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thestarlithideout · 25 days

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Perfectly Imperfect

Requested: No Requests are: Open!

Summary: You realize the Doctor like you at the worst possible time

Warnings: Fluff, danger, sleep deprivation, mutual pining

A/n: Moved from my wattpad of the same user

PRESENT DAY, TARDIS, FLOATING AROUND SPACE

"Y/n!"

You roll over, turning away from the noise you had yet to register as The Doctor calling your name. You were having a wonderful dream, one you couldn't quite recall now. You try to fall back into the euphoric dream atmosphere your subconscious had created, one where the only detail you seemed familiar was The Doctor's lips on yours, but that's a nightly occurrence. It's an unusual situation — a human, in love with a Time Lord who was likely to send you away at any time. And to have dreams where you kiss him! It's quite embarrassing, and you've sworn to never say a word to anyone.

"Y/n!"

You blink a few times, eyes adjusting to the dark of your bedroom. Now you can make out the familiar shapes of the simple room. You realize it was The Doctor yelling for you from across TARDIS, now bounding up the stairs, you hear. He knocks loudly on your bedroom door, rattling it just slightly.

"You can come in," you yell just loud enough for him to hear. You sit up, leaning back on your hands. He bursts' into your room, door hitting the wall behind it, he looked crazy — hair mussed up, clothes crooked, a huge grin plastered on his face. "Wait," you tell him, holding up a hand. "Don't tell me, Earth needs saving, doesn't it?" He nods frantically, throwing your blankets off of you, grabbing your hand in both of his and ushering you out of bed.

"Daleks, probably." Is all he says as he drags you to your bathroom. "Go on, get ready." You smile as he opens the door for you, placing a hand on your lower back to push you into the bathroom.

You flip on the light, turning to the sink. You brace your hands on the counter, letting out a huff of a laugh when you look at your flushed cheeks in the mirror, shaking your head. Incredible, he is incredible.

When you return from the bathroom a few minutes later, with a washed face and clean teeth, The Doctor is waiting for you, laying sprawled out on your bed. The things I could do with him laying there like that. Hmm.

You blink hard, ridding yourself of those thoughts. God, that was utterly appalling, and he's The Doctor, he's your best friend. Stop it. You take a deep breath, clearing your throat. "Is there something you need?" You ask with a chuckle, sitting at the edge of your bed next to his stomach, and you have the urge to run your fingers through his hair. He's just so pretty, I can't help it.

"Yes," he says, sounding oddly excited. "I need you to hurry, breakfast is nearly done and you need to eat before we go to Earth." He sits up, leaning back on his hands. You lick your lips, smiling.

"What'd you make?"

"Well, for my little American friend, otherwise known as Y/n, I made your pancakes. And for the Ponds I made regular pancakes." He smiled at you, proud he remembered how you liked yours. He attempted once to make you pancakes, but they were more like crepes than the fluffy pancakes you're used to. You ate them, they were good, but when he asked what you thought you revealed that you were used to more cake like pancakes.

"Aw, that's sweet you remembered." You gave him a quick hug. You shouldn't have, because, God, you didn't want to let go. He's so warm, and he wraps his arms around your shoulders and it's like he's saying he's going to protect you from any dangers, anywhere.

He smiled at you as you pulled back, "Of course, I want you to be happy here. I want you to stay." He makes you want to melt. Just become a puddle at his feet, he's such a sweetheart.

You're the newest addition to The Doctor's little family, joining his adventures just six months ago. He still feels like he needs to make you happy, so he keeps doing these nice things for you, that's the only reason he keeps doing these things for you — well, pretty sure.

"I'm not going anywhere, Eleven."

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SIX MONTHS AGO, TARDIS

"So, this is your eleventh body?" You ask, leaning against the kitchen counter, holding your coffee between your hands.

"Pretty much, my eleventh regeneration." He nods, he's standing opposite of you, barely a foot from you.

"That's cool. Can I call you Eleven? It's just kind of weird to call you Doctor." You realize as soon as the words come out of your mouth that that sounded extremely rude. "Oh jeez, I didn't mean- I just meant, I'm sorry. Your name is great, it'll just take some getting used to. I'm sorry." You scramble to get out, and he watches with an amused expression.

"It's okay, I promise you, it isn't the first time."

"Oh no, I didn't mean for it to come out like that. Dammit." You set your coffee down, dropping your face into your hands. "I'm sorry."

"It's alright. You can call me Eleven, that sounds nice." You look up. Maybe it's just your imagination, but it looks like his cheeks are tinted red. You give him a small, apologetic smile.

"Wait," you start to ask, smirk barely restrained on your face, "How old does that make you?"

"Older than I care to remember." He said, trying to tease back. But you could hear the sadness in his voice, the weight of the loss of everyone he's had to let go of. Your smirk immediately dropped, and you walked up to him sliding your arms under his to give him a great big hug, squeezing him tightly as you rest your cheek against his chest.

"I'm sorry," you whisper, feeling him finally hug you back, resting his head on top of yours as you rub your thumb over his little tweed jacket.

∆∆∆

"But you are going, unless you plan on me going down for breakfast in this." You gesture to yourself, too big t-shirt and short shorts on, you're so lucky that your shirt isn't see through — you don't have a bra on. He looks at your outfit quickly, perhaps lingering on your legs for a second too long, but that was just your imagination, surely. But what isn't your imagination is the way he licks his lips, capturing his bottom lip between his teeth when he looks back up at your face.

"No, I suppose not." He nodded, letting out a deep breath. You get off the bed, and he follows, smiling at you as he shuts the door.

You get dressed quickly, throwing on jeans and a bra underneath your shirt. It's fine, you think before grabbing a jacket.

You take the stairs as quick as possible, smelling the sweet pancakes in the air before you ever reached the kitchen of the TARDIS. You make an excited face as you bound into the rather large kitchen, "Smells so good." You raise your eyebrows at Amy when you catch her eye, gesturing at The Doctor who was currently wearing a "Kiss the Cook" apron. She just let out a short laugh, shrugging. You smile as you slowly walk over to him, leaning on your elbow on the counter next to him.

"Interesting wardrobe change, Eleven." You tug at the apron when he turns to face you, he was working on one of your pancakes, waiting for it to finish cooking.

He smiles, "Yes, well. . . Don't really have an explanation for that, I guess." He shrugs his shoulders, raising his eyebrows as he does which makes you scrunch your nose, light laugh falling from your lips. He goes back to focusing on your pancake, pressing the middle of it before transferring it to a plate with another pancake on it.

"I made you two, is that okay?"

"Perfect," you say with a smile. He nods, happy that you like the pancakes.

"Well," he says with a clap, rubbing his hands together before taking off the apron, "We best get going. We've got to save past Earth from what seems to be a less developed breed of Daleks. Eat, Y/n, we have some time, it might take us a quick minute to get to 1207 AD Earth." He smiled.

"Dear God, I'm not wearing a ridiculous dress." He snickered at your blatant hatred for the style.

"Well, it would be quite hard to fight in." He squeezed your shoulder before walking out to the main controls.

You grab your pancakes, spreading a bit of peanut butter and drizzling syrup over them before sitting down at the table with Amy and Rory. "Alright," you say matter-of-factly, "When does he stop feeling like he needs to make me feel welcome? I love it, he's such a sweetheart, but I don't want to be surprised when he gets comfortable with me and stops doing nice things. When did he stop doing it with you two?"

They shared a look, before Amy answered you. "Y/n, darling, what are you going on about? He never did anything like this for us. Just this morning he was ranting on about he was going to make you your pancakes, and me and Rory were like 'Yum, can't wait.' And The Doctor just looked at us before realizing that he should probably make us some as well. 'You were wanting some too?' He said." She finished with a laugh, but noticed your confused expression as you chewed.

