For some reason I’m unable to post here.
I’m spelling out this text by re-editing a draft save that barely remained.
I will post new illustrations on X (Twitter) and pixiv from now on.
I'm going to draw a lot of EstLat again!🫶💙❤️
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For the angst meme- Estonia and Latvia, “I won’t judge you.”
From this ask meme
Thank you for the prompt! :D (I have so much fun writing these ficlets)
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"You've been drinking." Eduard took his gloves off, shoving them into his coat's pockets before removing the garment and hanging it on the coat-tree in Raivis's living room.
"How would you know? All you did was look at me." Raivis wasn't angry, per se; he was just a bit annoyed that this was the first thing out of Eduard's mouth, right after he entered his home.
"You're more relaxed than you usually are; your shoulders aren't all tensed up. And your eyes aren't as bright."
Raivis exhaled, knowing that it would be stupid to lie to Eduard; the taller boy was just too observant to fall for it. "Yeah, I had some Absolut, a bottle and a half, I think."
This caused Eduard to pause, narrowing his eyes. "A bottle and a half? Why would you do--" He cut himself off, instead sitting on the sofa, gesturing Raivis to join him. "I have many questions, but I won't ask now. Just know that, while I don't like it, I won't judge you."
Almost timidly, Raivis sat down next to Eduard, curling his knees to his chest, and rested his head against the bespectacled boy's arm.
"I didn't mean to," Raivis finally spoke, after a few moments of silence, his eyes starting to ache with the familiar pressure of tears, which he forced himself to suppress. "I just started thinking about some things. Things I want to forget, but I can't, no matter what I do, even though it's been decades. Drinking helps a bit, though. Makes my thoughts slower. Makes it hurt less. You know I barely get drunk; I have too much of a tolerance, now. But it numbs me enough."
Before Raivis could continue, Eduard pulled him to his chest and hugged him so tightly that he could feel the taller boy's heartbeat.
As Eduard rubbed his back, Raivis finally let the tears fall.
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(...I almost want to continue this, X'D)
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What are some of your favorite ships? <3
Well I really like HunUkr, RusLiet, EstLat, and PruIta.. But my OTP is DenNor <3
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masterpost for my versions of various hetalia characters i like bc i want their identities to be respected and their stories to be understood here (will be continued)
mathias (denmark); nonbinary; any pronouns
- gay
- hyperactive adhd and dyslexia (& ptsd?)
- he just like me fr... happy idiot who wouldn't hurt a fly (unless it's swedish) but also has a lot of internalized issues that he only started addressing at around the 70s/80s. she's also not exactly stupid or anything, just awful at reading tones or organizing herself. picked up smoking from his relationship with netherlands. an alcoholic but pretends they're not
- had things going on with tim/netherlands, ludwig and occassionally ber but every time she was just trying to run away from the fact that he's in love with his bestie the norwegian
lukas (norway); ???; he/she
- bi
- generalized anxiety
- it has taken him until like the 2010s that maybe raising herself as a woman for hundreds of years and enjoying it has made her might not exactly cis. also has extreme paranoia but refuses to address it. has a lot of internalized issues going on that he needs to deal with but would rather just look sexy than talk about his feelings
emil (iceland); trans guy, he/him
- ??? likes men
- ptsd and depression
- came to terms with his identity in about the 80s
- has started talking to leon in the 90s online
tino (finland); cis guy, he/him
- pan
- neurotypical
- hard of hearing/deaf
- also TONE deaf xd he always sticks his nose into other people's business and tries to "help" but isn't always exactly helping... also alcoholic no. 2
berwald (sweden); cis guy, he/him
- gay
- asd
- it's hetalia sweden what do you want
eduard (estonia); agender; they/he
- fluctuates/unlabelled
- idk tbh but probably not nt
- just living their best life out of all of them tbh. the only person without constant existential dread haunting them
raivis (latvia); cis guy, he/him
- ???
- generalized anxiety
- definitely more of an actual teen in my interpretation than the uwu-fied version of the manga. smart fella who doesn't know how to deal with having so many things expected from him. of course he fell in love with the one person who isn't expecting anything from him and instead cares about his feelings
leon (hong kong); ???; doesn't mind any pronouns, mostly he/him
- a queer mystery.......
- asd
- tbh his canon version is kinda bland i will not lie... but i still like this goofy guy. i write him as someone like mathias but more tame and less hyperactive. they're still an incredibly strange person though - i HAVE a specific personality in mind but i don't know how to describe it... like every interaction with him is just a fever dream in a way because he's really just saying things and you can't read his expression
my ships that i enjoy:
long term (in my stories) - dennor, estlat, sufin, hongice (i know it's basic i'm sorry)
short term - densu, nedden, gerden, norfin, estice
outside of those charas: gerita, gerfra, ruspru, lietpol etc etc...
i also want to clarify. i'm trans (enby) myself and either me or my hetalia friends have several of the illnesses listed, we didn't assign the characters those to make them "quirky", but because we're projecting and want to see some better representation :]
also - i barely associate them with being countries rly. i mostly see them as people living their own lives who happen to be immortal and represent their citizens, they're not bound to stereotypes or politics or anything.
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