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xyouami · 4 months

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hi! i wanted to ask if you can do a Scaramouche × female reader when scara finds the reader self harming/trying to suicide. Thank youu! <3

YES YES OFCC!!!! IDK HOW LONG THIS HAS BEEN IN MY INBOX, AND FORGIVE ME IF I HAVENT SEEN THIS FOR A WHILE.. 😭😭😭

Who knows, maybe I'll add a lil twist to the end for suspension... 😈😈 /hj

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"You're an idiot, you know that?"

★ SYNOPSIS : He caught you trying to do it. Who knows what his heartless mind will do?

THEMES/WARNINGS : Suicide, SH, dark topics, some of it is in first person, you've already dated someone, u r 7th fatui harbinger, anything you can think of as bad..

Everyday,

Every night,

Every week,

Every month,

Every.

Day.

Fatui meetings, missions, every minute it's so frustrating.

Every day, is just the same. Nothing changes. But the only thing changes, is my motivation.

All I just wanted was for someone to notice my hard work, at least just a single praise can bring up my hopes.

Overworked, tiring and restless days, food just tastes bitter. After I joined the fatui for personal purposes, my partner left me. They said, "I wouldn't want to date someone who'd work for the devil."

Not that I was doing it for her.

As the 7th fatui harbinger, what could ever go wrong? I mean, treated with some care by the other harbingers isn't bad at all. Columbina is the kindest one of them all, yet terrifying. Arlecchino is barely here but when she is here, she treats everyone to a meal. How could everyone have a kind heart of their own?

Dottore is very foolish despite his rank. Pulcinella takes care of Tartaglia's family which is very kind. Pierro is actually gentle despite his cold and harsh demeanor. Sandrone gave me a small doll of a flower, to always make me remember that summer will always be with me wherever I go. Pantalone once broke a valuable vase, but he fixed it on his own when he had the time. He told no one but me.

Tartaglia always checks up on the Fatui harbingers. He seem outgoing and cheerful most of the time, but when he's alone, he's so quiet and dense. Captiano is scary, but can also protect us. Scaramouche isn't here often, but hes not a trouble to bother. He sometimes comes to talk to me to rant or just come to bother my company. Signora was the closest to me. She's strict yet I sometimes catch her playing with the children at the House of Hearth. Ever since her death, I felt... quite lonely. But I've accepted it.

How can everyone be so busy and kind of their own?

And I'm just a rotting body.

I envy them.

"Comrade! What are you doing just wasting time away like this?" You turned your head immediately to the familiar voice, to see a ginger colored head with a beaming smile, but void like eyes.

"Oh, um.. I'm.." You looked back at the table to see a desk full of unfinished and uninteresting papers. You game to the main hall to work on paperwork. Only to realize you've zoned out and gotten no progress.

"Let me help you." He immediately scooped up a pile of papers, some of them fell but he lifted his foot to catch one drifting to the ground.

"How long have you been here? You okay, Comrade?" Childe gave you a friendly smile, the dim moonlight coming from the large windows only casted a small glimmer in his eyes.

"I uh... I don't—"

"Don't worry about it! I'll come back to you once I've finished, but you owe me a meal!" Childe left as he threw the paper on his foot back into his tall pile of papers and walked off.

"W-wait! Tartaglia!—" You stood up from your seat to turn around and stop him. To only be met with an empty and dark hallway, only being lit by the moonlight from the windows.

"I..." nothing but mutters came out of your mouth.

"How can I be so pathetic?" A quiet voice came from you. Only to sit back in your seat to see no papers. Columbina was suddenly there. It was normal for her to appear out of thin air around the Zapolyarny Palace.

"It seemed like you had some trouble, I'll do the rest of the papers." She was holding all of the papers somehow, and you felt nothing but guilty.

"You really don't. It's my work.." you muttered slowly.

"Fatui harbingers may work independently, but some cases, we're all family." She replied. She didn't open her eyes once, but that's just how she sees..

"I'll—"

"You don't have to pay me back, otherwise people will have other useless debts to pay." She turned around and vanished. Not to be seen in or within the wind.

