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julianitoss · 2 days
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I’m waiting for you. Come feel under my shirt. There’s a long surprise with a pink tip waiting for you 🙃. Link in bio 👀 …..
Te estoy esperando. Ven y toca debajo de mi camisa. Hay una sorpresa larga con una punta rosita esperándote 🙂.
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malereadermaniac · 2 months
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Low self-esteem ~ Your Crush x Male Reader
Your crush is your bestfriend, you two talk about everything - even your insecurities
You also subject your bestfriend to gay panic
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You and (y/c) were chilling in your car, the night sky dark and starry as the radio played quietly in the background
The two of you were chatting and singing along to your playlist for hours in some random parking lot - empty fastfood bags in your backseat
As the conversations shifted in topic, the slightly tired man next to you brought up relationships
There were no secrets between you two - tmi practically didn't exist, so of course (y/c) knows that you're a FAT virgin
In fact, you've never dated anyone at all
"Bro how is it that you can't get a man?" The (h/c) man asks you jokingly, leaning back in the car seat
"It's not like I don't want to, dickhead!" You respond, a chuckle escaping your lips as you gently punch your bestfriends arm
"....I dunno, guess I'm just worried no one would like me like that" you mumble, resting your head on your knee
(y/c) felt sad at what you said, empathising with you - but a small part of him grew angry?
The (h/c) man knew you were the insecure type but he couldn't wrap his head around why
'How could he think that? Even I'd date him! And I'm straight for God's sake!'
'I'd date him?...' (y/c) thought to himself
But he swatted the impending sexuallty crisis away and kept chatting to you about the deep stuff
As the night came to an end, you dropped your best friend off at his house and went back to yours
That night was weird for (y/c), not extraordinarily strange but the man struggled to go to bed that night for some odd reason
A few months later, some guy in your class was having a birthday bash
You weren't extremely popular - but (y/c) was, so you were his plus-one
The two of you were on call as you were getting ready, you chose his outfit for him and he promised not to drink as to drive you home
What a gentleman
He leaves for your house as you end the call and finish dressing up
A knock at your door jolts you from your phone and you happily swing over to open your front door
Facing you was (of course) (y/c), looking as gorgeous as ever - his hair done in a way he doesn't normally wear it " 'cause it's too much effort" and clothes he saves for going out
To sum it up, (y/c) look hot - so hot he made you blush
On the other hand, the taller man couldn't take his eyes off of you whatsoever
The way your clothes suited you so well, brought out your best features - you were so, so handsome
Your lips and face in general looks so soft, the way your eyes looked up into his in such a cute way and how perfect your body looked
'What the fuck am I doing?' (Y/c) asked himself as he snapped out of his very gay trance
He slung an arm around your shoulders and led you to his very nice and very fancy car
"Why thank you kind sir~" you tease the man as he opens the door for you - putting an arm on his shoulder in a jokingly flirtatious manner
(Y/c) really starts to experience gay panic when the simple, friendly gesture makes him break out into yet another blush
The drive there was difficult for your bestfriend, your cute rambling reminded him of the fact that he found you cute, which would then spiral into a sexuality crisis
Once the two of you arrived at the party, you shut up - following behind (y/c) like a puppy as he greeted everyone
He knows you always subconsciously become his shadow at parties - so he makes an effort to include you, always
(Y/c) intends to sling his arm around your shoulders, but as he does so he can't help but think about his arm around your waist
God how he'd love the feeling of his arm fitting so perfectly around you, so warm, so hot, so real... too real.
