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c0llisiion · 3 months

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★Pairing: lee know x bang chan + f!reader

★genre: smut

★: npr, drabble , threesome , bf!minho x reader x chan , filth , oral , cum eating , unprotected sex — lmk if i missed any!!

★W/C: 916

A/N: 2 posts back to back?! wrote this fic back in oct of 2023 and was js letting it rot in my drafts 😭 so I finally decided to post it hehe FIRST SKZ FICS AH- enjoy pookies <3 (p.s i was rlly h0rknee for minchan when i wrote this so please have mercy.)

☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★ MDNI. Please refrain from reading if the topics make you uncomfortable. ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck" were the only words echoing throughout the room, along with the sound of your skin clapping against Chan's abdomen. "Fuck c-chan, right..the-re," you said in between loud moans. Chan was fucking you mercilessly. Ass up, and your face is buried in the pillow, collecting your hot tears.

You could feel a pair of eyes burning into your body as Chan kept fucking you. It was your boyfriend. Minho. He was sitting in the corner, watching every move and analyzing every sound you were making. To begin with, it was his idea to have Chan fuck you. He insisted on it. “Fuck Minho How are you ever able to control yourself when you are with her ... F-fuckkk” Chan said. But Minho ignored his words and just kept staring at you. He was growing jealous. Hearing you moan like this over another man's cock was not sitting right with him. Minho got up from his place and climbed on the bed to face you. Chan got the signal and pulled your arm back, and his pace slowed down. This made you face Minhos crotch. He lifted your chin up using his fingers. You were looking up at him with teary eyes and a fucked-out face. His eyes were filled with lust and rage.. "You liked getting fucked by other men, huh?" He said it tauntingly. You shook your head. "Look, how well you are taking Chan’s cock? It feels good, right?" You shook your head once again. He slapped you, not too harshly. He leaned in closer. "Now don't say that, baby. You know how much it will hurt Channie Hyung?" Chan thrust harshly into you, making your face contort in pleasure. He looked at the older man and gave him a wink. You could see the way he was grinning. "Do you want to have Channie's cock or my cock inside of you now?" ,, "Y-y-you" he shoved his fingers into your mouth. Playing with your tongue. "You are not going to get it, love." Your face turned sad. Minho put his hand behind your head, gathering a handful of your hair. He pulled out his dick. "Let me fuck your face." He said it with a devilish smirk on his face. "Open wide, doll.." Chan leaned in and whispered in your ears. Minho tapped your cheek with his dick, and you opened your mouth willingly. He quickly shoved it in and started fucking your face. Your eyes filling up. Loud, muffled moans left your mouth as Chan started abusing your puffy cunt once again while Minho fucked into your mouth with no care. His grip on your hair tightened as you gagged and spasmed around his length, your throat perfectly molded for his dick. Minhos eyes were closed and his head thrown back; eyebrows furrowed as curses left his mouth. “S-shitt… You are doing so well, baby..” he said while pushing away the stray hairs on your face. Chan, on the other hand, was fucking you into tomorrow. His hands were on your ass cheeks, spreading them as he observed the way you sucked in his cock. "Minho, look at how well she is taking me … “ he praised you. Minho smirked. “Ya hear that slut? You like being someone else’s fuck toy, don't you?” You moaned against his dick. You felt Chans dick twitch inside of you, as well as Minhos, signaling that they were close. “Im going to fuck!” Chan loudly cursed at how you clenched around him. He eventually pulled out, the sudden emptiness making you whine and cry more. He started jerking himself off, trying to reach his final high. Minho did the same; he made you lay on your back as they both kneeled in front of your face. Their hands were picking up pace as they started jerking themselves. curses after curses left their mouths. You laid there as you fondled with their heavy cum filled balls. “G-give it to me.. please.. fuck- i need your cum all over my face…”

Chan busted over your chest and body. A heavy load of his creamy, clear cum coated your sweaty body. You moaned and coughed, spreading the mixture all over your swollen tits using chans Hand. Chan groaned as he watched you take his fingers and put them in your mouth, sucking and licking his cum-covered digits with a sultry smile. You turned to Minho before using your hands to guide his own down his length. “Cum on my face minho.. need it so bad… i need you.. come on you can do it..” you encourage him, as he seemed to be struggling. “Fuck-“ Minho grunted as he watched suck on his tip while you stared into his eyes. Within a blink of an eye, Minho shot his load onto your face. You let him paint your face with his cum. Your eye getting glued shut by the sticky substance. He took deep breaths, his eyes focused on the way your lips licked his cum off of them. Minho’s thumb scooped the glob of cum that was on your eye before spreading it over your clean lips and pushing his thumb through your lips for you to suck on. He had a shit-eating smirk on his face as he watched you. You turned over to look at Chan, who laid next to you, caressing your bruised hip. You gave him a smile.“Was I a good girl?” You asked both of them.

“The bestest girl.”

A/N: THANKS 4 READINGGGG! ILYSMMMM reblogs and comments are appreciated! Lmk if I should write more skz smut eheh

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ageofstarkey · 7 months

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Hi! Could you write a Mattheo one, where it’s that time of the month, and you’re just really not feeling like facing the world.

poor thing ✰ m. riddle

summary: you’re on your period, and matthéo’s there to help you feel less awful.

pairing: bf!matthéo x reader

warnings: reader is implied to be afab, mentions of reader having their period, discussion of period-related symptoms, nothing else really???

note: hello!! thank you so much for the request!! i’m still trying to find my groove with writing, but i hope i did your prompt some justice :’) also pretend that boys can in fact enter the girls dorms in this universe lmfao

masterlist

comments & reblogs are so appreciated!

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“aren’t you getting up for potions?”

when you roll over, you see pansy watching you from the doorway. she’s dressed and ready for the day - book bag slung carefully across her body. she studies you with something akin to concern; awaiting your response with perfect, furrowed brows.

with a quiet sigh, you push yourself into a half-sitting position. “i don’t think so. i got my period last night and i feel absolutely horrid.”

“want me to tell riddle? i’m sure he’s looking for an excuse to skip anyway”

you roll your eyes fondly. “he’s already missed too many lessons this year - let him figure it out on his own time, yeah?”

pansy shrugs. “fine. hope you feel better.”

you groan, flopping none-too-gracefully back on your pillow. “me too.”

when pansy leaves, you take a few moments to savour the silence. it does little to ease the uncomfortable ache in your abdomen, but it’s quiet enough that you can almost pretend your head hasn’t been throbbing since the second you opened your eyes.

eventually, you snuggle back under your thick quilt, resigned to sleeping away your misery. it doesn’t take long for your fatigue to take over, pushing you steadily towards the edge of unconsciousness.

you’re nearly asleep, when you hear a sharp knock at the dormitory door. your brows tug downwards in confusion. with a quiet groan, you drag yourself out of bed. the floors are shockingly cold against your bare feet, and you curse quietly under your breath as you approach the door.

when you tug it open, you’re pleasantly surprised to see your boyfriends handsome face. although he should be in class, you can hardly fight the grin that tugs at your lips. “you are not supposed to be here.”

matthéo quirks an eyebrow, sporting a smirk you know all too well. “shall i see myself out then?”

you roll your eyes fondly. “no.”

“didn’t think so.” he lets himself in, kicking the door shut behind him. “do you wanna lay down?”

“merlin - more than anything.”

he tugs you gently towards him, pressing his lips against your forehead in a chaste kiss. “i figured as much.” he murmurs the words against your skin, punctuating them with another kiss. when he pulls away, he nudges you gently towards the bed. “how are you feeling?”

“awful.”

“cramps?” he shrugs off a few layers of clothing, before tugging back your quilt and laying on the bed.

with a gentle little tug, you’re falling into the empty space beside him. “my entire body just… aches.” with a defeated sigh, you drop your head on his chest.

matthéo hums softly, stroking a gentle hand up and down the length of your spine. “poor thing.”

“tell me about it.”

with a quiet little laugh, he tilts your head up towards his own. “do you think you’ll survive?”

“i really might not, théo. this might be it for me.”

matthéo rolls his eyes, but he wears a fond little smile that gives him away. “you’re ridiculous.”

“i am not!” your lips turn downwards in an involuntary pout. “it hurts.”

“i know, sweetheart.” he closes the small gap between you, kissing away your feeble little frown. “why don’t you try and get some rest, hm?”

“you’ll stay?”

he kisses you again - longer this time, and you swear you’re feeling better already. “‘m not going anywhere.”

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strawberrymatchawhore · 1 year

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moonlight

rafe cameron

“i just wanna get high with my lover, veo una muñeca cuando miro en el espejo”

summary- you make the mistake of getting too high and letting your horny addict bf take care of it

warnings- dubcon/noncon, filming, semimeanbf!rafe, drugs, party, alcohol, nutting inside without permission, fucking while unconscious DO NOT READ IF U R UNCOMFORTABLE WITH STUFF LIKE THIS PLEASE.

you stumble onto bed as your boyfriend rafe guides you back into his room, it was nearly 2 am. the both of you leaving from a party that one of the kooks hosted. you underestimated the amount you drank and smoked, your head pounding as your body began to heat up.

“rafeee its hot.” you whined fanning yourself, staring at him taking his shirt off and changing into his pajama pants. his biceps flexing as he picks something from off the floor. you couldn’t take the waves of warmth coming onto you and you started taking you clothes off, unable to as youre too gone to correctly take off the top you were wearing.

you feel strong arms roughly pull you to your feet, helping you take it off. the blurry sight of rafes dilated eyes staring down at you, biting his lip. he stares down at your chest heaving up and down, you swallowed.

“how much did you smoke” he asked, eyebrows raised.

“fuck i dont even know like 1 joint maybe 2.” you slurred giggling at out of it you sounded, legs giving up you sat back down on the bed.

“jeez y/n really.. and i know youve been drinking too, how stupid are you ?” he sighed, hands running through his hair. you could tell he was high too, the way he was slow and his flush cheeks.

