The Dark Shadows You Carry + How To Overcome The Inner Darkness That Haunts You 🪄❤️‍🩹

if you feel called to dive into the depths of your shadows to find a source of healing, this reading may be for you 🥀🌹

*if you aren't feeling stable on all levels, don't force yourself to look into this reading. only proceed if you are ready for blunt truths*

Tarot is never set in stone, energy is forever flowing, we are forever changing, never take this as whole truth 💚

If you ever find yourself battling your shadows and need a listening ear, feel free to reach out 💌 I'm happy to help 👁️‍🗨️

Pile 1: I feel a darkness that you struggle with is saying no. You have a habit of saying yes to the things that do not fulfill you out of fear of disappointing others in the process. Looking at the shadow cards, you can draw the conclusion that this habit is an abuse of your sexual energy + your body (if that doesn't resonate with you, don't take it). You feel that if you don't give others what they want from you, they will leave your side. Let me start by saying, anyone that leaves your side for saying no over your body, your time, your energy, your love, anything that YOU have control over, is not good for you baby, in any way. They do not respect you & respect is the absolute bare minimum. No amount of attention, time, admiration, or dedication to someone that doesn't respect you or see your worth, will "win" someone's love. Abandoning yourself for another is an act of violence towards yourself. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Ground into your body. Your body is sacred. Our bodies guide us through this life, our bodies are alive, our bodies send us signals to what is right for us and what is not. If you're not grounded, if you're numb within your body, if you don't nourish, how can you listen to the messages & direction needed to align to your highest path/self? 2. Self reflection. Be honest with yourself, when you give into others needs/wants over your own, how do you feel by the end of it? Betrayed? Your inner child doesn't deserve the heartbreak. 3. Similar to number 2, a reflection of self respect is needed here. I know we live in an era where it's normalized to just go with the flow, to just try things, but if this is a sacrifice to our well being, to our sanity, to our happiness, there is a deeper reflection needed within oneself 💌- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 2: *TRIGGER WARNING* this is a deep rooted darkness. Please, if you are not feeling stable on all levels, don't force yourself to dive into your shadows. With that being said, if you're here, welcome, let's get into it. I see that this group are the victims of childhood abuse whether that be from parents, guardians, adults in general, peers, friends, anyone. The trauma has created this web of darkness surrounding your every day life. The innocence of your childhood was stripped from you whether you recognized this as a child or not, you recognize it now as an adult. You may not carry vivid memories of the abuse as our minds strive to block out those moments but our bodies carry memories which can cause us to feel a deep sadness, a deep depression, a deep hopelessness that holds us back from developing a life that is full of growth and healing. It can cloud your ability to process life on a mental, emotional, spiritual, or physical level. You may feel confusion when it comes to trusting other people (people from the past abused the trust that you did give), what you want out of life, what you feel you deserve, what actually makes you happy, just confusion all around that keeps us stuck. I feel that there's a few people here that suppress these memories and try to tackle everyday by avoiding this deep pit of darkness that randomly creeps in whenever they aren't doing a million things. You never give your mind or body the chance to sit down and face these hard truths of your past. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Stop running from the truth of your past. The more you run, the more you burn out, the deeper you dig yourself into this hole. 2. No matter how hard the truth is, the truth will always set you free. You feel that keeping on rose colored glasses is protecting you, but in the end, it's only hurting you. Don't lie to yourself that you're fine, it's okay not to be fine. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to be depressed. We are human. We ALL have trauma we have to face no matter how happy of a childhood you had, we all feel the pain of life. 3. Face it, find the silver lining, and move on. As myself, right now, I am being an advocate for overcoming the trauma of abuse, you have the power to do the same. The path to healing is a long road to walk, but it guarantees self perseverance. You have the power to give advice to other people who are victims of abuse, you have the power to help guide them away from this pain, this darkness. Reach out to a health professional if you find yourself deep in the struggle of overcoming this darkness. If you can't afford a health professional right now, look into YouTube! There are millions of health professionals that are specialized in childhood trauma that could resonate for you. One of my favorites is, The Crappy Childhood Fairy; she's not a professional but she is a childhood abuse survivor and I love how real she is and how deep she has dove inside of herself to overcome this darkness. Research your little heart out, put you as your top priority to overcome this 💌

- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 3: You have become swallowed whole by your masculine ego. There is no balance here within the yin and yang. You may even feel demasculinized when thinking of moving through your heart space. You work and you grind to be the best version you can be... on a material/superficial level. You're carrying the energy of "look at me, look at all of my accomplishments, look at all of these wonderful items in my possession, I'm the best, aren't you impressed?" Well, I'm sure superficial people are impressed but do they bring you any kind of emotional satisfaction? Probably not, but I have a feeling you're ok with that since you suppress your feminine side. It probably makes you uncomfortable to even talk about feelings or think of opening up your heart to someone. Maybe you've been hurt, been slapped in the face with pain when you least expected it. Now, you always have a trick behind your back to make sure you're 5 steps ahead of anyone crossing your path. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Connect to your spiritual self. Who are you without all of these material items? Who are you without the physical realm? Would you want to be friends or be a lover to yourself if you take away the material items/accomplishments you carry so dear to you? 2. Connect to others on an emotional level. The only reason you feel uncomfortable with emotions is because you've shut out your heart completely. Start small by being emotional with yourself first, tell yourself you love and accept yourself without material items or status. Look yourself in the eyes when looking in the mirror. There's more to you outside of this earthly realm. 3. Connect to your inner divine feminine. Yes, we all carry masculine and feminine energy within our souls. We are all capable of being compassionate and loving people. Dance to your favorite songs, see the beauty that surrounds you in nature, people, animals, give yourself days to focus on self love, give yourself a break from the grind to actually relax, take a warm candle lit bath, laugh, love, just live in the present moment sometimes 💌

- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 4: I feel this is a group that tends to say lines like "I react that way because of how I was raised, it's all I know" or "I don't know what else to say, this is how I am" after handling a situation in not the most healthy way. You may not even recognize this shadow within you. Instead of taking responsibility on how you handled a situation poorly, you resort to blaming it on wounds that you haven't healed, which is totally understandable, but at some point, as adults, we have to sit in a deep self reflection and accept that we are capable of change, we are not our parents, we are not what raised us. If you grew up in a home where yelling aggressively was the norm, it doesn't have to be your norm. If you grew up in a home where you weren't able to express your emotions, that doesn't have to be the norm within your own home, within your own connections you create throughout life. You may be a very fiery person that is quick to react and you may notice a lot of people tell you that you're too quick with the heat and you take this as them not accepting you the way you are, but is this really who you are or is this you just carrying a mindset of my way or the highway? You and your soul and personality is completely written in stone with no room to bring balance? This makes it super hard to build healthy connections with people, even with another fiery person. People want to connect with you and they love the passion you carry, they just wish you would step in their shoes, see things from their perspective for once. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Put the past behind you. Let go of what you thought you knew about yourself, about how things should work, how the world works, and embrace how no one knows everything, it's okay to learn new things and learn from others experiences too. 2. Make room for balance within your relationships. No, you should never give your all and forget yourself in any relationship dynamic, but you also shouldn't solely think of what you like or what works for you or how you want things to work. Everyone is different and everyone can bring in something unique to a connection. Harmony is a beautiful thing. 3. Working on how you relate with others in connections of all kinds will open new doors for you! Being able to connect with others regardless of the differences in background, experiences, cultures, etc. brings a multidimensional energy to you. Expand your mind, expand your perspective, there is nothing to lose here, nothing you will miss that is 💌 - Astro Angel 💚

Always remember:

A very “Pisces” day apparently. And my beautiful apatite, my Pisces gem 🤤

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✨💌 The Message Delivered 💌✨

💖  Card 1 [ Left ]: Ribbons

You already have the answer to the question you are asking. Bring the response to your consciousness. Have faith that you have seen the signs guiding you along the way. The signs have been there, waiting for you to acknowledge them. They can be colors, numbers, or perhaps a tarot card that keeps following you in all your readings.

💜  Card 2 [ Middle ]:  Embodiment

This card represents claiming the life you want and bringing life to your dreams. Embody the person you wish to be! Ask yourself what is it about your life that you have wanted to change? What has prevented you from changing it? Has there been a valid reason, or perhaps you are in a pattern of self-sabotage? 

🐰 Card 3 [ Right ]: Cow

Take it back to the basics. Bring back balance to your mind, body, and soul. You need time to nurture yourself. This is also a sign to ensure you have everything you need before you begin that new big project or something that invites drastic change. The goal here is to have a solid foundation that won’t crack on you once you’ve begun the next phase in your life. 

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Fri-yay? A Message? Yes.

December is here! I hope the 1st of the month was kind to you, and I hope the 2nd follow suite. I have a message for you from the Yogic Path oracle deck. Go ahead and pick a pile and I’ll be back later to share.

