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bed of lies ; part three

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↳ PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: the time spent with you causes sunghoon to come the realization that he fucked up, and he fucked up bad. and thanks to jake, you also realize how badly sunghoon fucked up.

↳ WORDCOUNT: 10k

↳ WARNINGS: cursing, alcohol, smoking, smut; protected sex, fingering, names such as slut, whore etc. minors dni!

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Sunghoon was now fully convinced he was going insane.

The feeling was almost sickening. Like a rock, it sat in his stomach from the moment he woke up until he went back to bed. The second he caught himself smiling at the notification of you texting him he realized it was all over for him. He had been laying in his bed, mindlessly scrolling through his Instagram feed when your name suddenly popped up at the top of the screen; and all of a sudden Sunghoon found himself lying in his bed with a big smile spread across his lips. It only got worse as you glanced at him in the hallways, flashing him a small smile each time; making it impossible for Sunghoon to control his emotions as he flashed you an even bigger smile back.

At this point, Sunghoon had completely forgotten about the fact that you were just supposed to be a bet. All he could think about was how incredibly cute you looked whenever you arrived at school, your eyes still a little puffy from just waking up; making Sunghoon think about how badly he wanted to fall asleep next to you in your warm bed instead of his cold one just so he could wake up by your side.

But that was until Jay pulled him back into reality and reminded him, of course. ‘’Has she fallen in love with you yet?’’ Sunghoons eyes darted over to his friend who was looking at him both his eyebrows raised, his mouth stuffed with food. ‘’What?’’ Sunghoon let out, taken by surprise by his sudden question. ‘’The bet, from what I can see you haven’t even made any progress,’’ Jay let out, his eyes still fixated on the boy seated in front of him.

Sunghoon could feel his palms getting sweaty, rubbing them against the fabric of his jeans in order to hide the fact that his friend’s question made him nervous. ‘’The bet,’’ Sunghoon mumbled, his eyes darting around the room; trying to make sure you weren’t anywhere near. ‘’You know, I don’t think the bet is necessary,’’

Jay couldn’t help but laugh at his friend's statement. ‘’Are you serious? Are you giving up already?’’ Jay chuckled, looking his friend up and down; trying to figure out why Sunghoon suddenly became so nervous. ‘’No, I just think it’s stupid.’’ Sunghoon let out in response, his eyes meeting Jay’s once again. ‘’What made you change your mind? Three weeks ago you made it seem like the best idea I’ve ever had.’’ Jay questioned, one of his eyebrows raised. Sunghoon just stared at his best friend for a minute, trying to come up with a response; a response that sounded somewhat trustworthy. ‘’I just don’t think I need to prove myself, I’m Park fucking Sunghoon at the end of the day,’’

If Jay had been suspicious before, Sunghoon was now sure he no longer was. As a big smile spread on Jay’s lips Sunghoon realized he had managed to fool his best friend, feeling like a big weight had been lifted off his shoulders. ‘’Man, you had me worried for a second,’’ Jay chuckled, his eyes glued to the food placed in front of him; picking up some food using the fork he was holding in one of his hands. ‘’Almost had me worrying you were the one who had fallen in love.’’

Snorting in response, Sunghoon shook his head. ‘’Ain’t no way.’’

The truth was that Sunghoon had officially lost his mind. He anxiously tapped his foot against the floor, trying to cover up the fact that he was scared shitless; scared that his friend would see right through him and his stupid attempts of covering up the fact that he, Park Sunghoon, was actually falling for you.

Or truth to be told, he didn’t actually know what it was he felt towards you. He couldn’t exactly pinpoint the feeling, and he had tried suppressing whatever feeling that bubbled up inside of him each time he saw you; to no avail. He wanted to believe his own words, that he wasn’t the type to actually fall in love, but the feeling inside of him whenever you flashed him a small smile told him otherwise. If Sunghoon could decide, he would want you to never find out about the stupid bet. But the universe could be very, very cruel at times and Sunghoon was well aware of it.

‘’So the bet is still on?’’

‘’You know it.’’

‘’You only have a week left, so you should probably hurry the fuck up.’’

Meanwhile, you weren’t experiencing the same luck as Sunghoon when it came to convincing your friend.

‘’Are you ever gonna tell me what happened between you and Sunghoon?’’ Yeojins question almost made you choke on the food you just shoved in your mouth. ‘’What?’’ You coughed while looking up at her, grabbing the water bottle placed in front of you. ‘’On your study date.’’

‘’We just studied,’’ You tried your best to make yourself believable, you really did. But by the look on Yeojins face, you could tell you hadn’t convinced her at all. ‘’Do you really expect me to believe that the Park Sunghoon asked you to study?’’ You glared at her for a moment, shrugging. ‘’I mean, yeah, since that’s what he did.’’ You replied, causing her to shake her head. ‘’There’s no way you two just studied.’’

You felt like you were being the worst friend ever by continuing to lie to her. At this point, you had no idea why you were still lying to her; she was your best friend after all. In the beginning, it was only because you expected it to be a one-time thing and never happen again. But it was clear that this was no longer a one-time thing, and you were now past the point of no return. The thought of Yeojin finding out about how you and Sunghoon had been hooking up with each other scared the shit out of you, to put it simply. The fact that you had been hooking up with him wasn’t the problem, no, the problem would be that you kept it a secret from her. She trusted you and told you all about her hookups, so why couldn’t you do the same?

‘’He didn’t even try to make a move on you?’’ Yeojin continued interrogating you, her eyes glued to you. ‘Well, it’s Sunghoon we’re talking about, of course he did,’’ You weren’t lying, he did make a move. ‘’But I’m not really interested.’’ That was probably the biggest lie you had ever told.

You were interested. Actually, you were incredibly interested in the dark-haired boy, probably more than you would like to admit. A part of you felt like he was just as interested in you as you were in him, at least that’s the message you got whenever he’d text you to ask if you got to school safely and if you brought lunch with you; offering to get you something otherwise, telling you how important it was for you to eat. But you couldn’t help but wonder if that was just how he treated all the girls he had hooked up with, and if you were just one of those girls.

‘’Is it because you have your eyes set on his best friend?’’ You could tell Yeojin was just trying to tease you by the smirk that was now forming on her lips, but the mention of Jake almost caused you to choke on your food; again. ‘’Jake? He has a girlfriend,’’ You replied, shaking your head as you spoke. Yeojin shrugged, the smirk on her lips growing even bigger. ‘’You know, maybe I meant Jay,’’ She chuckled, grabbing the water bottle placed in front of her. ‘’But now I’m just gonna assume it’s Jake you’re into since he was the first one who popped up in your mind.’’

You lightly smacked her arm, causing her to laugh as you shook your head; looking back down at the food placed in front of you. It wasn’t Jake you were interested in though, nor was it Jay; it was Park Sunghoon.

As the school day finally came to an end, you couldn’t wait to get home. You wanted nothing more than to lay down in your bed and just do absolutely nothing for the rest of the day, maybe binge-watch some shows on Netflix or just scroll on your phone. Whatever it was you would do when you finally got home, you couldn’t wait to just relax and do something that didn’t include school.

The universe, however, seemed to have other plans for you.

Sunghoon was the last person you expected to see leaning against the wall as you shut your locker, his presence making you jump. ‘’Fuck, you scared me!’’ You exclaimed, almost dropping the keys you were holding in your hands. Sunghoon just chuckled, finding the way he scared you funny. ‘’Really? I’ve been standing here for at least a minute or two.’’

You got out of your last class quite late and not a lot of people were still in school. Some people stayed after their last class to study and some of them shared the same class as you, but the hallways were almost empty nevertheless. Because of it, you felt yourself relax; realizing there was no one near who would be able to spot you and the Park Sunghoon casually chatting. ‘’Were you spying on me? What a creep.’’ You let out, giving him a small smile. ‘’I wasn’t spying,’’ He defended himself, throwing both his hands in the air. ‘’I was simply just waiting for you to get out of class.’’ He continued. You looked at him for a moment, raising one of your eyebrows. ‘’Waiting? why?’’ You asked while shoving your keys down your bag, keeping your eyes on the boy standing in front of you.

‘’So I could ask if you wanted to hang out.’’

Your lips parted in surprise, yet you couldn’t help but admire his straightforwardness. ‘’How long have you been waiting?’’ You asked, adjusting the strap of the bag which was hanging off one of your shoulders. ‘’Not that long, about an hour,’’ He shrugged, his upper body still leaning against the lockers beside yours. ‘’You waited an hour just to ask me to hang out?’’ You replied, your lips still slightly parted in surprise. He just nodded in response, furrowing both his eyebrows. ‘’What? Is that weird?’’ He asked, now slightly panicking as he realized his actions might’ve come off as strange. He had never done this for anyone else besides his friends, especially not a girl; so how would he know?

You, on the other side, couldn’t help but feel a small grin form on your lips. Your almost taunting smile made Sunghoon feel even more uneasy, his eyes scanning your expression s he tried to figure out if you were actually taunting him or not. ‘’No,’’ You let out, your smile growing even bigger. ‘’It’s cute.’’

No one had ever called Sunghoon cute before and he was pretty sure he’d cringe if anyone else ever told him he was cute. Sunghoon was a lot of things, but cute was most definitely not one of them; the thought of someone calling him cute almost made him quiver in disgust. But as the words left your lips, he couldn’t help the warm feeling washing over him. Turns out that if it was you calling him it, he certainly didn’t mind being called cute.

Once again Sunghoon found himself placed on top of your bed with you sitting in front of him, your legs crossed over one another. ‘’It’s just not my scene,’’ You argued, deep into a conversation about how you hated going to parties. You had no idea how you ended up in a deep discussion about parties and how Sunghoon claimed it was the best part of going to college, but there you were; Sunghoon trying to convince you it was indeed the best part of going to college meanwhile you tried convincing him there was a lot of other things to enjoy in life rather than get shit face drunk every other weekend. ‘’But it’s every college student's scene! There’s more than just drinking, like the whole social concept, you know.’’ Sunghoon argued back, not ready to give up.

‘’You know, not everyone enjoys fucking random girls in the bathroom if that’s what you’re indicating.’’ You chuckled, a smirk forming on your lips. Sunghoon rolled his eyes as he crossed his arms over his chest, shaking his head. ‘’Fuck off, I don’t do that.’’

Truth to be told, that’s exactly what he did. Or what he used to do, at least. Ever since he met you, he hadn’t even considered getting with any other girl; no matter how drunk he was. No, the only girl he had on his mind was you, the thought of fucking anyone else made him feel sick; which is exactly why your words slightly hurt him. He felt uncomfortable, his ego almost bruised, but he knew you weren’t lying. He was well aware of the fact that his image consisted of him fucking girls like it was the only thing he knew how to do, but he didn’t want you to see him like that. He wanted you to see him, not just his image.

But there was no way he’d let it show. No, he wasn’t going to show you that he was now feeling almost insecure; something he had never felt before. Instead, he decided he’d show you that you were in fact the only girl he wanted. So when he suddenly placed both his hands on your hips, pulling you on top of him; a gasp left your lips. ‘’Sunghoon!’’ You exclaimed, a giggle leaving your lips as you placed your hands on his chest in an attempt to stabilize yourself. You suddenly became aware of how close your face was to his, feeling his breath on your face. ‘’I mean it, I don’t do that shit.’’ He mumbled, his eyes darting down to your lips. A small smile formed on your lips, scanning his face. ‘’Did I hurt your ego?’’ You playfully mumbled back, your eyes meeting. He ran his tongue over his teeth as a small smirk formed on his lips, your heart racing due to how attractive he looked up close. ‘’Does that bother you?’’ He replied in a desperate attempt to conceal the fact that you did indeed hurt his ego, completely ignoring your question.

You furrowed your eyebrows, trying to figure out what he meant by his sudden question. ‘’What?’’ You let out, confusion washing over you. ‘’Me fucking other girls, does the thought of that bother you?’’ You only stared at him, not being able to utter a single word. Your mind went blank as the question left his lips, not knowing how to react nor did you know how to respond to his sudden question. He kept his eyes glued to you, scanning your face once again as he watched how nervous you became. A chuckle left his lips as he leaned towards you, bringing his face even closer to yours. ‘’The thought of you fucking other guys makes me mad, you know.’’ He mumbled, his eyes still glued to you.

Before you could even comprehend what was going on, you smashed your lips against his. His words made your heart skip a beat and you had no idea how to handle the situation, so you decided to follow your heart and do what you craved the most; to feel his lips against yours. Sunghoon quickly caught on, just as desperate as you to feel his lips agasint yours; bringing one of his hands to your face, cupping your cheek as he deepened the kiss. You couldn’t help but whimper as his tongue entered your mouth, your hands wrapping around his neck; slightly tugging at his hair.

The kiss was intense and messy, desperate to feel each other; forcing your body as close as possible to his. Sunghoon was just as eager as you to feel your body, his hands slipping under your shirt, making it easier for him to feel your skin. ‘’Does it bother you as much as it bothers me?’’ He mumbled into the kiss, his nails digging into your sides causing a whimper to leave your lips. ‘’Yes,’’ You admitted, your words coming out shakily; a small smirk forming on his lips as he slowly guided your lower body against his crotch. ‘’Why don’t you show me how much it bothers you, hm?’’ He murmured, the bulge in his pants now being very noticeable.

You were quick to unbutton his pants, trying your best to slide them down his legs but it was incredibly hard to do so while still kissing him; causing you to whine. Sunghoon noticed your struggle and decided to help you out by sliding them down his legs himself, his lips still attached to yours. A hiss left his lips as he felt you place your hands on his now painfully hard cock, his underwear being the only thing separating your hand and his cock. ‘’Take your pants off, now.’’ He grunted, which you happily obliged. Sunghoon watched as you pulled your pants off your lower body, your lips bruised from the harsh makeout session; the sight causing Sunghoons cock to twitch in his boxers.

He was quick to attach his lips to yours once again, his fingers playing with the hem of your underwear. You desperately tried your best to grind yourself against his hard-on, desperate to feel any type of friction; but Sunghoon was quick to stop you by placing one of his hands on your hips. He ran his fingers across your still clothed core, causing a moan to leave your lips; a small smirk forming on Sunghoons lips. ‘’You’re already soaked baby,’’ He mumbled as he slowly lifted your underwear to the side, exposing your wet folds. ‘’All for me, hm?’’ He asked, looking up at you. You nodded in response, your eyes practically begging him to touch you. Suddenly you felt one of his fingers slip into you, a gasp leaving your lips followed by a moan. ‘’Sunghoon,’’ You whimpered as he slowly pumped his finger in and out of you; watching as his finger disappeared into you with ease. ‘’You’re so fucking wet,’’ He grunted, adding another finger. ‘’I need your cock, Sunghoon, please,’’

Your words took him by surprise, causing him to look back up at him. He kept slowly pumping his fingers in and out of you, his lips slightly parted. ‘’Are you sure? I can just keep fingering you,’’ He let out, watching you shake your head as you squirmed around his fingers. ‘’No, I need you to fuck me.’’ You replied, not feeling satisfied with just his fingers. Sunghoon kept his fingers inside of you as he scanned your face, trying to find any hint of regret or discomfort in your face; but instead, his eyes met your lustful ones which told him everything he needed to know. He quickly smashed his lips against yours once again, his fingers slipping out of you. ‘’There are condoms in the top drawer,’’ You mumbled against his lips, pointing over at your bedside table.

Sunghoon was quick to reach over and open the top drawer, grabbing a condom. He couldn’t help but wonder why you had condoms laying around, maybe you were actually fucking other guys? But he decided he would have to think about that later, being too busy pulling his now fully erect cock out of his underwear before tearing the condom package open using his teeth. He quickly rolled the condom down his length, looking back up at you. ‘’Are you sure?’’ He asked, wanting to make sure you actually wanted him to fuck you one more time. ‘’I’ve never been so sure in my entire life, Sunghoon.’’

As you felt his cock slowly stretch you out, a small moan left your lips as you grabbed onto his shoulders. ‘’Fuck,’’ Sunghoon muttered, watching you sink down on his length; trying his best not to let out a groan as he felt your wet walls pulsate around his cock. You stayed still for a moment, letting yourself get used to his girth. Sunghoon looked up at you with his lower lip in between his teeth, trying his hardest not to thrust into you from underneath. ‘’Sunghoon,’’ You whimpered, his name leaving your lips causing a groan to finally leave his lips. ‘’It’s okay, take your time baby.’’ He mumbled in response.

The second he felt you slowly start bouncing on his cock, he could no longer hold his groans in. ‘’You’re way tighter than I imagined,’’ He groaned as his head hit the headboard of your bed. He could feel your nails digging into the skin of his shoulders, only heightening the feeling of euphoria he was feeling from you bouncing on his cock.

He could tell you were struggling though by the way your legs were already shaking even though you only had been riding him for about thirty seconds, placing one of his hands on your hips. ‘’Let me do it baby, let me make you feel good, okay?’’ He let out, causing you to nod. He placed his other hand on your hip as well, slowly thrusting his lower body up. A moan left your lips as he was able to go even deeper than when you were riding him.

He kept his pace slow and steady, wanting the experience to last for as long as possible. ‘’Sunghoon, please,’’ You moaned, one of your hands finding their way to your clit; slowly rubbing it. Sunghoon felt his cock twitch inside of your pussy by your action, finding you rubbing your own clit hotter than he could ever imagine. ‘’Please what baby?’’ He mumbled, not taking his eyes off you. ‘’Please, fuck me harder.’’

The words almost made Sunghoon cum right there and then. He stared at you for a moment, trying to figure out if he should listen to you and fuck you the way he wanted or if he should keep fucking you the way he was. But as his eyes met your lustful ones, he could no longer hold it back. ‘’Anything you want,’’ Before you knew it, he snapped his hips forwards; causing you to almost scream as the tip of his cock brushed against your g-spot. His thrusts were now aggressive, causing you to collapse on top of him; burying your head in the pillow behind him in an attempt to block out your now loud moans.

