911 LONE STAR REWATCH 2024 -> 3.08 parallel for @goldenskykaysani

gwyn promising she’ll always be with tk and her disappearing when tk looks back because he needed to make this choice for himself and she did what she could to save him versus carlos feeling all of gwyn’s love being sent through him and being there when tk looks back a second time because now he needed that reminder that carlos is there, that he’s standing strong, and he can be an anchor to hold onto despite being terrified himself.

Gwyn Morgan & Owen Strand & TK Strand 9-1-1: LONE STAR I S04E18 'In Sickness and in Health'

New stills of 911: Lone Star 4x18 “In Sickness and In Health”

Hugs. hugs, hugs.

9-1-1: LONE STAR S03E08 | S04E06

that's so sad. she won't be at the wedding. no, i think she will be. sometimes i feel all the love she had for him, she's sending it through me. otherwise i don't know where all this love comes from.

9-1-1: LONE STAR → (4.18) In Sickness and In Health

Lisa Edelstein as Gwyneth Morgan 9-1-1: Lone Star Season 4 Episode 18

I hope that you're proud 'Cause I gave it my all

↳ for @reyescarlos

Tarlos Week 2022

Day 2: Tarlos + their parents / parents in law

We couldn’t be happier the boys are together.

911 LONE STAR REWATCH 2024 -> 3.08 parallel for @lemonlyman-dotcom

thinking about being alive being gwyn’s favourite song. thinking about her singing it, along with her lullabies, to tk—as he grew up, as they faced tragedy they could never imagine, as tk faced loss and grew distant and turned to other means of drowning out the noise. thinking about gwyn loving tk so ferociously and fiercely and wholly right to the end. thinking about gwyn saving tk by taking him to rehab and owen beginning the process of saving him for good by taking him to austin and gwyn saving jonah in the last moments of her life.

thinking about being alive and “somebody crowd me with love / somebody force me to care / somebody let me come through / i’ll always be there / as frightened as you / to help us survive / being alive” and how it’s literally the tarlos thesis. thinking about tk and carlos meeting when they were more alone than they’d ever been, finding their kindred spirit, their soulmate, and the journey to allowing themselves that kind of love and vulnerability of letting someone else in. thinking about tk and carlos and the slow unravelling of the parts deep inside they hid, the parts that came from trauma, the parts that they loved about each other anyway. thinking about them enduring together, supporting each other, guiding each other, keeping each other standing. thinking about them being each other’s heart personified. thinking about neither of them knowing what their future would hold—if they’d even have a future—and finding hope and a newfound dream in each other. thinking about them having so much love and being surrounded by it in so many forms, always. thinking about them coming together in a union that everyone around them celebrated with them. thinking about them and having forever.

thinking about gwyn. thinking about gabriel. thinking about tk asking one of his mentors and mother figures to sing this in honour of their parents but also everyone they’ve lost. thinking about being alive being the theme song to tk’s life but representing so much to carlos and his family, too. thinking about tk and carlos and their future and them holding each other, caressing each other, sitting quietly with each other if that’s what’s needed. thinking about them seeking each other out in the middle of the night. thinking about them making each other meals. thinking about them knowing so intimately the inherent pain and grief and untimely tragedy of life but living in it anyway, and continuing on through love and the power of it. because that’s the risk of love, right? feeling so much and being so connected and knowing we’ll lose it one day, but finding so much beauty in it to keep choosing it, to keep fighting for it, to keep on being alive.

I love that one 911verse plot line where in season 2 a main character's ex/estranged wife comes back to help their son, and while they are back in the main characters lives they rekindle a relationship which leads to a pregnancy scare, that leads the main character to repropose to their ex/estranged wife. Then it turns out the main character is NOT going be a father again which leads to angst. Then not long after the pregnancy plot line is resolved the ex/estranged wife is killed after being hit by a vehicle crossing the street.

Am I talking about 911 or 911 Lone Star?

I will never get over

- Owen legitimately dropping everything to give his son a fresh start in Texas because he needed a change of scenery after an overdose, then having to watch him go through two comas, and get kidnapped. Stop at nothing to bring him home again each time.

- Gabriel dropping everything to help rescue his son from a serial killer.

- Gwyn flying her son across the country after rescuing him from a drug den, while he flings abuse and snarky comments at him. All because she knew if he didn’t get help he would end up dead. Then literally dying to save her baby from getting hurt.

- Andrea driving in a storm just to be by Carlos’ side when he needed her the most. When he couldn’t handle watching the man he loved so close to death.