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ahollowgrave · 3 months

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thank you to everyone who left a nice comment or DM'd me or whatever yesterday I didn't reply because I get very embarrassed when people show me compassion when I very clearly need it. But I read each one and saved them for next time and I am blowing you kisses and avoiding eye contact, you understand. depression is a known liar and you can't trust her. she is very convincing, however, and so when it gets to you please know I am there holding your hand.

#ooc #sometimes you scream into the void and people scream back that you aren't alone and you're just so shocked that you crawl into a hole #anyway #venting #depression/pmdd double whammy of 'i've never formed a meaningful connection and never will because of *me*' woof #ANYWAY I'M FINE AGAIN #the urge to make a 'lets never talk about this again' joke but there is no nobility in suffering #and i think posting on sm like we sometimes do is an ask for help and there is never shame in asking for help however you need too imo #sometimes the ask is 'please reassure me i'm not just a blank space on the wall'#(but also lets never talk of this again)#<- jokey joke see I'm fine #got some shitty news about the cost of a surgery one of our cats needs but that's ok we'll make it through #everyone say goodbye to all of al's teeth

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