Negotiation (Dazai x Reader)
Pushing the chubby Dazai agenda, he's so cute! Look at his little belly, im gonna cry it's so cute!! Missing him terribly.
In which we bribe him with affection and feed him
Read my other dazai oneshots here & here
This has been in my draft for soo long, but I got a job and forgot about it. Happy late Diwali!
Bye now - Mars ♡
Out of everything you saw yourself doing this year, dating an overdramatic enigmatic manchild who whines like a baby was not one of them.
How did you get here? You started officially dating Dazai a few months ago, you two were exclusive. Before that you probably fooled around for a year, flirting here and there, and going on dates, random hook ups but somewhere along the way, you fell for each other. Hard.
It did have a trial and error period and you did have to set some firm boundaries, because as much as fooling around with him was fun, you craved the security of knowing this wasn’t some meaningless fling to him.
Fast forward to being exclusive with Dazai, he’s an amazing partner. His genius brain is quick to pick up on even the smallest changes and he reads you like an open book. He’s affectionate and he always finds money, granted never his own, to spend on you. He’s great in bed and he’s sweet with words. The list goes on. He’s almost perfect.
However, he’s not the best at opening up, he can talk your ear off without revealing a single thing about his mind. His heart. He also tends to neglect himself very much, at first you thought it was just temporary work stress but even when he’s away from work he does it.
At first you noticed how he only puts in efforts when you’re around, and the longer your relationship went on, the less effort he made. The biggest issue you have is how he so carelessly skips meals. It makes you angry but after some thoughts and rants to your cat, you’ve decided to bribe him.
You wanted to be subtle about it but honestly, he probably already picked up on it. You’re convinced he just allows you to do what you want.
You started off small and your plan was to gradually build him up to regular meals.
The first time you did it, it was as simple as feeding him a bite from your snack. A simple yogurt bowl with fruits and a “Mm, try this, it’s good” and stuffing his mouth with a spoonful of yogurt and berries.
That became a regular habit you did, giving him small bites of your snacks whether that be protein bars, cookies, chocolates. This then transferred into your meals, purposefully adding more to your plate so you can whine about not finishing it and offering the rest to him so he can.
That didn’t last long, he quickly caught on your little act and urge you to feed it to your cat instead.
Then the brilliant idea of bribing him with kisses and affection to eat came about. It started with an argument and then you two not speaking for two days.
Angry as you were, you decided to deny him of your hugs and you two slept with you backs to each other, you slept at least. Dazai stayed up and drank his feelings. The second night he didn’t even come home, God knows where he were.
The third day you two resolved your little conflict and with some probing, sweet words, kissing and negotiation you got Dazai to eat at least one full meal a day.
You both agreed on that. Baby steps, one meal a day, it’s better than drinking alcohol and eating tinned crab almost every day.
Right now, you were both on the couch, you on his lap with his arms lazily slung around you. You had a small bowl of rice and stir-fried vegetables along with some eggs.
You held the chopsticks up to his lips and looks at him in his eyes, “Please” you looked down at his lips, “For me” you watched as he hesitantly opened his mouth and took the food and chewed and swallowed.
Placing a kiss on his forehead you praised him for his first bite.
Then you repeated that until the bowl of food was almost finished, feeding him, kissing him, praising him.
After he managed to finish, you placed the bowl down and caress his cheeks, “You did so good, m’proud” you mumbled and kisses him. Your hands cupped his face, lips brushing against his cheeks, the tip of his nose, the crease of his brows, his temple, his jawline. Just anywhere your lips found, you placed sweet kisses.
He smiled and you felt like you’d melt away and fall off the couch if it weren’t for his arms around you. “Thank you, Bella” He mumbles quietly, and you can’t help but capture his lips in another sweet kiss. You feel his hands squeeze your waist, pulling you closer to him as he desperately returns your kiss.
He pulls away from you, his brows furrowed, and he belched and it catches you off guard. Dazai looks at you, awaiting your reaction and when he saw your smile and heard a little giggle, it triggered his own smile.
“I really am proud of you, Osamu”
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You had brought up Kenna's rather gluttonous nature and the fact that she's as large as she is because of that, which has gotten me wondering. Have there been any times when she's maybe pushed it a little too far? Perhaps been out of duty for a little while because of it?
(also, i uhm i enjoy her a little i think....)
Ehehe, yeah- as I mentioned over on discord, Kenna is kinda the exception to a lot of my cast in that she’s not fat by circumstance or just as second nature (as many folks are!) but because she’s very actively joyous about being a gourmand, finds endless joy in being Large and In Charge- she’s body positive out the wazzoo, baby!
And ohhhhh “taking it too far” is practically a clarion call with her- she’s one of those dogs who will eat literally as long as there is food in front of her, and not regret it for a moment, regardless of outcome, ehehe!
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tw: fatphobia, diet culture, criticism:
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I cannot imagine glorifying starvation, drinking bland, damn-near flavorless liquids which allow you to starve yourself, convincing yourself that the food which was made for you, and is for your basic fucking survival, and is there so that you can function and LIVE, is inherently bad for you and you need to cut it out from your life, and then having the nerve to turn around and call someone else unhealthy….
But you glorify a culture that is literally your downfall. You’re over here terrified about gaining weight and obsessing over it, and literally hating food, and convincing yourself that there is such a thing as moral and immoral food. It is literally killing you. What the actual fuck…?
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"Nowi i recovery"
Przepraszam za tak dziwny tytul ale od dawna chcialam o tym poprostu napisac bo dla mnie to jest bardzo wazne a wiec chodzi o to ze tutaj pojawia sie coraz wiecej osob z zewnatrz ktore maja owszem w zdecydowanej wiekszosci ogromne problemy z samoakceptacja i nie tylko ale nie o tym tylko chcialabym prosic wszystkie osoby ktore sa tutaj z powodu masowej gloryfikacji any i mii na innych portalach spolecznosciowych o tym zebyscie sie zastanowili czy warto ryzykowac wlasnym zdrowiem, zyciem towarzyskim, ocenami, dobra opinia i zrezygnowac w pewnym momencie z tego co kochacie ze wzgledu na cos co tak naprawde was zabija ale jest wstanie dac wzgledny komfort i zludne poczucie kontroli. Chce wam rowniez powiedziec ze nie zaleznie czy robicie to by uzyskac uwage czy z powodu braku akceptacji, czy checi kontroli nad czym kolwiek kazdy z was jest tak samo wazny i tak samo zasluguje na wsparcie i milosc a jezeli chcecie sie wiecej o konsekwencjach choroby i mechanizmach chorych dowiedziec polecam podcast motylki w sieci
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Malawa - my anorexia story 2 - nanami chan (opowiada doglebniej o tym jak wyglada recovery w malawie) dla osob zastanawiajacych sie nad osrodkiem
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