“im not stupid, i was just having fun.” you argued, confused. blinking at him, maybe realizing the amount of shit you actually consumed tonight.

"i always gotta take care of you huh baby ?” he sighs grabbing your jaw, thumb rolling over your puffy lips. you look up at him with your glossy eyes, your heartbeat bumping against your chest. you open your mouth to say something but he roughly grabs your hair and pulls, your scalp stings at the action.

“god you drive me fucking insane.” he climbs onto the bed and gets on top of you. sloppily kissing you, you whine at the force and put your hand on his bare chest. he moves his hand from your face and down between your legs, two fingers slowly getting shoved into you.

your eyes squeeze shut, your brain not being able to handle this sensation. you mumbled his name grabbing his arm and squeezing, whimpers leaving your mouth as he curls his fingers.

“rafe please” you whined, arching your back when he makes slow circles around your clit. the room was quiet, but you could hear the sounds of how wet and rough he was fingering you.

“that feel good ?” he breathily says, he speeds up. and your eyes roll, grabbing harder onto his arms as you cum of his fingers. your body growing more tired from the strong orgasm you just experienced. weed really does enhance everything to the next level.

“spread your legs f’me.” words fly out of both ears as you try to listen to him, but physically you couldn’t. he laughs and uses his hand to open them wider, the view of your pussy makes his cock even harder than it already was. you were wet, so wet.

you feel him pushing into you slowly, a little groan falls out of your mouth from the stretching. no matter how many times you guys have had sex, he was always too big and never really fit inside.

you open your eyes and a phone camera is above your face, you didnt mind. you and him always did shit like this.

“w-wait the condom.” you slur, forgetting that you werent on birth control.

“shh its okay baby, you can trust me.” he convinces you, and you back off. his steady pace quickens when the coke finally is at its peak. your soft moans getting louder as he snaps his hips against yours, his tip kissing your cervix with every thrust making you dizzier each time.

“is this what you wanted sweetheart ? got all cute and fucked up for me to fuck you like the pillow princess you are ?” he teased, his big veiny hand choking you. this felt so good, and the only thing on your mind was how good his dick felt.

“open your eyes baby, look at the camera. show it how much of a pretty slut you are for me.” your tits bounce up and down, mouth falling open. you shyly turn to the side, he wont allow it though. he grabbed your face and spit in your mouth, slapping you.

“whatd i just say.” he looks at you sternly and you pout.

you squeal at the sudden changed position of your legs, pushed against your chest. the feeling of him fucking you gets stronger, he went deeper in and out.

“fuck- mmm youre so beautiful and perfect, and youre all mine.” he grips your thighs and fucks you harder. he shuts off the camera and tosses his phone to the side.

it started to get overwhelming, your eyes tearing up from the pleasure as you slowly passed out. rafe noticed but that didn’t stop him, no it felt too good. he couldnt just leave you untouched the way you were looking to be filled with his cum.

his face shiny from the sweat, he looks down and pushes on your stomach. he could feel his tip thrusting up at you, groaning he slows down to kiss your cheek damp with your tears.

“oh fuck fuck fuck, im about to cum.” he grinds his hips into yours as he fills you up. he pulls out and leans over to grab a towel, cleaning up the evidence. but before that he couldnt help but stare at the sight, all perfect and filled.. hole dripping with his cum. its not like you would be angry right ? i mean with a few words and you would be the one apologizing for his actions. its rafe, you will always forgive him.

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drunk-fantasies · 9 months

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when you use safe word

+18 content, minors dni

bf!hyungline x fem!reader / implications of sex, crying / mlist

explicit content under the cut!

˗ˏˋlee heeseungˊˎ˗

as soon as he hears the word come from your mouth he stops his movements almost immediately. scanning your features he reached to cup your cheek. he didn’t dare to move nor say anything, scared he might hurt you even more. waiting for any move from you, he finally saw how you opened your eyes. you patted a spot next to you and he followed quickly. you nestled against him quickly, smelling his scent and seeking comfort in his touch. now he didn’t hesitate to rub your back and leave tons of soft kisses on your forehead. regretting putting you into such an uncomfortable state to say it he asked you what to not do in the future.

˗ˏˋpark jongseongˊˎ˗

regret of not stopping earlier flooded his mind and he couldn’t stop thinking of the way your voice cracked when saying it. it’s all that took him to pull out gently and engulf you in a warm hug. he could sense something was off about you and your reactions to his actions, so why didn’t he just stop? questions like that raced with guilt and sadness of seeing your state. “i’m so sorry, my love,” he mumbled against your lips and kissed them dearly. the last thing he wanted was to hurt you and he knew he screwed this time. all he wants is to bring you pleasure.

˗ˏˋsim jaeyunˊˎ˗

at first he didn’t know if he heard you right, or if he misheard the word you used. his thrusts became more sloppy and after he realized you said it they stopped swiftly. “baby,” he cooed seeing how you struggled to take a breath in. “baby, look at me,” he said softly. “try to breathe with me.” he patiently instructed you and his eyes never left yours looking for answers to what made you scream your safe word. too immersed by his pleasure and desire to edge you, he didn’t realize how overstimulated and sensitive you got. overthinking this whole situation a thought of you being scared of him crossed his mind but he tried to brush it off, focusing on bringing you comfort.

˗ˏˋpark sunghoonˊˎ˗

realizing the tears that stained your whole face and pillows under your head weren’t caused by pleasure but pain or too immense overstimulation he pulled out of you carefully and watched you, still hovering over your form. your cries were louder with every second and he could swear he heard his heart shattered into million pieces. he watched as your breathing got more uneven and eyes closed shut with tears streaming from under your eyelids. not being able to bear the sight of you breaking down in front of him when his duty is to bring you love and pleasure, he cradled you in between your arms and waited for your any response. you wrapped your arms around his neck bringing him closer, finding comfort in his radiating warmth.

#enhypen #enhypen smut #enhypen hard hours #enhypen x reader #enhypen x you #enha hard hours #enha smut #heeseung hard hours #heeseung enhypen #enhypen heeseung smut #enhypen jay smut #jay hard thoughts #jay enhypen #enhypen jake smut #enhypen jake hard hours #enhypen jake #sunghoon hard thoughts #enhypen sunghoon hard hours #enhypen sunghoon smut

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diorsluv · 4 months

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feather , part 11

“ i got you blocked ”

series m. list previous chapter next chapter

( socialmedia!au )

markestapa

liked by edwards.73, mackie.samo, yourusername, and 49,736 others

markestapa this dumbass decided she’s staying at my house for the winter break 🙄🙄

tagged: yourusername

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yourusername disclaimer i told him not to pick me up but he grabbed me anyways (I DID NOT CONSENT)

→ markestapa for someone always worried about rumors u seem to be perfectly fine LYING TO THE PUBLIC RN

→ yourusername OKAY BUT I’M ACTUALLY TELLING THE TRUTH

edwards.73 dont forget abt me i’m coming tomorrow

→ yourusername we’re gonna have soooo much fun!! (god save me i beg)

→ markestapa WE CAN TAKE YOU TO THE SMALL POND AT THE PARK edwards.73

→ lhughes_06 yo me, jack, quinn and duker are gonna be there in like 3 days

→ mackie.samo i’m already here 💪

username58 i feel so bad, our mini drysdale is gonna be surrounded by all those boys for a whole month

→ yourusername it’s not anything new unfortunately 😔

_alexturcotte seems like you and mark are having a lot of fun!

→ yourusername yup.. (i have to share a bathroom with him, ethan and mackie as soon as everyone else gets here)

→ bookerburke_ ur not like.. uncomfortable with that or anything? yourusername

→ yourusername no i stay over at theirs after parties all the time, i’m used to it don’t worry ❤️ bookerburke_

→ bookerburke_ oh…. ok

username45 STOP THEYRE MY FAVORITE PAIR

jamie.drysdale my mom’s still sad she didn’t wanna come to the bahamas with us

→ markestapa she told my mom 💀💀

→ yourusername IT’S SO EXPENSIVE AND I NEED TO STUDY ANYWAY

→ jamie.drysdale IT’S CALLED A BREAK FOR A REASON DUMMY

username49 if i wasn’t an avid dryshughes shipper then i would totally go for drystapa

→ username8 she has a bf now 😭

→ username90 doesn’t look like it username8

→ username60 I CAN’T username90 THAT’S SO FOUL

yourusername

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yourusername the one day it didn’t snow!! what a shocker right

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markestapa guys i drank that green juice today and let me tell you it’s DISGUSTING (it’s actually kinda good)

→ yourusername YOU AND ETHAN DRANK THE WHOLE THING SO I HAD TO MAKE A SECOND ONE 😭

→ markestapa whaaaaaat when did we do that

→ edwards.73 stop falsely accusing us yourusername (can you make more when we have morning practices)

username55 i love nature

dylanduke25 lets go skating tomorrow

→ yourusername ofccc you know it

username70 she’s in her green eraaaa

bookerburke_ lemme take you out when we get back?

→ yourusername maybeee 🤭

→ username85 ah hell nah

→ jamie.drysdale omg let me join!!!!! 😍😍😍

→ yourusername jamie wtf who hacked into ur account

lhughes_06 too bad it was just us two at the park, the scenery was great

→ yourusername frrr

→ username12 is this his way of saying what i think he’s saying

→ jackhughes bro wdym i was there too???

username48 what can she NOT do, she’s so perfect 😔

trevorzegras it’s better in cali come visit

→ yourusername stop trying to coerce me

mackie.samo god he’s going on and on AGAIN

→ markestapa oh so it wasn’t just me he was complaining to??