Moss Agate Moss Agate is a stone of endurance and persistence. It helps to attract abundance and creativity that may be buried within you. Moss Agate can assist in boosting optimism and self confidence. It can also be used to help you in the releasing of old or unhealthy habits.

Sunstone Sunstone is said to be divine representation of the healing of the masculine energy within us (regardless of your actual gender; We all have Masculine and Feminine energy within us). A stone of leadership and personal power, Sunstone has the ability to bring balance to both sides of your energies in order to achieve freedom and personal growth. Sunstone can help you gain confidence and establish healthy boundaries. Creating a path to the heart, Sunstone is able to restore happiness and fulfillment within your life and bring forth joy and pleasure. Sunstone is also known to help with sore throats, relief of stomach ulcers or tension and can also assist with spinal issues.

This week's Angel Number is: #216

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Here is tonight’s Oracle reading using the Mausolea: Oracle of Souls deck. Tonight’s card is Charon. Charon is the ferryman who brings souls across the River Styx into the afterlife. He cannot be bartered with nor can his mind be changed. He is unmoved by anyone’s story or circumstances. 

To whoever needs to hear this. The transition you are going through now is a difficult one. At times it feels the Universe is out to get you, but the fact is, what you are dealing with is a natural transition. There is no emotion or feeling attached to it. You’ve been approaching it in such a way, which is why it has been so brutal on you. 

Let go of the emotions, take your hands off the wheel and let the Charon ferry you across the River. It may feel like a rough ride at times, but soon you’ll be through it and things will make more sense as you look back and gather yourself. Sometimes going with the flow is easier than moving against it, even if its something we aren’t thrilled with, it isn’t always under our control. We can only control our journey not the path. 

Daily Tarot/Oracle Card Pull

She Offers the Sacred Wine, So Drink!

A card that says that today is the day to enjoy luxuries and the little things life gives you. Embrace the good, the joy and the sweets of your life. Treat yourself today, a little sweet treat or a nap in the afternoon or your favorite take out meal - today is the day that little extra dollop of happy.

Deck: Rumi Oracle by Alana Fairchild

5/17/23

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Today in oddly on the nose card pulls....

can i get a general daily card for my people?

is what i asked my sacred forest oracle deck. and i got two cards... so here you go :) a treat!

Starry Night: Acceptance.

striving to be one with the Universe is what you are doing right now. you are on the path to accepting yourself, and it is important for your wellbeing to do so. spiritual growth stems from acceptance. while it may be difficult to accept the wrongdoings you have executed in the past, you need to know you don't need to accept the action itself or condone it, but instead accept that it happened at all. you may accept all iterations of your being, past, present and future. you may learn to accept and embrace yourself, forgive yourself and others for their human wiles and whims. not for their sake, but for your own, because to forgive and let go of the shackles you hold is to be free, and to be detached in a way that promotes spiritual fulfillment. you need not keep people in your life to forgive them, or forgive them to their face at all. you need only remember that the most important person to forgive and accept and embrace is yourself. Magic is all around you, everyday. allow yourself to be still and gaze up at the Starry Night, soaking in all its glory and understanding your inherent majesty. if you only be still, you will be well. have faith, dear one.

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Thicket of Thorns: Uncertainty.

timing is everything. what matters in uncertain situations is that you resist the urge to struggle. if you feel as if you are stuck right now, it's true. be still. quiet yourself. breathe, in and out. allow the Thicket of Thorns to open before you in due time. it will happen when the timing is right, and when you are ready. it's very difficult to not struggle in uncertainty, because you feel as if you need to keep trying in order to get out of the situation. but sometimes trying isn't about taking active action. it can be about taking passive action. inaction is still action. you may learn the art of inaction in order to proceed, to become better at discerning the right way forward for you. it's just like the tale of sleeping beauty, and how the right prince was the one who simply passed by the Thicket of Thorns at the right time. all those other princes struggled forward with force, and lost themselves to the process. you may reap great rewards if you practice patience, and remember to breathe, and remember to be still in this Thick of Thorns. have faith, it will open to reveal wonders and Magic in time.

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*~what you should focus on today~*

using the inner child oracle by amanda hails

Pull yourself close

“Our inner being longs for us to reside as one. It is now time to pull close all of the places inside of us that we wish were not there. Imagine embracing yourself in acceptance, the “”good” parts, the “bad” parts, the “missing” places and the “broken” pieces. Knowing that every place inside of you is worthy of the greatest love.”