Sunghoon, however, wasn’t having any of it. Suddenly, you felt one of his hands leave your hips and wrap around your throat instead; forcing you to look at him. ‘’I want to hear your pretty moans love,’’ He grunted, slightly squeezing your throat. No one had ever choked you before, but his fingers wrapped around your throat only made you even dizzier from the amount of pleasure you were experiencing.

Sunghoon continued ramming into you, his hand still tightly wrapped around your throat as he attached his lips to your collarbones; leaving sloppy kisses behind. ‘’Look at you, being such a whore for me, hm? Letting me fuck you like this,’’ He mumbled against your skin, causing you to moan even louder. ‘’Hoon,’’ You whimpered as you felt your high slowly approaching. The nickname made Sunghoon grunt, his other hand finding its way to your ass. ‘’I’m gonna cum,’’ You moaned, causing Sunghoon to land a slap against one of your buttcheeks. ‘’Touch yourself for me again baby.’’ He commanded, leaning back in the bed as he continued pounding into you; wanting to see your face as you came.

You quickly did as you were told, your fingers desperately rubbing your clit as you threw your head back in pleasure. Sunghoons thrusts only became stronger as he noticed the way your face was scrunching up, indicating that you were now extremely close to your release. ‘’Go on baby, cum all over my cock like the slut you are.’’ His words pushed you over the edge, whimpers and loud moans leaving your lips as you came all over his cock just like he had ordered you to.

The sight in front of Sunghoon also pushed him over the edge. Suddenly he felt his cock twitch and before he knew it, cum was filling the condom wrapped over his cock. Strings of curses left his mouth as he continued thrusting into you, riding both your and his own orgasm out. His thrusts slowly became sloppier as he came down from his high, the sound of both yours and his desperate pants filling the room. Your eyes fluttered open as you came down from your own high, your lips slightly parted as Sunghoons fingers slowly left your throat; taking a deep breath as you were finally able to breathe properly.

Sunghoon kept his cock inside of you for a while, not wanting to pull out, and neither did you. The two of you just looked at each other for a moment, a small smile spreading across your lips. ‘’Holy fuck Y/N.’’ Sunghoon panted, placing one of his hands on your neck as he smashed his lips against yours. You chuckled into the kiss, placing one of your hands on his bare chest. ‘’The things you do to me,’’ He mumbled, placing his forehead against your own. You felt yourself blushing at his words, trying your best to hide how embarrassed he made you feel. ‘’Hopefully they’re all good things.’’ You chuckled, placing another kiss on top of his lips. ‘’They’re more than just good things Y/N, you’re fucking amazing.’’ He let out, pulling you in for yet another kiss. This time, you felt his tongue enter your mouth; causing a whimper to leave your lips. If Park Sunghoon only knew the things he did to you as well.

‘’Sunghoon?’’ You let out as you fiddled with your fingers, watching from your bed as he pulled his pants back up. He hummed in response as he pulled his zipper up, focused on trying to get his pants on. ‘’Would you like to stay the night?’’ You asked, causing Sunghoon to look up at you. He just stared at you in shock, raising both his eyebrows. The look on his face made you question if your question was stupid, maybe he found it weird that you wanted him to stay the night; especially since you had only hung out three times in total. ‘’I mean, it’s quite late and I just thought, well, maybe you could spend the night instead of taking the bus home at this hour,’’ You quickly let out, trying to explain yourself. ‘’It’s totally fine if you think it’s weird, you don’t have to!’’ You continued, being too busy explaining yourself to notice the small smile forming on his lips.

‘’Y/N,’’ He let out, interrupting you before you could even continue rambling. You frowned as you looked over at him, now noticing the smile on his lips; he definitely thought the suggestion was weird. He made his way towards you, sitting down beside you; your eyes following his every move. You suddenly felt his hands intertwine with yours, causing your eyes to widen as you looked down at your now intertwined fingers. ‘’I’d love to stay the night.’’ He continued, your eyes meeting his.

A small smile crept onto your lips, now feeling stupid for rambling like that; embarrassment washing over you. A chuckle left Sunghoons lips as he pulled you closer to him, wrapping his arms around you; placing your head on his chest. ‘’I’m glad you asked.’’ He mumbled, pressing a kiss onto the top of your head. Even though he couldn’t see it, your smile only grew bigger as the words left his lips. ‘’I do have one request though,’’ He continued, causing you to look up at him with both your eyebrows raised.

‘’Remember the ramen you offered to make me when I walked you home from that party?’’

‘’Yeah?’’

‘’How about you make me that ramen now instead, hm?’’

Sunghoon woke up before you the following morning. At first, he was slightly confused as he opened his eyes; only to see a pair of bedsheets that didn’t belong to him, nor did the rest of the room belong to him. But as his eyes landed on your sleeping figure, he quickly realized where he was and he couldn’t help but feel a small grin form on his lips. He reached his hand towards your face, lightly pushing a few pieces of hair that had fallen onto your face as you slept away before slowly retracting it; careful not to wake you up.

It had been a long time since Sunghoon last stayed over at someone else house. He usually never stayed the night at another girl's house, and if he did he would get out of there before the girl even woke up. But as he watched you peacefully sleep next to him, your lips slightly parted and one of your arms wrapped around his stomach; he found himself never wanting to leave your bed. If it was up to him, he’d never leave the comfort he found in your warm bed, watching you sleep.

It wasn’t until your eyes fluttered open that Sunghoon realized he had been staring at you. A small smile formed on his lips as he placed his hand back on your cheek, gently stroking it using his thumb. ‘’Goodmorning,’’ He mumbled, his voice still raspy from just waking up. A small smile formed on your lips as well as your eyes fluttered shut again, trying your best to shield your eyes from the harsh sunlight coming from the window; refusing to wake up just yet. Sunghoon let out a chuckle, wrapping an arm around you as he pulled you closer to him.

The box of ramen that you had prepared for him the previous night was still placed on your bedside table, not even halfway finished. He had been too busy admiring you and placing small kisses wherever he could to even finish it, so the ramen was left to turn cold; not that neither of you complained. Being in your company was way better than any ramen could ever be. ‘’What’s the time?’’ You mumbled as you placed your head on his chest, one of his hands finding its way to your hair; his fingertips rubbing your scalp. ‘’Too early.’’ He mumbled in response, earning a chuckle from you; a chuckle that made Sunghoons heart practically melt.

Sunghoon felt lucky. Maybe even accomplished, for being able to be this close to you. He had never craved this type of intimacy before, the type of intimacy that didn’t revolve around sex. No, he had never craved the type of intimacy where forehead kisses and holding hands were included. But as he found himself playing with your hair, pressing his lips against your forehead he realized that maybe this was the type of intimacy he had been craving all along. ‘’We should get up,’’ He mumbled against your skin, his lips pressing soft kisses against your forehead. You let out a sigh, wrapping an arm around his upper body as you pulled yourself closer to him. ‘’In a minute.’’ You softly let out, your eyes still closed. Sunghoon looked down at you, a small smile forming on his lips once again; how could he say no to that?

You, however, didn’t get up in a minute. A minute somehow turned into thirty minutes before Sunghoon finally managed to get you out of bed, even though he would much rather stay in bed with you he knew the two of you had to go to school and you couldn’t stay in bed all day no matter how much you wanted to. ‘’Do you want to bring something to eat? I don’t think we have enough time to have a proper breakfast,’’ You muttered as you entered the kitchen, rubbing your eyes.

Sunghoon leaned against the doorframe, watching as you tried your best to hide the fact that your eyes were still puffy from just waking up. The puffy eyes Sunghoon loved to see every morning whenever you arrived at school. ‘’Come here,’’ He suddenly let out as he grabbed your hand, pulling you towards him. You let out a small gasp as you felt his hot breath against your throat, debating wheater you should push him away or not; not wanting to risk being late.

But with his lips grazing over the sensitive skin of your neck, your breath hitching in your throat; you couldn’t help but place your hand on his bare bicep, the part that his t-shirt failed to cover, his skin feeling hot to the touch. ‘’We should really get going Sunghoon,’’ You mumbled, your eyes darting over to the clock hanging on your kitchen wall. He pressed a soft kiss against your neck, chuckling as he did so. ‘’School doesn’t start in another half an hour though.’’ He mumbled, his hands finding their way to your waist.

His hands slipped under your shirt, his hands gently caressing the skin above the waistline of your pants. You let out a breath, tilting your head to the side as he continued pressing feather-soft kisses against your neck.

As you stood there in your kitchen, Sunghoons hands stroking the sides of your waist as he pulled you closer; you couldn’t help but let your mind wander. You could see his dark hair in the corner of your eyes, his head dipped in between your shoulder and neck as his normally rough lips were now leaving compassionate kisses all over your neck; not leaving a single bit of skin untouched. His actions made you wonder, wonder what the relationship you and Park Sunghoon shared really meant to him. ‘’It takes about half an hour to drive from here,’’ You mumbled in response, your eyes fluttering close. He hummed against your neck, the vibrations causing you to practically melt into his touch. Truth to be told, you didn’t want to leave his grasp either.

‘’Just give me two more minutes,’’ He let out in between kisses, slightly pulling your shirt up to be able to feel your skin more easily. A small chuckle escaped your lips as your other hand found its way up his other bicep, slightly squeezing it. ‘’I don’t think we have two minutes, unless you want to get scolded by your professor.’’ Your words made Sunghoon look up at you, his lips leaving your neck; almost making you want to whine in protest. A small smile spread across his lips before pressing one last kiss to your jawline. ‘’I’ll always have two minutes to spare for you.’’

You couldn’t help but wonder if he made every girl he fucked feel this special.

‘’Y/N, please!’’ Yeojin begged, causing a sigh to leave your lips. Yeojin had been bugging you ever since you arrived at school, begging you to come with her to a party Jay was throwing. You, on the other hand, were too busy texting Sunghoon. You had absolutely no plans on going to the party Yeojin was talking about, no, you had completely other plans on your mind.

What are you doing tonight?

You read the message a couple of times, your thumb hovering over the ‘send’ button before finally pressing it, quickly locking your phone before looking up at your friend. ‘’Yeojin, I really don’t want to.’’ You groaned as you placed your phone on the table in front of you. Yeojin just stared at you before groaning in annoyance, throwing her head back. ‘’I’m literally begging you! Jay himself even invited me, I can’t turn that down,’’ She exclaimed, causing you to raise one of your eyebrows. ‘’Jay invited you?’’ You asked, her words surprising you. ‘’Y/N, I’ll do anything,’’ She continued, almost getting desperate at this point.

You, however, were still processing the fact that Jay personally had invited Yeojin. As far as you knew the two of them had never even interacted before, but who were you to wonder? Maybe the two of them knew each other and she just decided to keep it from you, just like you had done to her. You had no right to question her relationship with Jay, so you decided to just stay quiet. ‘’Is there no one else you know going?’’ You questioned her, your eyes darting over to your phone. The screen was still black, indicating that Sunghoon had yet to reply to your message. ‘’Of course there is, but that’s not the point,’’ Yeojin sighed, slumping back in her chair. ‘’The point is that I want to go with you.’’

Just as you were about to tear your eyes off your phone and look back up at your friend, getting ready to once again decline her request; your phone screen lit up. You quickly grabbed it, nibbling on your bottom lip as you unlocked the phone.

I have something important coming up tonight. Why?

You stared at the reply for a moment, letting out a small sigh in disappointment. You inhaled through your nose before locking the phone once again, your eyes darting over to your friend sitting beside you. ‘’You know what? I’ll come with you.’’

Sunghoon wasn’t lying when he told you he had something important coming up tonight, at least not in his eyes. Maybe in the eyes of others, attending your best friend's party wasn’t something important; but to Sunghoon, it was the most important thing on his list right now. Not because he felt like he had to attend his best friend's party, no, because he desperately needed to talk to Jay and the party was his best bet.

A heavy feeling settled over him as he entered his best friend's house, the loud music being heard the second he turned onto Jay’s street. He forced himself to greet the people around him with a half-assed smile as he walked through the already packed living room, making his way towards the kitchen; the place where Jay almost spent all his time during parties. ‘’Took you long enough,’’ Jay’s voice was heard from behind him, causing Sunghoon to spin around. Jay chuckled at his reaction, immediately handing him a cup filled with alcohol. ‘’My bad, I got caught up in some shit at home,’’ Sunghoon replied as he grabbed the cup from his friend, looking down at the cup as he tried to figure out what type of alcohol the cup contained.

Sunghoon hadn’t gotten caught up with something at home. It was probably one of the biggest lies he had ever told, when in reality, he had been laying in his bed; his thoughts racing as he tried to figure out a way to tell his best friend that he had fallen for you and wanted to pretend like the bet never existed in the first place. No matter how Sunghoon tried putting it, it just sounded so fucking stupid, causing him to almost have a nervous breakdown on the way to the party.

‘’It doesn’t matter, at least you’re here now,’’ Jay chuckled as he threw one of his arms around his friend's shoulders, dragging him back into the living room. Sunghoon let out a nervous chuckle, his heart racing as he tried to find the right words. ‘’Jay, I need to talk to you real quick,’’ He mumbled, looking over at his friend. Jay only smiled at the boy in response, patting his back; causing Sunghoon to furrow his eyebrows in confusion. ‘’Sure, but I have something to tell you first.’’ Jay let out, leaning closer to his friend.

“She’s here,” Jay whispered into his ear, causing Sunghoon to raise one of his eyebrows. “Who?’’ Sunghoon asked, his eyebrows still furrowed as he tried to figure out what his friend was talking about. He had only missed about an hour of the party, so there was no way his friend was already that drunk to the point where he was talking nonsense; although his breath did reek of alcohol. ‘’Take a look for yourself. But it seems like someone beat you to it though,’’ Jay chuckled, his eyes darting over to the couch placed a little further away.

Sunghoon felt sick to his stomach as he spotted you sitting on the couch, his steps immediately coming to a halt. Not only were you actually there, but you also had company. With your company being no other than Jake himself, Sunghoon felt like he was actually about to throw up any second. Sunghoons lips parted like he was about to say something, but not a single word would leave his lips; feeling like his whole world just came crashing down. Just like that, his plans went straight out the window.

Bringing the cup filled with liquor to his lips, Sunghoon downed the alcohol in one big sip. He cringed at the strong taste, but at this point, he didn’t even care. He needed that alcohol to get through the night. He dropped the now empty plastic cup on the floor, shaking his friend's arm off his shoulders. ‘’I need to get some fresh air.’’ Sunghoon mumbled, walking away before his friend could even say something; leaving Jay standing alone, dumbfounded by his sudden actions.

You had already gotten to the party way before Sunghoon. It hadn’t even been an hour, yet Yeojin had already left you alone. But to her defense, she only left to use the toilet; you had made her promise you not to run off like last time you agreed to come with her to a party, a promise she intended to keep. A sigh escaped your lips as you slumped down on the couch, bringing the cup you were holding in one of your hands to your lips as you glanced around the room. Somehow, you managed to completely miss Sunghoon walking through the packed crowd.

You did recognize one particular face though. Your eyes went wide as you spotted the boy making his way through the crowd, his eyes suddenly meeting yours. You could tell he was just as surprised to see you by the surprised look on his face, a small smile forming on his lips. Of course, you were destined to meet Jake Sim, would it really be a party without you bumping into Jake?

As Jake approached you, a feeling of deja vu washed over you. You couldn’t help but smile at the thought, of how he had approached you the exact same way last time you went to a party; giving him a small wave as he got closer. ‘’Don’t tell me you’re all on your own again?’’ Jake chuckled, causing a chuckle to leave your lips as well. ‘’No, my friend is somewhere around here.’’ You replied as he slumped down next to you, holding onto the very same red cup you were holding in one of your hands.

The last time Jake sat this close to you, butterflies filled your stomach. The way his hand had been lingering on your thigh as he spoke, combined with the way his pearly white smile had made you weak at the knees; this time, however, that feeling was nowhere to be found. Maybe because you knew he had a girlfriend this time, or maybe because the only thing you had been able to think about lately was Sunghoon; you weren’t sure which one it was. ‘’We haven’t spoken in a while.’’ He let out, your eyes meeting his.

You hummed in response, not knowing whether to tell him the truth or just make up some bullshit lie, maybe something about how you’ve been busy with school and simply forgot to text him. ‘’Yeah, sorry about that,’’ You mumbled, trying to figure out what to tell him. Luckily for you, Jake continued speaking before you could say anything else. ‘’I was kind of butthurt by you ghosting me, to be honest.’’ Jake chuckled, his eyes looking down at the cup he was holding in his hands. You stared at him for a moment, not knowing what to say next. ‘’Oh,’’ You managed to get out, playing with the rings placed on your fingers. ‘’Was it something I did? Or said?’’ He suddenly blurted out, his eyes meeting yours once again.

You raised both your eyebrows in surprise, immediately shaking your head. ‘’No, not at all!’’ You let out, still shaking your head as you spoke. ‘’You’ve done nothing wrong,’’ You continued, giving him a small smile in an attempt to reassure him. ‘’Then why? I enjoyed talking to you, a lot actually.’’ He spoke, not taking his eyes off of you; a small smile plastered on his lips as well.

A part of you felt disgusted by his words. You felt disgusted because he already had a girlfriend, yet here he was, attempting to flirt with you. ‘’I just, I would hate having another girl texting my boyfriend if I was in a relationship, you know?’’ You let out, now it was your turn to look down at the drink you were holding in your hand in an attempt to avoid his gaze. Jake’s smile faded as the words left your lips, being replaced by a frown instead. ‘’What do you mean?’’ He asked, slightly furrowing his eyebrows in confusion. ‘’I mean, I don’t think your girlfriend would appreciate another girl texting you,’’ You chuckled, looking back up at him; the confused look on his face surprising you. ‘’Girlfriend? I don’t have a girlfriend, where did you get that from?’’ He asked, not taking his eyes off you.