→ adamfantilli dude he texted me a whole ass paragraph

→ _quinnhughes i could hear him throwing the pillows from the other side of the house

→ dylanduke25 he just won’t stop man

→ lhughes_06 🙄

next chapter notes ) so my wifi was out for half the day and it really set me back and that’s why this is kinda bad.. BUT IT’S FINE WE BOUNCE BACK 💪💪

tags: @aliaology

#luke hughes x y/n #luke hughes x reader #luke hughes fic #luke hughes fanfic #luke hughes #quinn hughes #jamie drysdale #trevor zegras #jack hughes #alex turcotte #cole caufield #ethan edwards #mackie samoskevich #mark estapa #dylan duke #rutger mcgroarty #luca fantilli #adam fantilli

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killstarrs · 22 days

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more hamzah bf hcs PLEASE🙏🙏🙏 maybe nsfw ver?😊😊

cw: nsfw, sub!hamzah teehee

18+

-hamzah is the biggest sub

-when yall first had sex, it was his first time, so you had to lead (which he did not mind at all)

-his biggest turn-ons are your thighs/hips, when you give him directions on how to do things (you could be reading lego instructions and this man would be bricked), and when youre wearing his clothes.

-yalls first time, the second your hand was on his dick he came, he was just to touch starved it felt too good :(

-hes gotten better of course as the relationship went on but he still cums pretty quick. like 10-15 minutes into it, including foreplay. but man does this guy know how to make a lady feel good, so definitely dont expect it to be over when he finishes, because he could eat you out for HOURRRRRRRS.

-the biggest munch whos ever lived

-like cannot get enough. sometimes he doesnt even need to fuck you because HE gets off from eating you out. he ruts against the pillow while doing it but he cant help it it feels too good.

-speaking of foreplay, this man will tease you soooo much.

-but when it’s reciprocated, he folds. sometimes you drag it out to see him begging, which happens fast.

-never knows what to do with his hands when yall make out because he gets nervvy, so you guide them into the right spots and he gets the hang of it

-he looves to have you straddling him while making out, you can immediately feel him getting hard under you.

-he likes you to grind on him like that, he drags that on for hours before actually fucking you

-this man is above average, not hung not to much that it’s uncomfortable.

-a good ‘6-‘7, and he knows how to use it.

-the first time yall fuck he cries when it goes all the way in

-you have to sit there so both of you can adjust to the feeling.

-loooves for you to ride him or for you to be on top so he can fuck into you

-biiiiiig praise kink

-he likes to come either in you, or in your mouth. he really just likes the close contact, and if he comes in you he can watch it drip out.

-also loves to make out while getting a handjob

-he gets so sensitive so quick, so most times you overstimulate him. he gets all whiny and messy :(

-this guy is LOUD. like you have to put a hand over his mouth so the neighbors dont hear.

-always whining

-he never really likes to take the lead, finding more pleasure in giving and being told what to do

if theres any other nsfw topics with hamzah yall want me to write ab just lmk! also sorry if this sucks i just got off work lol

#hamzahthefantastic #slushynoobz #hamzah x reader #hc #ily

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junnieverse · 8 months

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2:22 am ➳ L. HEESEUNG

➙ synopsis: after an abrupt awakening earlier in the morning due to excruciating pain, you realise you've started your period. luckily your boyfriend heeseung makes sure to get anything that'll make the pain better and you're thankful for his efforts to nurse you.

pairing: lee heeseung x afab!reader

genre: fluff, humour? (if you squint hard enough)

word count: 1.2k

warnings: light cursing, mentions of food/cravings, not proofread so there may be some typos

a/n: calling the boyfriend hotline to deliver bf!heeseung to take care of me during my periods too

Twisting and turning, you're soon abruptly woken up by a sharp pain hitting your uterus and you immediately wake up.

Rubbing the sleep off your eyes, you grab your phone checking the time and it was only 2 am.

The room completely dark, the only source of light being the moon shining through the curtains you look beside you and notice how peaceful your boyfriend was sleeping.

Heeseung's light snores filled the room as he was completely passed out exhausted from his day practicing and working on his upcoming tour with his group.

Oh what you would trade to be sleeping as peacefully as him right now.

And the simmering temptation to wack him awake...

All you could think about was how he was sleeping looking as cute as a baby deer yet you had to face the cruelties of life as a women at ungodly hours.

Shame on him for being so unthoughtful!

Snarling at your boyfriend you let out a small "tch" as you got mad at him.

To be fair, ofcourse Heeseung can't be blamed for the fact that you had to go through the menstrual cycle and all the pain and mood swings it came with.

He can't automatically just wake up knowing something was wrong but he most definitely would have to put up with you going through it every month.

Another jabbing pain hit you as you winced silently slowly getting out of bed trying your best to not wake up your boyfriend.

Tip toeing into the bathroom, you got the warm bath ready and once the tub was filled and smelled just as good, you dipped in submerging yourself as you immediately felt the tension in your muscles soften.

"Ah~ this is perfect." you say to yourself out loud.

Well it may not be as convenient at two in the morning, but it's better than staying in bed in agony... and messy.

After that more than relaxing bubble bath, you unfortunately decided to get out the water before you started to get pruney.

Taking care of your hygiene once again, you soon felt clean and fresh.

Looking through your medicine cabinet you reached for your period pain killers which usually did the trick.

You take your medication as you rub your back which soon started aching and it takes everything in you not to curse out the universe for this fate you've been dealt with.

With how similar period and pregnancy symptoms are, you tried holding back tears at the thought of having to experience all this pain for nine months straight compared to a few days every month.

Walking out the bathroom, you turn the lights off and you eyes direct to the bed which happened to be empty.

Where the heck did Heeseung go?

Sighing in defeat not bothering to ponder more on your boyfriend's whereabouts, you decided to crawl back into bed as you surfed through the channels on tv looking for a cartoon to watch.

Finally settling on Adventure Time, you grab Heeseung's pillow pulling it to you as you cuddled it.

The pain killers hadn't taken effect yet and the cramps were still bothering you.

A late night, early morning snack could satisfy your cravings but you were just too lazy and in pain to move to check in the kitchen downstairs.

Trying to close your eyes, you softly let out deep breathes hoping it would help with the pain but you were basically on the verge of tears.

WHERE THE HELL WAS HEESEUNG?!

Usually your cycle wasn't this awful, this one just hit like a truck and the pain wasn't stopping and it was just really uncomfortable for you.

The other side of the bed dipped and looking up your eyes met with your one and only boyfriend, Heeseung.

"Where were you, Hee?!" you threw the pillow you were cuddling at him which hitting arm.

"I'm sorry I left like that. I was getting you some snacks." he says sympathetically as he showed you the plastic bag which was filled with all sorts of stuff.

He placed the bag on the bed between you both before leaning down giving you a gentle forehead kiss which most definitely cheered you up a bit more.

"And I know you're on your monthly so I got you some pills, extra tampons, pads too, some chamomile tea and a heating pad." He explained showing you all the stuff.

Heeseung was always doing his best to take care of you during your cycle, but this time around he really was on top of his game, not only were you impressed but you were touched by his efforts too.

Immediately reach for the heating pad, you placed it on your stomach and you felt yourself start to relax as the relief washed over you.

He looked through the bag of snacks and handed you your favourite chocolate bar and you softly thanked him opening up the wrapper.

"Gawd I love you."

"Aww, i love you too princess." Heeseung says with a tone of endearment rubbing your arm comfortingly.

"I was talking to the chocolate babe-" you playfully retort pointing at your snack.

Heeseung's jaw dropped at the sudden confession and you nudged him letting out a small laugh.

"I'm just kidding babe, I really appreciate all of this. Even more so at the fact that you- wait how did you know I was on my period?" you look at him quizzically.

He lifts his phone up showing you the period tracker which had your dates recorded.

"This app is a life saver. Makes my life easier. As long as I feed you, you won't bite my head off." he tells you.

Going closer to you, he snuggles in as he wraps his around your shoulder and uses the other one to gently and slowly rub your belly.

"Now Hee I'm not that much of a demon during my period." you quickly defend yourself taking a sip of the warm cup of tea.

"You kicked me out the house and made me sleep at Jay's house for two days straight after I ate the last piece of cake..." he says opening the packet of sweets eating a gummy bear.

"I'll have you know that cake was one of a kind." you mumble trying not to sound petty.

"I- (y/n) you only let me come back after you realised there was another slice in the fridge?!" he remarks back in utter perplexity at you.

"Okay okay damn. So dramatic, it's just cake." you whisper as you crossed your arms feeling defeated.

Heeseung sighs pulling you closer as his body heat radiated off onto you and you felt like you could stay like that forever.

I mean, you can admit that Heeseung gave the best cuddles and he knew that too.

Periods are truly one of the worst things you felt like you had to experience but he makes them seem... less bad.

Going back to the show playing on the tv, you open up a bag of chips calmly munching on them as you enjoyed the quiet and relaxing atmosphere.

"OW!" Heeseung yelps as you slap his hand away when he tried to reaching for your snacks.

"Don't touch my chips."

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barbi2709 · 10 months

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Soobin with an anime nerd s/o

Disclaimer: This and each of my stories are only fiction and are not intended to offend or make anyone uncomfortable, if this type of content makes you uncomfortable, feel free to leave without resentment :]

Paring: Soobin x gn!reader

A/N: I'm doing this bc it's just a underrated topic here (no bc I'm in my delulu moments and bc im an anime nerd myself, nonono). Also im doing this to get out of a writer block to continue with my other txt series which I haven't even started (loln't)

Our Soobinnie <3

My boy just want someone who gets just as excited as him when they watch anime :(

So when he met you he was so excited to finally meet someone like him.

Once u both started dating, anime dates became a thing really quick.

You going to his place or him going to yours to watch anime.

You both have a list of animes to watch and is endless.

You both promised to never finish an anime that you are currently watching together.

Ok, but the anime dates you have are just so cute :(((((

Like, you both with cozy blankets while cuddling on the couch and watching like 6 chapters on a raw bc neither of you want to stop watching or leave each other.

(I truly believe he would agree to build a pillow fort)

He wouldn't admit it at first but he IS into romance animes.

The most cheesy shit you can find out there, he'd be like 🤮🤮🤮🤮 at first but once you ask him to watch it together my man agrees before he can register his answer.

