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#gotta go. shame me while I'm gone. for whatever reason I keep coming back to my dead blog like there's something here for me....
yeslordmyking · 2 years
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Just woke up and prayed for God to get Jackson to Heaven for like an hour. Am I ever going to stop obsessing over things and people that will never have anything to do with my life? 🙄
#like you don't stop praying for someone right? but at some point you have to accept that maybe something is not part of God's plan#you can't beg hard enough. you can't force it through prayer. you can't sent enough unnoticed dms and verses#you can't make God change His mind because it matters to you and your little spec of a life that much#of course gripping hard to the hope that God will say yes when the time is right he will obey the gospel and enter Heaven#whenever I wake up I can't help but wonder if Jackson's done anything to bring himself nearer or farther from God and just panic pray#I still don't know if it's something I'm meant to care about and continue or just a silly wordly obsession I need to let go of#I've already tried letting go. But... who can just give up and accept someone they (delusionally) care about might not be saved?#does God really ask that of us? to just accept that for our loved ones? no way right....#btw I saw Jackson refer to his fans as 'loved ones' on twitter and I'm devastated that I'm probably not included in that#I'm not worthy of being considered jacky or ahgase or stan or fan of anyone or anything anymore....#why love anybody but God that deeply... no matter how much good and potential you see in them... right? God says don't be inspired by man..#so how can I dare to think highly about people and see good in them?#goodness this is torture. I keep saying I can't care anymore but instead I care MORE. I'm not supposed to. I was never supposed to...#I'll keep praying until I'm 9000% positive God doesn't want me to have a single thought or care towards Jackson ever again....#I truly hope that never ever happens until I know he's saved. then I'll relax. a little...#anyway have I mortifyingly embarrassed myself enough yet and exposed my shameful heart#gotta go. shame me while I'm gone. for whatever reason I keep coming back to my dead blog like there's something here for me....#laters gators#quoting mcu even though I'm supposed to not love that anymore either 🤪🤪🤪 k bye forreal
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mimi-dracula · 7 months
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Nothing is more funnier than the argument that Malia was abusive because she left scratch marks on Stiles' back.
"There is nothing in the exchange between Scott and Stiles that implies that Stiles wants Malia to sneak into his room and presumably mark him in some way. At no moment does Stiles look happy or like a teenager in love. He looks hassled, confused, and a more than a little put off."
Of course, they've completely just not listened to the conversation and gone "SHE HURT STILES! THAT BITCH! LOOK, HE'S NOT SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR, HE MUST BE SO UPSET, OUR POOR MEOW MEOW STILES!"
This is the full conversation.
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STILES: So, it's like two in the morning, I wake up and she's just lying right next to me. She just sneaks in. This is like five times a week. SCOTT: And then what happens? STILES: *lifts up back of shirt* This. SCOTT: *taking it all in, impressed and shocked* Holy... STILES: (proud) Yeah, right on, right? After that, we spent the rest of the night spooning. SCOTT: That sounds okay. STILES: But I'm always the little spoon. Always. SCOTT: This means you guys are together, right? You're dating? STILES: I don't know. Sometimes the way she looks at me, I think she knows I'm not telling her something. SCOTT: You mean Peter? STILES: We've gotta tell her, Scott. SCOTT: Yeah, I know. I just... I don't know how.
I'll explain it in more detail, okay, guys? Stiles and Malia end up having sex every time she sneaks into his room. During which, she is so pleasured that she scratches his back (probably in attempt to keep herself quieter). The scratches either look shocking to Scott because it happens so often that they have layered on top of each other, or because her claws are coming out as she's still learning control.
The reason why Stiles is initially "hassled" while talking about it, is probably the same reason why he's "hassled" when we see the way it took them forever to find a position to sleep; HE HAS NEVER BEEN IN A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP BEFORE! Therefore, he doesn't know how to deal with things like her sneaking into his room at two in the morning (plenty of people do this, as we see between Jackson and Lydia in the flashback where he gave her the key to his house so she could go there anytime she wanted to, so they could have alone time, so they could have sex).
As if it wasn't obvious by the "right on" comment, Stiles likes the fact that he and Malia are having sex, that he's pleasuring her enough so that she's leaving scratches on his back.
Stydia and Sterek fans when they realise people can scratch people's back because of pleasure:
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Also, the consent accusations when it comes to the Eichen House scene...
"Like the hook up scene in “Echo House,” viewers are told to accept a relationship in which the exchange of consent is extremely ambiguous. While Stiles does not say he does not want to be physical with Malia (even if it’s just spooning and scratches), he also does not say he does and that is a huge point of contention. After all, the lack of a yes is still a no."
Again... "POOR MEOW MEOW HAD HIS VIRGINITY ROBBED FROM HIM BY A SLEEZY, SCARY SLUT IN A BASEMENT! HIS POOR INNOCENCE! THE HORROR!" If it was Lydia and not Malia who was in Eichen that episode, no one would have said a damn thing. It's not about the "dirty mental institution basement", it's people being so quick to slut-shame Malia in favour of their ship who have waited seasons to even have a romantic conversation let alone kiss because they're "pure" or whatever and waiting is more meaningful.
I don't think any ship in Teen Wolf has given full consent and had the exchange of "I would like to kiss you" and "please do". It's either them feeling out the moment like Scott and Allison did in the showers, or it's a total lack of consent like Lydia and Stiles during the panic attack kiss.
What you did get with Stiles and Malia's first time in Eichen was, believe it or not, as close to verbal consent as you can get in this show:
STILES: Was that your first kiss? MALIA: *nods* STILES: Was it okay? MALIA: *nods* STILES: Wanna try again? MALIA: *nods*
Malia is only nodding and not saying anything because she's nervous, she's flustered because she's attracted to him. After they kiss some more, she speaks up and says she wants to try something else. Stiles repeats it back to her curiously. She takes her shirt off. He's shocked that she wants to take it further because not many other people have wanted to do that (it's part of his character that he's a virgin who really doesn't want to be and is jealous of people who are having sex), and then kisses her with more intensity than before. Malia may have initiated it, but I think Stiles led the moment.
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lu-undy · 3 years
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Chapter 100 - SBT
Here it is! Ladies and Mentlegen, we did it, 100 chapters, and the story’s not finished yet ;-;
"Hey, you alright?" Mundy looked down but Lucien did not want to part from his arms.
"O-oui."
Hearing the stutter did not convince Mundy. 
"What is it, love?"
"I don't want to leave your arms. I know it is selfish of me to say but I need to get it out of me." He slowly raised his eyes to Mundy. "I cannot live without you, Mundy. I mean this in the most serious way there possibly is. The thought of you leaving me puts tears in my eyes uncontrollably fast. I…" Lucien sighed. "I know that your father would rather you left me but…" He lowered his head and gently headbutted Mundy's chest. "I don't want that to happen. I-I just can't." 
Mundy gave Lucien a second but he saw how distraught and preoccupied his lover was. He raised his head and slowly, the context appeared. The dance floor, the people, the musicians, the restaurant. They had all disappeared for God only knew how long.
"C'mere, we gotta go back home." 
There was no dessert, no final full stop to their dinner. Both of them needed to have a serious discussion and Mundy felt that Lucien was boiling to burst out but held himself back only out of habit, because he used to bottle it up all the time. 
When they reached home, they entered hand in hand and Mundy turned to remove Lucien's long, black coat from him. The Frenchman was paralysed. It was taking him that much energy and focus to not spill what the walls of his lips struggled to contain, that the rest of his body couldn't afford to move. The Aussie helped him out of his high-heeled boots and turned to him.
"Let's get upstairs." 
"I…" Lucien raised glistening eyes to Mundy. "I can't…" 
"Then, I'll carry you, c'mere, gorgeous." Mundy slid a hand behind Lucien's knees and another behind his back. "There we go…" Lucien curled up in Mundy's arms as he carried him upstairs, in the bedroom. "And… There we are… on the bed." He gently laid Lucien there and the minute his arms left him, Lucien reached for him and clawed on his arm. 
"Please…! Stay with me…" 
"I am, I just wanna remove my jacket… Here… Now the bowtie, the vest… Open up a few buttons on the shirt, and here I am, sweetheart. Now I can hold you, there we go, and you can tell me everythin', go ahead…" 
They were lying on the bed, on their side, facing each other. The bedroom was dark so Mundy just switched on one of the night lamps.
"I am so sorry…" Lucien closed his eyes, out of shame.
"Why?" 
"I organised all this for you and now it's all about me, I'm… I am a disgrace…" Lucien hid his face in his gloved hands. 
"No, Lu', please…" Mundy gently took his wrists and pulled them off of his face. "Tell me." 
"But I was supposed to surprise you and take care of you, not…"
"Not what?" Mundy brushed a lock of Lucien's hair behind his ear.
"Not… Not fall in love again with you." 
Mundy smiled. 
"Hey, I feel the same for you, darl'. It's alright." 
"Non, Mundy, I wanted to take your mind off things, to make you dream, for one evening, and now I am just realising that… Mon Dieu…" 
"Whatever it is, get it out, Lu'."
"I love you so much and so deeply… I cannot afford to see you go! My head tells me that you might and my body just cannot bear it. I am sorry, this does not help you at all, in any way." Lucien looked away. 
