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ace-of-gay · 1 year

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Stucky x little reader

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Warnings: age regression, paci, bottle, nursery,

Little names like little star, baby etc. The title daddy for bucky and dada for steve as the caregivers. Little reader is in a newborn mindset, age regression can be voluntary or involuntary if you dont understand i suggest either not reading it or educating yourself on the subject

Dont like it dont read it.

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No hate will be tolerated, all hate will be deleted or even blocked

No pronouns weight or skin color mentioned

Edited to the best of my ability

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Bucky and Steve encouraged your age regression knowing it’d help you in the long run.

They’ve seen you smol from six to one and occasionally younger but never as young as you are today, from Impending stress and being stuck big for a couple of weeks they knew at some point you were going to be extra smol and possibly very emotional but they were prepared for anything.

Anything in all regards so when they woke up thus morning to you buried into Bucky's side, mouth agape and paci fallen somewhere between your body and his.

Seeing you little and all cuddled up to one of your daddies stole their hearts, they both absolutely cherished it so very much.

Bucky tried to get up carefully not to nudge or shift you but the slightest feeling of movement woke you up with a gasp, before your chin started to wobble and a wail broke from you.

Eyes clenched shut, arms haphazardly flailing outward to find such comfort you had before.

It clicked quickly to both of them that you weren’t just smol, you felt tiny, equal to a newborn.

Bucky out of fear of hurting you hesitated eyes big in shock, he was prepared but he had no idea how to care for you in a newborn mindset, if you’re going to have bigger needs or if your likes and dislikes would be the same.

In the few seconds he was in shock Steve had crossed the room to Bucky’s side of the bed, softly cooing to help calm you, picking you up making sure to support your head he smiles to himself, swaying side to side to soothe you.

"Hey little star, did daddy’s startle you while getting up hmm? That’s okay, he didn't mean too"

Swaying with you, your head on his shoulder, eyes closed, on hand clutching your dadas shirt and the other clasped around three of his fingers.

"Hey button I’m gonna need my hand back?"

Bucky chuckles feeling much more aware of the situation and what he needs to do, he goes and grabs a paci and a lovie with a rattle in its head.

Bucky helped unwrap your hand from Steve’s and replace it with the lovie, touching the paci nib to your lips you instantly take it.

They both head out to the living room where seats himself and you on the couch, while Bucky finds his way to the kitchen.

You lean back a little to look at him, he grins back at you "you’re just the cutest" he announces before giving you scattered kisses across your nose and cheek, causing you to trill and coo behind you paci, dropping your lovie you pat both hands against his chest causing him to scatter kisses again followed by another trill and happy screech.

He calms you down and taps the button of your paci "give dada kiss?" you stare at him with no idea what hes saying until he taps his lips and you realize.

Basically falling forward you tap the button of your paci against his lips giving him a paci kiss.

Just a moment later Bucky walks in with a warm bottle of milk you instantly know what it is and you open your mouth dropping your paci.

Being passed from Steve to Bucky’s lap he lays you across his lap with your head layed in the crook of his elbow, giving you the bottle to feed from, your eyes close, giving your bottle all your attention until Bucky rubs your tummy and pulls the bottle away for a moment, "hey there little firecracker you should slow down before you get a tummy ache" and giving you back the bottle.

Eventually finished and having opened your eyes once more Bucky takes the bottle placing on the side table and helping you to sit facing him, pressing your body to his he pats your back to make sure there’s no extra bubbles in your tummy to upset it.

Grabbing your lovie he shakes it in front of you catching your attention, the clicking rattling mesmerizing you.

Steve walks back in wearing day clothes taking you and your lovie into his arms giving you a kiss before doing as Bucky was and shaking the lovie and than tapping its smile against you nose making a kissy sound, he does this several times over when you give your lovie a kiss back squealing in joy.

you take the lovie from him shaking it wildly before shoving it against your face causing him to laugh. Bucky returns in his own day clothes, watching you, trill and coo in delight, its now time for you to be changed.

They both make their way to your little room where you keep all your stuffies, little clothes, toys etc.

Bucky shuffles through the closet keeping in mind your favorite color and your activities of the day and choses your outfit accordingly.

Helping you out of your night clothes into day clothes freshening you up for the day.

They both sit down on the floor with you in Bucky’s lap.

Steve going through the toys, they play with you until your eyes begin to droop again, deciding its best to lay you down after you fall asleep, Steve goes to dim the lights and turn on the star projector.

Bucky swaying back and forth soothing you to sleep he sets you down in your bed in your little room, giving you a paci, tucking you in and last but not least to turn on the baby monitor.

They leave the room to go about their day as you nap, going about the routine multiple times making sure you completely happy.

They love being your daddy and dada even when something they don’t expect shows up.

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Im new to writing this young but its as valid as any regression age and deserves more representation

Im drawing a stuffy every day this month, as a reason/ goal to make it through the month because January is hard for me every year.

If youd like me to draw one of your stuffies let me know and id be happy to! For example heres my first three, 1 is mine, 2 is a friends and 3 is another friends

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lazydoodlesandfanfic · 10 months

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Helping Hide The Truth (Peter Parker X Trans!Male!Rogers!Reader)

Characters: Peter Parker X Trans!Male!Rogers!Reader,

Universe: Marvel, Avengers

Warnings: Mentions of Transphobia, fear of coming out, body dysphoria

Universe: Could you do maybe a trans male reader who is dating Peter but isnt out to his dad yet I was thinking Steve Rogers Or Bucky I love your writing and I love how you explore your stories ❤️

Peter checked his watch for the 5th time that morning. The morning bell was due to ring in just 15 minutes, and you were nowhere in sight, and Peter was starting to contemplate heading back to his locker, or texting to ask if you wanted him to drop off in the disabled bathroom or to ask if you were even coming in today. Luckily, as he reached for his phone, he saw your dad’s car finally pull up, you jumping out, waving to your dad before rushing up the steps to meet Peter. Peter smiled and waved at your dad- Captain America himself- as he pulled back out the parking lot, and you headed inside, walking at a fast pace.

“The bell’s gonna go off soon.” Peter commented as you both dashed around, pushing through the crowd to find one of the bathrooms or even just a janitor’s closet at this point. Normally when you were on short notice you would just change at your locker- slipping on a baggier shirt and slipping the men’s jeans over your leggings or something, but Peter had noted that today you had come in a dress- and judging by the style, it was Steve’s idea, thought that was obvious anyday. That meant you had to actually find somewhere more private to get changed today. His eyes darted around before he saw MJ at her locker, taking your hand and pulling you in her direction. “MJ!” He called as he approached, and she looked up, seeing you both approaching, what you were wearing, and she immediately knew what was up. She went into her locker, finding her gym bag, and pulled out her towel, unravelling it.

You stepped hurriedly between her and her locker, her holding one end of the towel against the locker next to her, Peter holding the other end with MJ’s locker door to create a barrier from any onlookers. MJ kept a look out for trouble and also tried to block the view even more with her body, Peter also doing the same when he wasn’t passing you garments, before you gave him the dress with a quick “Done.” and the towel dropped, and Peter shoved the dress into the bag. “Thank you so much.” You told them.

“Don’t worry about it.” MJ shrugged. “Guessing daddy dearest was adamant on the dress?” She asked and you huffed and nodded, taking the bag from Peter, and shoving it to the bottom of your backpack to go and put in your locker later.

“I’ll tell him I bumped into someone at lunch and got some crap on it.” You stated.

“Does that mean we have to get it back out to dump some ketchup on it?” Peter asked.

“No, we need it to look realistic- you put on the dress and we put ketchup on it.” MJ joked, poking Peter in the chest, making you laugh a little. Peter knew that if that was needed, he’d do it for you.

Peter had met you when you both started at the highschool a few years ago, and immediately had began bonding over being the ‘weird’ kids. Back then, when he was still getting to know you, Peter had presumed you were shy and self conscious, lacking any confidence, being a total wall flower and wanting to stay out of the spotlight- just trying to survive highschool. That was until the that summer ended and you came back with a new haircut- a much shorter haircut, wearing baggier clothes, clothes that hid any femininity. Peter immediately got an inkling that he may have been wrong about his presumptions about you, but didn’t want to jump to conclusions. Instead, he complimented your new hair, and the way you lit up at it didn’t help his spidey sense. You thanked him, explaining how you got into an argument with your dad about it before you inevitably went behind his back to get it done, but now it was done and he couldn’t do anything about it and so he didn’t say anything about it. Peter had joked about him being old fashioned, in which you laughed the loudest he’d ever heard. It was then you told him how right he was, and who your dad actually was.

It was in the middle of the next school break when you two were hanging around at his that he had told you he was Spiderman, and in return, you told him you were trans, and was keeping it a secret from your 1940’s dad. It was about 2 weeks after that, that you and Peter sucked up the courage to ask each other out at literally the same time.

Peter had took the information exceedingly well. He came up with the idea to have spare clothes at school to change into to make you more comfortable around your peers, which also helped you keep your secret from your dad- all he saw was the short hair but the ‘normal’ clothes when he dropped you off and picked you up, totally unaware that you had begun socially transitioning at school, and with surprising success. Of course, after a close run in one time in which Peter as Spiderman had to save you and him using your correct pronouns in front of some of your classmates- including Flash- people didn’t want to attempt to use that against you knowing that Spiderman seemingly knew you personally, and then when it came out who your dad was… yeah, people at school used your pronouns, if mostly out of pure fear.

Since being able to be yourself for the most part at school and when away from your dad, Peter had noticed how you had changed. You were chattier, more vibrant. Happier, and he loved it, and he was willing to do anything to keep it that way- even if it meant sneaking you clothes at the beginning the day and taking them back before your dad picked you up, or lying to the Avengers to ensure they didn’t pass any information on to Steve.

The day passed by like any normal day, at the end of lunch time you did get the dress back out temporarily, smearing some ketchup on the skirt before putting it back in the bag and your locker, and dropping a text to your dad that you’d had to change and that your dear boyfriend and leant you an old hoodie and pants, sprinkling in a comment on how sweet Peter was for going out of his way to get you cleaned up and new clothes in such short notice, even though you knew he probably wouldn’t read it for a while or even at all and would ask you what happened to your dress.

After the last bell rang and you and Peter were gathering your things from your locker, you discussed future plans. “How about this weekend if your dad has nothing planned with you, we could go to the mall? We could pick some clothes up for you but keep them at mine or in your locker?” Peter asked.

“Why, running out of hoodies? I can give some back.” You teased him with a grin.

“No, I don’t mind, I’ll just steal them back next time I come and visit you- I was just thinking, since they’re all my style, I thought it would be nice for you to have some pieces you could actually claim as yours. You could excuse it to your dad as backup clothes since he must think you’re super clumsy at school, but…” He explained.

“That sounds… nice. I’ll ask my dad if I can go out with you on the weekend.” You told him with a soft smile, closing your locker door, and sighed. “I wish I didn’t have to sneak around like this for clothes of all things. The fact that I’m sneaking in and out clothes that make me feel good about myself and not my literal boyfriend just feels… wrong.”

“I know.” Peter frowned. “Has your dad made any… comments? Good or bad?” He asked. You shook your head.

“No clue what he thinks, honestly not sure if he even knows what being trans even means.” You told him as you both started walking down the hallways towards the main exit.

“Would you like me to… look into it?” Peter offered. You stopped walking, looking at him with apprehension. “Like… we recently had the official lesson on gender identities, I can bring it up with Tony, ask if your dad and Thor has had that talk and how they feel about it. If he asks questions on why, I can maybe pull together a fake project about ‘old world views’ on that kind of thing and if the ‘not from his time’ argument actually holds up with Steve and Thor and that you didn’t want to bring it up with him in case he got defensive or something.” He excused.

“Are you sure? You know if you do this we will actually have to make that fake project, which could include interviewing my own dad about his views on his own son that he doesn’t know is his son?”

“I’ll interview him- conflict of interest. You put together a rough draft of a plan for this project in case Tony talks to your dad so you can show him the rough draft to make it seem real. Maybe we can turn it into actually educating him, introducing it to him so one day you can actually be yourself to him.” He suggested. You hesitated, but eventually nodded.

“I still don’t plan to come out till I’m 18, just in case.”

“I understand. I love you, and I love seeing you love yourself, but I know you also love your dad and how much he means to you and that you don’t want to damage that relationship. If I can somehow make sure that doesn’t happen, I want to do that… if this fake project gets too close to home, please just say, we can make up an excuse about changing the subject or the project being cancelled or changed.”

“Thank you Peter, I really appreciate it, and everything you’ve been doing to help me through this I can’t thank you enough and it’s one of the many reasons that I love you.” You told him, grabbing the collar of his jacket, pulling him close and kissing him, before you heard a honk from a car, knowing that it was your dad’s car. You sighed, pulling away from him. “If I’m able to come over on the weekend, can you ask your Aunt May if she can make that lasagna?” You asked, making your boyfriend laugh. You asked that last week, and the week prior. Aunt May was more than happy to make it.

“Sure thing.” He told you, stealing a quick peck, hearing another honk from your dad before you turned and rushed to get in your dad’s car, waving at him as your dad drove off.

