A really want a best friend like in the movie “a secret between friends”.So we can help each other reach out ugw, ⭐️ve together, talk about 🦋 stuff and much more :( just a best friend that has the same issues then I do, someone who can understand what I’m doing through and how I feel …
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Please please please someone recommend modern ed media. I need something fresh!
Anything ed-related, easy to access (Netflix, YouTube), and produced after the year 2012?
I've watched To The Bone a thousand times, almost finished with Everything Now. I've watched girl, interrupted a dozen times. Watched all of SSvSS and the docu Thin.
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Total for today: 700kcal
Lunch:
Ravioli (280) with cheese (45) and Greek yogurt (27)
Dinner:
Salad mix (12) with light balsamic vinaigrette (118) and cheese (54) With 3 frozen meatballs in sauce (150). I crumbled 3 saltines (36) for the top and added 2 baby carrots (3)
I burned 409 which leaves my net at 291kcals
Today was an okay day. I wanna get back down to 400 cals a day and exercising more. I wanna be burning 800-1000 a day
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I just want friends who are struggling with this like me😭 cause like you can't talk to non disordered people about it the only response I've gotten is "just eat" like IT DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT DUDE
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i am not very pro ana, i mean i am for myself yk, anytime people talk shit abt the pro anas i join in even tho every single day i scroll trough edtmblr, or watch ana tiktok, or shows that revolve around food, movies about anorexia, every episode of any show that even mentions an eating disorder, i read everything abt it, i need to see that. i need to get that motivation, i need to get new ideias, new poses for my body checking album, i need all the ed media content. im not complete without it. the only thing that i don't support is getting healthy people into this game, influencing 12y olds into this lifestyle, its not good, its also not cool to post ed stuff where it doesn't belong, there's spaces for that, no need to fuck up people who didn't ask for it.
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Me when i discovered oh no! by MARINA:
“One track mind, one track heart”
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the original zero sugar monster is the best one and i'm willing to die on that hill
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ED Book Review #1–Drowning Anna
IRL most people only know me for reading a helluva lot so I thought I should bring that into this blog. IDK how many ED-related books I’ve read but it’s definitely a lot lol so here we go. The first ED-related book I can remember reading is Drowning Anna by Sue Mayfield, which I read when I was eleven.
SUMMARY: in the first day following Anna Goldsmith’s suicide attempt, her mother and best friend piece together what led to it in flashbacks and through her diary entries.
REVIEW: this was probably the first mental illness related book I ever read in general. I was EXTREMELY suicidal when I was eleven and this book was sooooo precious to me because it made me feel seen in a way I’d NEVER felt seen before. I reread it recently and it didn’t fully live up to what I remembered it as but it’s still so important to me. Solid 4/5 but I’m a bit biased cuz nostalgia.
BTW the ED isn’t discussed much. I completely forgot about it until I reread the book.
Favorite quote: “I was too small and the pain was too big”-page 233
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