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shyjusticewarrior · 2 years
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orwells-nightmare · 1 year
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Reposts of My Gotham Memes Pt 1
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prettyupsetnerd · 1 year
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don't you just hate it when the ghost of your former bestie (which you used drugz to hallucinate) keeps trying to seduce you
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kebbopulos · 5 months
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Thinking about the line "You think I wouldn't know the smell of my rotting former first mate?". Thinking about if izzy had actually died from that bullet to the leg. Thinking about if Frenchie had shoved his body overboard, but Ed could still smell it. Thinking of Ed going mad not just with guilt, but with the realization his only support is gone. Imagining Ed just knowing that Izzy is still here, he has to be somewhere. Thinking about Ed slowly singling out each crew member because one of them must know where he is! One of them must be hiding Izzy! Thinking about izzy at the bottom of the ocean floor while Ed tears the ship apart
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locketdream · 5 days
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Shoutouts to:
cluster a autistics
cluster b autistics
cluster c autistics
depressed autistics
anxious autistics
autistics with eating disorders
autistics that deal with hallucinations
autistics with dissociative disorders
autistics with tics
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brachiocephalics · 2 months
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this scene is so sexually charged! and for what!
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ynngaa · 2 years
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From many angles they are terrible to each other (yet much worse to others)
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m-o-o-n-f-i-r-e · 10 days
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help i’ve fallen for another ship comprised of two insane autistic queers that want each other dead despite also being willing to do literally anything for the other even at risk to themselves
#nygmobblepot#i literally never gave a shit about the penguin and the riddler#but the moment my brother makes me watch a show where they are portrayed by theatre nerds who care about the characters#i become obsessed instantly#i would watch the show out of the corner of my eye while my brother and dad were watching it and see oswald and id just think#that little weirdo is the only thing that makes me like this show its so fun when hes on screen#then ed starts showing up more and i start to love his autistic ramblings and general energy#then ed kills a guy and i think fuck i love this show so much#then i see them interact and find out that they are semi canon???#like oswald is canonically in love with ed but the show seems to want you to think that ed just doesn’t reciprocate#but he obviously does and just doesn’t realize at the beginning because he thinks hes straight#but by the end that man is NOT hiding how much he loves oswald#like what the fuck was that hallucination scene if not his concince trying to make him realize how much he loves oswald#and there scene in the last episode in the car???#like that man has finally accepted that hes in love and is finally ready to act on it#anyways rant over they are just like hannigram and danbert and i will never change my mind#also their actors fucking killed in their rolls i love them#and fun fact: edward was cory michal smith’s first role outside of theatre and it fucking shows in the best ways#him being a mostly theatre person just adds so much to edward and makes him just so enjoyable to watch#now the rant is actually over#gotham#gotham tv
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riddle-man · 1 year
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aboxofscraps · 7 months
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“Did you really think Ed could make me happy?”
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schizopositivity · 1 year
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shout out to the psychotics who have trouble with eating! to the ones who have delusions about their food that makes it nearly impossible to eat! those who hallucinate their food as something unedible! to those who have sensory issues that limit their diet! to those who have a comorbid eating disorder! to those whose delusions make them believe they dont need food! to those with little or no appetite! to those who forget to eat! to those who rely on the side affect of increased appetite from antipsychtoics to help you eat!
we exsist! and we go through so much difficulty to do something we need to do several times a day for survival. we face so many challenges that most people will never understand. i recognize all your unnoticed effort, and im proud of you for trying.
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shyjusticewarrior · 1 year
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orwells-nightmare · 1 year
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Reposts of My Gotham Memes Pt 6
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sourpatch-1 · 2 years
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You know- it would have been so funny if Oswald found out in the past that Ed was taking pills to hallucinate him- they would of had a longgggg argument about it- I WOULD OF LAUGHED SO HARD- like especially if Ed tried to explain the Oswald singing part- LIKE- I laughed so hard when Oswald started to sing to Ed like I literally fell off my bed
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brainrot-hq · 2 years
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I know that's its probably the most talked about scene from the whole show, but I don't think I've processed it. The Wake Up Alone scene... imagine being the writers... imagine pitching that scene.. but also.. everything from those hallucinations came from Edward's mind. None of that was actually Oswald. The way they wrote him there is all how Edward perceives him. Also just, what was the point of that scene, other than to show that even is Edward refused to believe it, he was at least a little romantically interested in him. What other reason was there to portray Oswald they way they do during that scene? The clothing, the angles, the song choice, the way that even though Edwrad protests, and tells Oswald to stop, he never tries to remove himself from the situation. He makes the choice to stay. He was literally on his way out, and he didn't leave. He made the CHOICE to stay. That scene, man, that scene.
