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simplyavatrice · 1 year

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The light in the room settles again, the halo going dormant as she lands back on the mattress. She’s shaky and uncertain, kind of torn between breaking out into a fit of laughter and bursting into tears.

Beatrice is still above her, naked in both body and soul, watching her.

This time, when she touches Ava’s cheek with her hand, Ava presses into Bea’s palm and kisses her thumb as it brushes over Ava’s bottom lip.

She wants to say it, wants to scream how much she loves her - but the fog is fading away. She can feel and if she can, she knows Bea can too.

So she keeps quiet, scared of what regrets tomorrow might bring. This isn’t something they can just brush off. It isn’t something Beatrice will be able to brush off. She has vows and commitments and internal struggles with her sexuality that she’s battled for years.

The halo has a seemingly endless power, but Ava knows it can't fix that.

Still, in the safety of their bedroom, in the pitch black of night, Beatrice doesn’t pull away.

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HUGE thank you to @smallandsundry for this commission for the definition of insanity. it truly does capture the moment so perfectly and just...look how well done it is. i am in love

#avatrice #avatrice fanart #avatrice fanfiction #warrior nun #warrior nun fanart #warrior nun fanfiction #fjklsafjslaf i can't stop staring at this #i'm that one parks and rec meme now #thank you so much smalls!

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