smile making its way onto his lips. Yet, Johnny felt the need to keep pushing,
"you're what?" 
"I am what you said I am," you speak, trying to avoid looking at the scrutinizing look on his face which seemed futile as he had his arms wrapped around your neck, keeping your head in place. 
"I want to hear you say it, doll. I need to hear you say it." At this point Johnny's intent was to get you into a flustered puddle in his hold and it sure as hell was going in that direction, seeing how you can't even hold his gaze for more than a few seconds in a shot. 
"I am.. I am a who-"
The sound of a phone ringing loud cut you off midway through your sentence, to which you were absolutely relieved. Johnny only seemed to grow annoyed the more he heard the phone ring. With a loud huff, he lets you go, not before giving you a stern look, "Go to my room." he instructed, making his way to the study. 
You let out a breath you've been holding in unknowingly the moment he steps away from you. You watch his figure retreat from you with awe, only now realizing how messy you felt between your legs and how your knees keep buckling. 
"Oh Hyuck!" you hear Johnny exclaim into the phone the minute you step forward to follow his command. 
Your best friend is on call with the guy you're about to fuck. 
Your blood runs cold as you shakily make your way into the apartment and towards the bedroom, shrugging off your sling bag, hanging it behind the door as you place your phone on the bedside table to wipe your hands dry from all the sweat that had accumulated at the palm of your hands. 
"Yeah, I'm fine, about to eat to my dinner actually" you hear the moment to make yourself comfortable at the edge of the bed, looking over to the door where Johnny stood with his arms across his chest, the other holding up the phone as he leans his weight onto one shoulder, leaning into the doorframe.
You take the time to really appreciate his appearance. He adorned nothing more than a simple grey sweat and tight black tee but he seemed ready to walk down a runway at any given moment now. His long hair, slightly disheveled looking almost intentionally messed up, compliments his features. And oh his features. 
The everlasting smirk stayed still on his lips, moving as he exchanged words with his son.
You only come back to your senses when Johnny snapped his free hand in front of you, gaining your attention. He points at his own shirt, then points at you, mouthing 'off' while he listens to Donghyuck speak about whatever he's speaking. 
"Really? Jeno said that? Tell him I'm more than willing to welcome him as my gym partner, the lad seems strong" Johnny makes a quick move to remove the gadget from his ear, before holding it in front of him after placing the call on speaker mode 
Your eyes widen the moment you hear the disturbance in the background and Donghyuck's voice resonate through the room. "no?? Why would you want to work out with him? He'll only make you feel old, you know?" 
"Says the one who still can't beat me at arm wrestling. If anything, i think Jeno would make the perfect gym buddy for me," Johnny raises an eyebrow at your defiance, cocking his head towards the side, staring down at you with a predatory look, "Hyuck, you know, Y/n-" you scramble to take your shirt off at the mention of your name on the call, "-stopped by earlier" he lets out a silent laugh of disbelief.
"Oh? Oh yeah! I'd told her I'd give her book back before I left but I forgot, did you perhaps give it back to her?" Donghyuck questions. 
"I figured you must've forgotten so, yeah i did." Johnny replies, pushing himself off of the doorframe, now walking towards you. 
"Man, I miss her! I might facetime her after I end the call with you," Johnny sets down the phone beside you on the bed, leaning down, placing both his hands on either side of your lap, finding comfort at the crook of your neck,
"I remember her mentioning something about her cousin coming over? Maybe wait for an hour or so before calling her" his lips graze against your neck each time he spoke, you let out a tiny whimper at the so longed feeling, only to earn yourself a small bite at the earlobe, immediately accompanied by a hand over your mouth, "you need to be quiet, doll. Or my son would find out how much of a slut his best friend is," he whispers in your ear. 
"Yeah? Did she mention which one?" 
"No, not really, she kinda just stormed out after getting what she wanted" Johnny creates a trail of kisses all the way from your neck to your shoulders, down the collarbone while one of his hand worked to unhook your bra, "Yeah, she's weird like that," you hear Donghyuck let out a chuckle as you whine into Johnny's palm, your figure slightly trembling from the fear of getting caught all the while being excited about the risky situation he's put the two of you in. 
"Anyways, I'll call you tomorrow? The boys are coming over now so I got to go! Night, dad!" Donghyuck speaks up again, "Night, Hyuck." 
You hear the beep indicating the call has ended. Johnny let's his hand drop from your mouth and makes its way towards your hair, brushing through the strands before pulling at it with a firm grip, "I had my son on call and here you are making all these sweet noises, you wanted to get busted, doll?" 
"It's not my fault! You-"
"ah-ah! Don't talk back, angel. You're already in deep trouble, don't want to add onto that now, do we?" He makes a swift move to have you lying on your back, your torso completely exposed to him while he remains clothed. 
"But Johnny-" you whine, jolting when you feel his hands caressing the soft flesh of your inner thighs, "How do you think Hyuck would feel about this?" his hands travel further north, cupping your heat from underneath your skirt. "fuck, you're drenched"
"Now tell me, pretty girl, what are you supposed to be calling me, now?" 
"Johnny-, tha-that was a joke! I don't have daddy kin-" you try clenching your thighs close from the sudden attention your core was receiving. Johnny wholeheartedly lets out a laugh at your attempt to hide your true feelings, making a quick act of disregarding your soaked panties somewhere behind him.
"Darling, the more you deny it, the longer we keep going at it-" his thumbs at your clit, applying pressure but making no move to quench your needs. You let out a sigh of bliss at the feeling, your back arching off of the sheets at the sensation.
In any other situation, you'd be embarrassed at how sensitive you'd gotten just from all the dirty talking and looks Johnny passed you. But that's the catch, he's Johnny, the only one who can get you this sensitive while doing the bare minimum. 
"Say it, Y/n." 
"No, Johnny! It's-it's embarrassing.." you plead with your eyes, grinding your hips against his fingers, earning a satisfied, dirty look from the lad. 
"Very well.. I'll just draw it out of you"
Without warning, Johnny with little to no resistance, slides two slender digits into your wetness, setting a pace fast enough to draw loud chains of cries from your mouth.
"You hear that, doll? You hear how fucking wet you are? Hm?" he growls animalistically, the thumb that remained on your clit now moving in circles with a motive to get you undone in seconds. 
"Johnn-..!" you whine out, feeling your orgasm growing so close that you could almost taste it, "Still going at that, angel?" he questions, not really expecting an answer as he soaks up the pleasured look on your face. "Johnny- I'm close.. -" you fail to notice the mischievous grin growing on his face as he speeds up the movement of his fingers. 
"Of course you are, doll" He feels you clench around his fingers, back coming off of the mattress as you ready yourself for your release, waiting until the last minute to draw his finger out.
"Why would you-? Johnn-I was so close!" you cry out as you sense your core clench around nothing, whining about the incomplete orgasm. "Why would I give you what you want when you wouldn't comply, baby? That's not how this works." He shrugs, licking his fingers clean of your essence, moving up from the bed to remove the shirt that seemed to be suffocating now.
"Johnny, please!" you whine louder, rubbing your thighs together to create some sort of friction, all unsatisfactory as it did not meet the same intensity as that of his fingers. 
"Please what, doll?" He smirks, knowing the ball is in his court and that you'd had to give in any moment now. Johnny leans down once again, drawing lazy circles at your clit, using his other hand to hold himself up above and close to you, his minty breath which had a hint of coffee fanning your face as you whimper, finally feeling your high building itself up again. "Spit it out, princess, you know you want to." he speaks in a soft voice.
"Please..please" you beg for nothing in particular, getting all worked up again, "The begging's lovely, doll. But you're starting to anger me here, will you say it? Or should I leave you hanging again?" 
You mutter prayers under your breath, hoping he wouldn't actually leave you hanging again, "Fine-" he moves again to remove his fingers from you to deprive you of pleasure all over again when you finally latch onto his wrist, keeping his hands in place blurting out, "Daddy! I'm so-sorry.. There, daddy, please make me come" you give in, the name, the feeling and look of pure victory on his face as he grins like a cheshire cat only intensifies the heat growing at a rapid pace at the pit of your stomach. 
"Final fucking ly, princess. Daddy will make you feel good" He reinserts his fingers in, drilling it with desperation to see you come undone as he draws rapid circles on your now sensitive clit with the other hand, watching you squirm under him.
"Joh-Daddy i'm coming..!" you cry out weakly as you feel your orgasm hit you with much force, easily driving you into over sensitivity. Johnny's patient in helping you ride out your orgasm, not stopping until you let out a throaty sob and plead him to stop to allow yourself some room to breathe. 