You raised one of your eyebrows, the smile previously plastered on your lips slowly fading away. ‘’Oh, Sunghoon told me you got back together with the girl that dumped you so I just assumed the two of you were in a relationship,’’ You managed to get out, stumbling over your own words as you tried explaining yourself; scared you had offended him by assuming. Jake just stared at you for a moment, clenching his jaw as he realized what had happened. ‘’Sunghoon told you that?’’

You slowly nodded in response, confused as to why that had anything to do with the situation. ‘’I never got back together with her.’’ He suddenly let out. You furrowed your eyebrows, slightly tilting your head as you felt yourself grow even more confused. Then why would Sunghoon tell you that he did? ‘’Maybe Sunghoon just misunderstood or something,’’ You mumbled, a snort being heard from the boy in front of you; taking you by surprise. ‘’No, that’s not it.’’ He let out, placing the red cup he was holding in his hand on the table beside him before standing up. ‘’Speaking of Sunghoon, I haven’t said hi to him yet,’’ He smiled at you, your eyes following his every movement. You stared at him for a moment, frowning. ‘’Sunghoon’s here?’’

Jake stared back at you, nodding his head. ‘’Yeah, I thought you came with him,’’ He replied, furrowing his eyebrows. You just stared at him before shaking your head, trying to figure out why Sunghoon was here when he told you he’d be busy doing something important tonight. Was a party his idea of something important? ‘’You wanna come with me?’’ Jake asked, snapping you out of your thoughts; forcing yourself to give the boy in front of you a smile. ‘’It’s okay, I’ll find him later. But you should go, we’ll talk more later, yeah?’’ You smiled at him, causing him to nod.

Your smile slowly faded away as you watched Jake disappear into the crowd of people, trying to comprehend what had just happened. Questions flooded your mind, had Sunghoon lied to you? And why did Jake react like that? It wasn’t like Sunghoon had said anything bad, and you doubted that he had lied to you, because why would he? There was no way he would actually lie to you, right?

Fiddling with a lighter while trying to light the cigarette placed between his lips as he listened to the now muffled music coming from inside the house behind him, Sunghoon found himself leaning against one of the lamp posts a little further away from the house. He barely ever smoked, only when he felt stressed; which he barely did. But tonight, he felt like he was seconds away from having a heart attack from all the stress he was currently feeling.

Maybe he was more panicked than stressed. He hadn’t expected you to show up at the party, especially since you had told him the previous night that parties most definitely weren’t your thing; but there you were, sitting on the couch with a drink in your hand. It was only a couple of days left until it officially marked one month since he first made the bet with Jay, and the thought of you finding out was eating him alive. He knew Jay probably expected him to make a big scene out of it, that he would tell you in front of the entire school how he only played you; and the thought of it made Sunghoons heart drop.

One month ago, Sunghoon probably would’ve found it funny seeing your face when he told you that you were only a bet. But one month later, a whole month of spending time and getting closer to you, the thought wasn’t as amusing anymore. No, instead the thought felt almost gut-wrenching, like he was about to throw up by just thinking about you and your face when you found out.

Sunghoon felt stupid. He felt like an absolute fool for actually catching feelings for you, for even letting himself fall for you in the first place. He thought about just completely ghosting you and never speak to you again, knowing that would probably be easier than having to see your face as you found out about his stupid fucking bet he made with Jay; but deep down he knew he couldn’t do that. No, there was no way he would ever be able to stay away from you, not when he had fallen in love with you.

‘’Hey!’’

The voice took Sunghoon by surprise, causing him to turn around. As he spotted Jake walking toward him, he felt somewhat relieved; relieved it wasn’t you walking toward him. He however completely missed the enraged look on his friends face. ‘’You want my cigarette? I don’t want it anymore,’’ Sunghoon muttered as Jake came closer, reaching his hand out for Jake to grab the cigarette. Instead, Sunghoon felt Jake place both his hands on top of his chest and before he knew it, Jake had forcefully pushed him backward; causing Sunghoon to stumble. He looked up at Jake in surprise, only now noticing the angry expression plastered on his face.

‘’What the fuck?’’ Sunghoon let out as he regained his balance, dropping the lit cigarette on the ground. ‘’What’s wrong with you?’’ Jake exclaimed, causing Sunghoon to raise both of his eyebrows; still in shock over the fact that his best friend had just pushed him, something that had never happened before. ‘’What’s wrong with me? What the fuck is wrong with you, why the fuck did you do that?’’

The two boys had been friends for almost a year now, yet the two of them had never gotten into an argument. Not a psychical argument, at least. ‘’It’s about Y/N,’’ Jake glared at his friend, Sunghoons lips parting in surprise. ‘’Y/N?’’ Sunghoon asked, both confusion and nervousness washing over him at the mention of your name. ‘’Don’t act fucking stupid.’’ Jake spat, still not taking his eyes off the boy. A chuckle escaped Sunghoon’s lips, finding the irony of Jake talking about you amusing. ‘’Look, I don’t know what you’re talking about.’’

‘’Don’t act like you actually care about her,’’ Sunghoon raised his eyebrows in shock, almost laughing at his friend's statement. ‘’Are you trying to tell me that you care about her?’’ Sunghoon spat back at the boy standing before him, glaring at him; now feeling offended by the boy's statement. ‘’She’s only a fucking bet to you Sunghoon,’’ Jake laughed in his friend's face, causing Sunghoon to clench his fists. ‘’So who are you to ask me if I care about her?’’ Jake hissed, his eyes burning into Sunghoons brown ones.

‘’Fuck you, you’ve literally spoken to her, what? twice?’’ Sunghoon snorted, a chuckle trailing off his lips. ‘’Because you fucking lied to her, asshole!’’ Jake exclaimed, making it obvious that he was only getting angrier by the minute; not even caring about the fact that there was now a small crowd of people forming around the two boys, their heated argument catching the attention of the people nearby. ‘’What the fuck are you talking about?’’ Sunghoon let out, raising one of his eyebrows; trying to figure out what his friend meant. ‘’Why the fuck would you tell her I’m in a relationship?’’

Right, Sunghoons little white lie. ‘’Why does it even matter? You’re my fucking best friend, you were supposed to help me, not get with her!’’ Sunghoon exclaimed, throwing both his hand up in the air as he tried to defend himself. Jake only stared at him for a moment, a chuckle trailing off his lips. ‘’Help you with what, Sunghoon?’’ Jake hissed, not taking his eyes off his friend. A groan left Sunghoons lips, rubbing his temples as he tried calming himself down. ‘’Don’t be fucking stupid, Ja-’’

‘’Actually, why don’t you tell her instead, hm? Tell her what you wanted me to help you with.’’

Confusion washed over Sunghoon as the words left Jake’s lips. He furrowed both his eyebrows, his lips slightly parted as he tried figuring out what his friend meant by telling you instead. ‘’What the fuck is that supposed to mean?’’ Sunghoon let out after a moment, his eyes still glued to the boy standing before him. Jake broke the eye contact, his eyes darting over to look at something right behind the boy; parting his lips to speak. ‘’I said, you should tell her instead.’’

As Sunghoon spun around to look at whatever his friend was looking at, he felt his heart drop. His lips slightly parted as he spotted you standing in the crowd, both your eyebrows furrowed as you stared right back at him. Sunghoon didn’t know whether to look away or to keep staring at you, his heart shattering as he watched you stare back at him with confusion written all over your face. ‘’Jake, don’t do this,’’ Sunghoon muttered as he looked back at his friend, lowering his voice as he felt his heart racing; realizing what his friend meant. ‘’You tell her right fucking now or I will.’’ Jake hissed in response, Sunghoons eyes darting around the people standing around them.

Sunghoon was now very aware of the crowd of people that had gathered around the two of them, feeling like he couldn’t breathe; fear taking over his body. ‘’For fucks sake Jake, don’t fucking do this, not here,’’ Sunghoon hissed, looking back at his friend once again; clenching his fists in a desperate attempt to hide the fact that his hands were now shaking. Not from anger though, but from fear. ‘’Or what, Sunghoon?’’ Jake exclaimed, the anger lingering in his voice was now clear as day.

Sunghoon felt like he was about to die any second. He couldn’t bring himself to look over at you, fearing that he would break down right there and then; keeping his eyes on the boy standing in front of him instead. ‘’Don’t do what, Sunghoon?’’ Your voice was the last thing Sunghoon needed to hear right now, forcing himself to look over at you.

The confusion written all over your face made his heart break even more, nibbling on his bottom lip as he desperately tried to come up with a plan to get both of you out of there before the situation could escalate even further. ‘’I promise I’ll tell you, but just not here, okay?’’ His words came out more shakily than he would’ve hoped, but at this point, he didn’t even care; his only goal being to get you as far away from this situation as possible. ‘’For fucks sake,’’ Jake groaned behind him, rubbing his temples as he spoke. ‘’You were only a fucking bet, Y/N!’’

It felt like Sunghoons world stopped spinning the moment the words left Jake's mouth, feeling like the whole universe came crashing down at him all at once as he watched your lips part; not a single word leaving your lips as you stared at Jake instead of Sunghoon. ‘’You don’t mean shit to him Y/N, he only saw you as a fucking bet,’’ Jake continued, his eyes glued on you.

Sunghoon tried to speak, but not a single word would leave his lips. Both defeat and guilt overtook his body as his eyes met yours again, your eyes now glossy and filled with both confusion and hurt. ‘’What is that supposed to mean, Sunghoon?’’ You breathed, your eyebrows slightly furrowed together. Sunghoon felt almost paralyzed, his lips parted as he desperately tried forming a sentence, but it only ended up in him stumbling over his words; not even knowing how to explain himself. ‘’He only used you to prove that he could get any girl he wanted.’’

‘’That’s enough Jake, I don’t want the neighbors calling the cops.’’ Jay’s voice suddenly hissed behind Sunghoon, but he still couldn’t bring himself to move. He felt like he was glued to the spot, his eyes not leaving you as he watched you realize what Jake had just said. ‘’What?’’ You managed to get out, your bottom lip starting to quiver; tears threatening to leave your eyes. ‘’Y/N,’’ Sunghoon breathed, not even sure if you could hear him due to how low his voice was; but if he spoke any louder, he was afraid the tears filling his eyes would spill down his cheeks.

The sight of the boy standing in front of you, the boy who had made you feel so special, suddenly made you want to throw up. Yet you couldn’t take your eyes off him as he stared right back at you, and if you would’ve looked close enough you probably would’ve noticed the tears threatening to leave his dark eyes; but you refused. You refused to stand there and watch him cry, you refused to stand there embarrassing yourself any further.

Sunghoon wanted to wrap his arms around you, and apologize over and over again; he wanted to pull you close to him, console you, but he knew there was no way he’d ever be able to do that. You were on the verge of tears because of him after all, and he was in no place to try to console you and he knew that. But as the first tear slowly made its way down your cheek, Sunghoon felt like someone had stabbed him in the heart.

As you turned around and walked away, wiping your tears away using the sleeve of your shirt; Sunghoon wanted to call out your name. He wanted to beg you to stay, to listen to him, to let him explain; anything. But as he watched you disappear in the crowd, he knew there was nothing he could do. It didn’t matter if his whole world just came crashing down, because so did yours. The universe could be very, very cruel after all.

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mostly-marvel-musings · 3 years

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Hii! Could u maybe do a 12 & 13 from fluff prompts with Bucky?

Also congratulations on the milestone! 🤍

Just say yes

A/N: Beware of the fluff attack and Bucky being an absolute puppy dog!

Not my gif! Credits to the owner.

Prompts - Dancing in the kitchen & Proposal gone wrong.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Fluff town, a curse word or two.

Word count: 1500ish

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As the saying goes, ‘everything that can go wrong, will go wrong’ Bucky found it applicable to his current situation now more than ever.

He had been planning the perfect evening while you were away on a small mission with Sam and were expected to be home in less than an hour. He’d ordered your favourite pizza, kept that special bottle of wine you’d been saving on the table with two glasses, even texted every single person in the team to not disturb once you were home.

Bucky wanted you all to himself tonight. That and the fact that he was planning to propose.

You arrived fifteen minutes later looking tattered and exhausted. Bucky frowned, wiping his hands on a kitchen towel as he heard the front door slam shut, concerned when he didn’t hear your usually chirpy voice, he walked out to greet you.

“Welcome home sweetheart, how was th—”

He stopped mid-sentence after getting a good look at your state, hair in disarray, minor cuts decorating your forehead and chin. It wasn’t the first but today was supposed to be an easy one.

“Oh you look terrible.”

“Thanks I feel terrible.”

Bucky chuckled, pulling you into a hug before pressing a kiss on your temple, immediately feeling your body sink into his.

“What went wrong? I thought the mission was fairly—”

“Yeah except it wasn’t. I’m going to take a bath okay.”

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

“No.”

Sighing, you gently pushed him away to get to the bathroom, peeling off the unitard as you went, exhaustion making you forget he was waiting for a kiss, but he understood.

“Alright, don’t be too long though. I made you dinner, and I can guarantee it’s edible this time.”

“I’m sorry babe but I’m not really hungry. All I want is sleep.”

You mumbled, your voice laden with sleep as you reached for the door, missing Bucky’s dejected face that he quickly recovered from, not wanting you to worry.

“How about I get you a glass of wine and patch you up?” He offered.

“Yep.”

You practically crawled into bed after you bathed, falling asleep instantly. Bucky climbed in shortly after, racking his brain for yet another attempt of proposing as he draped his arm across your waist, gazing at your sleeping form for a while before kissing your forehead.

A lingering aroma of fresh bacon and eggs woke you up the next day. Peeking through a half open eye, you saw Bucky holding a tray of food in his hands and your favourite flower between his teeth.

“God bless you Bucky Barnes!” You exclaimed, sitting up against the headboard with the biggest smile on your face, making grabby hands at the food as your stomach growled.

He placed the tray in your lap and tucked the flower behind your ear, whispering ‘good morning’ before leaning in for a kiss which you happily returned.

Bucky had already cleared your schedule for the day, made sure that no one bothered you today, he was determined to not let you out of the house before getting that ring on your finger.

You took turns eating yourself and feeding your super caring boyfriend who had gone through all this trouble for you, not really saying much but rather enjoying the silence you shared.

“Hey I got us a table at that Italian restaurant that you love for dinner.” Bucky announced matter-of-factly, hiding his nervous self under the facade of a casual dinner date.

“I’ll have to check with Agent Hill if there’s some updates after last night’s blow-up but I’m sure th—”

“Oh that won’t be necessary.”

“It won’t?” You eyed the man who kept his gaze on the piece of fruit he was toying with in the plate.

“Y-yeah I cleared your schedule for the day.”

“Really?”

“Yes. I want you all to myself.” Bucky’s soft smile warmed your heart as did his honesty, making you lean forward and place a chaste kiss to his lips.

“So it’s a date Barnes.”

“It’s a date.”

Bucky went over his plan once more after deciding to drop the idea of proposing in a public place, he figured he would take you out for a nice meal first, get home, maybe open a nice bottle of wine with some cake and do it then.

He still had some issues when people disturbed your peace while out at a public place or a social gathering. People would stare, ask for pictures with his vibranium arm or just generally give him the look making him utterly uncomfortable. He decided he couldn’t afford that tonight, everything had to be perfect. He even decided to take the efforts of making you a chocolate cake from scratch.

Evening rolled by and the kitchen counter was a mess of broken eggshells, a thousand mixing bowls and spoons, the floor covered in sugar and cocoa powder while Bucky wiped the sweat off his forehead and finally got the batter in the oven.

Looking around, he knew it would eventually have to be professionally cleaned or it would be sleeping on the couch for a week. Somehow he had to evade you from entering the kitchen until he popped the question.

The super soldier double checked the ring box in his back pocket and set the timer, getting to make the ganache for the cake.

“Bucky! Get in here right now!” You yelled from the bathroom, voice sounding downright pissed off.

“Ah fuck what now.”

Muttering under his breath, he ran, only to find your fully clothed self drenched as the water sprayed everywhere from the broken shower.

“Oh God, are you alright?”

“Besides being fucking soaked and ruining my new dress & make-up? Oh just fabulous!” You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms over your chest and stepping away to let him in the mini pool.

You stood next to him shivering while he tried his best to fix it, his vibranium arm doing the trick as he closed the tap, now completely soaked the same as you.

A tiny box fallen on the wet floor caught your attention and you bent to pick it up, gasping when you opened it to find the most beautiful diamond ring sitting inside the cushioned box.

It felt more and more real the longer you stared at it, unable to form words, glancing at the man you loved and who, by some miracle loved you back & enough to take this next big step.

“Bucky…”

“Hmm?” He wasn’t paying attention.

“What uh..when did you—please look at me.” You croaked, holding the tiny box up in your palm.

Bucky’s eyes turned wide before his hand automatically went for the back pocket of his jeans from where the ring must’ve fallen.

“Fucking hell.”

“What? I hope this isn’t for someone else.” You chuckled at your terrible attempts of a joke, tears already gathering in your eyes while Bucky scratched the back of his neck nervously.

“Okay I’m gonna do this now. Wait fuck, let me get you a towel first, you’re shivering.”

He hurried to wrap you in a fluffy towel, walked you out and sat you on the bed before knelt down on both knees and cleared his throat.

“Here we go. None of the amazing things that have happened in my life in the past few years would’ve happened, if it weren’t for you. You have been one of the most integral parts of my journey towards healing and by no means is it over, but I know I can’t go ahead without you. You’ve loved me through my worst and by some miracle continue to do so even today.” He chuckled, tears gathering in his eyes while you were down right sobbing at this point.

“I mean it wasn’t supposed to happen like this, I had a whole thing planned and now the kitchen’s a big mess and we have a pool in the bathroom. But again when has anything worked perfectly for us right?”

You giggled through tears, nodding as your mind automatically played all those memories, first date, first kiss, the first ‘i love you’s, everything. It wasn’t the smoothest ride with Bucky but it was the best and you wouldn’t have it any other ways.

“So Miss (Y/N) (Y/L/N), would you be interested in spending the rest of your life with a semi-stable hundred year old man?”