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gatorbites-imagines · 1 year

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Masterlist 1

Emoji Guide

Dark themes = 🖤

Smut = ❤️

Find masterlist 2 here

Marvel

-Steve Rogers

An understanding between artists

Steve is in love with the male reader and outed

Police officer Steve Rogers x male reader

-Bucky Barnes

Werewolf Bucky x vampire male reader

“Can you please come get me?” drabble

“You’re gonna be okay, baby, just breathe. It’s all going to be fine.” Drabble

Bucky Barnes with a male reader who has a prosthetic arm

Bucky Barnes with a male reader who likes pastel and sanrio

-Poly Stucky

Relaxing on a snowy morning part 1

A snowy evening (Relaxing on a snowy morning part 2)

Party of one, two, three? (ftm reader) part 1

Party of one, two, three? (ftm reader) part 2

Poly Stucky x shapeshifter male reader who turns into a wolf pup

-Tony Stark

Tony Stark x Ftm teen reader

Tony Stark x top rival male reader

-Loki Laufeyson

Loki x Tank/Healer male reader

-Moon Knight (Marc, Steven and Jake)

Marc and Steven being comforted by the reader after being yelled at

Shower fun with Marc❤️

Khonshu x ftm reader

Steven Grant x Monster/Non human male reader

Sub Jake Lockley x Dom male reader (scent and Collar)❤️

Jake Lockley x ftm reader❤️

Sub Jake Lockey x Dom reader, Alleyway❤️

Moonboys with male reader who says the safeword

Moonboys x ftm reader who was harrassed for being gay and trans

Moonboys with a flirty male reader and how he flusters them

Moonboys with a tall and buff male reader

Steven Grant venting to his boyfriend

-multiple

Nine realm headcanons

Bucky and Loki x Oblivious male reader

Avengers forgetting about your anniversary

Marvel x Eldritch horror male reader

Marvel Characters reacting to reader suprise hugging them

-Dick Grayson

Lazy-day

Dick Grayson x male reader meeting at a gala part 1

Dick Grayson x Male reader meeting at a gala part 2

Dick Grayson x male reader, undercover❤️

Dick Grayson x ftm reader who is dysphoric

Dick Grayson x Possesive dom male reader❤️

Dick Grayson x former circus performer male reader

Dick Grayson nsfw alphabet❤️

Dick Grayson with a ftm reader whos been deadnamed and misgendered on purpose

Dick Grayson being brought into subspace by the reader with sparring❤️(ish?)

-Jason Todd

Sub Jason Todd x Dom Older vigilante male reader❤️

Sub Jason Todd x Dom Older vigilante male reader part 2❤️

Sub Jason Todd x Dom male reader, desperate for each others touch❤️

Jason Todd nsfw alphabet❤️

Jason Todd being insecure about his appearence with an artist reader

Jason having flashbacks as the reader stitches him up

Jason with a male reader whos older and is like his sugar daddy ❤️

-Tim Drake

Tim Drake trying to flirt with a Tiefling reader but he has no idea how

-Damian Wayne

Damian Wayne and speedster male reader who he hates but starts to like

-Bruce Wayne

Bruce Wayne nsfw alphabet❤️

-Klarion

Klarion x young justice hero male reader

-Edward Nashton/The Riddler (2022)

Reader comforts Edward when hes working

Edward and the reader are obsessed with each other

Edward x male reader whos a huge romantic

Reader tries to figure out who the Riddler is part 1

Reader tries to figure out who the Riddler is part 2🖤

Top Edward x Bottom male reader, who met at Arkham❤️

-Bruce Wayne/Batman (2022)

Bruce x Male reader who is big and intimidating, but a softy

Bruce x Detective male reader

Sub Bruce x dom male reader❤️

-Hal Jordan

Hal Jordan nsfw alphabet❤️

Ftm Hal Jordan with a Ftm reader ❤️

Hal Jordan with subspace, edging under a weighted blanket ❤️

Hal Jordan and the reader having enough of him putting himself down ❤️

-Barry Allen

Barry Allen nsfw alphabet❤️

-Wally West

Bottom Wally West x Top Kryptonian male reader❤️

-Clark Kent

Clark Kent nsfw alphabet❤️

yandere Clark Kent nsfw alphabet ❤️

-Conner Kent/Kon-el

Conner Kent/Kon-el with a ftm reader

Conner Kent/Kon-el nsfw alphabet ❤️

Conner Kent/Kon-el loving the readers scent and stealing their hoodies

Conner Kent/Kon-el x kryptonian male reader ❤️

Conner kent/Kon-el cuddling with the reader for the first time

-Kaldur'ahm

Kaldur'ahm x alien male reader

-Joker

Joker x ftm reader

Ledger!Joker taking care of the sick reader

-multiple

Batson headcanons

Batsons x ftm reader

Batsons x Himbo ftm reader

Batfam x Unlucky male reader part 1

Batfam x Unlucky male reader part 2

Batfam x Unlucky male reader part 3

Batman/fam being determined to adopt a criminal/vigilante reader

Batboys throwing eachother around as bonding

DC characters and what kind of yandere i think they would be

Batsons with an autistic reader who mirrors them

The Boys

-Homelander/John Gillman

Homelander being spanked by dom reader ❤️

Fight Club

-Tyler Durden and the Narrator

The Narrator is extremely in love with the male reader who also catches Tylers attention

Slashers

-Billy Lenz

Billy Lenz x male reader headcanons

-Poly Ghostface

Handsome Devil part 1 (slasher male reader)🖤

Handsome devil part 2 (slasher male reader)🖤

Poly ghostface x himbo reader part 1

Poly ghostface x himbo reader part 2

Poly ghostface x autistic male reader

Poly ghsotface with a reader whos in denial about their sexuality

Poly ghostface x metalhead reader with a personality similar to Stu

Poly ghostface x reader whos fascinated by gore and blood

-Brahms Heelshire

Brahms Heelshire x protective male reader

Brahms Heelshire being comforted by male reader

Cuddling Brahms after a rough day

-Michael Myers

Michael Myers x himbo reader

Yandere Corey Cunningham and Michael Myers x male reader

Michael Myers with a voice kink ❤️

-Thomas Hewitt

Thomas Hewitt sfw alphabet

-Corey Cunningham

Corey Cunningham x slasher male reader who replaces Michael 🖤

Yandere Corey Cunningham and Michael Myers x male reader

Corey Cunningham comforting an overstimulated reader

-multiple

Slashers x male reader who is insecure about their thighs

Slashers with an s/o who vapes

Slashers and a weirdly strong male reader who keeps beating them

Slashers being given a flowercrown

Michael Myers and Brahms Heelshire with petplay

Jason Voorhees and Pyramid head with violent hide and seek

Jason Voorhees, Michael Myers and Pyramid head Proposing

Dead by Daylight

-Evan Macmillan (The Trapper)

Evan Macmillan sfw and nsfw alphabet❤️

-multiple

Frank Morrison and Danny “Jed Olsen” Johsen with a s/o whos built like a brick house

Evan Macmillan, Jason Voorhees and Bubba sawyer bottoming for the first time

Star Wars

-Din Djarin

Keldabe

Din x Tall tanker male reader who is secretly a softy

Din Djarin x Flirty bounty hunter male reader

Din Djarin x Stoic male reader

Din Djarin nsfw alphabet❤️

-Poly Bobadin

Riduur

-Anakin Skywalker

Anakin skywalker x ftm reader

Padawan Anakin Skywalker x Touchy male reader

Anakin comforting reader who was tortured and has night terrors

Anakin x Jedi male reader who is Plo Koons padawan

Sub Anakin x Dom male reader who is scared of intimacy, plus handcuffs❤️

Anakin with a ftm reader who has dysphoria

Padawan Anakin and a father figure male reader who falls in love with Shmi

-Luke Skywalker

Luke Skywalker x Shapeshifter male reader

-multiple

Clonetroopers x ftm reader

Anakin, Darth Vader, Obi wan and Cody, overall headcanons

Deaged star wars ocs

Fnaf

-Montgomery Gator

Vending Machine Mechanic

Monty x tiny male reader

-multiple

How the security breach cast would help the reader instead of freddy

Security breach cast x animatronic male reader

Harry Potter

-George Weasley

George Weasley x slythering male reader

Solo Leveling

-Sung Jin Woo

Sung Jin Woo x childhood friend male reader

One punch man

-multiple

Saitama and Genos relationship headcanons

Pokemon

-Guzma

Guzma with a stoic reader who has a centiskortch

-multiple

Team star bosses with a reader who is the leader and a psychic type user

Rick and Morty

-Rick Sanchez

Rick Sanchez (C-137) being flirted with

Rick Sanchez (C-137) with a ftm reader with autism

Call of Duty

-Simon “Ghost” Riley

Ghost with a short male reader who is underestimated because of his height

Ghost with knifeplay ❤️

Ghost with knifeplay part 2 (theres actually no knives in this one)

Ghost with a reader whos bigger and scarier than himself

-Multiple

Call of Duty characters being fucked while being interrogated ❤️

Alejandro, Soap and König with a tall feminine male reader

Ghost and Soap with a himbo reader who is submissive and breedable ❤️

John, Alejandro,Gaz and König finding their partner asleep with animals.

Soap, Ghost, Rudy and König with a partner on the autism spectrum who copies their accent

Rudy, Alejandro and Price as biology teachers

Rudy, Alejandro and Price with an s/o whos a biology teacher

141 with a male reader who owns a huge wolf

Alejandro, Rudy and Soap with a flirty reader who speaks multiple languages

Ghost and König with a big chested male reader

Call of duty characters with a reader whos tongue tied and fumbles to speak

How the team reacts to ghost having a husband with colored hair and stretched ears

Ghost, Price, Alejandro, König, Gaz and Rudy with a male reader with long hair

141 with an older reader who still moves like a 20 year old they gush over

Cod characters with a male reader who has thick thighs and stretch marks

Cod characters reacting to meeting Prices husband

Cod characters with a male reader with a very low spice tolerance

#masterlist #male reader #marvel imagine #marvel headcanon #dc imagine #dc headcanon #star wars imagine #star wars headcanon #slasher imagine #slasher headcanon #Rick and morty headcanon #rick and morty imagine #one punch man headcanon #one punch man imagine #solo leveling imagine #solo leveling headcanon #call of duty imagine #call of duty headcanon

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howdoyousleep3 · 2 years

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Welcome to my Kinktober 2022 Masterlist! Each day will be shared in a post, linked here, and then this post itself will be shared. The hashtag for all things Kinktober is "howdoyousleep kinktober 2022". Please read all included tags and author's notes to make the best responsible reader decision. As per usual, all stories are to be read by readers 18+ only. Stay spooky and enjoy, besties! 🖤

🐍 day 1 // Daddy Kink // Daddy Steve x Baby Bucky // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🎃 day 2 // Authority Kink // Senator Rogers x Intern Bucky ft. Maddie's Jockverse // read here on Tumblr Part 1 Part 2 // read here on Ao3 // see teaser here

👻 day 3 // Uniform Kink // Pre-War Stucky // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

😈 day 4 // Angry Sex // Mafia Daddy Steve x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🐈‍⬛ day 5 // Quickie // 3-Day Weekend Daddy (3DWD) x Bunny Baby // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

😱 day 6 // Getting Caught // Senator Rogers x Intern Barnes // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

⚰️ day 7 // Drunk // Steve Kemp x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

💀 day 8 // Age Difference // Sub Baby Bucky Barnes x Daddy Dom Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🦇 day 9 // Dirty Talk // Steve Rogers x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

👽 day 10 // Mouth // Bucky Barnes x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🔮 day 11 // Housewife Roleplay // Senator Rogers x Intern Barnes // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

💚 day 12 // Omegaverse // Omega Steve Rogers x Alpha Bucky Barnes // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🧛 day 13 // Coming Untouched // Shrunkyclunks (Captain America Steve Rogers/Modern Bucky Barnes) // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🧟 day 14 // Skirt // Trans Bucky Barnes x Biker Daddy Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on A03

🪲 day 15 // Mommy Kink // Ransom Drysdale x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

👸 day 16 // Orgasm Denial // Senator Natasha Romanoff x Female Intern Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🕸 day 17 // Alley // Punk Steve Rogers x Rocker Bucky Barnes // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🧞‍♀️ day 18 // Morning Sex // Best Friend's Dad Andy Barber x Male Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🍬 day 19 // Wet Dream // 3-Day Weekend Daddy (3DWD) x Bunny Baby // read here on Tumblr // read here on A03

🛸 day 20 // Role Reversal // Daddy James x Stevie Baby // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

💜 day 21 // Comemarking // Omega Gender Neutral Reader x Alpha Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🌕 day 22 // Hands // Bucky Barnes x Girlfriend's Dad Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🗡 day 23 // Breeding Kink // Ari Levinson x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🩸 day 24 // Erotic Letters // Camboy Bucky Barnes x Pornstar Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

⚱️ day 25 // Missionary // "Smol" Steve Rogers x "Bear" Bucky Barnes // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🧚‍ day 26 // Overstimulation // Chris Evans x Sebastian Stan (Evanstan) // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🦄 day 27 // Innocence // Succubus Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🦉 day 28 // Threesome // Daddy Steve x Baby Bucky x Male Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

👹 day 29 // Car Sex // Stepdad Andy Barber x Female Reader // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

🥸 day 30 // Sex with a Stranger // Shrunkyclunks (Captain America Steve Rogers/Modern Bucky Barnes) // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

☠️ day 31 // Aftercare // Daddy Steve x Baby Bucky // read here on Tumblr // read here on Ao3

#howdoyousleep kinktober 2022 #my writing #masterlist #kinktober masterlist #fanfiction #stucky fanfic #sharing now for hype and excitement #we’re close to a month away babes sheesh #absolutely I changed the theme lol I’m one indecisive bitch

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slothspaghettiwrites · 2 years

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Sloth's Kinktober 2.0 Masterlist

Ah, the weather is finally getting cooler. The nights are longer. It's officially spooky season. And with it, my second attempt at kinktober! Thank you everyone who submitted a request! There were so many delicious and devious thots that I can't wait to share with you all!

These works have Adult Content. By clicking “Keep Reading” you have agreed that you are over the age of 18 and are willing to view such content. My work is not to be copied or translated onto any other platform. I have discontinued my taglist - follow @slothspaghettilibrary to be notified of when I post.