"Hey." Mundy put a hand on his cheek and made him face him again. "It's not all about helpin' me. We gotta help you too. Now, listen here." Lucien raised his eyes to his lover's lagoon blue ones. "I'll say it now and I'll repeat it every bloody day if needs be. I won't go away from you. Whatever happens with my Dad, it's lasted for long enough. If he accepts us, he does, if he doesn't, he doesn't. I'm not gonna run after him my whole life; did it for forty-odd years already, and it didn't amount to anythin'. Now you look me in the eye, pretty thing." Mundy slid both hands on Lucien's cheeks and pushed his forehead against his. "I won't ever go away from you, you hear me? Ever. D'you hear me?"
Lucien nodded. 
"Say it." 
"You won't leave me…?" Lucien's voice broke. 
"I won't leave you. Wherever I go, you come with me, whether he likes it or not. I don't live for him. I live for myself. And Mum's fine with us, she understands. Dad's never understood me anyway, and if it's not gonna change even after the ten years away and all, then so be it."
Lucien's eyebrows jumped. 
"Yeah, I'm not sayin' this like that. I really thought about it. Not only is he weighin' a ton on my shoulders but he's preventin' us both to sleep and he's puttin' tears in your eyes now? It's unfair. You don't deserve to cry for this, you don't deserve to cry for anything, baby." Mundy closed his eyes, his forehead still against Lucien's.
And the Frenchman broke. His tears started streaming like two black rivers of diluted mascara down his cheeks and his overall face.
"M-Mundy, you don't have to…" He sniffled. "You don't have to be so harsh."
"I'm just so bloody tired of it. I was happy and he's breakin' it all now? No, I won't let him, c'mere." Mundy wrapped his arms around his lover and pulled him close. "Cry if you want to, gorgeous angel, but I won't let him hurt us anymore. The only reason he thinks he can make me change my mind is because he assumes I'm listenin' to him. Well, that's it, not anymore! He will have to listen, bloody hell!" 
Mundy rolled such that Lucien was lying on top of him. 
"I am so sorry… I don't want to push you to make such drastic decisions… Because…" 
"Why, beautiful? Tell me everythin'." Mundy asked confidently.
"Because you are being exactly like him if you do…" 
Mundy's eyebrows jumped. He hadn't thought of that, he hadn't seen it that way. 
"Then, tell me, Lu'. Tell me what I should do…" 
Lucien looked into Mundy's eyes and smiled. 
"Stay as you are, mon amour, please. Continue living your life the way that you have, continue to smile at whatever makes you happy, continue to… continue to please, love me." 
"I…" Seeing Lucien plead with his voice, his tears and his eyes was a strong sight to behold. "I never stopped lovin' you, Lu', and I won't."
"I am so sorry…"
"Stop apologisin', please." 
"Non!" He exclaimed. "I am supposed to be the older one, the calm one, the one with reason! And look at me now! In tears, I am in tears… This is shameful, I sincerely apologise to you, please, don't look at me…" Lucien covered his face again but Mundy pulled his hands away. 
"No, luv'. It's you and me in this couple, not just me. You don't have to carry everythin' on your shoulders. I'm a grown up man and I'll carry everythin' with you!"
"Mundy...?"
"Yeah?" 
"I… I love you." 
"Love you too, sweetheart. But hold on, your make-up's sinking everywhere, let me grab some tissue and some water. I'll clean you up." Mundy kissed Lucien's forehead before going to the bathroom, he came back not a minute later to find Lucien sitting on the bed, his back against the bedhead. Mundy sat next to him. "Here… Let me wipe all that mess, yeah?"
"My apologies."
"Told you, don't apologise, beautiful…" Mundy wetted a tissue with some water and Lucien closed his eyes. He then felt the cold tissue gently wipe his eyes and eyelashes. "There… Hold on, need more tissue, that stuff's really sticky, eh?" And it soothed Lucien, the periodic movement of the cold tissue on his eyelids lulled him slowly. 
"Oh, I think most of it is gone on your eyes. Now, let me wipe your cheeks… There we go… You can open your eyes, now." 
Lucien obeyed and his eyelids fluttered slightly. He saw Mundy give him the first earnest smile in weeks…!
"Mon Dieu, your smile is a delicacy for my eyes." 
"The whole of you's a delicacy for the whole of me, I mean… Look at all this, eh?" Mundy's head went down Lucien's silhouette. "You completely shaved your face, your legs, and even your chest, eh?" 
Lucien nodded with a smile. 
"I hope you don't find this too unsettling, it will stay like this for a week or so before it all grows back up."
"Unsettlin'? You joking? It's bloody sexy…" Mundy answered, his eyes still everywhere along Lucien's dress. 
"You prefer it if I shave everything off?" 
"I don't care… I just… You're hot anyway."
Lucien's eyebrows jumped. 
"I am surprised that you didn't… How shall I phrase this…? You didn't push me back when you realised that it was me."
"Lu', look at you… Gloves up to the elbows and, dress with a cut up to yer thigh, the stockings! Gosh, the stockings… And the boots you had! How the hell could you walk and dance with heels that high?"
"Well…" Lucien chuckled. 
"You did it a few times before, eh? Back when you were a spook, I guess?"
"Non." Lucien shook his head. "I never wore heels that high before. I trained on my own for this one occasion."
"You trained?" 
"I went to Richard a few times and put the boots on just to get used to them."
"Y-you what?!" 
"It is quite tricky if you are not used to it." Lucien explained. "It's all a question of delicate balance."
"No, I didn't mean it that way, I meant… You… How long've you been preparin' this then?" 
"Does it matter?" 
Their eyes met and Mundy smiled wider. 
"That bloody sentence used to get on my nerves so much from you." 
"Really?" 
"Yeah." 
"Why?" 
"Back when you were a spook, you were usin' it all the time to not answer a question." 
"And I still do, hm?" 
"Yeah, apparently." 
They chuckled. 
"But Lu'?"
"Oui?"
"What now?" 
"Well, I would need some help to remove this dress. The zipper is behind my back." He answered nonchalantly. 
"But if I don't help you, does that mean you keep the dress longer?" Mundy raised a cocky eyebrow and Lucien smirked. He liked where this was all going. 
"I am afraid so, Mundy." Lucien faked his distress. 
"Don't be afraid, doll, c'mere…" Mundy went on all four in front of Lucien and pushed his lips against the Frenchman's, who sank to lie down on the bed. Mundy was on top of him, pushing him deeper and deeper in the mattress while Lucien wrapped his arms up around his lover's neck. 
"M-Mundy, wait." 
"Mh?" Mundy broke the kiss. 
"Are you feeling alright?" Lucien asked. "I did not organise all this to just… Have a moment of intimacy. It was first and foremost to help you think about something else, see something else." 
"And you did brilliantly, love. I feel back like I used to be. You're right. Let Dad do whatever he wants. I'm livin' my own life, and that life is with you. Hopefully he'll accept it in time, otherwise, bah… At least I've got Mum." 
Lucien cupped Mundy's face. 
"That sounds more like the compassionate Mundy whom I fell in love with, oui." 
"Happy?" 
"More than that, delighted. You?" 
"Impatient." Mundy answered. 
"For what?" Lucien asked. 
The Aussie lay down on him and went to his ear. He murmured a few words there and Lucien's eyebrows jumped before he bit his lip. 
"Me too, Mundy. Would you prefer me out of the dress and feminine attire?" 
"Tsk, tsk, tsk…" Mundy shook his head. "Can't say I don't like it if I never try it, eh? 'sides, I like it quite a bit…"
"Oh?" Lucien's eyes snapped wide when Mundy's hand went to his hip, on one side. 
"Your waist's so thin… I can almost hold half of you with one hand only." Mundy bent down and resumed his heated kisses with his lover. "Bloody sexy, you are…" 
His hand went from Lucien's hip, down to his thigh. Mundy pushed the slit on the dress wider and slipped his fingers through, to caress his lover's thigh on the black nylon stockings. Lucien breathed louder, almost moaned, and Mundy chuckled. 
"Come up here, need to open yer dress, doll." Mundy pulled Lucien to sit up on his knees and he went behind his back. He pushed Lucien's long hair to the side and took the zipper in his hand before sliding it down slowly. 
"Hm…" He then gently pushed the dress left and right, off of Lucien's shoulder. The Frenchman lowered his head and felt Mundy's strong hands on his arms left and right, while his mouth was busy on the back of his neck and shoulders. He was leaving a trail of hot, slow pecks, like the footprints of his journey across Lucien's body. 
Lucien wrapped his arms around himself prudely and Mundy let his hands roam free on his lover's back. His fingers ghosted his spine, his shoulder blades, his sides. Lucien whimpered and his skin prickled everywhere. 
"Ticklish?" 
"A bit, oui." 
"Right… Let's get you out of this dress, yeah?" 
Lucien nodded and in a few seconds it was done. 
"Oh, wow… Didn't expect that…" Mundy's eyes discovered that from Lucien's black underwear hung a few satin bands that kept the stockings up. "Gosh…" 
"I might have overdone it, maybe." Lucien lay back down on the bed.
"No, what are you talkin' about… You're just… I could eat you…" 
Mundy originally wanted to remove his own clothes but there was no time, he was too eager…! He lay flat on his chest between Lucien's legs that he gently opened, while caressing them up along the stockings, all the way to his thighs. Yeah, Lu' had shaved his legs and thighs completely off, his skin was so smooth…! 
Mundy got closer and started kissing his soft thighs, to which Lucien moaned and trembled. 
"Guess you can feel it more now, eh?" 
"Oui…!" Lucien screwed his eyes. "You are so warm… Your lips… They burn…" 
Mundy smiled and went on kissing Lucien's inner thighs. He gently pulled his legs to rest on his shoulders and back and got closer to the Frenchman's nether regions. 