Wiping your tears, you knelt in front of the man yourself as fresh tears appeared, cupped Bucky’s face in your hands and kissed him with all the love you had in you.

“What do you say?” He mumbled, never breaking the kiss as he stood up with you and walked you over to the bed.

“What do you want me to say? I already found the ring.” You giggled, flopping on the bed and peeling your clothes off, dinner reservations long forgotten.

“Just say yes.”

“Yes.” Saying it out loud made you believe it actually happened, as Bucky climbed between your parted legs.

“Say it again.”

“Yes!”

Two hours later when you were finally ready to leave the bedroom, you found yourself in the kitchen in Bucky’s arms, swaying to some 40s ballads that he put on, the floor was a complete mess but neither of you cared. The cake he’d prepared was mostly burnt - thankfully he ran to turn the oven off right before giving you your second orgasm of the night.

But you wouldn’t trade this moment, this day or this man for anything.

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes x female reader

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neoheros · 4 years

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sneaking out headcanons feat. gym 3 squad ♡ — also this is all gonna be set in an au before or without the quarantine, so don’t leave your house please!! social distancing is important and people are dying!!

kuroo tetsuro

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sneaking out is terrible and you should never do it because it’s dangerous and risky

and you as the woke and understanding gen z that you are definitely respected that

but , BUT , BUUUUT !

the minute your boyfriend snapped you a photo of him in his car with him rubbing his tired eyes captioned “couldn’t sleep, dreamt of u”

your morals were OUT THE WINDOW and now it was your turn >:// !!!

kuroo: i know it’s 4 am but what’re the chances you’d hop out for a quick trip to chick-fil-a 👉👈

you, purposely taking two minutes to reply: why are you still awake

kuroo, who knows you like the back of his hand: babe don’t lie to me, it’s embarrassing for the both of us x

so you agree !! because it was kuroo, the love of your life, the man you’d simp for, and he’s paying for food so hell fricken yeah

you throw on a hoodie, lock your doors, fluff up the bed to make it look like someone was sleeping in it just in case and you gently make your way towards your window

due to personal reasons, you want to pass away

you suddenly remember why you hated sneaking out and boy — the food kuroo was buying you better be worth it

the only way you were actually gonna get down from your two story house that idiotically doesn’t have a roof ledge was if you grab onto the tv satellite that latched by the sill

from your window you see kuroo’s car parked by the trash cans near your house and he’s got his windshield down signaling at you

mfer pulled out his phone from his pocket and waved as he zooms closer to your figure and he SMILED ?

you were in a dilemma?? and he had the audacity???? the fricken audacity???

kuroo, snapping you the vid he took: babe please you’re so cute you look like a tiny gremlin

you: had me in the first half, not gonna lie

it was a MOMENT for you !! but you just say what the hell and go for it anyways because you only live once apparently and sneaking out with your boyfriend at 4 am was better than sleeping

you grab onto the satellite ridge and you pray for mercy that it doesn’t make a sound or loosen up because if anyone found out you were doing this it was definitely kuroo’s ass on the line

while you’re struggling to get down, kuroo’s just in the car ??? laughing his ass off at your current state and you swear that he’s still taking photos

you get down on the cement safely and instead of him pulling up closer to your drive way naaaah he makes you walk to where he was at 😤

you, getting in the car: if i dump you by the end of tonight, just know that the only reason why i didn’t do it sooner is because i wanted food

kuroo, putting on your seatbelt: we’ll get back together in the morning, i’m not worried

so the two of you make your way to chick-fil-a, get food via drivethru and eat in the parking lot with the doors open and the windows down

he still looks very tired and before you even realize it it’s already 6 in the morning

you catch him yawn every few minutes and he always reassures you that he didn’t mind staying up this late :(

he’s baby

kuroo: lets get you home, are you gonna dump me yet?

you, kissing his cheek: no, i kinda love you

kuroo, less sleepy with a lazy smile on his face: aha simp

tsukishima kei

bro if you think he’s a goody two shoes boy who won’t ask you to sneak out at like 2 in the morning , you are so wrong

canonically, he is the most devious and logical character in the entire anime and if he wants to go out with you before the crack of dawn — he fricken will !!

he’s gonna be so sly about it too, nah, he gon make you think it’s your idea to sneak out

tsukki, texting you a tiktok of homemade shrimp rotini at 2:35 am: look what yamaguchi sent me

yamaguchi, who fell asleep three hours ago and absolutely is not in any state to send tiktoks:

so you’re there like ??????

bruv you were just tryna scroll through your twitter feed in peace, why the hell would he send you that like that’s so uncool

because now you were sleep deprived and hungry

you, close to tears: does your house in hell have a pool or

tsukishima, unnerved: i don’t like the concept of swimming

he’s gonna go on about how he didn’t realize what he did and how he’s kinda sorry for waking your hunger but you weren’t born yesterday !! you smelled BS !!

so you facetime him, ready to go off on how unsorry he is and you can already imagine the shit eating grin he must’ve had on

he answers after three rings and he’s in a MFING yellow hoodie with the dinosaur print in the middle, his hair neatly tucked and you just know that he’s got his keys on his fingertips

you, defeated: i’ve been played

tsukishima, heading out the front door: i deny all accusations

you’re not even upset though because this was a perfect opportunity to try the stability of your roof ledge and tbh? who wasn’t unreasonably hungry at 3 am

turns out climbing out your window was harder than you thought and you may or may not have gotten two new bruises on your wrist just by trying

safe to assume that you fell on your ass and since the universe has a particular hatred towards you, your boyfriend arrived at the perfect time to witness all of it

tsukishima: how are you gonna kiss me when you’re too busy kissing the ground

you, tears on your cheeks: if i wanted a bully instead of a boyfriend i would’ve SAID SO

when you get in his car, the first thing he does is ask if you’re okay though and he’s checking your wrists and hands for any scratches or bleeding because 🥺

tsukki: you’re such a clumsy idiot what the hell

tsukki, kicking down the pavement when you’re not paying attention: 💢🪓

you guys end up going to numerous places because most of the drivethrus in town were already closed

you see him get tired behind the steering wheel and you almost have the urge to offer to drive but you didn’t really feel like crashing his car any day soon so

you: lets just head to starbucks hm? get some coffee?

tsukishima, feeling bad because he knows you wanted to get food: we don’t have to

you, in love with him: if you say no i will willingly walk all the way to starbucks by myself , what , you think i won’t do it

so you guys go there and order a couple double shot espressos with a side of scones and muffins and the entire time you’re just trying not to shiver because name one starbucks you’ve been to that hasn’t been unreasonably cold huh i dare you

he notices this and he gives you his hoodie and ITS JUST THE SOFTEST THING OKAY BECAUSE HE’S COLD TOO BUT HE JUST WANTS YOU WARM

you: i knew it, you love me too huh 😌

tsukishima: unfortunately so

akaashi keiji

AKAASHI IS LEGALLY THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD !!

like he cannot be a bad boyfriend ?? it’s impossible for him to be so ?????? he’s just built that way ????

he’s the ultimate mixture of respect and self love , god was just like “let’s make this one perfect !!”

he’s DRIPPING in love each other juice and he eats kindness for breakfast so ha !

he physically cannot say no to you because he flat out adores you

( except when he feels like you’re wrong or being irrational to which he’ll politely correct you and educate you because that’s on what? that’s on having a healthy relationship ♡ )

so when you hit him up at 5:23 in the morning after a series of tiktoks that he has yet to see and react to you about, he’s kinda alarmed

but then again he’s also not ?? because let’s face it, at this point, he’s used to you spamming his inbox

the last thing you sent him two minutes ago was a text saying “bro just imagine this: you and me at a maccas drivethru with two oreo flurry’s and a box of 20 piece chicken nuggets — immaculate”

and you didn’t really expect him to reply?

it was five am and you were absolutely shit talking but when you saw his face time status go online you were just like ?????

akaashi, snapping you a pic of him under his covers with very tired eyes: it’s 5:27 am

you, sending him back a photo of you and the 2000 piece puzzle you spent the last two hours doing: that’s not a no 💅

he doesn’t reply and you’re not really upset by it because he probably just fell asleep and that was really cute to you so !!

but then two minutes later he’s facetiming you and you JUMP at the sudden ringing

he’s all tired and his voice is groggy and tight but he’s still smiling as he says “i’ll see you in ten”

YOU ARE !!!! PUMPED !!!!!

you won the boyfriend lottery , holy hell

now the only thing keeping you from seeing your man and the mcdonald’s sign was the eleven foot gap between your window and the solid concrete

you’d usually take the stairs but you just know that your mom would absolutely murder you for trying to sneak out when you should be asleep 💆‍♀️

it was either climbing out by clawing through the pipes or not being able to give akaashi a hug and you were not gonna let that second one happen

akaashi, after reading your two paragraph rant on how unnatural it was for your window to be that high: please be careful

you, haven’t slept in 32 hours: screw careful ! i embody elegance !!

in which elegance was screaming every time your pipes squeaked because dear mercy you did not want to die yet

akaashi, who just pulled up your drive way and is now seeing you almost fall to the ground:

you, on the verge of tears: please catch me

AND he does 🥺

it was a close call and he barely even made it to you when you chose to let go but HE DID ANYWAYS

you kinda fell on him rather than landing smoothly in his arms but that’s okay you were just glad you didn’t die

when you both get in his car, he just takes a hot sec to dust you off and ask if you’re okay and he’s so concerned please tell him you’re fine

he’s such a baby please i can’t believe this shit

the two of you end up in a mcdonald’s parking lot with doja cat blaring on the radio and you guys do your best to hold back your laughter as you eat

it was pretty cold and the sun was rising but honestly you couldn’t find the urge to care since the moment just felt so surreal

you: i’m sorry for waking you btw 🥺

akaashi, showing you his new lock screen which is the picture he took of you when he first saw you climb out the window:

you: i’m less sorry

bokuto koutaro

BOYFRIEND OF THE MFING YEAR

i accept no arguments, go cry about it

i literally don’t care what anyone has to say, bokuto is the only man ever ? he’s so deserving of every right on earth i’ll cry

the way that this is the third night in a row he’s stayed up til 4 am and he’s not even alarmed about it

like at this point he’s just accepted that he is nocturnal and that’s that on that !

before he actually had the idea to ask you to sneak out for him, he debated whether or not it was worth it

you needed sleep and you barely got any so when he knew you were resting he absolutely refused to message you :(

but then he also thought about how you would love to have a large dunkin iced coffee right now

and he was already getting ready for his morning fix so why not just ask harmlessly?

if you weren’t going to respond then he’d be okay with that because he knew that you were resting well

but if you were going to answer his consecutive texts with a positive reply then HE IS 🥺 over the moon

you, barely awake: can we get a venti triple shot latté instead , my caffeine tolerance is SHOT

bokuto, snapping you back within a minute: babe you are delusional if you think i’m gonna let you drink that

so it’s 5 am and your parents are in the other room asleep but you know that their jobs start pretty early so you had to get a move on

your room wasn’t that high from the ground to be honest, so you weren’t really worried about falling off

what you were worried about was how dizzy and out of depth the melatonin gummies made you because in order to fall asleep you took 3 and now that you basically forced yourself out of a self induced coma, your body was on the verge of passing away

bokuto tells you that he doesn’t mind if you’re not up for the trip and he’d just bring you back your coffee BUT NAH

you’re not a quitter 🤬 you miss your boyfriend and you are gonna do whatever it takes to spend some quality morning time with him !!!!!

so you throw on a proper outfit, make your way through your window and gently do your best to refrain from yelping every time your hand would slip from the railing that’s keeping your balance

bokuto, pulling up seeing you on your roof: you’re so strong 🥺👉👈

you, barely alive: all for you baby ❤️

he helps you get down from where you stood and he had the prettiest smile on earth i SWEAR when you immediately sank in his cold chest

he apologizes for making you sneak out like that BUT NUH UH YOU DO NOT LET HIM

he is a gift !!! and you knew how tired he must’ve been too since he kept yawning but he still took the time and energy to pick you up 🥺

he fastens your seatbelt in the car and puts the windows up because he knew that the air would get in your face and you didn’t like that

he even brought you a spare hoodie of his because he remembered how much you swooned over this particular fabric

bokuto: we’ll get you some coffee but you can sleep while i drive, ok babe?

you, trying not to cry: are you single because i really want to kiss you

bokuto, kissing your cheek: i’m dating someone i’m sorry

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Fandom: DC Pairing: Damian Wayne x reader Word count: 4.1k Summary: It was a normal day for you when the sidewalk literally opens up and swallows you whole only to spit you back out into a world that you thought only existed in comics before. There you meet a certain Vigilante and things get more complicated very, very quickly... Warning: I think this classifies as angst, not sure though, Definitly almost drowning tho, also multiple instances of unconciousness, lil bit of fluff if you squint, also me trying to be funny and failing Requested by the incredibly, amazing, breathtaking @dudeidkwhattoputformyusername: Hi! I love your work! is it possible for u to do a Damian Wayne x reader one shot, where reader comes from reality and bumps into Damian in Robin form. Then u can develop from there anyway u like! preferably fluff tho. thank u!!!!!!!!!!

Everything was blurry and your head was throbbing like someone was working on it with a jackhammer. The pain was the first thing that you felt during the process of waking up, no other sense quiet activated yet. Next was the realization that your body was shivering uncontrollably and wherever you were laying definitely wasn’t a bed for as far as you remembered, beds weren’t usually wet, cold and stone-hard. Following was your eyesight that finally returned to you, alongside with your smell and hearing, and as if they were high-school bullies who were teaming up against the local geek in a 90’s sitcom, they all came crashing up upon you like a train. Now theoretically seen, you were able to see, hear and smell again, but practically seen, asking you to do either of the three was like asking someone to find a needle in a needlestack, or a single straw of hay in a haystack. It was just too much, definite sensory overload. A few minutes you couldn’t do anything but lay there, shivering and cold and miserable, before slowly your brain started to work through all the input and sort through it until you were able to comprehend it. The first thing you noticed was the smell. It wasn’t a very pleasant one, it smelled like you fish, water and something rotten and if you had any more control over your body you probably would have thrown up. The sounds that you could hear now put the smells a little bit more into perspective. What sounded like screams and the end of the world before was now identifiable as the screeching of seagulls, the honking of boats and the soft crashing of waves. So you were near a harbor or port? The last puzzle piece was the view you got when you opened your eyes. The cold, wet, stone-hard ‘not-bed’ that you had been lying on was in fact a concrete jetty. Only a few feet away from you was the cold dark sea and above you was the night sky. How long have you been lying here? What happened? How did you get there? As you were staring up into the sky something about it made you uneasy, the way the stars were shining, the darkness of the universe, the fullness of the moon- Wait, wasn’t it a new moon just a few days ago? You sat up suddenly, immediately regretting it when the pain shook through your head again, re-starting the throbbin at 100%, and - after you could open your eyes again - looked down at your body. You were wearing a soaked through sweater that you had bought a few days prior and just as soaked through jeans and socks, your shoes nowhere in sight. The sea was restless and splashed against the sides of the jetty, dops landing on your sleeves and face. For some reason, the sensation of the liquid against your skin brought forth a flashback that completely blinded you. It was like you were watching from above as you relieved the last thing you remembered, how you had been going home after your part-time job at the library when the floor had literally peeled open below you and you fell into a cold nothingless, only for water to come crashing down at you from all sides. When you finally realized that you were not on the sidewalk a few blocks away from your home anymore, but in raging water, somewhere below the surface you were already only seconds away from drowning. With all the power you could muster and adrenaline rushing through your veins you managed to fight your way upwards and upwards until your hand finally broke through the water’s surface. The breath that you took when you made it up completely must have been the best and somehow worst gulp of air you had ever taken in. The adrenaline was ebbing off and the exhaustion made its way through all your muscles, but when you saw the lights in the distance you managed to keep on going until you had managed to pull yourself up a concrete jetty where you finally blacked out. Your mind made its way back into your body and you grasped the situation, even though believing it still wasn’t the easiest task. I mean the earth quite literally swallowing you up? That doesn't sound reasonable. And yet, it was the thing you remembered so you would have to live with that truth until someone could prove you otherwise. More and more questions started to swirl through your mind - an unreasonable amount of them quite honestly - but you knew you had to take things one step at a time. Okay, what did you know? You were in an unknown location so there was no new there, but your former question of ‘how long have you been there’ was now answered. Given the state of your clothes and the fact that it was still deep, dark night you couldn’t have been unconscious for long. But that didn’t help you much - you were still sitting there freezing cold and soaked with no idea where you actually were. What would you do usually when you were lost? Phone, ah, right. You patted over your pockets and actually found it, only to be very unsurprised when it only gave you a black void to stare into. Sadly you didn’t have a bag of rice to put it into in the other pocket, instead only a set of keys that you didn’t recognize along with something that looked like a keychain in form of a piece of polished wood with the letters D and (Your first initial) with a plus in between engraved into it. “Great, I can open some doors now, too bad I don’t know which,” you spoke aloud to yourself, only for the worlds to come out stuttered thanks to your teeth that were shaking just as much as the rest of you. You stuffed the keys and the broken phone back into your pockets and managed to pull yourself up and stand, even though all your muscles were screaming in despair. The thing you really wanted to do was lie back down and fall asleep again, wait for the sun to rise and dry your clothes, but you knew that with the coldness and the water all around you, you’d probably be dead or at least deadly sick by morning, so you had to find shelter, warmth and - maybe most importantly - answers. With slow, little steps you walked down the jetty, towards the buildings that looked unoccupied at that time of day, with an unknown city stretching out behind it that promised life and warmth. For what felt like hours, but was probably just minutes, you managed to walk a few feet until you were a safe distance away from the water and near a bench that must have been put there for people who wanted to watch the water or have a break from work or similar things. It looked at you so invitingly, so comfortably, so perfect. Deep inside you knew that you should probably not sit down, even if you told yourself it would be just for a few minutes, but your exhaustion took over and you sunk down onto it, falling to the side and rolling as good as it was possible together into a little roll. You’d take a nap, just a quick one, only a few minutes, then you’d get up with new energy and find the warmth you were looking for. The longer you sat there the heavier your eyelids got until you couldn’t take it anymore and the darkness enveloped you into its safety again.