Johnny, however, makes no move to stop, only speeding up his fingers, his gaze fixed on where his fingers disappeared inside of you while his other hand held you down with a vise grip, "Give me one more, doll. I know you've got one more in you. " he pants, the feeling of his girth in confinement only throwing himself to sensory deprivation as he feels himself twitch inside his sweats painfully. 
You shake your head, tears now flowing elegantly down your cheek, your lips puckered into a slight pout, your eyebrows drawn together as you let yourself melt into the pleasure Johnny was providing you with. "Daddy.." 
You whine, feeling your second high reaching you ridiculously quick as you see Johnny's face contort in concentration, 
"I need to get you nice and wet for me, princess, you're doing so well. Give daddy another one" you coaxes you with his sultry tone, words and actions, inevitably having you come undone under him for the second time that night. 
You let out a choked moan, finally having enough as you curl upon yourself the minute Johnny removes his fingers from you, full fledged crying at the overbearing feeling of sensitivity. 
Johnny groans at the sight, leaning down to press a soft peck on your sweaty forehead before getting off of the bed to remove his pants alongside his boxer at a slow speed, granting you some time to recover.
"Condom?" he asks, readying himself to reach into the drawing when he notices you shake your head a no as a reply, "I'm on pills.." you mutter weakly. 
You hear him curse out at the thought of doing you raw, flexing his muscles before climbing on top of you again. He takes his time to gently turn you back onto your back, pressing his tender lips against your irritated one for the first time that night, his hand ever so slightly moving to play with your clit once again, making you jerk, "Daddy!" 
"Sorry, doll. Daddy just needs to make sure that princess is ready to take his cock" 
Your whining intensifies at his words, wiggling your hips to move closer to his own, "But I am ready! Look, daddy! I'm so wet and ready for you!" you whimper, earning a chuckle from the lad. 
Just like all the other times that night, he aligns his cock at your entrance without a warning, the tip ever so slightly pushing through your walls, "Alright, big girl. Show daddy how much of a slut you can be for him."
Suddenly, Johnny detaches himself from you, moving further away as he leans by the edge of the door, smirking at you whining at the loss of contact, "Patience, angel" 
He grabs hold of your hips, manhandling your body into all fours as he enters you completely with no trouble once he's got you where he wants you to be.  
Something about having to take Johnny from behind was so sexy that you could almost immediately feel your orgasm grow, "Fuck baby, keep clenching around me like that and i won't last long," he grunts, moving in you with a steady pace, 
"I never expected my son to befriend such filthy sluts like you, Y/n. Look at the mess you're making on my sheets" He grabs a fistful of your ass in a tight squeeze, the sudden shift in his demeanor only serving as a whiplash as you feel yourself growing closer and closer to the sweet orgasm. 
"Jesus, doll, you're so fucking tight i can barely move" Johnny growls, talking to keep himself from coming too fast. 
"Daddy.. I'm close. M-I'm so so close" you cry as your arms give out and you fall face first onto the mattress, the new stretch in your back only encouraging his cock to hit you deeper, finding the sweet cushion that serves as extra pleasure for you. 
"Me too, princess, me too.. '' You hear him let out a whine, his thrusts growing sloppier as he does you slower but deeper. 
He reaches around your body to find pursuit at your clit for the nth time that night, rubbing rapid, messy circles to go with his deep thrusts, "Daddy!" you reach your high with a high pitched cry of his name. 
Johnny comes not too long after you as he couldn't resist the constant tight clenching of your walls around his cock. He thrust slowly to ride out his high as you twitch helplessly, face scrunched up in too much pleasure. 
You feel your body being manoeuvred onto your side as he whispers sweet nothings which pass right through your ears as you feel him softened inside you, the feeling ridiculously soothing for your used up walls, 
"You did amazing, darling." he kisses your temple, not making any move to remove himself from within you, which you silently thanked him for. 
You both lay in silence as you turned your body towards him, earning a hiss and a playful smack from him as it added pressure onto his sensitive member. You wrap your arms around his torso, about to nuzzle into his chest and just drift away to dreamland when you hear the familiar ring of your phone from the table beside the bed. 
You feel Johnny's body shift to reach out to get your phone, looking at the caller ID before handing it to you with a smirk that you knew meant that he was up to no good. "Oh! It's hyuck" you exclaim in shock, quickly accepting the call and placing it near your ear, moving to get away from him. 
But Johnny seemed to have other ideas, as he latched an arm around your torso to keep you from moving, "Hey-" you begin, immediately feeling Johnny experimentally thrust into you again, making you whine, "Y/n! I miss you~-oh hey, are you okay?" you hear Donghyuck's voice from the other side, 
You look at Johnny with a pleading and warning gaze to which you earn yourself a toothy grin from the lad, 
"Of co-course! Just a little.. peachy,'' You turn around to place a hand on his chest to halt his movement, "You don't sound just peachy.. I've heard you like this before!" you hear Donghyuck make those noises he makes when he's thinking as Johnny keeps thrusting lazily the more you look at him, you see him open his mouth to speak, "Oh fuck! You're getting laid, aren't you???" 
"Tell Hyuck daddy says hi"
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chuuyasnumber1simp · 4 years
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All I Ever Wanted- Karma x shy! Reader
ask: Heyyy can you do a oneshot with an karma x shy! Reader please 
@anime-allover 
a/n: hello! thank you for being my first request! this was fun to write, I had a lot of fun with it, as someone who was labeled ‘shy’ for most of my childhood, I think I got a lil carried away hehe
sorry this is so long! it's more like a mini fic now :/
if this isn’t what you had in mind or want something shorter let me know!
Warnings: A bit of violence at the end, like two curse words 
also, this is highkey inspired by the song “Me and My Husband” by Mitski Mitski
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People were often confused by your attitude.
Much to their confusion, you didn’t hate people- others often thought you did.
No, you hated the thought of all the stares, all the eye’s on you.
The thought of all those people judging your every movement, you’re very being, that's what scared you.
You never wanted to downplay your emotions, but the thought of being disliked for who you were was terrifying.
Whenever you entered a room, your skin would crawl with how the people there seemed to size you up, like lions looking for a meal. Unfortunately, you were the poor gazelle.
By no means were you helpless. No, you were far from it. It was simply a matter of finding someone who would accept you for who you were, for all your quirks and flaws.
The search for that person was what put you in the dreaded class 3-E in the first place.
Unable to click with anyone in your class, you became discouraged, causing your grades to slip. Going to a class where nobody liked you made you nauseous, and that was your breaking point.
So here you were. Three months into the first semester and you already dropped this low. You couldn’t even muster up the courage to go to the mandatory meeting where the teachers were supposed to brief you on your life in this class. You didn’t see the point of going to a meeting where all they would do was berate you for falling behind, so you simply did not attend.
That was your first mistake.
Mentally preparing for seeing all eyes on you, you opened the door.
You had prepared for a classroom full of kids staring at you.
You hadn’t however, prepared for a yellow octopus looking thing to look at you as well.
“Good morning Y/N! Welcome to Class 3-E, I am your new teacher Koro-sensei!”
Oh my god, it talks why is it saying it’s my teacher what the hell is going on wow I think the floor is coming to me wait no thAT’S ME FALLING TO THE FLOOR-
If you were conscious, you would have been absolutely mortified at the thought of fainting in front of the class, but alas, you were not. For now.
Unbeknownst to you, a certain redhead had doubled over laughing in the back row.
“She didn’t even scream! Just plop face down on the floor!”
The blue-haired boy he was acquainted with yelled at him.
“Karma! Leave her alone!” though, his reply went unheard over the uproar of laughter resulting from Karma’s comment.
Shaking his head, Nagisa walked up to the front of the classroom where you were still passed out, and lightly shook your shoulder.
“Y/N? Hey um, are you okay?”
Slowly regaining consciousness, you tried to look u and see who roused you from your slumber.
“Mom? What time is it-” The face you saw was that of your mother, but one of the kids in your class.
“Oh um I guess you don’t remember, but you just fainted after seeing Koro-sensei. I'm Nagisa Shiota, and uh-oh,” Nagisa paused before fishing a hanker-chief out of his pocket. “Your nose is bleeding,”
Nagisa seemed to sense that you were still in shock about the quick succession of events in such a short amount of time, so he gently took your hand and placed the white cloth in it. 
“Your seat is in the back row, next to the boy with the red hair. His name is Karma,”
“And I’m your best friend, right Nagisa?” the boy -Karama- shouted back.
“More like my worst nightmare,” Nagisa grumbled, though from the look in his eyes you could tell he didn’t really mean it.
On shaky legs, you stood up and walked to your seat beside Karma, tears brimming in your eyes at how some of the kids snickered at your earlier display. Fainting had been the absolute worst way to meet your new class, and though Nagisa at least seemed very kind, you still had no idea what the octopus thing -Koro-sensei- was doing here.