If you're more into Shonen and seinen, be prepared to an excited Soobin every time a fight scene come to the screen.

You both could be talking for HOURS about theories or making bets about who would win the last battle.

And also be prepared to defend your fav characters from this man *cofcofmegumicofcof*

(If Megumi hater, why so hot?)

But also my man is the type to get a little bit jealous of 2D characters, so whenever you got a new husbando please make sure to reassure him.

(Or tell your sexy bf that the character is ur fav bc they're almost as sexy as him)

Having crisis together at 3 a.m. because of the spoilers for the next anime or manga chapter that you're waiting for.

He comforts you when your fav character dies.

You both cried the shit out of you after the end of snk.

Manga shopping dates are also a thing in your relationship and I swear is the cutest thing ever :(

Like, you want that one limited edition but you think you've bought enough for the day so he bought it for you and leave it at your dorm as a surprise :(

I want him </3

Whenever he's on tour, he tries everything on his power to take you when he's going to Japan.

Or he plans a trip with you to Japan bc one of his life goals is to go with u at least once in his life.

If you can't go to Japan with him he'd buy EVERYTHING for you.

"I saw this Okkotsu plushie and bought it for you"

"I thought you'd like to have a Naruto lamp for your night stand"

:((((((

The members think you both are annoying bc of how nerds you're.

But they are happy that Soobin found someone who shared his same interests.

So now you're just annoyingly cute as a couple.

I feel like he's the one to watch "guess the anime opening challenge" type of videos.

And you both are SO. FUCKING. COMPETITIVE

He's always making rules to got one win

"Let's add the rule that if you also sing the opening you got the point"

"Binnie, you didn't knew the lyrics"

There's also dates when you both are just reading mangas with soft music at the background, no one's talking, just the comfort of each other presence.

You got him to do the Tik Tok trend of Wotakoi hands dance with you during pandemic.

At least in one of his social media accounts he has an anime matching icon with you.

I don't think he'd be into cosplay or going to conventions, but if you ask him enough times he'd be doing anything for you <3.

And that's it, love y'all

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kissesforsatoru · 1 year

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Alos also

Yandere Baji who notice you going distance and starts to wonder and attempts to confront you only for you to avoid or run off…this obviously pisses him off and he corners u and ask why. He looks closer and what you know it

Yandere bf seems to have given you a punishment

Maybe a black eye, a slap on the face, arms bruised all bc suddnly your sene with Baji…

At this point your breaking down in tears begging Baji to leave you alone “please Baji please just leave me alone- if he sees me with you he’ll be even more mad”

Idk what hc u can call this but Yandere Baji relzing your getting punished by your Yandere bf/ Yandere bf putting his hands on you

- 🌑 I’m choosing this one I did a spin wheel thing

pairing : baji x gn!reader

summary : when his darling hurt cause of their yan!boyfriend

⤷ cw : general yandere themes, light descriptions of injury, implied abuse

notes : just wanna say that i don't normally cuss this much, but it feels so right to do it for baji. i feel like he is definitely anger prone and impulsive, so he cusses a lot, especially to get his point across, you know? i usually try to write with the characters personality in mind, and i kind of just shove it into the way i write to make it more personal to them. so! yeah, don't mind all the cussing because there is a lot...😭

you've been avoiding him.

every time you see him, your pretty little eyes widen and you hurry your ass the other way, hauling it like you were being chased by some serial killer, and he hates it. it kills him, really. to see you so scared of him makes his gut wrench in the most twisted, uncomfortable ways.

so, he corners you. it was pure luck that he got the opportunity to, though, because you've been careful. but you weren't paying attention after school--typical, spacy you--and he snatches you. drags you to an empty, abandoned classroom where he pins you to the wall and cages you there. he's not giving you any fucking room to escape him anymore, because two weeks without you has been hell enough. that time alone could probably pay for all the sins he's ever committed. yeah, being without you is that bad.

you hit his chest, trying your best to get him to move, which is cute because your hits are the equivalent of being hit with a fucking pillow. he's not trying to be demeaning or anything but, compared to all the hits he's ever taken from anyone, yours are nothing.

he smirks and grabs your wrists to pin them on the wall, missing the way you flinch and tense in his hold.

"little thing," he calls, low and raspy. your lip wobbles and he can see thin, glassy tears begin to form in your eyes. "why have you been avoiding me, hm?" he asks just as he places a soft, ghostly kiss on the juncture between your shoulder and neck. the shiver he receives from the action causes his ego to swell. he still affects you, whether you want him to or not.

you don't answer at first, but that's fine. he's in no rush. he focuses his attention on kissing you, applying more and more pressure to each one as he goes on because, fuck- he's missed you so god damn much. he can't get enough of your soft, plush skin under his lips—do much that he can't control it when it’s bruising and boarder line sensual, nipping lightly at your skin every now and then 'cause he knows how much his fangs get to you.

"baji... please," you finally say, wobbly and nervous. "leave me alone."

baji pauses, processing your words carefully before his grip on your arms tightens tenfold. just as he's about to growl at you and ask what the fuck you mean leave you alone, you yelp loudly and the tears in your eyes finally start slipping down your cheeks. you fight against his hold, trying your damndest to get him to let your arms go, which only causes you to be in more distress.

it takes him only a few seconds for things to click in his mind before he gently gulls your arms towards him and rolls up the sleeves of your hoodie. his stomach drops at the sight before him--at the sight of deep, protruding bruises defiling your skin. his heart begins to speed up when he realizes that your shitty boyfriend must've done this to you because of him, and that's why you've been avoiding him.

he looks up at you, brows furrowed in both anger and worry, and you're looking back at him with the most hurt expression on your face.

"he said that if he catches me with you again, he'll do worse so..." you trail off to sniffle and wipe the tears that are beginning to clump on the curve of your chin and jaw. "please, just... just leave me alone." you say, barely able to contain the cracked sob that slips between your quivering lips.

his heart clenches again at the way your face scrunches up to try and keep yourself from crying anymore. fuck, you're crying, and he hates it so much in these circumstances. no way in fucking hell is he ever going to leave you alone again when that damn bastard does this bullshit to you. he's not just going to let you go back to him and then sit with himself knowing that there's a possibility he could hurt you more and in worse ways.

"let me protect you," he whispers, swiping his thumb over your bruises, making sure that he doesn't press on them to the point that it hurts you. "i promise i'll never let him hurt you ever again so please, just... let me protect you, okay?" he sounds so desperate as he tries to convince you, and he is. you should never be subjected to this kind of treatment, ever. no matter what. and anyone who inflicts you with pain should burn in fucking hell for the rest of their miserable lives.

you hesitate for just a second, but then you're leaning into him and clinging to his waist as you begin to sob even harder. god damn it, he never wants to see you like this again--never even wanted to see you like this in the first place.

"i'm scared, baji." you say, grip tightening like he was just gonna walk away and leave you--which, he would absolutely never do that. not to you. he wraps his arms around you, one hand on your back and the other on your head in a protective hold.

"shh, it's okay. i'm gonna keep you safe like i promised, okay? no need to cry anymore, my sweet baby." he whispers, kissing you on your forehead as he does. such a soft act that was able to calm you, but from a third perspective, baji couldn't have been more murderous in that moment.

your boyfriend is going to fucking pay.

#𓏲 msg answered 𓂃 📬#yandere #yandere thoughts #yandere imagines #yandere x you #yandere tokyo revengers #yandere tokrev #yandere tokyo revengers x reader #yandere tokrev x reader #yandere x reader x yandere #yandere boyfriend #yandere baji #yandere baji keisuke x reader #yandere baji keisuke #yandere baji x reader #yandere fanfiction #dead dove do not eat #☆ baji keisuke vs. yandere boyfriend !

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skubean · 1 year

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I currently got some serious brainrot thanks to the Valentines' streams so my request is cuddling headcanons for Magni, Altare, Flayon and Hakka (if that okay with you!)

ooooooo im losing my mind at this bcs valentine's got me going crayyyyzeeee and thank you for the request!! sorry it's probably past valentine's now but i hope this was fine <3

cuddling hcs w/ magni, altare, flayon and hakka (holotempus)

characters: magni dezmond, regis altare, machina x flayon, banzoin hakka

notes: def out of character, gender neutral reader, some use of pet names, just brainrot im so ueueueueu i love them, slightly suggestive

magni dezmond

magni cuddles you like he's protecting you from the world.

it would start off with him wrapping an arm around your neck and you're like squished in between.

it's not really uncomfortable, but you can sense a tinge of teasing when he does it because you're pretty much stuck.