"I just.." All of the 8 years of working and working up and up to only end in this rank feels terrible.

Am I really that useless?

"Y/n." A quiet but loud voice came behind them.

You jumped a little from the sudden small shout, but you looked behind you to see a mysterious figure with a big hat.

"Ah, um. Scaramouche." You quietly said.

"Is my name really that hard to forget?" Scaramouche clicked his tongue then approached you. His figure slightly got taller as he approached.

"I'm sorry."

"Anyway, what're you doing? Shouldn't a mortal like you be in the dormitories?" Scaramouche looked down at you if you were a bug. Even though you were only one rank behind him..

"Oh, I forgot." You mutter. He sighed and gave a small flick to your forehead. You wouldn't really count as him as your friend, but he talks to you more than the other harbingers.

"Humans are so forgetful.." He mumbled.

"Sorry.." You blandly said.

"Stop saying sorry over everything."

"Huh?"

"When was the last time you said sorry?"

"When I... said your name."

"Is that something to be sorry for?"

"I.. um."

"Just go to your dorm. Captiano has something assigned to you tomorrow. Get rest." Scaramouche brushed past you and hushed along to his own way.

"Im.. sorry." A quiet mutter came out of you.

You walked to your dorm only thinking about that moment and past times. You remembered Tartaglia and Scaramouche came to save you in battle against a few hillichurls after you were injured. You couldn't help but cry after that night because you weren't even powerful enough, even though being the 7th fatui harbinger.

Why do I say sorry all the time? Why am I so useless? I'm just only here like a doll for showcase. Why is everything the same? Why am I so weak? Why can I even defend myself? Why...

As soon as you opened the door, you threw off your jacket and didn't even bother to switch out of your clothes. Just flopped in bed and huddled in a ball. Silent and quiet tears fell.

You've never told anyone your problems. No one.

My problems are useless. So what's the point of telling someone them?

You're now standing at a cliff no where near Zapolyarny Palace.

The cold air just felt bitter against your skin.

The pretty lights of the northern lights and stats glimmered. They lit up the whole place..

If only the last time you'll see them is today,

That's okay.

The lights are so pretty.

If only when I was a child, I would be able to jump in joy.

8 years of suffering and loss will be over soon.

I promise you,

It will end today.

I wish my tears would've been spent on something else,

But these lights are so pretty.

I wish..

That maybe someone...

Will love me just as much...

The height of the cliff wasn't scary. But it was a long way down to the cold sea.

The sea reflected the pretty skies.

"So cold.."

To only feel the pressure of wind dropping down.

Im falling.

You're falling.

"Ah!—"

a cold but sudden embrace was there.

A tight grip around your waist was found.

"You're an idiot!"

You looked behind you to see a dark indigo haired figure holding you tightly.

"Do you go so far out by killing yourself because you didn't want things to go out like this!?" He shouted at you.

"Your idiotic mind is killing me!" Scaramouche plunged back before setting himself in front of you. He drapped his jacket over your shoulders.

"Do you plan on being so stupid and killing yourself!? Do you even know how long it took me to find you only to come to you almost dying? Is death your only wish!?" Scaramouche scolded you and shouted at you. His raised voice people could possibly hear from a 5 mile radius. The rest of his shouting blurred in your ears.

But he suddenly paused in his words.

"Why are you crying?"

"Huh?"

"Stop crying." Scaramouche said. Although his voice sounded harsh, his tone was soft.

Soft little streams of rivers were coming out of your eyes, and you didn't even notice.

"I said stop crying."

"I don't..." He paused.

"Wanna see you cry."

"Again."

You just sat in the snow, buried in his large jacket staring at him.

"Wha—"

"You're coming with me." Scaramouche gripped onto your arm and pulled you up without an effort.

"Scara—"

"I said you're coming with me."

Next morning was all a blur.

You were in your bed, how?

You remembered you were outside.

You could've swore you...

Whatever,

Today, the sun was out. The sun isn't usually out during winters like these.

You went to the small kitchen in the dormitory to cook something.

