I wish I would belong somewhere. A friend group. A relationship.
But I never belong anywhere. I'm always just an outsider.
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man i miss being in love..
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So you already don't fucking care anymore.. that was quick.. but what was i hoping for?? I've seen myself in the mirror and i know about a thousand issues i have. I'm just a failure to you and you won't waste your time. You're not interested anymore. But god, I can't take more rejection and loneliness, I'll go fucking insane, it's physically and mentally impossible that i can cope with that for like a 100th time..
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Trying to get use to it...trying to get use to it just being me...
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How stupid do I have to be to think anyone could like me? I get close to someone, and we promised to be there for each other no matter what, just for her to throw me away like a piece of trash. I start to like someone else who is an absolute blast to be around, a sweetheart, and very friendly towards me. But when I message her to talk, she leaves me on read for days.
I'm a fucking moron to think anyone would actually like me.
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Honestly I'm kinda mad that I'm in my 20s and not having the best time of my life, like I was always promised! Why am I not having a good time?!?!!!
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Lol cuddling my Tiger plushy because i want cuddles but that's the closest i can get to actual cuddles. 😭
Y'all have s/o's and i have plushies even tho i wish to have someone as well but plushy is the closest I'll ever get to have someone lol
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Nothing feels better than cuddling with the person you love.
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I used to say "new year, another year of me being single as fuck" as a joke but it’s not a joke anymore. I’m at a point in my life where I have accepted the fact I will stay single for life. I will always be single because I’m too much and not enough as the same time. I want to meet a girl in the old fashion way but it won’t happen for the simple reason that people today use dating apps. I will always be single because nobody wants to date a mess, a burden, something that is broken. I will always be single because everyone will always leave me. Nobody wants to date someone with trauma. I will stay single forever because my standards are too high for this world.
I just will always be single my entire life. I will never experience one of these great love stories I see on movies/tv shows. I will never get what I want with someone.
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WHY is it that guys will stare at the club but never make a move i hate it here
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Me realizing that I’ll never have a boyfriend because Bang Chan is the standard and nobody else can live up to that 😩
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You were so eager to talk to me and now you ignore me in the middle of the night while being online. Here we go again. What was i thinking? That someone can be interested in me? That it can be different this time? Once again it's just me pining over someone who doesn't want me. Who stopped even caring about me after such a short time.
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