call me babydoll

Too cold, it's withdrawal

i-i-i'm d-boy, because i'm from d! suga, go (a-g-u-s-t-d, turn up turn up)

ㅤ switch sides and i'm beside you

ㅤ ㅤ

★ Taehyung LQ

It's my 18th birthday hehehe so I'll put Taehyung because he is the love of my life

Happy birthday to the boy who taught me that being alive was something I still had to do, to the boy who calms every part of me, to the boy who mends everything that is broken in me. the person who showed me what love was, because suddenly, I smiled at the screen every time your name appeared or you appeared somewhere Every time your smile spread throughout the room and made me and others feel at peace, you showed me what it was like to be relaxed after an anxiety attack or a relapse to an ED with your songs you helped me not to die and to think that someone in south korea loved me, it's crazy, how much the feeling of love can do towards a person, as through a screen you make me feel warm and comforted with your smile, with your talk, with your singing, with your laugh, just by being you, and I cannot feel more grateful for it, to see that there is someone who understands me, who does not judge me when I relapse, who does not judge me if I get hit by anxiety, that makes me feel relief just by seeing a photo, and that feeling that the day will pass and my problems will go away with it, today, Kim Taehyung, I am grateful more than ever to see that you are alive, because only then can I feel that it has been worth staying here, I think that only you know all the times that I cried asking that my thoughts not win over attacking me Only you can understand all the times I cried sitting in the bathroom while looking at the toilet, only you can understand why all those times I received notifications about you, and that's when I thought it was not the time, that's when I remembered why I'm fighting with myself so far.

Kim Taehyung I love you unconditionally I love you until the sun goes down but even when it does I think my love for you would never go away.