"Y/n, you're not stupid," Rory groaned. "He only lets you call him Eleven-" Rory starts, and Amy intersects.

"The one time we tried, he got very defensive, 'Only Y/n calls me that, what are you doing?'" She puts on a voice for him, imitating his accent.

"Yeah, he never made food before you got here," Rory continues, "He would be up shouting at all hours of the night. Hell, he never comes to our bedrooms to wake us up, never knocks, never brings us nothing, he fuckin' carried you to TARDIS once." Rory was talking about last week, you hadn't slept at all for nearly three days, almost collapsing.

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DISTANT FUTURE, ONE WEEK AGO, PLANET OF SIRIATH

You fought to keep your eyes open as you stumbled, attempting to run, back to the TARDIS. But every step you took hurt you, every inch you ran made you want to collapse and let the Cybermen take you. You ran through the fields, corn stalks towered high above you, hitting you as you run. You can hear the Cybermen behind you, metal clanging as they trample the corn, searching for you and your friends. The Doctor runs beside you, Amy and Rory already on TARDIS.

You hit your foot against a fallen corn stock, your toe slams against your shoe, and you fall, arms shooting out in front of you, bracing for the stings of leaves smacking you. But you just fall into something solid, yet soft. You collapse into it, realizing it's The Doctor, and pass out nearly immediately. You're barely half awake as he picks you up and runs the last hundred feet to the TARDIS, where Amy and Rory hang half out, yelling for him to run faster.

"'Leven," you mumble, hiding your face in his chest, but trying to push him away at the same time, "'Leven put me down so I can run. Have to get away from the Cybermen, 'Leven." He shushed you and absolutely floors it the rest of the way.

As soon as he enters the TARDIS, he takes you to your room, demanding Amy and Rory hit a thingamajig, and pull a spinny whatchamacallit and get them the hell outa dodge. You couldn't decipher the words, you just heard it running all together.

"What's happened? Why- Are you okay?" He sets you down on your bed, kneeling beside you.

"Sleepy, Eleven, so fucking sleepy." You curl up, hands under your head, on your side.

"When's the last time you slept?" You couldn't find the energy to shrug, so you were quiet.

It wasn't until the next morning Amy and Rory told you he stayed in your room, in a chair by the door the entire 27 hours you slept. When he found out you hadn't slept in three days prior to that because of him and the Cybermen, he didn't let you get up for anything for two days, bringing your food and coffee to you to make up for it.

∆∆∆

"He didn't. . . Well then why. . ?" You tried to work out in your head why in the he'll he would do that for you, but the only answer that kept banging around in your head was flashing red and screaming out with a blaring alarm, "HE LIKES YOU!" But he doesn't, he's a damn time lord, Christ Sake. It'll never happen.

Amy rolls her eyes with a playful smile, "By the look on your face, I think you're pretty damn close to figuring it out." She jokes, getting up to leave.

Rory follows, patting your shoulder. "'Don't really have an explanation for that,' please, Y/n. Just kiss him already, I had to help him pick the damn thing out. 'Y'think Y/n will like it?'" You scoff, looking down at your mostly empty plate, reluctantly smiling at the possibility. You're sure at least Rory knows about your little crush, and Amy definitely knows.

---

1207 AD, SCOTLAND, EARTH

You reach Earth, year 1207, in a mere seven minutes. Thinking back on it, any past (or present, including Amy and Rory) companions you've had the pleasure of meeting have never mentioned how damn long it takes to travel. Once, you had to jump from a small, sandy planet from a galaxy far, far away, with two suns, billions of years in the future, to a huge ice planet in a galaxy halfway across the universe, in the present day. It damn near took twenty minutes of crashing and tumbling around the TARDIS console to get there.

You stumble out of the TARDIS and onto the green fields of a small village in Scotland, calming from absolutely cackling at something Amy said. But you go immediately quiet and stand straight up when you realize somewhere that should have been filled with music and celebration for their leaders, was dead silent. Not an animal sounded, no one person trying to sneak up on you. Only the near silent sound of your friends filing out behind you, realizing the exact same thing.

"Doctor," you whisper, fear present in your voice, "Why is it so quiet?" He hadn't stopped walking until he was just slightly in front of you, arm overlapping yours. His fingertips would brush yours if he tries to reach behind him, and he does. But he grabs yours, squeezing them. Amy and Rory are on the other side of you, and you glance over at them to see if they noticed, yep. Amy is nudging Rory, pointing at you and The Doctor, and when she catches your eyes she raises her eyebrow at you, silently saying I told you, didn't I?

"Unevolved, with no armor — Daleks." He says, seemingly reading his Sonic Screwdriver. He takes a deep breath, "We need to locate them. Their goal will be to find the source of power and take over, AKA find the leaders and use them as vessels." He quickly explains, turning around to face your group, but not letting go of your fingers, instead sliding his hand up to cup your wrist. "After that they'll probably try to take over. . ."

---

You look around in panic, trying to calm down. You're hiding in a dead woman's hut, trying desperately not to breath through your nose, but at the same time hoping the smell masks you. You run your hands up and down your thighs, trying not to cry from the pure panic of being separated from your friends while killer aliens are on the loose and could literally take over a body and pretend they would help before killing you for "getting in the way."

That's exactly what they did to the villagers — took over their leaders minds and slaughtered everyone who tried to revolt. You choke back a sob as you find the bedrooms, that's right, bedrooms. Plural. There's a child's bedroom, evident by the small wood carvings — bears, ducks, and a little heart. You don't want to look in the room, but something tells you that you must, a voice inside your head, something urging you on. You admire the carvings that litter the room, you turn around, trying to find more about the people who lived he- you let out a scream, stumbling back. You knock your head against a shelf, eyes stinging.

There lay a small girl's decomposing, delicate body. She couldn't have been more than six. You stifle your sobs by holding your hand over your mouth, dropping to your knees. "Oh, God." You quietly sob, wiping your eyes.

CRASH!

The sound of splintered wood fills the hut, and you panic. Your stomach fills with dread — you're trapped. "Eleven, TARDIS, please. Someone — Amy, Rory. Help," You whimper, face falling into your hands.

You hear a shout, and doors knock down, falling with a quiet thump.

More shouts, this time coming from outside the hut. You hear the familiar warbling of the Doctor's screwdriver. You gather yourself, bottom lip still slightly shaking as you rake your hands through your hair. The make-shift door to the child's room falls, and in comes a woman (a child, really) with a large, black squid-looking thing on her back. You back away, pressing your back against the wall. You breath deeply, holding your hands up.

"Please, listen to reason. You don't want to kill me."

"Give me a reason, human." It spat, speaking through the woman. You know she's long gone, her eyes are dead and dull. No life whatsoever.

You sputter, trying to come up with a reason when you see the Doctor silently creep behind the Dalek.

"Because she's my human, and I think your kind may remember what happened the last time you messed with a companion of mine. And they weren't as important as she, so I do suggest you leave her be."

Your eyes go wide, watching as he rants to the Dalek. It shakes the head of the woman, huffing a garbled laugh.

"Fine, I won't kill your precious human." It speaks, turning around to face the Doctor. "I'll kill you, once and for all!" It lunges at the Doctor, and you let out a scared cry. They struggle, falling to the floor. You search for something to help, and your eyes fall on the wood carving next to the bed. You hadn't noticed it before — a wooden knife, sharp despite being wood. You grab it by the hilt, waiting for an opportunity to help the Doctor. They wrestle around, Eleven tries not to hurt the woman, but she was dead before they started fighting. The Dalek grabs hold of the Doctor's hair, ripping him backwards, banging his head against the floor. It leans in and talks in a low voice. "And then after I kill you, I'll kill her too." It laughs, and the Dalek on the woman's back is face up.

