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becomingartsoon · 2 years

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AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ooooops i’ve recovered and gained all the weight i lost back and am back where i started about 2 years ago and i actually wanna die … ahaha oops. ahaha lol oops.

#ana ed #anadiaries #ed hour #tw ana stuff #tw ed relapse #anor3x1a #ed not sheeran #rexiia #anarexsick #anor3xic #just ed stuff #skinnni

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hansoeii · 8 months

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Do you think of me?

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edscuntyeyeshadow · 4 months

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thinking about how ofmd took blackbeard, a historical (almost mythical) figure that has pretty much always been depicted in media as a super hypermasculine white cishet man, and turned him into a gay man of color who wears crop tops and silk gowns, paints his nails and pines for his boyfriend

#ofmd #our flag means death #edward teach #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #ed teach #blackbeard #our flag means gay #gay pirates #taika waititi #gentlebeard #blackbonnet #ofmd meta #loving edward teach hours #my posts

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bakapandy · 6 months

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Remember that AU I had where Gaara regains his Bijuu after the 4th war but now he and Shukaku get along(?)

Hi it’s come back to my brain with a vengeance

#gaara #sabaku no gaara #gaara of the desert #shukaku #jinchuriki #naruto #naruto shippuden #boruto #pandy draws #You know that scene where Kurama speaks through Naruto #to tell of Obito?#yeah that’s what this is based off of #HAHAH #I hope ya’ll know I sacrifced sleep for this #I have to be awake for my ED shift in 5 hours

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manzanamarim · 3 months

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Dance party! (Ha, get it?)

#marim's art #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #laios touden #falin touden #marcille donato #senshi of izganda #chilchuck tims #izutsumi #laios #farlyn #marcille #chilchuck #senshi #delicious in dungeon #have you guys seen the daydream hour cover? I love it #it made me want like an anime ed where they dance #it’d be so cute

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lobsterfork · 7 months

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DEATH: change, transformation, transition, endings, rebirth

THE FOOL: innocence, freedom, spontaneity, new beginnings

so i know it's incredibly unlikely, but if any of y'all are in South Australia, these are available to be tattooed (non-repeatable, a one-and-done situation.) bookings via Panko Tattoo. B&G, best suited to thigh and calf. 10% of all proceeds will be donated to the entertainment community fund to support the writers, actors, and creatives currently on strike. come get stabbed, sluts.

thank you so much to everyone, especially @transgenderpirate, who helped with these alignments!

#also lemme know if anyone would be interested in prints #ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #edward teach #blackbeard #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #ed x stede #GOOD FUCKING LUCK TO THE POOR SODS THAT BUY THESE #you are gonna be stuck in that chair for like 8 hours #the details in stede's shirt and ed's hair?????#why do i do this to myself i am not a fine line artist #also death is absolutely the perfect card for ed #you can pry transfemme ed outta my cold dead hands #packing ed's gender identities into my heart like clowns into a car

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dietaspartamee · 6 months

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I have been so so strong. I have been faced with pizza, chocolate, soda, and cake. I was even in a room alone with mozzarella sticks I was told I could have. I wanted to stuff them in my mouth and chew quickly, so no one would ever know -- but I didn't. I stood up, walked out, and didn't think about it again. I am almost 47 hours into my 64 hour fast (unless I push it to 72) and I am about to go to a party with lots of sweets and snacks. I need to stay strong. I need to stay clean. I need to keep control. I can do this.

#low cal restriction #ed relapse #st4rv1ng #tw restriction #ed disorder #24 hour fast #24hour fast #ed not sheeren #ana trigger

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emikomusubi · 11 months

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the xenk/edgin dynamic is hilarious bc xenk is like edgin🥰i have the utmost faith in you and your oath to me🥰i will gladly save your life and explicitly trust you to do the same🥰it brings me great joy to see you reawaken as the harper you are meant to be 🥰 here take my hand🥰 and edgin is like Fuck U. *takes hand*

#they make me laugh so much like #xenk GET UP!!!! the way he smiles at edgin in that water scene omg. just like me fr #ed: thx for saving my life #xenk: u would do the same #ed: i met u four hours ago #xenk: a harper🥰☺️shaking off his slumber #ed: UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #but did he take his hand after xenk saved him from fatdragon supreme the answer is Yes.#this does not even touch the bickering. to xenk it is conversation to ed it is War #in conclusion. they are funnie #xenk #edgin #xedgin #edxenk #dndhat #dnd movie #honor among thieves #dungeons and dragons honor among thieves #my post

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laceratedlamiaceae · 6 months

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"It wasn't actually you who stabbed the painting, was it?" Stede asks suddenly in the middle of their training.