"dez, i can't speak" "what's that, i can't hear you"

he likes having you in between him, so if you're sitting on the sofa, you're positioned to be in between his legs and his arms are just draped around you loosely.

if you're laying down and cuddling, he has a leg on top of you.

you'll never know why this guy is obsessed with having a limb trapping you, but it's fine either way skskks

he'd put a hand under your shirt bcs he's cold, but ends up spooking you with his cold hand, which eventually turns into some sort of war.

it's silly, but he's just stuck to you like glue. he likes how perfect you fit in his arms (or legs).

overall, pretty playful but also really protective, which is why he cuddles you so much no matter where you are.

regis altare

altare cuddles you like you were made to fit in his arms.

altare is really warm, so he's like your personal heater.

clingy bf #2, cuddles you so much, you're his personal pillow.

he's big spoon 24/7, just likes having you in his arms so much, it's like he's addicted.

the type to bury your face into his chest, so you could fall asleep to his heartbeat.

backhugs you a lot too, he likes kissing your neck, and he knows it gets a reaction out of you.

also really likes having you on his lap, with you facing him.

it feels intimate, just close enough to know that he's yours and you're his.

he lets you relax when you're cuddling him and would massage your arms or thighs to show that he's there with you.

very sweet, i can assure you. teeth rotting clingy to the core, just likes the closeness and intimacy between the both of you.

machina x flayon

flayon cuddles you like you're glass, so close to breaking but so tempting.

he's so careful when hugging you because you're so precious to him.

he likes being the small spoon, but on days he's the big spoon, he feels so happy, like proud happy.

small spoon bcs he's addicted to your warmth, it makes him feel safe and secure.

gives me kusogaki (brat) vibes, so i think he'd cuddle you whenever he wants.

sudden hugs in the middle of the hallway because he's cheeky like that.

also loves loves laying his head on your lap because you would always play with his hair, and he's like a cat!

he's careful as to not push it too much, but you always reassure him that you love him, and that being close to him makes you so warm inside.

he's so fucking cute im gonna sob, pls love this man immensely bcs he would kiss your forehead/the ends of your hair when you're sleeping.

definitely adorable 100%, uses his cuteness to win cuddles (works everytime)

banzoin hakka

hakka cuddles you like you're his most prized possession, his muse.

nuzzles his head between your head and neck because he's flirty like that.

he cuddles you like a baby, gentle and one hand on the back of your head.

he will always, 100%, without fail intertwine his hand with yours.

no he does not care if it gets sweaty, don't let go!

also loves laying on your chest just to hear your fast heartbeat.

i'm not over this but, jaw kisses, neck kisses, collarbone kisses, whatever he can reach in the area.

when you're the one initiating the hug, he'll have his arms at least somewhere around your body, just for that slight skin to skin affection sksksk

kisses your fingers a lot, it's like he's obsessed with your hands.

he is, he's obsessed with you.

how could someone be so loveable to him? he will never understand, but he knows that he would risk it all for you.

his lockscreen is a picture of you both cuddled up and it's his favourite picture ever.

to top it off, he probably has an album of you cuddling bcs it's his fav thing to do.

a/n: sorry that this is so short! i love cuddling hcs bcs physical affection is >>>>> happy belated valentine's to anon and everyone!!!

my request box is still open and read the rules too bfr you request!

#holotempus x reader #holostars #holotempus #magni dezmond x reader #regis altare x reader #machina x flayon x reader #banzoin hakka x reader #magni dezmond #regis altare #machina x flayon #banzoin hakka

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emilyan4lb34ds · 2 years

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Sick day // Klitz & Gn!Reader fluff + angsty (?)

A/N: I feel like I’m r😋wdogging tumblr the way i post things without reading them twice.

Summary: Reader is sick and has mommy issues or something and our beloved Klitzy is being the best bf ever and helping :)) enjoy

Word count: 1.1K

Requested by user: @lovelybunn

When you woke up you could feel something wasn’t right. Your chest felt heavy and you felt cold no matter how much blanket you put on. Even to just breathe properly you had to sit upright. It was an uncomfortable feeling. You fought off the idea of being sick. You haven’t been sick in...hell over a year. Fuck that. You had things to do. You had to go to work and you even planned on going to the store today.

You stood off the bed trying to ignore the aches all over your body. If you could stand upright you were alright enough to get shit done. At least that’s what you were told. You grabbed your work shirt off the dresser and pulled it over you.

Klitz yawned from the bed. “Where are you going?” He stretched and pulled himself upwards, sitting against the headboard sleepily.

“I’m going to work, I’ll be back later.” The congestion in your voice was apparent.

“You sound sick.”

“I’m not.” You refrained from sniffling so he wouldn’t make anymore accusations.

He got off the bed and stood in front of you, towering almost. There was a slight relief as his warm palm pressed to your forehead. It felt so good you almost asked him to smother your face with his hands.

“Babe you’re freezing.” Way to state the obvious.

“I’m fine Klitzy, I just need to go to work.” You said in protest.

He crossed his arms and his head tilted. Both of you knew you were lying. It’s just a matter of who’s gonna let it go. You were confident you would win and be able to go about your day. It was easy to win these little disputes with him, you were an awful bit stubborn and he folded like a rock. Although sometimes you would let him win. Just because you love him of course.

Without another word he grabbed you by the waist. It happened so quickly that you couldn’t process what was happening. Gently, he picked you up and set you on the bed. “Don’t try to get out of this one, you’re sick.” He said firmly. And as it turns out, this was one of the situations where you let him win. You couldn’t find the strength to make a rebuttal.

He handed you the shirt you previously had on and took your work shirt off for you. You found yourself gazing into his eyes as he did so. A soft feeling in your heart emerged. You’d never been taken care of like this. When you were little you were made to do most things by yourself, even if you were sick. Your mother was the one who told you “if you could stand upright you were alright enough to get shit done.” So of course being cared for like this made you feel something.

Klitz laid you down and pulled his quilt over you. His hand rubbed circles around your back, tracing little hearts every now and then. “I’ll go make you something to eat.” He placed a kiss on your forehead before leaving the room.

Somehow you didn’t even know how to react. You’d never been treated like this before. Part of you was confused, while the other part of you had fallen so hard in love. You sat in silence for a few seconds before the tears formed in your eyes. Never in your life had you felt so cared for. You were thankful obviously. Yet somehow you felt undeserving of this. You hadn’t done anything special for him to treat you like this. It wasn’t a special occasion. It was just a normal day, you were just sick. Just sick. He could’ve let you go to work but he didn’t. In fact he insisted on taking care of you, without you even having to ask or make any implication you wanted him to.

The tears fell from your eyes onto the pillow. You didn’t want him to see you like this. Who cries over being cared for? God he’s gonna think you’re pathetic. A little baby who can’t control their emotions. You felt humiliated without him even being in here. The thought of leaving came into your mind. If he’s in the kitchen he wouldn’t see you leave out the front door.

No. You can’t just leave. You appreciate what he’s doing. You appreciate it a lot. You just don’t know how to handle it. You’d have to get used to it eventually right? Would you? Was this a one time thing? What if you get sick again and he leaves you on your own?

Before you can think of anything else the door pushes open. Through tears you can see a tall blob of brown hair.

“Y/N?” He sets down a plate and glass and sits next to you. “Y/N what’s wrong?” He wipes the tears from your cheek. His other hand goes back to your forehead to check your temperature. You knew your face felt warmer than it did before. But that’s what crying typically does.

Rendered speechless you fall into his arms.

“Hey, Hey it’s okay.” He whispers. “It’s just a cold babe you’re not dying.” Great, now he thinks you’re crying because you’re sick. If you don’t tell him he’s gonna think you’re some over dramatic freak.

You shake your head against his chest. “It’s not that.” You manage to get out between sobs.

He stays silent, waiting for you to say something else.

After a few seconds you pull away from him, wiping your face. “It’s just-” You couldn’t find it in you to look him in the face. You don’t know why this was embarrassing as it was, but god how you wanted to melt into the bed and disappear. “No one’s ever... taken care of me like this. I’m thankful you’re doing this, I just don’t know how to handle it.” It was surprising you were able to get out a full sentence, although you could feel your lip trembling the entire time.

He turned your face to look at his, connecting his eyes to yours. “I’m here for you baby. You don’t have to worry about being looked after.” He grabbed the cup of orange juice from the bedside table and placed it in your hands. You took a few sips before handing it back. “Just lay down okay?”

You did as he said. He followed you down, sharing a pillow. “I love you.” You whispered.

A smile formed on his face. “I love you too.” His arms wrapped around you, providing extra heat. “Somehow you’re still the hottest person I know, even with snot dripping down your face.”

You smacked your nose, embarrassed.

“I’m fucking with you.” He chuckled. “You don’t really have snot on your face.”

You pouted, disapproving of his little prank.

“I’m sorry sweetie I won’t mess with you while you’re sick.” And with that you felt a little better.

#klitz #danonation #paul dano #klitz x reader #klitz fluff #klitzy #the girl next door #klitz fic

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judeswhore · 2 years

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comfort of you - mason mount

this is so short and i lit threw it together last night so idk how i feel it’s not the best but soft bf mason >>>> gif credit to @masnmount <3

Mason knew you'd been working yourself harder than necessary the past few weeks so he wasn't entirely surprised when your planned movie night turned into you falling asleep on top of him within less than twenty minutes. The two of you were snuggled up on his sofa, Mason's head propped up on a little throw pillow, your body settled completely on top of his with your cheek pressed into his chest. You had one hand settled under his jumper, your fingers warm over the bare skin of his side and it settled a soft fizzy feeling of love in the pit of his stomach.

You'd been asleep for the past half an hour now and his fingers were slowly starting to cramp from repeatedly running through your hair, slight boredom taking over now that you weren't awake to tease him. In the back of his mind he thought about waking you up, the two of you could make cookies in the kitchen to keep you both occupied but you looked peaceful for the first time in days and he didn't want to disturb that. You'd been so busy that your time together was limited, the both of you falling asleep almost as soon as you got home but he wasn't really complaining when he got to have you wrapped up with him like this.

He shifted slightly beneath you, wincing when you made a low noise of complaint in the back of your throat and pressed yourself further into his hoodie, your fingers slipping around his back as you hugged him closer. Reaching for his phone settled on the carpet beneath the sofa he grinned slightly and gave a little shake of his head at your clinginess, your need to be as close as possible to him still very evident even in your sleep. Not that he blamed you really, he was usually just as bad.

He settled back on the sofa, his arm propped up carefully on your shoulder so he could scroll through his social medias, his other hand resting on your jaw as he ran his thumb across your cheek. The little touches between the two of you were everything to him, as much as he'd rather you were awake so he could annoy you, he loved just having you close like this, neither of you rushing off to work. He pressed a light kiss to the top of your head, nose pressed into your hair as he tried to hide his giddy smile.

It was a quick decision, something daft to occupy him until you got uncomfortable and woke up or until he got cramp and had to move but suddenly Mason found himself doing a Q&A, his Instagram flooding with random questions. Half of them were far too ridiculous for him to answer but he found himself smothering his laughter in his shoulder in attempts at not bothering you, his answers whispered and quiet into the phone. He knew fans would probably wonder why he was acting the way he was because he tried his hardest to keep your head out of the way, the angle of his videos as a result being more than awkward.