Food Play - Dark!Lee Bodecker x Fem!Reader

Pet Play - Bucky Barnes x Trans!Male!Puppy!Reader

Knife Play - Robert Pronge x Reader

Pegging - Sub!Loki Laufeyson x afab!Reader

Body Worship - Sub!Preserum!Steve Rogers x Reader

Size Kink - Frat boy!Chris Evans x SHORT!Fem!Reader

Shibari - Bruce Banner x Reader

CG/l - Tony Stark x Reader

Yandere - Ari Levinson x Reader

Cheating - Lee Bodecker x Reader

Impact Play (Spanking) - Daddy!Lee Bodecker x Babyboy

Primal Play - Alpha!Andy Barber x Alpha!Lloyd Hansen x Omega!Reader

Double Penetration - Andy Barber x August Walker x Fem!Reader

Biting - Werewolf!Lee Bodecker x Plus Size!Reader

Group Sex - Orgyverse Gang

Ovipositing - Venom x Eddie Brock x Reader

Somnophila - Dark!Andy Barber x Male!Reader

Threesome - Vampire!Bucky Barnes x Vampire!Steve Rogers x Succubus!Reader

Cum Play - Jake Jensen x Ghost!Reader

Overstimulation- Tentacle!Lee Bodecker x Reader

Blood Play - Vampire!Tony Stark x Reader

Praise Kink - Curtis Everett x Short!Reader

Knotting - Werewolf!Bucky Barnes x Reader

Sex Toys - Steve Rogers x Reader

Gagging - Orc!Lee Bodecker x Reader

Innocence Kink - Dark!Andy Barber x Reader

Chase Kink - Lee Bodecker x Reader

Fear Play - Andy Barber x Reader

Holding - Sugar Baby!Ransom Drysdale x Daddy!Reader

Daddy Kink - Gabe Kapler x Fem!Reader

Surprise fic for us all

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fatbottombucky · 5 years

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Guidelines For Requests

Please read:

If you sent a request before I put this out, don’t worry your request will be written- unless I’ve stated otherwise, usually I’ll reply to anons with “I cannot do this request because x” or if you’ve requested off Anon I’ll privately reply and tell you how you can word your request to fit my (untold) guidelines.

A. I have the right to not write requests.

I do not need to state why.

I do not tolerate hate or messages of “are you ever gonna write my request” I have over 15k followers; I have a lot of requests.

Do NOT send me a request that you’ve already sent to 5 other blogs.

I do NOT take birthday requests, you can ask for a request as a birthday celebration but I don’t write requests themed around birthdays

B. I do not accept requests that are just “X-character fluff” or “Y character smut” these will be deleted

I need a prompt to go along with it; it can be a sentence or an AU. “Bucky Barnes fluff with “here take my jacket” or “Tattooist AU!Steve Rogers smut”. It gives me more to work with, requests are for YOU.

I do not go into detail on how reader looks. I make them raceless, no characteristics/ that being said/ I do take requests for different ethnicities (I am Caucasian), trans!reader also. I do not mind characteristics- but usually most of my fics are for everyone

If you want reader to be Ace/ Nonbinary/ Trans please state in request- I’ve written ace!Reader before

If you’d like plus size!reader then simply state that in request, or, chubby!Bucky then also do so (chubby!Bucky is the only one I’m comfortable with right now, but I do love chubby!Thor too)

C. I have few triggers now, so you can request, pretty much, anything and I’ll be fine with it

Dub con/non con, bdsm & smut kinks (daddy kink, choking & whatever you’re into- if it’s something I’m unfamiliar with or uncomfortable with, I’ll inform you)✅

Suicide, self-harm & mental illnesses ✅

Eating Disorders ✅

Warning: Please, realise that when I write any mental illnesses they won’t be fluffy fics. I will not glamorise. I’m in recovery from Bulimia, so it’s a topic I’m passionate about. I see wayyyy too many fics where they heroise Characters for helping the reader, fluff-up mental disorders. That’s not how I roll, baby. If you expect me to fluff self-harm you’ve gotta another thing coming. You’ve been warned.

Incest ❌

Underaged reader/character smut❌

Threesomes: I’m just not comfortable with my capability to write a smut like that❌

D: Characters I will/ will not write for

Any MCU characters: Includes Anyone in Infinity War & Endgame, plus Loki & Spider-Man friends- Mj, Ned & May✅

Supernatural: All characters from every season✅

Riverdale: All characters ✅

Stranger Things: Every season✅

Shadowhunters- Alec will only be written with Male Readers✅

Actors: Sebastian Stan, Chris Evans, Tom Holland & Anthony Mackie✅

You must always state if Reader is Male/Female/Gender Neutral. If you do not put Readers gender preferences in your request it will be GN, or up for my interpretation.

Walking Dead: whilst I write for the fandom, I do not accept requests ❌

Of course, with any free media, it takes some time to work through. The wait is... whenever I feel inspired or motivated by something. I tend to delete really old requests. But I’m trying my hardest to work through all of them.

As it gets closer to seasonal holidays; Any Holiday, whatever you celebrate. Please, send requests for it. I love writing requests that focuses around a holiday, it feels more personal and since these are requests, I do like making them personal- since I do not go into detail how reader looks.

#request guidelines

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bi-e-ne · 6 years

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Monthly Reading List #May’18

Hello there!

Another month is gone and it’s about time again for my monthly recommendations! I really love to share these amazing stories from unbelievable talented writers with you! It’s always a blessing for me to collect it!

So, tomorrow is the day of the day: I’ll start my new job in a nearby hospital. I’m nervous and excited and just can’t wait because it’s damn time after three months of doing all but nothing!

Though, that’s not really true. I did something: I found out that I not only love to read fanfiction, but also write fanfiction on my own. But since I’m an absolute beginner in writing and furthermore English isn’t my first language, I’m struggling a bit.

So, I thought maybe I give a call to all these amazing readers and talented writers out there and maybe find one or the other I can tag and help me improve my writing? It doesn’t matter if you help me through reblogging, liking, feedbacks or even being a beta. Maybe you can challenge me with requests? I can use any help that is offered and I would really, really, really appreciate it! I mean, simple as it is, it’s learning by doing ;) But without being aware of my mistakes how should I improve then? I really hope to learn from all of you out there, because writing is really fun and even if I can’t see in the future and don’t now yet how my new job will influence my writing, I want to keep doing it!

But before I’m boring you, this is enough of me. Now enjoy the following list and cry, laugh and be happy with it like I was! Until next month ;)

Avengers

James ‘Bucky’ Barnes

A Second Chance Part 1 | tbc @acreativelydifferentlove

Assembling @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

Attention! | We don’t talk anymore... | Dangerously. | How Long? | Done For Me- @221bshrlocked

Balconies and Libraries @acreativelydifferentlove

Bashful Creatures Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 @buckymcbuttfacebarnes

Bring it on! @prettyyoungtragedy

Bucky, the Vampire Slayer - Masterlist @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan

Coffee and Texts @bolontiku

Come Back to Me @until-theend-oftheline

Emotions Part 1 | Part 2 @buckimagines

Focused @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

“Have I mentioned, I fucking hate Halloween.” @oriona75

I`ll Always Be With You My Love @storiesofthefandomlovers

I Need You @theimpossibleg1rl

Jealous @buckybarnesxreader

Late Nights at the Office @after-avenging-hours

Lets Play @acreativelydifferentlove

Love is For Children Part 1 | Part 2 @sebseyesandbuckysthighs

Mean Girls @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan

Mixed Signals @captainrogerss

Moonlight Swim @moondancewrites

Now You’re Mine @theimpossibleg1rl

Rehab Rewards Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @teamcap4bucky

Safe House @acreativelydifferentlove

Save the Last Dance for Me @captainrogerss

Sharing Masterlist @promarvelfangirl

Spring Fever @acreativelydifferentlove

Sunshine & Motor Oil @erisjade

Talk Dirty to Me @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan

Tell Me How @jamie-leah

Thin Walls @jamie-leah

Trepidation Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @cumonbucky

Unrequited @justsomebucky

What Did You Just Call Me? @cleolemonfanfiction

Wavy @papi-chulo-bucky

Steve Rogers

A Restless Night @221bshrlocked

Can We Save Us @captain-ariel-barnes

Cloudburst - Masterlist @samingtonwilson

Five Minutes with Steve @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse

Infatuated @sebastixnstxn

No More Apologies @4theluvofall

“Rescue” @bolontiku

Size Perfect @sarahp879

Surprise Welcome @until-theend-oftheline

The Boy From Brooklyn @captain-rogers-beard

Too Long @justreadingfics

“Trust me, I love you.” - Bumps and scrapes | Open wounds and Blood | Stitches and blood transfusions @prettyyoungtragedy

Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes

jealous @flightofthefantasies

Lesson Learned @floatingpetals

Movie Night Part 1 | Part 2 @loveisfriendship

Two for One Master Post @captain-rogers-beard

Stucky

Bait With a Punch @until-theend-oftheline

Dreams Come True @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan

It’s A Date @until-theend-oftheline

Just Enough Time @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan

Morning after @prettyyoungtragedy

The White Palace Part 1 | Part 2 | tbc @angryschnauzer

Thor

Sparks Fly @acreativelydifferentlove

Winterhawk

464. @winterhawkkisses

“Here, let me.” @winterhawkkisses

What do they do when they can't sleep? @winterhawkkisses

Who gets overwhelmed by small acts of kindness? @winterhawkkisses

“You’re hurt” @clintbartonruinedmylife

Hawaii 5-0

Steve McGarrett

Daddy’s Girl @amarabliss

Priest

Vascar

I’ll Be Gentle @bookcaseninja

Star Trek

Five minute ficlet @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse

James T. Kirk

Imagine Jim being nervous about your date @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

Leonard ‘Bones’ McCoy

Among My Stillness @outside-the-government

Plaid and Jeans @iguess-theyre-mymess

Student Loans - Masterlist @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

McKirk

Anything Like Me Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | tbc @pinkamour1588

Are you done sulking? @haveyouseenmymind

Diagnosis: Love @goingknowherewastaken

Don’t bite the hand…(That jerks you) @pinkamour1588

First Impressions are important @haveyouseenmymind

Little Things @pinkamour1588

Night Blues @haveyouseenmymind

Our Forbidden Love @jiminthestreets-bonesinthesheets

Plausible Attraction @goingknowherewastaken

Ten years @auduna-druitt

The Incident @haveyouseenmymind

Things you never said @southernbellestatues

things you said after you kissed me @lovelyleonard

Together @yallneedtrek

McKirk x OCs

Ready or Not Part One | Part Two | tbc @auduna-druitt

Supernatural

Fledgling Furor @crispychrissy

My Stack @crispychrissy

Sweet Karma @crispychrissy

Valentwins @crispychrissy

Castiel

Learning to Fly @crispychrissy

Dean Winchester

A Ruff Few Days @crispychrissy

First Day @crispychrissy

Just Me @crispychrissy

Magnolias in the Country @carryonmywaywardcaptain

Talk to Me @crispychrissy

Two Birds with One Song @crispychrissy

Sam Winchester

Actions and Words @crispychrissy

Crazy = Genius @crispychrissy

It’s Greek to Me @crispychrissy

Knife to Meet You @crispychrissy

One Wish @crispychrissy

Pitted @crispychrissy

Relieving Tension @crispychrissy

The Unexpected Guest @crispychrissy

The Bronze

Lance Tucker

Comfort @jbbmoved

Curves And Edges Masterlist @jaamesbbarnes

Dilemma @jaamesbbarnes

In His Eyes @cumonbucky

Jealousy @jaamesbbarnes

Mine @jaamesbbarnes

Not My Friends @jbbmoved

Office sex @jaamesbbarnes

Secret @jbbmoved

takes some time @theassetseyeliner

Wonder Woman

Steve Trevor

Imagine sharing a tent with Steve @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

Crossing fandoms

Steve Rogers x Jim Kirk

Captain @iguess-theyre-mymess

Race @iguess-theyre-mymess

Monster @monstersandmaw

10 sentence drabbles

male werewolf x trans!guy

yautja x female reader

male grey alien x female reader

large male Minotaur x smol gem reader

Big furry beast x gf (not present)

male naga x female reader

kelpie x female reader

drowsy and soft satyr x female reader

male gargoyle x male reader

Female banshee x male reader

male centaur x male reader

mothman x nb reader

shark!merman x female reader

Stories

Merman x female reader

Hellhound

Shadow Monster Lover

Deaf Werewolf Part One | Part Two

Gargoyle x fem reader

Shadow

Slime boy x male reader

Deep sea merman x shallow water merman Part 1 | Part 2

Just a thought... @strange-quiet-love

RPF

Christ Pratt

Sebastian Stan

Cosa Nostra @senorita-stucky

You’re Perfect @buckyslongasshair

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thefanficfaerie · 6 years

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Weekly Reading List 51

Weekly Recommendations get posted every Saturday. All stories are character x reader unless otherwise stated. Graphic by the awesome @wonders-of-the-multiverse.

