specifically after my friend and i went to see it and were discussing it and i brought up the obvious queer coding she said ‘oh yeah weird barbie’ and i went ‘oh. no? stereotypical barbie??’
and when we unpacked it further i realised that she’d seen weird barbie as inherently queer bc of the way she’d been ostracised and called names that she made her own in time and could never fit in with the other barbies because of who she was and how she looked? and i saw stereotypical barbie as queer because of her lack of attraction to the people she was meant to be attracted to, liking them but never able to do so in the way they liked her. of being expected to act and be certain ways because of how she looked and the life she lived but not really wanting those things
honestly i don’t really have a point with this it’s just been ceaselessly rattling around in my lil brain
hello! i would like to introduce you to the first of TranceCare: works of drumless ambient trance edits/loops made when i am trying to care. for myself, or for the things i like. i think they are practise for something. here are the first five: numbered from 2 because i have lost the original.
Theoretically: also the first EP released solely on a tumblr post <3
each picture is from me. each has care in it. xoxo