reminder for me to do a limulo update when there's more light outside

Okay, where to start... What I am about to share with you now is very hard for me, and will be affecting posting probably for a while. And, uhm.... trigger warnings ahead for accidents, injuries and anxiety/PTSD😥 Earlier this week, my horse and I were involved in an accident. When out for a ride, we were hit by a passing car. I am still not sure how it could possibly happen, but the car hit my horse from behind, causing him to kind of "sit" on the hood of the car, before we both tumbled off. I was later told that the driver was A) speeding, and B) a little over the legal limit alcohol-wise. I broke my wrist (which I also broke last year, so probably still a weak spot), bruised and scraped all over, and 14 stitches to a cut on my arm. My beautiful, precious, beloved horse injured his hind legs when the car crashed into him. Miraculously, he didn't break anything, but there are deep and nasty cuts to both this hind legs, and scrapes all over him from the subsequent fall. At first, it looked like he was lucky injury-wise, but after a day the wounds to his legs got heavily infected. He is a the vet's clinic, and they're doing everything they can for him, but it is growing more and more plausible that he is not going to make it and that we might have to let him go. The accident left me in complete shambles. This horse is my soulmate and gotten me through some difficult times, and I am absolutely not ready to lose him. The accident left me with PTSD-like symptoms. Loud noises, too many people in the same room and driving a car scare me. I keep reliving the accident and I just randomly cry over absolutely anything. Conclusion: I will probably be posting less in the coming weeks, because I need to get myself healed from this. I'm getting help (don't worry 😇), and I'm confident I will recover, but it will take time. I am not stopping writing completely, because it also keeps my mind off things and strangely it seems like good therapy, but inspiration comes a lot less easy at the moment and my life is too much of a train wreck at the moment to stick reliably to the Posting Schedule. Everything in my inbox will be written eventually, but, please, bear with me. You will find me on here from time to time, so I won't be going completely dark. Watching football somehow calms me down. Apparently, 11 men chasing a ball are good for your mental health after all 🙃. I try to live my life as normally as possible and keep doing most of the things I would usually do. It's hard, but it's what I need at the moment. My inbox is still always open for anyone who wants to talk or request something. Every request I have pending will be added to the Posting Schedule (which will be more like an overview for the coming time), but without any promises on when things will be posted. On the Posting Schedule I will also keep links to recently posted imagines, so you can easily find them in case you missed one. The Posting Schedule is not updated yet at this moment, but I hope to be able to do that this weekend. I still have a few requests which I had already written, which I hope to be able to post soon. Thank you all for sticking with me, and I'm very very sorry I have to disrupt everything so suddenly. I will be back, full-force, I promise 😘