"Mmh, someone's in the mood, eh?"
"Guess whose fault it is…" Lucien looked down and they exchanged a smile. 
Yes, Mundy could clearly see the outline of his lover's masculinity through the underwear. But he didn't want to remove it, not when it was connected to the stockings. 
"C'mere…"
"Hah…! Mundy…!" 
The Aussie kissed his lover's member on top of the underwear, again and repeatedly, exploring everywhere along its length and underneath it. 
"Oui… Oui…" Lucien panted. He raised his head and arched his back while Mundy continued to push his hungry lips on his lover's most intimate regions, albeit hindered by the underwear. But he felt it nonetheless, the Frenchman was loving the attention there, and the restraint of the underwear just made his eagerness grow more. He slid his hands on Mundy's head and the Aussie growled. The vibrations of his deep voice sent bolts of electricity along Lucien's body. "Mundy… Please…" He started to sweat.
"Yeah? What is it…?"
"Please…" Lucien put his hands on the elastic band of his underwear and started pushing it down.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk…" Mundy pushed them away. "Let me do it for you, yeah?"
Lucien nodded. 
"Right, what do we have here…? We gotta loosen these lil' laces, yeah?" 
He nodded again. 
"C'mere…" Mundy pulled the black laces between Lucien's underwear and his stockings… with his teeth. One by one, they yielded and soon, the Aussie bit his lover's hip before his teeth slid down to grip onto his underwear and pull down as far as his head could reach. "Mmmh…" He removed Lucien's underwear completely and threw it away. "There we go now, much better, yeah?" 
"Oui." Lucien whispered, his hands still brushing Mundy's hair. 
"Oh wow…" Mundy's eyebrows jumped when his eyes ended up between Lucien's legs again. "You shaved there too?" 
Lucien nodded. 
"Wow… You look so… I'm… C'mere, I need you…" Mundy's hands went to touch where he was used to feel thick and short hairs, above Lucien's masculinity. It was smooth as it could be now and he loved it. He kissed the skin there repeatedly before a question popped in his mind and interrupted him. "Lu'?"
"Oui?" 
"Did you shave… behind as well?" 
"Take a look for yourself…" Lucien gently rolled and offered the sight that Mundy couldn't resist. 
"Hold on, 's too bloody hot in here, need my clothes off." 
"Oh, allow me, please." Lucien rolled again to face Mundy and the Aussie nodded.
"Sure." 
They were both kneeling on the bed, facing each other, as Lucien kissed his lover in his neck while undoing the buttons of his shirt, one after the other, slowly. He threw his long gloves away and his hands slid on Mundy's torso, up, through his chest hair, on his upper chest and around his neck. 
Distracted. Lucien got distracted and just wanted to feel Mundy's chest against his own. He pulled him into a kiss and stuck his entire torso to him. Mundy took a second to remove his shirt before lacing his arms around his lover. 
"Mmh… Mundy… So virile…" 
"Course, I'm a man, eh?"
They spoke between the lapping sounds of their kisses, making the air gently snap.
"Non, you're my man." 
"And you're my little doll, tonight, yeah?"
"Oui, tonight and forever." 
"Mmh, I like the sound of that… Let me get my trousers and the rest off…" Mundy removed his clothes and threw them away before turning again to Lucien, who was lying down on the bed, his long, slim legs seductively sliding against each other. "Gosh…" 
Mundy dived to Lucien's lips, he splayed his hands left and right flat on the bed. He kissed, lapped and licked as much as he tasted them. Sweet, Lucien's lips were so sweet. He pulled on his bottom lip and sucked on it gently. Gosh, he couldn't get enough of the taste. 
Lucien moaned beneath him, he let his jaw loosen, opened his mouth and let Mundy have his way. His lips were kissed, lapped at, but soon the Aussie moved to his cheeks. He delicately stroked them, and with restraint, he dropped equally soft pecks under his ear, down his neck. 
Lucien noticed that it was different. Mundy was being more… gentle, he was taking his time. When he arrived on the Frenchman's chest, he laced his fingers between Lucien's and took his time, kissing the bare and hairless chest, playing with the pink nipples, ghosting them with his teeth and pulling moans and whimpers out of Lucien's lungs. 
But Mundy soon stopped and moved away on the bed. Lucien's eyebrows jumped in surprise but soon he relaxed when Mundy crawled back and resumed his position between Lucien's legs. 
"Open yer legs, yeah… Beautiful…" 
Lucien looked down and bit his lip. 
Pop. 
The plastic bottle was opened. So much for taking his time, Mundy was preparing him already? 
"C'mere, sweet doll…" Mundy pulled Lucien's legs on his shoulders again and got closer to his aching member. He kissed it and lapped at it, gently swirling his tongue around it with closed eyes, hugging the thin hips and thighs wrapped around his neck. He caressed them, felt the softness of the skin, then the stockings and he loved it. He didn't want Lucien to remove them, no, he looked far too good like that. 
"Oh-!" 
Mundy gently worked a first finger while his mouth was on his lover's needy end. Lucien tried to relax when-
"Hold on… You really…?" Mundy gently rolled him around and put his hands left and right where he loved it so much. Lucien thought he just wanted to get better access for his fingers but… "Gosh, it's so smooth…!" And without further ado, he dug in with his teeth and lapped enthusiastically with his warm and slick tongue. Lucien cried under the surprise and grabbed a pillow, clawing his fingers in because he needed to grab something, grasp it and hold on to it dearly.
But soon Mundy came back from his fit of lust and continued to prepare his lover. He had turned Lucien on his back again. 
"Oh, wow… Someone's… leaky, eh?"
Lucien tried to land back to reality and looked down on his body. The shy puddle on his abdomen screamed how much he craved his lover.
"S-sorry, my apologies-ha…!" 
Mundy added another finger and took his time.
"Don't apologise. Never apologise for this…" He kissed his abdomen around the proof of Lucien's lust crime and raised his eyes to the Frenchman. Their eyes locked. Tension for an instant. And Mundy gently stuck his tongue out and cleaned his lover's mess.
"Mundy-!" The sight made Lucien's head roll back and his back arch. He screwed his eyes shut hard. "Mundy! Mundy! Hah!" He panted and Mundy could see the throbbing along his lover's length. 
"Like it, eh?" 
"Nnnh…!" Lucien nodded, his eyebrows arched high up, and he bit his lower lip to shut himself up. Mundy gently removed his hand and coated his own masculinity generously before laying on top of Lucien. He was an inch away from his face. 
"C'mere, you porcelain, snow-white doll…" They kissed and Mundy didn't wait to lead it the French way. 
"Mh?!" Lucien got taken aback by the bitter taste on Mundy's tongue and his eyes snapped wide when he understood what it was. But the surprise was very temporary, because before he could fully realise, his eyes had rolled up in bliss and Mundy was positioning himself.
"Yeah, there we go, I'll go slow tonight, need to love you good…" 
And Mundy's hips rolled slowly until he was but one with his lover. 
"Hah… Huh… M-Mundy…?" 
"Breathe slowly… There you are, yeah…" He put a hand on Lucien's chest and lay down on his lover. 
"Mundy?" 
"Yeah?"
"I love… I love you… I love you…" Lucien panted. 
"Me too, but let me love you good, yeah?" 
The Frenchman nodded, in a needy way, and that was it.
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Hello Darling pt5
Summary: (y/n) is the Salvatore younger sister, and she is low-key in love with one of the originals. You know which one. The only problem is he is a low-key psychopath and neither of them remember that this isn’t their first meeting.
Warnings: I might be heading in a dark path with this one.
A/N: So like I wrote the first four chapters a month ago and now I gotta get back into writing more often. Though I have been waiting to write this chapter for a while. I’m pretty excited about it. Though I do have to admit I’m not as into our beloved kol as I was when I started this. But don’t worry I will keep writing for our dear boy.
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You were woken up by the bright sun shining in your eyes. You rolled over to see your room a complete mess. There were clothes everywhere, things knocked over onto the floor. It was a shock to you. You couldn’t quite remember why your room was such a wreck. It wasn’t until you took a closer look at who’s clothes were on the floor that you realized what had happened.
It all slowly came back to you, the bar, the drinking, the stumbling through your apartment running into things. You couldn’t help but smile at the memory of it all. You and Kol drunkenly making out and laughing as you ran down the halls before stumbling to get your keys.
Kol, It wasn’t until you realized his absence that you heard the shower running in your bathroom. You smiled at the realization of Kol still being in your house. You hated to admit it but you liked him more than you should. Maybe he felt the same. Neither of you we’re the dating types but maybe things could work out for you both. Maybe if you...
A loud knock took you out of your thoughts. It was your older brother Stefan calling for you to answer the door. You quickly grabbed the closest clothes to you and threw them on. You ran to open the door but not before shutting the door to your bedroom in hopes of hiding the events of last night.
You opened the door and blocked your brother from seeing or entering the rest of your home. He looked you up and down taking in your appearance. He stopped, “nice shirt, is it new?”
You hadn’t even noticed that you had grabbed Kols shirt and not one of your own to throw on. You tried to drop it and hoped he would move on. “Hey Stefan, what are you doing here?”
“Oh I'm just on my morning rounds apologizing to people for whatever Damon did yesterday to upset them and of course I also just wanted to talk to my favorite sister.” He tried to peek over your shoulder into your apartment but you moved to block his view.
