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Hi please do not ignore without sharing
I am a parent with disabilities and underlying conditions recently left my abuser of ten years
I am trying so hard to stay safe and survive
I have cashapp: $unicornmama69
If anyone would like to contribute to my survival needs and rebuilding my life.
My abuser controlled and manipulated physically mentally and emotionally abused me for so long it’s going to take awhile to get use to doing things and finding myself again.
I also have depression anxiety and find myself in flight or fight mode.
I have digital copies of my work and photography on my Kofi also
I appreciate any and all kindness and support it’s been so very hard
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@ starparkdesigns on insta
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i don’t even know if anyone will see this but please don’t ignore me, if you see this please reblog and if you’re classed and/or non black please extend some funds. i don’t want to live like this anymore.
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Blaine
#cptsd#actually traumagenic#dissociative identity disorder#actually ptsd#actually traumatized#post traumatic stress disorder#traumagenic system#actually did#ptsd#traumatized#religious trauma#domestic abuse#dv survivor#survivor#complex ptsd#tw ptsd#c ptsd#cptsd vent#traumacore#trauma survivor#trauma#abuse#tw abuse#anxiety#emotional abuse#blaine
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I had grown up in an abusive household and there was a time I was messy and all kinds of crazy when it came to relationships (friendships included). At some point in that very miserable life, an Internet friend told me, very understandingly:
'You deserve someone calm and like-minded.'
Not being dramatic but, the very idea... My mind exploded. Fireworks kind of exploded, I guess.
No one had ever told me anything like it before. It had never crossed my mind that I was deserving of someone kindhearted or gentle who would be patient and careful with my heart. My heart of glass which had been shattered too many times.
I gathered pieces of my broken heart and decided to put them safely where no predator could see. I walked away and never looked back. Those simple words saved my life. They are now my guiding Light.
☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・. ☆♪°・.
#Pink Punk Mads#girlblogger#girlblogging#toxic relationship#parental abuse#dv survivor#mental health#mental illness#trauma#spiritualhealing#self love#self care#astroblr#tarotblr#writblr#witchblr#mindset#abundance#manifestation#soulmate
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Father's child, nobody's daughter
#poetry#writing#my writing#substack#poem#fatherhood#daddy issues#lol#girlhood#idk#dark academia#virginia woolf#bpd#actually neurodivergent#dv survivor#dv awareness
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sending love and support to all veterans, shooting survivors, victims of police brutality, DV survivors, everyone with gun-related trauma. you’re not being dramatic, you’re not overreacting, this holiday is incredibly painful and triggering for a lot of us. you’re not alone.
#trauma#dissociative identity disorder#did system#ramcoa survivor#ramcoa#gun violence#police brutality#shooting survivor#cult survivor#domestic violence#dv awareness#dv survivor
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I take off the hoodie she gave me a few weeks after we met. I’ve had it for months now but once inside out, a wall of text catches my eye. She’s in the room with me, we read it together. I thank her once again for giving me such a sweet gift.
Im happy we met
#I’m happy we met#we’re not really strangers#healing#poetry#quotes#artists on tumblr#asexual#healthy relationship#sa survivor#dv survivor
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CW:abuse/DV
Sooooo, uh. I thought I was doing better. After the whole step father kerfuffle last week. I had a really bad day and then I shoved everything back in the safe and slammed that fucker shut. And then a random post took my knees out again. And I’m hanging on to not having another damned flashback by the skin of my teeth. So I wrote about it. Because apparently there is four decades of pain and rage in the clench of my jaw that refuses to go back into its tidy box. Have some angst poetry. Sorry.
Consecration
Heartsore and bleeding
An open wound
This gaping maw that will not heal
You haunt me
My body was a temple
Profaned by your prophets
Desecrated under your ministry
You worshipped
At the altar of my indignity
Hymns written in pain
Blue black scriptures on skin
Scraped out of all divinity
A hollow shell
From hallowed ground
I am not what you made of me
An apostate
Your cruelty did not consecrate me
I am what I choose
Disavowed
Holy
#religous themes#religious indoctrination#religious trauma#dv survivor#abuse survivor#childhood abuse#I know I need more therapy but I just got insurance back again and I have bills to pay#i’m working on it#poetry#spilled poetry#spilled words
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I am really struggling and so sick with Covid on top of battling long covid.
Ever since I left my abuser of ten years me and my kids have went through hell trying to rebuild and stay safe.
I am so sick and need urgent help I have copays insurance med bills rent therapy it’s all been so hard I appreciate and and all helps
I am so ashamed I had to but I opened a gofundme
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I love my bf so much I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self what it's like to be loved and taken care of like this
I want her to know we're not too much, we're loveable and deserve gentleness.
#vent#bpd#bpd vent#dv survivor#abuse recovery#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd relationships#trauma#domestic violent relationships
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leave that abusive relationship and get hotter!!!
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#actually traumagenic#dissociative identity disorder#actually ptsd#actually traumatized#post traumatic stress disorder#traumagenic system#system community#actually did#cptsd#actually cptsd#cptsd vent#tw abuse#abuse survivor#dv survivor#abusive relationship#ptsd#traumatized#blaine
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“Please stop, why are you doing this? I love you!” I shouted, I cried, I pleaded as his fist melted into my fire red cheeks as I felt in that moment my soul had been shattered. You. The one I loved. Looked into my eyes, and you..
Laughed.
And another hit.
And another.
A hand around my throat.
Spit in my face.
My body thrown to the floor.
I let go, of everything I was and any future I would ever have. And I cried out to God begging Him to just let me make it out alive. And I did. And I’m thankful. But what is left of me now? But just a body and a lost broken soul trying to find her way home. What happened to the girl from before? Because of you. The one I loved. I will now spend the rest of my life trying to find who I once was before you tainted my very soul. Your betrayal hurt far worse than any punch you ever threw. I hope to re read this when one day I am brand new, a new soul that you have never touched. Never tainted from the evil inside you. You came to me with the kind eyes of an angel, I would have never guessed the devil was you.
#emotional abuse#poetry#sad poem#poems and poetry#sad thoughts#feeling alone#heart been broke so many times#life quotes#original poem#poems and quotes#life#narcissistic abuse#abuse survivor#substance abuse#abuse mention#domestic violent relationships#domestic violene poem#dv survivor#dvsn#heartbreak#heartache#heartbroken#my heart#heartbeat#you broke my heart#you broke my fucking heart#you broke me
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I’m tired of wondering when the next time you’ll raise your fist to me will be. I know you’ll do it again.
You always do.
#actuallyptsd#actuallybpd#bpd#actuallymentallyill#actuallydependent#bpd problems#major depressive disorder#panic disorder#manic depressive#actually bipolar#actuallyabused#dv survivor
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