You shuffled against him while he was in the middle of recording an answer to his go to TV show to binge and his words tapered off, his gaze flickering to you. You stretched slightly, humming in a way that flushed Mason's body and brought your hand up to rub at your eye, a yawn getting pushed away into his chest. His lips tilted into a soft smile, the look of love and content evident on his face through the camera as he watched you slowly wake up, your head tilting to look up at him with heavy lidded eyes. It wasn't lost on him how effortlessly beautiful you were, still half asleep and disoriented and you had his heart right in the palm of your hand.

Your confused, furrowed brows straightened out and you shared his gentle smile when you locked gazes, your eyes falling shut again as you shuffled further up his body, completely unaware he was recording when you tucked your face away into his neck. His heart skipped and his tummy flipped when your lips grazed over his jaw and you peppered soft kisses over his beard and then onto his neck. Your hand found it's place in his hair, fingers slipping into the soft locks and he shivered when your breath tickled over his bare skin.

You'd completely hidden yourself away in his neck and he knew within seconds that you'd have fallen back to sleep, the lazy strokes of your fingers a clear indication. It suddenly dawned on Mason that he was still recording and he was quick to end the video, opting instead to snuggle down further into the sofa to get more comfortable with you. He wrapped one arm around your back, his fingers trailing over your spine and turned his head to bury his nose in your hair, lips pressing kisses wherever he could reach.

"What were you doing?" Your voice was muffled and low, coated with sleep and it was just like your morning voice, Mason's favourite thing in the world and he couldn't help but to squeeze you a little tighter against him. You didn't lift your head, just pressed another kiss below his ear, taking in a deep breath as his own fingers sifted through your hair.

"Hmm?" You wriggled away from him slightly when he hummed in your ear, your shoulder coming up to protect it as Mason gave a quiet chuckle and kissed you again. He couldn't help himself, everything about you screamed love and he never wanted to stop with his tiny kisses even if they were completely unnecessary.

"Heard you talking, what were you doing?"

"Nothing, just answering some questions." He shifted on the sofa, settling down further to get more comfortable, the Q&A completely forgotten in his want to just be with you. The two of you were wrapped up completely together, legs intertwined and you were practically just one tangle of limbs when Mason pulled the fluffy blanket over you both.

"Didn't mean to disturb you, you don't have to stop because of me." He shook his head, trailing the tip of his finger down the curve of your waist. He moved to rest his cheek against your head and let his eyes fall closed, knowing at that point you were both going to fall asleep and would probably stay there for the rest of the night.

"I'm not, baby, go back to sleep, yeah?"

"I promise I'll be more awake tomorrow." You patted his cheek and he grinned with a slow nod, mumbling softly that he didn't really believe you. He was starting to doze off, your warmth and comfort dragging him into a sleepy state and he got even more comfortable, snaking one hand up the back of your hoodie so he could curl his arm around your bare waist to hold you to him, always eager for skin on skin contact. "Mase?"

"Yeah?" Your lashes fluttered over the skin of his neck when you settled back after your final kiss and he never wanted to leave your arms. He'd happily stay tangled up with you forever.

"I love you." His smile was fully blown but sleepy, those butterflies swarming in his stomach again, his heart so full it felt ready to burst. He knew completely that you were his everything, three simple words that he wanted to hear only you say for the rest of his life.

"I love you, too."

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fireandspiceland · 2 years

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I couldn't stop thinking about @neonspirals tentacle bf au so I sent an anon message to ask if writing sth would be okay wrote a little thing. I hope you like it!

-> Arthur is trans, his genitals are referred to as clit, lips, hole and so on (just a heads up if anyone's uncomfortable with that); tentacles (duh), maybe a little size kink?, might seem dubcon but it’s not. I don't know what else to say, it's actually really fluffy.

Arthur stirred in his sleep. A quiet whine and the rustling of the bedsheets disturbing the peace of the night. He reached out to pet the end of the tentacle resting next to him, turning his head that was bedded on the thicker part of it.

The tentacle underneath his head didn't move, but at Arthur's feet two others soundlessly emerged from the mattress, wriggling underneath the blanket.

They slid up against his legs, teasing the skin and putting a little smile on his lips. Arthur shifted a little and rubbed his legs against the smooth appendage out of reflex, still hardly awake.

The tentacles carefully found their way around his legs, wrapping themselves around them. One of them slid up far enough to caress Arthur's fingers and entwine with them while the other glided up his inner thigh. The touch on Arthur's thigh went from the tip of the tentacle tickling him to a more firm grip as soon as the thicker part of it was wrapped around his thigh, sliding in between his legs.

Arthur's breath hitched, the tentacle slowly rubbing against him through his panties as he finally stirred awake. He slowly blinked his eyes open, but it was still too dark to actually focus on anything around the room. The pressure of the tentacle between his legs became a little more fierce and Arthur's eyes fell shut again.

A content sigh left his lips when the tentacles wrapped around both his legs to spread them a little wider and Arthur ran his thumb over the thinner end of the tentacle that was woven around his fingers. The wet patch staining his panties grew bigger with every rub against his clit and Arthur quietly cursed the fabric separating him from getting proper stimulation.

As if they were reading his mind the tentacles slipped beneath his panties, pulling them down a little to make room for them in the interspace. They slowly crept up his inner thighs again, meeting between Arthur's legs. One of them pressed between his lips, dipping into the wetness and making Arthur gasp, while the other focused on holding his legs apart.

The initial surprise quickly turned into pleasure when the tentacle kept rubbing and pulsating against his clit. Arthur's breathing got heavier and he broke into a slight sweat. It felt so good, but... but... A buck of Arthur's hips was all it needed to let the tentacles know he wanted to feel more of them.

He moaned when one of them finally urged inside him, wiggling slightly. With his free hand Arthur reached down to lightly hold onto the tentacle penetrating him. He felt it gliding through his hand inside him. The thick girth stretched him to a point where the slight burn made Arthur hiss, but the wetness dripping from his hole spread around it and it quickly turned into a pleasurable feeling.

Arthur lightly touched himself where he and his boyfriend connected and felt his juices dribble from his slit as the tentacle kept moving. It didn't need any hard thrusts to make him squirm and moan, the feeling of the tentacles caressing his skin, keeping him in place, and wiggling deep inside him was already enough.

The heat in his abdomen became tighter and Arthur turned his upper body a little, clinging onto the tick tentacle he had been using as a pillow all night. It didn't move but he could feel the muscles contract underneath his cheek as he pressed multiple kisses onto it. A breathless laugh escaped Arthur when he felt the rounded tip of one of the other tentacles nudge his cheek to get his attention.

When he turned his face towards it, it wandered from his flushed cheek to his lips, grazing them as if to kiss him back. With one hand he reached up to pet it and opened his lips for them to deepen the kiss. His tongue played with the tip, panting breaths coming from Arthur's mouth whenever the tentacle gave him a little break.

The one inside him curled up a little, knowing exactly how to find the sweet spot inside him that made Arthur buck his hips, searching for more. He swore he could hear a faint snicker echoing from the walls, but was too far gone to care or investigate it.

His moans became louder, more frantic, nearly turning into cries as the tentacles' grip on his body tightened. Part of it kept fucking in and out of him at a slow pace while stimulating him from inside over and over. Arthur gasped and bucked his hips desperately, when the wet tip of the tentacle he had been making out with touched one of his nipples. He was so close. If he didn't know that his boyfriend would restrain his arms if he tried touching himself now, he would help himself to his orgasm.

Once again the tentacles seemed to sense what he needed, and Arthur felt the one that was holding his leg in place move. It pressed against his swollen clit, one of the suction cups engulfing it. The stimulation drew a sob from Arthur's throat. The suction cup tightened around his clit just as the other tentacle found his g spot again and he came with a cry.

A few stray tears escaped his eyes when his boyfriend kept up his ministrations. It only stopped after Arthur's body fell limp from being wrecked by another three orgasms. He lost the feeling of time, nodding off from the exhaustion soon, but when Arthur woke up, he found himself savely wrapped in the tentacles keeping him warm.

#I lost count of how many tentacles there are but I think its 4-5 #aph england #hws england #hetalia england #arthur kirkland #hetalia #riva.fanfic #trans!arthur #tentacle bf au #I dont have much experience writing trans characters so I hope I did a decent job here #I had this in my drafts but since it’s finished anyways and you just said you’re not feeling good.. maybe this can cheer you up a little

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amive2567 · 3 years

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Characters: Tamaki Amjiki x GNReader; Izuku Midoryia x FemReader; Shouto Todoroki x GNReader; Hitoshi Shinsou x GNReader; Katsuki Bakugou x GNReader

Warnings: mention of period, pranks, fluff, swearing, OOC characters (maybe?), suggestive themes in Bakugous part,

Summary: As a famous Herowatcher(Youtuber), you wanted to film a video about how your boyfriend's reaction to your prank.

Words: Tamaki:366 Izuku:532 Shouto:590 Hitoshi:416 Katsuki:528

In the last few weeks, you saw a lot of videos about partners pranking each other. There were different pranks they did, and you decided to pull the fainting prank on your boyfriend.

You both planned to train outside today. To record your prank, you set up a camera in a bush so that Tamaki wouldn't notice it. You felt a bit guilty about that what you were going to do. But still, you wanted to execute your plan. The sun was pretty warm, which gave you the perfect conditions to do this. You were doing jumping jacks but suddenly stopped.

Your prank is starting now. "Are you ok?" asked Tamaki, who noticed your behavior change. You nodded but stumbled to your water bottle. Before you could reach it, you "passed out". "Sunshine?" he froze in his tracks and was paralyzed as you tried not to react to his anxious cry for you. He kneeled beside you. His thumb caressed your cheek, and you felt that his hand was shaking. "Are you ok? Oh, I had to watch out better. If I only had reacted immediately, I am so sorry." his voice was breaking. He took your legs and held them high. He tried to stabilize your circulation. "Please wake up," mumbled Tamaki anxiously.