You rolled your eyes “I’m you only sister Stefan. Anyways it’s great you stopped by, but seriously though it wasn’t needed.” You tried to shut the door but before you could stop him he pushed past you and into your house.
“I see you’ve had some company.” He smiled and pointed at Kols jacket you had tossed onto the couch. “Hope I don’t know the poor bastard.” He smiled and set down. Making himself comfortable by placing his feet on the coffee table.
You pushed his feet down, grabbed the jacket and laid it on one of your dining room chairs. “It was just some guy I met at the bar last night you don’t know him.” Now you could have told Stefan about Kol. You had thought about it. It’s just ever since he’s last blood binge your brother has been different. He was cockier, if anything he was acting more like Damon. You couldn’t blame him. The past few months hadn’t been all that great for him. But things were better now he stopped drinking blood and now he had his humanity back on. Which was great and all but he was only doing good by pushing all his feelings down and redirecting them as hatred for the Mikaelsons specifically Klaus. Either way you knew he would just go back and tell Damon what he saw and you really didn’t want to deal with that.
You turned to ask your brother to leave when you heard the loud screech of the shower being turned off. Stefan turned and laughed at you. “Ohh your boyfriends still here isn’t he?”
You gave him a cold stare for his comment and he took the hint that you wanted him to leave. He got up from the couch and headed to the door. “Guess that’s my cue to go then. If you need anything sis you know where to find me.” With that he walked out of your apartment.
Once he was gone kol stepped out of your bedroom. He’s hair was still wet and he already had on his pants from last night. He smiled when he saw you standing in the living room. “Well I guess I’ve found my shirt then.”
You let out a sigh of relief and laughed. “So I’m just some guy you met at a bar now?” He took a few steps towards you.
“Oh you heard all that. I'm sorry I just didn’t want to tell my brother because in this town everyone will know and then I’ll have to deal with the judgmental police. Elena, Damon, and Caroline will all show up at my door with an intervention sign to tell me that sleeping with you was a mistake and then make a list of why the whole town should be against you and your family.” You couldn't help yourself from rambling on. This town was frustrating. No one in this town makes their own decisions without someone showing up to tell you off.
You were so lost in your own ramblings you didn’t notice how close kol has gotten to you. “ I hope you don’t actually think sleeping together was a mistake” He moves to rest his hands on your hips.
You smiled and looked up at him, trying to enjoy his hand on you. “I don't, I just know how this town works. Everyone’s decisions are taken very personally by everyone else. I can’t pick a brand of milk without Elena Gilbert getting on my ass about it. She’s the worst of the town. Just before you showed up I only had two friends in this town, Matt, whom we both know you have already met and Jeremy Elena’s brother. Three weeks ago Elena had Damon compel Jeremy to leave town and go to Denver to stay with family. I’ve been fighting with the two ever since.”
“I’m guessing my brother had something to do with that then?”
“Oh yes.” You put your arms around his shoulders. “I had fun last night.”
“Me too” he smiled and looked over your figure. “And I must say I love looking at you in my t-shirt, but I am going to need it back.”
You laughed and moved away from him and walked back to your room to get a clean shirt. You took off Kols and put on your new shirt. Kol watched you from your doorway. “I usually would stay longer but my brother needs me for some scheme of his so I have to get back to the mansion.” He quickly put his own tshirt back on and headed to grab his jacket from the chair you had laid it on. “I’ll call you whenever klaus is done using me as his errand boy. Hopefully we can do this again” he’s usually cocky demeanor back in full swing again.
You smiled to yourself thinking about seeing kol again. “I’m free again tonight if you want to meet at the grill again.”
“I guess I’ll see you then.” He smiled before leaving and closing the door behind him. Guess now all that was left was to wait for tonight.
Kols perspective
I left (y/n) apartment and headed back to the house. I couldn’t help but dread it. Thought of having to go back to my insane family and fix what was left after what our mother did last night. It wouldn’t be pretty that’s for sure.
I pushed open the front door of the mansion and walked into the drawing room where Klaus was waiting for me. “Hello Nicklaus”
“Hello Kol, you must have had a busy night. You never came home last night.” He had venom in his voice. I recognized his tone. It's his I know what you did and I’m angry about it voice. “My sources say you went home with the salvatore girl last night.”
“By sources you mean the abominations you call your pack.” I could see the anger bubbling inside him. It was good to know I did that. It’s none of his business what I’ve been up to.
Klaus took a deep breath “Kol I don’t think you should be seeing the Salvatore girl. Her brothers have been trying to kill our family for weeks now and I don’t know if you noticed they actually succeeded last night at killing one of us.”
Of course I knew this Finn was my brother too even if he was a boring suck up. “Really Klaus you're going to shame me using Finn's death to guilt me into something. Come on you can do better than that.” I turned to walk away hoping the conversation would be over now.
“Either way it doesn’t matter now I have something I need your help with Kol.” I stopped in my tracks and turned back around to listen to him. I hated helping Klaus but if I didn’t I knew he would just dagger me again. If Rebecca or Elijah had refused to help he would let it go or at least not stab them in the back, but them three were always together so you couldn’t expect less.
“We need to get the white oak stakes from the Salvatores. They have enough to kill all of us. I have my hybrids ready to kidnap their Bennett witch. I just need something as leverage to get her to cooperate. And I have someone in mind, Elena Gilbert’s brother Jeremy would definitely get the witch to work. I just need to find him. The Salvatores packed him up a few weeks ago so he could be safe. Since you're so close with one of the salvatores, maybe you might know where he is.”
I don’t know how he knew but he must have known about what (y/n) said to me. I’m sure if she knew klaus was looking for the other Gilbert she wouldn’t have told me where he was. It doesn't matter, it was her mistake not mine. If finding Jeremy Gilbert keeps Klaus happy and stops those brothers from killing my family then there’s no reason to keep this information from him, not even for some girl I’ve only met a few days ago. “Yeah I know where the Gilbert kid is. They shipped him off to Denver to stay with relatives.”
Klaus smiled and tossed me a set of keys I hadn’t seen before. “Great then you can go to Colorado and keep an eye on him. He doesn’t know who you are yet so you can report back to me on what he’s doing.” With that Klaus left.
I couldn’t believe he wanted me to go to Denver for his stupid plan. I was furious but I packed my bags anyway and took them out to the car. I didn’t really have much of a choice but to go along with his plan. It would keep me and my siblings alive. It was a smart plan, but why do I feel so guilty? I've done worse before and I’ve never felt guilty about those things. I mean (y/n) is just a girlI met a few days ago and it’s not like I haven’t already betrayed her in those few days. She shouldn’t mean anything to me anyways. But I feel as though I owe her at least an explanation before I go. I can’t explain it,but I feel like I can let my walls down around her as if I’ve known her for years. I have to put that aside. She can’t get in the way from now on I can’t let her distract me from anything.
Readers perspective
You sat at the bar like you usually did every night. You ordered your usual drink and waited for kol to show up like you had planned for. Only he didn’t show. Hours passed before it was starting to get late. 10:00 rolled around and fair enough a mikaelson did walk in the door just not the one you wanted to see.
Surprisingly Elijah took a seat on the bar stool beside you. “Do you mind if I sit here?” He asked ever so the polite one of the family. “I hate to be the bringer of bad news, but my brother kol has left town. Klaus has him doing some errand for him upstate. Before kol left he told me to come here and tell you he was gone and wouldn’t be back for a while.” Elijah turned to face you and he softened for a moment. “I hope you take my advice and stay away from my brother. Our family brings nothing but trouble to the people around us. He’s done this before to you I’m afraid but trust me you don’t want to get involved with any of us more than your brothers already have.”
With that Elijah got up and left you sitting alone. What did he mean by having done this to you before? He must have meant the ball where he attacked Matt but that doesn’t seem right. It didn’t really matter any ways you wanted an explanation from kol.
You grabbed your things and walked outside into the cold air. You pulled out your phone and called up kols number.
“Hello?”
“Really kol you skip town and you send your big brother to tell me you left. Could have just said you didn’t want to see each other again.” You laughed trying to sound like you weren’t upset that he left.
“(Y/n) I would have told you in person but this is something I have to do for klaus. I did want to see you again but it’s just gonna have to wait. I don’t know how long I’ll be gone but something tells me I’ll see you again. So how about I call you next time I’m in town?” He laughed and it all seemed so airy and fake. Not at all like the Kol you had been talking to before. “I have to go now. I’ve got a lot of driving to do. See you soon (y/n)”
Before you could say anything he hung up on you. Something felt off about him and the call. You just didn’t know what. It doesn’t matter anyway now he was just some guy. You had slept with guys and moved on like it was nothing before. You didn’t need some guy distracting you anyways. You would just have to go back to being left in this stupid town all alone again.
I hoped you guys liked this one I’m really glad the stories been doing this well. I’m sorry for the delay in writing. I had to get back in touch with my story and I was busy with Halloween so I was a little behind schedule but I hope that you liked this chapter.
