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gaytedlasso · 2 years
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baptized in blood,
it drips from my nose
with no absolution.
what if it was easy?
Dean Winchester - patron saint of the weary
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for my beloved Sana @sobernatural celebrating 2k
prompt: young Dean
inprnt / redbubble
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gaytedlasso · 2 years
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I lost my faith.
a gilded angel
fading into a mortal being
melts under the weight of
this soul
too heavy to bear.
.
head lifted towards heaven
with eyes shut -
whether it be in prayer
or defiance
I could not say,
but they never lend their gaze
to those iron-clad pearly gates
.
halo fading into my skin -
scalding anointment accepted with grace
and mourning,
for this holy torment
remains a blessed assurance
that I once had purpose
in this hollow vessel
-e.g.
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gaytedlasso · 2 years
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kneeling before this gilded Altar
erected over a decade of longing
my God reaches forth
guides my lapsed soul with His own devout hand
.
oh blissful is this holy touch!
tracing the scars of my vessel
in reverence of my body's past inflictions
and remnants of my truest choices,
which He views to be most beautiful.
.
the sky holds no answers
for my deity reigns here on earth,
His eyes adorning me with equal adoration
until once again We are falling,
falling, falling into this sacred ritual of
requited worship.
.
soft skin illuminated in bronze light -
psalms uttered in the air between Our lips
as bodies entwined are raised in exaltation,
the sum of Us congregating to at last reach
that glorious peak of Our love incarnate
.
The Church of Castiel and Dean Winchester - E.G
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gaytedlasso · 2 years
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Jukebox plays another sad song.
Just a scratched record and
a dusty needle that skips
over and over,
as the singer is trapped
in his despair of loneliness
.
A gathering of broken dreamers
with nowhere left to fall;
so submerged in their wells
of regret, they cannot save
the man trapped in the vinyl -
they cannot hear him
.
The waitress ghosts a smile
as I ask her to change the song.
It's always like this.
Pages from Dean's sketchbook - 2002
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1k celebration: alone
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gaytedlasso · 3 years
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- somewhere in Nebraska. 1997 -
so this is it
the “great America” -
just another place
to rest my weary soul
that never resolves to wake
without the company of screams 
and the blood soaked reminder
that I can never go home...
(unfinished) pages from Dean’s sketchbook
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