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4, 12, 23, & 29!

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

- fjsjdjjsjs uhhh I dont think I've got any songs that I associate with people I dislike now?

I will say that '500 Miles' by The Proclaimers reminds me of a friend from hs I havent spoken to in years so it gives me weird bad nostalgia so..does that count?

12:A song from your preteen years

JFDJJSJS genuinely this is corny as hell but I remember I bought a lil mama CD when I was like....12? Ish? So

G Slide - Lil Mama

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

A Change is Gonna Come by Sam Cooke

or. As a less serious answer.

My favorite song is Curse Me Good by The Heavy. Listen to Curse Me Good by The Heavy. Theres no deep moral to me wanting it I just. Please.

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

I mean...theres a LOT I got a whole playlist of emo music from middle school on spotify but the first to come to mind is Famous Last Words by MCR bc thats the last one I listened to

"if ashley fragipane gets to go by halsey, I get to go by nxa, end of."

┈ did you read that latest viral gossip issue on ROXANNE BALINGER/ NXA?  she is one of my favorite R&B/NEO-SOUL artists. they’ve been releasing music for TWO YEARS now, but viral gossip has only been talking about them for the last YEAR. get this, i think i heard SHE HAD AN AFFAIR WITH HER PREVIOUS MANAGER. they’re known as the BITTERSWEET of the music industry, since they have a rep for being BOLD but BRUSQUE, but who knows. maybe that will change once they become #1.  ( KAYLA, 21, CST, SHE/HER. )

yo whats up its ur local garbage girl baby kay n this is 97.5 wabd with the test drive at five -- srs tho hey it meme, back at it with a fem muse. im hella excited to play and develop her as well as connect with all yall for her so lets get it on

BACKGROUND:

originally from the cascade heights area of atlanta georgia. her parents were middle class & instilled work ethic into her during her early years

TW FOR DEATH/CAR CRASH  when she was 12 her parents were killed in a car accident and she went to live with her grandma because she was her only known living relative

it got rough bc she had to move across the city to lakewood heights to be with her grandma

a troubled Problem child, like her grandma rlly tried but she couldn’t keep roxanne on a leash at all. she was always getting into trouble at school and getting into fights.

by HS she was rlly an outcast, she always seemed like she was unhappy (which she was??) but she also thought nobody gave a fuck about her (still kinda does??) 

this was when she rlly started taking a liking to music. like, when she had nobody else around, she had her cds/tapes. she felt good when she listened to janet jackson, aaliyah, britney bitch (lily  👀 👀), lauryn hill, eartha kitt, macy gray, and ella fitzgerald like she just?? rlly?? loved??? music??

but she was 17 going on 18 had no skills, barely graduated hs and has like 1 friend probably sooo

strip

while she was dancing she spent her free time writing/creating songs/lyrics

one night @ the club she asked a client if she could sing to him n he let her but he also told her she’d better stick to dancing lmao what a douche

she rlly wanted to be a music star tho because she felt like a lot of her songs were /realistic/ because they were truthful to her n figured ppl could #relate

so she had a small following on her soundcloud and did a little local show where she was discovered by her first manager. she was frank w/ roxanne and told her basically she wasn’t great but she had potential and if she could put in the work they could make her a big name in the industry

to sum it up, she worked day and night (literally, in the day on music in the studio and at night in the strip club) to get her EP out which gained her more traction (titled UR after it’s lead-off track) during this time she had an affair with her manager who was a married woman, but she rlly cared about roxy and roxy cared about her?? they kinda loved each other romantic stylez?? but it was still rlly ugly in the public eye so when she signed to the big label she parted ways w/ her old manager

now she’s living in LA, fortunate enough to be a full time musician with a highly anticipated debut album

PERSONALITY:

extremely humble. she’s never showy or a braggart when it comes to things she does

still very confident tho. both in herself and in her music because she’s worked so hard on it

very tell-it-like-it is. she’s not one to lie for clout or partake in some bullshit just to make money, especially if it involves music.

