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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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thinking about Eddie & hyacinths again

#as you can surmise im Perfectly Normal about it #this man doesnt make me insane at all. nope.#trying out some new coloring and texture and background things...#on a side note. and i say this so lovingly bc theyre my favorite flowers #FUCK DRAWING HYACINTHS ALL MY HOMIES HATE DRAWING HYACINTHS #that was hell on earth.#ANYWAY THIS DUDE IS NEAT I HOPE HE DIES #nah im jesting im Jesting. am i tho #dead or alive i want him to experience unimaginable horrors and then die ten times and come back Normal #bc eddie strikes me as a 'dying would fix them' character #whether its a real death or a perceived death or Youve Been Dead The Whole Time death dont care dont care #i need him dead on the ground for at leeeaaaast five minutes #id be frothing at the fucking mouth. ragh #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #originally this was gonna be a Very bloody little piece #but then my brain went 'hey. symbolism. what if the blood was flower petals. from hyacinths'#and ohhhh i couldnt pass that up #i wish i did! i would have had a lot more fun drawing a gruesome injury rather than Those Damn Flowers!#i dont know why ive latched onto the hyacinths outside the post office but my brain wont let go #ITS JUST SO SPECIFIC. why why whyyyyyy put that specific flower by this specific guy #especially flowers with Those Meanings and That Myth #*violently shaking the site* WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN #ok im getting myself too worked up i need to touch grass or poke the fire

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haemosexuality · 3 months

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funniest part of seeing someone react to arcane will always be "omg mylo is so annoying shut up kid" *mylo straight up dies* "😨"

#idk why i feel so bad for mylo specifically. maybe bc theres just not much to claggor #but mylo being an asshole is almost endearing in hindsight like thats just a teenager. thats some kid id know from school. and he just DIES #its so horrifying. its so like. episode 3 of arcane will always be my favorite fuck man #it feels like someone pouring ice cold water on you. wake up call. hey this isnt going to be a nice show look at the fucking reality of this #theres like a split second after mylo gets that piece of whatever stabbed into him where he grabs it and looks at claggor #before looking up and seeing the ceiling fall on him #and it makes me want to cry #arcane #mylo arcane

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therealnotta · 1 year

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ok i thought about it and actually, the wildest thing in the wizard of oz series (to me) was when the tin man, scarecrow, and A Random Child whose name I can't remember all went to find the tin man's ex. and they stop at tin man's buddy's house, to see if he knows where said ex is these days, and buddy isn't there, so they go inside to wait for him

and the house???? is full of severed body parts?????? just everywhere, they're in a barrel by the door, they're on the table, just chunks of clearly human flesh and a mess of limbs and whatnot, tin man thinks this is fine, scarecrow is really creeped out, scarecrow opens a cabinet and finds a severed human head

tin man runs on over and is like "what the f- oh that's me lol" and it's??? HIS old severed head??? so the scarecrow is just barely recovered from this, tin man is explaining the situation of how he became tin again, etc. etc.

and then the eyes open

and long story short the tin man's soul transferred to his new tin body, but it takes more than having your soul removed to kill you in oz... so his old body is still alive, but without its memories and completely confused and disoriented

the friend comes back and casually mentions how it took a bit for the transferring to finish, and after that the head just didn't remember anything. that means there was a bit there where this head DID have all of the tin man's memories still, and as far as he knew his friend had just left him without a body in a cabinet, unable to move, while the rest of his body just... walked off without him. literally horrific and the tin man is just like "haha! how quirky!" and honestly it's not the worst thing to have happened to him so i can't fault him for that but like. i'd be a little worried if one of my oldest friends told me that they'd totally leave me in a cabinet while my soul slowly left my body and wouldn't even feel bad.