The next time you woke up, things weren’t so bad anymore, it wasn’t all that blurry and the throbbing had dialed down a bit, but your body was shaking worse than before. In fact, it was shaking so bad that your shoulder thumbed against the backrest of the bench before being pulled forward again and repeating the circle, the only weird thing was that it was just your shoulder. And there was this weird pressure around it. Wait! You weren’t shaking worse, someone else was shaking you as if they were trying to wake you up. You peeled your eyes completely opened and looked into white voids surrounded by black and like your eyes were the camera of a 2000’ kids-camera they slowly zoomed out and revealed the white voids to be the eye-parts of a mask sitting on the face of a masked (duh) boy who was wearing a very, very colorful and bright outfit. It seemed familiar and the gears in your head started turning. “Habibti, you’re okay,” the boy said in a relieved tone and while he helped you sit up you mustered him with a confused look. “That’s not my name, it’s Y/N.” The way his mask contorted gave off a sense of confusion that mirrored yours, just with a little bit more worry in it, but before he could say anything else you motioned to his outfit. “What is it with the outfit? It isn’t Halloween yet, is it?” “You don’t recognize me?” he asked you and the tone of voice he used almost made you feel sorry for him, but given that you had no idea what he was talking about you would probably be able to cope. “No, sorry…” you started before the gears finally fell into place and you recognized it, “Oh, wait, I think I do, you’re playing Batman’s sidekick right? I think it was Robin. That’s so cool, I myself was always more of a Marvel fan - you know with Black Widow and all that - but both are super valid so cool hobby dude. It looks pretty rad too.” Even with the mask you could see the complete bedazzlement in his face and you wondered if your weird world-swallowing-experience had magically changed the language you spoke from English to Mandarine. “What- What do you mean?” “You’re Cosplaying right? Dressing up as a Comic Character?” you tried to explain and you could feel a slight anger building up at how stupid he made you feel without even being able to see his eyes. “I’m not Cosplaying a comic character?” he said in a questioning manner. “Yes, you are. You’re wearing the outfit and everything, like the guy in the Comics who works with Batman. I think his name was Richard or something, but you should know better, you’re cosplaying him after all,” you tried to explain yet again, seriously questioning your sanity. Now he really didn’t need the mask to hide the fact that he was seriously triggered by what you had said - even though you weren’t quite sure why. Had Robin been cancelled over twitter while you were unconscious? “I think it’d be better if I bring you to safety and get you checked out,” he averted the topic of the conversation and started to position his hands like he wanted to pick you up, but you put a stop to it when you pressed him away. “Listen, I appreciate the help, but I’ll definitely not be going with a complete stranger in a comic costume, so if you could just give me your phone so that I can call my parents or my friends that’d be great.” For a few seconds he just sat there straight, as if unsure of the best course of action, before he sight and pulled a phone out, unlocking it and handing it to you. Your fingers hovered over the keyboard as you thought about who to call, thankful that your mum had made you learn her number by heart, but when you went to dial it your whole body stopped working, like there was a physical restriction keeping you from typing. Suddenly you realized it. You didn’t know the number - you knew you should, that you had been using it for years upon years and that you definitely should know it - and your eyes grew wide. You scavenged through your head searching for more numbers, but then you realized another thing. There were none. How was that possible? You didn’t even know the area code from where you lived. “I- I don’t- what?” you looked up at the boy with tearful eyes, the reality of the situation just too much for you. “It’s okay, I’m sure it will come back to you,” he tried to sooth you, but you were too frustrated and sad to be happy about soothing from some creepy geek. “Would you please finally tell me why you’re in costume?” you asked exasperated and moved further away from him. “I-” The answer of the boy was cut short when a ‘whooshing’ sound echoed around the area and a booming voice called out: “Robin”. The boy shot you another look before shouting back. “I’m here, I’ve-” he obviously wanted to add something, but he cut himself off this time and just looked at you. A man in a black, leather suit with a black cowl over his face that you noticed to be definitely inspired by Batman and very well done came rushing towards you. Again, you couldn’t see his eyes, but you recognized the same worried look that the boy already had. “Oh no, not another one,” you sighed and pushed your hair back, “Is there some kind of Comic Convention here? Or is this a weird sexual thing?” Now the man looked at the boy even more confused, and the boy just shrugged, but instead of answering you, he brought his hand up to where his ear was under the cowl and spoke to himself: “I’ve found Robin, he’s found her, we’re going to come back now.” If it had only been the first and last part of that sentence you would have made a joke about them being into LRPG or something, but the ‘her’ part scared you for some reason. You stood up and backed away, happy that the boy didn’t keep the grip on even though his eyes were following your every move. “This was fun and all, but I’m still soaked and really cold, and I had a nice swim earlier which I want to calm down from again, so I think I’ll just go back home now, call myself a cab or something,” you turned around, more than ready to strain your muscles yet again with running away, but it never got to that point, because a second later you were ripped up from the ground and sizzled through the air. It was so surprising that you didn’t even manage to scream before you found yourself with hard ground under your feet again. You looked up at what had pulled you through the skies and found the boys face yet again and - may it have been from the scare of everything finally becoming to much - the last thing you could say before you blacked out for the third time that night was: “That’s some on point cosplay dude.”

The soft sheets of your bed gave you a sense of relief as you woke up from that weird ass dream that you were having. You were unsure about why exactly your unconsciousness was making you see these things, but you made a mental note about checking the dream meaning of getting swallowed by the sidewalk later on. For now all you wanted was to go have some breakfast and call your mom to tell her about that dream. So you opened your eyes and threw the blanket back only to be surprised by the ceiling that was definitely not yours. There was a sound beside you and you looked over to see a boy about your age, black hair standing up from his head a little spiky and green eyes focused entirely on you. “Oh for fuck’s sake,” you cursed and moved as far away from the boy as possible, “Who are you?!” “What do you remember?” the boy asked you, completely ignoring your question. Your eyes flew to the door that was right behind him and you found that there was no way for you to get to it without having to overthrow the boy - but by the looks of him he’d knock you out easily. “I was on my way home from my job when the fucking ground opened up, swallowed me, thrw me back up into the ocean and then I met two werid ass cosplayers before I woke up here.” “You still think we’re cosplayers?” “We?” “Yes,” he just nodded with complete ease. “Well, I gotta admit that flying thing was pretty rad. What was that? Are you actors and you’re making a movie? Because if so then I’m sorry for bursting onto the shooting site.” “We’re not making a movie,” he stated, still completely chilled, even though there was something else lying under it. “What then? You telling me you’re actually Robin? Because if so I’m not the only one who needs to have her head checked out,” you scoffed and rolled your eyes, arms crossing in front of your chest. The boy just mirrored your look, completely stern and serious. “You’re not serious, are you?” you couldn’t help but let out an unbelieving chuckle. He kept silent and just observed you. “You fucking are, oh my gosh.” “How can I prove it to you?” he asked, still so incredibly serious that you felt like you were a clown walking in on a job interview. “Oh, I don’t know. Call Flash, Superman and the easter bunny over so we can have tea with the tooth fairy,” you answered ironically and made a ‘cray-cray’ gesture with your hand going in circles beside your temple, but instead of being offended by your comment, he just pulled out his phone - the same phone you had tried to use earlier you noted. “What are you doing?” you asked, but he just held his hand up to sush you and raised the phone to his ear. “Hello, it’s Damian Wayne,” he introduced himself to the other person - and you noted that he was not a ‘Richard’ after all, “Yes, could you do me a favor? Could you come to the Manor real quick? Yes, yes I know, no it’s not an emergency. The suit would be great, yes. See you in a bit. You opened your mouth again when he hung up to ask who he called over, but he kept his hand up and motioned to you to wait, while he opened up the window, even though it was still cold out. A gust of wind filled the room and suddenly there was another boy standing besides the original boy - Damian as he had introduced himself - who was wearing a cape, a shirt with a logo that was definitely Supermans and ripped jeans. “H-How the fuck did he just? Was he here this whole time? What? How?” you stuttered and looked between Damian and the other boy who looked at you even more confused than you felt, but Damian waved him off and motioned for him to leave, which he promptly did. The new boy looked at Damian with question marks in his eyes, but he just waved him off. “You believe me now?” he asked, directed towards you and you had to admit it was pretty convincing. “But how? I’m in a comic?” “Y/N, this isn’t a comic, this is reality,” Damian told you with a soft voice, but your eyes just widened and you tried to move back even further. “How do you know my name?” “In your left pocket there is a set of keys and keychains. One of these keychains is a piece of wood with two letters engraved. A D and a (Your first initial), am I right?” Your heart stopped for a second and you patted the pocket where that exact thing was still lying. “H-How do you know my name?” “What do you remember about your life, about how you ended up in the water?” he avoided the question like a pro and you decided to play along, just in hope he’d answer your question sooner or later. “I was born the daughter of Y/Parents/N in Y/H/T. I grew up normally and went to school, nothing special, got a job on the side and when I went home yesterday the sidewalk started to open up like there was an earthquake and I was suddenly in the water, I told you about that part already.” “And you have never met me in your life?” he asked and sounded almost disappointed. “No, an hour ago I thought you didn’t exist outside of paper, the internet and movies,” you huffed and tried to figure out what his endgame was with this, when he pulled his phone out again and tapped on it for a bit before shoving it in your direction. “How do you explain this then?” You moved forwards with caution until you could see the screen and your breath stopped. It was a picture of you. Of Damian and you to be precise. The two of you were sitting on a bench, laughing and smiling and obviously happy, a cute dog on the ground between the two of you where something else drew your attention. In the photograph your left hand was intertwined with his right one. “W-What is this? Some sick kind of joke?” “You really don’t remember? Not at all?” he asked flabbergasted. “Remember what? What is going on here?” you almost shouted, the frustration becoming just a little bit too much, “Please just give me some explanation, please.” “You’re Y/N Y/L/N, you really are the daughter of Y/Parents/N, but you didn’t grow up in Y/H/T, you grew up here in Gotham. You went to Gotham academy, where the two of us met and...became friends. You found out about me being Robin and my father being Batman rather quickly too,” Damian explained and even though it didn’t match up even slightly with what you remembered, it felt weirdly accurate. You went to the bed again and sucked down onto it, before thinking back to the picture and raised an eyebrow at Damian. “Not that I say it’s true what you’re saying, but if we hypothetically say it was, then we weren’t just friends, right? We’re together?” “Yes.” “Okay,” a sigh escaped you and everything was feeling blurry, but you had to continue asking, wanting to know the truth, “Then how do you explain me ending up in the ocean?” “That’s where things get a bit harsher,” Damian sight too, but obviously for other reasons, “Yesterday evening you accompanied me to a party - a family thing - on a yacht and things were going great, but something went wrong. No one had an idea that the weather would shift like that, but a storm came and the yacht was thrown around and you - you were thrown off, I thought you died, I was devastated, but- uhm...well… You remembered that keychain? I gave it to you for our first year anniversary and it may or may not have a tracker in it, so that I could find you in a worst case scenario and if that wasn’t a worst case scenario then I don’t know what is.” For a few minutes silence filled the room as you worked through all of the new information, but the sad look on Damian’s face, the seriousness in his voice, the entire situation in itself? They made it hard to doubt what he was telling you. Your gaze was stuck on your fidgeting hands when you asked the one underlying question. “Why can’t I remember?” “I don’t know, I think you must have hit your head when you fell off and your mind mixed things up - mixed reality into something else and took a few actual things and made them fiction,” Damian gave you his half-assed, definitely not medically appropriate explanation, but you couldn’t blame him for that, you had no idea either. You pulled your legs up and hugged your knees close as you looked at him, really trying to see this supposed boyfriend of yours, but your mind just turned up blank. “What if I’ll never remember? What if that’s the way it’ll be from now on?” “I’m positive that things will turn out fine, we have friends who have the best medical experience you can get, we even have mind readers who could probably help you and if not, we’ll help you make new memories, I’ll help you and I’ll wait for the memories to come back just in case.” “That’s not fair on you though, Right now I’m not the girl you’re with, you shouldn’t have to go through this,” tears were now welling up at your eyes, even though you weren’t completely sure why your emotions were so strong. “I don’t care, I really don’t, because no matter what you remember or don’t, I love you and I really hope you’ll remember that you love me too…”

#Damian Wayne #Damian wayne x reader #batfam #batfam x reader #dc #dc x reader #dc universe #batfamily #batfamily x reader #Bruce Wayne #batman #robin #robin x reader #fluff #angst #amnesia

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nagitoandkokichioneshots · 3 years

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A Sick Hope

"Great! I'll be there in ten!" I hung up the phone, jumping off the sofa. I grabbed my (F/C) backpack from the coffee table and made my way into mine and Nagito's shared bedroom. It was going to be the first time I'd be seeing my best friends in a while. Between finals coming up and wedding preparations for me and Nagito, we barely even had time to breath. Luckily Sonia invited all her closest girlfriends to her place to blow off some steam before finals week, which many of them agreed to

One of them happened to be me!

As I was stuffing my pjs and my toothbrush into my backpack, I felt a pair of skinny arms snake around my waist. I yelped at the sudden pressure placed on my stomach, but turned my head, seeing my fiance. As I sighed in relief, I let go of my backpack strap, letting it gently plop on the bed

"Ah, there's my angel of hope," Nagito chuckled lightly, planting a gently kiss on my cheek. I smiled only for a split second before prying away from his arms, slapping his arm gently

"You idiot! You don't usually get off classes this early! I thought you were a robber or something," I scolded him, pouting. As I crossed my arms, the white haired boy frowned, sulking

"I'm so sorry, my angel. I didn't mean to upset you," He sniffled, looking down. I mentally sighed to myself. Nagito and I have been together for almost five years and he still goes on about how someone as beautiful and hopeful as me shouldn't be so blind to date a piece of trash like him. Well, better shut him up before he goes on his usual "I don't deserve you" rant, no matter how many times I assure him

I placed a kiss on his lips, smiling gently at him. "Nagito, I was joking. But you did startle me. It's not even 6 yet and you usually get home from your night classes at 8:30. What happened?" I asked him. His face light up again, relieved that I wasn't mad at him anymore. He crossed his arms, smiling at me

"My professor ended early since we're ahead of the syllabus. But enough about me. Where is my angel of hope going tonight?" He asked, pointing to my backpack

"Oh, Sonia called me and a few of our friends. We're going to have a sleepover at her place to blow off some steam before finals," I explained, grabbing the straps of it again. I double checked that I had everything I needed as Nagito grabbed a water bottle from the table, taking a sip from it

"I see. I hope you girls have fun. But you'll text me once you get there, right? Oh! And please stay safe, alright? I can't have anything happening to my ray of hope. I know you're allergic to nuts so double check with Sonia if the food you have has any. Oh! And if you feel sick, and Mikan isn't there, call me and I'll be there t--"

I shushed Nagito with a peck on his lips, chuckling. I shook my head, knowing damn well after all this time, Nagito was still overprotective of his 'angel of hope'. I couldn't really blame him though. I don't say that to sound conceited, but besides Hajime and sometimes Chiaki, I was basically his only support system. To say he was a bit clingy was an understatement. For the first few weeks of us dating, I would've been lucky if he let me use the bathroom

"Marshmallow, don't worry about me. I'll be just fine. Sonia knows all my allergies and Mikan will be there in fact. So I'll be A-okay!" I smiled, slinging my backpack across my shoulders. Nagito smile, kissing my forehead

"Alright, whatever you say, angel. But please text me when you get there atleast," He pleaded, throwing his own backpack onto a chair. I promised him one last time before slipping on my converse sneakers, heading out

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"(Y/N)! It's been so long! How have you've been?" Sonia welcomed me into her home with a warm smile and open arms. Since we finished Hope Peaks Academy, Sonia decided to settle down in Japan for a little while longer to go to college with her friends. Her apartment wasn't far from mine and Nagito's. Which also meant that it didn't look anything out of the ordinary from a normal apartment. Well, Sonia did say that she wanted to be treated like a normal girl

"Hey Sonia! I've been great, thanks for asking. Well....aside from school and the whole...learning thing," I chuckled, as I set my backpack down on the floor. I saw Mikan, Ibuki, and Chiaki all sitting on her couch, bundled in a bunch of blankets, watching Mean Girls on the TV. Ibuki was the first one to notice me and hollered to me

"YOOOO-HOOO!!! (Y/N), Ibuki is so glad you made it! Sit with us!" She patted an extra space for me on the couch, right between her and Mikan. I chuckled at Ibuki being...well Ibuki, but gladly accepted her offer, squeezing myself between them

"Hey girls, did I miss anything?" I asked them, as Ibuki handed me a bowl full of white cheddar popcorn. Mikan smiled lightly, shaking her head

"Not at all, (Y/N). We just popped in the movie before you came," Mikan gleamed happily, but her rare cheerful expression was replaced with her usual anxious face in a moment

"O-Or we can pick out a-another movie for you, (Y/N)! OH! Or do a-anything you want to do, (Y/N)! It was stupid of me to assume you even wanted to watch a movie in the first place! Please f--"

"Mikan, please relax. That is nothing to stress over. I'd be more than happy to watch Mean Girls," I calmed my close friend down, as I gently took the popcorn bowl from the musician

As I was reaching for a greedy handful of popcorn, I felt a sudden pain spike across my forehead. I winced, pressing three fingers to it. My slight grimace was apparently enough to snap the gamer girl, who was playing Super Mario Brothers on her Nintendo Switch, look up at me.