You opened the knife cabinet... only to find no knifves. So you decided to skip breakfast, not that you really had breakfast anyway.

During that whole day, Scaramouche sat next to you without a word. He's usually never at meetings. And today he's always somehow near you...

Talking to Columbina? He's right behind you.

Finishing a task Tartaglia gave you? He's right there.

Hes like a stalker..

It was until a few hours later, you went to do something.. a little dangerous.

You picked up a sharp object until it was immediately grabbed away. You looked to your side to see Scaramouche standing there with the sharp object.

"You've been following me all day. What's wrong?" You immediately said.

"You're stupid."

"What?"

"You already know the answer."

"Huh?.."

"Shoo. I'm taking this away."

"But I need it to give it to captiano—"

"I'll do it." He then walked away.

For some reason,

Your mind told you that...

Maybe he didn't want you to get hurt.

You then turned around to go back,

To only see a shining cryo vision on the table from where you picked up the sharp object.

"Visions are granted by powerful wishes." You once heard someone say long long before.

I wish that someone will love me as much as someone used to in the past.

@xyouami 12/21/23 8:32 pm.

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mmeimono · 6 months

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Xiao sketch

#fanart #artists on tumblr #art #digital art #genshin fanart #genshin impact #genshin impact fanart #genshin #xiao fanart #xiao #genshin xiao #xiao genshin fanart #xiao genshin impact #xiao gi #liyue #genshin anemo #xiaoven #xiaother #xiaolumi

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mysticdarling · 1 year

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Where they grab you genshin anemo boyz!

Characters: (venti, xiao, scaramouche)

note: established relationship, fluff but a bit spicier on venti and scara's part, physical touch (this is my first ever hope you like!)

Venti

Venti would favor grabbing your waist. He enjoyed the sight of your face when he pulled you into him, or how your eyebrows contort and when his fingers Trail down a bit too low on your hip. It was a constant for him to have a hand upon the side of you, whether venti and you were in Angel's share, "Y/N you're here! Come come, I saved you a spot right next to me!" His arm around your back. Or at the tree in Windrise "Hey! careful there Windblume, I promise i'll catch you but I still want you to stay close just in case! Ehe" His hand yet again on your waist keeping you pulled in close. Venti is a very gentle yet super clingy boyfriend and would take any opportunity to be close to you as long as you are comfortable with it, but he also has few tricks up his sleeve for instance using the wind to make the atmosphere a little bit more chilly therefore you would have to stay close right?

Xiao

The vigilant yaksha would keep a soft grip on your hand. Xiao normally isn't the type to do a lot of touching especially with him constantly worrying his karmic debt will somehow cause you harm. Even so, Xiao still found himself craving your touch… your warmth. He would normally start by softly letting his gloved fingers graze against your hand, hoping you would take the next step, but the outcome is always the same: you and your yaksha's hands pressed together and fingers intertwined. Xiao truly did Savor each and every moment he could with you. If you come and visit him in wangsuu inn xiao would curl his pinky with yours around other people but, if you find yourselves alone looking out at the view his gaze soon becomes just you as he slides a hand down your wrist soon gripping your hand."Y/N if you're free i would like for you to meet me here more often…" His hand grips yours a bit tighter as if he never wanted to let go or to let such hands grow cold. "I- forget i said anything" Even if he couldn't express it, you brought xiao a great deal of comfort. Xiao feels a soft squeeze upon his hand knowing you'll accept his request.

Scara

Scaramouche had a tendency of grabbing your neck. He became quite fond of the action, even finding it almost intimate. After everything he's done you still never seem to flinch when he does it. Whether it's kissing you, making sure he keeps his lips against yours as long as he pleases. Or Grabbing the back of your neck demanding you to follow him, "come with me, there's something I want you to see. Too bad for you I wasn't asking." or shoving you out of the way of danger " are you trying to get yourself hurt? Move." In all types of situations it seemed to be a very go-to spot for the puppet. He and you were aware he had the capability to snap your neck if he really wanted to even so he was in awe of how you could trust him in such a spot. He considers you foolish but deep down he was honored you trusted him so.