#yeaaaah im gonna be honest #you really should've told your ex that you didn't die :/#wizard of oz #tin man #tw dismemberment #it was so wild #the poor kid who DIDNT go on the original adventure #and DOESNT know that this is just how the tin man is?? wild #the friend was highkey so troubling #long story short not all of the body parts were from this tin man #someone else had become tin #and this friend had taken pieces from both of them and just. glued it together. literally used glue #and intended to use the resulting person as a servant #but the person had just kinda. left #i literally can't imagine #it's like being besties with mr. victor frankenstein #and then when you're a ghost you look and. hey. why're you sewing my old arm onto someone else's torso victor #victor i know i said id donate my body to science but this is weird now #VICTOR WHY IS MY OLD ARM ATTACHED TO A NEW PERSON AND DOING THINGS VICTOR #HEY VICTOR MY OLD ARM JUST KILLED SOMEONE. YOU MADE ME A MURDERER AFTER I DIED. REAL COOL VICTOR WHAT WAS THE PLAN HERE.#except in this case the resulting person #this isn't a joke #the resulting person went out. and married the tin man's ex #it was the wildest scene #him and the other guy who got turned into tin had #as it turned out #both been engaged to this girl #so they show up #and find out that she married both of their corpses basically #but the corpse was alive and just. pissed off all the time

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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@atereal :-)

#i got lazy with the lines #and my konoha uniform blue basically died while i was coloring #but fortunately my new pens should get here tomorrow #so also thanks to atereal for reminding me i should order pens lmao #otherwised id have to resort to uglier colors #Hatake kakashi #pakkun #uzumaki naruto #naruto #umino iruka #pakkun watching naruto draw disturbing pictures on the wall: uuuuh hey kid. u good?#posting this at 5.30 am bc im feeling very... normal. i god like 4hrs of sleep and i feel... normal

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mistbornthief · 6 months

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wait, but if Zhang Teng was in love with Zherui this entire time, who was he saying "we can be together :)" to in that other ep.....is it just a vaguely human shaped cardboard cutout with a picture of Zherui's face taped onto the head, and thats why the henchman guy scurried in and out so fast

#he just goes 'hey uh zherui betrayed us PEACE' its so funny to me #zhang teng was off his rocker enough to do this. id believe it #jk i still believe its chen yi and ai di's boss's right hand #kiseki #kiseki: dear to me

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nyan-binary-moths · 6 months

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Miyhu finally has a boyfriend who they don't have to look up to maintain eye contact with-

#ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #warrior of light #thancred waters #g'raha tia #wolcred #g'raha/wol #i wish id known about the gpose stuff before haurchefant died so i coulda gotten some nice screenshots of them together too-#well when im finished wi endwalker ill look #i should also get some wi hien considering theyve got that weird thing goin on-#i wish i could have some cool shots rather than jus they exist in the same frame together but hey #oh yea also miyhu is he/they

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kaeyachi · 1 year

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Short Fanfic

Having been separated from the rest of the party, including Paimon, you and Kaeya decided to traverse the ruins of Khaenri'ah together in hopes to meet up with the rest of the group along the way.

The exploration, so far, has been going well- suspiciously well in fact. Before the party got separated, several groups of hilichurls and abyss order members were scattered around the place, and with how close each group of enemies were, it felt like the fight was never going to stop for a moment.

Suddenly, it's as if all enemies were nonexistent at all. You are unsure if you are going in the right direction all of a sudden...

Kaeya walks ahead of you, seemingly more familiar with the place. He might have been here before.

You let him guide you. He clearly knows better at the moment, and you trust him.

You both continue onward for several minutes. The path grows dimmer, and the area rapidly becomes cooler and far more quiet than before. All you could hear were both of your footsteps and your own breathing. It was unsettling.

He takes a sharp turn, leading you to a cavern. You could barely see anything, but with the faint light still available, you could catch sight of the telltale signs of a familiar enemy.

Startled, you started to back away and take out your sword. The elemental energy to manifest it lit up the area. Archons...the room might be full of ruin guards.

You dart your eyes back to Kaeya, who continues to march onward, unbothered by his surroundings. None of the ruin guards awaken.

'Are all of these inactive?' you wonder to yourself, stashing away your sword, dimming the place once again. You attempt to catch up to Kaeya, who was nearing the halfway point of the room.

You never did quite catch up to him.

He reaches the center, triggering some kind of mechanism at his feet. Hundreds of ruin guards light up simultaneously.