"No," Izzy answers after a moment of careful consideration.

"Then why'd you tell me you did?"

"I thought Edward was dead. And I want"--Izzy heaves a shaky sigh--"I wanted someone to remember him fondly."

"You mean me?" Stede asks, pointing at himself dumbfounded.

"Fuck if anyone else is going to, after all the shit he did."

Stede takes a moment to consider this. Even after everything his crew has told him about Ed, he finds it hard to believe that it isn't all just one big misunderstanding. But if Izzy, Blackbeard's most loyal servant, was saying it as well…

"Not even you?"

Izzy shakes his head, holding back the tears threatening to well up. "Not anymore."

#and then they kiss and live together happily ever after without ed the end #idk my internet went out for like half an hour and then this happened #our flag means death #ofmd #stede bonnet #izzy hands #stizzy #kind of #ficlet #ofmd season 2 #ofmd season 2 spoilers #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers

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blackbonnette · 7 months

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Right now I just want to do what makes Ed happy. And what makes Ed happy? (2/3)

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH ✦ 1x09 Act of Grace

#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmdedit #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #ed x stede #ofmd 1x09 #not even going to admit how many hours i spent trying to color these #and in the process staring at the kiss... like... so many hours.#im living in this moment still #*#*gifs #what makes ed happy

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tennant-davids · 6 months

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OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH Ed and Stede in 2x07 Man on Fire

#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmdedit #ofmdsource #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #usereena #userkristi #userisaiah #userleila #userelio #*laurengifs #ed x stede #userbbelcher #chewieblog #consistent colouring? not here!#they're so messy they spiralled into this in a matter of hours

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becomingartsoon · 2 years

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okay - at this point

id do anything

anything to look like the girls on pinterest.

to radiant fucking skinny energy. for people to tell me to “each a cheeseburger” or “omg how did u do it?” i want to be so small i whither away. like fuckkkkkkkkkk. i want to be perceived as someone skinny and beautiful.

#ana ed #anadiaries #ed hour #ed not sheeran #tw ana stuff #tw ed relapse #anor3x1a #rexiia #anarexsick #anor3xic #just ed stuff #skinnni #ijustwanttobeaskeleton

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huntmavs · 1 year

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icemav: we keep this love in a photograph

pain

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edscuntyeyeshadow · 4 months

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never again will I see a Look as iconic as edward teach with his hair up, eyeliner and a dangly earring, PLUS the bad bitch cropped leather jacket and fingerless gloves. I hope the creators know just how much psychological damage this shit has been causing ever since ofmd s2 dropped.

like I don’t think they meant to create the epitome of the queer gaze but here we are

#every day I aspire to achieve this specific mix of masc and fem #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #edward teach #ed teach #our flag means gay #gay pirates #david jenkins #taika waititi #blackbeard #loving edward teach hours #my posts

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rhera · 6 months

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A woman's whole life in a single day. Just one day. And in that day her whole life. THE HOURS (2002) dir. Stephen Daldry

#filmedit #filmgifs #bookstofilms #moviegifs #fyeahmovies #dailyflicks #the hours #2002 #nicole kidman #meryl streep #julianne moore #ed harris #stephen daldry #mygifs #thehours*

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inkskinned · 1 year

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im gonna start a fight; and, at the same time, i need you to take this in the most good-faith way possible, but:

videos that involve body-checking and intentionally (and uncritically) show a mealplan of an unhealthy number of calories are just a revamped version of pro-ana food diaries.

and yeah, i know there's arguments. i address some of them under the cut. but at the end of the day, we're just coming back to romanticizing mental illness; we've just found a better platform for it.

this is already something we've done. we knew it was wrong and tried to stop it. and tbh. it just wasn't enough.