Now you decided to clear things off. "Darling, it's a prank," you said. "What? Why would you do that?" he asked, confused. "I saw it on the internet and wanted to try it, but I didn't want to scare you." You sat up and hugged him tightly.

After a couple of minutes, you broke away from him. "See, there is the camera." You pointed to the bush. Embarrassed, he hid his face in the crook of your neck.

After the two of you finished the actual training, you edited the video and posted it on Herowatch. In the next few days, the video had a couple of thousands of likes, views, and comments:

SuneaterfanNo.1: God, he was so worried about them. I wish I had such a boyfriend.

User219: I am feeling like a single pringle right now. :(

FanfictionAdict: Because of your videos, my expectations of getting a partner are way too high.

Precisely you tried to adjust the camera on a shelf between a bunch of All Might figures. You hoped he wouldn't notice the camera you put there. Izuku was still working, but he had to be home soon. That was the perfect moment to prepare your prank. You switched patiently between the different apps on your phone until a message popped up.

I am only changing and showering at the agency. After that, I will come home.

Alright, see you soon, love. Oh, could you please bring some chocolate on your way home?

Sure, see you, honey.

See you too.

You laid your phone on the nightstand, patiently waiting for your husband to come home. You feel bad pranking Izuku after his stressful day, saving the lives of probably many children and adults, but special situations needed special measures. It was probably totally worth it to see his reaction to your "horrible cramps". He was such a sweetheart. It would probably give him a heart attack. Well, now, with this thought, you felt a bit worse.

After some time passed, the door opened, and your boyfriend entered your decent flat. Now was your time to show the world that you didn't suck at acting. "I am home." shouted the green-haired pro hero through your flat. "In the living room." You tried to sound like you would be in pain.

Apparently, it was convincing in less than a second Izuku was next to you. "What happened? Where does it hurt?" Sometimes he was too observant for his own good. "My stomach hurts so much." "Oh, can you think of a reason? Did you eat something bad? I will get you a hot water bottle." He rushed to the open kitchen to prepare the hot-water bottle. "I am probably getting my period." You grabbed a pillow and hugged it tightly. "Ahhh." you groaned extra dramatically. "Do you want to take some painkillers?" "Yes, please." He took the hot water bottle out of the microwave. With quick steps, he got back to your side. Gently, he took away the pillow and replaced it with the water bottle. "I get you the painkillers." With those words, he rushed to the bathroom.

"We don't have any painkillers." Shouted Izuku apologetically. "That's fine." "I can buy you some. You shouldn't have to be in pain, honey." He came back to you. "There is no need to." A mischievous smile spread across your face. "How can you smile when you're in pain?" "Because I am not." If you got asked who best embodied a question mark, it would be your husband. "What?" "It was a prank." you laughed. "See, there is the camera." You pointed toward the pile of All Might figures. His shoulders lost the tension, and he hugged you tightly. "I am glad you are alright."

On the same evening, you edited the video and uploaded it on Herowatch. Since you were the wife of the number one hero of Japan, the video went viral.

ASinglePerson: The poor man was so worried. He is such a cutie.

Deku'sgreatestfan: Ahhh, Deku is so great. I love him.

SomeoneYouWillNeverMeet: We need more Y/N x Deku videos. You guys are so cute.

Balancing on a ladder, you tried to mount the camera on the high bookshelf. You hoped Shouto wouldn't notice the camera you put on there. Since he was still working, you could prepare perfectly for your prank, or rather reaction video. The number of times you had already pranked him wasn't high, but every seldom time it was funny to see his reaction.

While waiting for Shouto to come home, you filmed your intro and arranged your new sleeping place on the couch. You waited patiently for him, and when the key in the door turned, you knew it was time to pull out your acting skills. Habitually you would greet him with a hug and a kiss, but today everything had to be like you planned it. "I am home." You needed to pull yourself together that you didn't answer. The silent treatment was the best thing you could think of at the moment. If you started to talk, you would probably tell him the truth. "Y/N?" asked the heterochromatic man again. You heard his tranquil steps coming closer to the living room.

As he entered the room, his eyes immediately locked with yours. His eyes were filled with confusion, seeing you on the couch covered in your blanket that you usually use to sleep. "Are you ok?" You nodded. Now it was getting serious. "Everything is fine. I merely want to sleep on the couch today." "Why?" "I think you can answer that yourself." The poor man had no clue what you were talking about. He knew he did the laundry, helped you with your documents at the agency, and made your food. What had he forgotten?

You pulled the blanket over your body to signal to him that this conversation is over. Without a word, he took out a book from the shelf, and you worried that he saw the camera. He sat down in the armchair next to the couch. The only sound you could hear was the flipping of the pages. At that moment, you loved him even more. He respected your privacy and decisions more than every other person in your life ever did. "I am going to sleep now, have a blessed night." He put a bookmark in the book and put it back on the shelf. You felt strange not to go with him to bed.

As he said, he went to bed, and the flat the two of you lived in was unusually quiet. It was strange laying alone in the dark. You were so used to his presence that you couldn't sleep. Now you regretted not clearing the prank. A ruffling sound in the darkness caught your attention. "Shouto?" you asked into the dark. "Y/N, I am so sorry. Whatever I did, I did it unintentionally. I never wanted to hurt your feelings. I can't sleep without you. Can I sleep next to you?" Quietly Shouto came closer to your unusual sleeping place. "Of course you can. I am so sorry. It was just a prank." You swung the covers aside and ran into his arms. Gladly, the moon lit up the living room so didn't walk into the furniture. "Let us go to bed," you suggested.

The next day, you edited the video and uploaded it. Since you were the lover of the number two hero in Japan, your video blew up.

randomperson: Where can you get a bf like this?

NoName: He is such a sweetheart. I wish I had such a boyfriend.

SingleLikeAPringle: I feel so single with your videos.

It was finally your day off of hero work, so you decided to drag Shinsou to a cat café. That was one of your two intentions. Your second intention was to prank him a bit. Your Foryoupage on TikTok particularly exploded with "What would you do if I go back to my ex." - Pranks. Since you developed a big community on Herowatch, you wanted to make a short video about it too.

Secretly you recorded the two of you entering the cat café. You know how much Hitoshi hated the attention, so you often recorded your videos alone. But not today. Today was the day the whole world can see that Y/N L/N has a boyfriend. Well, not today exactly, because you had to edit the video so that Hitoshi can't be seen properly. Besides, you didn't want him to make him feel uncomfortable. This was just a way to get rid of the creepy people of the internet.

You ordered your drinks, and Hitoshi was already occupied with stroking the first cat. You placed the camera inconspicuously on the floor, so only Hitoshi's legs could be seen. "You know if we broke up, I would go back to my ex." you suddenly said and waited for his reaction. He casually looked up from the cat and nodded. "That's fine. I would also like to go back to my ex." "What..?" you stuttered, trying not to choke on your saliva. A mischievous grin spread across his face. "You heard right. I would go back to my ex." "You're joking." "Maybe. Maybe not." Now he couldn't hold back small laughter.

"Alright, jokes aside. You're practically binge-watching all those "What would you do if I go back to my ex." - Pranks. I know what you were trying to do. We are both aware that we are the exes with whom we get back together." He said calmly. "You retrolled me," you exclaimed loudly. "That's what you get when you mess with me, kitty cat." he winked at you. "Yeah, whatever." you scoffed and petted the cat in your lap.

The next morning, you edited the video, and looking back on yesterday, it was a bit funny.

InternetAdict: He is a smart guy. You are a lucky person.

VoiceKink: His voice is so soothing. Can I get his voice somewhere?

LoveYou: Your videos are so great. We need more of your secret boyfriend. We don't even need to see his face. His voice is enough to make someone go weee.

It was a rare occasion that your boyfriend Katsuki was at home, but today was the day. Because of that, you had to take your chance. Since your boyfriend is the most observant person on this planet. There was no way to hid a camera, so you used your phone instead.

He was currently next to you in the kitchen and cooked dinner for both of you. You often volunteered to help him, but he said your cooking skills were worse than Todorokis, which was something you had never thought. The Bakusquad, and you still believe that he watched too many shows with Gordon Ramsay as a child. He definitely adopted his behavior in the kitchen. Only today, you tried to ignore him, only for the sake of seeing his reaction. You sat on the barstool in front of your kitchen counter and pretended to do something on your cell phone. Even if you were actually only filming. Let the fun begin.

"Oi, babe, pass me the curry." Usually, you would have corrected him about the way he demands things, but now you just ignored him. He turned around and watched you. "Alright, I am getting it myself." You looked so concentrated on your phone that he didn't want to distract you. It went on like this for what felt like hours until Katsuki was done with cooking your food. He put the steaming plate in front of you, then he sat down next to you. You were still on your phone, so Katsuki snatched it out of your hands. "Hey." You exclaimed and immediately covered your mouth with your hands. Great, now the prank was ruined. "Why are you covering your mouth like that. Are you finally gonna talk to me now?" Still, you wanted to last a bit longer, so you kept quiet. "Fine, then not."

The two of you ate in silence till Katsuki had enough. "Alright, dumbass, what's wrong? You usually never shut up, and now your all quiet and stuff. Did somebody hurt you? I'll beat their ass. They're gonna die." he growled. You had to suppress a chuckle. Sometimes he could be so caring. Well, at least in his own individual way. "Then don't talk to me. I didn't want to know it anyway." Now you couldn't stand it any longer. "Why are you laughing, dumbass?" he asked bewildered. "I was just kidding. Everything is fine. Never thought you'd care so much about me." "Yeah, I care about your stupid ass. Now I want an apology. A good one with physical effort, if you know what I mean." He winked, and you got it. The video you wanted to film was long forgotten as you dragged him closer to the bedroom.

In the evening, you found your phone on the counter. Immediately you started to edit this whole thing. You finished late at night and finally got to upload the video on Herowatch.