Your heart drops as the area lit up brightly with their eyes. That's far too many, and you're not sure if the both of you could survive this if you stay any longer.

"Kaeya! We need to run NOW!" you yell in a panic, ready to run to your companion to drag him out of the cavern if necessary - but then you see his face. He was... smiling?

That's when you realized...none of the ruin guards are aiming at him...

...they were all aiming at you.

#kaeya #kaeya alberich #gi kaeya #genshin impact #oops i wrote a thing #look when i said id support him even if he destroys everything i mean it #kaeya in this fic attempting to kill us: LOOK AT MY BBY GRL GO #i love him very much #i imagine a boss fight kaeya is him not doing anything and literally every machinery doing the dirty work for him #oh hey i never said he wanted to do this #he was smiling when crepus died too after all #seems like thats how he deals with pain lmao #hehehehehe im feeling evil today im on my evil era #huh do people read the tags if theres a lot? coz i will say that im crazy enough to want this to happen ingame #i wanna feel the dread and horror canonically tyvm

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joelletwo · 4 months

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#sopping wet gintoki posting #like why is this the takagin manga but more importantly why is this the takasugi manga kjsdfg #takasugi is the um. distillation of every pitiful meow meow antagonist who clings onto a past he cant get back/mistake he cant correct #that sorachi seems unable to not create over and over again. but also . more than anyone else he gets the most direct parallels w #gintoki via his kihetai and his sixth sense for sensei and his unwavering and significant narratively positioned goals re: sensei?#the whole. we've been aiming for the same goal these two years just from different directions. yeah. is the thing. and also ur drawn so #beautifully king and ur viscerally depicted acts of. reaches for vocabulary. going against nature. are so sympathetically written?#why. not complaining. but why am i getting everything id ever want from a walking corpse. EXCEPT RESOLUTION W KATSURA #<- hey does katsura get to interact w post-altana sugi. or is he resigned to dumb earth plot. <- DIES MAD ABT IT

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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I'm surprised you haven't posted any Welcome home stuff recently! Honestly kinda makes me sad since I love your WH art and stuff

yea y'all are gonna have to be Patient w/ me bc

a) i have like. a week left to pack all of my stuff before i need to shove everything into a uhaul and leave, so its crunch time! leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else

b) to be honest my mental health is the worst its been in years - which is fine, its whatever, i can deal. it's not as bad as it could be and im handling it! like a champ, even! but also its leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else

c) had a minor crisis over my art and how i interact w/ WH, and i realized im not scribbling enough of what I want. ive mostly been trying to please people and do as asked and thats! not good! so i want to temper expectation & reassert that im Not a WH art blog - its just a hyperfixation / something i love rn. i draw what i enjoy & what i want in the moment.

#i picked up my tablet last night and all of my motivation died on the spot #so im just. eh whatever ill get back into the swing of things eventually #but yeah im spending my time packing & keeping myself afloat! not much room for other things at present!#rambles from the bog #but yeah i was starting to feel like a commodity of sorts?#like the majority of asks are just some form of 'can you draw this' 'draw this' 'id love it if youd draw this'#which is. fine. im an art blog! thats what i do!#but its also like hey. im just some guy doodling what they enjoy. im not a machine churning out content for consumption #& it gets to the point where there's so much expectation and obligation and 'demand'-#when do i ever sit down and truly indulge in what i want?#like the monster scribble i posted the other day! it made me so happy! i love monsters and Beasts!#when do i ever allow myself to draw them?#rarely bc i feel like people Expect puppets from me. and thats not a great feeling!#i love puppets i love wh and everything but i would like to enjoy it w/o pressure yk yk....#& for a second there i Was feeling the pressure and scribbling puppets was starting to feel like a chore #something i Needed to do to please people #so! im focusing on real life & taking a break from creation & keeping my mindset away from 'jump into traffic' thankyew <3 #theres just too much going on right now #in my head And outside of it.#so ill stick to packing & binging psych & i'll lovingly place everything else on the backburner

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nagihonos · 1 year

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finally got around to watching dragon ball super hero and