"(Y/N)? Are you okay?" Chiaki asked, pausing her game. Sonia frowned too, seeing me press my hand against my head

"Yeah. I heard you suck in a breath, (Y/N). I hope you're alright," she said, kneeling down to the side of me. She offered me a can of ginger ale, which I smiled and took

"Thank you for your concern, girls. But I'm fine. Really," I assured them, gently peeling off my hand from her forehead. Mikan's nervous expression quickly returned to her face, hearing my side

"E-Excuse me for interrupting, but you don't really sound so confident, (Y/N). If you really aren't feeling well, you should rest for a bit," she suggested. Before I could reassure her once more, she squeaked, blushing

"Eep! I'm so sorry, (Y/N)! I didn't mean to call you out on lying. I understand if you totally hate me and never want to—"

"Mikan, Mikan, calm down. I'm okay, I promise. And besides, even if I did have a little headache, that won't stop me from having a great time with my girls!" I cheered, pumping my fist. This caught Ibuki's attention as she encouraged the sleepover to go on as well

"Now that's the spirit! Come on, Sonia! Let's play this bad boy already and get our sleepover on! Ibuki even has a mixtape she prepared for us to jam out later!" She smiled proudly. Sonia gave her an approving smile, as she pressed play on the remote and sat down next to Chiaki, already on the third level of her game

The rest of the night wasn't so fun for one single person.....

"Wow, I'm pretty exhausted if I say so myself. What about you girls?" Sonia asked her friends, turning to the couch to talk to them. Chiaki didn't need to answer as she was already asleep on the floor, hugging her Nintendo close to her. Mikan was spraying some setting spray on her newly painted burgundy nails, and Ibuki was clearing up the music CD's she brought along

"I am getting a bit tired myself," Mikan yawned, putting the spray back on the table. "Maybe we should get to bed. After all, 22 year old girls should be getting a proper 8 to 10 hours of sleep," she smiled, but it suddenly turned into a frown. She ran her hands through her hair, panicking once again

"U-unless you guys aren't tired yet! If that's the case, it's fine! We can stay up all night and tell ghost stories! Or watch more movies! I didn't mean to sound boring! Please forgive my ig—"

"Mikan, chill girl! In fact, some sleep does sound like a great idea. I'm a bit b-....." I was about to agree with Mikan, but I just stared at the floor, not....doing anything. Why wasn't my body complying with me? Why....didn't I want to move?

"Huh? Hey, Ibuki to (Y/N)! You hear Ibuki?!" The ultimate musician practically screamed at me, waving a hand in my face. Nothing. I...I didn't feel like getting up. Almost like I was out of fuel, despite the snacks we all filled up on

"(Y/N)? Are you okay? What are you thinking about?" Sonia asked, sitting next to me. She tried shaking my shoulder, not getting a response from me. Ibuki got up and retrieved Mikan for me. The nurse crouched down to my height, feeling my forehead

"Eep! (Y/N)?! You're burning up! You have a serious fever!" She squealed, standing up. I mustered all the energy left in my body to even look at my shy friend, but my eyes looked glazed and cloudy. Sonia gasped, as she felt my warm cheek with her hand

"Mikan is right! (Y/N), you feel really hot!" The blond exclaimed, getting up. She ran to her landline, dialing a number

"N-No! Don't call...." I tried to shout at her, but something that was barely above a whisper came out from my pale lips. Suddenly, the sharp pain from earlier sent hurtful waves through my stomach. I yelped in pain, falling to my knees from the couch. Ibuki gasped, as she tried to steady me with Mikan. Mostly because I was an inch away from crushing a sleeping Chiaki

"I'm calling Nagito," Was all I heard Sonia say before my world got black, blocking out all my senses

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When I woke up, I felt something ice cold resting on my head. I felt a heavy pressure next to the bed I was lying in, the sheets pulled loosely, but comfortably to my chest

Wait? I was in my bed?!

I looked up and saw Nagito looking at me as if I was a dead body. I saw that his eyes were a bit puffy and red around the edges. And wait....were those dried tears that rolled down his cheeks?

"(Y/N)! Oh, my ray of hope," he immediately yanked my hand from under the blankets and kissed my hand all the way to my forearm

"(Y/N), I was so worried! When Sonia called me and told me you felt ill, I felt despair building up inside me. How can I be so blind not to notice there was something wrong with my hope? I'm such a disgusting excuse for a human...." he mumbled, not looking me in the eye. I frowned, caressing his cheek

"Naggie, you aren't a disgusting excuse for a human. Never talk bad about yourself again, I keep telling you this. I didn't even feel sick until I arrived at Sonia's. In fact, I'd say you arrived just on time," I gave him a weak smile, making him flash me a gentle one

"Do you really mean that? Oh, it makes me so happy that my darling angel is praising trash like—" I cut him off with a death stare, scary enough to even make Gundham run away. He cleared his voice, continuing with his statement

"My angel is praising me," he corrected himself, making me smile again. However, that smile only lasted for a split second as I grimaced again, feeling another painful headache rush through my skull. I sat up quickly to get a better grip on the ice pack on my head, but Nagito gently pushed me down

"No, no, no, angel. You're too weak, don't get up so early. I'll be back with some medicine and tea. After that, I can prepare a bath for you. I was about to get in the shower before Sonia called me, so I didn't wash up either," He got up from the bed, only for me to grab his arm with a feeble grip

"Can I rest a bit more with you before we take that bath?" I asked him, making him grin sweetly at me, nodding

"Of course, darling. I'll be back in a minute with some tea and medicine for you," He told me before he placed a loving kiss on my temple, going out of our bedroom. I smiled, snuggling against the sheets. I took in the scent of toasted bagels and a hint of chocolate chip cookies, knowing damn well that was Nagito's scent (and that he was snacking on the bed earlier). I felt myself drift off into another sleep spell, smiling at the fact that me and Nagito were both lucky enough to end up with each other

#danganronpa x reader #nagito komaeda #nagito komeada kin #danganronpa x y/n #danganronpa #nagito x reader #nagito headcanons #nagito oneshots #danganronpa goodbye despair #goodbye despair #nagito fluff

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mrs-dynamight · 3 years

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Be Nice To Me 4

Part 3

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Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x fem!Reader, Denki Kaminari x fem!Reader

Warnings: Eventual mature content, angst, hurt/comfort, love triangle, the reader is lowkey toxic, everything will be adressed in every episode (:

Chapter warning: Just a single curse word.

Chapter: 4/? I'm sorry, this is going to be long :c but I just loooove writing it

Synopsis: You're in love with your best friend Bakugou, and you're cofessing to him but things get a lot more complicated when Denki starts to treat you different *wink wink*

Word count: 1.6k

Author's note: This is a little bit shorter, but it's pure fluff, and the next one is going to be so long they will compensate eachother, hope you enjoy it!

Chapter 4 Bloom- The Paper Kites

I was floating in cloud nine, everything I have ever dreamt of suddenly became true, there he was, the boy of my dreams liking me back, what else could’ve I asked for? Maybe a little more time together before he’s gone.

The doubts in my heart were getting more difficult to ignore with every passing minute, we came back to the dorms like two hours ago but I was incapable of going to bed, let alone trying to sleep, there was so much to think about, were we a couple? I’ve never had a boyfriend, I don’t know how these things are supposed to work, we like each other, that’s all that it takes right? A long-distance relationship? I’ve heard that those never work, or should we wait for him to come back to make it official? Aren’t we already official? We’ve kissed, like a lot, there was even some tongue; ugh those thoughts made me feel so embarrassed.

The light of my home screen lightly illuminated the room, and with my blushed cheeks I went to check who was messaging me, it was Kaminari, I opened the text that reads “R u awake? I had a nightmare and I really could use a hug from my bestie rn” followed by five crying emojis; “See you in the place” said my reply, the place was this empty service room in the rooftop of the dorms, nobody ever used it for anything so it is completely empty, we made a copy of the key one day that we had to clean the entire dorms because a certain yellow-haired guy decide to play “potions” in chemistry class, and since then it’s been our hiding place, it had everything that we needed, a lot of junk food, fairy lights, a portable speaker, blankets and an Opossum holding a cigarette poster in one wall; whenever one of us needed a break from the outside world we came here, this is our safe space.

I opened the door to the place and saw Denki standing there, he looked so tiny and vulnerable, I hugged him instantly, the dim fairy lights in the opossum wall made his facial features even prettier, it was obvious he had been crying, I didn’t asked any question and he didn’t said anything, we just hugged for what it seemed like hours, with a heavy sight he pulled apart and give me smile

-Thanks Y/N I really needed that- Said Denki with his hand in my cheek and his eyes fixed in some point between us

-They’re back, aren’t they? - I asked with concern

He nodded and lied in one of our blankets in the floor, I did the same, we both were looking at the glow in the dark stars glued to the celling not saying a single word, he held my hand and started to cry

-Why do they keep coming back? I don’t wanna be afraid anymore- I knew exactly what he meant, he had a recurrent nightmare, a big fight against villains, every one of us dying in awful ways, he is always the last one to die, and before that there is always someone telling him that he is the weakest of us, that this was all his fault for not being enough.

-Your mind is playing tricks on you, you are not weak, I know I’ve told you that a gazillion times, but I’m willing to do it a million more, all the times you need it, I’m here, we are all safe and sound, you have nothing to worry about- Anytime the nightmares come back I make sure Denki knows he’s just as strong as any of our other classmates, that he’s smart and capable of being a great hero.

-I want to be able to protect you, I don’t want you to die- Said Denki facing me and locking his eyes with my own.

-I promise you, I’m not going to die in the hands of a villain, I’m going to die being the coolest grandma in the neighbourhood, doing a sick backflip and daring Satan himself to come for my soul- I said to make Denki laugh, and apparently it worked

-You’re my best friend Y/N, I don’t know what I would do if you weren’t here, please never stop being like that-

-Being how? -

-I don’t know, funny, smart, a real pain in the ass to the villains and the teachers, a stubborn whiney stuff-

-Are you sure you aren’t describing yourself? –

-Nah, I didn’t said the most handsome man who ever walked the earth, but you’re not bad looking-

We both laughed, I really enjoyed being around Denki, his presence always felt comforting, like coming back home after a long trip, or eating your favourite homemade dish after a rough day, like a cool late summer breeze, he makes my heart warm and my troubles go away, I never feel more like myself than when I’m around him. That’s what friendship feels like, right?

-Could you do me one last favour Y/N? – Denkis voice took me out of my own mind -I don’t want to go back to my room and have another nightmare, I don’t wanna make you unconformable or anything, but could I sleep with you? -

It definitely took me by surprise, we had a lot of sleepovers over the years, but never just the two of us

-I understand if you say no, but I promise I just want to sleep, and having you around makes me feel safe-

-I have an idea, let’s have a sleepover here in the place, I’ll put one of those white noise videos that last hours, so you don’t have to think about anything-

-I’ll set the alarm to get up early and go to our dorms before anyone sees us, thank you so much Y/N, I’ll make it up to you, I promise-

-You don’t have to; I know you’ll do the same for me-

-You’re an angel but with no wings-

-So, like a person? –

-Shut up Aubrey Plaza-

We were both lying in the blankets on the floor, our heads at the same level (look at the reference above) and I was slowly falling asleep, all I could hear was the white noise and Denkis soft breathing, I closed my eyes and just before I completely lost my consciousness and succumb to the tiredness of my body I heard it, Denkis soft voice, “I love you Y/N”. I turned my head to look at him with my heart racing miles, but he was deeply asleep. Maybe I just imagined the whole thing, it probably was my tired mind, I took one last look to the boy next to me, sleeping so peacefully and with a little smile in his lips feeling the same familiar warmth in my soul, is this really what friendship feels like?

The alarm went off exactly at 5 am, I woke up and it took me a moment to realize that I wasn’t in my dorm room, then I remembered Denkis nightmare, our sleepover, and that thing I thought I heard. I had to wake Denki up so we could go to our respective rooms without Aizawa founding out we were out of our rooms at night, or even worse that we had the keys of the place. I sat there and moved Denki to wake him up. He opened one eye and whined

-But moooooom, it’s Saturday, I don’t have to go to school-

-Come on Denki we have to go to our rooms-

-Five more minutes- He said and hugged my leg

-Do you want Iida to found out we didn’t sleep in our rooms and telling Aizawa? -

And just like that he got up and started heading to the door

-Shit, you’re right, come on, you know that guy wakes up hella early-

We were in the stairs heading to our rooms, and although we were on Denkis floor, he kept climbing down the stairs with me.

-You don’t have to escort me to my room Denki-

-Oh but I want to- Replied the yellow haired guy

When we were in front of my door he leaned down and planted a chaste kiss in my forehead.

-Thank you for being there for me, I will remember this night for the rest of my life- And he turned around without waiting for a response disappeared heading towards the stairs.

I stepped into my room with a heavy cloud around my mind, there was so many feelings inside me that I couldn’t even tell them apart, where do I draw the line between friendship and love? Between admiration and affection? Between what I feel for Bakugo and what I feel for Denki?

I closed my eyes and remembered everything that happened yesterday, Bakugos confession, our shared kisses, the promise we made, six months apart now sounded a lot more crucial, after all the things that could happen in the matter of a few hours. Did I just said that because the heat of the moment? The words Bakugo said to me sounded so mature and logical, not like my own thoughts right now, am I just a slave of my own feelings? How would he react if he were me? What about Denki? Was he aware of all those years after his friend? And what if he knew and that is the reason why he hasn’t told me anything yet? Maybe I was just overthinking the situation, nothing was written in stone, neither my relationship with Katsuki nor Denkis feelings for me. I was getting tired of my own thoughts running in circles and not coming to an end, so I wrapped myself in the sheets of my bed and prayed for my mind to shut down so I could get some rest.

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Part 5

Heeeey I just wanted to thank all of you who read my work, LY, the next few chapters will be like an episode of skins UK, soo be warned, also there is going to be some thirst but nothing too explicit because I'm a shy motherfucker. Enjoy the last chapter free from Mrs-Dynamight Drama™

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sofi220303 · 3 years

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My Weeb Hero - Leviathan (Obey Me!) One-Shot

Summary:

(After the events of Lesson 16)

After having a nightmare of THAT traumatic experience you had recently on the Devildom, you decide to ask Levi for help to forget your nightmare, and with a beautiful gaming night both of you get closer.

*Just read it for the fluff and to see Levi being cute with MC lmao, I suck at doing interesting summaries*

Before We Start:

Hi! Welp, this is the first time I'm publishing a fanfic in my life (Only because it's Levi's birthday and I love him, and wanted to post something about him), so please don't be too harsh on me and I really hope you all enjoy it! Thanks to my beautiful friends that were my beta-readers and also proofread my story (love ya girls!)

I wrote some MC interest and personality basing it on me to make it more realistic, so if you don't like one of the interest I wrote, change it to your own! I also have the same idea written but instead of Levi, with Satan, maybe if you like this one I will publish it, english it's not my first language so sorry if I have some mistakes, and well I think that's all, hope you like it!

My Weeb Hero

— I hate humans, you see. I hate them more than anything in the three worlds— while Belphegor talked all I could feel was the pressure of his cow like tail around my neck, pressing it harder by the minute. I tried to breath, but with every second that passed it became harder. I tried to focus my energy on pushing him away or taking his tail off me, but it was hopeless. My body felt heavier and I didn't have the strength to do anything; there was no way to scape, to save myself.

—...Why is it so much fun that I can barley stand it?! I... I can't contain the laughter! AHAHAHAHAHA!— his eyes that once where sweet and beautiful, that showed sadness and frustration, no, not frustration, but desperation because of being captive, now were shining, almost seemed as they where glowing in the darkness of the room, glowing with passion and satisfaction by my growing pain. They're all I could see with that smile that scared every last bit of me, and that laugh that echoed in my mind, suffocating me even more.

My eyelids became heavier and everything faded into darkness, but I could still see those glowing eyes and creepy smile with his laugh loudly resonating in my head...

Without breath I woke up from my dream turned into nightmare, completely startled by the memory. My body was shaking and my breathing was fast, desperate to get a grasp of air I frantically needed and still felt like missing. With a hand in my heart I closed my eyes to find it beating at an awfully fast speed. I laid back on my bed slowly and tried to focus on my breathing to calm down, without noticing I placed my hand on my face and started laughing, just to start crying the second after. I decided to go to the bathroom to wash my face and get some water... again those nightmares... great.

When I went back to my room I decided to check the hour on my phone... 2:45 am... perfect. I opened the chat on my D.D.D and scrolled down a bit. I'm sure he will be awake, it's not that late and he probably is playing some video-games, binge-watching some anime or rewatching the TSL movies again.

"Leviachan Otaku Lord"

MC: Hey! You up?

Levi: Yup, u ok?

Levi: Thought I heard some noise...

Levi: It's not as if I'm worried or something! Just wondering out of pure curiosity... It would be really unfair if you were with some of my brothers doing a sleepover like the other day -_-'

MC: Hahaha... it's nothing like that, just needed someone to talk to and thought you would be up watching smth or playing some games.

MC: Sorry to bother you since I know you don't like to be disturbed.

Levi: Hmph it's no bother if I'm answering you (-////-)

Levi: I was just watching a show, but it's really not that interesting.

Levi: Did you have a nightmare again?

MC: Yeah... the noise you heard probably was when I went to the kitchen to get something to drink ://

Levi: Do-do you want to come over? If you don't want to it's okay. Maybe is better if we only talk by chat, but it's not everyday that I give someone the opportunity to come into my biggest comfort place, to my beloved "cave" as my brothers would say.

MC: Hahahaha

MC: Okay, okay, if you want it that bad I will go.

MC: As you said it's not everyday that I get invited to your awesome cave lmao

After that, Levi didn't answer again. Gladly, his room was near mine so I didn't have to walk around the House of Lamentation making more noise and risking waking everyone up. When I got there I knocked on his door three times. After a minute or so, the door opened slowly.

—Come in.— Levi almost whispered hiding behind the door. Even though his face was serious, you could see a faint blush on his cheeks. He still wasn't used to people entering his room without coming to drag him out, play video games or watch animes or some movie, ask him a favor or look through his things, so this was still weird for the introverted demon.

Also, he knew how much I liked his room with the ocean theme and felt relaxed by it, so if that would help me get over the scare of the nightmare he would endure it.

—Thanks...— I said softly while sitting on his bed. He took some consoles from his desk and took some games before sitting with me.