there are people who argue "well, what if you have an eating disorder, you can't help it if you don't eat!" except that as someone with an ED; we are not infants. we know what we're doing. part of having an ED is that you are like, maybe too self-aware. even if we can't help our own food choices, we don't need to fucking romanticize the disorder - something we've been warning you about since 2013. there are hours of setup, filming, and editing that go into these videos. they do not happen to fall into place randomly. there is a reason they are pieced together to be beautiful, bright, inspiring.

there's this woman who pretty much only posts daily plans under a normal amount of calories, and everyone defends her saying but it's better than nothing! and i'm like. except she opens those with images of her showing off her body and provides no context in the video or caption that suggests that she believes what she's doing is unhealthy. she has hundreds of thousands of followers on a platform designed for young kids and teens. i refuse to believe that by accident her content just happens to be cheery advice on "healthy" versions of starving.

for any other symptom of mental illness, we would be incredibly enraged by this kind of placid acceptance of a "tips and tricks" fast-start guide. imagine if people posted pink & pretty videos saying "best places to cut yourself" as if it was a fucking storytime. we, as a society, are so fucking fatphobic that we would rather accept blatantly harmful displays of self harm than admit that we are obsessed with a hyper-thin body type.

i am not suggesting someone never talks about their disorder. i talk about mine. actually, it's a plot point in my book.

here's the difference: i recognize it's a fucking mental illness. i am very careful to never mention a specific weight, eating pattern, or calorie plan. i always make sure to position it as something that ruined my fucking life. i do not put cheery music in the background and hearts and sparkles over my worst moments. i do not film it in bright light. i do not start each passage with an image of a thin body followed by "here's how to look like her."

eating disorders should not be framed as aspirational. and the problem is that society worships the "after" image, so long as you don't get too sick. there is a reason so many people who quit being "influencers" will later admit - i wasn't eating well that whole time; an obsession with food was completely destroying my life.

we let any uncredited, uncertified person write the most backwards, fucked up shit about how to get the body you desire! because the underlying, secret belief is: well, at least they're thin! and the real thing that fucking gets me each time - they make fucking money off of it. their irresponsibility and societal harm literally pays off for them.

"why do you care so much." "don't like it don't look." "so what if people experiment with new ways of thinking of food?"

thank you for asking. we're about to get extremely personal. it's because when i was 18 i discovered "thinspiration"/"thinspo." and it absolutely influenced, shaped, and codified my pre-existing eating disorder. i went from having some troubling habits and traits to being incredibly unwell within what felt like a matter of days. there were actual pages designed to train me on how to have an ED correctly. it was all so suddenly easy. i was sick; and the nature of the illness meant - i wanted to be sicker.

it takes an average of 7 years for a person to fully recover. i know this personally - even now, 10 years from the worst of it, i still fucking struggle. i am so much happier now and i eat what i want and i literally don't think about food at all (19 year old me would shudder) and yet - i still fucking know the calories of plain toast with butter.

an eating disorder is one of the deadliest types of mental illness. over 1 in 4 people with an ED will attempt suicide.

and i'm sorry. i just do not see the exchange rate of "high rate of engagement" versus "the value of a human life."

#and there's something else in there about like ....#tbh once i got over something like 1k followers #i stopped being specific about my ED for a REASON.#yes on ur personal locked blog that u use like a diary go ahead etc #but we are OBVIOUSLY not talking about that. we're talking about the sheer NUMBER of people i could be talking about #in that one paragraph. that you and i probably were thinking about 2 different influencers #bc they get to say that they're just posting FITNESS and if it's FITNESS it's OKAY and im like #jesus christ lord almighty #every person in recovery from an ED: this is incredibly dangerous holy shit do you know how much this would have triggered me #each of these ppl: how dare you!!!!!!!!! i am only harming those who WANT to engage with my content!!!!!#their followers: leave them alone !!! they can't help that they make an hours-long choice to frame their disorder as if it was #fucking cottagecore !!!!#like girlie this person needs THERAPY #again! i didn't even have that large of a following before i IMMEDIATELY deleted any specific mention of calories food etc #bc i recognize responsibility and i didnt EVER want to even ACCIDENTALLY encourage this #and im not even GETTING PAID FOR THIS!!!#aND THEY ARE!!!#something something something they know this content makes them money #they don't give a SHIT about u babe

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