#okay db haters look away 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️#this movie was SO good like it was corny as hell but idgaf i had a fun time!!!!!#gohan using special beam cannon as the final move maybe made me cry a little whos to say?#i like pans little character arc also as an avid pan supporter this movie made me so happy #the only downside was no marron or bulla honestly #everyone was here and had a fun little role. goku and vegeta (love them #only show up for like 5 minutes total and have a post credits scene where vegeta wins in a fight against him #this movie was just fun dragon ball stuff and i hope they continue this tone for the series #i think ill read the trunks goten mini arc now omg #also loooove that krillin is like 'hey remember when u got really big at the world martial arts tournament' and piccolo went 'oh yeah 👍'#*gets really big*#also idk if im just out of the db loop but love the new gohan entomologist lore!#also any krillin/18 content is a win for me!#actually the real downside was the continued propaganda of blue haired trunks. you will never get me to like it <3 #also i didnt think id like dr hedo and the gammas but i did! they were fun!! ofc gamma 2 died tho. black racism 🫤 (i watched the dub)#sorry i just needed to get my thoughts on this movie out #anyway this movie just proved that gohan needs to be the main character :)#i just cant get over him ending cell max with fucking SPECIAL BEAM CANNON im crying and screaming not the kamehameha or masenko like!!!!!!#like i know piccolo taught him masenko but theres just something abt sbc okay👍#im so normal im so sane

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elegyofthemoon · 1 year

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Aru Akise for the Character Opinion Bingo

AKISE !?!??!?!?!?!!?

I LOOOOOVE AKISE... ALL TIME FAVE CHARACTER EVERRRRR my 14 year old self was sooooo in love with him you have no idea. i was thriving off the akise-centric manga (thank god his popularity was so good the mangaka decided to make a whole spin off for him its super super fun!)

TBH he probably serves as the basis for a LOT of my fave characters nowadays too. If you're a detective, a white hair character, smart, OR you're going to die, I will glue my eyeballs on you :)

#answered #god yeah also my 14 year old self had a terrible detective phase because of him it was so fucking funny. i sure tried LOL #anyways ive rewatched this series ~5 times? (i watched it once a year during high school bc i was too obsessed with it and akise)#and like once in undergrad.#i think everytime i DID id always stop once akise died LOL #i was like 'hm best parts over. seeya'#also my props go to english dub akise because he won my heart with the 'hey there hotstuff' at age 14 like who the FUCK 😭😭#!!!! anyways that made me so excited ;; v;; thanks for sending him in!!! missed thinking of him!!!#HE HAS ANOTHER LINE IN THE ENG DUB THAT I CANT GET OVER BUT I FORGOT IT IM MAAAAAAD ENRAGED EVEN >:((((((#also im pretty sure i started using tumblr bc there were so many future diary blogs askdjfakldsjhl #if that tellsyou anything about how fixated i was on the series #zorua adorable

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noctographs · 1 year

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doodlboy · 1 year

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Gem placement is hard [dies]

#lucifers was easy!! he already has a diamond on his forehead!!#satan makes sense to have it on his neck/clavicle bc of his design im doing #i just put mams on his chest bc fsr gems have to be showing at all times so i cant give him pyrite fangs ( ˘ ^˘ )=3 #also its a massive cube and needed to go somewhere #beels is probably gonna be on his stomach #belphies on his lower back to parallel beel #asmo is probably gonna have a heart shaped gem maybe on his chest or clavicle so its generally where hearts go #i have no fucking clue where to put levis #his hand?? under his bangs???#man i dunno #dias is 100000% going smack dab in the middle of his chest bc 1. obvious reasons look at him but 2. bc i think itd be funny #to have an eye in the middle of his chest like [. ](|)[ .] KFBSSKD his gem is tigers eye idk if i mentioned that #ough coming up with placements AND shapes for all these guys is gonna kill me #i have 0 clue where to put el's either. i initially thought hey what if its on his back showing that he's strong & a good defender #but at the same time too trusting and could easily get stabbed in the back *cough*L16*cough*#which is good!! i like it but also no gem in SU has that im pretty sure. and that means id usually never get to draw his gem which is sad!#also i have to think abt smooth vs faceted gems and how that effects the placement and coloration #[dies]#elliot doodles #obey me