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berrymeter · 3 years
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ok perth u probably didn't see the oneus cb yet but i gotta give u my thoughts please take my thoughts.
black mirror: it feels a little atrocious and cheesy and i actually love it like it's just a catchy song!! they could have gone harder but i'm okay with it. the mv is VERY valkyrie which is cute but also boring. none of the shots really wowed me also rbw tanked their budget for this cb.. and some of their fits suck. for me this is a step up from banbakbulga though
connect with us: letdown letdownnnn i would honestly rather listen to the outro version of this song. there is no movement there is no buildup. but xion has a verse so 🥰🥰 i guess
polarity: THIS IS THE ONE.. catchy as hell mwah
happy birthday: save me. save them. the chorus is nice honestly and i like this producer but the aggressively heterosexual corny english interjections really took me out of the vibe.. it's not my birthday i'm not your girlfriend shut up shut uppppp
valkyrock: mixed feelings bc it really just feels like valkyrie with poorly arranged hard guitar in the bg there were some weird instrumental choices too. it serves its purpose which is to be a cool concert remix. there are some cool moments tho especially with the main guitar which i can only assume is kanghyun just shredding it good for him. could have gone harder with the rock concept
so overall this cb... just okay. i'm okay with it! it's def not a come back home or a tbontb (i actually LOVED tbontb era sfsgdfdgdg even the acoustic guitar in the chorus) but frankly it wasn't trying to be that. still feels pretty oneus. anywayyy this is long! i just wanted to like. open a discussion lol don't feel pressured to respond!! -tt
i can finally start answering this ohohoho
hi tt anon my beloved!!! i am ready to answer to these thoughts (aka compare them to mine hSDGHSDKJGH. also i’ll be writing like, each ThoughtTM after i’ve listened to each song, so while i’m typing that i’ve only heard black mirror)
ok so i’m done typing my thoughts and. it got VERY long. don’t apologise for length i’m also wordy <3
now connect with us. so far i didn’t like the voice editing on keonhee’s voice but the song sounds... alright... not groundbreaking but it’s alright. seoho my beloved <3 WAIT THERES NO DROP IN THE CHORUS???? WHAT THE FUCK? i don’t really like the typical kpop drops always used now but come on?? oh wait there’s a? ugh. that was nothing. well i guess it’s a song and dongju got a verse for sure. i don’t have a lot to say on it i don’t know if i’ll add it to any playlists IS THAT HWANWOONG’S FIRST LINE?????? what the hell is any of this DSKJFHKJHD i may not have noticed him before but huh what. eh. it’s a song. again maybe it’ll grow on me! but right now yeah it’s a letdown i agree.
so for black mirror i agree the mv was... cheaper than what we got with gaja, twilight & etc. like they used all the budget on their first mvs DNSKJFHKJ (and to be or not to be... i guess? i don’t remember much except Guns And Blood Bath). i don’t really mind it in itself bc i don’t watch mvs much anymore and i’ve accepted that sometimes companies will just throw whatever at the audience for the sake of money (see also: ugly dance by onf letting me down in great part bc it acts as a followup to beautiful beautiful but is literally just a performance mv with no storytelling elements whatsoever but eh what can you do right) but for someone who likes cinematography it’s definitely gonna be disappointing if they were expecting something like gaja or come back home. as for the fits i didn’t really look at them, mostly their faces? and ough they are pretty <3 but yeah i wanted to get the more negative criticism out of the way so i can talk about The Song because unexpectedly i actually really like it!! and we can thank the bassline for that LMAOOO honestly this is gonna sound mean for no reason but this is what w*nho (censoring in case it gets in tags... i do NOT need mbbs after me on this fine day) thought he was doing with his debut song (not losing you that one made me cry. the one that i forgot the name of). i really enjoy the vibe of the song even if imo it doesn’t really fit the visual concept very much? but it has strings and i’m not gonna say no to strings. strings and a sexy bassline. and yonghoon’s whistling. SHFSDHKH
no but it’s a really good song imo! it’s not... as good as say, twilight (maybe it’ll grow on me idk we’ll see but twilight really was one of their best so), but it’s still a pretty solid song and while i do like banbakbulga a lot now it feels a lot less oneus than black mirror. oh wait i have something else to say, they really should leave the rapping to ravn bc like we know kpop rappers are not really rappers but i. really don’t wanna hear leedo rap anymore. he has great vocals there’s no reason for that... ravn is genuinely enjoyable to listen to so i don’t mind him but pls rbw give leedo more vocal lessons so he can sing more (and also give dongju vocal lessons at all?? why does he get two lines per song??? they’re a 2 yr old group now there’s no excuse. is he that bad? i don’t buy it he sounded good in the rtk gaja)
black mirror also very vaguely reminded me of run away by got7 during the chorus for some reason feel free to ignore that HFKJSHKFJ
onto polarity! shit i really need wrist braces. well this is like an improved connect with us? it’s definitely catchier sdnfsjkdfh and definitely a oneus song tho that means i don’t really like what their style is headed toward... one of the percussions they keep using, i really don’t like it!! i hear it everywhere and i don’t like it! not bc i hear it everywhere but bc it’s used for anything and everything like u should be more careful with what sounds u use for what songs. but i’m also very picky in the little details when i’m focused on something i guess sndfjskh. keonhee sounds really good in this song thank u mr lisp for my life i love u :) OH WAIT LEEDO IN THE CHORUS??? VERY GOOD LET’S GET MARRIED jk not to a leo man.
then we got happy birthday....... um... i was gonna say this is fine then he said you’re my goddess and. let me out <3 NOOO KEONHEE SOUNDS SO GOOD THIS IS EVIL... WHY DOES HE SOUND SO GOOD ON THIS SONG NANODNONDD LOVE LOSES </////3 i wouldn’t say it’s unlistenable for me like english girl but i’m gonna have to turn off my english speaking brain to listen to it yeah. it’s a good song otherwise what a shame... stop pushing ur heterosexual words onto me i’m just trying to listen to a song!!! do songs have to be gendered!!!!!!!!!
valkyrock here we go. last one. last one boys & not boys. so far it’s nice tbh. HUH? they lost the vibe with ravn’s verse. okay i guess the prechorus is alright i can hear the faintest hint of strings. the chorus... the percussions should not be like that... like idk how to explain it but the rhythm is too regular and not spaced out enough, if they were gonna do it like that it should hit a lot harder. don’t give me just the big boy (idk the english name but u know the one on the drums) and the small cymbal sound... that’s not loud enough bring out the damn gong (ok i may exaggerate but like it sounds more dancey than rock either way). uhhhhh overall though i really like the mix of the heavy guitar & strings i think that’s great and they should do that more. i can only assume onewe took care of the instruments LMAO harin u should’ve gone harder than that king i know u can...
so uhmmm for me this cb is... better than the previous one. which is sad bc it was a full album. i also liked it better than tbontb bc i felt that one didn’t go hard enough and black mirror wasn’t trying to go hard in that way so it doesn’t bother me 😭 yeah it’s not light us raise us fly with us level but it’s really good still. i can’t wait for oneus to finally release something that makes me insane but tbh? tbh? the bassline might get me there anyway. sexy bass makes me deranged and i think that’s at least a little bit relatable. still... when oneus get back to their roots in ways other than valkyrock maybe we’ll ascend to a better plane. much love 💕
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Oh, please. It could not be more obvious that Dean is going to save Cas from the Empty, return his love and they'll live happily ever after. There is zero chance Cas is permadead. The idea that this storyline is "homophobic" is a symptom of tumblr brain rot. I eagerly await all the crow you'll be eating in two weeks... though even when they're LHEA, I'm sure you'll find something to complain about. Gotta get those aggrieved victim woke points somewhere. As a queer woman tumblr is the worst.
Dang dude you sound really upset. Not sure if you're lashing out because you're worried or if that's just your personality but I'll try to give a better explanation of my thoughts to you and everyone reading this who have the same thoughts as you:
(Putting this under a read more bc this reply is long and for my potential spoiler-y thoughts for the last two eps)
1) I feel like I should clarify that I am, in fact, a destiel shipper and want to see them fully canonized. I'm fully caught up with the show too, not just a jaded ex-fan who left the show years ago and hasn't seen a new episode since.
2) If I recall correctly, none of the posts I made implied that Cas was permadead. The fact of the matter is that the audience has had to continually watch queer character after queer character die on the show, and it hurts every time. When a show like SPN fucks around with death so much, it's hard for fans to reliably have hope that a character will return. Look at Ellen and Jo, they died ages ago and their deaths stuck. It's lucky we got Charlie back (sorta) only to lose her again. While I don't think Charlie or Cas's deaths are permanent, it hurts to have to watch them die over and over again. And yes, it is homophobic to habitually kill off queer characters and also set up a scene where a queer character's love confession gets them sent to a bad place. However, I'm not going to shame anyone who found joy in that scene! It's great that people are able to find happiness with it. It does get upsetting when non-fans of the show feel like they're high and mighty because they don't watch it and actively make fun of people who do. I choose to find joy in all the memes that were created because of that scene.
3) this is where potential spoilers come in: unless something major has changed, I wouldn't expect Dean himself to rescue anyone from the empty. I'd wager a guess that God/people having disappeared is his #1 priority right now since Death is gone and there's not a lot of time to devote to that kind of mission. I could be totally wrong (and if I am, I'll be overjoyed by it!) but THIS is why I'm begging everyone to lower their expectations. That goes for people hoping there's an explicit "I love you" reciprocation on Dean's end too. There's very little time to tie up all these different plot lines in a satisfying little bow. Important shit will probably have to happen off screen too in order for everything to fit into the allotted time they have. We also have to keep in mind who wrote the next ep (bucklemming i believe, who have never given a shit about castiel) and have reasonable expectations about what Jensen would allow for his character, as well as the show runners and the network. There's a bajillion moving parts when it comes to making a show and you'll find that there are a lot more roadblocks than you'd expect. Not to mention how COVID fully fucked up production and shooting. I don’t know the exact legal residency/work visa situation with the cast, but when Canada shut its borders due to COVID that threw a HUGE wrench in the ability of the actors to actually go into the country and film their scenes. I’m just not sure how much Cas we’ll be getting to see in the next two eps because of that.