You lunge towards it, stabbing at the Dalek. It spurts black, but it didn't make much of an impact. It just stands up, forcing the woman's face into a scowl. "Stupid human. Your Doctor tried to protect you, and you do this. Now you both shall die." The woman's face comforts into an evil grin, advancing. It rips the wooden knife from your hand, forcing you against the wall once more.

The Doctor scrambles up, reacting late, and fumbling with something in his jacket. He pulls something small and round out, still trying to get it to start. You're not sure what it is, but all you can focus on right now is the Dalek, who's getting closer and closer to you. The woman's nose touches your cheek, and you feel no breath hitting your cheek, making you want to sob once again. The woman is a walking zombie, dead, but body being used. The Dalek rakes her fingers down your face, and you feel the partially blunt carving pressing into your right side.

The Doctor runs at the Dalek, screaming something unintelligible to you. You double over, throbbing pain focused in your stomach, something ripping out. Then everything goes fuzzy. Your vision is impaired, only seeing a blur of the Doctor's tweed jacket coming off, and him leaning over you, mumbling something. You blink, trying to keep your eyes open. He grabs your hand, pressing hard on your stomach, and you start coughing, something warm and wet hitting your lips. It's metallic tasting. You keep your hand on your stomach despite the throbbing. You can't hear anything but his voice. It's too loud, even though you can't quite make out what he's saying. Two more people, a blur of red hair and a blur of brown hair. Amy and Rory.

Your hair, wet from sweat, is brushed from your face. You groan, and it burns your throat. This is taking hours, you've been laying here in pain for what feels like forever. You wince as someone's hands slide under you, picking you up quickly. It's Eleven.

"I'm getting blood on your jacket." You whimper, feeling too weak to do anything else. He's running, and you see the blurs of green from trees, and red from fire, and black from smoke all swirling together.

"It's alright, Darling. It's okay." It sounds like he's speaking underwater, voice muffled and barely decipherable.

He's still running, glancing down at you. You hear a boom as you enter a temperature regulated room — TARDIS, you're grateful for her.

---

You wake up in a daze with a pounding headache. The dim light coming from the lamp in the corner of the room — not yours — hurts your eyes. You sit up, hissing in pain when a sharp feeling runs up and down the right side of your body. Tears prick your eyes and you blink them back, taking shallow breaths. Then you realize that you aren't in the same clothes you were in when you arrived in Scotland, in 1207 AD. That they aren't even yours. It's a plain, a too big t-shirt that fell to your mid thighs. You squint your eyes to look at the bedside table — a carved heart. You inhale sharply, it all comes rushing back to you.

The Daleks. Eleven saving you. Stabbing the Dalek. Getting stabbed. Eleven saving you again. Waking up here.

My human.

Because she's my human.

You squeeze your eyes shut, calling out to TARDIS. "TARDIS, honey, where's Eleven?" Your voice is raspy.

She whirs in response, you're sure the Doctor understood it and is coming running. You can't help but wonder whose room this is. You've never seen it, and it doesn't look very lived in, but it sure is cozy. It's comforting, familiar for some reason.

The door bursts' open, hitting the wall. You wince, turning away from the light that shines through it. "Ow," you groan, drawing out the word.

"Y/n," the Doctor shuts the door quietly. He takes a deep breath before turning back around. He's been crying, you think, his eyes are puffy, and red. It's a reasonable assumption.

"Eleven," you groan as you stand up. You're wearing shorts now and you hope that it was Amy that got you dressed, it would kill you if it had been Rory or the Doctor.

"Eleven what's wrong?" You wrap your arms around his middle, laying your head against his chest. He rests his head against yours, hand coming up to cup the back of your head, the other hovering over your back.

"You- you almost died. Y/n, you can't do that." He sounds angry, but he's so calm and it's kind of freaking you out.

"But I'm alive. I didn't die, and I was helping you. So it doesn't matter." You shake your head slightly, shrugging, but grimace when it pulls at your side.

"Are you hurting? Lie down, God, what's wrong with you humans? Always risking your life. Bunch of martyrs, you lot." He mumbles to himself after telling you to lie down. He leads you to the bed, pulling back the blankets for you. You comply, but scoot over. You pat the bed next to you, and look at him with pleading eyes. He huffs, but smiles nonetheless as he sits next to you, back against the headboard.

"Whose bedroom is this?" You wonder aloud, scooting over to lay your head on his shoulder.

"Mine." Your eyes go wide, and you hope he can't feel your face heat up.

"Oh."

"You just," he stumbles over his words, looking at you. "You shouldn't have done that. Why would you do that? You could have gotten yourself killed! Then what would I have done?? I would have lost the only woman I- I would have lost my best friend. You're my best friend. Why would you endanger yourself like that? Y/n, you've been in a comatose state for nearly two weeks." He rants, angry again. He moves away from you to face you now. His eyes well up with tears, and he can't help but run his fingers lightly over your cheek, trailing down to the collar of your shirt. "You look beautiful in my shirt." Your face burns as his fingers brush over your collarbone.

"I'm absolutely furious at you, still." He laughs, but it turns into a choked sob. He's just relieved that you're okay. "God," he closes his eyes, and lets his forehead fall into the crook of your neck. "Y/n, why would you do that?"

Because I love you. Because I couldn't let a Dalek, of all things, kill you. Because I love you. Because I couldn't live with myself if I ran. Because I love you.

"You're my best friend." The Doctor huffed a hurt laugh, blinking against your neck.

"You forget I have the ability to look in your mind — to know what it is you're thinking." He says sadly, pulling you to him. You're knees are interlocking, one between his legs and the other on the outside.

Fuck off. Don't fucking mock me.

He shook his head, "You were reckless." He changes the subject with a sad look to the side. His hands drop from your face, and he stands up, clearing his throat. "You- You won't do that again. Next time we go anywhere like that you- you will- Uhm, you'll stay with TARDIS." He nodded, fixing his bow tie, shoving his hands in his pockets. He leaves the room, leaving you a distraught, hurting mess.

You run your hand over your face, sobbing silently. "God," you sigh, "What the hell just happened?" You wipe the tears from your cheeks, taking a deep breath.

Just, please, if you hear me. Please listen. Come back, please come back. Please, please, please. Jesus, I need you to come back, Eleven. Please, Doctor, come back.

I love you. I love you so much, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being stubborn, I'm sorry for risking my life. Please come back, Eleven. Would you please come back?

You silently beg for him to come back, to come back so you can make things right. You talk to him, in your head, until your head hurts. Until you've cried so much —begging him to come back, to talk to you, to kiss you — that your eyes hurt, until they've got bags under them that will last for days, until the corners of your eyes are rubbed raw from wiping them. Your heart aches for him, all you want to do is apologize, apologize for being reckless, for being so harsh on him, apologize for not telling him earlier.

Please, Doctor. Come back to me.

You roll over, facing the table. The throbbing pain on your right side had now slowed to a dull ache, the pain in your heart too much of a distraction. Your eyes fall to focus on the carved, wooden heart on the bedside table. You reach out and grab it, it doesn't look like the one from the hut. It's smoother, sanded down. You run your fingers over it, and find notches in the back. You turn it over in your hands, eyes widening when you read what it says. It's in his scraggly, loopy, endearingly him handwriting.

For my best friend, Y/n. Don't ever endanger yourself like that again. It would simply be too much for me to bear if I were to lose you.

♡ Eleven

Your heart stops. It weighs down on your chest like a rock, it's become a lead weight in your chest. Eleven what just happened? What does the heart mean? Why would you sign it like that?