Setting your bag down, you sat in your seat, folded your arms, and rested your head in them, hoping to block everything out, even for just a moment.
Something poking your arm roused you from your small mental breakdown, and you lifted your head to see Karma poking you with the end of his pencil.
Looking around the classroom, it was like your worst fear had come true.
Every single pair of eyes in the room was on you, some even pointing.
“Y/N? Were you listening?” Koro-sensei asked from the front.
You swore everyone could hear your heart by now, you ran your hands together in an attempt to calm yourself down.
“I-I’m sorry sir, could y-you repeat that?” At this point, the only thing that could make this day worse is if he made you introduce yourself to the class.
“I was asking if you would mind introducing yourself to the class?”
motherfu-
“O-oh okay, um, my name is Y/N L/N, and if I'm being completely honest, I have absolutely no idea what's going on,”
“Oh? Did you not attend the teacher’s briefing?”
It seemed that had indeed been a bad choice on your part.
“Um no? I didn’t want any more people to yell at me about my grades, so I didn’t go I guess. I'm sorry,” You cringed internally, hearing your voice get quieter the longer you spoke. You swore, whenever you didn’t know somebody it was like some weird nervous person took over and you turned into a stuttering mess.
“It is quite alright Y/N! It was actually required by the government for you to attend, as it explained my presence and your mission here in 3-E, but I’ll tell them you were sick and couldn’t attend,”
You were taken aback by Koro-sensei’s forgiving attitude, expecting a much harsher rebuke.
“T-thank you very much, sir,”
“You may sit down now, I’ll have Karma and Nagisa explain everything after class, they are the most knowledgeable on the subject. This will also give you the opportunity to meet your new classmates!”
You merely nodded from your seat, unable to will your voice to make a single sound.
The class passed fairly quickly, and you were quite surprised at how well Koro-sensei taught. You never excelled in math, but the way he explained things seemed to click in your brain. It was a pleasant change from the fast-passed, stressful lessons you were accustomed to before.
Light tapping on your desk roused you from your thoughts.
“Hey, it’s Nagisa again. Me and Karma are supposed to explain things to you. Do you mind if we do it while we eat?”
You nodded your head vigorously, eating always calmed you down.
“Alright, I’ll pull up a chair and we can share a desk if you don’t mind?”
You shook your head no, and turned to Karma, wondering what his lunch was.
You’re eyes practically leapt out of your head at the four bento’s filled with extravagant food he pulled out of his bag. You practically started drooling at the thought of eating all that delicious food, and you were tempted to steal one while he wasn’t looking. All you had was a sandwich, and suddenly the thought of eating it didn’t seem so appealing.
“Do you want one?”
The sudden question surprised you, you hadn’t known Karma for very long, but he didn’t seem like the type to share.
“Oh I'm sorry I didn’t mean to stare it just looked really good and you had a lot more than I thoughtandimsorryimtalkingwaytoomuchillshutupnow,”
Karma whistled at the sheer speed at which you spoke, and you tuned your now warm face towards your desk, hoping he wouldn’t notice just how embarrassed you were.
The view of the desk seemed very appealing, but what was more appealing was the bento that was slid across your desk.
“Just eat it. I highly doubt that little sandwich is going to keep you going all day. You looked so pale when I offered I thought you were going to face plant again,”
“You’re right I'm so hungrythankyousomuch,”
You ate the food with fervor, relishing how the flavors danced on your tongue.
You hadn’t expected fainting and being given a bento box to be the start of a friendship, but here you were.
It had been two weeks since you fainted in front of everyone, and you were finally started to warm up to everyone.
They were all honestly very nice, though a bit annoying sometimes, they didn’t seem like bad kids.
And ever since that first day, Karma had brought a bento, just for you.
It was different every day, but the fact that he cared about you from the small interaction to bring you food warmed your heart.
Now, you were animatedly discussing assassination tactics with Nagisa, Karma sipping on strawberry milk- like usual.
“You know,” Karma said, putting down his strawberry milk. “You do this thing whenever you get excited Y/N. Your eyes light up and you talk like a million miles an hour,”
You shrunk inside of yourself at his comment, thinking he was making fun of your habit.
“It’s cute,”
You snapped your face up to his, surprised. No one had ever referred to you as cute before. Sure, there was the occasional creepy guy that would catcall you or the pervy boys in your old class that tried to look up your skirt, but that was about it. Usually, it was always you’re such a weirdo, or you can’t even talk right, you must be stupid.
That thought played on loop in your head for days. Just that single comment.
Karma thought you were cute.
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You had avoided it for long enough, faking illness, ‘accidentally’ rolling your ankle, conveniently getting a migraine, but you could avoid it no longer.
P.E.
It’s not that you were bad at it- quite the opposite actually.
You just didn’t want your classmates to think you were showing off, and you still weren't a hundred percent comfortable with the thought of killing Koro-sensei. Your parents stopped talking to you after you were transferred to 3-E, so he was the most supportive adult figure in your life right now.
But unfortunately, he had also seen right through your attempt and falling ill today, so here you were, lined up with everyone else, ready wishing this was over.
“Alright everyone, today we’ll be going over flexibility and acrobatics. Both are key aspects of assassination, especially for getting yourself out of sticky situations,”
Great. Now everyone will definitely think your showing off.
“We have bars, a trampoline, and mats to test your skills in these areas. Please begin stretching to prepare,”
Karma leaned over to whisper in your ear: “Dude, you look constipated. What’s up?”
You gritted your teeth in dread, completely ignoring Karma’s comment about your face. “I’m good at this,”
“What?”
“I’m good at this stuff. That’s the problem,”
“I think you need to go to the nurse's office because that doesn’t make any sense. If your good at it, then what’s there to worry about?”
Oh how you wished you had Karma’s attitude, but your brain simply did not work like that.
He sighed next to you, then reached out a hand to ruffle your hair. The action caused your brain to short-circuit, and while you previously were imagining all the different ways this could go wrong, the only thing you were able to process was Karma’s hand on your head.
“Whatever you're overthinking in that pretty little head of yours, I promise it’s not going to be as bad as you think it is, so stop worrying. You make an ugly face when you think too hard,”
“Y/N. It’s your turn,”
Karma retracted his hand at Karasuma’s voice, leaving your an anxiety-filled blushing mess.
You breathed slowly and stepped up to the mats, flexibility being the first test.
Looking back into the crowd, you noticed Nagisa giving you a thumbs up and Karma smiling at you. Seeing them silently root for you gave you a bit of courage, so you slid into the splits with ease, stood back up, the bent into a back-bend. Next was a kick over, then a handstand, all executed to perfection.
Not giving yourself time to overthink and panic, you turned to the bars and performed your moves with grace, just as you did at gymnastics practice.
Lastly was your specialty- the trampoline.
Usually, the trampoline was a tumbling mat, but you would just have to make do.
The trampoline was long, spanning about 20 feet. Longer than your usual routine, but that was nothing you couldn’t handle.
Getting a running start, you front flipped, then, using your momentum, did a front handspring. Jumping up once more you did four back handsprings in a row, backflipped, then as a final move, an aerial. You cursed internally, as your hands flew up in the air in the judges salute, something you did on instinct after doing gymnastics for so long.
Shocked to hear shouts and clapping, you turned to the crowd of students who rushed at you.
“That was amazing Y/N!”
“Who knew you were secretly talented!”
“Could you teach me how to do that no hands front flip thingy?”
“Alright alright, let the poor girl breathe,” Karasuma shooed the class away, then turned back to you. “That was very impressive Y/N. If you could coordinate that into assassination, I'm sure you could go far.”
You gave him a real, genuine smile. “Thank you very much, sir!”
Karma’s POV:
Karma didn’t quite understand the feeling in his chest. It wasn’t like the feeling he got when he attempted to assassinate Koro-sensei, or how it felt to break someone’s nose.
No, this was different. Something he had never felt before you.
The way his heart fluttered in his chest at how graceful you looked. Or how he wished it was him you had given that shining smile too.
And it wouldn’t go away.
He started to notice that after you came out of your shell, you smiled a lot more. Your eyes lit up, and he adored the way you chewed your lip when you were worrying about something.
Karma Akabane never thought he’d used the word adored to describe something he felt, but here he was, adoring a new aspect of you each day.
He would lay awake at night, inside his cold, empty mansion, thinking it would be better if you were in it.
Wondering if you felt the same way about him.
He couldn’t bear to think that you didn’t. This new feeling, one he’d never felt before, was both exhilarating and terrifying.
And he had no idea what to do.
Nagisa’s POV:
Nagisa had genuinely never seen Karma liked this before.
It was almost unnerving at first, the way he looked at you like he was stranded in the desert, and you were an oasis, calm and beautiful.
In all his time, Nagisa had never seen Karma in love before.