The only reason I've been saying all this and kinda bringing the party down is because I don't want to see fellow fans of the show get absolutely crushed when things don't pan out how they were expecting it to. It's much safer to lower your expectations and be overjoyed when things actually DO turn out how you wanted it to than to be overly optimistic and feel a crushing weight on your shoulders when things DON'T turn out how you want it to. I'm genuinely worried people are going to feel a lot of pain surrounding DeanCas because they're putting too much faith in the writers.
Anyway the other parts of your ask about eagerly awaiting me eating crow (which, again, if I'm wrong about everything above and we DO get a love confession from Dean? I'll have no problem whatsoever doing that! It's what I've been wanting since s4!) and the part about victim woke points or whatever are kinda weird and overly aggressive. If tumblr is the worst for you, there are plenty of other platforms that you might enjoy! The kind of energy you're bringing to this ask makes me think you'd have a great time on Twitter :)
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Buster & Rio
Buster: You're so distractingly beautiful right now Buster: Stop Rio: You're one to talk Rio: Indecent Buster: Come here Buster: I'll show you indecent Rio: I won't wanna leave if I do Rio: Gotta be good first Buster: You don't have to leave Buster: Ever Rio: No but we have to be social and I won't wanna do that if I get any closer to you 'cos I'll just wanna kiss you Rio: Amongst other things Buster: So kiss me Buster: They'll all still be here Rio: Now who's distracting who, boy? 😏 Buster: You started it Rio: And you're tryna finish it Buster: Yeah Buster: You know if I have to come to you I'll distract you even more, don't do it to yourself, babe Rio: Really? Rio: Guess I better had then Rio: Can't have you making a scene 😉 Buster: See, isn't this better Buster: Just stay Rio: I missed you Buster: I know Buster: I missed you too, baby Rio: Even though it's not really that long since we got here and I've been watching you more than I should when people are talking to me Rio: I still missed you Buster: It's okay, I've been the exact same Buster: At this point they expect it of us anyway so we might as well enjoy it Rio: Hate to disappoint, right baby? Buster: You know it Buster: But more than that, I hate that you're scared right now Buster: Let me calm you down, yeah? Rio: It's just Rio: such an awkward thing to have to call people's attention too, like; 'hey, guess what we've been doing, try not to be grossed out and instead happy' Buster: I'm gonna hold you and kiss you until all your nerves go away though Buster: You know I won't stop until you feel confident enough to do anything Rio: I don't think it's happening, babe Rio: but your efforts will be appreciated still Buster: Let's see Buster: Isn't that helping? Rio: Buster Buster: I think you're forgetting about them, already Rio: I think that them overhearing me talking about putting ANOTHER baby inside me isn't the ideal way to do this Buster: There she is Buster: Welcome back Rio: You're silly Rio: but so fucking cute Buster: I can't help but disagree, I'm sorry, I REALLY don't wanna fight but I reckon what you just said is the perfect way to do this Buster: So Buster: [Keeps kissing her and generally being highkey cos he's that bitch] Rio: Oh Rio: That's a plan then, yeah? 'cos I'm fine with getting out of doing this and just getting to be with you instead so Buster: It's just a really fucking good plan Rio: Everyone knows anyway, they're just waiting for me to confirm it to avoid the faux pas of accidentally fat shaming me, like Buster: Don't Buster: You've never looked better Rio: I can feel you think so Buster: I can feel that you're still stressing about them Buster: The only reason your heart should be beating fast is 'cause of me Buster: I need to be more distracting, obviously Rio: Baby Rio: Fuck it, make me feel better, this is stupid Buster: [is being very distracting, sorry everyone] Buster: That's better isn't it? Rio: You're not gonna stop 'til I say it is but maybe I don't want you to Buster: Only maybe? Buster: There's my answer Buster: I can't stop until you definitely don't want me to Rio: Well that's just mean Buster: Nah, it'll be really nice for both of us when you encourage me to carry on Rio: You don't need no encouragement today Rio: You need this bad, don't you? Buster: Do you actually need me to answer that? Buster: Don't you know? Rio: Oh I know Rio: but it's fun to tease you Buster: Baby Buster: It'd be more fun not to, and not just for me Rio: Go on Rio: I'm listening Buster: Well, you know how Indie interrupted us when she came home this morning, let's do everything now that we would have done then if she hadn't Buster: Everything we'd started to do Buster: That'd been fun, yeah? Rio: Poor child Rio: She's seen and heard way too much Rio: not saying it wouldn't, though Buster: And I'm saying I'm down to see how far we get this time before someone else interrupts us Buster: If you are Rio: Of course I am Rio: Have you forgot who I am? Buster: Just making sure you haven't Buster: I lost you for a while back there Rio: Never Rio: I'm still here Buster: Prove it Rio: If I wasn't here could I do Rio: that Buster: Okay, maybe you're not entirely gone Rio: You don't sound very convinced Buster: Well, you better convince me then Rio: Why you paying hard to get? 😠 Rio: You know I could have you close to cumming and whimpering in 5 Buster: Do it then Buster: I'm here waiting Rio: Is that any way to ask Rio: Manners, baby Buster: [Asks nicely with actions cos he's in that kind of mood apparently] Rio: Jesus Rio: you're not in a talking mood either, see Buster: Like I said, you started it Buster: Looking like that Rio: Please Buster: Please what, baby? Rio: I'm hardly bringing my A game for Skerries, like Buster: Bullshit are you not Buster: You look so good Rio: Are you sure you're not just nervous too? Buster: What have I got to be nervous about? Buster: Fuck that Buster: Besides, you 100000% brought your A game last time we were here Buster: Don't pretend you've forgotten Rio: Well had to didn't I Rio: out here flirting with sea bitches Buster: Oh, so what, you're saying you don't have to now? Buster: Rude Rio: You better not be tryna show me I'm irreplaceable now, boy Rio: stay sat where you are, don't be getting in that water, like Buster: I wasn't trying to show you that day either Buster: She came at me Rio: Yeah yeah 😏 Rio: we're not having this argument again nearly a year later, like Buster: We don't need to 'cause you were there, you saw for yourself Rio: I can't believe how much has happened since then Buster: It's so weird Buster: That literally feels so long ago Rio: I know but it isn't even Rio: I see what everyone means by fast Rio: like, not sorry still but Buster: Yeah Rio: Do you ever miss before? Buster: Like when it was a secret? Rio: Yeah but I meant like, before any of it, us Rio: you seemed like you was thinking about it, that's all Buster: What? No Rio: It'd be alright if you did Rio: you were living such a different life just over a year ago, like Rio: I was too Buster: What the fuck is, I seemed like I was thinking about it, meant to mean? Rio: I literally didn't mean anything negative by it, you just said yeah in response so I assumed you were thinking about it Rio: I should've phrased it better Buster: Alright Buster: Whatever Rio: Don't get in a mood Buster: I ain't Rio: Why are you barely talking to me then? Buster: Do you want me to write you an essay or what, like? Rio: No, it's fine Rio: leave you to it Buster: Jesus Buster: Why do you wanna talk so badly, there's gonna be enough of that as soon as everyone finds out Rio: Why do I wanna talk to you, really? Rio: Yeah how crazy Buster: Stop Buster: You know what I mean Rio: Not really but whatever, yeah Buster: Now you're just trying to wind me up Buster: Don't start Rio: I ain't and I ain't Rio: I'm gonna go talk to someone else Buster: Fine Rio: Just let me know when you want to do this, we should whilst everyone is here Buster: We can do it now if you want Rio: That'd come across well, you're angry and we're not speaking, like Buster: I already told you, I ain't Buster: Don't use my imaginary mood as an excuse, like Buster: And we're only not speaking 'cause you'd rather chat to someone else Rio: For God's sake Rio: You snapped my head off for wanting to talk so no, it ain't me Buster: It's alright for you, you've only told Indie Buster: I'm talked out about this and we ain't even started Buster: Cut me some fucking slack, yeah? Christ Rio: Fine, we're not doing this then Rio: if even you can't muster the enthusiasm then what hope does any other fucker stand Buster: Don't talk to me like that Buster: It's not about enthusiasm Rio: Well neither of us want to whatever it's about so let's just fucking not Buster: That's not really an option, is it? Buster: There's too many of them to go round individually Rio: I don't care Rio: I'm not doing it like this Buster: Fuck's sake Buster: Then don't Buster: But we might as well just go home Rio: You go if you want Buster: I'm not leaving you here Buster: Don't be stupid Rio: I'm not stupid Buster: I didn't say you are, but you're acting like it if you think I'm just gonna fuck off home without you Rio: There's plenty of people I can get a lift with it's not like I'll be stranded Buster: Not the point Rio: Well I don't want to go Buster: Do what you want Rio: I am Rio: You too Buster: Whatever Buster: Later then Rio: This is fucking ridiculous Buster: Tell me something I don't know Rio: Then do something about it Rio: what do you want to do Buster: What do you want, Rio? Rio: Just talk to me Buster: We are talking Buster: So what do you want me to say 'cause clearly its not good enough Rio: Why are you being like this Rio: What did I say Buster: It's not you Buster: I just Rio: I know Rio: but are you just nervous and tired of having to prove that this is the right thing too or is it more than that Buster: Don't say that Buster: It's bad enough