You clutch the heart in your hands, laying down to finally sleep. You snuggle into his blankets, pressing you nose into his pillows. You know why it was familiar. It's him. It smells like him. Doctor, I love you so much.

---

You wake up to the door creaking open. Odd. Normally the Doctor comes bounding into your room, yelling for you. Or he carries you out to the consol, still half asleep, dropping you on one of the empty spots until you insist on brushing your teeth and changing out of shorts.

You squint, rolling over to see Any standing in the doorway, but the Doctor is already here — sleeping, curled up, in the arm chair across from the bed. You still have the heart in your hand, half of the words imprinted on your palm, along with the heart, and his name next to it. You look up at Amy, and she ushers you of the room. You walk as quick ad possible put of the room, and Amy shuts the door behind you.

"What the hell happened between the two of you? He's been shut up in his library since he left, and TARDIS wouldn't let us in." She questions, a concerned look in her eyes.

"I just-" you sigh, "It's a long story." You drop your head, looking at your bare toes, as if they're the most interesting things in the world — half painted, you remember when you showed the Doctor, and he just about lost it.

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TWO WEEKS AGO, TARDIS

You half-skip out into the main control, careful not to smudge the rich, dark green paint of your toes. "Doctor!" He turns around, hands still on the controls.

You stick your foot out, wiggling your toes. "Isn't it a pretty color?" You smile, you just bought the color two days ago, on a trip to Greece. You'd been wanting to go there, and the Doctor finally complied.

"Dear God! What is that on your foot?" He scrambled for his screwdriver while you stood there, an amused look on your face. It sounded a flat noise, and the Doctor hit it against his palm a few times.

"It's just nail polish, it's not an alien. I thought you were, like, thousands of years old." You say with a laugh, a slight smirk evident on your face.

"At this point, I've completely lost track." He physically relaxes, inspecting the color further. "I think it suits you wonderfully, though I do believe that's true for any color. Which, by the way, I can see twelve more of." He reminds you smugly, a posh smile on his face. You've had this conversation (about him seeing exactly twelve more colors than you) many, many times.

You just snort, rolling your eyes playfully with a smile on your face.

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PRESENT DAY, TARDIS

"Well we've got all the time in the world, now don't we?" She questions, eyebrows raised. A crash comes from inside the room, and you both look at the door, where a disheveled Doctor stands, hair sticking out in all directions.

"I woke up and you were gone." He has his hand on his chest, relieved. "I thought you left." His eyes are wide and slightly bloodshot, like after crying, or when you don't sleep for nearly a week, though of course that's different for him.

"Why would I leave?" You ask bluntly, not letting him hone in on what you're truly feeling — sadness and regret. Regret for not telling him earlier, for pushing him away.

"I-" He stutters wordless noise out, and Amy looks between the two of you.

"I'm going to leave you to whatever it is you're doing." She backs up before rounding a corner, after that you hear her feet pounding against the floor as she sprints off, yelling for Rory.

"I didn't know if you still wanted to be here or not." He admits, looking sheepishly at the floor.

"Again, why wouldn't I want to be here?" It's a stiff interaction, awkwardness clings to the tension between you and your Doctor.

He doesn't say anything, but you understand almost immediately. His companions have left of their own free will before, they got bored. They didn't want the excitement. They wanted a family.

"Doctor, I wouldn't leave you just because of an argument. Not even if you forbade me from leaving TARDIS," you raised your eyebrows, letting little emotion seep into your voice. You know that if you were to, then you would end up crying again. And you're already dehydrated and emotionally exhausted.

"Promise?" He avoids looking at you, instead opting for anything in your immediate vicinity.

"Of course." You should know I would never leave you, and you know why. You think sadly, for once wanting him to read your thoughts, and you look at the floor.

"Okay, right," he says, nodding. He goes to leave, but hesitates, turning back to you. He opens his mouth as if to say something, hand half reaching out to you. "I- Y/n, can I please talk to you?"

"Is that not what you're doing?" Tears fill your eyes and blur your vision, face warm and now wet with tears that keep coming.

"Y/n that's not what I meant, please?" He opens his door, hand outstretched and reaching for you.

You don't take his hand, but you do walk into his room, arms wrapped around you as you look at the ground. He walks in behind you, shutting the door. You didn't notice, you were too busy looking a the ground, but his face dropped when you rejected his hand, and it terrified him even more. But you don't notice any of that, you're focused on avoiding him for as long as possible.

"Y/n, please, look at me." He walks over to you quickly, cupping your cheek in his hand, thumb running over your jaw. He tilts your head up to look at him. "Listen-"

"Don't let me down easy, alright? Tell me you don't feel that way about me and I'll leave. Just don't act like you pity me. Send me away, please. Just don't act like you pity me. Like you don't want to hurt me, because if you do hurt me it'll be that much easier to make myself leave." You don't look at him, but his hand still cups your jaw even as you turn your head.

"What are you talking about? I love you," he says in a quiet voice, and your lips part in shock.

What?

"I love you, Y/n." His hands hold the back of your neck, using his thumbs to make you look at him. "I love you." He stares at you with this intense adoration, like you're the only thing that matters in the universe. In any universe.

"You love me?" You ask in disbelief. You know it isn't logical, but what if he's only saying that as a friendly type of love? What if he's lying, just to get you to stay? God, you love this Doctor so much, but he could be twisted sometimes. He truly just does not want to be left all alone.

"I've always loved you, with both of my hearts." You roll your eyes, fighting back the tears that well up and threaten to spill over.

"I love you too, Eleven." Your hands wind up in his adorable, drive-you-crazy tweed coat, and you pull him down to you, capturing his lips with yours. He smiles into the kiss, hands moving up to tangle in your hair. You stand on your toes, wrapping your arms around his neck as his lips move hastily against yours. It isn't one like in the movies — perfect and timed and coordinated. This is one of need, of love, of desperation. It's perfectly imperfect as you pull him closer to you, breaking the kiss.

He's holding you to him, squeezing you as close as possible, hands still in your hair and eyes still closed.

Your forehead is pressed against his, breathing heavy as you hold him tight. You don't want to let go, but you're both hot and emotional.

It's perfect in the most imperfect of ways.

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delibratelydaydreaming-astr0 · 3 months

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You will not believe what happened to me when Venus entered Capricorn…

Venus entered Capricorn today (1/23/24)! Capricorn is in my eleventh house, which has to do with friendships. Venus in this house of mine could create new relationships here. And it did!

My brother messaged me today, “These 2 random girls came in my store and i said they reminded me of you so i gave them your instagram hope thats ok 😭”. Later that day the one messaged me asking if we could be friends! Astrology is amazing.

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cinnamonnangel · 10 months

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ASTRO 101 - THE HOUSES (PART II)

SEVENTH HOUSE - I BALANCE

(The Seventh House is ruled by Libra and Venus.)

House of marriage, personality and character of our partner, partner’s job

Civil partnership, bilateral relations, long and committed relationship, close friends, closely associated with, opposite side, associations, union, consultancy

Terms of relationship and behavior

Joint ventures, hostilities, adversary, rivals, competition

Traits we feel lacking in ourselves, the parts of us that are in us but have not been revealed and that we have difficulty in accepting

Lower back, skin, external sexual organs, bladder, ovaries, blood

International relations, military or civil wars, treatises, arbitrators, illegal criminals, marriage and divorce rates, foreign trade, public relations

EIGHTH HOUSE - I DESIRE

(The Eighth House is ruled by Scorpio, Mars and Pluto.)