To someone who hadn’t known Karma along as he had, the way his eye’s got soft when he looked at you, or the way you could always bring him out of a bad mood would go unnoticed.
But Nagisa noticed.
The perceptive boy had also picked up on how you opened up when Karma was around, how you looked at him like he was the only person in the room. The way that whenever you bumped into each other, both of you would linger just a little bit longer than necessary. How when you dropped your pencil last Thursday, and Karma’s fingers grazed yours, both of your faces turned red.
It was almost hard to watch you both pining so obviously over each other, and then do absolutely nothing about it.
What he did not know, was that his annoyance would be short-lived, because no one was expecting what would happen the following week.
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It was all because of those Class B jerks.
They had been your old classmates, and you were just trying to walk to the bus, Karma and Nagisa in tow when they had to show up.
“Hey look! The freak finally found her place, among the other freaks!”
“It’s fitting for her. I mean, you can’t be that weird and not get put in 3-E. Forget about grades, they should have chucked her into that dump the second she arrived!”
To say you snapped would be an understatement.
Nagisa had looked over to you, hoping to provide comfort, but the look on your face would put Karma’s to shame.
You flew towards the two boys, faster than Nagisa thought was possible, and punched the first one straight in the face.
Nagisa flinched internally, watching the blood spurt from his nose, as he actually flew backward from the force of your fist.
The second one was already trying to get a hit in on you, and Nagisa could see Karma was about to step in, but he stopped when he saw you grab the second guy's face, and slam it into your awaiting knee.
“Shut up,” He collapsed on the ground, and you crouched down so you were eye-level with him.
“Listen. I’m in 3-E now. I cannot sink any lower than this, so there’s nothing for me to lose right? So I suggest you tell all your little friends that I will not hesitate to do to them what I just did to you. Got it?”
Both shook their heads, then scrambled away from you, clutching their respective faces.
Your POV:
Your knuckles hurt. Punching someone with that much force was much more painful than they showed in movies.
And, deep down, you were scared what the boys said was true.
You were quiet and reserved, and your interests never matched those around you, and now here you were, blood dripping off your knuckles, tights ripped, hair disheveled, and they were right.
You were a freak.
Karma probably only hung out with you out of pity, why else would he?
And Nagisa only did out of obligation, after all, he couldn’t be Karma’s friend and then not yours, right?
You weren’t even aware you were crying until the tears dripped onto the pavement below your face.
“Y/N? are you okay?”
It was quiet for once inside your head. Too quiet.
“It’s okay Karma. You don’t have to feel pity for me anymore. You can ignore me, and go back to how things were before. I’m okay with being alone,” Despite your words, your voice wobbled and more tears sprung from your eyes.
“Hey. Look at me,” Karma cupped your face with his hands, wiping away a tear with his thumb.
“I hang out with you because I want to. Those guys didn’t know what they were talking about. You’re beautiful and smart, and so devoted. I’ve always loved that about you,”
He said ‘loved”
“You looked badass just now. Don’t think you going crazy on those jerks is going to make me change the way I see you. If you think I’m that shallow, then you’re stupid.
I love the way you chew your lip when your worried, and I love the way you always try so hard in math even though you’re not that good at it. I love the way that you adore the weirdest things, like snakes and old music, and I love how you smile at me when you think I’m not looking,”
Crap he noticed-
“And finally, I love you Y/N. Will you be my girlfriend?”
You beamed at him, hearing the words you had always dreamed of hearing.
“Yes. Please,”
He hugged you close to his body, as he could protect you from all the bad in the world, and you relished the way his arms wrapped around you.
“Can I kiss you?”
Instead of giving him an answer, you leaned up and tilted your head so it fit perfectly against his.
Despite all the strawberry milk he drinks, he tasted like cinnamon sugar, an almost bittersweet flavor. He melted into your touch, and his breath tickled your nose when he pulled away.
A light cough from ten feet away reminded you that Nagisa was still here, and you instantly withdrew from Karma’s embrace, smoothing down your uniform.
“Nagisa~ Look who just got a girlfriend,”
“Shut up,” You lightly punched his arm, but you also let your hand entwine with his.
And this was all you ever wanted.
a/n: i read somewhere that Karma’s parents r like super rich so he lives in a mansion????
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komkommertijd · 3 years
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Let’s ignore that it took me forever to actually do this, thank you so much for tagging me @verstappened @scharletred 💛💛
Rules: It’s time to love yourself. Choose your 5 favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you’ve brought into the world. Tag as many writers/artist/etc. you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
It’s actually been about a year since I’ve started writing for this fandom, so it’s the perfect chance to look back at what I have created so far. I have no idea who to tag but if anyone sees this and wants to do it, feel free to say I tagged you 🌻
(Putting this under the cut so I won’t spam everyone’s dash - have fun kids 😌)
1 - One Million Words
When a stranger texts the wrong number and accidentally sends Daniel a declaration of love, he knows he can't let it go.
This one is probably not my best work but it’s my first full-length fic for this fandom and one of the first multi chaptered fics I have finished in general. It holds a very special place in my heart and I actually really like the plot. There’s comfort and love, and the plot twist/how it all comes together in the end is something I’m quite proud of. I initially started writing this story to cope with some personal stuff and it worked, so it’s probably good, right? Anyway, it’s set in Toronto and I love it 😌
2 - Here for Christmas
There was a single snowflake falling down from the pitch-black sky, landing on Daniel's nose right before he stepped back into the warm apartment. He turned around one last time, whispering into the night before closing the door behind him.
"Merry Christmas, Maxy."
I wrote this one in the car on our way to my relatives for Christmas last year and while I don’t consider myself good at writing about grief, I do like how it turned out. And I know I keep telling that story, but I read this one out to an actual published author and they genuinely liked it, so it holds a special place in my heart and my memory. It reminds me a bit of my friend whom I miss dearly, which probably plays into my bias.
3 - ‘Cause you’re a sky full of starts (I’m gonna give you my heart)
The viewscreen on the main deck has dead pixels in the upper right corner and Daniel slowly thinks that it's driving him insane. It doesn't help that none other but Charles Leclerc is sitting next to him on Max's seat, legs kicked up to rest on the table. It drives him insane how chill Charles seems with the whole situation, almost as if he's making fun of Daniel. He has always been the better commander out of the two of them, hell, Charles calls himself captain and that's not very professional at all, but it's hard not to compare himself to Charles.
Or
Glimpses of the life of crew members of the spaceship Exodus and the chaos that ensues.
The Space AU 😌 I had an unreasonable amount of fun writing this and I still think about this fic a lot. I did start working on a sequel back in summer but I don’t really have much faith in myself when it comes to finishing it. I loved the concepts in the fic and the different crews, and George and his Gameboy are just <33 The relationships in this story and the character dynamics, the porn virus, the chaos, it’s perfect and I’m glad I managed to throw this all together at 4 am.
4 - the victories and the lows.
Well, maybe it's one constant, he thinks when he finds Valtteri in the crowd of celebrating people and clinks their bottles together. They drink to the season and to their therapy-drinking-sessions throughout it and Daniel smiles a little harder and laughs a little louder after that.
I am so proud of myself for writing a oneshot this long and the amount of work that went into it always surprises me when I think about it. It’s not quite heavy? but I worked through a lot of feelings there. I’m not that into writing season recaps usually but the Renault pity party was too tempting not to. I like how it played out and it’s still one of my favorite works of mine, which I love recommending once in a while. It’s a bit more out of the ordinary but it means a lot to me.
5 - when it comes to art, it’s important not to hide the madness
coincidence /kəʊˈɪnsɪd(ə)ns/ noun a remarkable concurrence of events or circumstances without apparent causal connection.
or
the uni/texting/coffee shop au no one asked for but i wrote it anyway.
shenanigans (may) occur.
I mean, it’s a work in progress and we’re only three chapters in but this fic means a lot to me. It’s self-indulgent, it’s relatively light content (so far..?), and working on it makes me very happy. There are so many cameos, characters I love and it’s just genuinely so much fun. Especially when things get a bit stressful and rough in real life, this fic offers me a way to escape and deal with it in a different way. It’s one of my favorite things to work on and there’s so much exciting stuff about it, so it really deserves a spot on this list.
other honorable mentions
quarter past midnight Can’t breathe (I’m waiting for the exhale) I got this feeling on a summer day (knew it when I saw his face) Midsummer Night Dreaming home
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PROMPTS
So I feel like writing, dump some numbers, as many as you wish, into my askbox and I’ll write a oneshot! Be sure to leave a ship, and please keep it in the Hamilton fandom xP
1.“Do you want me to leave?”
2,“You are not going without me.”
3.“I can’t believe you!”
4.“I swear it won’t happen again.”
5.“What did you say?”
6.“I’m not jealous.”