Tsunderefan123: He is such a tsundere, but a lovely one.

SingleMom: Every time I watch your videos where he is involved, I feel so single.

Adviceseeker: Tell me a secret, how can you get a guy like him?

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fairyoftbz · 3 years

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il y aura des jours meilleurs | c. chanhee

🖤 pairing: bf!chanhee x fem!reader 🖤 word count: 2k 🖤 genre: angst, comfort, fluff 🖤 tw: negative thoughts, hints of depressive thoughts and struggling 🖤 synopsis: you’re exhausted to the point of giving up but Chanhee is your source of hope and here for you. 🖤 a/n: happy birthday to our pretty boi chanhee!! 💌 i’m currently watching him decorate his cake and talk, he’s so cute :(( i know it’s a bit of a sad story for his birthday but i really wanted to write something for him and my french project! i hope it’ll be enough!

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You sighed as you walked through your front door, carelessly tossing your belongings on the floor. Not even bothering about hanging your jacket and light scarf, you walked in the bathroom and sat on the closed toilet seat. Closing your eyes, it was hard to be positive at this point. It was the third bad day in a row, and it started to really look like the world was planning a mischievous plan to ruin your life. Out of the last week, you couldn’t even point out a positive thing that had happened. Well, Chanhee’s presence and his love always managed to make you smile and feel comforted, but today, it looked like it wouldn’t be sufficient to see the idea of a smile on your face. The permanent frown that you kept on wearing left you with a pounding headache, your surroundings becoming slightly dizzy.

You were impressed when you couldn’t even bring yourself to cry no matter how hard you tried. This lump in your throat and the weight you felt in your chest didn’t seem to subside when you got out of the boiling shower you’ve just had, so you gave up in trying to feel better for tonight.

“Just not this week,” you mumbled to yourself as you lazily dried your hair with a towel before applying some face cream. It was such an exhausting task for you to execute, but you would hate yourself even more in the morning if you saw breakouts appearing because of the dryness of your skin. It was already hard enough for you to control your emotions, your current goal was to not pile up things that could actually ruin your day or make you insecure even more.

You sighed again, deeper this time when you noticed yourself into the foggy mirror. You rolled your eyes and shook your head as you tried to tame down the negative thoughts that were starting to cloud your mind, finally feeling the tears filling your eyes, but you didn’t feel any better. You wiped them away with the back of your hand, quickly applying your serum before switching the lights off and walk out of the bathroom.

With clenched jaws, you stared at the kitchen as you stood in the middle of the corridor, not feeling like eating anything right now. You just weren’t hungry, and even your favourite meal wouldn’t be able to change that. Chanhee would usually scold you when skipped meals out of pure stress or just because you didn’t have time, but today, it was different. Yeah, you weren’t hungry, but you also didn’t feel like cooking at all. It would require too many efforts for you to even get a pan out of the drawer, your stomach twisting uncomfortably at the mere idea of food.

Falling head first into your pillow, you stifled a dry sob as you held the comforter tight against your chest, taking deep breaths as you were trying to calm down. Many thoughts were running inside your mind and you felt like drowning and suffocating in your own sorrow, not knowing what to do or how to act to get better. With your hands covering your face, you allowed yourself to let the tears of despair roll down your cheeks in the quietest way possible.

The pressure in your chest didn’t magically fade away as you had hoped to, it simply worsened. Having a hard time breathing, you opened your mouth wide and took deep breaths as you tried your hardest to get better, but nothing didn’t really work.

So you gave up. You let the tears flood your entire face and neck and cry in the loudest way possible, not feeling any better. The sorrows living in your body intensified, tightening your throat in the most painful way as you tried to subside your own cries.

You froze when you saw the lights of the corridor flicker open, pressing a hand on your mouth to muffle any sound that could come out of it, the tears filling up your eyes making everything around you blurry and messy. Pursing your lips and closing your eyes, you recognised your boyfriend’s steps walking around the apartment as big tears kept rolling down your face.

Chanhee opened the front door, the darkness and the silence of the apartment welcoming him in. He frowned as the atmosphere felt weird, unusual. He knew something was wrong when he noticed that your coat was messily lying around the floor, the light of the bathroom wall cabinet not properly turned off, like you always made sure to do it. Chanhee looked around the apartment, and you were nowhere to be seen. It’s when he took off his shoes and partially pushed the bedroom door open that he noticed your figure, lying in bed.

You turned to your side, back facing the door as you heard your boyfriend getting closer, hand still on your mouth as you tried to look and sound asleep. Focusing on your heartbeat, you managed to calm down a bit and get a grip on your emotions for a quick second, slowly feeling numb. You closed your eyes and tried to follow a regular breathing pattern to make your boyfriend believe that you were already sleeping, and waited.

The latter entered the bedroom on his tiptoes, a knee on the mattress as it dipped under his weight, the young man stretching his neck over your shoulders to see you asleep. He delicately removed a strand of hair from your face and kissed your cheek, frowning and retracted his mouth as he felt a wet sensation lingering on his lips. He gently caressed your head as he felt the saltiness when his tongue met his lips, the dots connecting in his head.

You waited for him to close the door and leave to sigh and wince, realising that you’ll have to talk to him about your damp cheeks. The tears welled back up when you didn’t want to talk to anyone about what was happening inside your head. You hated when your boyfriend saw you like that, because you knew that Chanhee cared for you and wanted to help you. You also knew it was coming from a good intention, but you didn’t feel like getting anyone’s help right now.

Chanhee came to bed a few minutes later, blindly wandering to the bed to not wake you up by turning on the lights. He stayed silent for a moment as your back was still facing him, hearing him sigh as he pulled the covers on his body. He took your stillness as a sign that you didn’t want to talk to him, because he knew that you weren’t asleep yet. He knew you too well to know that you were pretending, but he also knew that it was your toxic way of coping with your feelings.

Later that night, as the clock struck 3 am, you were still wide awake, resting on your back with your hands joined on your stomach, blankly staring at the ceiling as loud and intrusive thoughts invaded your brain. Chanhee was innocently sleeping next to you, a hand extended towards you as if it were a subconscious offer from him to hold his hand. As stubborn as you were and for the third time this week, you refused to get his help, even if you knew deep down that you needed it very badly.

You knew that he could actually help you, but it was easier for you to stay in your sorrow and lament yourself until you felt numb, rather than getting help and get back on the path or happiness. You always acted like this, and you never bothered to change any of your unhealthy coping mechanisms.

However, a tiny voice in your head almost begged you to reach out to hold his hand. Your chest tightened as you stared at his slender digits, whose touch never failed to give you reassurance and comfort. Him caressing your arms or cheeks was a sensation that you discovered when you started dating, and it became just as addictive as a drug. You needed it to feel better and worth it. It was as if the remedy was within easy reach, but you didn’t dare touching it because it was sacred. Though luckily this time, you decided to gather your strength and change things.

Chanhee got drawn away from his slumber as he felt a familiar hand touching him, your digits closing around his hand. He opened his eyes and turned to look at you, the shallow lights of the city illuminating the bedroom. Noticing your pearly eyes, he scooted closer to you and wrapped his arms around you, feeling you burst into tears against his shoulder.

“Shh baby. Breathe Y/N, breathe,” he said as his hand touched the back of your head, gently rubbing it to soothe you. “I- I can’t… I can’t do it anymore,” you managed to stutter as you gasped for air, your sobs being so intense that you could barely focus on anything else. “Don’t say things like that, I know you can,” he mumbled in your ear, but you shook your head. “I’m so tired… I’m so exhausted,” his hand gently massaged your head as he repositioned himself under you, your head now on his chest.

His calm heartbeat resonated in your ear, trying to shoo away the negative thoughts in your head. Chanhee didn’t say anything, he understood that he wouldn’t be able to convince you tonight. His chances will probably be higher by tomorrow when you’ll have calmed down from all your tormenting emotions.

“I know it won’t change anything about how you feel, but I love you and I care for you. There are harder times than others and you are going through one right now. it’s okay to feel bad, it’s okay to feel down, but the most important thing is to not give up. It’s completely normal to feel discouraged, but you have to keep going, for your own sake. And I’m here for you, no matter how lonely you felt, I’ll be by your side,” you nodded at his words, head still pressing against his chest as you tried to get his heartbeat to calm you down.

Chanhee softly rubbed your back and kissed the side of your head, knowing that you weren’t convinced at all. He cleared his throat and held you tighter, pulling the comforter higher to cover your shivering figure.

“Trust me, love, there will be better days, I promise. Those are not just words into the void, I mean them. You are going through a tough time right now, but I guarantee you that you will get better. It will take time and efforts and I know how tried you are but keep fighting. Look how far you’ve come, you always did a great job to stand back up and keep going, don’t let it ruin all the efforts you’ve gathered until now. Do it for yourself, and also for me, for us,” you looked up at him with shiny eyes and he nodded, assuring you that he meant every single word he said.

Your boyfriend wiped the salty pearls away from your eyes and gently smiled at you, hand cradling your cheek.

“Rest now, Y/N. I’ll be here when you wake,” he whispered, pressing a soft kiss on your forehead. “I love you,” you tiredly mumbled, feeling tired after all your crying. “I love you too, please never forget that,” his thumb gently rubbed the skin under your eye, instantly wiping the last few tears that you shed before falling asleep out of exhaustion, in your lover’s arms.

Chanhee sighed, tongue poking his inner cheek in frustration. He hated seeing you this down and broken, but he had faith in you. He knew that it was just temporary, that you wouldn’t give up even if you said you would. He was confident that you would jump back up on your feet and keep going, just like you’ve been doing until now. You were strong even if you never admitted it.

“I promise, there will be better days,” he whispered in your ear as he slowly slid down in the bed until his head rested on his pillow, keeping you close to his chest as he fell back asleep, just like you did a few seconds ago.

╰ It’s gonna be okay. You are going to be okay. ╮

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