„Ist das noch Liebe oder kann das weg?“

the emptiness is seeping into your body slowly , your demons are lurking waiting for the emptiness to gain control to allow them to have access over your brain & to soul , to torture you , to tourn your dreams into nightmares

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

I feel nothing, I just distract myself the whole time, to not feel this emptiness. It feels like I’m draining

You ever just fall asleep and not wanna wake up.

I need a hug but I’m too disgusting to touch

i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

Why am I not allowed to hurt myself, while everyone else can?

„Und ich hoff‘ ich sehe nie mehr dein Gesicht, doch ich seh‘ es immer wieder geh schlafen.“

— Einfach passiert - Edo Saiya

she is feeling the coldness of sadness running through her veins & it is turning her into a cold statue gradually

I am nothing but a burden

I’m tired of wishing I was dead.

Loving me must be so fucking hard and I'm so fucking sorry