that everyone else thinks I'm gonna wake up one day and realise I've made a mistake Buster: I can't be second guessed by you too, not now Rio: I didn't mean that Rio: Babe Rio: I just want to know what's going on in your head right now Buster: You think that I've rushed this and I want my old life back Buster: Nance thinks I have too and my parents think I'll want my old life back when its too late or some shit Buster: Why can't anyone just believe me and be happy for me? Rio: I don't Rio: I was just trying to talk out some anxieties Buster: Well fuck this Buster: This isn't who I am, I do what I want and I don't care what anyone thinks Rio: Well sorry I do care Rio: I can't switch it off Buster: I'm not asking you to Buster: I'm saying, let's just do this Rio: Yes you are because you know I'm scared Rio: I get to be scared Buster: I'm scared Buster: And I don't wanna be Buster: Why do they get to do that to us? Rio: I don't know Rio: It's a big deal Rio: we should be scared, right Rio: probably Buster: We should be happy Buster: I am Buster: They don't get to tell us how we should feel Rio: You can be both Rio: it's okay Buster: No, 'cause I wasn't scared until my family fucking started with their bullshit Buster: They aren't even my fears Rio: It's fucked Rio: I wish I could tell you we can just ignore what everyone thinks but Rio: it'd be bullshit Buster: But that's what I'm saying, we can do anything Buster: I'm not carrying their fucking baggage 'cause they think I should Buster: We do what we want, what's best for us Rio: I want to Rio: but how Buster: If you wanna tell everyone now, like this, we will Buster: And if you don't, we'll find another way Rio: I don't know now Rio: I wish they just knew Buster: I can tell them on my own Buster: You don't have to Buster: Or we can just put it online like we did with the wedding Rio: That's not fair Rio: like you said, who have I told Buster: All I care about is you Buster: I'm serious, I'm over worrying everyone else's opinion Buster: So I'll do it Rio: I don't want you to do it alone Rio: I can do it Buster: And I don't want you to stressed out by this Buster: I know I haven't helped Buster: So let me now Rio: Baby Rio: I'm sorry Buster: No, I'm sorry Buster: Go, I'll tell you when to come back Rio: I don't want to seem ashamed though Rio: I'm not Buster: You won't Buster: I'll make sure they know Buster: It's for the baby, not them Buster: It's not good for him either if you feel like this Rio: Buster Rio: are you sure? Buster: Take Indie, she don't need to hear this again. Walk the dog or something Buster: Just breathe, you know Buster: It's alright Rio: It doesn't feel it Rio: Just come talk to me in person, just us for five minutes Rio: I'll feel better then Buster: I promise you, I'll make it better Buster: But of course, anything else you want too Rio: We're a team Rio: I just need you Buster: You've got me Buster: Come on, let's go Rio: Okay Rio: I love you Buster: I love you Buster: So fucking much Rio: You know I know you want this Rio: right Buster: I know you know everything that I want and don't want Buster: Don't worry Buster: You understand me even when I don't Buster: You just get me Rio: I'm just so scared about this right now that it makes me scared about everything else, even shit that I know really isn't true or real Rio: like the idea that I've rushed you somehow like they think, but like you said, that's their shit, not ours Buster: I know, baby. Honestly, I'm not just saying that to shut you up or anything Buster: We're fine Buster: I'm not mad at you, I never was and you don't need to be scared about any of the bullshit they've said Buster: I'm exactly where I wanna be Rio: Good Rio: Me too Rio: I just want to be as happy as we are when it's just us Buster: Come here Buster: Nobody else needs to exist right now Buster: I'm gonna hold you and you're just gonna breathe, okay Rio: That sounds perfect Rio: and all I need Buster: We can stay like this for as long as you need Rio: Carry me from person to person babe Rio: I'm sorry I can only talk like this, bye Buster: You think you're joking but I could Buster: I would Rio: You're strong and I ain't that big yet Rio: people should come to me though, like, come on Rio: 👑 Buster: You know I'll carry you anywhere Buster: The sea, to get a drink, wherever you want Buster: I can make everyone else come to you too, I'm that dramatic, I'll easily make a scene Rio: You're so cute Rio: What's your plan for a scene then? Buster: I could whistle Buster: It works on the dog Rio: Kicking it old hollywood Rio: hot Buster: With a name like this I've basically gotta Rio: Do you do your own stunts too, babe? Buster: Obviously Buster: Can't you tell? 💪 Rio: 😂 Rio: Dork but no denying it shows Buster: You love it Buster: And me Rio: I do Rio: you're soft and warm and you smell nice Buster: Well, you're softer and warmer and you smell even nicer so Rio: Let's keep snuggling then Buster: I'm not gonna say no Buster: I've missed you Rio: I missed you too Buster: How do you feel now? Buster: Tell me honestly Rio: Actually better Rio: I feel safe Buster: You are Buster: I'm never gonna let anything happen to you Rio: or the boy Buster: How is he? Rio: He's happy Rio: he's safe in the middle Buster: Good Rio: He says he wants an icecream Buster: Let's go then Buster: Unless you don't wanna be carried there and you're just all talk, like Rio: Giddy up, babe Rio: I'm a 👑 and so serious Buster: You're so hot Buster: Is what you are Rio: You like that? Buster: I do Rio: Interesting Rio: I'll remember that Buster: You're a nerd Buster: I love you Rio: Erm, I am not, I'm so hot Rio: I love you but keep up Buster: You're a hot nerd Rio: I'll miss our study sessions Rio: Bring on October Buster: It's okay I've got reading to do before I get there Buster: You can help Rio: Yeah I can Rio: you better not have hired a new secretary already Buster: Not while you still want the job, babe Rio: I do Rio: and Imma vet my replacement thank you Buster: You're irreplaceable, you know that Rio: At least all the long distance has my typing speed up Buster: You're welcome Rio: You're welcome, boy, who really benefits here? 😏 Buster: I'm benefiting from a lot right now Buster: It's hard to focus on anything but the visual of you eating that ice cream though Buster: Jesus Rio: 😋 Rio: You wanna lick? Rio: It's good Buster: Yeah Buster: I really want it Rio: Put your tongue out then Buster: [Does] Give me it then Rio: Good boy Rio: Sweet, yeah? Buster: Very Rio: Now I see why that distracts you Buster: Don't let it melt Buster: You'll get proper messy Rio: It's just so hot today Buster: I feel that Rio: Put your hands a little lower babe and you can feel exactly how hot Buster: Oh Rio: I know Rio: You feel my struggle Buster: I know that I'll do anything to make you feel better Buster: Thoughts? Rio: Hmm Rio: I think you should get a can from the cooler Rio: roll it all over my body Buster: Hold on, I'll fight the rest of them away Rio: So brave, baby 😜 Buster: 'Course Buster: Just like my boy Rio: He's just like his daddy, that's for sure Buster: But most like you Rio: You think? Buster: Yeah Buster: I know Rio: You been having father son talks? Buster: I've gotta do something to keep him behaving while you're asleep Rio: Now I'm melting, like, never mind this ice cream Rio: you're the best dad Buster: We'll see if you still reckon that when he's actually here Rio joined the chat 53 minutes ago Rio: I know it so Rio: nothing's gonna change Rio: unless you do and become a whole different person Buster: Been there, done that Buster: I don't do repeats, do I, so? Rio: Thanks for making an exception, like Buster: Cheers for being worth it, like Rio: 😊 Shh Buster: Make me Rio: I intend to Buster: Yeah? Rio: Yep Rio: Not yet though, 'cos missed talking to you Buster: I'm not mad Buster: The sea looks fucking cold, I don't intend to have to get in and cool off Rio: Might work for you but when I see you all dripping wet Rio: Nah, game over, soz not soz everyone Buster: You better behave then Buster: So I can Rio: 😒 Hmpf Rio: Imma need some incentive for that Buster: Be good now and you don't have to later Rio: Okay okay Rio: I promise 😇 Buster: I believe you Rio: I can neither confirm nor deny if that's a mistake Buster: Either way, it's not Rio: I love you Rio: I'm happy again Buster: Good Buster: Me too Rio: I'm gonna go do it Rio: Most of my sisters are sat together right now, I'll go talk to them Buster: Are you sure? Rio: Yeah, I'm sure Rio: I just wanna do it as naturally as possible Buster: Yeah Buster: Okay Rio: That's okay, yeah? Rio: I'm just feeling now or never Buster: Agreed Buster: Like you said before, we should do this while everyone's still here Rio: Yeah, gimme a kiss for luck though Buster: Always Buster: You don't need luck, but you're gonna want this Rio: I love you Buster: I love you too
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Nancy & Rio