Instead of going for your shoulders, the now blushing man's arm wrapped around your waist
You didn't move away though, you didn't mind of course - he was your closest friend - so (y/c) kept his arm around you for the rest of the conversation he was having with his mates
As the evening went on, and you got tipsy, (y/c) really couldn't keep his eyes off of you
You shed some of your clothing, feeling hot from the alcohol
The liquid courage erasing your slight social anxiety led to you dragging (y/c) on the dance floor once the good music started playing
Which inevitably lead to you drunkenly holding and dancing on the flustered man
Even though (y/c) was struggling with an internal conflict, looking at you was enough to drown the thoughts out - he liked seeing you enjoy yourself, having fun and not worrying about "looking stupid"
"Fuck it' he thought to himself
(Y/c) came to terms with the fact that he liked you - not that he was gay or that he was bi or whatever, he didn't want to figure that out now
But the taller man knew that he definitely had feelings for his bestfriend
So as the song changed to a slower one, as cliché as it was, (y/c) moved one of his bigger hands to your cheek
The action immediately pulled your focus to your bestfriend, a blush evident on your face as you looked into his eyes
You bit your bottom lip out of nervousness - not even alcohol could hide your anxious nature
You saw (y/c) swallow his nerves and move in closer to you
You could somehow hear your heartbeat over the loud music as you closed your eyes
You didn't give much thought to it in the moment, you just enjoyed the kiss - a message worth a thousand words being conveyed in the kiss the two of you shared
Your arms wrapped around (y/c)'s neck, one hand running through and grabbing his specially styled hair
His one arm was wrapped around your waist, his other hand holding your waist
The moment was perfect - despite being so public, the people surrounding you were too busy with their own matters or had too many substances in their system to notice your shared moment
However once the two of you pulled away from eachothers lips, the reality of the situation hit you both - simultaneously you thought to yourselves 'fuck I just kissed my BESTFRIEND! What if I just fucked up our friendship?!'
You blush and look down at your feet, taking (y/c)'s hand in yours and dashing towards the nearest bathroom
You lock the door and look up into (y/c) worried eyes
"Well...?" He mumbles
"Well what?! You're the one that just kissed me!" You shout frantically, a blush very evident on your face
"I... I don't know what I was thinking- I'm so sorry, (y/n)!"
"So you didn't mean it...?" You say as your face drops, looking worried
"No! It meant everything I-... I think I like you, (y/n)..." (y/c) manages to muster up the courage and put his emotions and thoughts into words
Your face drops and your face darkens even more with a blush
"YOU LIKE ME?! WHY?! SINCE WHEN?!" You shout eith a flustered look on your face
"I ONLY JUST REALISED TODAY! And what do you mean why?? I fucking love everything about you, (y/c)!"
"Oh shut up you know I'm insecure in that sense... Well then... what do we do?" You mumble, looking only into (y/c)'s eyes
"We could get outta here? Go back to mine?" The taller man suggests
"Okay... and do what?" You say as your heartbeat begins to calm down
"I mean upt to you... but kissing you felt pretty good~" (y/c) suggests with a flirtatious tone
"Shush" you say as you avert your eyes, hitting the taller man's chest playfully
The night was even better spent once you two got back to (y/c)'s place - the two of you started making out in his car and ended up in his bed without breaking contact!
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coffee-scripts · 2 years
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I drown in my own thoughts
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leresq · 6 months
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I'm literally not obsessed wdym
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I'm so gay, so very, very gay.
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impossibledreaming · 6 days
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Piercing.
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wannabesk8r · 2 years
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i fall in love with you more every time i see you.
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bluewrite · 5 months
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i wrote a little note to my crush, saying how i feel about her, and put it in her letterbox. wish me luck :")
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lazyspeedster93 · 3 months
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I think Flamedramon planted certain seeds deep in my subconscious when I was 7ish, and they’ve been waiting 22 years for the right stimuli to bloom.
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julianandnoel · 1 year
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Bare faced Barratt, my love~~ <<3
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mrmousetolliver · 3 months
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Race Bannon
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agender-mercy-irl · 4 months
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Me when I think about B/R 🩷
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coffee-scripts · 1 year
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I always hear about broken hearts and trauma from romantic relationships
But I barely hear how friends can completely destroy you as well
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gaaaaaaaayypr · 5 months
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I am the devil in the left corner and the girl in the cowboy hat was my first gay crush lol. I wanted to be Spiderman because she told a girl in the class she had a crush on him.
( photo taken around 2001)
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He doesn't know i think about him constantly. I take time out of my day just to make up little scenarios in my head about him. I'm so completely and entirely obsessed. He's so sweet and genuine and every time i look at him i swear my heart stops beating for a second. If this keeps up I'm gonna go into cardiac arrest. I wanna tell him, i really do, but I'm terrified. He's so lovely and we're starting to become friends, i don't wanna mess that up. I like him so much. I wish this was easier 😭
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impossibledreaming · 14 hours
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Push.
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