7.“You’re jealous, aren’t you?”
8.“We can’t keep doing this.”
9.“Isn’t this amazing?”
10.“I’m going to take care of you, okay?”
11.“Stay the night. Please.”
12.“You can’t die. Please don’t die.”
13.“Run away with me.”
14.“You did WHAT?”
15.“Quit whining.”
16.“Get outta my sight!”
17.“Why are you so annoying?”
18.“Were you ever going to tell me?”
19.“Never in a million years.”
20.“Don’t ask me that…”
21.“I might have had a few shots.”
22.“What’s with the box?”
23.“W- What are you doing?”
24.“Say it!”
25.“I could kiss you right now!”
26.“Are you done with that?”
27.“What’s going on here?”
28.“Stop pinning this on me! You started it!”
29.“It’s your fault we’re in this mess.”
30.“Did you do this on purpose?!”
31.“Kiss me.”
32.“Are you still awake..?”
33.“Excuse you?”
34.“This is all your fault!”
35.“Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!”
36.“I shouldn’t be in love with you!”
37.“It’s not fair!”
38.“I could kill you right now!”
39.“Knock it off!”
40.“Screw you!”
41.“I can’t be in love with you!”
42.“Make me.”
43.“Don’t tempt me.”
44.“I hate you.”
45.“You are infuriating!”
46.“Just shut up already.”
47.“That doesn’t even make sense.”
48.“Just admit I’m right.”
49.“Just admit you’re wrong.”
50.“You are being ridiculous!”
51.“That’s irrational.”
52.“Listen to me!”
53.“That’s not what I meant and you know it.”
54.“Don’t yell at me.”
55.“That’s it. End of discussion.”
56.“I don’t believe you.”
57,“You shouldn’t have said that.”
58.“Shut your mouth before I shut it for you.”
59.“How dare you?”
60.“I dare you!”
61.“It’s you, it’s always been you.”
62.“Well this is awkward…”
63.“Just pretend to be my date”.
64.“Are you really gonna leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?”
65.“You think I’m dumb enough to fall for that stupid move?”
66.“When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then!”
67.“I think I’ve been holding myself back from falling in love with you all over again.”
68.“You know we’re supposed to be together. I knew it the first time I saw you, and you know it, too. I know you do.”
69.“Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”
70.“I’m not going to apologize for this. Not anymore.”
71.“That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.”
72.“Could I sit here? All the other tables are full.”
73.“You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!”
74.“It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”
75.“This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.“
76.“It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.”
77.“It’s midnight, what do you want?”
78.“I think I know how to use a bed.”
79.“I have something to tell you…”
80.“I think I’m pregnant.”
81.“No, no, no, no, no, we aren’t ready… We aren’t ready for kids yet!”
82.“Your hair is so soft…”
83.“You’re so cute when you pout like that!”
84.“Just relax, I’ll wash your hair for you.”
85.“I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”
86.“What, does that feel good?”
87.“Are you wearing my shirt?”
88.“You are ridiculously comfortable…”
89.“I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with…”
90.“You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this…”
91.“You’re beautiful, you know that?”
92.“Aren’t they beautiful?”
93.“These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.”
94.“Shooting star, make a wish.”
5.“It’s actually a comet, but I’ll still make one.”
96.“Imagine if it could always be this way, even in the city.”
97.“Wow, you’re hot.”
98.“Keep sweet-talking and this could go a whole new direction.”
99.“Take off your clothes.”
100.“Tell all those other guys/girls you don’t need them ‘cause you got me.”
101.“Don’t give me that face, it’s so cute I might not be able to hold back.”
102.“After everything you did, you’re asking ME to apologize for snapping at you ONCE?”
103.“Are you drunk?”
104.“Are you hitting on her for me?”
105.“Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!”
106.“Are you okay?” “Why do you ask?” “You’re wearing two different shoes.”
107.“Are you really taking his side against me?”  
108.“At what point did you think that was a good idea?”
109.“Come over here and make me.”
110.“Come with me.”
111.“Could you be happy here with me?”
112.“Can I kiss you?”
113.“Come back to bed.”
114.“Be my wife.”
115.“Before I do this, I need you to know that I have always loved you.”
116.“Damn. You clean up good.”
117.“Did I just say that out loud?”
118.“Did I stutter?”
119.“Did you enjoy yourself last night?”
120.“Did you hear that?”
121.“Do you ever think we should just stop this?”
122.“Don’t say that. Not now.”
123.“Do you think she could have loved me?”
124.“Don’t say you love me.”
125.“Don’t you ever do that again!”
126.“Either ask her out or I will do it for you!”
127.“Excuse me, I’m terribly lost. Can you help me?”
128.“Everyone deserves a second chance.”
129.“Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”
130.“For some reason I’m attracted to you.”
131.“Frankly, I couldn’t care less.”
132.“Go on then, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”
133.“Go then, leave! See if I care!”
134.“H-How long have you been standing there?”
135.“Have I ever lied to you?”
136.“Have you lost your damn mind?”
137.“Hey, have you seen the…? Oh…”
138.“Hey, I’m with you, okay? Always.”
139.“His ego is so visible; I can almost watch it grow.”
140.“Hold me back!”
141.“How dare you?”
142.“How could anyone be that cruel?”
143.“How long has it been?”
144.“I almost lost you!”
145.“I am not losing you again!”
146.“I came here to explain what happened, and I’m not leaving until you listen.”
147.“I can manage on my own.”
148.“I can’t… I can’t lose you.”
149.“I can’t get you out of my head.”
150.“I can’t let you do that.”
151.“I can’t start over again.”
152.“I can’t stop thinking about you.”
153.“I choose you!”
154.“I could never leave you, I love you too much!”
155.“I didn’t ask for any of this!”
156.“I didn’t realize I needed your permission.”
157.“I don’t care what he said, it doesn’t mean jack squat.”
158.“I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
159.“I don’t know why I’m crying.”
160.“I didn’t want to hurt you.”
161.“I don’t want to let you down.”
162.“I had a nightmare about you and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.”
163.“I had to see you again.”
164.“I hate you!”  “No, you don’t.”
165.“I just need you to do this one thing for me.”
166.“I just really need to have you here right now.”
167.“I just want this.”
168.“I just want to be alone right now.”
169.“I just wanted you to know that when I picture myself happy… It’s with you.”
170.“I know, but I love him… You can’t give up on someone you love.”
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4. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?
40 (because I keep fucking adding to the list like a moron. All of them will be written, but I don’t want to start more than one multi-chapter thing in case it tempts me to slack off on my current project. 
I’m not counting one-shots because the ETA on those is “whenever I’m in the mood to put something up and don’t have any chapters to write”. So longfics only, but these are the current active projects that all have a chance of being the next thing I work on (after The Pale Man which is a oneshot but something I really should have done by now):
Diaspora: Me making Advent Children not suck. The end product will only bear a superficial resemblance to Advent Children, but I think that’s for the best. Strong case for this one being next, just so people will know what I consider “baseline canon” more or less (starting with an AU was a mistake). Also I really really really want to write a thing where Cloud interacts with a whole lot of kids because I think he’d be great with them, and The Number I lends itself very poorly to that despite the hints of it that I managed to cram in. Motorcycles and Jenova cults and Reunion, oh my.
She That Waits: Better title pending. Silent Hill and It – two great tastes that taste great together. What’s Dead And Buried (aka that time I just posted chapter 18 of The Number I as its own story to see how many random passersby would be interested in it on its own merits) was actually me focus testing some things for this story. People seem to have responded positively, and this is officially the next thing on the list, so there is a strong case for it being the next main project. 
BORD SHILLING. I LIKE BORB. [Better Title Pending]: Me yelling at Square for throwing around buzzwords. ANGEL WINGS DREAMS HONOUR DARKNESS SEE LOOK I CAN DO IT TOO. Postgame. For @limbostratus. Very sad, very sweet (I hope). Also probably kinda weird. Has priority due to being physically higher on the list and also for a friend. Also lower stakes than The Number I (though hopefully just as upsetting), which I think I might need.
Meddling Kids: Also high on the queue, also lower stakes, and probably a bit more lighthearted than some of the other stuff here. Modern Day AU. I’ve been enthusiastic about this idea for a while but just don’t have much of a plot for it yet. Pretty gay. Involves me printing out that one picture of Aeris wearing the skate-punk shorts and sneakers, grinding it into powder, and doing the entire rail off a picture of Bill Murray.  