—No worries!— he said while hurriedly giving me a console and the games to automatically look to the other side of the room— C-choose a game, we will play some... I thought you would like these ones... — he mumbled still facing the opposite side of the room but more relaxed.

—How about this one?— I took the same old loved Mariokart and showed it to him.

—If that's what you want... it's really a good choice since it's a classic that never disappoints to bring a great time. But don't think I will let you win that easily! Hmph! — he took the game and put the disc's in both consoles.

—It's really cool how you have two Nintendos and copies of the games to play with more people!— I said while preparing my game.

—As an otaku I need the limited edition consoles, and this Ruri-chan theme Nintendo had to be mine even though I already had that one, and the copies are pretty new, since I thought it would be best to lend yo... you know what? Never mind.

Even if he doesn't want to show it he can be really cute when he cares for others, I can't help but smile while thinking that.

—Are you ready to start?— he asks looking directly at me.

—Huh? Oh! Yes...— while concentrating on the loading screen I add— I won't take it easy with you too, I'm not willing to lose!

—Ha! Let's see if you can win to a pro like me, normie— he says surprisingly confidently with a smirk on his face.

After five rounds with two wins and three loses...

—Fuzz buckets! You ARE good at this...— I admit in defeat.

—Told ya, still... you keep up a good match...—he admits shyly— and did you just said "fuzz buckets"?? Really?

—Sorry not sorry! I just love Wizards and got used to saying it thanks to Douxie. Can't help it so don't blame me — I giggled.

—Hmm... I'm in no position to blame though, but why him??

—Because I love him and he is my fave. I don't question you when you say quotes from Henry, do I?

—No... you don't...— he fakes resentment and pouts, simply cute.

Without really thinking who I'm with, I lean on his shoulder. I can feel him getting a bit stiff but he doesn't move away and I take it as an offer to stay there.

—Hey... do you... do you want to talk about what happened? About your nightmare?— he asks a bit embarrassed.

—Just the usual... the demon from that time trying to attack me, but none of you is around to save me... and I can't scape because I'm cornered and I'm not strong enough to run or defend myself...— even though I wanted to tell him about the nightmare, I couldn't bring myself to tell any of them that their own brother is the demon in question, not even to Levi with whom I'm closer to. So I just used the story about that time on RAD when a demon of a lower rank tried to attack me while I walked to my next class. At that moment I was alone because none of the brothers took that class with me, but gladly before something happened, Lucifer, who was passing by, saved me and took care of him. Since then, at least one of the brothers would take the same classes as me, so I'm not alone anymore.

—I swear I will protect you... I might be a filthy otaku, an useless shut-in, but I'm strong enough to protect you. I won't let others hurt you... even on your dreams... so make sure to call me in situations like this. I can be your hero, like the ones on manga, and... I w-want to be your hero!— with a a blush creeping up on his cheeks and the tip of his ears, he declared this with such passion showing he was serious, but in a soft way that shows the regret of not being there at the moment the incident happened.

—Thank you Levi— I reply softly— can I stay here for a bit more?— I ask while closing my eyes and grabbing his left arm close to me. Another shiver comes from him because of that, but again he doesn't complain. I can feel his eyes staring and I'm mostly sure he is even more red than before. With a little movement of his head, guessing he is nodding, and a "hmmh" I finally fall asleep feeling safe.

I didn't have any more nightmares that night.

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goryroyalty · 3 years

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One of *Those* Days

High school au, (though it's never specifically said in the story.) Angst/some fluff.

Depressed Roman, self-deprecating(?) thoughts (Idk, just depressing and insulting thoughts), food mention, only one swear, I think? Did I miss anything?

Roman is having a rough morning and Remus comes to comfort them. (Also, both of them fall somewhere under the non-binary umbrella, though their exact labels are never stated.)

(I'm venting a bit tbh. I don't do this as much anymore, but I used to do it almost everyday. It sucked.)

Copper eyes fluttered open to find their room lit up with early morning light filtering through the gap between the room darkening curtains. Funny, last they remembered it was five in the morning and now- their phone screen lit up- it was almost eight o'clock. The house was silent as their parents had already left for work. They weren't aware their child had only just woke up eight minutes before school started. They had no intention of going either.

Roman sighed, a heavy feeling in their chest, and rolled onto their side. They shoved their phone under their pillow and stared at the wall blankly. Simply rolling over had taken every ounce of motivation they had. Now, all they could do was lie in bed and let their mind wander. The heavy feeling had spread throughout their entire body. It almost hurt. Their thoughts weren't focused on anything particular for a long time, just wandering aimlessly. Their phone vibrated from under the pillow, but they made no effort to grab it. At least not for a while. A few more vibrations later, their arm moved slowly when curiosity gave them some motivation to grab their phone and unlock it.

ChaosBabe (idk, I'm not good at coming up with nicknames)

u not at school 2day?

8:01

btw it/its 2day

8:01

ur missin out on Nerd gettin heated bout the way i txt again

8:03

u ok? pls respond

8:10

Roman thought of words to reply back, but their fingers didn't move to text them. Typing 'Yeah, just want to stay home.' felt like too much work, even just typing a simple yes or no was too much. Roman sighed and exited their messages, clicking on Tumblr. It didn't take long to scroll down to where they had started last night. They went to the top, refreshed a couple times, and exited the app. They stared at their wallpaper, which was Disney themed, of course, until their phone locked. They opened it again and went to Instagram. They scrolled through every social media they had with a blank stare.

15% of battery remaining

Roman dismissed the alert, getting another notification immediately after.

ChaosBabe

Ro, pls let me know if you need anything. I mean it: anything.

12:27

The teen in bed hummed, wondering how it'd passed noon already. Still, they didn't move from where they lie. Well, they did finally roll over onto their other side. They found them-self back on Tumblr again, scrolling through the posts they'd already seen. Their phone screen flashed with the screen that said the phone's type before turning completely black. Roman let out a long sigh and let go of their phone, not caring much when it slid off onto the floor.

'Well, this is pathetic, isn't it?' Roman thought, 'I can't even drag myself out of bed. This is so stupid. Just get up and get going. Why am I so lazy all the time?'

Roman's train of thought continued on that downhill track. Soon, the track ended and it was just free-fall. Tears came to Roman's copper-colored eyes but didn't fall. They felt tired, but sleep did not come. Was it really a sleepy tired, or was it simply just...tired? Roman thought it might be both. Their stomach growled, pulling their thoughts to some coherency again. They focused on food for a few moments before their mind wandered off into a daydream.

The front door opening jump-started Roman's brain. 'Did Dad come home early or is it really already five? I didn't do any chores today. Shit.'

Roman rolled over and buried their face in their pillows, not wanting to hear about how they hadn't done dishes or vacuumed or whatever hadn't visibly been done. 'Maybe, just maybe, he'll think I'm asleep and leave me alone. Or even realize something is wrong and try to comfort me? But what is wrong and how would I want to be comforted by him?'

Roman's bedroom door opened and footsteps neared their bed. They were a bit confused when the person slid in bed beside them until they heard the slight groan as they stretched, "Mm, your bed is so soft. Feels amazing."

Roman relaxed at the realization it was only Remus. They immediately thought how they wanted to turn and cuddle it. They did at least shift onto their back, staring up at the ceiling. Remus draped an arm across them, "So...one of those days? Any way that I can help?"

'Hold me. Drag me out of bed. Slap me. Shake me like a rag doll until I stop this pity party of mine.' Roman replied in their head, but their mouth felt like it couldn't move. They wanted so desperately to say something. Anything at this point. Remus sat up and shifted to look down at them, smiling softly and running a hand through their auburn hair. Roman cringed inside at the realization it was most likely greasy. They hadn't showered for a few days. Same with brushing their teeth. Their breath was going to be awful too. Roman closed their eyes as tears came to them when they thought: 'I'm disgusting.'

"Love, if I ask yes or no questions, will you answer them? You don't have to speak. You can find another way to say yes or no." Remus stroked their jaw, studying them for some movement that could be a reply. Roman's tears disappeared and they focused their thoughts on Remus' words, trying to find some will to move. They shifted their arm to rest their hand on their stomach, tapping their index against it once. "Okay, first let me make sure: what is yes?"

Roman tapped once. Remus nodded and hummed, "And no?"

Roman tapped twice. They felt a little silly if they were honest. Remus kissed their forehead, "Good, good. Okay, have you eaten today?"

Two taps.

"Do you want food?"

Roman hesitated, knowing they needed it but did they really want it? They tapped three times.

"I'll take that as a 'maybe' or 'don't know'. Next question, is there something you want me to do for you?"

Another three taps.

"Cuddle you? Carry you out of bed? Bring in food to you?" Remus rambled off the first ideas that came to its mind.

One tap. Pause. One tap. Pause. Two taps.

Remus lied back down, pulling Roman close and kissing their head a couple times. Roman felt the tears come back again, a couple escaping this time before they went away. They hated how pathetic and lazy they felt. Remus sat up with Roman still in its arms, lifting them up as it got to its feet. Roman wrapped their arms around it and buried their face in its shoulder. "Want food, Ro?"

Roman nodded, relieved at the slight progress already. Remus carried them out to the kitchen and set them on a bar stool, "Know what you want?"

Roman shrugged, looking down at the counter with a feeling of guilt and shame building up inside. Remus rubbed their back, "I'll look at what you have and list stuff off then, yeah? Or do you want to look with me or by yourself?"

Roman bit their lip as it trembled a bit. They rested their arms on the counter and buried their face into them. For the first time all day they spoke, though it was only a whisper: "Sorry."

"It's okay, Love, you don't have to apologize. I promise, I really don't mind." Remus hugged them, kissing their shoulder. "I told you I'd do anything for you. I love you, Roman."

"Love you." Roman whispered back, having to clear their throat due to not using their voice for so long. They sat up a little, "I'll look."

After a while of looking through the fridge and pantry a few times, Roman was finally settled on the bar stool with leftovers in front of them. Remus sat beside them, rubbing their back as they slowly ate. Halfway through, Roman spoke again, "I don't like that feeling. I feel so heavy yet empty at the same time. I can't move or speak or do anything. I hate it. I couldn't even reply to you, even though I really wanted to. Everything just feels...too much. It all feels like too much."

"Do you think you could even just text one letter? I was thinking we could come up with a code for when you felt like this. Like one letter means you want me to leave you alone, another for if you just want me to text or call, and another if you want me to come over. I'm honestly not entirely sure how to help or make it go away, but I'll do whatever you want me to do. I'll always be here for you. No matter what, 'kay? Just say the word and I'll do it."

"Thank you, Remus." Roman hugged it, sniffling a bit. "You're more than I deserve."

"I disagree. I think we're practically perfect for each other." Remus hugged them back tightly.

"Practically perfect in every way." Roman mumbled with a slight chuckle.

"Exactly, Mary Poppins." Remus smiled, "Exactly."

Weird ending, sorry.

#remrom #romrem #romantic remrom

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eemeelyy · 3 years

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Request: could u pls do harry x actress reader. So basically harry and y/n started working on a romance movie and they start to fall in love. The movie premire is in italy and harry and y/n spend there time together having fun and swimming in their villa hiding there relationship from the public. fast forward to the award nominations. y/n gets a call at midnight saying she is nominated for best actress at the oscars. Harry is so happy for her. fast forward ti the oscars harry is presenting the award to best actress. y/n is scared that she might not win. But harry calls her name and she gets her oscar. harry and y/n are so happy they share a kiss forgetting that they have a private relationship from the public. The crowd shares ‘awwwwww’ and y/n gives her speach. Later is the after party and all her actor friends congratulate her. Harry and y/n spend the night dancing and kissing - @www-imbored-com

Real-life love interest

I did not take this role because Harry fucking Styles was gonna play my love-interest. I took this role because the script was great. There were so many rom-coms out there. Girl meets boy. Girl and boy fall in love. Something shitty happens so they part ways but it was all a misunderstanding and they find their way back to each other. I would have never taken a role in a generic movie like that. This one had all the ups and downs, characters with a proper personality.

I never even really watched rom-coms. Or romantic dramas while we’re at it. So, who knows, maybe this was a generic film and I just didn’t know because I knew that little about romantic movies.

The first time I met Harry was at the first table read. He sat on my right and when I sat down he grinned up at me brightly. He waited for me to be seated and smile back at him before he extended his hand. I shook it.

„Hi there. I’m Harry. Big fan“, he smiled, „I’m really happy about this. I mean getting to play your love interest. The (Y/N) (Y/L/N)? Pretty much the only reason I got into acting.“

I chuckled. „You’re joking, right? By the time I started acting you were already an international rockstar.“

„That’s not entirely true, love. You were big when I was a kid. You were the reason I became obsessed with tv. So thanks for ruining my marks back then“, he chuckled to let me know he was joking.

„I’m terribly sorry, sweetie, that must have been so tough for you“, I feigned pity but then went back to smiling brightly, „I took a longer break to get my A-levels. And then I went to uni because I thought I wanted a degree in acting but then I realized I’m better at learning by doing, so here we are.“

„I guess your awards and credentials speak for themselves.“

We both laughed a bit at that and then got to work. The majority of the film was made in a little city in southern Italy. There wasn’t a lot going on there and most of the inhabitants were some older people who had no idea what was going on. It was great getting to work without the entire world getting updates and showing up on set. I stayed in a beautiful little hotel by the coast and, as it turned out, so did Harry. It wasn’t much of a surprise though because there weren’t a lot of other options around.

The entire hotel was already occupied by just the two of us and some members of the crew who didn’t stay in trailers. We’d spend many evenings and some mornings together before and after we worked. Our schedules were similar so that worked wonderfully. Around two weeks after we started filming we were sitting in the adjacent restaurant by our hotel. We shared a rather large pizza and drank some Lambrusco while we just talked.

„You’ve got to be kidding. You can’t be in a romantic film when you never watched them. And, goodness sake, you can’t say you don’t like them if you’ve never seen them“, he told me with wide eyes.

„I mean I’ve watched some. My mum loves them. But it’s just so cringy. That’s not how relationships happen!“

„So? That’s the point. I picked up all my flirting techniques from those films.“

„Oh, so, that’s why you’re single“, I laughed.

He feigned being hurt before he spoke up again. „Tell you what. We have a late start tomorrow and it’s still early. I’m going to pay this bill now and then I’ll take you up to my room and I’ll show you what’s so great about romantic films.“

„Sounds like a plot line to one of those films“, I chuckled.

He smirked and wiggled his eyebrow before he waved at the waiter to show him he wanted to pay.

„I’m paying tomorrow then, you can’t just keep inviting me or I’ll genuinely start believing I’m stuck in a romance film.“

He winked at me just as he put down the money, including a rather generous tip, and downed the rest of his wine. I did the same to my glass and then we headed back up to his room. Some clothes were scattered on the floor and the bed wasn’t made. The door to the bathroom was slightly open and I could see that it looked pretty clean compared to the main room. Other than that it looked pretty much exactly like mine.

Harry scurried in before you could get too much of an impression though, quickly gathering all of the clothes into his arms and throwing them in the open suitcase before shutting it. He grinned at me awkwardly and taking a hint I excused myself to my room quickly to change into some comfortable clothes and freshen up a bit. When I came back in pajamas, a fluffy robe, slippers and my hair in a messy bun his room looked really presentable and he was wearing an outfit similar to mine, with his hair clipped back and without slippers.

He had set up his laptop on the coffee table and thrown some blankets and pillows onto the couch. I smiled and sat down.

„I’m going to ease you into this. Let us not start with my favourites“, he told me and put on Sleepless in Seattle.

„That’s my mum’s favourite“, I told him with a smirk.

„See, this would not happen in a film. In a romantic film your mum and I would coincidentally love all the same things that you don’t like and then she’d like me more than you“, he told me and chuckled.

„Oh, good thing we’re not in a film then because if my mum loved you more than me this wouldn’t work out“, I said before realizing what I’d just said, „Not that we would work out, we’re just friends, right? I mean, I guess our characters have great chemistry and so per association so do we but that’s it.“

He interrupted you with a laugh. „You’re acting like a character in the films. Now zip it and listen to the magic of Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan falling in love.“

It was just a couple minutes past eleven when the film was over and both of us were pretty tired by the end, subconsciously leaning against one another and yawning. I pushed myself up just as the credits started rolling and stretched a bit.

„Okay, maybe I liked that“, I admitted.

„Maybe tomorrow we should totally watch You’ve Got Mail“, he replied.

We kept that routine up and watched a new romantic film almost every night if we weren’t too tired or had too little time in between shots anyway. We’d been working together for nearly four months when he finally showed me his favourite film The Notebook. I had to admit at that point that I had liked all the films thus far. It was a Saturday evening, nearly ten pm, when we met in his room. The next day we didn’t have any work so we weren’t too worried about sleep.

I fell asleep halfway through the film. Harry was too wrapped up in the film to notice. He never woke me up. Instead I woke up the next morning. It was almost eight and Harry and I were cuddled up on the couch. I didn’t know if he also fell asleep during the film or if he did this intentionally but I got up and stretched before I turned back to him and looked at his adorable sleeping face.

His eyebrows scrunched together and he rolled himself into himself before he stretched back out and blinked his eyes open. „Good morning“, I said quietly when he smiled at me.

„Did you like it?“, he asked.

„I don’t know. I fell asleep, sorry.“

He pouted and rolled back up. „Then I don’t wanna get up until we’ve watched that film entirely and you tell me you’re in love with Ryan Gosling.“

I laughed. „I’m in love with Rachel McAdams. That good, too? She was in that film from the other night. About Time. That was a good one. Or Mean Girls. Or Doctor Strange. Or many other films I can’t think of right now.“

I went to the window and opened it. „Do you hear that, Harry? You can’t ignore the growing desire to jump into the ocean.“

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, listening to the waves below. Then I heard Harry sigh. „I’ll get my swim trunks.“

I smiled brightly and took off to get my own bathing suit. We hurried downstairs and ran into the ocean. It was great. We just swam and splashed around for a few minutes before he dove into the water and came back out right in front of me.