very much doesnt care if u hate her, like?? she’s like cool? so what if u dont like me??? i’m not doing this for you anyway???

she’s not one to start any beef chicken or pork but if you badmouth her or drop her name then she will definitely know and she’ll definitely tell her honest opinion of u next time she’s asked n it might sound shady but it’s the Truth from her lips

hardly has a sense of commitment in romantic relationships but values friendship highly and would never betray a true friend

pansexual n very open about her sexuality, experiences, and lifestyle

not Mean but she is blunt and doesn’t like to play games w/ ppl eiether. her intention isn’t to hurt someones feelings but she also feels like ppl deserve honesty

believes in love bc her parents were madly in love and highkey she wants to have that for herself some day she just doesn’t rlly know if it’s in her cards right now???

v into the mystical

OTHER:

okay... so she’s actually named after her grandma. her full name is ethel roxanne balinger, but dO NOT call her ethel. literally it’s such a well kept secret that idk if anyone will ever know that’s her real first name??

she even had it legally changed to just ‘roxanne balinger’ after she got signed so u wont even catch her with an ID that reads ‘ethel’ on it.

seriously if u call her ethel bc somehow your character knows, she’ll punch them

i think?? that’s it right now???? this is already long asf??? but hmu if u wanna plot?? i dont have a connections page yet but im getting there lol

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The Redundant Basics I. What does the name say on your birth certificate? rather not say, my name is pretty distinctive. II. What is the name that all your friends call you by? :) III. What day of the year do you blow out the candles? dec 5. IV. Which counrty authorized your passport? australia. V. What are you Zodiac and Chinese signs? sagittarius and horse.

