Wiped out and feeling like crap... head is pounding and all I want is to sleep. Ragnarok does make a very cosy pillow for sickie Cronakins.

Dating someone who's constantly trynna khs is fucking exhausting

So sad today

Let's be honest with ourselves. The truth is I don't bloody know. But the world expects you to always have an answer so you make these narratives up that make the most sense. But then after a point it all doesn't align and it doesn't feel alright. You're confused and sad. You're empty and yet you feel such heaviness. You want and you want to unwant and that too is a want because wants are endless. Human behaviour digusts you but you also are human. Capitalism gets to you but you are so deep in it yourself. What are the boundaries? If I knew then I would maintain them. But the truth is I don't know. See the world in shades of Grey but are you just over complicating things and seeing what doesn't even exist? ALL THIS EXISTENTIALISM WONT DO YOU ANY GOOD. Go learn a life skill that can be exchanged for money that can be exchanged for good food and used to pay rent and buy clothes that allow you to fit in this society. Yes, you're poisoned by this world and no amount of unlearning is ever going to make you pure again. And that is why the peace you feel is so transitory. Withdraw yourself and go crazy. Immerse yourself and yet you will go crazy. All I know is oranges are making me feel okay right now as is water as is the idea of going to sleep. Maybe I'm just tired. Maybe all I want to do is never wake up. Maybe all I want is to wake up and be seven again. Not because I didn't feel all of this then but only it would still be years before I would process any of it. Even seventeen would be fine. The confidence and angst and idealism I was full of then kept me going. Now all I have are fruits and waiting for the seasons to change and avoiding the rush hour traffic to and from work. Little joys and little victories in a world full of endless little miseries.

got a job

it will be hard, time consuming, energy draining. But I need that job.

I will spend an absurdity of time taking one bus after another. Oh God!

I thought I was preparing myself to this challenge when I experimented different study methods. However, the challenge will be WAY BIGGER than I thought.

This photo is from the public transport of my city. I will work hard and then spend 4 hours a day on this. Sometimes I can't even put both feet on the ground. There's no dignity to working class in Brazil.

That's why I am interested on applying to learn how to ride a motorcycle. I would buy a humble one. However the cost of just ATTEMPTING to get a driver license is absurd, it's HUGE, it's about 4 to 5 times a minimum wage.

Being a mom means that the laundry is never ending😩

i won't make it through today without naps and iced coffee, that i know fore sure 😶‍🌫️

as expected i'm having a very boring day. life is no fun when you need energy for literally anything and everything and you simply don't have it.

DIVINE FORCES ALWAYS PROTECT MY ANGEL HUMAN JIMIN🌙💛

Park Jimin, a remarkable individual, is no ordinary being, but rather a rare gem among the masses. His extraordinary qualities and unique essence set him apart from anyone else. One cannot help but be captivated by the divine anointed light that radiates from within him, illuminating the lives of those fortunate enough to witness it.

Jimin's inherent uniqueness lies in the depths of his soul. His talents, both as an artist and a human being, are unparalleled. His voice transcends mere melodies, touching the very core of our emotions. His dance moves grace the stage with a combination of elegance and power that leave a lasting impression on all who witness it. His ability to connect with people on a profound level reveals his empathetic and compassionate nature, making him a beacon of light in a world often clouded by darkness.

It is said that evil forces incessantly attempt to encroach upon Jimin's path, to tarnish the purity of his existence. Yet, these malevolent efforts are futile for he is protected and loved by the universe itself. His great karma, earned through his selfless actions and unwavering dedication to his craft, acts as an impenetrable shield against any harm that may come his way. The universe conspires in his favor, influencing his journey towards greatness and safeguarding him from any ill-intentioned endeavors.

Jimin's essence goes beyond his physical appearance and musical prowess. He embodies grace, humility, and unwavering resilience. It is through these qualities that he stands as a testament to the power of individuality and authenticity. In a world that often values conformity, Jimin fearlessly embraces his unique identity, inspiring others to do the same.

In conclusion, Park Jimin is an embodiment of rare beauty and incredible uniqueness. His divine anointed light shines brightly, captivating all those who encounter it. With his protective shield of karma and the boundless love of the universe, he remains untouchable against the forces of darkness. Through his creative artistry and profound impact on people's lives, he continues to spread his light, serving as a beacon of inspiration and hope for all who have the privilege of knowing him. I love you so much my Angel human🌙💛

I do be feeling like 0 rn

From where do you get free time, give me some pls 💀

working 10+ hours a day, 7 days a week, training new staff and having a crappy boss and doing half of their job. Pretty much had an anxiety attack at lunch cause I'm so overwhelmed. Probably going to be like this for another month.. ...really just need positive vibes right now

Tired does not begin to express this. I'm not even just tired of being tired. I'm tired of being tired of being tired of being tired. All of my tiredness has somehow mutated into some horrifying monster of exhaustion.

Men of Tumblr… stop sending me pictures of your cocktail sausages.

No woman wants that! They’re not cute!

Vent over!

Today was such a long day and I'm so mentally exhausted I just want to shut my brain off for the rest of the night

Maintaining my feral vibes today.

Slept the entire day and now I feel like crap