„Have we watched Dirty Dancing?“, he asked.

I giggled. „Yes.“

„Wanna do that?“, he asked and stretched his arms into the air.

„Absolutely not. That didn’t end so well in the film and it won’t end well here. Remember how much practice we needed for the dance scene? No.“

He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer. „I have used all the tricks on the screen, (Y/N), help me out here“, he whispered.

I smirked before I lunged at him and wrapped myself around him, smashing my lips against his. „Tell me the plot twist of our story, Harry“, I whispered against his lips.

„We’re past plot twists, love. The plot twist was this.“

I grinned and went back to kissing him.

We spent even more time together after that. The filming was finished two months later and we had to spend a little over one of those back in England. I spent most of that time at Harry’s place. Some of it at my own but our relationship moved pretty quickly. Two weeks after we’d wrapped filming we were back at my apartment, Harry going through my bookshelves as I packed up my clothes. I was going to move into his place since that was where I spent most of my time anyway. When I came out of my walk-in-closet Harry was standing in front of my bedroom window.

„It’s raining“, he said.

„Obviously, darling, we’re in England“, I chuckled.

„But in Italy it only rained one day out of them all“, he pouted, falling onto my stripped bed.

„Have you packed up all the books?“, I asked, flopping down next to him.

I put a hand on his chest and looked up at him. He nodded. „We should go back.“

„To Italy?“, I asked with a playful expression.

„Yeah. We don’t have anywhere to be for the next few months until the premiere. Which is in Italy. So we’ll just go there and wait for the premiere, all in the privacy of some rental home. And then we can go back to our hectic lives in rainy England“, he explained.

I thought about it for a minute. He was right, it did sound heavenly. „Let’s finish this up, okay? And then we can look up a place to stay back there.“

I’d just gotten settled in Harry’s place a week later and now we were packing up again to leave for Italy.

„You still haven’t made it through The Notebook“, he told me on the plane.

„And I probably never will, love, I made it through all the other films. Please give that one up for now. I will still find Ryan Gosling terribly attractive“, I replied.

„No, that was only fine to say before we were an item, darling. Now Ryan Gosling is kinda handsome, at the most. And I am the epitome of attractiveness“, he said, raising his chin with pride.

I laughed. „I can’t agree, that would be poison to your ego. But do know I love you more than Ryan Gosling.“

„Good enough“, he laughed, taking my hand and pressing a kiss to it.

Over the next few weeks we watched more films, we swam, we strolled around and just enjoyed each other’s presence. The day of the premiere came around and we took a train to Rome where it would be happening. We didn’t see each other all day, getting styled and dressed up.

I wore a pale blue dress that flowed down my body and hugged it in all the right places ending just around my ankles so my white ballerinas were visible. When we finally met on the red carpet I saw Harry wearing a suit in a similar shade (I’m imagining the suit from the Variety shoot). We posed together for a bit, not giving anything away about our relationship and the went to the screening.

After everything had gone amazingly we had to go press touring together. It was only a couple weeks. We didn’t attend a lot of interviews and tried to squeeze them closely together so we could get back home.

It was three months after the film’s release, early January, when I woke up from my rather light slumber because my phone was vibrating on the bedside table. I picked it up without looking at the caller ID.

„Hello?“, I groaned.

„(Y/N), it’s Doug“, my agent said, „Shit, I’m sorry, it must be the middle of the night over there. But you’Re nominated for an Oscar.“

„I’m- sorry, what?“, I wasn’t quite grasping what he was saying since I was still half asleep.

„You’re nominated for an Oscar, (Y/N), I’ll send you an e-mail with all the details, I just wanted to hear you when you got the news. And I gotta say, this is underwhelming. Anyway, sleep tight, call me back when you’re awake.“

Then he hung up and I went back to sleep almost immediately.

Still, in February, Harry and I went to the Oscars and I had now realized that I was nominated. Even through all his reassurances I wasn’t entirely certain about everything. Would I win? And if I didn’t would I be able to mask my disappointment? Would I feel happy for the winner?

„Fuck, (Y/N), stop worrying. I’m about 98% sure you’ll win. And the other two percent was just me being too nice to not wish the other nominees all the best as well. I have to be unbiased after all. And if - big if - you don’t win, it’ll still be an honour just to be nominated. You’ve been gushing about the others for so long now, even I’m annoyed.“

Harry would be presenting the award which would make it even more awesome to win. We showed up at the ceremony together, posing together, walking together, starting all the rumours without giving anything away again.

Soon, it was time for Harry and Saoirse Ronan to go on stage together and present the award. They talked about the category and the nominees, we were presented, clips were played and then Saoirse opened the envelope.

„And the Oscar goes to…“, she started, before looking at Harry to say the name together.

„(Y/N) (Y/L/N)“

The smile on my face grew and a few tears slipped from my eyes as I made my way to the stage being welcomed into Saoirse’s arms first before Harry bear hugged me so tightly I thought he’d never let me go.

„Wow, thank you, oh my god“, I started, looking at the award in my hand, „I hope we didn’t waste too much of my speech time hugging it out“, I laughed, the audience joining me, „I want to thank so many people so please don’t hate me if I forget you, I can’t hear myself over the beating of my heart. But I want to thank everyone who worked on this film. Patty Jenkins, you most incredible director, first and foremost. I want to thank my mum and dad, they’re great, I wouldn’t be here without them, literally. And Harry, my wonderful on-screen-love-interest, my real-life-love-interest, fuck, I love you so much, this is incredible. They say I should wrap it up now so, uh, thank you, do come up to me and scold me later if I forgot to thank you.“

After that night the internet blew up. I hadn’t even noticed that I’d just come public about our relationship. But as we were dancing the night away we couldn’t care less.

#harry styles imagine #harry styles x reader #harry styles

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storysofmyown · 4 years

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Obey me! A nightmare came true

Plot: After being attacked by a demon and trying to hide it away, Mc is faced with a harsh truth…how truly weak they are.

Trigger Warning: Kind of PTSD , implied/mention of blood

Words:2,885

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Your heart raced like never before. Your breathing was accelerated and even though your entire body was shaking, if you stopped for even one second, you would collapse, and it would all be over...you would die. You need to keep running, doesn't matter where just keep running. If you stopped now...who knows what they might do to you. Run run run! Don't you dare stop we are almost there.

Pain made its way to the side of your body. You had fallen from bed. Oh...you had been dreaming...that's right. It was safe, the house of Lamentation that is. Closed to every demon out there, except the ones inside. For now, it was safe. You climbed back into bed and hugged one of the pillows.

It was the same nightmare. Over, and over and over and over again. Even if you woke up earlier or later the nightmare always gave the same impression. You always died on the end. You barely got any sleep lately. Waking up at unnamed hours because of it and then not being able to fall asleep again. It was torture lying awake at the middle of the night with your heart racing so fast and this fear inside your chest.

And this was all because of the demon that attacked you.

It wasn't your fault, you gotten yourself lost at RAD trying to find a classroom when a demon appeared out of nowhere and attacked you. You hided in a corner but still you could hear it as it came closer to you. It left once the bell rung but god had you been scared. If it had not been for pure luck you might not be here.

None of the brothers knew. If you told them, they would probably not ever leave you alone again...which maybe wasn't such a bad thing. After all, now everywhere you went felt like a place you could die. The moment you entered a room you immediately looked for an exit and places to hide.

You were scared. And the brothers constantly threatening you did not help. Yes, maybe they have not actually done anything, but their words were enough to make you want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world. But you needed to get past that, if you were going to act that way with even the smallest action you would end up going insane...after all...you were in a place full of demons.

But it was fine, you were fine.

During the next day at breakfast, everything passed in a blur you only remembered fragments of the conversation. Asmo bragging about his lotions, Mammon yelling at Bell not to eat everything, Lucifer scolding Belphegor so that he woke up earlier, Satan and Levi talking about a book or something. They asked you something about it to which you only nodded and kept eating.

"Mc? Are you okay? You seem rather...tired". You looked up at Lucifer, finally being able to concentrate on a conversation.

"Yeah, I'm fine, didn't sleep well last night. That's all." You pushed your food away while yawning.

"You don't want that?" Beel reached for it before you could even say anything.

"If you are having trouble sleeping you could always ask me for some facemask or even teas that might help. Oh! I have an even better idea! You could come to my room and I could help you with that problem myself~" Asmo said in his most seducing voice before getting hit over the head by Mammon.

"Like hell I'm letting that happen"

"I wish I was asleep again"

The morning proceeded as normal, and classes did too. You were just heading to another class when something made you stop. You glanced at your left and saw the very same place where you had been attacked.

You froze.

Avoiding this place had been your plan since that day. But here you were. In the middle of the place where you could have died. Your hands felt cold. The memories rushing towards you and making you feel like it was happening all over again.

You leaned on the wall and closed your eyes. Trying to control your breathing when you heard a voice.

"What are you doing?" Satan stood there looking at you curiously with Levi by his side.

"Is this another of your normie tactics?" He raised an eyebrow.

"No... it's nothing. I was just tired...I'm going to class." You tried to get past them, but Satan stopped you.

"Mc! Remember to wait for us after classes." With a nod, you made your way to the other classroom. But even if your body was present in the moment if felt like your mind had locked itself away.

You could not think, you could not process any of the words that the professor said. Your eyes could not focus on the words in the textbook and your hearing had tuned in and out for the rest of the day. The only thing that you were certain about was how much your hands were shaking.

But it was fine, you were fine.

After classes, you waited for Levi and Satan in the entrance of RAD. The day had gone by in a blur just like in breakfast. You could barely remember anything that happen that day and since the moment you woke up it felt like you were hallucinating.

The only thing you wanted was for Satan and Levi to appear just so you could go home. Wait...why did Satan and Levi wanted to meet again? You guys never walked hom-

"Oh, hey Mc. You ready to go?" Levi asked while twitting something on his phone. " I want to be the first one to get my hands on that special edition copy of the manga that I like. "That one time that I accidentally denied my true feelings and ended up regretting it deeply later on for reasons that might be spoiler".

"And I am interested in some new detective books that arrived the other day. If we don't hurry, there might be a long line."

"...what are you guys even talking about?"

"Of course, a normie like you would forget about it. You don't even actually want to go do you?" Levi seemed mad while you just were confused.

"We talked about it during breakfast. We asked you if you wanted to accompany us to the Royal Library and you agreed to it. Did you forget?"

Damn it, you have been trying to avoid getting out of the house of Lamentation as much as possible. At this point you could almost win again Levi on who could stay longer in their rooms. What were you going to do? You could not back down now after you agreed to going...besides you were going to be with them so...it was safe. You were safe.

"No no, I didn't forget I just...momentarily confused it with another date. But yeah let's go." You smiled at them weakly.

"...you don't have to come with us if you don’t want to." Levi looked at the floor while a small blush formed on his cheek. "You can go home...I mean...that's because a normie like you wouldn't appreciate the opportunity we are giving you." Levi looked away from the floor and started walking away. You sighed and smiled at his way.

"I never said that, c'mon I do want to go. So, let's get moving." You walked past them both, trying your best to hide the fear that started to creep ok you once again.

To say the least, the library was full... You didn't know if it was because of the new books or if it was always like that. Nonetheless, here you were...in the middle of a sea of demons...

"So... where are we going first?" You turned around but once you did you noticed the lack of Satan.

"He already spotted the books he wanted to buy. So, he went for them, I don't think we will be able to see him over the mountain of books he must already have picked u-" Levi stopped on his tracks.

"I just laid my eyes upon the most beautiful collection of rare mangas I have ever seen. Buy them all, I must!" Leviathan updated on his blogs before sprinting towards the mangas.

"WAIT LEVI! Don't leave me...alone" There was no use. He has already disappeared on the sea of demons. You were now completely alone.

You stood there for like half a minute before sprinting somewhere that was less crowded. It was on the upper floor, there seemed to be less people since the "convention" was downstairs. There were still a lot of demons there, but way less. So, you found one of the vacant tables and sat down for a minute.

Your eyes were closed as you tried to keep your cool. You were fidgeting a lot. Moving your legs, biting your nails, playing with your hair, pinching your arms, anything that distracted you from the fact that you were alone.

After a few eternities of waiting you decided to look at the books. Some seemed old, others seemed nearly new, some were broken, others were absolutely cursed or enchanted...yeah you were not touching those. You kept looking around when out of nowhere every hair in your body stood up. It was as if static was around the room.

There was no one in that specific section besides you. Everything was dead silent, and the lights were dim. How utterly foolish of you to stand in such a place alone. It was almost like inviting a demon to eat you.

You felt someone breath on your neck. Footsteps behind, stuff getting knocked over, things braking.

You stood still. Not by choice but out of fear. Out of fear that if you turned around you would be meet by an immediate death. The hairs on your neck stood up once again when you felt someone touch your hair.

"Well, what is this meal that awaits me?" The voice spoke in a low raspy voice, almost sounding welcoming but evident treat in his words burned. "Foolish of you to stand by yourself once again. This time you won't be so lucky." You felt a hand on the back of your neck and before you could even process what was happening you took a book and hit the demons face with as much force as you could manage and immediately running towards the stairs.

Skipping a lot of steps, you made it down in record time and as your eyes scanned the place, looking for either Leviathan or Satan your legs didn't stop. You dodged around everyone and everything that was in the middle, bumping with some people and barely managing to get away from the crowd without falling. Breathing started to hurt and for some reason your side ached. You managed to run out of that place.

It was dark. It was cold. There was mist around and the fact that you had only visited this place once did not help. You were going to get lost and you had left your D.D.D at the library. You needed to stop and try find your way to the house of Lamentation but the growling behind you made it evident you weren't safe.

"Come here you are disgusting human! The demon screamed behind you. How in the hell were you going to get away? Last time you had been saved by the bell, literally, now luck wasn't going to be on your side. The demon was both stronger and faster than you. You were doomed.

You were going to die.

Your legs hurt, your breathing was harsh, and your heart felt like it might burst from your chest. The coldness out here made everything worse and the most made it almost impossible to see one step ahead of you. You had no idea where you were or where you were going to go. The rustling of leaves made you think that you were in the part. But your head had no real time to process. The growling and screams behind, you were absolutely terrified and tired.

And then you fell.

A rock in the way was going to be the reason why you would die. The demon stopped for just a second and then leaped on top of you. Making you scream with all your might. Trying to push him away while you felt his claws dig into your skin and his breath on your face. The claws felt like knifes and it was even worse the moment he moved them, and they tore through your skin.

You hit the demon and tried to kick it. Heck, you even bit it. You tried to do anything, but nothing worked.

The demon pulled apart, and you fell, hitting your head against the ground. Your eyes opened to be meet by an almost blinding darkness. Only the glowing white eyes of the demons illuminated your surroundings, you felt his hand pull you by the neck and bit into your shoulder, you screamed.

You were going to die...

You felt yourself grow weaker and weaker by the second, wanting to pass out, trying desperately to get away but it didn't do anything. Your breath had become harsh and it was harder to breath with the demon atop of you.

Then, out of nowhere, something changed. All the air you had been lacking came back to you in a rush and the weight that was holding you down left. Without thinking you sat up.

Your vision was blurry and could barely make out anything that was happening, your hearing only processed the muffled screams of the demon, your heart beats and your breathing. Your entire body was shaking and even though every part of you hurt you tried to get on your feet before falling again.

Desperation took over your body the moment you felt a hand on yours. You screamed, pushed and kicked whoever took your hand while trying to get away. Two hands placed themselves on your shoulders and shook you a little.

"MC! IT ME!" All the noises died for a second before coming back in with the sound of the wind. It was Levi. He was holding your shoulders and looking at you with an unreadable expression. Your eyes still had not fixed well on him when they started to some blond hair. Satan was behind him attacking the demon. There could be heard some splatter before Levi put his hands on your cheeks and making you look at him again.

"Focus on me, okay?" You nodded, still trembling and wanting to get away from his touch. "Are you okay?" You starred into his eyes, trying to find the words. Desperately trying to make just a sound but you should couldn't talk.

It was fine, you were fine… right?

"Mc?" Satan got into your field of vision covered in something that you assumed was blood.

Oh, turns out you weren't, because the moment the realization of what had happen hit you...you started to sob. You fell once again to the ground while Levi and Satan both tried to hold you and you grasped on them for dear life.

Everything around you spun while you tried to calm down. Death had literally knocked on your doorstep but somehow you got away.

"C'mon, let's get you to the house of Lamentation" Satan helped you up and the Levi took your arm, making sure not to do it too strong. Their touches stung by whatever reason, but honestly...you just wanted to get home.

Once you got into the house of Lamentation, the three of you tried to make the least noise possible and somehow were successful in getting to your room. In the dead silent of the night Levi bandaged you while Satan tried his best not to snap again in anger. Your eyes were lost nowhere in general while trying to ignore how much it hurt.

"...what happen?" Satan finally asked, spitting fire with every word.

"...that demon...why did he attack you?" Levi spoke more softly while also fidgeting awkwardly.

"That...that demon", you swallowed, "he...had attacked me before a-at RAD, h-he, I..."The words wouldn't come out.

"Why didn't you tell us before?" Satan spoke again and when you glanced his way you could swear, he had fire behind his eyes.

"I didn't want to- to worry any of you." Your voice was almost a whisper.

"I think we should... leave you alone for now. You wouldn't want to be with some demons like us after what happen today." Levi got up and Satan followed. They were about to leave when you called out for them almost crying.

"Wait!"

Silence. And then sobs.

"I'm...I am not okay... definitely not okay...not at all, please...just...stay with me tonight" You watched the boys look at each other before nodding and walking up to you and hugging you.

It was an awkward hug, but you needed it. After the literal hell you had gone through today, it was nice having the comfort of your friends. And it hurt, not your body, but everything, what you had been trough and the idea of almost dying but here you were...alive...and safe...

You were not fine...but for the first time in weeks...you thought you could be.

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Hello sweeties! Once again I got struck by inspiration and decided to write this. Really hope y’all enjoy!!

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