#haven't i been good enough don't i deserve just a tiny bit of gentleness n affection when i'm so scared all the time
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I miss him but I also really really don't wanna fuck rn so I kinda just wanna cry cause I never feel like I'm allowed any kinda affection if we're not doin it first
#doll#i just feel really really off n sad n scared n idk if he's gonna be ok with that or if he's gonna get annoyed#i could text n ask but. he's always sayin one thing then doin the other.#i don't wanna negotiate i don't wanna compromise i just wanna feel safe n like he's gonna take care of me like he said he would#i just wanna be held without feelin like i'm committing a crime if i don't get him off first#haven't i been good enough don't i deserve just a tiny bit of gentleness n affection when i'm so scared all the time#i've really tried to be a good girl#but i guess i. shouldn't be expectin things for it. i got too out of control n i guess too entitled so now i get no special treatment.#i guess expectin things for doin what i'm supposed to makes me just a dumb ungrateful brat instead#i think....i'm gonna have a cig n text him. either he'll tell me not to bother comin over then or he'll at least say it's ok#n maybe if i tell him i will before i go i can force myself to walk out if he changes his mind#maybe#spdrvent
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