#venti x reader #xiao x reader #scaramouche x reader #genshin x reader #anemo boys #anemo boys x reader #venti #xiao #scaramouche #venti x y/n #xiao x y/n #scaramouche x y/n #genshin anemo #genshin inpact x reader #genshin inpact

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cendiqii · 10 months

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I drew the bard

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hioko-chi-sensei · 9 months

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Venti Illust I did a while ago, still like it very much : )

#genshin venti #digital art #digital drawing #my art #hioko project #fanart #illustration #genshin fanart #genshin impact #Genshin #venti fanart #venti the bard #venti #genshin anemo #anemo boys

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gdamai · 7 months

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Just a jumping contest between anemo boys~

Qualifications do not include skill height/tallness, I just wanted to draw hands ㅜㅅㅜ

#genshin #genshinimpact #genshin fanart #anemo boys #genshin anemo #kazuha #wanderer #scaramouche #heizou #venti #xiao

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comet-captures · 5 months

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Venti no-

There is a theme with those that have anemo visions not gonna lie.

#genshin impact #genshin impact memes #meme #genshin memes #genshin venti #venti #genshin anemo #anemo #anemo vision

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mitsvriii · 10 months

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Break Up

TW’s: angst, mention of abandonment, mentions of death

Pairings: Venti x reader, Xiao x reader, Kaedehara Kazuha x reader, Shikanoin Heizou x reader, Wanderer x reader; each of these are separate

Reader Type: can be read as any

Word Count: to be added

A/N: this is the anemo version of this, kinda short, if anyone wants i can do full length fics of these character’s scenarios separately, slightly ooc?

Venti

will think you’re joking at first

it’s some scheme that you and Kaeya came up with

when he sees your serious face though his cheeky smile disappears

his first instinct is to ask why but it’s quite painfully obvious

it would be something like you got tired of his drinking and the fact he never took anything that serious

it’s enough to get him teary-eyed and asking if you’d let him have a second chance

the look you give him is enough to confirm that this was the end of the relationship

wishes you the best as you go to leave

he will drink more often and more than before

if he sees anything that reminds you of him he’ll get emotional

as an Archon he knows you’ll before him

and it breaks him to know he won’t be beside you when you do

Xiao

oh boy

i honesty think that he would see this moment coming

i mean with his karmatic debt going on and him constantly having to be in battle

it doesn’t take long to put two and two together here

he’s stoned-faced the entire time you explain why you’re during this

after you finish literally the only thing he can say is “Okay.”

because he will crumble if he utters another word

his heart aches when you leave Wangshu Inn for the last time

his karmatic debt is somehow worse with you not around

highkey lowkey blames himself for it all

Kaedehara Kazuha

oh boy x2

i feel like he wouldn’t understand

will blame himself because that’s just Kazuha

can and will offer you nothing but the best even though you haven’t explained your reasons

once you do it clicks in his head

”…I understand. It is my fault for taking advantage of this relationship. For that I am truly sorry.”

literally just stop Kazuha

just stop

he will not cry until you leave

travels with Beidou more often to get his mind off of you

it hurts him when he has no one to recount his traveling tales with when he gets back

realizes it was probably for the best

Shikanoin Heizou

he probably notices the signs of an upcoming break-up before you

he’s not a detective for nothing

decides to act like an adult on this matter and confronts you about it

when you confirm his words his heart drops

he was excepting it but reality hits harder than expectation

nods his head as he listens to you explain why

will send at least a few tears

when you leave he breaks down

will refuse to work on any cases near your home

it hurts him

Wanderer

hehe hoho

oh boy x3

he would be a mixture of disbelief and anger and sadness when you tell him you want to call it quits

will demand you explain your reasons

he can and will make comments about how you acted during this relationship

but you both know that he’s doing this to cover up how he really feels

when you go to leave he nearly knocks you down in a tight hug

begging you to not go

his pleads don’t work because you leave anyways

becomes more hardened than he already is

gets irritated when someone mentions you

he will count this as he first true betrayal

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