A Symphony For Crows [Better Title Pending, god that one’s pretentious]: Me scraping up the remains of a novel I once wanted to write ever since I was like ten before I realised I didn’t give a rat’s ass about the characters I created and was a thousand times more invested in the cast of some RPG from the nineties and threw out the whole thing. Original setting. High fantasy. Oldschool faeries. Probably very flowery. Inspired by The Snow Queen a bit. Potentially the longest fic on here, apart from…
[Title Pending]: Me violently spewing hatred at the VII fanbase via allegory. That’s not what this started out as, honestly, but I noticed after a while that that’s sure what was sneaking in as unintentional subtext, so I just decided to roll with it. Partially the remains of several scrapped RP campaigns, partially some headcanons that I have kicking around that I realised could form a coherent story. Will not be published without at least getting Diaspora out of the way first. It’ll be tricky to pull off, due to its length, due to the fact that half of it is very OC heavy apart from Zack as the narrative shifts around, and due to the sheer scale of the fucking thing. I don’t know what order most of these are going to be in (and am accepting feedback on what you guys want to see first), but this one is definitely lower.
Dollhouse: Another story lower on the queue. Given that said queue is 40 fucking stories, “low” in this context means like… ten or eleven at most? but it’s not getting immediately published. Probably the darkest thing on this list, apart from maybe ^that one, and even then I think this one might be a little more upsetting. Won’t be published for a while because it’s the most OC-heavy story I have, and because I need to firmly establish myself as Not Crazy I Promise before I put it up. Thriller/psychological horror. 
[Title Pending] but I’ve been calling it Dumpsterman Roadtrip in my head: Cloud and Sephiroth and me examining their dynamic properly since no one else seems to be doing that. Not necessarily a redemption fic. I don’t know yet. Still a bit fuzzy, I haven’t done much concrete planning with it yet. It’s infuriating to me that there are a thousand million fics focusing on Cloud and Sephiroth’s relationship, and not a damn one of them does it properly despite being handed this great dichotomy on a silver platter. I get “OMG WHAT A SADIST THAT LIVES TO TORTURE THIS ONE MAN” is easier to write, but that doesn’t make it even remotely better. 
FROG ADVENTURE [Better Title Pending]: Cloud gets turned into a frog, separated from the group before anyone can realise what’s happened, spends like a year as a frog trying not to get eaten. The only G-rated one on the pending-projects list, I think. Still working out how I’m gonna handle this considering it’s also going to be either very OC-heavy or Cloud will be the only character saying anything throughout the entire thing. Either could be an interesting experiment. Classic sixties children’s book vibes for this one. 
The Doublemint Twins Visit the Kierkegaard Retrospective [Better Title Pending but I think this one is pretty good]: This fic used to be way different in the planning stages! In fact it was originally for sure going to be the next thing I wrote, but as I expanded the outline more and more everything just kept getting darker and darker and eventually I couldn’t figure out a single conceivable way there could be a happy ending. I consider happy (or at least bittersweet) endings mandatory for everything I write, so in the end I wound up scrapping it for a while until I picked up the bits I could still work with and rearranged them a little. This one’s still pretty existentialist, I think, but nowhere near as grim. I have no idea how to end this one either, but at least it doesn’t seem as grim as the last one did, which originally involved Cloud finding a lot of the clones (as in actual clones, not the way the story uses the term) Hojo made of him for the sake of backup organ harvesting still alive, and it turns out he’s also a clone, and the whole thing kind of devolved from there as I struggled to figure out what the fuck to do with like ten different Clouds that would end even remotely well. Also, I feel like a lot of people have done clones and siblings or whatever, but I have yet to see anyone that’s done this. 
28. Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.
@cateringisalie, @auncyen, and @farfromdaylight are like the only people I read anyway. I can’t answer this question without my very very obvious bias showing. They have an actual understanding of the characters and don’t write the same fucking thing over and over again and that’s already more than anyone else is doing. 
39. Do you ever get rude reviews and how do you deal with them?
Only the weird one that called me double reverse racist against myself and also Christians. 
I thrive off of negativity and the knowledge of how terrible everyone’s tastes are is enough to give me the inspiration to write entire goddamn novels, as you can see. 
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Post Its (Jimin Oneshot)
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Pairing: Jimin/Reader
Idea Started: September 2016
Words: 3285
Posted: August 31st 2017
Author’s notes: For Megan, because I know how much you love your dorky boy in his big sweaters. I hope Seoul is amazing for you. <3 @jiminlush 
In your own experience, college could be summed up in a matter of six statements...
1) Too much alcohol and not enough studying.
2) I could buy a salad but cup noodles are only 99¢.
3) What day of the week is it again?
4) Wait, this isn’t my class…
5) I thought that assignment was due next week...fuck.
6) I haven’t slept in three days.
No matter how used to the college environment you had become these statements rang true every year and throughout the year. Rather it was that you made the choice to go to a Friday night party at some guy’s house (who you only vaguely remembered being introduced to in chemistry) or it was that you had a grand total of $9.57 in your bank account and skipping a meal looked wise. It didn’t matter which scenario it was, every year was the same. Every year you survived off of the worst processed food imaginable and forgot assignments were due. Every year, at least once, you would walk into a class, sit down and realise that you were actually not in that class. And then you’d realise you were in the entirely wrong building but you hadn’t noticed because you hadn’t slept in two days. The only difference between your first year and this one was that eventually along the way these things became less embarrassing and more natural. And that happened for everyone. It was just a factor of the environment.
But not this year. No, this year, your final year, things were going to be different. You wanted to pull your marks up and you were going to stay on top of things, no matter how many neon coloured post-it notes it took. It was time to get serious.
You just wished your project partner had the same ambitions.
You met Park Jimin three years ago during your first semester. Unlike yourself, he was incredibly good at socialising, floating from group of friends to group of friends and never making a single person he talked with feel neglected. He always texted back. You didn’t know how he kept up. You’d forget to text back for days sometimes. And then there was his sheer amount of Facebook friends. 
You weren’t sure how, but somehow he managed to keep up with all 852 of them.  Just looking at the amount of chat conversations he had going wherever he went on the website made your head spin a bit. You didn’t know how he did it. In comparison, you sported a measly ninety-seven Facebook buddies and a good thirty of that number were extended family and friends of your family. But perhaps that is why you always liked being around Jimin. 
He was always so...uplifting. No matter what kind of mood you were in, if you talked to him, you left the conversation feeling happy. And that was probably a pretty good indication as to why he had so many friends in the first place. He was kind to his core and willing to pay for drinks. He never got irrational or jealous about someone not wanting to hang out. Jimin was the true definition of social butterfly and you were unsure if he ever had to feel lonely.  
However, while Jimin had fantastic skills in socialisation, to the point where you encouraged him to think about becoming a salesman of some kind, he lacked the same sort of skills in concentration and focus. This often led to you helping him with his assignments and homework. Acting as a guide of sorts, though there was times you were tempted to push him out of in front of the computer and write the assignment for him. You never gave into them, but you had come close a couple times.
You couldn’t deny that there was a small part of you that wondered if perhaps that is why you are friends. Maybe he likes being close with the girl who helps him do all his schoolwork. You were not sure if this was a good or a bad thing, but at least he valued you for something.
You were sure that it couldn’t be for your personality. Your other friends like to taunt you by commending that upon occasion, a wall would hold up conversation better than you did. It happened whenever you had your brain stuck on something. You tended to hyper focus and when you did that, anyone could forget trying to get your attention until it subsided naturally.
Perhaps this is why you made the perfect pair of friends. Where you lacked in social skills, Jimin made up in and introduced you to people. He even scored you a few one-night stands over the years, though the intention had always been just to introduce you to a new friend.
Where he lacked in the traditional application of his knowledge, you helped him figure out how to get the words on paper. While sometimes it had him so frustrated he’d turn into a grouch who really needed to be fed, he always managed to get to the end of the assignment with your help. The friendship had been harmonious from the beginning and it had made some of the harder parts of the year easier to bear.
However, this was your first project together. While in the past you two hadn’t traditionally shared a lot of the same labs or seminars, you managed to luck out with this time and of course he had immediately sat next to you upon the announcement of a joint assignment. Well, you figured that it being a matter of luck was subjective here because while Park Jimin had been your good friend for three years, you still hadn’t a clue how to get him in a good zone of focus. And unfortunately, unless you were to do your half and them coach him through his, you needed to. Your joint assignment was due in two weeks.
“We have to focus, Jimin,” you told him for the sixth time as you browsed through your notes, flipping to look for the sticky note that said some little piece of info about Niobium on it. You knew you had written it on one of neon blue post its but unfortunately there were a rough estimate of something like a million blue ones.
“I am. I’m looking at the periodic table right now.”
To be fair, he was technically looking at it. If laying upside down on your bed and glancing at the chart you had colourfully drawn onto Bristol Board whilst messaging three other people on his phone counted. But it didn’t actually count. If anything, it sort of pissed you off. How dare he sit on the bed and be comfortable while you sat amongst scattered texts on the floor.
