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coockie8 · 10 months

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I totally forgot to mention that I called a prevention hotline on July 20th because I was having a Bad Time™ and the lady wound up calling the police because I was in active crisis.

Note that, while in crisis, I was physically perfectly fine. I had a knife, but I hadn't used it; I was fine.

The cops showed up after the lady had managed to talk me down, and then proceeded to nearly break my wrist when I refused to go to the Hospital and tried to go back to work. I will absolutely have scars from four of them tackling my 4'10 ass to the ground, and smashing my wrist into concrete. Reminder that prior to this, I was perfectly fine!

But hey, good thing the cops got involved, or I might've gotten hurt, right? /s

#trash king vents #and all this isn't even addressing that if I were a POC I would be *dead* right now #because I'm Autistic and I had a meltdown #the *only* thing that kept me *alive* is the fact I'm white #tw: suicide mention #acab #and again I had already been talked down and was mostly calm by the time the cops showed up #they just immediately escalated the situation as soon as they got there and gave me a whole new *worse* meltdown #I have an educational model of a glock #do you know how easy it would've been to commit Suicide by Cop that day?#I would've just had to leave my house holding that fake gun that looks real at first glance #and they would've loaded me up #but then again maybe not because I'm white ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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