House of death - natural or unnatural, accident, suicide, fire, drowning, diseases, corruption, crises, surgery

Sex, sexuality, erotism, desire, fantasies, fetishes, sexual life

Alteration and transformations, sharing

Heritage, money that comes to us beyond of our control, money that comes to us from others, inheritance from husband

Tax, alimony, debt, heritage, loan, lottery, gambling

Robbery, fighting, theft, slaughter, butchers, coroners, harassment, rape

The fears, privacy, feel rage towards, abomination

Psychology, occultism, parapsychology, subconscious, spiritual psychology

Genitals, groin area, colon, sex organs, gall bladder, rectum, urogenital system

International debts, international financial agreements, charges, stock certificates, interest rates, foreign exchanges, credits, fuses, mortgages, pension funds, legacies, mortality, life-critical, suicide

Surgery, morgue, surgeons, laboratories, nuclear forces, sewage, organized crimes, terrorists, detective, demimonde, arms, underground sources, cabalistic subjects

NINTH HOUSE - I ASPIRE

(The Ninth House is ruled by Sagittarius and Jupiter.)

House of wisdom, mastership, higher education, academic trainings

Cults and thoughts, abstract reasoning, moral evidence, philosophizing, religious cult, reflection, abstract thoughts

The house where we deepen the information we get from the 3rd house

Distant relatives

Society's mindset, social law rules, social and moral rules, harmony with society

Expedition, long trips, distant travels, foreign countries, foreigners, exterior, crew, communication instruments, media, broadcast

Hips, thighs, sciatic nerves, lower spine, liver, autonomic nervous system

Foreign relations and trade, courts, laws, judges, minorities, companies, advertising portfolios, religion and clergy, the country's philosophical and religious tendencies, migrations, long-distance communications, fast-moving news, broadcasting, popular culture, foreigners

Universities, airlines and transport, maritime transport, ministry of foreign affairs, flight attendants

TENTH HOUSE - I USE

(The Tenth House is ruled by Capricorn and Saturn.)

House of profession, honor, social status, public esteem, dignity, business, character, reputation and career

Glory, name, fame, recognition, way of life, purpose and power

Social roles, status in society, the part of society that sees us, social identity, prestige and title

Marital status, our partner's family, parents, father, authoritarian leaders

Skin, hair, knees, teeth, bones, joints, skeletal system, reputation

Government, the state's reputation by foreign countries, heads of state, powers, executives, leaders, celebrities, notable personages, public figures, uplands

ELEVENTH HOUSE - I KNOW

(The Eleventh House is ruled by Aquarius, Saturn and Uranus.)

House of friends, groups, associations, endowments, a circle of friends, people around us, hives, social environments and organizations

Goals, future plans, hopes, goals of life, wishes, happy news, wealth, fortune, expectations from life and dreams

Income from career, colleagues, international friendships, audiences we offer ideas, incoming wealth, gains, profits, writings

Social media, mass media and virtual communities

Endowments associations, politics, parties, establishment, the masses

Lower leg, calves, ankles, electrical impulsive of the nerves, circulatory system, elimination

Allied countries, social institutions and administrations, legislative changes, national mobilizations, revolts, revolutions, organizations, erosions

TWELFTH HOUSE - I BELIEVE

(The Twelfth House is ruled by Pisces, Jupiter and Neptune.)

House of tribulations, secret matters, troubles, subconscious, covert and covered topics, privacy, loneliness, ermitage, place of isolation

Thoughts, anxieties, and fears underlying repressed consciousness, spiritual life

The things we hide from others and are afraid to tell, our shadow sides, psychological problems

Karmic transmissions, burdens and problems we brought from the past

Secret enemy, backfriend

What kind of pregnancy our mother had, our condition in the mother’s womb and the emotions transferred to us in the mother’s womb

Fantasies and fetishes

Feet, all bodily fluids, the lymphatic system

Secret enemies, secret organizations, private affairs, spies, psychics, fortune-tellers, wizards, deep and secret affairs, criminals, thefts, assassinations, drugs, addicts, dark business people, unemployment and strikes

Hospitals, prisons, rehabilitation centers, mental hospitals, faith houses, orphanages, clinics, charities, overseas

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pallastrology · 10 months

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how love flows through the houses

first house - in the first house, love flows through us from the first breath. we aren’t always loved by those around us, or by ourselves, but i believe we are at our best when love is in all that we do, and all that we are. the first house rules selfhood; our identity, instincts and reactions, our outward expression. from birth, we naturally seek out attachment and love, and this need never really leaves us, simply changing shape over the years. the first house asks us to be the loving adult we needed as children. to treat ourselves with the love we deserve as humans. it asks us to be ourselves, radically and relentlessly, and not to shrink or hide ourselves from the world. it asks us to be.

second house - the second house is where we find love in our immediate surroundings. it’s how we value ourselves, how we value those around us. the security and comfort we feel in the womb, and later, when we find our true home. it’s feeling safe in our own skin, nourishing and embracing ourselves, letting down an anchor within that we can always return to when times are hard and chaos rules our lives. the love of the second house is found through seeing the inherent worth we have as human beings. it’s love that comes from enough; have enough, feel enough, good enough.

third house - in the third house, love is expressed through curiosity, communication, connections. the questioning eyes of an eager child, the first time you met your childhood best friend, staying up all night to finish a new book. it isn’t a romantic kind of love, but the love that we have for our siblings, our friends, our hometown. there’s a sense of nostalgia to it; it’s pure and sweet and a little silly at times. life can often shame and sweep this type of love away as we get older and have to conform to ever-shifting goalposts. the love of the third house comes from a deep desire to understand, and a keenness to connect with the world - and people - around us. we feel it most when we communicate honestly with ourselves and others, and allow ourselves to be beginners.

fourth house - love in the fourth house feels like sitting under a blanket while a storm blares outside. it’s safety, warmth, a soft, sleepy embrace. it’s the faultless environment of the womb. the fourth house is associated with family, and its love is unconditional, like a family’s should be. we aren’t always blessed with good relatives, but i believe we find our true families throughout life, and that they will love us truly and simply, with no airings attached. we feel the love of the fourth house when we nurture the small, soft parts of ourselves and treat them with the love they missed out on earlier; when we are with our family, whoever they may be; when we are curled up in a corner and everything is okay for now.

fifth house - in the fifth house, it’s easy to see love; it’s all about what we create, what we adore and admire, what we breathe life into. it’s a light, sparkling kind of love, that fills us with a glow and a sense of belonging. it is a love to be shared freely and enthusiastically, to show off a little. when we create a work of art, when we connect with a person for the first time, when we make someone’s day, when we hold a newborn for the first time and see how fragile and beautiful they are, we are embodying the spirit of love in the fifth house. we can honour it by showing ourselves respect, kindness, and pride, by being generous and passionate, by having firsts and by having fun along the way.

sixth house - now we plant our feet back on the ground and find ourselves in the sixth house. love here is much more subtle, but we see it through service; what we do for ourselves, our loved ones, our environment. i would say the theme is devotion, not necessarily in the religious sense, though religion is a divine kind of love in and of itself; but we devote ourselves through selfless, timeless love, and that is exactly the spirit of the sixth house. why do we tend a garden? why do we take in animals? why do we kiss a scraped knee? it all comes from love. when we dedicate ourselves to living at a kinder pace, to taking the time to breathe, to finding the ritualistic in the mundane and to creating a sustainable way of living for ourselves and our loved ones, we are full of love.

seventh house - the seventh house is all about partnership. it’s one of the houses that is almost always associated with love, because it traditionally rules our marriage partner and is ruled by venus and libra. but there’s more to love than marriage, and that’s why i like to say partnership instead. you could say that love is expressed in the seventh house through one-on-one connections; both romantically and otherwise, this is where we love the individuals we journey through life with. it’s all about that red thread that runs between you and them. there’s an intimacy and uniqueness to each relationship here, where you and they are reflected at each other. the love of the seventh house is most clearly felt in those moments when there is nothing else in the world but the two of you.