VI. In terms of politics, do you sit on the right or the left? left.

VII. Look in the mirror. The color of your hair is what? dark brown/black. VIII. Look in the mirror one more time, what color are your eyes? haha i don’t need a mirror to see that my eyes are brown... like they;ve been for my entire life. IX. Hop on the weighing scales! How far did the number jump past 0? i haven’t checked in forever and i’m scared to tbh. X. Stand up straight! How high up is the top of your head from the ground? 5′4″. Home Sweet Home I. Who are all those other people living in your house? my mum and sis. II. Do you get along with mom or dad better? both equally tbh. III. What do your parents friends call them? by their names. IV. Any siblings living outside the house? no. V. What’s the name of the place you live in currently? a suburb in sydney. VI. You love it there, dont you? i don’t love it but i like it. VII. If you could live absolutely anywhere on the Earth, what locale would you choose? i’d love to live in san francisco for a couple o fmonths. VIII. Out of all those blood related, immediate or other, which single person would you list as your favorite? um i couldn’t cut it down to one so probably my immediate family. IX. Who is one you wish you didnt share blood with? no one. i don’t have beef with anyone in my family thankfully lol. X. Overall, you like moms side of the family more, or dads? closer to my mum’s side but i still love my dad’s side. Knowledge Is Power I. First things first, private or public school? private. II. What’s its name? mascot? colors? my old hs? won’t say the name, we didn’t have a mascot and the colours were red, blue and white. III. What is/are the class(es) you can’t wait to get to? IV. How about the class you consider bedtime? V. The name(s) of your favorite teachers: VI. The name(s) of the teacher that puts your to sleep: VII. Are you an English/Art, or a Math/Science person? english/art. VIII. What sports do/have you played: i played basketball, volleyball and softball. IX. When the teacher checks the homework, do you usually get a “0” or a “100”? we weren’t really marked on our homework. X. If you could change one thing about your school, what would it be? i don’t care, school’s been over forever for me. Confidentiality & Beliefs I. What’s your worst fear? Have you ever experience this fear? losing my loved ones. i have, when my grandparents passed away. II. Have you ever acted troubled, just to get attention? no. III. Do you believe in God? Jesus? Satan? Heaven? Purgatory? i guess i believe in god, i just don’t practice any religious activities though. IV. Do you have a secret that you’ll take to the grave with you? not that i can think of. nothing juicy anyway. V. Have you ever told somebody you loved them, when secretly you didnt at all? no. VI. (Friends, Religion, Politics, Family, Education, & Relationships) Organize the previous six in order of your personal preference in life: relationships, family, friends, education, religion, politics. VII. If you could change one thing about your physical looks, what would it be? better body. VIII. If you could change one thing about your personality, what would it be? i’d be more patient. IX. Have you ever cried in front of someone, and felt ashamed of it? yes. X. Have you ever done drugs? Are you on drugs? Do you plan to take drugs? i’ve done drugs, not on it right now and i don’t think i’ll do drugs in a long time if ever again tbh. The Hills Are Alive With The Sound of Music I. If you had to pick, what’s your favorite song of the moment? neither do i - stwo ft. jeremih. II. Do you get most of your music from the internet, or from the store? internet. III. Even though you can download music, do you still buy cds just because of the cd-case, CD itself, booklet, or just general authenticity? i don’t remember the last time i bought a cd. IV. What lone genre of music do you prefer above all? rnb. V. What genre of music would you never be caught dead with? country, death metal. The Small & Silver Screens I. What’s your favorite movie? mean girls, white chicks, 40yo virgin. II. Generally, what genre of movies do you jump at the oppurtunity to see? (Action, Adventure, Comedy, Horror, Drama, Romance, Science Fiction): comedy, adventure, romance, drama. i like a lot of stuff i guess. III. Who is the actress/actor you most admire? i don’t have a fave. IV. Do you cry during/after certain movies? If yes, what was the last movie you remember crying at? yes but i don’t remember the last movie i cried to. V. What time of day do you prefer to see movies at (morning, noon, or night): night. VI. What is the tv show you never miss? fresh off the boat and superstore. VII. What is it you like about it so much? they’re funny, short and easy to watch. VIII. Whats the one tv show you can’t stand? anything i don’t watch. IX. Do you think you sped more time watching the television or using the computer? computer. X. Do you personally think that you spend too much time watching tv? not at all. i hardly ever do. Bon Appetite I. Whats your favorite meal? depends on my mood. probably a japanese meal of some sort. II. How about your favorite dessert? waffles. III. When only a kid, did you eat your vegetables? yes. IV. Do you still eat vegetables? yes, i love them. V. Are you a poor, average, or excellent cook? poor to average lol. VI. What type of food do you perfer? savoury. VII. Salt or pepper? i like both but use pepper more. VIII. ketchup or mustard? ketchup. IX. Do you prefer going out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner? dinner. if i woke up earlier i’d love to go out for breakfast more. X. Do you eat to live or live to eat? live to eat haha. All’s Fair In Love and War I. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? yes. II. Are you in love? Or are you using them? i’m in love. III. Do you find most of the time you dislike the people that like you and vice versa? nope. IV. In terms of relationships, are you loving or manipulative? loving. V. Do you live to love? or would you rather love to live? i’d rather love to live. VI. Do you believe that sex should come before or after marriage? totally up to the individual. VII. Do you plan to marry, if so at what age? not sure yet. VIII. Do plan to have children, if so how many? not entirely sure yet but probably two. IX. Are your parents married or divorced? separated. X. Do you want to have a big, spactacular wedding with everyone you know invited or a small, traditional, get-together with family and close-freinds wedding? i hate the thought of saving all this money for one day of my life. i don’t really believe in wedding bs but if i end up with my boyfriend it’ll probably be a big one :(

i was tagged by @jjaebs thanks boo!!! you’re helping to keep me entertained at work

bold the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5′7″ or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing (i mean technically but i dont wear earrings so) I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces There is something I would change about the way I look

PERSONALITY:

My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff Ravenclaw Slytherin I am an introvert I like meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well (rude no... bitterly sarcastic, yes) I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well (at least I used to be able to)

I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else  (not since hs)

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else  (not since hs) I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game (well softball has runs) I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year (well i will be next week) I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIP:

I’m in a relationship I have a celebrity crush I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together (well technically yes but....) I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live  I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages fluently I have made a new friend in the past year

i dont feel like tagging anyone but feel free to say i tagged you!