“Jimin, this is worth ten percent of our mark, please focus,” you begged as you looked up from your book and into his upside-down gorgeous brown eyes as he smiled your way, trying to soften you up.
Jimin was beautiful in that sort of way that looked like he was outside more than he was inside. Warm sun-kissed skin and dark brown hair. He was always wearing hoodies that were a bit too big for him and soft wasn’t a generous enough word to describe him. He constantly looked like somebody’s boyfriend.
It didn’t surprise you he was popular with a lot of ladies but inside it made you feel nice that he made time to be your friend too. At least he wasn’t one of those guys who would blow you off every time he found a girl to blow him. He always made time for you, even if you called in the middle of the night because you didn’t quite feel right.
“Okay, I’ll focus. You’re hair is going to turn grey if I don’t,” he said as he have you a coy smile and moved to sink onto the floor across from you. He crossed his legs and brought one of the books closer, setting his phone aside. “Niobium, right?”
“Yes,” you said as you gave him a little smile and then mouthed him a ‘thank you.’
Another fifteen minutes passed and you eventually found the little sticky note you had been looking for. You sighed with relief and copied the information as you glanced towards Jimin to see how he was doing. He was laying on his back, his head was propped up on a pillow lying on the floor, and his feet were on the bed. You sighed as you watched him chat with one of his other pretty good friends.
“Jimin…”
He tilted his head back and glanced at you curiously. Then he gave you a sheepish smile. “I’m sorry, Y/N. You know I have issues focusing. I went to look something up and then ended up talking to Tae.”
“I know...I know.” You sighed heavily but it didn’t change your decision. You held out your hand and looked into his eyes. “I know you don’t mean it, but I’m going to hang onto that for now.”
Jimin immediately pouted but he knew there was no reasoning with you. He moved his legs off the bed and flopped onto his side before he sat back up into the correct position again. He looked down at his phone and then handed it over to you before he opened his book again.
“Thank you. This project is important and we both want to do well,” you gave him a small and sincere smile before you began to concentrate again, tapping a pen on the surface of your book.
Jimin looked up at you some time later but you didn’t notice until you heard his voice come out softly. “Y/N, you��re really beautiful.”
You didn’t look up at him as you flipped a page in your notebook and typed the information into your laptop, compiling the basic information you needed before you began to really get the project rolling. “Thank you, but it won’t get your phone back.”
“It wasn’t why I said it...I just wanted you to know.”
You looked up at him then and he was giving you that really soft smile he seemed to turn your way a lot, the one that turned his eyes into crescents. You felt your face flush and then you bit your lip before you started to go through the notes again, mumbling out a ‘thank you.’ 
Sometimes he did this sort of thing, he’d just gave you random compliments and then that look. You wondered why, but it always seemed to be in these sort of moments when he should have been concentrating on something else. Perhaps it was just another way to distract himself.
“Can I use the post its?” He reached towards them while he asked and before you could get an answer out he was already opening your little box. His eyes passed over the mini pads of different fluorescent colours in it and he eventually picked the pink and green ones.
“Sure, but make sure you’re using them for the project, Park Jimin,” you told him in a stern tone as you glanced up at him before you began to type again.
“I am, don’t worry.”
You made a slight sound of disbelief before you began typing and outline for the assignment, which was based around conducting a few experiments. It was important you got all this done for optimal safety in the lab. You wouldn’t be allowed to proceed if your professor didn’t approve your proposal. You needed plenty of time to correct any mistakes and Jimin wasn’t really allowing for that.
In fact, despite what you told him, he was not using the post its for science. You sighed as you saw him writing little notes on them and pretty much sticking them to every surface of your room that he could. There were probably three on your mirror.
At this point you had a decision to make. You could either hound Jimin until you made him pout to new extremes and probably not get him to focus in the end or you could just do your work, leave him to his devices and then coach him through it later when you didn’t have to focus on yourself. You had to pick your battles and this wasn’t one of them.
You continued to do your work, creating the outline while he quite literally moved between every possible corner of the room. He did his his own thing; putting up post its, stopping because he wanted to try on your rings, and then making more notes to stick to unsuspecting surfaces. He even tried on a headband of yours to sate his boredom but you figured he must have decided teal and silver stripes didn’t compliment him because he took it off. When those things no longer kept his focus, he eventually laid next to you and put his head in your lap, looking up at you with his ridiculously soft brown eyes.    
“Hello, Y/N.”
“Hello Jimin,” you replied as you chewed on the inside of your cheek, not taking your eyes away from the laptop to give him your full attention. In fact, the only outward signs that you acknowledged his presence were that you responded to him and the fact that you had your arm awkwardly lifted to compensate for the position of his head while you typed.
“We should take a break,” he said as he lifted his leg to bend at the knee so he could balance the pad of post it notes there. He began to write again and then placed one on your knee, giving you a cute smile after.
Knobby knees.
You glanced down at it and then rolled your eyes a little bit. To start, his handwriting was nicer than yours. You had always been envious of the legibility of it. His lines were crisp and clear while the loops on letters such as ‘y’ and ‘g’ looked like something out of a pretty font rather than what a human could write. Your handwriting looked more like something a guy would write stereotypically.
“Really, Jimin?” you asked as you gestured to the note and quirked a brow.
“It’s true. They’re kind of dorky in a cute way,” he responded with slightly amusement leaking from his tone.
“My knees are cute…” you said as if you were thinking it over. You made a bit of a face and then shook your head as you began typing again. “‘Kay then.”
Jimin hummed to himself and then made another note, sitting up so it was easier to write. You were thankful because it allowed you to rest your arm on your thigh again instead of just holding it midair. This time he stuck it to your stomach and gave you another soft smile.
Soft tummy.
How could someone slightly irritate you but also be very cute at the same time? You adored him but this project was really important and you needed to get your half done so you could move onto helping him through his. It took time to do and so you just wanted to get this out of the way and he was being so distracting, although in a very sweet and oddly endearing way.
“Jimin, I love you, but I am trying to get work done here,” you said as you stuck your tongue out very slightly, a habit of concentration. You tucked your hair behind your ear and then flipped a page in your notebook, copying more words down.
“I know. But you look like you’re working too hard. It’s why I said you should take a break,” he explained as he wrote another note and put it on your side.
Beautiful curves.
You had one of those moments where you knew you had to choose your battles. So at this point, you just let him stick the notes to you. He had to get bored of it eventually, seeing as he got bored putting them on inanimate furniture. At least, you hoped he would. You might explode if he kept this up much longer.
“Just don’t acknowledge it. Don’t read the notes. Don’t make any moves or sounds when he puts them on. He’ll get bored,” you told yourself confidently as your fingertips danced across the keys of your laptop.
Jimin giggled to himself as he wrote another one and then put it on your butt. You tried not to let your eyebrow twitch despite the fact that you knew he was pleased with himself. Drawing in a long breath, you let it go.
Cute butt.
You were pretty sure you had sat through him putting at least twenty notes all over you. In fact, he had even grabbed the other colours just to make it look like you were trying to impersonate a neon Christmas tree. You were about to explode.
Taking a deep breath, you quietly closed the lid of your laptop. “Jimin.”
“Y/N,” he replied with a little smile. He reached forwards and puts another note right on your bottom lip, sticking it there.
“Oh come on, Jimin,” you sigh as you reach down and begin to take them off one by one.
Your actions only seemed to please him more as you glanced at them and read the words. You felt a blush creep onto your cheeks ad you read them and your gut began to squirm. It’s an anxious feeling and your brain keeps wondering if it’s possible that he’s playing a trick on you. Almost in a rush you keep peeling them off and reading the messages.
Beautiful curves, knobby knees, adorable freckles, soft tummy, cute butt, pretty hair, soft skin, beautiful neck, back dimples, pudgy thighs (that I want to bite), collarbones (I want to put hickies on), cute fingers (I want to bite them too)...
With every note you read, your blush got more intense and you began to feel shier. You glanced up into his eyes, almost afraid you’d see some kind of self satisfied smirk but instead you saw a very soft smile and eyes that couldn’t trick you even if he tried. Taking a deep breath, you reached for the last note on your lips and pulled it off.
Please kiss me.
“Now can we please take a break, Y/N?” Jimin asked as he reached for your hand and laced your fingers with his. He had a sort of courage to his actions that made you feel warm inside. He didn’t look away from your eyes, if anything it made you feel like he really meant the things he wrote. “I think we could focus on some other stuff for awhile.”
You swallowed and you opened your mouth but you didn’t know what to say. Overwhelmed didn’t really cover how you felt but you had the sudden thought that maybe Jimin didn’t have to look like somebody else’s boyfriend in those oversized sweaters anymore. Just maybe he could look like yours.  