eighth house - the eighth house is another one that’s often associated with love, though of a less cerebral type than its predecessor. we generally think of the physical here, and that’s not wrong, but perhaps misses an important piece of the puzzle; the eighth house rules shared resources. our bodies are a resource when it comes to love, but really, what we are sharing is trust, vulnerability, the binding of two souls as one. when we meet in the middle with love at the forefront, we give a piece of ourselves, and receive a piece of our lover. we each become the missing piece of the other, transforming ourselves on a level we may or may not feel. love here can be murky, but it runs deep and wild.

ninth house - in the ninth house, we find a subtle, cool love. it isn’t fiery or romantic, but it is ageless and transcendent. the ninth house is all about wisdom, exploration, religion, travel. love here is best felt when we do what we love; when we are learning, growing, moving. stagnation is no good here, and the ninth house shows us we need to be challenged a little in order to become our best selves. it doesn’t mean we need to suffer, but when everything is easy, we stop learning and we stop really living. being honest, explorative, open-minded and passionate is the way to embody this patient, unorthodox kind of love.

tenth house - here, we find love through legacy. what have we built? what have we become? the fire within that helped us grow through our challenges, that helped us find our place and master it, and allowed us to build something worth keeping, is where love resides. it’s that little voice inside that urges us forward when everything is dark. it’s ambition, courage, patience and diligence. we see it in good leaders, in kind parents. love here isn’t always pretty, but it is real. it asks us to create something to leave behind, to pass our love down. it asks us to take control of our destiny and then to relinquish it to our descendants.

eleventh house - in the eleventh house, love is felt and expressed through ideas. the nurturing and sharing of ideas and ideals is what helps us build community; it’s what allows us to better the lives of who and what we love. love is fostered through collaboration, and the eleventh house, ruling friends, community and the widest of our social connections, is all about collaborative effort. i believe that the eleventh house teaches us that love isn’t always easy. it’s work, it involves a lot of slowing down and showing up, a lot of listening, it can be slow and tedious. but love is about wanting to be our best selves, and share our best with the ones we love.

twelfth house - pure, infinite, unconditional love. it's unspoken, untouched, but ever-present. it follows us from the first to the last breath, and wraps itself around us like a silken shroud as we step into the next life. we often don't feel this universal love, not consciously; it's a part of everything. do we feel the oxygen in the air we breathe? well, we feel the lack of it. but here in the twelfth house, there is no lack of love. like its ruling sign of pisces, it’s deep, far beyond our consciousness, and draws from infinite pools of unconditional, true love. we embody it by being vulnerable, kind, and finding the lyricism in the everyday.

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tower-girl-anon · 7 months

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Synastry Question!

Leo Lilith in other's 11H & Virgo Lilith in other's 7H.

How would it play out ?

Thank youu❣️

Hello!! Apologise for the delay!

Leo Lilith and Virgo Lilith compatibility

Both Leo and Virgo are neighbours in the zodiac table, so they are familiar to each other. Both could really like to talk to each other in a dirty, sexy, or rebellious type of way, or just act and be proud to act in that way, but, on the long term, these signs could clash hard. That is because the Leo Lilith person could be too stubborn and prideful while the Virgo Lilith person could end up being too critical or perfectionist when it comes to the things they like or the way they want to act.

Lilith in other's 11th house

This placement is giving me a friend with benefits type of relationship. In the eleventh house, the lilith person helps the house person to be more carefree, rebel, and sexy. Some people could say that both are having an affair or that the Lilith person is making the house person change for the worst due to the dark and rebellious energy of Lilith, but it is just that they are teaching the house person to embrace and let loose that energy. Freedom, friendlyness, and an invigorating need to explore new things could be a theme with this overlay. The downside of this aspect is that there is some casual and fixed energy between the two that could affect their relationship. Especially if someone wants more than the other.

Lilith in other's 7th house

This placement could give an intimate and powerful connection between the two. It would seem as if they are both sexual partners or partners in crime ready to create a mess. The lilith person would be like the rebellious friend of the native. There is friendlyness, support, and hard energy between the two, but it will be more noticeable to the house person. Now, the downside of this placement is that it is the house of open enemies too, so having this overlay could indicate that, if both Lilith and the house person fight, anger, resentment , and violence could appear, creating a nasty energy between the two.

Overall, I think this relationship has a fun, unique, and intense feeling, mixed with friendlyness, acceptance, and camaraderie, helping the relationship to grow freely. The downside is that, between the two different energies of Lilith, there could be problems with communication and ego, which could increase the fights and has the potential to turn sour the intense energy of the relationship.

Hope this resonated. Again, apologise for the delay and hope you have a great week

Tower Girl Anon

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universalstrology · 2 years

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gemini in the houses

gemini in your chart is where there is variety, where you feel most playful and curious, where there is active mental energy and how you share and receive information

1h- you may be constantly changing your look, experimenting with styles. you are constantly changing the way you come off to certain groups of people. the information you have is part of your identity.

2h- the information you have helps you obtain money and possessions. your knowledge is applied in practical ways. you may have a variety of ways you earn money.

3h- you love to talk and share information with others. your mind needs to always be occupied. you multitask often. you love to learn a bit about everything.

4h- your personal life is crafted through your knowledge and you are comfortable with having to sort through lots of information. there may be diverse situations in the home. learning is through your close circle.

5h- you’re charming and have many creative outlets. others are drawn to your ideas and expression. though you are interested in a variety of topics, you are still selective of what they are and who they’re with.

6h- you don’t stick to one routine and are adaptable. you may be a quick and efficient worker. you share and receive information at work/from colleagues. you may be prone to nervousness.

7h- you’re attracted to others who are intellectual and multi-talented. you may be more of a big-picture person. you don’t have a specific type in people and prefer lighthearted and playful relationships.

8h- you may have difficulty dealing with superficial and surface-level topics and conversations. transformations through life are dealt with lightly- you might not even notice until the transformation is over. emotional topics are only confronted after they have been processed free from emotion.

9h- you love to keep learning and are a quick learner. you’re always intrigued by the new and foreign. you’re logical with your beliefs. you connect with those from other cultures and share and receive information from them.

10h- you may be bored by one career and have a wide range of interests. you’re gain a lot of knowledge through work. you may enjoy writing. you might network easily.

11h- you have a wide variety of friends and belong in many communities. you might be interested in psychology/why people are acting a certain way. you enjoy social interaction to help stimulate the mind and through these people you gain information.

12h- it may be difficult to share your thoughts cohesively to others. you may prefer working by yourself. knowledge is gained through reflection and periods of isolation. you want to use your information to help others.

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chrisadew · 24 days

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Bryson Tiller: Sag rising, Cap Sun, Aries Moon

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kozmekthrob · 1 year

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Tips To Improve Saturn In Eleventh House

1. Take your time when it comes to making decisions in matters related to the eleventh House. Saturn often requires some time to pass before it can be sure of the right decision.

2. Find a creative way to use the rules and limitations of Saturn in order to find a balance between security and freedom.

3. Be aware of your urgent need to grow and become independent. Saturn's placement in the eleventh House is often a sign of having to learn to trust oneself.

4. Create a system of contacts, whether it be virtual or physical, that is reliable and consistent. This will help you grow and develop faith in yourself and your contacts.

5. Work on developing patience, such as giving yourself at least a few moments before replying to any problem. This will help you think things through more thoroughly.

The best way to improve Saturn in the eleventh house is to focus on the traits associated with this placement. Saturn in the eleventh house can bring positive and negative traits, such as a sense of responsibility, practicality and caution, yet also a fear of abandonment and a pessimistic outlook. To improve this placement, focus on the practical qualities that this house brings. Create and stick to achievable goals, organize activities and plans for the future, and remember that planning and organization can help you achieve your goals in the long run.

