Against the world

My pokemon ko-fi doodles are open once again! ✨

Price has been updated to $15 since I really do spend a bit of time on each request even tho I call them "doodles" (it's a bit misleading I knooow but I don't feel like changing what they're called now >_<). I'll keep the slots open until I reach my ko-fi goal for the month!

Requests can be made here! → https://ko-fi.com/gotchibam/commissions

You can view the queue / backlog of requests here: → https://trello.com/b/ty1kyZec/gotchibam-pokemon-ko-fi-doodles

Thank you so much!!! 💕

On rot

Prometheus Bound by Aeschylus | unknown | Faustus by Goethe | The Cannibal's Canción by Gloria Anzaldúa | Possession (1981) | Wishbone by Richard Siken | Where It Begins by Erica Jong | View from glas door by Erika Kasischke |

[2:22 am] jaehyun reaches out for you in his groggy state eyes not even open from his slumber.

his heart sinks and reality hits him like a truck.

you're not there.

his arms linger where you once would be.

where your warmth healed him and comforted him.

now it was cold.

so cold.

his arms are pulled back to rest in front of himself.

he feels empty without you there.

he feels cold.

he wishes you were there.

he wishes he had you in his arms again.

Boom😺💥 Hehe, welcome home little guy

Lauren Lane as C.C Babcock wardrobe shot by Brenda Cooper

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Here’s a bit of an ✨introduction✨ to me, myself, and I.

I go by Joy and she/her pronouns :)

I’m a 19 year old college student that started my conversion process in October 2023, which has been.. it’s been something. But I’m happy to be here.

I was raised very fundamentally catholic by my family. If they find out, I’m getting kicked out of the family and financially cut off. So that’s going to inform how much I’ll be able to practice while at home with them.

I considered converting to Judaism for 6 years, and very seriously for 2 years, so this isn’t a sudden thing.

In the total of the two months I’ve been involved in the Jewish community, I’ve had around 6 antisemitic incidents happen to me. 2 happened on a group basis, 4 individually. This isn’t to say “woe is me” or whatever, but I just want to illustrate how insidious and prevalent antisemitism is. It’s where even being slightly associated with Jewishness leads to such outright scorn.

I have no tolerance for Jewish hate, tokenization, or any discrediting of the community.

I observe Shabbat, keep kosher, and am currently working on conversion with a conservative rabbi. We’ll see where that goes: it’s all about the journey.

I know a lot of niche information about Judaism but not a lot about basic things. It’s like knowing the steps to calculus but not knowing simple multiplication. So I feel very disjointed as I play catch-up. But that just makes it more fun to start piecing things together.

If I get any information wrong, please let me know. I’m obviously new to this and I appreciate any feedback.

Thanks for stopping by my blog and I hope you have a lovely day.

virgo August 23 - September 22 "virgo is an earth sign historically represented by the goddess of wheat and agriculture, an association that speaks to virgo’s deep-rooted presence in the material world. virgos are logical, practical, and systematic in their approach to life. this earth sign is a perfectionist at heart and isn’t afraid to improve skills through diligent and consistent practice. virgo rules the digestive system, which makes these earth signs especially attuned to the ingredients that make up a whole — in food and in everything else. they're hyper-aware of every detail." source

i’ve been obsessed with sub styles of goth fashion so im just gonna assign ones to ghoulettes

Sunshine - hippie goth

Mist - corporate goth or southern goth

Cirrus - victorian goth or traditional

Cumulus - Whimsigoth

Aurora - romantic goth

Hi hi hi I’ve been doing research and ohhh GOTH GHOULETTES

(Forgive me if this isn’t terribly accurate, I am trying LMAO)

But here’s some outfits for each sub culture I think would fit each ghoulette (:

Sunny:

Mist:

Cirrus (with a bonus that I’m thinking too hard about)

Cumulus:

Aurora

Liverpool FC in technicolor, 1/7 [white]

haven't done this kinda thing in a huge while! thanks for tagging @sir-olofii!

latest song: moonlight, kali uchis

favorite color: blues and greens will always scratch that special itch in my heart. the whole rainbow spectrum as well as certain color combos always manage to hit the spot, though. really into pale lavenders as well these days. COLORS ARE LIFE.

currently watching: 1997's berserk anime as well as fun mix of streams

last movie: the 14th detective conan movie: the lost ship in the sky

sweet, spicy or savory: yes please all of it after one another, I am a consumption connoisseur

relationship status: single

current obsession: enjoying myself, berserk, something written with someone

last thing I googled: amalfi coast in italy (gorgeous), bc I am playing just cause 3 right now and I want to soak up beautiful mediterranean scenery

tagging: @jitterzart @gorekody @ghostfriendmel (if you feel up to it!) & everyone who reads this and thinks it would be fun!

jeremy, lighting a cigarette outside of freddy fazbear’s pizza on his smoke break: when i graduate you’ll be a junior isn’t that weird

michael, loudly snapping his grape flavored bubblegum and twirling his hair around his finger: can you put that out on me?

hello people !! some time ago i created a satoru good morning gif and i thought it'd be nice if i shared it here :3

I need more webtoons to read. Please leave webtoons recs, any genre the gayer the better. /Hj

If you are writing a webtoon please also tell me about your webtoon.

Pleaaaaaaase

I have added some of my favs in the tags I can add more if you would like

I love Phone Guy sm. He gives such cryptid vibes to me. Like, it’s constantly on my mind how you can select him in UCN. Definitely a ghost or something else imo. I love thinking of fnaf just being one of those universes like gravity falls where weird shit just happens sometimes and PG is definitely either aware of it or part of it, and that’s a hc I’ll never give up. PG who sees the ghosts at Freddy’s and just ‘oh shit, not this again. Last time I had to deal with ghost was senior prom.’ Has ex citizen of nightvale vibes to me. He’s just used to it. Another day at the office. Love thinking of the animatic & art that has him with a phone head. Like yes. That’s him. But no one ever acknowledges it. Just an ‘entity’ that tricks everyone around him into believing ‘yes. That is a normal human person.’ Has straight up got springlocked and just popped some ibuprofen and walked it off. Cassidy came to him in UCN & asked if he wanted to help fuck with William and he said ‘boy would I,’ and hopped right on that train. I think it would be funny if he was the one possessing mapbot in SB. Map Guy. Cassidy, William, Gregory, & Vanny are beefing it out and he’s just having the time of his life handing out maps.