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pantranvaj · 1 year

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Its almost that time of the year folks

#🔪#ides of march #march #caesar #my art #shitty art but hey. i made this shit and im gonna say it #brutus #megamind #meme #idi di marzo #cesare #italy

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lightningfilledsaber · 1 year

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LOL I love how I haven’t gotten a chance to recover from the Christmas Spiral after all the issues w my car as I’m quickly being plummeted into the Shared Birthday Spiral

#mud rambles #this is vague as hell but to elaborate just a little #as we all know i hate christmas for a lot of reasons #mostly i have trauma and generally uncomfortable/shitty feelings centered around christmas #and as for the Birthday Thing #my incestual abuser's birthday is coming up soon and that just so happens to also be my ex best friend's birthday #because fuck my life #so before. the day had been pretty balanced out bc before everything I had someone i loved and who i THOUGHT cared about me to celebrate #on that day instead of having to think about my incestual abuser #and now this is gonna be the first year since at least like 8? that not only am I gonna have to fully deal with that #but now i have the added pain and trauma of not having my best friend anymore!#so the day compounds into bday of my incestual abuser and bday of the person i thought i was gonna be with for the rest of my life but #instead they decided to treat me like nothing. not in the same way as my abuser but yknow. both have treated me like nothing #theyre not abusive for what they did (ex bsf) but it doesnt change that what happened was fucking traumatizing #id love to not have to worry about this shit but unfortunately i dont get to choose what traumatizes me or how people treat me #i only get to choose how i react #shit sucks. it's hard. ive been trying not to think about it but so much has been fucking ass for me lately #and the timing of this shit is just. lovely. when this year marks a full fucking decade since my dad died #but hey! at least i wont have to deal with insensitive ass comments from their girlfriend on fathers day like last year!#i dont regret cutting either of them off for a second i just regret giving so much of myself to them #i regret giving them the power to hurt me like they did #i know i talk about this shit A LOT but like. what the fuck else am i supposed to do when i cant get therapy #to deal with the fact that my best friend of what? 7 years? treated me like fucking garbage and enabled their girlfriend to do the same #im not sorry for talking about it anyway. especially because this is the ONE place i can #i talk to my partner but like. I cant traumadump every single time i think about this shit so. this is the alternatibe #idk im just really. so sick of it. idk what i need to do to feel better #i get better for a bit but then shit happens and i ruminate because what the fuck else can i do #the one good thing about this stupid month is my lil bros birthday but im also sad because idk if he's gonna be able to visit =(

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thecoolertails · 1 year

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i got to death egg zone in sonic 3 & knux in sonic mega collection (gamecube) and the fucking game crashed and it doesn't save your progress to the memory card unless you save and quit to the games menu so now im back in ice cap zone 🙃 back in sonic 3 🙃 i lost basically an entire game's worth of progress but its fine im fine 🙃🙃🙃

#my posts #ive never beaten it and before this playthrough id never gotten past icecap in s3 #and i havent played s&k alone since i was a kid so the farthest id ever gotten in that game was act 1 of flying battery #and ive been grinding away at it so hard and finally broke through everything and got to the final level #and im literally. back where i started #everything new ive played all the ACTUAL progress that ive made in this playthrough. gone :)#i have to do ice cap again i have to do SANDOPOLIS again #i died so many fucking times in lava reef super far in i played that stage so many times #guess what! i have to play it again!#im back in SONIC 3!!!!!!!!!#i have to BEAT sonic 3 again!!!#and i cant even say 'well at least i beat sonic 3' bc the final boss of sonic 3 (- knuckles) is taken out in the combined game!!!#I HAVE TO DO ALL OF SONIC AND KNUCKLES AGAIN #like im trying to be optimistic bc hey i like sonic & knux way more than sonic 3 and now maybe i can get super sonic n get doomsday zone #but. i am. SO FRUSTRATED #i have never in my LIFE had a gamecube game crash on me like that #there wasn't even any reason for it!!! the game was just like nah im done. go fuck yourself #i feel so sick i just want her back (her = my progress)

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