Tropes AU At the End of the Night by @haveyouseenmymind McKirk

Soulmate AU

Daddy!Character *Friends by @lazydoodlesandfanfic Steve Rogers Male!Reader

A/B/O Dynamics Starting a Family by @writemarvelousthings Stucky

Modern AU A December Deception Part 1/Part 2 by @aubzylynn Steve Rogers Double Trouble Part 1/Part 2 by @captainsbabysitter-blog McKirk Guardian Part 6 by @auduna-druitt McKirk Full Circle by @buckywiththegoodhair Steve Rogers Our Two Dads and the S’mores Experiment by @randomlittleimp McKirk Meeting your Fiance by @janeykath318 Leonard Mcoy

Mafia AU Mafia Princess Part 8/Part 9 by @4theluvofall Royale Russian Roulette by @caplansteverogers

Avengers Steve Rogers Memories are.. Good and Bad by @the-shield-of-writing Christmas Candy by @imagines-for-the-fangirls-soul Rise Up Part 11 by @tilltheendwilliwrite Outside the Lines by @imagine-assembling-the-avengers The Christmas Song by @fantasic-fantasy-fanfics Revelations by @forever-rogue Before We Fight, Love Me by @storiesofthefandomlovers

Tony Stark A Bad Feeling by @justauthoring A Christmas Carol by @imagines-for-the-fangirls-soul A Not So White Christmas by @avengerofyourheart Renegade by @thepokyone The Naughty List by @siren-kitten-his

Steve Rogers x Reader x Bucky Barnes Tradition by @emilyevanston NSFW I’ll Be Home For Christmas by @siren-kitten-his NSFW White Christmas Part 1 by @papermoon2719 Attraction by @theycallmebucky NSFW Not Enough by @writemarvelousthings NSFW

Law and Order: SVU Rafael Barba A Reveal by @locke-writes Trans Male Performances by @locke-writes Cheating by @writefasttalkevenfaster Lullaby by @writefasttalkevenfaster Goodnight Sweetheart by @bullet-prooflove

Star Trek Jim Kirk How To Punch Your Captain In The Face and Not Get Discharged by @musikat18 One Last Time by @musikat18 Engineering by @auduna-druitt Authorized by @iguess-theyre-mymess Paradox by @mybullshitsensesaretingling

Leonard McCoy Night on the Town Part 17 by @all-sortsa-stuff Plaid and Jeans by @iguess-theyre-mymess 1250 Follower Ficlet #8 by @outside-the-government Aren’t So Bad by @iguess-theyre-mymess

McKirk Popcorn by @auduna-druitt NSFW Just Jim by @auduna-druitt Ribbons and Bows by @pinkamour1588

Jim Kirk x Reader X Leonard McCoy

NCIS Tony DiNozzo Take Me Home Tonight by @spaceemonkeyyxd

Chris Evans Mornings with Chris by @ohevansmycaptain Ready? Ready! by @i-have-a-wonky-eye-too Light ‘em up by @mightyshieldevans Guilty Pleasure by @forever-rogue Hiking and Hypocrisy Part 8 by @avaalons

Misc Fandoms Best of Wives and Best of Women by @imagines-for-the-fangirls-soul Eomer Remember Me by @auduna-druitt Chril Family by @writefasttalkevenfaster Aaron Hotchner Willingly Cursed by @meganlpie Killian Jones And Baby Makes Four by @emilyevanston Evanstan

tags: @rauliskafan @pinkamour1588 @auduna-druitt @randomlittleimp @captainsbabysitter-blog @fangirlinglikeamentalpatient @thelawschooldiva @outside-the-government @isaxhorror @rayleyanns @grumpykate @sistasarah-sallysaidso @engineeringtrashcan @impalaanddemons @dirajunara @the-space-goddess-16 @catbutsfurrever @paigeinastory @a-girl-who-loves-disney @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse @viioletdelights @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan @goodnightwife @4theluvofall @eyeofdionysus @bookcaseninja

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ace-of-gay · 1 year

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Little mouse in an ocean

Stucky x little reader

Word count: 1,803 words oops lol

Warnings: intense sensory overload that leads to a more internalized meltdown, loki shows up, sippy, caregiver names like daddy, and dada, little names like baby boy, and munch short ofr munchkin, fidget items, sound canceling headphones, chest binding, comfort items.

Edited to the best of my ability

Age regression is a coping mechanism, if your not knowledgeable and uncomfortable of the topic either read up on it or ignore please <3

Reader is a trans man, no weight, ethnicity or hair type mentioned, reader is at least slightly able bodied in this

Dont like it dont read it especially when theres warnings

You’d been anticipating the event for a while so it didn't sneak up on you or anything but the Impending stress of having to mask for several hours and converse with people like it was on your everyday agenda, this was nothing of how you liked it, well beyond the several month warning, it gave you time to prepare both mentally and physically, gathering items you would need incase of a worst case scenario in a messenger bag, ranging from two different means of music, noise canceling headphones around the front part of the strap, Bluetooth earbuds fully charged and inside of the most front pouch accompanied by an infinity cube graced with rubber edges to not click like a normal cube, not wanting to bring attention to your discomfort in any situation.

Your favorite book, a couple small sweet and salty snacks depending on the situational needs, alongside a comfort snack , your smaller communication cards, a few more fidgets and essential items.

Bucky and Steve helped pack this bag for you, it being perfectly assembled for anything you could possibly need.

With that Bucky took you out to find a nice casual suit with fabrics that don’t irritate you.

All the small things arranged, it had your mind settled enough not to stress through the remaining time.

That is until you got there, when walking into the event hall you tug on the bottom of the jacket to your suit, adjusting it, "do you even pass?", whether or not you’re shorter, curvier, if your voice is deep enough , or if your handshake was firm enough, what ever your though in comparison may have been the idea of not passing was terrifying, Steve walking on your left puts his right hand on your shoulder leaning in, "you look handsome, i promise you’re absolutely perfect" his whispers calmed the choppy waters in your mind from becoming rapids.

You worked with some of these people, you knew a good portion of faces, knew even more names, your social analyzing has you determining who is good to talk to and who isn’t purely based on how they carry themselves, the people they talk to and how people look when they walk away, all factors you use to keep you most comfortable.

The best places to be in situations are either outside separate from people or around the food table where most often people are too occupied with collecting snacks and other food items, keeping your talking to a minimum and keeping your social battery higher for longer.

You figured you’d head over that way if it felt dire but for now you stuck with Bucky and Steve.

Trailing through the large people filled room, your boyfriends on each side of you to keep unwanted physical touch to a minimum.

Director fury approaches you three, shaking each persons hands, you know fury pretty well, the conversation going quick and simple, just as easy as the night had gone so far until people started ushering Steve one way and Bucky the other, leaving you disoriented, not entirely sure who you should go with, the confused lapse in time has you loosing them in the crowd, that’s okay, you’re big right now, you can fend for yourself, maybe find Nat or Thor, maybe Thor forced Loki to come along with.

That would be nice, a silent companion to keep you company while sitting in a dark corner avoiding most interactions, actually corners probably have the most amount of echo, at least perspective wise that is, you'd be able to hear everyone and than being next to a corn means you’re closer to the sound reflection hearing it twice, that’s something that would absolutely irritate you, possibly even give you a splitting headache.

Being in this room no one by your side, having to navigate your way through a crowd of now unfamiliar faces, peoples conversations bouncing off of one another, high heels going in all directions, clicking like shark teeth in infested feeding water, social vampires, maybe not everyone but gods did it feel like everyone.

People feasting off of communication, jingling keys like lures, or maybe bells, like the service indication bell in your local comfort food restaurant, so many indications, so many people, all sounds equally intrusive you just want to shut it out but you cant until you’re in a place where no one will question why you have headphones on at a party.

A constantly shifting maze of people, hands patting your back as people pass through the crowd, a few people stopping you for conversations that you try to keep to a minimum saying you’re looking for Bucky or Steve.

Standing in such a room alone, you would be able to feel the air currents change but this room packed with more people than an official tony stark party, it felt like the air itself had stiffened and is on the brink of collapsing in your lungs, it felt suffocating to the point holding your breath would be a better means of keeping yourself together than breathing at all.

With everything swirling, people constantly touching you, talking to you, your mind slips fast, in moments like this you put on chapstick and pretend its superglue so not to make a cosmic fool of yourself if you could even manage to get words out.

You finally make it out of the crowd only to realize most of the drinks are probably spiked, you refrain from drinking anything you don’t know, you make a b line to the patio door stepping out into the cool fresh air, the bite of cold in your lungs amongst a deep breath being the edge of the blade, it was soothing, so soothing that everything from inside broke loose, a quiet choked sob broke from your chest, if you were big right now you would know what to do but you feel so small, so very small, like a mouse in the ocean next to a baleen whale.

Your hands trembling as though electricity was pulsing through your veins, rapidly looking around, dazed vision making everything quite unclear, bumping into someone you begin to stumble back, just your luck, both big and small you know that waterfall of black locks anywhere, and he knew you.

Loki, one person who understood the entirety of the situation, carefully he leads you aside, "you’re okay, its going to be okay, we'll find Bucky and Steve" mumbling it out quietly, the first vast difference between him and the room, his voice like Bucky and Steve’s voices was safe.

He takes the headphones off the front strap of your messenger bag, helping you put them on over your ears, feeling the world go silent, sound has pressure so the lack of sound felt less like a kick drum in your ears and more like a deep breath in winter air.

Taking the communication cards out of your bag he finds two cards, showing each one, you look at him with big eyes, tears still threatening to spill you show him the mouse card.

Small.

He nods, handing you one of the small fidgets, closing your bag and taking your hand, into his cold delicate one.

He signals for you to take a few deep breaths with him and than you’re once again back into the warped room, warm of people, sharp of knowing all the sounds, he leads you through the very best route but even still people are bumping into your, patting your back when passing and trying to stop you in your tracks.

You can see Steve’s golden hair practically glowing, you let go of Loki’s hand trying to rush past people to your boyfriend but another sturdy intruding body gets in the way, bumping you causing you to drop your fidget, looking to the ground to find it.

A small mouse in the ocean amongst a group of narwhals in the eye of a thunderstorm.

Electricity raging in your hands, in your arms, in your chest and in a split second your dominant hand slams down hard onto your thigh three times just above your knee, grabbing your fidget, doing your best to hold back the electricity, you watch as Steve turns around.

Its as if he’s in slow motion, you cant get to him fast enough, you’re being held against his chest, holding tightly to his shirt fabric creasing in your grasp, he’s talking to Loki getting the most of what he can on what happened.

He has you turn around so you can walk but your eyes are closed he’s directing you through, making sure nothing touches you.

You feel the cool air touch your tear streaked cheeks cooling the tear trails.

Sitting in the car you wait for Bucky, eating one of your snacks and drinking a water based drink Steve had poured into a spare sippy he kept in the car.

"I’m so sorry munch, i turned away and you were gone, we didn't mean to put you through that, I’m so proud of you for finding Loki and letting him help", you nuzzle further into his side, touch may be unsafe but theirs was magic.

Bucky hops in the front seat turning to look at you and Stevie cuddled together in the back, reaching out for Bucky he takes your hand and holds it to his lips, he can tell just how small you are from how easy you are to maneuver. "Hi baby boy, daddy is here, lets go home now, is that okay?" You didn't respond, you were too busy feeling the metal plates of his hand.

The drive home was quick, tucked into dada Steve’s side, feeling the thrum of his heart in his chest between each breath, now inside in comfortable clothes and out of your binder one of Steve’s hoodies on you with the sleeves rolled up so your hands could peek out, laying safely between both of your caregivers, the havoc of the day having tired you out.

Bucky gets a notification saying that the food he ordered was delivered, he leaves only to return with dinner and your stuffy he picked up from the living room on his way back.

Little jerks and jolts here and there from remnant electricity occasionally causing you to hold your breath only for one of your daddies to find a new way to remind you to breathe, this time dada Stevie tapped the tip of your nose causing you to quietly coo, breathing.

Words aren’t an expectation, neither are sounds, they just want you to feel better and if that means holding you safely tucked between them than so be it, they would do anything and everything to keep their boy safe.

Because they’re with you til the end of the line.

This is twice as long as i meant for it to be but you absolutely deserve a longer fic, thank you so much for your patience and thank you for requesting <33 @valetim09

I had to fix the layout because for some odd reason it got all mixed up

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Hello! I saw that your requests were open, so I was wondering if you could maybe write a Bucky x little ftm reader where the reader has a squishy tummy and he just loves on them? I need some comfort, some mean people said some things today and I feel awful 😞

A bit of a squishy tum

Bucky x little ftm reader

1,327 words

I know it looks like alot of warning but i promise its not that bad im just extra cautious today

Warnings: age regression, bad self talk, names for caregiver and littles used, such and daddy, baby, prince etc. Items like sippys coloring books and cartoons, physical touch but in no way inappropriate whatsoever, mentions on undressing and dressing for a bath, no gender specific bodyparts mentioned but chest implied by reader using chestbinder. Rude and hateful comments from mean people at work.

Pronouns used: he him

Reader is transgender female to male

It took me forever to find this gif but its the one i wanted from the start

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Bucky got home a little late tonight, busy helping the new team member get settled in to the routine and training.

usually you refrained from slipping into smol space until he was home but it also wasn’t uncommon for him to walk through the door and find you cuddled up half asleep watching cartoons.

Around five when you got home he had gotten a notification from Jarvis that you’re in a little headspace, he knew he didn't have to worry, you had the rules and you refuse to break them.

All that being known he wasn’t surprised when walked in to find you, seated on the floor in front of the coffee table coloring in your new coloring book, music playing in the background, smiling to himself he slips off his shoes and comes over to where your sitting, situating himself on the couch behind you.

"Whatcha colorin bub?" He leans forward placing a gentle kiss to your temple, you lift up your book to show him the meticulously colored picture of a kitty from one of your morning shows. "Look at that buddy, can daddy put it on the fridge when you're done? "

You hum in response while nodding your head, he could feel his heart skip a beat, a smile making its home upon his face, you are everything to him, he truly loves you so very much.

Once done you carefully rip it out and run over to the fridge, sliding a little from your socks against the hard wood floors.

Coming back to him this time facing him you seat yourself where you previously were, staring up at him resting your cheek against his knee, sleepy eyes and a cozy smile hiding what’s truly playing in your mind, he couldn't see your apprehension.

He leans down taking your hands in his and helping you stand up, pulling you into his lap, you scoot off to the side and burying your self under his arm.

"What’s this all about?, you always sit in daddy’s lap during cuddle time" he questions while rubbing your side to help soothe you.

Soon enough your tummy rumbled and he took it as a memo that you’re hungry, but at this moment food was the last thing you wanted, well actually its the last thing 'they' wanted you to have, you were desperately hungry but their words are unbelievably loud and mean.