In addition, try to counter the fearful qualities that this placement can bring, by opening yourself up to others, taking risks, and investing time in meaningful relationships. Focus on self-care and developing positive routines, as well as positive thought patterns and self-talk. Finally, take time out to relax, and make sure that your life includes activities and hobbies that you enjoy.

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imagineastrology · 2 years

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Moon in the 11th House

• Has many hidden wishes.

• Emotional response to the world = social circle. Likes to be in groups.

• Sign will give the tone to how you go about this ^

• Gains throigh the mother. Have your mother involved in deals, sign certain deals, use mum's name.

• When with friends, you are the personification of the moon. E.g. sensitive, comforting, accomodating yet moods change like the wind.

• May have been involved in a large social group in a past life, resulting in the native being comfortable and successful in social groups.

• They are observant. Even if they act like they don't know their own name, they know what's going on in their immediate environment lol

• Dreams and hopes are extremely precious and life-saving to an 11th House Moon. Go to them if you want help with ya vision board.

• Mother was a powerful person. Their mothers are seen as someone who knew their darkness and how to use it to their advantage (and for others)

• Needs friends and friendly connection for their emotional wellbeing.

• May fluctuate between their head and heart when it comes to their dreams.

• Altruistic.

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plutosmainhoe · 3 days

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Camila Reinherz - Part XI

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11H Libra

The Eleventh house represents friendships, community, hopes and desires, and associations.

This is where we come to when we look at what a native wants to achieve in the grand scheme of life. Under Libra, Camila will have a focus of bring injustices forward across her community, friendships and international access.

Her beliefs and morals will go hand in hand with acieving global needs; it's a great dynamic. Traditionally, the eleventh house is ruled by Aquarius, a sign known to demand change, rebellion and unity acroos the world. Libra, can emphasise this, being able to see both sides of the coin, as well as a publicl advocator for human rights.

Although, challenges arise when trying to balance fairness across conflicts within diverse perspectives and interests within a group. An over focus on peace and fairness might lead Camila to being indecisive or hesitnt to take decisive action when necessary.

Another problem lies in loss of personal identity, when in the pursuit of collective objectives. The focus on group dynamics or community associations may eclipse Camila's focus on her personal goals and achievements.

Linking herself to a collective on a constant basis might set Camila back, even if she isn't intending it. Mila will need to learn to blance her self needs and community needs, in order to be successful in her endeavour for peace and fairness.

Where is Venus?

Venus is in the 7H. Why do we need to know this?

Each house has a Lord, depending the sign that is over the house. It doesn't matter if there are any planets within the house, the house Lord essentially communicates from the house they are in and brings energy across from their house.

Therefore, Mx Love bug Venus is the Lord of the eleventh, as it is the ruler of Libra, however is place in the seventh house. So what does this mean?

The eleventh house handles friendships, connections, idealism and relationship to the collective, and Venus the planet of love and relationships sits within the seventh house of relationships, both personal and business alike.

While not under its preferred sign, Venus sits very happy under the seventh house and will find it easy to communicate to Libra, albeit the nervous Gemini energy doesn't disrupt this flow.

Venus loves this.

Let's break this down; Over in the seventh house of relationships (intimate/professional), Venus is placed under Gemini, however the house is ruled by Taurus, it's second preferred sign. Libra, Venus's other preferred sign, is on the eleventh house cusp, the house of friendships and community.

Camila is going to love networking and increasing her social circle. She will likely have a large friendship circle that will be interchangable, as Pluto demands transformation and sacrifice.

Her friendships will likely include those who share the same goals and aspirations, interests and hobbies, allowing Camila to grow in her community. Libra is charming and charismatic, in the community she will likely be seen as leader and Venus will greatly aid this.

If Pluto and Venus are aspecting, then this will get super interesting.

Placements

11H Libra Pluto

Pluto is the dwarf planet of destruction (death), transformations, and rebirth (renewal)

Being a generational dwarf planet, the characteristics of the overhead sign is seen in many people, as Pluto can take 10-20 years to transit through a sign. The degree, house placement and aspects is what you should be looking for in terms of a personal scale, while using the corresponding natal sign to direct you.

With this placement, I would expect Camila to be popular. As Pluto is ruled by Scorpio (Modern, Western Astrology), the magnetising aura it traditionally brings would still have minimal effect under Libra, which could go one of two ways;

1: Camila's aura is charming yet intmidating, gravitating people towards her.

2: Camila's aura is charming but too intmidating, pushing people away.

I am inclined to say it will go the first way, as Libra, being ruled by Venus, means Camila will be very charismatic and knowledgable, and this will be seen by her peers and community.

Pluto is about making change, transforming something for the better and discarding the old for a new, progressed way of living.

Yet, much like what was mentioned earlier with Libra over the eleventh, with Pluto in the eleventh, the focus on group dynamics or community associations may eclipse Camila's focus on her personal goals and achievements.

This placement of Pluto suggests that the native is here to influence societal changes and promote a better world. Camila needs to be active in her community and be and advocate for what her community needs, but balance this with her personal goals and attributes.

However, Camila might struggle to let go of old patterns, traditions or fears. Pluto is encouraging Camila to do away with this behaviour to allow for liberation and change, although the process can be intimidating. The more Mila is willing to face her fears and let go, the smoother her transformation journey will be.

Pluto at 20°

The twentieth degree is a Scorpio degree.

This means, Pluto is influenced by Libra/Venus (Placement), Scorpio (Chart Ruler) and Scorpio (Degree).

Pluto, is loving this Scorpio energy.

The Scorpio aura will definitely be added to Camila's life (helps when it's her ascendant), she will likely gravitate many people to her, wanting to establish friendships and connections.

Venus loves this ↑, because it is providing energy from it's natural position in the seventh house, allowing Camila to grow her netiworks seemlessly. Camila will likely be a very popular little bee, that just wants the best for everyone.

This will likely be in a community setting (or international, depending 9H placements/aspects), although Scorpio brings the extra edge Pluto Libra needs in decision making and adcovacy.

Although Scorpio is the ruler of Pluto, that doesn't mean all is swell. Scorpio brings jealousy and possessiveness, Camila might find herself in seas of envy if her advocacy and protesting isn't as succesful as another's.

Even harder, Mila might be subject to jealousy and obsessiveness in her community, bringing in whatt we mentioned earlier about Camila facing her fears. Mila might need to let go of her grudges to progress forward in her societal endeavours, otherwise they will hold her back from making any real, positive change in the world.

Pluto in Retrograde (Rx)

We finally come to our last retrograde planet, going through four already (big yikes).

When a planet enters retrograde, its energies are expressed inwardly rather than outwardly.

Now, Pluto is a generational planet and is usually in retrograde for about six months, so this applies to many people.

During a Pluto Retrograde transit, Camila is likely to feel that people are trying to bring her down. When in transit while in retrograde is most likely when natives will feel the effect, which will bring dead ends and fresh starts.

This can mean things that Camila holds on to most suddenly disappear, or she will be forced to let them go. This goes hand in hand with the Karma Pluto provides; If you haven't made amends for your wrongdoings, Pluto retrograde will make you feel the payback, hardcore.

After payback from Pluto, you usually force yourself to make change. Therefore, after a Pluto Karma attack, it is likely Mila will decide to change something within herself and assess her firendships and community around her.

As this effects her friendships, aspirations and community, Camila might find herself changing her societal groups or her inner beliefs and morals, each retrograde cycle. It is a brutal transformation cycle, but getting rid of the old for the new is what will progress Camila in her desires to achieving societal peace and fairness, as she will need to have the right network to support her.

