[‹ @divilyn ›] yuta's such a closeted perv whenever he’s asked what his type is he stumbles over his words and nobody takes him seriously. it works out for him though, you dont suspect him to be the reason your bras and underwear keep disappearing or why he acts so differently around you than the others. you just think he’s sweet and is just shy, you have no idea he’s constantly thinking of filthy thoughts that all include cute little you
HE'S SO NASTY! [‹ kickoff request event ›]
[‹ WITH ›] pervy best friend!yuuta!
[‹ MATURE CONTENT WARNINGS ›]
fem!reader, college au, mentions of masturbation, yuuta lets you borrow his t-shirt then fucks you in it, he asks for consent, tongue sucking, praise
yuuta thinks he's about to break one of these days.
he's not sure how much more he can take - he knows that he shouldn't think about you in such a dirty way, but he can't help it! every time you bend over to pick something up and your panties peek out from under your skirt, or when you lean across the table to help him with his studying and your tits spill out over the top of your shirt, he just can't help how hard he gets at the sight.
there have been far too many close calls - moments where your arm brushes up against him, or you look up at him with those meek little eyes of yours, and he has to practically sprint to the bathroom to jerk off while the memories of those experiences are still fresh in his head.
one day yuuta thinks he finally can't take it anymore - especially not with how cute you look wearing one of his big t-shirts during one of your weekly movie nights, which he begrudgingly gave you after you practically begged out whines of "but yours are just so much more comfortable than mine are!"
his cock eagerly pokes up in his sweatpants as you nuzzle onto him, the loose fabric of his shirt hugging along your curves so darlingly. it's when you innocently drape your thigh over his lap that the dam inside of him breaks, his hands moving unconsciously to cage you under his frame.
"y-yuuta?" you mutter with wide eyes, taken aback as the pieces of the puzzle slowly but surely take their place on the board. one glance down at his hips and it all comes together - his thick bulge presses through the gray fabric, and you can't help the jolt of heat flitting down your spine at the sheer size. "oh..."
"fuck, i've seriously wanted you for so long," yuuta coos against your lips, one hand cradling your pretty face as his fingers shake at the titillating thought of just ruining you. it was in the palm of his hand, and he knew that once you said 'yes', he wasn't gonna be able to hold back. "if it's okay..."
"y-yeah," you respond, keening into his touch as a hot flush pervades across your skin. all in one moment, yuuta's soft touches tap into something filthier - his hands drag over your body as if he were trying to memorize every inch, lips wet with saliva as they move fervently on yours.
your every soft whine and sigh on his skin makes him so ridiculously hard, and it doesn't take long until he's got his big shirt yanked up above your chest as his cock slips inside of your pussy. both of you gasp into each others mouths as he bottoms out, his tongue sliding into your mouth as he ruts his hips like a man possessed.
"so pretty like this for me," yuuta mutters against your drooling mouth, your moans and whimpers boggling in his ears as his cock presses up into the hilt of your pussy with each rocking thrust. the room spins as time passes by in slow motion, pleasure flooding in his body like a surging wave. "shit- can't take much more, you feel so good..."
yuuta's muscles shudder as his hips smack into yours brashly, his orgasm twitching in his cock from the sheer filthiness of this dream-come-reality. he's gasping and moaning out babbles of 'gonna cum, gonna cum for you', hand dragging along his cock as you suck eagerly on his tongue. grunts tumble out from his mouth, ropes of cum shooting white onto your chest and painting his shirt that you borrowed.
once he comes down from the euphoria, it's like a flip switches and he's back to normal - coddling you and promising to give you a new t-shirt of his that doesn't have cum and sweat all over it.
2022 MUZANS.
tagging: @bvnnichuu
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do you have any thoughts on the story of abraham and isaac? my parents talk about it and praise abraham for being willing to kill his son which..... scares me to say the least, and i'd love to hear your perspective as someone who seems more well-adjusted
Where I am now, it disgusts me more than anything. The interpretation of "I'm willing to sacrifice your life if I was told to" feels like the step before "I put you into this world and I can take you out of it." It's entitlement to a child, who is an independent individual, just because they are dependent on you for survival. I prefer the interpretation of understanding the actions you're taking and the reasons why (like how there's multiple religions that don't eat pork because it was so unsafe to eat at the time), especially if it's at someone else's expense.
Where I was in the thick of it all, it gave me morbid comfort that scares me now. I had fantasies of being a martyr for the church and the idea of being the next Isaac was just so appealing. Being a hand-selected sacrifice chosen by the Good Lord Himself? Sign me the fuck up, babey!
I think if I admitted that to my family, they'd be horrified.