"Lets get you a snack, my baby boys tummy says he’s hungry" picking you up to carry you on his hip with him to the kitchen, you try to wriggle out of his hold, youre too big for that, only small boys get that, "hey, settle down baby, what's happening today?" You shake your head while your eyes gloss over.

"Do you wanna stay here on the couch while I grab you a snack? You nod letting your attention fall back to the tv show, a minute or two later he returns with a small snack and a sippy cup, passing them to you, at this time your coworkers words have been forgotten about, nibbling away at your favorite snack you offer him some as well but he politely declines your offer letting you have it.

By the time you’ve finished your snack you reach to grab at him when he stops you "whoa bugger you’ve got your hands and clothes all messy, how did that happen" he tickles your sides giving you a sweet kiss on the cheek, "goodness we gotta get you cleaned up or alpine is gonna do it for us, can you go get ready for a bath while I grab you comfy clothes and a towel?"

"Yes daddy I can do dat" you run off towards the bathroom, carefully shifting your way out of Bucky’s hoodie, leaving you in your chest binder, shorts and sockies.

You end up getting distracted by the container of bath bombs, made with safe ingredients for sensitive skin you take the container off the shelf and picking through to find a red and black one with purple swirls, setting it on the counter and continuing to get ready for your bath, Bucky walks in setting your pajamas on the counter and your towel on the lid of the toilet, "you’re such a good boy, you always listen, just let my run the water and we can get you in."

He feels the tap with his right hand making sure its the perfect so not to hurt your skin, putting the plug in he steps back "hands please, so you dont slip" taking your hands in his own he helps you keep from slipping and falling.

"Daddy! Baf bomb, please" drawing out the e sound to emphasize your desire as you point at it on the counter, he takes it handing it to you, letting you dunk it under the water, feeling how it fizzles up in your hands. Giggling and squealing with a big smile on your face "daddy feel it! It tickles"

Wrapping his hand around yours and laughing with you "it sure does, you silly boy".

He helps you wash and rinse your hair and scrub the sudsy soap on your arms, legs, having you close your eyes and hun your hands along the ridges of his metal arm to help distract you from any impending dysphoria or body dysmorphia as he washes your front.

Helping you out and drying you off. "D'ya want me to help you get dressed or do it by yourself?" He questions followed by a kiss on the nose.

"I do it myself" he nods stepping out of the room to go put on his pajamas, "alrighty bubbas if you need help just call for me"

Taking the undergarments and putting them on followed by some fuzzy pajama pants, so far so good, by the time you turn around to put your top on your coworkers hateful remarks ring in your head again, your body not looking 'normal' to her standards, her colleagues snickering and giving you 'such helpful tips' to dig her words deeper, had Bucky known what they had said to you he would have mad sure you knew they were wrong.

But what if they weren't wrong, what if- sucking in your tummy and turning to the side, running your hands down your torso feeling the way it gives to the added pressures your eyes start to well with tears.

Apparently you hadn’t heard Bucky calling to you, worrying he had opened it to see you internally falling apart over the way you look, he steps behind you drawing your eyes to him instead of what you see as imperfections.

"D-daddy m f-fat, I’m icky", it hurts him so deeply to hear you talk bad about yourself, but it's a taught way of thinking, its not within you to talk so low of yourself.

Getting down on his knees he holds your hands in his own placing them onto your tummy, "this my prince is not fat or icky, this is squishy, alive and perfect, it is beautiful an it is you" he kisses your tummy dozens of times over causing the whimpers to turn to soft giggles, he hugs you around your waist with a last kiss to your tum.

Standing up he takes his shirt off of his own back helping you put it on instead, once again taking your hands in his this time placing them on his own tummy, "daddy is squishy and soft and most certainly alive just like you, there is nothing wrong with us being soft, curvy or having full happy tummy’s, we are only human" you smile leaning into his chest, you can hear his heart at he circles you with his arms, picking you up taking you to the room, he lays down with you on top of him, your head on his shoulder giving you another kiss on the forehead to lull you to sleep.

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Thank you annon for requesting from me, im very appreciative of you, im sorry it took me couple of days but to anyone who feels like they aren't good enough because of their weight i promise that you are perfect just the way you are, i felt this one close to my heart because i genuinely understand where this is coming from.

-ace

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ace-of-gay · 1 year

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ok so Stucky’s little struggles with sensory issues & recently their hair has been bothering them because the length is causing the hair to touch their neck & shoulders. so Stucky takes them to get their hair cut at a salon. this causes a tantrum because salons can be very overwhelming. Stucky of course isn’t mad at their little because they understand that it is just too much sensory stimulation for their little & it’s hard to process that especially in little space. afterwards, their little feels so much better with their haircut.

I just had to do this over the weekend. I have thick curly hair & especially with what I do, it was beginning to become too much. it was hard to manage, causing sensory issues, & giving me gender dysphoria. I actually cut it myself because I’m a broke college student 😂 it didn’t turn out too bad. it is definitely shorter than I intended but it’s just hair & it’ll grow back so it doesn’t bother me.

anyways I would love to see you write this

💖

Too long

Stucky x little neurodivergent reader

Word count: 1,506 words.

Warnings: Reader is sensory averse, mentions of barbershops, scissors, slight meltdown'ish behavior, sensory issues, hair combing/ brushing meaning physical contact, etc.

Age regression is a coping mechanism, if your not knowledgeable and uncomfortable of the topic either read up on it or ignore please <3

No gender, weight, ethnicity or hair type mentioned, reader is at least slightly able bodied in this

Gn reader

90% edited to the best of my ability

Dont like it dont read it especially when theres warnings

It’d been a year and a half of you letting your hair grow out, the goal was a year potentially two if it wasn’t too bad but your hair grows fast and the weight of it being different now from when you had it cut is definitely a feeling that can make you turn on goals.

You made the goal a week after the haircut having already forgotten the burden of it touching your neck and covering your ears.

Hats were now impossible unless you tied it up but than there’d be an uneven feeling against the top of your head and that was not a desired sensation you’d wish to put yourself through.

There weren’t any safe hairstyles that you were able to comfortably do without them tugging on sections or it feeling uneven no matter the help you got from either of your carers.

Steve at shield for a business related event meant you were left with Bucky for the day, he tried his best to implement brushing your hair as a routine part of your day but the tug and pull hurt so had you’d whimper and writher in your spot if someone was brushing it for you often leading to you getting upset and telling them they’re doing it wrong even though they were just as gentle as you were, you would take over and do your very best but no matter how easy it was to get the brush through your hair it still hurt and the bristles and teeth of brushes and combs hurt so bad and felt like rakes in you scalp, currently you were sitting on the counter top infront of the mirror as Bucky carefully brushed and combed your hair.

Your face turned down in a winced frown, tears threating to spill from your glossy eyes, "bubby please stop, hurts bad, i try now" you whimpered trying your very best to keep from taking your painful frustration out on him, he could hear you slipping, "alrighty little bee, I’m going to make a snack for us, ill be right back, just shout of you need me"

you hated brushing your hair so much that you would help Bucky with his so he wouldn't feel the pain you felt.

It was always such an intimate and gentle thing for him, on stressful days where he felt stuck in a mindset that wasn't comfortable he would ask if you’d like to help him do his hair, often leading to him sitting on the floor in front of you how you do with him, carefully working your way through his hair.

He refrained from telling you that the pain and discomfort was probably just a sensory issue possibly allodynia, he feared if you knew it would make you feel lonely and not understood in the struggle.

Gliding the brush through your hair it would get through but it was a struggle.

Once so far into the struggle and pain it became a ticking time bomb for lashing out, a grumble as you tug one last time with no success, you take the brush from your hair, a broken sob taking it in both hand "j-jus stop hurtin mee please hurts so bad i gon break you, i hate youu!" followed by you throwing the offending brush to the floor, getting down from the counter you open Steve and Bucky’s hair styling kit, taking out the scissors and grabbing a chunk of your hair.

Bucky heard the ruckus and knew what was coming, making his way to the bathroom as quickly as he could while keeping a calm composure, he wished with all his heart that he could help you how you do him.

rounding the corner into the bathroom to see you holding the scissors in one hand and some hair in the other, tears burning trails into your cheeks.

"Hey honey bee, lets not do that, sharp objects are dangerous, can you please hand me the scissors precious? "Your trembly little hands slowly move to carefully hand Bucky the scissors that he sets aside out of reach, pulling you into a hug.

"I know it hurts baby, do you want to research some sensory friendly hairstyles and talk to Stevie about going to the barber tomorrow? Does that sound okay?"

Reluctantly nodding into his chest he places a feather light kiss to the top of your head, you definitely weren't paying complete attention because normally you wouldn't even consider the barber shop but he carries on for the time being, picking you up taking you to relax in the living room, no more brushing for today.

Steve waking in you hurriedly set your sippy down to go greet him at the door, bouncing on your toes waiting for him to take off his jacket and set his keys down, with every bounce you could feel the ends hit the sides of your face, neck, and your ears, quickly shaking your head to get the feeling to stop and you halt your excited stim, "dada i get haircut tomorrow please?" Still having convinced yourself that its an at home haircut.

Bucky had already briefed him on the decisions of today and the hope for tomorrow over text, also letting him know that youre not exactlyaware it was for a barbershop haircut but alas it was necessary.

"I don’t see why not little bee, has bubby helped you decide what style you want?" Nodding you take his hand pulling him to the couch to show him the picture Bucky saved.

The next day came quickly with you excited for your sensory freedom from pain and discomfort, it finally dawned on you where youre getting the haircut because of your comfort stuffy being safely tucked away in your bag, your hand in both Bucky’s and Steve’s about to walk out of the house when you stopped, terror in your eyes, they dont let go but instead hold slightly tighter onto your hands for what came next, you dropped all of your weight to the floor, there was no way a stranger in a loud building was getting near you with a pair of scissors.

Managing to tear your hands from theirs you sprint off to your playroom hiding in the back of your closet with your comfort stuffie.

They knew this was coming, its no suprise youre terrified, you only ever acted out when you were uncomfortable or scared so soothing you was the bis step "Baby i know you dont like salons, i promise daddy wouldn't take you to a bad place, its a sensory safe salon, no music, just us and two workers, does that sound okay?" Bucky soothed through the door It honestly did, it sounded much better than a normal barber shop.

you wearily walk into the hair salon for your appointment and like bucky had stated it was a very sensory safe environment which relieved some of the worry.

Being called over you sit in the chair as Bucky shows the hairdresser your choice Steve hands you your comfort stuffie "youre okay baby, i know its scary but we'll be just over there and we wont let anything bad happen to you" you nod and take a few breaths with him and than heads back over to the wait area.

"Quite the change, you’re gonna look amazing, the stylist cheers"

Going forth and doing your hair as decided the stylist makes sure to be as gentle as possible, knowing that your hair is an issue for you she makes the haircut go as quick and smoothly as possible, last in the process she picks up the comb and in that moment you clench your eyes shut taking deep breaths, holding tightly onto your stuffy, the comb easily glides through your hair a breath of relief. the change brought you much comfort, your hair no longer touching you face, neck or ears, brushing no longer feeling like a metal hose clamp to its tightest position and ripping your hair from your delicate scalp, now it felt like nothing, it was perfect.

The hair stylist unclips the cape cover and lets you head over to you daddies, a big grin upon your face, you shake your head rapidly, it felt like wind in the trees, ease and comfort, Bucky went to pay while you show Steve your new hair, "you look so good little love", bucky joins you both with a smile, "you did so good baby im so proud of you".

Stepping out into the slight breeze it felt so good and freeing.

The next while would feel amazing, being able to go about your days with fewer stressors, Bucky loves seeing you start your days with less discomfort and irritation from your hair being an issue, in all aspects its just hair, it doesn't depict who you are its grows back and it can be once again cut, and when that time comes youre certainnext time wont be so scary now that youve found a safe place.

Thank you so much lovely for requesting such a wonderful idea, i really hope this does your idea justice <3

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ace-of-gay · 2 years

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hi duckie,

can you please do steve/bucky with little ftm reader who's sick

Stress made ick

Daddys Stucky x sick little reader

Pronouns: he/him (trans)

No race mentioned, all inclusive (if you believe otherwise please let me know and i will work to make changes in future fics)

Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, dada, sunshine, bug, baby, bubs etc. items like paci, stuffy, items for littlespace juicebox, medicine, vomiting if im forgetting something let me know!

Word count: 1,095

Edited to the best of my ability

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Bucky and Steve had been busy with mission background preparations and while alone all day you filled your time trying to occupy your mind with shows, they had gotten home late to you struggling to stay awake, but no worries to that because so were they. the extra stress during this last week with setting up a mission in hopes it goes as quickly and smoothly as possible had not just effected them but also you, having abandoned your normal sleep schedule, accidentally skipping meals or just avoiding food because the stress of them leaving to a dangerous place doing things that could take their lives wracked your mind, yea maybe its for the people but what about their baby boy?.

cold chills and trembles of anxiety, a migraine from not eating and drinking enough. they had no idea of all that’s happened while they’ve been gone and surely they'd be disappointed in you, upset even, what if they were mad? They're working so hard and they shouldn't have to stress or worry about you feeling ill and not taking yourself

Due to all the stress and long shifts they opted to sleeping in a bit today, so when they awoke to you still out cold they didn't think much of it, finding it as a motivation to get a little extra cuddle time with their bumblebee, you had seemed a bit warmer than usual but they didn't mark it as worrisome as that’s bound to happen while being cuddled between two super soldiers.

It was sweet and peaceful until you started writhing trying to get out of their dead-sleep clutch, after a few moments of wiggling you manage to free yourself and make it to the bathroom to vomit, dizzy as ever and your head pounding, your physical health had caught up to your mental health, oh they were mad, you could hear it in their footsteps and the rush in Steves voice when he called for you.