As if following the direction of your thoughts, he stuck one more note to you, right where your heart would be. You couldn’t decide if it was cheesy or sweet but to be honest you didn’t care really care. The action had brought that familiar tingling sensation to your stomach, like you had just gone over the big drop on a roller coaster. You reached for it and peeled it away from your shirt, reading it slowly and letting the tingling spread.
Be mine?
To be honest, you were quite fond of the way he looked in those sweaters.
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Send me prompts
I haven’t gotten any requests for oneshots or whatever in a while, so I decided to do something fun.
I know a lot of people have done this before, but I thought it’d be fun to let you guys pick a sentence starter prompt, and then send it to me with a pairing. Only send the sentence and the pairing you want, and I’ll write a oneshot based on both.
If there’s a strikethrough on a prompt you wanted to ask me, it means I’ve already answered it. You can find my response in my ‘library’ tag.
Here are the sentence starters (taken from here):
“Marry me.” “Do you want me to leave?” “You are not going without me.” “I can’t believe you!” “I swear it won’t happen again.” “What did you say?” “I’m not jealous.” “You’re jealous, aren’t you?” “We can’t keep doing this.” “Are you sure this is legal?” “Isn’t this amazing?” “I’m going to take care of you, okay?” “Stay the night. Please.” “You can’t die. Please don’t die.” “Run away with me.” “You did WHAT?” “Quit whining.” “Get outta my sight!” “Why are you so annoying?” “Were you ever going to tell me?” “Never in a million years.” “Don’t ask me that…” “I might have had a few shots.” “What’s with the box?” “W- What are you doing?” “Say it!” “I could kiss you right now!” “Are you done with that?” “What’s going on here?” “Stop pinning this on me! You started it!” “It’s your fault we’re in this mess.” “Did you do this on purpose?!” “Kiss me.” “Are you still awake..?” “Excuse you?” “This is all your fault!” “I can’t believe you dragged me into this.” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!” “I shouldn’t be in love with you!” “It’s not fair!” “I could kill you right now!” “Knock it off!” “Screw you!” “You’re a complete moron!” “I love this song!” “I can’t be in love with you!” “Make me.” “Don’t tempt me.” “I hate you.” “You are infuriating!” “Just shut up already.” “That doesn’t even make sense.” “Bite me.” “Eat me.” “Kiss my ass.” “Just admit I’m right.” “Just admit you’re wrong.” “You are being ridiculous!” “That’s irrational.” “Listen to me!” “That’s not what I meant and you know it.” “Don’t yell at me.” “That’s it. End of discussion.” “I don’t believe you.” “You shouldn’t have said that.” “Fuck you!” “Shut your mouth before I shut it for you.” “How dare you?” “I dare you!” “It’s you, it’s always been you.” “Well this is awkward…” “Just pretend to be my date”.  
MISCELLANEOUS
“Are you really gonna leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?” “The planet is fine. The people are fucked.” “I just did some calculations, and I’ve been able to determine that you’re full of shit.” “You know what I like most about people? Pets.” “Do you ever think if people heard our conversations they’d lock us up?” “What about a compromise? I’ll kill them first, and if it turns out they were friendly, I’ll apologize.” “I don’t hate you.. I just don’t like that you exist.” “Love is the jelly to sunshine’s peanut butter. And if I tell you that I’m in sandwich with you, I’m not just saying it to get in your Ziploc bag.” “Do things that make you happy within the confines of the legal system.” “Did you really just insult Captain America in front of me?” “Can I touch your boob?” “It’s not that you’re wrong, exactly, you’re just extremely not right.” “You shouldn’t be trusted with small children, should you?” “Give me cake or give me death.” “On a scale from, ’I can sometimes make important phone calls without crying’ to ’I have a stable job with a steady income, a spouse who loves me, a dog, and two kids who are screwed up minimally at worst’, how much of an adult are you?” “You think I’m dumb enough to fall for that stupid move?” “Despite the cliche, it’s not me, it’s you.” “Obviously you can’t tell a woman you just met that you love her, but it sucks that you can’t.” “No, it was my fault for thinking that you might care.” “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Specially then!” “If you’re not scared, then you’re not taking a chance. If you’re not taking a chance, then what the hell are we doing anyway?” “I think I’ve been holding myself back from falling in love with you all over again.” “What have I told you about the toilet seat?” “I tried to change the duvet and I got stuck inside.” “I vote today to be a pajama day.” “You have to tell me why were committing a felony before we do it. Not that that’s going to stop us, but at least I’ll have all the facts.” “I don’t leave messages. If I wanted to talk to a machine, I’d talk to my VCR.” “I can be flexible. As long as everything is exactly the way I want it, I’m totally flexible.” “You know we’re suppose to be together. I knew it the first time I saw you, and you know it, too. I know you do.” “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?” “I’m not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.” “What I hear when I’m being yelled at is people caring loudly at me.” “I am NOT crying, okay?! I’m allergic to jerks!” “This would not happen if I had a penis!” “That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.” “All nighter, you and me. First one to fall sleep buys the other dinner.” “I don’t think I’ve ever played spin the bottle.” “Sorry! I didn’t mean to touch your butt.” “I’m ok, thank you. Just please, stop talking to me.” “To the night you’ll never remember!” “Excuse me, did the 12:15 bus come by already?” “Could I sit here? All the other tables are full.” “Are you meeting someone here? Because.. I think I’m that person.” “You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!” “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.” “Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his/her cake hole.” “I’m not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren’t even hot.” “You better take care of that car or I swear I’ll haunt your ass!” “This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.“ “It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.” “I could do that, but could doesn’t mean would.” “You cannot fathom the immensity of the fucks I don’t give.” “You’re like, five feet tall. How you gonna reach me, shortie?” “I recognize that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it” “Do you need me to kill someone for you?” “Look out where you’re going, asshole!” “Fuck the sandwich guy!” “I did not mean for stripping to come out of this.” “The whole street is blocked off. The police won’t tell us anything, but I think there’s been some kind of attack… Maybe a bomb?” “Oh my god, are you okay? I’m calling the police. I think I saw who did this to you.” “I’m weird, you’re weird, we could have weird little babies and live weirdly ever after if it wasn’t for the fact I find you repulsive.” “There is nothing wrong with planning a wedding with a video game character.” “I’m gonna lay down and die for like half hour okay?”   “There’s been some real friction in our friend group lately. I suggest an orgy to save our friendships.” “It’s midnight, what do you want?” “I think I know how to use a bed.” “If I wake up in the morning and I’m dead… Wait.” “You are completely unfit to handle a child.” “We have to get out of this place. It is EVIL.” “Don’t you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!” “When in doubt curl into the fetal position and give up on life.” “It’s not a double date, we’re just third and forth wheeling.”
FLUFF
“Your hair is so soft…” “You’re so cute when you pout like that!” “Just relax, I’ll wash your hair for you.” “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.” “What, does that feel good?” “HA! I found a weak-spot on you, didn’t I?” “Are you wearing my shirt?” “You are ridiculously comfortable…” “I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with…” “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this…” “You’re beautiful, you know that?” [working on] “We should get a puppy!”
STARGAZING
“Aren’t they beautiful?” “These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.” “Shooting star, make a wish.” “It’s actually a comet, but I’ll still make one.” “Imagine if it could always be this way, even in the city.” “Never thought something so beautiful could exist in nature…” “Wouldn’t it be cool to name a star after yourself?” “Y'know, your roof may not be the safest place for us to stargaze.” “This is why you made me drive three hours out into the middle of nowhere?” “Is that a– Wait, no, just an airplane.” “I wouldn’t mind falling asleep out here.
FLIRTY/SUGGESTIVE/SEXUAL
“Did you just… finish?” “They always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly, this is getting dangerous.” “I’m not actually feeling anything.” “Are you getting any closer?” “Why do they make this look so easy in all those porn movies?! This hurts like fuck!” “Did something just happen? You’re not turned on anymore.” “Shit sorry, am I going too fast?” “Wow, you’re hot.” [working on] “Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?” “Hey, I’m open minded.” “Keep sweet-talking and this could go a whole new direction.” “I think it’s about time we stop avoiding the obvious.” “I’m gonna be honest with you. I’m really horny, and you’re really hot. Can we fuck? Like, now?” “I see someone’s happy to see me.” “I saw that. You just checked me out.” “You know, when this is over, we should really have angry sex.” “Take off your clothes.” “Tell all those other guys/girls you don’t need them ‘cause you got me.” “Don’t give me that face, it’s so cute I might not be able to hold back.” “Boobs are really just squishy pillows.” “If you don’t get turned on by having your neck kissed somethings wrong with you.” “Blasphemy! Sex solves everything.” “I platonically want to have sex with you. No big deal.”
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Alternatively, you can pick a prompt from this massive fanfic prompter and send it to me, with your pairing and any other requests, and I’ll write it.
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