Lately there have been aspects of yourself that have been weighing on you heavily. You think about how much they bring you down and create difficulty in your life. About how much better it would be if it just didn't exist. But they do! It’s time to cultivate acceptance for all aspects of yourself, no matter how unsightly they seem to you. They are a part of you, and there are lessons to be learned in those imperfect parts of yourself. They add to who you are and give you flavor rather than taking from you. There is nothing about yourself that needs fixing, just accepting. Good, bad, missing, and broken are in quotation marks because these are your opinions of yourself, but the reality is that they are each another part that makes the whole of the amazing being you are. Take today to focus on each aspect of yourself. What has it contributed to your life? What have you learned as a result of this being a part of yourself? And take time to love this part of yourself no matter what you think, as this is practice toward loving yourself unconditionally ♡ 

I think someone might wanna have a word today lololol

UPDATES

I know that I've been on hiatus for awhile but I'm trying this out again in hopes that I can get my small business started back up.

For the most part I create prayer beads to bring others a sense of peace and for them to be able to meditate and pray with something in their hands. I have always had a love for prayer beads and rosaries and decided three years ago to make a business that would allow me to create these and help people.

Prayer and meditation are one of the best ways we can speak to the gods, goddesses, spirit guides, etc. We can find peace in something as simple as a few beads and the intent to surrender our pain and our joy to those we believe in.

I also want to create this small business to include some other resources but I don't want to say anything about it yet as I am still building inventory and coming up with ideas.

I also do oracle and tarot readings. I do charge for those, howeveer I am re-evaluating my prices so I won't put anything here just yet on that.

I will try and post more often here and show things that I have made in the past. I currently only have the one set of prayer beads up but I have made others.

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✨🐰💌  The Message Delivered 💌🐰✨

💖  Card 1 [ Left ]: Little Ones A card of comfort and snuggles. This is about remembering the joy you felt with a past little pet or what you thought it would be like having one if you ever wanted to adopt a cute little pet. So take some time today (or make time this week) to get cozy in your space and watch (or read, play a game) something that brings you peace and joy.

Bonus message: This can signify that a past little pet is calling to you. They are there to bring you comfort and to let you know they are grateful for the time they spent with you.

💜  Card 2 [ Middle ]: Home This can be a sign for you to research your heritage. To connect with your elders and honor (leave offerings for) your ancestors. This can also be a sign for some of you to leave writings or videos behind for the next generation in your family - to continue passing down traditions.

Bonus message: Your ancestors protect you and your home. They are watching and guiding you. Consider leaving an offering out for them, saying a prayer, or lighting a candle in remembrance.

💕 Card 3 [ Right ]: Crow's Eye View A message of boundaries and great courage. The courage to no longer allow yourself to be taken advantage of. To set boundaries. To say no. This will be a harsh lesson for some of you, but it will benefit you greatly if you can follow through with it.  Bonus message:  This card can indicate that the Celtic warrior Goddess The Morrigan wants to work or communicate with you.

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It's Fri-yay!

I wonder if people actually get excited for Fridays anymore. Is it even considered the start of the weekend anymore if you have to work tomorrow? Lmao.

ANYWAYYYYYY I have a message for y'all! I grabbed my Signs of the Times Oracle & some calcite for ya. Pick a pile and I'll be back later to share!

Blue Calcite A powerful, high vibrational stone, Blue Calcite can assist in soothing and relaxing the emotional body. It facilitates physical healing by working to clear negative or toxic emotions and encouraging rest and relaxation. Referred to as a stone of the mind, Blue Calcite can increase mental discernment and/or analysis as well as increasing memory and learning abilities. Associated with the Throat Chakra, Blue Calcite promotes centered, calm communication and encourages an optimistic point of view.

Green Calcite Green Calcite is another amplifier and energy cleanser. It assists in removing negativity and releasing any blockages that are currently preventing your personal growth. Connected to the Heart Charka, Green Calcite helps to dispel pent up pain and stress in the heart that you’ve been holding on to. This, in turn, clears the way for love to flourish. Green Calcite also helps to release any old, rigid mindsets or preconceived notions that don’t serve you anymore. Renewing your sense of purpose in life, Green Calcite motivates you to aim high when setting your goals. As with a lot of green stones, Green Calcite is a stone of prosperity and abundance. Working with your intentions, Green Calcite helps to speed up and enhance our ability to manifest abundance and success in our lives.

Victory

🏆👑 Mystic Midnight Oracle VICTORY 👑 We are moving into Victory. The direction is set and the finish line is in sight. Trust the process with confidence and peace. Rest assured, we will conquer our inner resistance and receive our eternal Victory.

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