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wheelercore · 6 months
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It's really interesting how we get 3 versions of the creel plotline:
1. The creel trailer, which has alice and henry running up the stairs excitedly together and alice finding the dead rabbit, not in the playground, but what I assume is either the front yard or the backyard. Also henry and alice are noticeably younger, but children grow quickly so I don't know if that was intentional.
2. The show itself, which has the difference in the beginning entry way scene and alice in the playground.
3. The First Shadow, in which alice strikingly missing, despite the fact that the play still takes place when the creels just moved to Hawkins, supposedly. I believe the first promo refers to henry as the new kid in school, emphasizing that henry may be an only child in this play... somehow.
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So either something happened to alice before the creels arrived to hawkins (doubtful, this show places a lot of emphasis on hawkins as a setting and I doubt the it would make its central 'cursed town' irrelevant to its plot twist)-
Alice never existed (?? Lol) -
Or something happened to alice after the creels moved to hawkins and what we see in the show is not what it seems.
The third option isn't exactly out of this world. The show, since the beginning, put a lot of emphasis on PTSD, flashbacks, and repressed memories. It's all the more obvious with El recovering memories of Henry and the massacre, but s2 was filled to the brim with allegories and mentions to flashbacks, starting with Phineas "totally not used in the show as an allegory for the psychological effects of trauma" Gage and how will's supernatural experiences were compared to PTSD.
Vecna's curse was intentionally made to be subtle to the victim. None of them knew they were in a hallucination until it was made obvious to them. And... there are just some very interesting word choices going on here:
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Hopper corrects Joyce in this scene but the association of flashbacks and nightmares continue. Victor describing his own vecna vision, reminiscent of his own traumatic memories:
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Him describing waking up from his later vision, describing both that vision and his "reality" as nightmares:
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We don't see Alice dying. Not even in Henry's pov- it's intentionally obfuscated from us.
In the beginning of s4 nightmares are also framed as a sign of the vecna curse, we see specifically Max's nightmare being more so a flashback, or a memory, to Billy's death. Nightmares are also a core symptom of PTSD so it fits the bill with season 2.
Funnily, enough we see Alice also experiences nightmares- which we know what that's associated with:
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What exactly were in Alice's nightmares?
In the beginning we also got these very sus lines by Alice of all people, saying how the home looks like a "fairytale" and a "dream", which you know is what people say when they mean something is too good to be true, the opposite of nightmare, used to mean something that is so dreadful its hard to believe.
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These lines arent in the creel trailor, which is... interesting.
Also I wonder if there is a hint to this when Henry gains his abilities in the first place. Weirdly enough this is symbolized by Henry forcing a clock to go backwards, metaphorically into the past (and I am obligated to mention this, but the parallel to fred):
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Where others saw order, I saw a straitjacket. A cruel, oppressive world dictated by made-up rules. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades. Each life a faded, lesser copy of the one before. Wake up, eat, work, sleep, reproduce, and die. Everyone is just waiting. Waiting for it all to be over. All while performing in a silly, terrible play, day after day. I could not do that. I could not close off my mind and join in the madness. I could not pretend. And I realized I didn't have to. I could make my own rules. I could restore balance to a broken world.
Also makes me so curious about the rainbows on the clock during this monologue/scene... a reference to the rainbow room? Makes sense because it seems like the lab kids were killed in a similar fashion to Alice- their jaws weren't broken unlike virginia and the vecna victims. Why?
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It's interesting how directly after this scene it cuts to the rabbit being killed- and with the predator/prey theme often represented by animals and a rabbit is definitely a prey animal- and that rabbits body being left for alice, who would later be killed in a similar way.
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Why is Henry forecasting Alice's own death to her? For funsies? We see he repeatedly that he used tactics against his parents to hold the mirror up because they've done "terrible things" (still unknown what Virginia's terrible thing is yet). For vecna victims its slightly different, while fred and max fit that bill, patrick and chrissy don't. Their visions were more along the lines of showing them the darkness in their lives that they hide. So it seems to me that vecna shows not just sources of guilt, but the harsh unbridled truth of their lives. So what business did Henry have with Alice?
I'm not saying that there is possibly some weird fucky altered reality/time loss stuff happening in hawkins but. I am.
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