A few seconds later Steve rushes in followed by a groggy Bucky, "oh sunshine, hey you’re okay, we’ve got you, were here." He hushes as tears burn tracks into your warm cheeks, Bucky rushes out as Steve picks you up, grabbing a single use disposable toothbrush and helping you brush your teeth, Bucky returns with a wow wow wubzy sippy full of cold water.

"Da-dada, up" you mumble out to Bucky realizing they’re not upset and that you were probably just hearing your heartbeat in your ears from the pain and fear of throwing up, he takes you into his arms and walks into the room helping you get changed into looser clothing consisting of track shorts and one of their shirts.

Steve getting the medicine and holding for you to take it with a quick juice box chaser, you whine out in quiet protest but it doesn't go far when both of them make stern 'im not having this attitude' and 'excuse me?' Faces.

Taking the medicine as quickly as possible and following it with the juice box made it so much easier, the praise of "good job bumblebee, so proud of you" from Steve made warmth swell in your chest.

" can you go lay down for us bubs? We're gonna go grab snacks and call out for the next couple of days" Bucky follows

You do as he asks, sitting in the middle with your stuffy seated on your lap facing the tv to watch with you, picking out the movie of your choice on on-demand.

They both return soon after with some snacks and drinks, dimming the light they join you getting all cozied up and cuddling with you.

The snacks weren’t much of a success but the drinks sure helped cool you down, now much more comfortable you hold on Steve’s hand as you nuzzle into Bucky's left arm taking in the edge of it chill and falling into a much more comfortable sleep.

It was certain Steve had noticed you asleep he cuddled up closer behind you, releasing your hand to wrap his arms securely around you. No matter if you were big or smol the cuddles he got with you were unmatched, he loves that you trust him and Bucky to the point of telling them when you’re dysphoric because on those days its easy to wrap you up and hold you close, they always know just what to say to remind you that you’re the best boy in their life and they wouldn't change you for the world.

A sleepy smile on Steve’s face joined with your coos and murmurs should have told Bucky that you were asleep but he'd been so enthralled with the movie that when it got to a humorous part he cracked up loudly. his chest rattling with amusement when he feels a light smack against his thigh from Steve cueing him to look over to see you out like a light and the slightly disgruntled look of being pulled out of sleep.

"You’re okay sunshine, daddy’s just bein silly" Steve hushes and soothes, scooting closer and whispering in your ear "maybe if we cuddle attack him he will nap with us" knowing very well that Bucky could hear him, a smile growing on Bucky cheeks "what're you two scheming-hmm?" Causing you to trill in giggles "nuffin, dada's just tellin story"

"Hmmm, alrighty as long as he’s not bein sneaky" pretending to focus back on the movie Steve taps to on the shoulder telling you to get him, in a split second you’re sitting in his lap face buried in his neck and arms around his shoulders, Steve wrapping both of you together in a hug.

Sitting up to look at him your hands on his chest holding you up a geeky grin on your face you pat your hands a couple times as emphasis "ah-dada we gots you, its seepy time now" a shared smile on his cheeks aswell as he pulls you tightly to his chest "mmph you got me bug, i surrender, but only if my boy stays riiiight here" he tightens his grip as physical elaboration to his exclamation.

It only took a few minutes for all three of you to fall asleep comfy in each others arms, sharing warmth and love.

For the mission and future ones they got someone you trust from the avengers group to stay back and keep you less stressed even when youre little, which means sometimes one of your daddies is able to stay home with you while the other goes and brings justice.

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It should not have taken me this long to work on this, im so sorry, i can not give excuses because that pushes the responsibility off of me and im the reason its so late. Thank you so much for requesting such a lovely topic 💚💚💚

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Hi there. Can I request mafia!bucky x little!ftm reader, where maybe someone breaks into the house and the reader has to force himself to be big for a little bit just so he can fight them off and then he runs to the little safe room and goes little there, bucky finds him there and comforts him, just an angsty and fluffy fic. Sorry if this is too specific and if you don't feel comfortable doing it. Thank you ❤️

safety compromised

Mafia! Daddy! Bucky x little reader

1,802 words

Edited to the best of my ability.

Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, baby, baby boy etc. Mentions of paci, onesie,stuffy, chest binder, pull-up, some violence, panic, weapons etc . This was falsely labeled as ddl(gn) at one point

For the trans ftm littles <3

Pronouns used: (he/him)

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Back in the beginning when you had first moved in with Bucky, you were already been aware of his line of work, and the severity of the situation especially with you being his little. He has you in training with his trainer but still, if you weren't little as often as you are hed let you accompany him on intel meetings, but that is very much not the case.

The day he showed you around he left a very specific room for last, this room was in the basement of the house, he made it very clear that this room was not for fun, this room is for severe situations like major panic attacks, depressive episodes when he’s not there, but most importantly break ins, in that moment he had seen your face pale in fear, he followed explaining that something like that should almost never happen especially with the heavy line of security he has outside the house 24/7,but its very important to be cautious, especially when you have people out for not just him but anyone he is close to.

That day he had sat in there with you talking about the room, about safety and that he would do anything and everything to protect you.

He set up your hand print in the system and since than you never even considered a day you would have to go in that room for safety from others rather than safety from your mind, but apparently that changes today.

Bucky had left a few hours ago for a meeting outside of town, messaging with you before the meeting began, but now he’s busy so you’re sitting on the floor, wearing your chest binder, the pull-up, onesie and shorts he put you in today, your stuffy sitting on the table as you draw pictures for your daddy as cartoons play in the background.

The first sign that something is happening is the silent alert sent to both yours and Bucky’s phones, and than all lights shifting from a soft yellow to an almost blinding florescent white, the hall lights strobe in hopes it will disorient the intruder long enough for you to get to the safe room.

Panic set in quickly and for just a moment everything in your mind went blank, moments of panic usually push you further into the depths of your little space but panic was quickly doused in adrenaline, all of the precautions set and the training might come to use.

You had been frozen with panic screwed you over with the protocol, the next best thing was to grab the gun inside a false book on the shelf and a hand blade from tucked under the lip of the table where Bucky usually sits.

Making it to the furthest back room and going to grab the key to the door to the basement but its not there, you haven't touched it and Bucky doesn't come back here, there's got to be a "minion" of another boss on the inside, the panic sets in even heavier not because the thud of boots calling out for you in the shadows of the three floor house with the occasional squeaky board.

You run to the opposite side of the back of the house to get to the second basement entrance but get stopped midway there by a tall, brooding man with massive arms and an intimidating smirk on his face, "hello sweetheart, what are you supposed to be?" He grasps your shoulder with one hand pushing you to the wall, his hands ravaging your frame when you swing your unsheathed blade across one of his biceps, hooking your heel behind his knee making him stumble enough for you to slam the pommel of the handle againstthe bridge of his nose.

a discombobulated gaze from the burly man follows the unreasonably loud crunch of his nose being shattered, you take off down the hall to the room you were going to, holy fuck i just hurt someone, the thought rings through your mind as you sprint down the back-steps to the basement.

Three doors down on the left and you place your shaking hand to the scanner, the door unlocking letting you in, you close it and set every lock you’re aware of to it, a grated metal covering falls from the ceiling in front of the door on both sides, upon the sound of four heavy duty automatic deadbolt locks latching.

You drop both weapons and with a panicked heave from your compressed chest rips its way to the surface of your voice, a sob so broken and desperate of some sort of comfort.

You tuck yourself into the corner of the room pulling one of Bucky’s old hoodies to your chest and burying your face into the somewhat scratchy fabric muffling your mewling and unsteady gasping for untainted air. All you want is Bucky, you want daddy and he’s not here to save you.

You have no idea how long you’ve been in the safe room but it was long enough for you to either cry yourself to sleep or hyperventilate yourself to unconsciousness, either way when all the locks and protective equipped layers are open and Bucky steps in, he finds your limp body in the corner of the room as if you’d been thrown in, his hoodie in your clutch, your eyelids puffy and swollen with deep red streaks drawn down your cheeks most likely from scratching at your face in your panicked state, accompanying the soft pink tear streaks like old riverbeds.

His heart breaks into a billion pieces, his baby boy went through something he tried his utmost best to keep him out of, he didn't care if they targeted him but not his boy, not his fucking baby boy, thankfully the prick who decided going for his love was the smartest idea didn't realize not only is Bucky a powerful and terrifying mob boss but his little one is just as brutal when attacking. When he had gotten to the house he had come rampaging through the house ready to kill whoever it was, but what he found made him proud, the man who tormented you in your own home was crouched on the floor clutching his nose with two separate puddles of blood on the floor.

He had finished the "destruction" of the intruder that you had started.

Bucky carefully closed the door behind him, picking up the weapons and setting them on the shelf, than comes to your side taking the hoodie from your gentle hold and wiping the blood on his ringed fists, tossing it to the side and lifting your unconscious body into his lap, keeping you close in his arms, your head against his chest running one of his hands through your hair, placing the occasional kiss to your temple.

Slowly but surely rising back to consciousness you carefully nuzzle yourself further into the familiar hold, you’re safe, you’re okay now.

You look up to him with tears of his own rolling down his cheeks.

"I was big, I did what you said, i 'memberd" a soft chuckle rattles in his chest, "you sure did buddy, you really incapacitated the bad man, and you made it to the safe room, I’m so so proud of you baby " you thank him and shift how your sitting so your legs are bent at the knees, one on each side of his own and your padded bum on his thighs, resting your torso against his, almost falling asleep in the silence while he types on his phone with one hand and his other running up and down your back.

"Hey bug, were going to go stay at uncle Stevie’s house for a couple nights while a new group of security gets in" you nod your head, too exhausted for anything else, he stands up still holding you and makes the way upstairs.

He sets you on the bed and packs the bags with all the essentials including (stuffys name) than quickly changes your pull-up, you usually put up a fight when he does it but you’re too tired, he gets you situated in your outfit again but adds one of his hoodies on top.

You fall asleep in the car as one of Steve’s chauffeurs drives to uncle Stevie’s.

Once at Steve’s, Bucky lets you rest in the spare room you’re both occupying for a few days, Bucky Cuddled up with you on his chest again while he reads, eventually after a couple hours you stir from your nap and move a bit, I luvs you" you murmur, pushing you lips to his for a quick small peck, he smiles to himself at just how adorable you are like this, all sleepy and cuddle up, in his hoodie.

"I love you too sweetheart" he shifts and stands up, "we got to get you all clean, uncle Stevie still has rubber ducky’s her for you" you nod as he takes you to the bathroom and helps you out of the hoodie and dirty clothes, being very gentle with the chest binder as to not hurt you or make you uncomfortable in hyperawareness of your body.

Softly running his hands up and down your arms, taking your hands in his and placing delicate kisses to each and every bruise left on your body.

The bath was warm and comforting but you really didn't like being out of his arms so instead of having fun and playing with the bath toys you cut it short after letting him wash you up.

He pulls you out of the emptying tub and wraps you in a fluffy hooded towel Steve has for when you're over, Bucky carries you back to the bed getting you into another pull-up and jammies handing you (stuffys name), "do you wanna eat or should we just watch shows and sleep?" He changes into shorts and no shirt, his vibranium arm reflecting the intricate twisting and winding tattoos of his right arm, keeping eye on his body watching how the picture shift as his muscles do, "jus shows and seep pease" he nods getting into bed and cuddling up with you, giving you your paci, your rhythmic suckling as a sign of just how exhausted you are, turning on a show that you both eventually fall asleep to.

In the comfort of his arms nothing is bad but after that fiasco it’d be an understatement to say you both have separation anxiety and fear of it happening again.

Whenever he goes to meetings in the future he either has uncle Stevie or Sam watch you just for the extra precaution, cause he’d beat himself up even worse if it happened again and hes pretty sure nothing could stop him if you were taken from him.

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Thank you so much for your request i had alot of fun writing it, it helped me realize i am able to write more than just fluff, sorry it took me longer than i hoped, my essential tremor is irritating today

Today random song was chosen by you, you chose song number eight, soldiers poem by muse

Edit to this one and another: this is a link to someone elses post of the same idea, when i got this request i couldn't find where i had read the post it reminded me of, the author of the original idea mentioned this one aswell so please go check out her work <3

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ace-of-gay · 2 years

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Stucky x little trans reader

For my ftm trans littles

Pre-transition, use of chest binder

Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, little boy, bubbas, bub, baby, etc. Mention of , paci, stuffys.reader gets misgenderd once but thats it.This was falsely labeled as ddl(gn) at one point

Edited to the best of my ability.

2,341 words

(I kinda strayed from the prompt for a bit haha)

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They’re more than used to your antics when you three are at home, but oh is it a different outcome when you leave the house and you’re little, you just cant stay put, they don’t blame you for it, you’ve got the curiosity a dog has to a butterfly in the wind. They absolutely love how care free you are when you’re little, but when they cant find you anywhere while grocery shopping cause you’re practically in the stuffy bin takin out the jumbo bear you found, it terrifies them.

The what-ifs running through their minds whenever this happens as they try to blankly console each other, you’re just their sweet little baby boy, the world is a cruel place and would easily take advantage of you, knowing how overwhelming it would be at the hand of a strangers chaos. They walk over to the toy section as they’ve had to do this many times, twice today, Bucky going around the corner to the last aisle for toys and hasn't seen any trace of you, Steve having gone the opposite direction to double the chances of finding you, they both meet up in the middle near the board games, both more worried than before until the giant teddy in the jumbo stuffy bin moves.

They both look to each other before making their way to the box and there you are cuddled up against the giant bear, head leaning on his tummy and hands clutching his soft fur.

"Buddy?" Bucky calls your attention, your head turns quickly catching both daddy’s eyes in your own, they have to hold back their coos in adoration, your sweet, yet sleepy eyes big as ever, the biggest grin they’ve ever seen growing on your cheeks, your paci bobbing as you chirp in joy.