It's another one of those stories or beliefs where I think the majority of christians just regurgitate what they've heard. It's a point of pride and devotion, but there's no personal reflection or cross-cultural awareness of it. Lean not unto your own understanding and whatnot. It's the potential that scares me the most, like the Quiverfull movement with the Duggars or Turpins. I'm sure there's stories now, but I can't remember them off the top of my head
(Also I will be telling my therapist someone on Tumblr called me "more well-adjusted" thank you anon)
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I have, a genuine question for you. Do you acknowledge the racism in the original AYTD or at least know about it? Like how MsKingBean uses slurs and racist stereotypes?
hey, so, i'm a bit apprehensive about answering this because...it doesn't feel like a very geniune question to me, if i'm being honest. "do you acknowledge x thing" is a question that is inherently set up so that i'm meant to answer "yes, i acknowledge that x thing is true," because the alternative is saying "no, i don't acknowledge that x thing is true," which is already framing this interaction as if to disagree with you would be a kind of failure on my part to do some due diligence of engaging critically with a text. and the fact that you say mskingbean89 used slurs in atyd shows me that you haven't even engaged with the text, because that simply...isn't true.
if what you're referring to when you say "slurs" is the anti-romani stereotypes--this is coming from an extra chapter in the bootleg tapes focusing on greyback, where there is a slur used to describe his living situation + he + his family were portrayed as nomadic irish people in a way that was insensitive. people who read that chapter and then went back to the canon story with that characterization in mind rightfully pointed out that it was fucked-up. mskingbean89 addressed those criticisms by adding this note to the beginning of that bootleg chapter:
personally, i think this was a good way to take accountability + acknowledge the mistakes she made with that portrayal. she was a human being who made an ignorant mistake, which then just happened to get absolutely blasted to millions of people--she did not have sensitivity readers or editors looking over her fanfiction, because she did not write it expecting it to reach the level of popularity that it has. to be honest, i am not really sure how she could have better acknowledged her mistake, aside from just....not having made it in the first place. she explains her intentions without acting as though that intent cancels out harm, owns up to the fact that the stereotyping was harmful regardless of intention, and provides resources to learn while also committing to be more mindful + educate herself moving forward. honestly, that's exactly the response i would hope to see from someone who makes a mistake like this one.
i agree with you that people reading atyd should acknowledge + understand the racism regarding romani stereotypes stemming from that bootleg chapter, which is why i think it's great that there is a note literally built into the beginning of that chapter acknowledging it! but i feel as though there's been this like...game of telephone happening online when it comes to atyd, where there are now people who have never even read the story talking about things that quite literally do not appear in the base text itself. i've also seen people acting as though mkb herself did not address these issues when they were raised to her, which is just...patently false.
and so what i'm wondering here is what you're looking for from me when you ask a question like "do you acknowledge the racism in atyd." anyone who actually reads the texts has to acknowledge the racism in that bootleg chapter, because mkb puts that acknowledgment front and center at the beginning. and also like...in the part of the fandom i'm in, in the conversations i've listened to or taken part of regarding atyd, people have acknowledged the issues with that bootleg chapter and the ways it reflects back on the main story. so what do you mean by "acknowledge" when so many people, including mkb herself, have already... acknowledged it? what action are you calling for, and who are you calling for it from?
because like. if what u actually want to say here is that atyd is Irredeemably Problematic and we should all like....shun it? universally agree that it's Bad? then it's just like. it is up to each individual reading the story to decide whether that specific portrayal of greyback in the bootleg chapters is something that ruins the story completely for them or whether they still think the story as a whole holds worth. personally, i feel like i can acknowledge that there are issues with mkb's portrayal of greyback and i need to be mindful of that when reading the story so as not to internalize harmful stereotypes while still finding atyd to be a masterpiece that really beautifully deals with a lot of nuanced issues regarding class and disability and systems of power. this is just part of thinking critically when you read; many famous and beloved works of fiction contain the biases of their authors or have mistakes or issues in the way they portray things that are a product of ignorance. and i know everyone reading marauders fanfiction should understand this, because if u genuinely think that a character being negatively stereotyped means u should throw the entire work in the trash, then none of u would be touching harry potter fanfiction with a five foot pole in the first place.
so, anon - if you have actually read atyd, and there are issues with racism that you have found that i am unaware of, and not just telephone-game twitter posts of people taking shit out of context that you're accepting as truth without bothering to engage with the work yourself--if you want to have a real conversation about it, i would invite you to come to me as an actual person and not an anonymous ghost in my inbox. my dms are open, but when it comes to talking about serious issues, i tend to find it more genuine if the person coming to me actually cares enough and believes in what they're saying enough to say it as themself. and if you haven't read atyd and are just parroting things you've heard other people say online then i would invite you to actually sit down and read the work and form your own opinions on it before getting back to me. i know that might sound harsh, but honestly i'm just completely fed-up at this point with all the bad-faith takes and misinformation that i've seen people spreading about atyd just because they think it's cool to dislike a popular thing.
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