Nancy: Not to be weird, because I obviously don't mind if so, but are you wearing my clothes in your latest insta pics or have I lost my mind? Rio: Oh my God, sorry! Shoulda said before putting that up Rio: casual single white female situation Rio: I was in London and I had to stop by yours to avoid a real walk of shame... whole 'nother story, assumed it'd be alright 'cos you know, you weren't using 'em? Shipped back fully dry cleaned, swear down Rio: Not to drop him in it but shamelessly will, Buster said it'd probably be alright too lol Nancy: Well we have the brunette and redhead thing going on, already. Just don't murder me like Nancy: It's more than okay. They look great on you and they are just sitting there Nancy: Keep them if you want Nancy: I'd rather you than one of Buster's 'guests' Nancy: Did you talk to him? Rio: Last time I check, no feelings of murderous jealousy towards you Rio: Even if you do have a killer clothes collection Rio: You're too sweet! I'm nowhere near statuesque enough to rock it for serious but it was fun playing dressup, not gonna lie Rio: A little bit, yeah, as much as you can with him Rio: Has he reached out to you yet? Nancy: We should go shopping then. I'm not flooded with other offers or compliments right now Nancy: He did try but I didn't answer the call. I didn't know what to say, you know Nancy: Do I want to know what he said about me, if anything? Rio: Absolutely, always up for a style update Rio: and I promise to stay away for the red box dye Rio: Rihanna 2010 I ain't Rio: That's fair, I remember he mentioned that too Rio: He said a lot of things, some of 'em stupid which don't bear repeating but I could tell he was worried about you, checking you were okay, like Nancy: Oh god Nancy: I should've answered I just couldn't Nancy: I've already broken my own heart there's no handling if he decided to do it for me too Nancy: It was like I already hear what he was going to say Rio: No one is judgding you for not Rio: He's been guility of being unavailable for less Rio: You're more than entitled to take your time with this Rio: Let him cool down too, I put him right where I could but Rio: He's stubborn Nancy: And he thinks I'm as cringey as everyone at school does, right? Nancy: I knew it Nancy: I can't blame him really Rio: But that's nothing you don't know, you feel the embarrassment, I don't get why people think they're being clever pointing out as if its not your first hand experience Rio: He asked if you were coming back Rio: which he clearly wants, even if he's not gonna outright say that Nancy: I thought he might be on my side since he always goes after what he wants Nancy: Maybe he is though, if he does want me home Rio: Yeah, there's definitely hypocrisy otherwise Rio: I'm not gonna commit him to either side from a conversation relayed but I don't think talking to him soon will make it any worse Rio: Hoping he said all the dumb shit he needed to me instead, like Nancy: Was he such a prick to you? I'm sorry Nancy: I can't go back until those girls are far away at uni Nancy: Do you think we could convince him to come here? Team effort to get a visit? Rio: Not all bad Rio: and nothing I can't handle Rio: Yeah, reckon I might've met some of them last night Rio: and I feel you Rio: Worth a shot, I threw it out there that maybe if he came it'd make your 'rents coming less of a shitshow Rio: try and hold him to it Nancy: The ringleader is Chloe, with an accent over the e. You'd remember her if you did Nancy: It wouldn't surprise me if she was still hanging around him and his friends, she always did fancy him Nancy: Okay. I'll try Rio: Oh my God, her?! Rio: If she gave me daggers any harder I woulda been bleeding Rio: Such an unlikely candidate, no offence Chlo hun but total Rio: always the girls with the least going for them, honestly Nancy: That's her specialty Nancy: What's it say about me that I used to think we were actually friends once Rio: She looks like she can play nice when she wants to Rio: with your Brother, like you said Rio: Ugh Nancy: Yeah. She didn't want to play nice after I came out but she did a convincing enough job before Rio: Bet she thought you were in love with her and everything? Rio: What a cliche mean girl Nancy: Oh she went one better and told everyone I made a move of her, which even I wouldn't Rio: Oh, don't flatter yourself Rio: What a cow! Yeah, she's not changed at all then, obviously I avoided her best I could but she was way too happy about my drama Nancy: Like I know what I did with Sian was bad but Nancy: Please, I do have some standards Nancy: What happened with you? I didn't even ask. What a cow I am Rio: Yeah, she's not a catch, whatever way you're swinging, sorry to be a bitch but you were first gurl and that's always gonna be a turn-off Rio: Oh nah, nothing major, well, it was very dramatic but over it whilst it was happening so I'm not bothered Rio: Curtis went with me and then decided to get all huffy and try and make me leave early 'cos I was 'dancing too sexy' or whatever Rio: when I wouldn't he literally left me there, considering he drove us over, he had the hotel key Rio: Cue mad rush trying to find a place to crash and a way back Rio: Safe to say he's chucked Nancy: Oh my god! There's no words for how out of order that is. What an utter prick! Nancy: Buster better have offered you my bed Nancy: I'll kill him if he never Rio: Oh yeah, he did Rio: Offered to pay the way back but I thought that was too far Rio: Between taking your bed and clothes, like, need to at least try and sort half of it myself, like! Nancy: At least he's not a total prick himself ALL the time Nancy: Remembering some of how he was raised now Nancy: Are you in London rn still? Rio: Yeah, I'd say we can give him that Rio: Will go to his head but what you gonna do Rio: I am Rio: Toying with staying for a bit but I'll defs get in more shit for doing that for going with Curtis in the first place so Rio: Should probs get the soonest flight back now Nancy: My bed and wardrobe are yours if you are staying Nancy: Did you see my mum and dad? Nancy: While we're mentioning being in lots of shit, like Rio: I appreciate it, Nance Rio: I did my best to avoid then, and succeeded, thankfully, not really the vibe I'm looking to give out to the olders like Rio: Buster didn't seem keen to talk to them either, so they may very well be on the warpath towards Dubo and you...Soz to confirm Nancy: Care to teach me some of your ways before they end my life? I'd REALLY appreciate it tbh Nancy: Fantastic. That sounds accurate Rio: Umm, get them drunk and they'll be sleeping as you sneak about like Anne Frank? Rio: ORRRRR, whilst they're mid-air, come back to London, ha Nancy: Get mum REALLY angry Nancy: Nice subtle nod to my gayness with the Anne Frank ref though Nancy: And you're definitely onto something with getting dad a drink Rio: Say you're coming to rescue me, I can be FAR more dramatic about this breakup than I'm really feeling Rio: edge of fucking tower bridge like Rio: of course, all bisexuals are upheld in the highest esteem in my household Rio: especially brave little jewish girls Nancy: Good plan, if I can be this dramatic about a non-break up then we can make this believable I'm sure Nancy: Take the heroics from my brother too, always great Nancy: I see the bed and clothes gesture and I raise you Rio: Everyone loves a bit of sibling rivalry put to use Rio: get us both off the hook in one fell swoop Rio: Only flaw in the plan is Chloe with the accent Rio: Going to have to work on that so she's outta the way by the time you get here Nancy: I'd suggest taking her to the bridge and pushing her off but I don't need to go to prison Rio: If you thought the gay jokes were bad now Nancy: Exactly Nancy: And nobody needs a rebound that badly, least of all me Rio: They say some people go to Prison for the roof over their head and three meals a day Rio: wonder if anyone has ever gone in purely for the pussay Nancy: As a vegetarian I feel I'd have to Nancy: If only casual sex was my thing. Wouldn't have got here Rio: Yeah, it ain't for everyone Rio: at least you didn't get to fuck her, THEN catch feelings Rio: that'd be even shittier like and what happens to so many girls in our year when they do the 'casual' thing Rio: no wonder they're being salty little bitches about it Nancy: But that way it wouldn't have been all in my head Nancy: Maybe they have a point, I don't know Rio: It wouldn't make this bit any easier Rio: the actual heartbreak shit Rio: the people being cunts, less so Rio: but they'll find any reason, someone else will be the target next week, like Nancy: I know you're right Nancy: And I don't want her life ruined so Rio: Yeah, but you gotta think about you and your life too Rio: She's fine Nancy: Don't rub it in, please Nancy: I feel like my life's over Rio: I know sweets Rio: but it ain't Rio: you'll just keep going Nancy: I know I will, but I don't want to. Like I know she couldn't love me but I still want her too Nancy: It hurts Rio: Its going to Rio: for a while yet Rio: revel in it Rio: how unfair it feels Rio: 'cos its not a sexuality thing, if you were straight or she was gay or whatever the fuck, when you feel like you love someone and they just don't back Rio: that's gonna hurt regardless of the how you got there Rio: its not just because she was a teacher, everyone's been there, like Rio: Promise Nancy: I wish everyone saw this how you do Nancy: You're the best Nancy: June too but he doesn't get this bit yet Nancy: Though he can appreciate the wonders this will do for my art Rio: Gotta suffer, might as well get paid for it Rio: or A's Rio: at the very least Rio: I don't know, Junior is so guarded, I wonder if he ever will, not that I wish that bit on him but you've gotta go through it so its better to get it over with really Nancy: Especially because my Irish grades are gonna take a dive Nancy: I think he will Nancy: He just needs the right one to fall for Nancy: I appreciate how that sounds coming from me rn but Rio: Oh the awkwardness of that first lesson back is gonna be Rio: I'll deffo come Home by then Rio: I hope so, I know he's not happy hiding who he is, so I don't think he's content being alone forever, like, either Nancy: Oh god please do. I'll need all the help I can get Nancy: He won't be. He's a catch. I keep telling him Rio: Pretty sure push it any harder and I'm being dragged back by my hair lmao Rio: Totally, he just needs to get a lil confidence Rio: Not a complete personality change but just enough to give him that push Nancy: We're working on it Rio: Yay! Shame we can't be real speedy about it, get him getting a man to distract all the attention from you like Nancy: That's okay I wouldn't wish it on him Nancy: I can handle it. Sort of Rio: Yeah you can Rio: You've got this Nancy: So our brother keeps saying. But he makes it we because he's everything Nancy: *your Rio: Y'all are cuties Nancy: If you could use your influence on my brother to make him bearable I'll be your best friend Rio: I definitely cannot make promises there Rio: He goes out of his way to be un Rio: but he's alright really, I think lol Nancy: I'll have to take your word on that Nancy: Until I talk to him myself Rio: Let me know how it all works out like Nancy: Definitely
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