You reach your arms out for one of them and Steve picks you up out of the stuffy bin, "baby, you cant run off like that, you have to wait until after we shop and than we can look"

You choke out an exasperated sigh, leaning your head on his shoulders as he follows Bucky, carrying you back to the cart, your paci falls out when you shift your head and yawn, neither of them notice though.

Steve sets you in the basket of the cart and chuckles at your pout, assuming its because you don’t want to be in the cart.

They go about the rest of their shopping, constantly handing you items to put into the basket all around you, not wanting to upset them any more than you think you have you stay quiet, only nodding your head yes or no when they ask you about if you’d eat something if they get it.

luckily they only needed a few times they head to the front of the store, they check out go to the car and finally after twenty minutes they pull into the drive way, your paci never to seen again and it breaks your heart.

Your lip starts to wobble and your eyes water and when Bucky comes around to get you unbuckled you burst into tears prompting him to pick you up, searching the back of the car for your paci to help console you, "what happened to your paci?" and it only causes you to cry harder catching Steve’s attention as he comes back outside to grab the rest of the bags nodding to the house for Bucky to take you inside.

"At stowe, I drop it on accident"

"Why didn't you tell us to grab it bubbas?"

You rest you head down hiding your eyes in the crook of his neck, hiccupping behind your sob, "din wan be bad again, din wanna upset you more"

"You wouldn't have upset us Hun, we weren’t upset we were just very worried" he kisses your temple and takes you inside where Steve is unpacking the grocery’s, your whines and murmurs calling him over, Bucky swaying you, trying his best to sooth your tears, Bucky turns himself just slightly so you can look at Stevie, "do you want daddy? He knows where all your pacis are, you nod leaning over to Steve wraping your arms around his shoulders letting him take you instead.

He takes you to the playroom and steps over the baby gate, you tighten your grip whining, thinking he’s going to leave you in here while he looks for a paci, "no, no, I know baby I’m not putting you down"

He grabs the paci from the colorful letter mat wiping it off and handing it to you letting you take it with a hum, he walks back out to the living room where Bucky is seated.

"We'll go to the shops tomorrow so you can find a new one and well modify it afterwards, okay?" You hum in agreement when leaning into Bucky’s touch.

"Little bug, its almost lunch time but before we do that we gotta talk about you running off" you look up at Steve, and than over to Bucky.

"When were out of the house you’ve hold at least one of our hands"

"When you see something that you want to look at, you tell us so we can keep you safe, does that seem fair? " Bucky adds.

You nod in agreement curling farther into his side, eyes feeling heavy, " c’mere bubbas- he lifts you into his lap holding you close to his chest- you can rest your eyes for a few minutes while daddy gets your lich situated and than you can take a nap okay?"

You don’t respond but the answer is simple to determine anyway.

After lunch and a two hour nap, having been cuddled between your daddies, you’re now bouncing off the walls with energy, your stuffy in clutch and the sippy Bucky handed you while Steve helped you build another block tower just for you to push it over making a bunch of sound, you fall back in hysterical laughter, Bucky pulls you into his, holding your arms to your sides while hugging you, "daddy’s gon getcha".

You start writhing in his hold trying to get away, "no-no-no-no-no, daddy nooo", your legs flailing as Steve moves his fingers against your sides and tummy, laughter breaking through your words.

His hands still when your voice goes silent in gasps for air, "do you wanna go to the park?" Bucky pecks your cheek urging the question further, looking up at him the best you can, you nod vigorously causing them both to laugh. "Lets clean up the blocks and than we can go.

The blocks all cleaned up a bit ago, wearing one of daddy Steve’s hoodies and you’re near the little turtle and duck pond in the middle of the park, the urge to go look growing in your chest and you become more aware of Steve’s left hand in your right and remembering what you've got to do. You tug twice on his arm, making eye contact, your big doe eyes pleading to wander near the pond.

He shoots a proud look at Bucky before they let you lead them, excitement riddling your body you get close enough that Steve drops your hand, "go ahead" you run up to the edge looking in, bending down to touch a turtles shell making you look back at them with an elated grin.

"Did you find a friend bub?"

You nod with exaggerated excitement until a loud woman holding hands with her little comes over, "what'd you find baby girl, can my sweet Avery pet the turtle too?"

The words leeching into your mind prompting irritating thoughts, do you not pass? You don’t look like a girl, you’re not a girl, you are your daddy’s good little boy.

"(Y/n) is a boy, please don’t call him anything other than that" Bucky steps closer pulling you up into his arms and your daddies start walking you over to a separate part of the pond with more turtles, "you’re our handsome little boy, you don’t look anything like a girl bub, some people are just mean"

Bucky dries your eyes from the rogue tears shed.

he sets you back down, Steve and him both sit on their knees, you following suit, "look at the pretty ducks and ducklings " Steve says pointing out to the group nearby, you nod leaning into his side, she really made you feel icky, he runs his hand over your back placing a kiss to the crown of your head, "do we wanna go home?, did someone ruin the excitement?" You nod wiping your tears with the hoodie sleeve, "I’m sorry bub, people can be so mean" he stands up picking you up and placing you on his hip, burying your face into his shoulder, Bucky following rubbing your back.

You fall asleep in Steve’s hold and Bucky’s constant commentary of soothing words to help calm your dysphoria.

Getting home they get you changed and out of your chest binder, and getting into their own pajamas and cuddling up with you close between them.

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You wake up with a happy start to the day, you get your new paci today and you really want to make it look just like the other one, you push on Bucky trying to wake him up but he doesn't budge, trying Steve next he doesn't either so you get the bright idea to bring them both coffee, you run out of the room, against your knowledge they were awake just messing with you, "how long do you think we can stay in bed for?" Steve murmurs wrapping his arms around Bucky pulling him closer, "dunno" hummed in response, you come slowly trudging back in focusing really hard on not spilling the coffees that you don’t notice theyre cuddled awake waiting for you to return, "i bring'd coffee", they both take a cup and let you crawl between them, "thank you bub" Steve pecks your cheek, you nod, "tan we go store when you done?" Bucky pretends to think, I don’t see why not" you squeal carefully hugging him and than Steve.

After they finish they help you get ready and get into the car, once at the store you really want to run off to the adult paci section (just imagine) but following what you remember you latch onto both daddies hands, practically dragging them to the designated location.

You reach up grabbing the one of your choice, turning around showing them, "dis one?"

"Is that the only one? You can grab two if you want" Bucky urges, your eyes light up in delight, I can?" And Steve nods in agreement to Bucky’s, you grab one with chevrons on the button and hold them out, Steve accepts them and takes your hand in his.

"You guys go check out ill meet you at the car I’ve got to do something"

Bucky does as he said, putting a bag in the trunk, and hopping in looking back to make sure you’re fastened in your seat before driving home, the pretty lights outside you don’t notice your daddies are talking to you. Once home you wait as patiently as you possibly can to go inside, dancing and hopping in excitement while one of them unlocks the door, you hand the pacis to Bucky, "open please?" And he does, banding them back to you, "good manners bub, whatcha gonna decorate them as?"

"Is secret but I show you when I done.

You run off to your room taking the deco paci kit you created out, taking all the predetermined beads and the nontoxic glue

Out spelling out 'daddys boy' with a similar button deco to the one you lost inevitably remaking the first paci they ever bought you from a custom creator.

Once done and dry you put it back together, cleaning up your space tucking the second one into the kit and putting the kit away, you take off to the living room where they’re watching something on the tv cuddled up waiting, holding it behind your back rocking from your heels to your toes.

"Did you finish it? Steve asks before Bucky gets the chance, you nod holding it out for them to see, a soft smile crosses both daddies faces, "you’re so cute bub,"- "we love you so much baby" Steve interrupts Bucky, as he pulls you into his lap decorating your heated cheeks in scattered kisses, Bucky goes to the kitchen returning just moments later holding out a tuxedo cat stuffy, your grin taking him into your arms and hugging him close, "you’ve been good, you caught on to our request very quickly" you turn around to show Stevie, "mhm, he’s very cute, what do we say?"

You lean over to Bucky, encapsulating him in a hug, "fank you daddy", "of course baby, whatcha gonna name him?" You shrug, your attention being caught by the movie coming on.

You spent the rest of the day cuddled with both daddies at your sides, holding you close even through nap time.

You may occasionally almost forget to take one of their hands but always turn your self right back around when that happens joining them, completely dismissing the thing you wanted to look at until one of them would walk that way.

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This was a request from someone I’m keeping anonymous, and I’m so very sorry it took me so long, between several bad days, and no motivation until the other day id be kinda at a stand still, I appreciate anons patience and being understanding to the situation and the kind words they said when I would apologize but here it finally is. <3 much love ~Ace~

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ace-of-gay · 2 years

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Hey there. I'm new to your blog and I love it. I wanted to request daddy!bucky x little!ftm reader (he/him) Where bucky and the reader were ordered to talk about all the trauma because of HYDRA. When the therapist was done talking with bucky they ask the reader to start talking the reader is already on edge and doesn't talk bucky notices what's happening so he takes a hold of off the reader's hand to ground him when the reader looks at bucky, bucky knows what's happening (the reader's about to drop) and he can see when the therapist starts writing in the notebook it's putting the reader off and then bucky snaps because the therapist has been rude and says "Stop with the damn notebook think already, can't you see it's putting him on edge." and then takes the reader back home and just cuddles with him. Sorry if this is too specific and if you don't feel like writing it it's cool, thank you ❤️.

His boy, safe with him

1,371 words

Edited to the best of my ability.

Warnings: dd/lb content, names like daddy, baby, baby boy etc. Mentions of , paci, onesie,stuffy, etc .

For the trans ftm littles <3

Pronouns used: (he/him)

18+ please, it may not have anything bad but i still need to mention. Thank you

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You usually go to therapy on separate days to separate therapists even though you stuck together, he knew it was important for you to work through both the hydra trauma and working through your identity, your personal therapist was a doll, they had suggested regression as a form of healing and support.

You were initally confused but after you let them explain a bit deeper, something that stuck was that it could help with passing trust and loving guidance to someone and letting yourself feel what needed to be felt.

After a few months of trying it out with Bucky you felt truly settled in and he was happy to watch over you in any state of mind, he secretly loved when you were little because of how much more expressive you were, the smile you wore on the good days and the cuddles and long naps or walks in the park just to stare at the stars, all to clear your mind.

The small apartment was at that point filled with drawings you made, each one a story of its own, some drawn of the bad memories put in folder that youd take to your personal therapist.

When they suggested you have a group therapy session, just you, him and his therapist you were both apprehensive to say the least but your therapist had said if you dont like it after you do so that you dont have to continue and can strictly work with them (your therapist) and wont push anything on you.

Thats how you got here sitting in this blank, void of expression room with slightly flickering florescent lights and the blinds drawn flooding the room with even more light, this felt more like an interrogation room than therapy, sitting at a relaxed distance between you and your love, across from the most expressionless woman.

Keeping your head down focusing on your hands tucked in your lap occasionally playing with the cuff of the sleeve to the sweater you borrowed from buckys closet, Dr. Raynor talking first with bucky, trying to get anything new out of him, only repeating the same passive response until she finally turned to you.

you signed papers a while ago saying your therapist could share certain information with buckys so they can work together but apparently there wasn’t much more communication of comfort ability and flexibility because he keeps asking questions you’ve already answered, and even worse questions you had no idea how to answer, your mind blocked out things and she refused to acknowledge that, "c’mon try,n take a deep breath, back in your mind look around, its in there, you can tell me" shed press and each time shed do so youd murmur shallow replys or state "i really cant remember, its blocked off".

After so many times on one question between both of you to get perspectives shed move onto the next question and go through the next one until you could finally answer.

"Was there a certain point where you started seeing bucky as your safe place and why?"

You werent happy to answer this one because this question was too personal but you finally have a response more than just apologies and grumbles.

You looked at bucky who was staring forward with a hollow gaze so you squeezed his hand bringing him back, his muscles once tense now relaxing in your touch, he gives you a squeeze back and pulling you a bit closer and urging you on.

"It was after they had brought him back, i could hear his scream of pain from the room with the chair, he had been in his cell for a bit before they brought me back to mine, some point in that time between our returns they had caused me to pass out, i cant remember how-" you took a deep breath pushing back the tears and continued "-instead of ignoring my shrill begs for mercy at my wake, he had chimed in, his voice sickeningly destroyed from screaming, he sat there quietly reassuring me that the agony will pass and it would just be numb" you finish with your story, air caught in your throat and your eyes watering with the occasional tear trickling down your cheek.

She had let uneasy silence rattle in the depths of the room and even further into your mind, quick flashes of your memory striking you as she jots her note down in the dammed notebook Bucky hates so much, looking back up she finishes, not acknowledging the searing emotions trying to escape your body and the tense in buckys jaw and him being even closer now, with you practically tucked into his side with his eyes set on your slumped head, your mind falling between listening and just fog.

her next question falls on momentarily deaf ears and she repeats her question with a little more force causing you to flinch into bucks side, she flicks to the next open page, your mind completely fogging over, you look up at him with your delicate glossy eyes and you tap his hand three times saying you’re droppingand cant hold it off.

She clicked her pen and your grip on buckys hand tightened and something in him snapped

"Stop with the god-dam notebook, i can tolerate it enough when its just me, can you not see its setting him off, stop pushing him he’s not going to snap like i will" his voice is raised but you’re too out of it to hear his words so its just sound, your eyes clouded from the storm raging in your mind, tears like rain trailing momentarily cool paths down your heated cheeks, biting your tongue bloody keeping your sob of desperation behind the walls of your heaving chest.

You see the blur of you boyfriend standing and you follow suit, all words going unheard and letting him lead you out to the car where happy, is waiting to take you two back to your shared apartment.

Sitting in the back he pulls you into his lap placing soft kisses to your cheeks while running his hands up and down your arms, "its okay, you’re okay now, daddy’s got you" he repeats over and over reassuring you the best he can.