Pluto in retrograde was actually very easy to write, as the canon HP character I am basing Mila's story off has Pluto Retrograde in Libra as well, just in the first house. Having already written theirs, copy and paste works wonders.

We move on to the very last house, the twelfth house of the devine, intuition and the subconcious mind 🌌

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astrognossienne · 1 year

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Uranus, the planetary ruler of Aquarius, is reflective of the need for freedom. This need is embodied in the 11th house. The 11th house is where you receive love and the 5th house, the opposite, is where you give it. Also, the 5th house is where you take risks; the 11th indicates circumstances over which you have little to no control.

#eleventh house #11thh house #aquarius #uranus #astrology #houses #mine

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fanyyy444 · 4 months

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Someone help me please🥺👉🏻👈🏻

I'll just tell the things because idk how to start this😭😭😭😭

Sooo, pisces sun + sun in 10th house MC + 9°29' degrees. Aquarius uranus + 10th house MC + 14°17' degrees. I'm not sure if 11th house also talks about fame but here I go. Pisces mercury + 11th house + 27°08' degrees. Aries venus + 11th house + 8°13' degrees. Aries jupiter + 11th house + 3°31' degrees. I have 3 planets in Aries so it's a stellium right? Saturn is in the 12th house tho, not 11th, but I still have a Aries + 11th house stellium right?

I'm interested in the career meanings of these placements or idk how should I call them but I think placements is the correct way.

Anyone with a kind heart could help me understand it please??😭😭💗

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savagebeautyqueen · 2 years

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If you are strongly Aquarian then you are always outside the group, but fated to supply it in some way, with what it needs.

#Aquarius #aquarius sun #astrology stuff #astro community #astro observations #astro notes #eleventh house #astro thoughts #deep thoughts

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tower-girl-anon · 1 year

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SOLAR ECLIPSE IN ARIES: how will this eclipse affect you.

As many of you know, today there is a solar eclipse in the fiery sign of Aries; the sign that, in the zodiac system, is the one who starts all the chain, all the process. Aries is the sign in which the Spring season starts, bringing with his warm the birth of new fruits, new life, and a new cycle. It grants the first push of energy to make everything move forward, along with, if it's not carefully dealed with or controled, fight, anger, destruction or exhaustion, so having the effect of the Sun in Aries being eclipsed by the Moon today means that this transit of the Sun under this sign will affect us more for a few days. How it will affect us will depend on the house that the sign of Aries falls in our natal chart, so, in this post, I will do a casual analysis of the possible effects that this Solar Eclipse in Aries will have in our lives.

As always, take this post with a grain of salt, and don't copy this post without giving credits to the rightful owner.

And now...enjoy!

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your first house: the effect of the Solar Eclipse will be strong for those who will experience this energy in the first house. Having this eclipse directly in the Ascendant could mean that either these days you will experience a boost in your energie field or a boost in your confidence that could allow you to take more actions in different areas of your life. Maybe to do more exercise, to try new things with your body, or anything, really. The downside could be that you will feel downloaded with your energies during these days.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your second house: this Solar Eclipse would affect your finances, businesses or property. It doesn't matter if it is good news or bad news, this eclipse could deeply affect this areas of your life, affecting, in the end your self-value too. For example, if you are looking for a job or want a promotion or to invest in some business, then you could expect some good news in relation to this. The downside of this is that there could be some loss of opportunities or money.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your third house: this eclipse could affect your voice, your relationship with your siblings, your schoolar progress or, even, some travelling plans. It seems like, in this eclipse, you will feel more confident to speak your mind or to have a renewed exchange with your siblings, or to keep going with your studies, or to go somewhere. The downside is, depending on the aspects and such, is that it could create an exhausting or difficult time for you in relation to these themes. Loss of voice, exhausting energy from the school work (maybe bad grades for some), or problems to travel could be some of the issues it could bring.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your fourth house: those who will experience the Solar Eclipse in the fourth house could find that, prior and after this event, that you are more emotional that normal, that your reactions are more emotionally based than normal or that you either want to spend more time alone to connect with yourself or to spend more time with your family. During these days you could find yourself more sensible to the energies around you, so be careful and find a few moments alone to recharge yourself. Because this eclipse could make you feel drown emotionally.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your fifth house: you may find, during these days, that there either way more energy to spend time doing the things that make you happy such as your hobbies or have fun. Maybe a new romantic interest could appear for some. But, for others, this solar eclipse could "block" your creative energy or your energy to go out and have fun. If some of you have a romantic relationship, then this period could either increase your romantic side or totally block it. Problems with concieving or an opportunity to concieve a child could be present in this eclipse too.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your sixth house: for those who experience this eclipse in the house of work and health, you may find yourself during these days either mentally or physically exhausted, or the opposite. You may find yourself with more drive to take care of your daily chores, your work, and your health. Along with that, maybe there is going to be enough energy to try to do charity or try to help other people too, in the case that this eclipse brings more nergy into your system. If not, you could find more struggles during these days.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your seventh house: for those who have Aries in the seventh house, having this eclipse event in the house of relationship could indicate a potential period of socialization, meeting new people, creating new relationship or, if it contacts negative planets, it could signal a period of fights, endings of frienships or relationships. You could also find out during this time on who is truly your friend and who is your enemy. A treason or falling due to someone elses bad intention towards you could be possible.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your eighth house: if this eclipse in Aries occurs in your natal eight house, then it is an indication of a powerful moment in your life; a moment that may involve change and that it can relate to finances (especially in relation to inheritance), to personal transformation, and maybe even death. At it's best, this eclipse could bring you a chance to explore deepest part of themselves that may involve some "taboo" topics such as sex and such. At it's worst, you could experience loss (monetarial or the loss of a friend/relative), a dark night of the soul or a possible accident.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your ninth house: if this eclipse occurs in your ninth house, then these few days prior, during, and after this eclipse could bring you more energy to focus in your studies or to apply to a new course of study, along with the interest to explore new ideas, new philosophies, and to travel. If this eclipse makes contact to negative planets, then it will signal a period of struggles to keep up with your studies, delays, cancelations or difficulties to travel.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your tenth house: a huge change in your work place could take place thanks to the influence of this eclipse in Aries. Now, the changes can be good or bad depending on other aspects, planets, and such, but, at it's best, it could increase your financies, give you a promotion/recognition or a triumph into achieving your goals with your chosen profession. The downside could be that this time your work could require more hard-work from you due to possible setbacks or problems, causing you to spend more time working overtime (maybe) and to exhaust yourself.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your eleventh house: having the eclipse inside your eleventh house, it means that this astrological ocurrence will make a huge impact in your social life, being it through the internet or through physical encounters with your friends. Having the eclipse here means that there is going to be some changes, actions, or more energy in general when it comes to dealing with others. Maybe you will find that you have more enthusiasm to go out and socialize, or maybe to try new things. Explore new social activities or places. The downside could be that, just like the seventh, maybe you will put aside or will end some connections in order toe xplore something new.

If the Solar Eclipse in Aries falls in your twelfth house: having this eclipse in the twelfth house means that you will either recieve some spiritual guidence, prophetic dreams, or your subconscious and intitive side will experiment a huge shake with this astrological occurence. You could feel more in tune with your intuitive side. Now, the downside of having the energy of the eclipse affecting your subconcious is that you may feel spiritually exhausted by the ammount of download of energy without knowing why, along with the possibility that some of the information recieved could not be something good or something that you want to know about. Sleepless nights, nightmares or not feeling rested enough despite the hours of sleep could be a topic with this group.

This is all that I have for you, hope it resonates and send you good vibes to deal with this new eclipse in Aries!!

Tower Girl Anon

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