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He carries you back into the small apartment bouncing you a bit in attempt to sooth you through the war between big and little, in your head, he sets you on the couch stalking over to the closet pulling out a pull-up and one of your few onesies and a sports bra than grabs your stuffy and paci, as he returns to your side he helps you stand up and gets you out of your grown up clothes, helping you into the pull-up." we gotta take off your binder for a little while but you can put it back on later but for now you should wear the sports bra" you look up nodding before lifting your arms for him to replace the chest binder with a slight compression sports bra, "good job, such a good little boy letting daddy help you" he enunciates with kisses to your nose after putting the onesie and his hoodie on you.

He pulls you to his chest and lays down, handing you your stuffy and gently urging the paci past your lips, you rest your head on his chest feeling as each breath is taken and released, listening to the show he turned on in the background and his heart under your ear beating calmly, urging yours to settle aswell. His vibranium hand resting between your shoulder blades and his right running up and down your back, "i dun wike her, dun wan go back pease" you whisper behind your paci, he nods "i know bub, you’re never meeting with her again, im so proud of you for trying and also telling me when it got bad" you chirp in acknowledgement eyes fluttering every now and than.

"Go to sleep baby boy, don’t fight it, I’m not going anywhere i promise" he places a soft kiss to your forehead and eases you into sleep, cuddled up all cozy protected by your daddy, the best daddy he could ever ask for.

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Thank you so much for being my first ask, im so happy to create for others, i got so excited just seeing the request!. <3 much love.

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ace-of-gay · 2 years

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Hi there. It's me again. It shouldn't come as a surprise that I have another request with daddy!bucky x little!ftm reader. Where little!reader is staying over at steve's because bucky has to be out on a mission. The reader is being a brat but whenever bucky calls to check up on them he starts being an angel. But steve asks bucky what he should do when the reader is not being on his best behavior, So bucky finishes the mission earlier then expected and goes back home to find the reader being really mean and bratty to steve. If you don't feel comfortable doing it then its cool. Thank you ❤️

Attitudes dont sit with daddy

Daddy bucky x little ftm reader

Uncle stevie and little ftm reader

2,570 words

Edited to the best of my ability.

Warnings: age regression, names like daddy, dada, baby, baby boy etc. Mentions of , paci, pull-up, onesie,stuffy, etc . Self depreciating thoughts based on past.This was falsely labeled as ddl(gn) at one point

For the trans ftm littles <3

Pronouns used: (he/him)

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You really didn't like when your daddy left for missions, you didn't like when anyone left for that matter, what happened if he gets hurt?, what happens if he never comes back?, what happens if the bad people take him again, when you say it stresses you out boy do you really mean it.

Bucky was out of town for a small recon mission with Sam, he had left yesterday and you weren't alone but you were without your daddy, for a week before he had left he had you constantly cuddled into his side, weaning you into being on Steve’s floor again.

You spent the first few hours with Steve, watching movies and cuddling, not necessarily little right than and he knew as well, but he was up for anything to keep you from having a panic attack from memories of childhood neglect and abandonment issues, he may not be your daddy but he sure did love you like he was.

After dinner you had gone straight to the room you were borrowing, not even taking off your binder, you didn't need another negative thought pulsing through your head but of course come the morning you definitely would regret that decision.

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Light shown in through the somewhat effective curtains as they hadn't been closed last night, you roll over reaching out for Bucky, finding the spot he would be in empty and cold, that’s when it really set in, he’s gone, just like when others used to disappear, of course hell be back they always come back just to leave again, these thoughts eat at your mind very quickly, the worst part is you can feel yourself slipping into little space.

It feels like the world is closing in on you, pulling all the oxygen out of your lungs and replacing it with fire, of course air is going to find its way back in and that’s going to just feed the flame, feed the loneliness, the longing for Bucky.

Friday sends a ping to both Bucky’s and Steve’s phones when she senses you've dropped, the notification bringing Steve from his book followed by a small simple message from Bucky telling Steve which things are best for mornings.

Steve finds himself knocking on the door to the room you’re in and waiting, the burning sensation from panic only adding to the inability to get a good breath of air, pulling on the neck of the hoodie and trying to taking it off. In the midst of your panic you hadn’t heard the many times Stevie knocked and called out to you but oh could he hear the desperate sobs.

Steve opens the door without hearing your response thinking worst of the worst and he wasn’t too far off when he saw you hunched over struggling to take the hoodie off, occasionally stopping to slam your fists against your thighs most likely leaving bruises by tomorrow, he wraps his left hand around your tummy pulling your backs against his chest, the flinch not going unnoticed, he gets the hoodie off you and holding you to himself, mumbling words of discarded nothingness against the back of your neck all for the sensation and movement, the small thing he learned helped him when he was younger, its what Bucky did for him after getting himself mauled by men twice his size.

The sensation pulling you from the depths of your mind, that’s when he realized what you’re wearing, its not safe to sleep in your binder, "hey dove, we gotta get you into something other than the binder, I cant return you to your daddy with broken or bruised ribs, its not good for you", you pull yourself out of his hold violently shaking your head no, tears streaks leaving a sheen on your cheeks, the only thing he can do is call Bucky.

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With great reluctance you’re now in a slightly compressive sports bra, pull-up, and fluffy pants, Steve offered you one of his hoodies, the hoodie absolutely swamping you, watching cartoons with (s/n) held tightly in your clutch, Steve comes in with a plastic cup full of juice and a snack in his opposite hand, I know were upset today but I’m still here if you need me, your daddy will be home in just a few days", not taking your attention from the cartoons you grunt in response.

"C’mon dove, I’ve got yummys, I know its probably upsetting I don’t have your sippy but im trying my best, we always have snacks before nap time whenever you’re over, ill even cuddle up with you, you just gotta let me in", you look up at him and the movement sparks hope in his chest until he sees the glare he’s sure you’ve learned from Bucky, on your face.

"Go 'way, leave me lone, dun wanna talk-a No one", he sets the items down and hooks his hands under your armpits, lifting you up onto his hip, you’re punching (kinda) and kicking the best you can as a whimper breaks from your chest, all you want is daddy, you wish he didn't have to leave, why can't someone else save the stupid world.

"Lemme down, lemme down, ihateyou-ihateyou-ihateyou" he sets you down on the bed, hands you (s/n) who you throw at the door as he leaves you to nap time.

It sets in, the feeling of worthlessness, the replaceability of your position, they could easily get rid of you, or even pretend you don't exist, its childhood all over again, just a moment later he walks back in with a book in hand and in comfy clothes of his own, I know your upset and that’s okay, its good to express how you feel but we've got to do so calmly okay?" He settles on the bed after picking (s/n) back off the floor and setting them on your pillow, "you have a decision, do you want to tell me what's wrong and work it out than i read two books -you look at him, fear coating your expression -or do you want one book now, we take the nap, we talk after the nap and I read an extra book tomorrow if behavior is good?"

You don’t want either, but that’s not an option, talk after nap is your better choice in this moment you think, you put up two fingers and he gets what you're saying. He settles in with you trying to make you as comfortable as possible.

When done with the book you turn your back to him waiting for him to fall asleep.

Once he’s asleep you quickly and quietly get out of bed and go back to the living room where the tv is still playing cartoons, you sit there for a little while until you get the urge to pull out the toys. Within a span of thirty minutes you’ve strewn blocks and toy cars across the floor, along side the few stuffies completely disregarded around the main room covered in dust from dropping them and stepping on them.

Steve wakes up to the clatter of toys and sits up rushing to the room you’re in.

"Excuse you little mister, I thought it was nap time?" Your head shoots up in panic, "i-im sorry, I couldn't seep, not tired." He shakes his head, "you know better, you know to wake me up if you cant sleep, its my job to watch over you and keep you safe while your daddy isn’t here, now clean up the mess and well talk further" you drop your head and roll your eyes as he walks back down the hall.

You slowly but surely get all the toys picked up and put away in their respective places and explore to find where uncle Stevie is, "-yea were all good, just a bit distressed so were gonna go to your floor for the remaining time-"

You walk into the room to see Steve with your bag and one for him, on the phone, "hey, (y/n) I’ve got daddy on the phone, ya wanna talk to him?" You rush to where he’s standing nodding and accepting the phone, holding it to your ear,

"Hi daddy, miss you", he chuckles for a moment before he responds, "hey there bug, i miss you too, i wont be too much longer i promise-you nod- ,have you been good for uncle Stevie?", without second thought, or worry you grin, "mhm, been good, havin fun",

"Alright baby, i love you, i gotta go, you be good i'll see you when I see you", you say your goodbyes and hand the phone back to Steve who puts it in his back pocket.

Grabbing both bags in one hand and your hand in the other heading to the elevator, "you lied, you’re not supposed to lie, i'll let that one pass but you’ve got to take a nap" you nod and the doors close

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A nap was taken but the attitude and misbehavior still played out,

Its been two days since than and right now you were hiding in your closet after locking the room to your disaster of a bedroom, it looked like a tornado went through it, your voice hoarse from screaming at Steve. at this point you were just doing it to have fun, the rise out of Steve didn't have repercussions or so you thought.

You burrow yourself under the blankets you ripped off your bed and put in the bottom of the closet, just because you wanted the rise doesn't mean you weren't screaming and pleading for the hold of your daddy in your mind, all you want is to feel like you’re at home.

Footsteps close in on your hiding place when both the door to your room unlocked and opened along with your closet.

Tears rolling down your face and a small grumble from you "go way", "well that’s not how we greet people, I didn't teach you that" Bucky counters, your head shoots up and a smile breaks on your face until you see the disappointed look he has, "you’re not getting cuddles or any of my attention until you make it up to uncle Stevie, did you know he practically begged to watch you while I was gone? That he was so ecstatic to spend time with you?- your heart drops as does your head, you had no idea of any of this- he loves you to no end and wants you to be the happiest little boy in the world but he’s heartbroken and devastated, he’s convinced you don’t like him", maybe he’s putting a bit much emphasis on it but you needed to realize that you’ve done wrong, "I’m sorry daddy".

"Don’t apologize to me, you apologize to uncle Stevie but only after you clean your room. You understand me?" You nod your head getting up, quickly and quietly cleaning your room and the few other smaller messes you’d made in other rooms and sit down waiting for Bucky to come find you.

"You’re going to spend the last two days I was supposed to be gone for, with Steve, you’re going to be good and I better not hear any complaints, well talk about it when you come back to our floor" you nod taking the new bag he packed and waited for the elevator, “I love you daddy” under your breath and you get into the elevator.

You get to Steve’s floor and drop your bag the second to step in, you walk over to his place on the couch where he’s reading dead or alive by Tom Clancy, he sets his book down to look up at you, opening his arms for you, you curl up in his lap hugging him as tightly as possible burying your face into his chest, little sobs breaking free, "i-im sorry, din- mean to hurt you, was upset but now you and daddy are as well"

He places a kiss to the crown of your head, I accept your apology and I know your daddy will as well, what do you think about helping me with dinner and we go for a walk after and go from there?" You nod wiping your tears away, you’re not even doing it for Bucky’s approval you just want to show you do love uncle Stevie.

"What do we want for dinner, hm?"

"Can we hab pasta and garlic bwead?"

He agrees and so after talking about what was upsetting you, wiping more tears and many reassuring words he lets you go about grabbing the ingredients that are one your level putting them all in one place.

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With music playing in the background and dinner in the cooking stage you’re dancing and jumping around with Steve in tandem, squealing and giggling when he spins you around even though its the wrong type of music for it, the timer for dinner going off and he picks you up causing laughter from both of you, setting you at the table and serving you a plate following for himself.

Once finished with dinner and cleaning up he gets you changed and tops it off with the hoodie he let you borrow a few days ago to keep you warm and bundling up in one aswell for your walk.

Halfway through the walk back you got too tired and so Steve happily carried you back the rest of the way with your head in the crook of his neck and arms tightly around his shoulders, a massive smile on his face, adoration and happiness fueling his stride and gentle hums letting the vibrations from his chest and the melody in his voice lull you sleep as he wanders through the cold of new York.

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Those two days go by quickly and with as much fun possible on one floor, you painted pictures, made bracelets, built city’s with the blocks and drove the hot wheels cars through the city, even having a high-speed chase after a race, that’s was uncle Stevie’s doing, you cuddled, went for another walk, watched shows and a movie, and last but not least you made cookies to share with Bucky when you go home.

Its nap time right now and your cuddled up in Steve’s lap as he reads quietly to keep you asleep, one hand holding the book and his other rubbing your back as you suckle on the paci he'd bought you.

The elevator door opens up and Bucky walks in seeing the happiness in Steve’s eyes as he soothes you awake, "someone seems tuckered out", he chortles, you look up rubbing the sleep out of your eyes, a small hum and you reach out for daddy, "hey there, my boy sleepy huh?, you been good for uncle Stevie?"

You nod, almost back to sleep as he holds you propped on his hip swaying you back and forth.

They talk for a bit and Steve hands him your bag and the cookies you made, he pats you on the back, "I loved having you over, thank you for letting me watch over you", "lub you unca stebie" you wave in your barely awake state.

Once back home Bucky cuddles both of you up to finish off your nap time, "lub you dada", he smiles kissing your cheek, I love you too, my sweet baby boy" and you’re out like a light.

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The main side note I have is that I’m aware that there is writer on here who did something along the lines of the prompt and so in the process of writing this I made sure to do my very best to stray as far as possible away from what they wrote so not to get anywhere near plagiarizing their post, that person is @purple-babygirl i didn't get a response on if i could link their post in mine but its wrong in my mind not to at least tell you who the author of the fic mine is similar to is. Please go check out her work, its so good, shes an amazing writer and deserves the recognition. At anypoint if you feel my fic is too similar to your own you may request that i remove it.

Edit, she got back to me and im able to give her the credit she deserves , bratty angle

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