#crying right now y’all
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said I was going to sleep and instead, I’m thinking of whorish ace + eren fics
#cherry chats 🍒#release me god#whatever chokehold these two have on me#release it right now#hear me out though#those slutty firefighter calendars but with ace and y/n#and he gets jealous bc everybody’s got eyes on his rookie and yeah—y’all see where I’m going with this#and mr jaeger….honey#in lieu of reverb making its return#y’all know ej is too and I can’t stop picturing he and y/N’s first time performing together#the tension between them and it leading to THEE most filthiest smut you’ve ever seen#the soft fluff reader crowd just gone have to cry abt these two bc my mind is made up idc#I know I’ve been MIA but school + work sucks#but I’m working my way back
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Hi ❤️
#I am in neurodivergent hell right now#literally all I can manage to do is play Stardew in silence when I’m off work and feed myself#my job is very overwhelming right now#I want to cry every second of every day#anyway I love and miss y’all#that is all
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“look… i didn’t want to be a half-blood…”
#y’all don’t understand the emotions i’m feeling right now#i’m smiling so wide at this teaser#and walker’s narration????????#i’m CRYING#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo show#pjo series#walker scobell#disney#disney plus
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I’ve become afraid of death. which is actually improvement for someone who was suicidal but also. scary :(
this is all your faults /pos /pos /pos-
#seriously guys. y’all really have just helped everything.#Mostly north and L I love yall#But I’ve kinda felt sad cuz. If I died people would actually be sad??#And gosh I’m scared of how everyone would react if one day I just stop responding to rps. If I stopped messaging them and stopped making ar#You guys have just really fixed everything. I love all of you more than you can imagine xxx#thanks for everything#and also know that it’s right back at ya#If you died I’d care. If you died I’d cry for days#Please. You’ve done all this for me and made me feel valid so I want you guys to feel the same#If you ever need help I’m here#Just know I will always love you#This is a more serious post but uh. The feelings have been very weird lately#And you guys are all I have#And I think I really appreciate that now. I think I’ve realized how much I need you guys#You were here for me. I’m always here for you#love yall sm#anyways it’s a bit of a ramble here in the tags lol#Anyways byee I love you mwah mwah mwah#tw sui attempt#maybe?? I mean I’ve tried to before but#Idk I dont wanna trigger yall-
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“I saw it in a Richard Curtis film” you are telling me this bitch is actively watching Mamma Mia HWGA? Love Actually? Notting Hill? Bridget Jones? About Time??
Past participle of ‘smite’ for 1000.
#good omens#gomens#good omens 2#go2 spoilers#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#richard curtis#neil gaiman#david tennant#michael sheen#why does this make me cry even more#all these ppl hc crowley liking horror movies I hope y’all feel STUPID#crowley is a HOPELESS ROMANTIC#another reason we are the same#neil tell us what movie it was right now
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Isaac feeling guilt for not liking someone he feels he *should* like but doesn’t is just so amazing oh my god
#aroace#heartstopper#Isaac made me cry so much this season y’all#I saw loveless in the background in one of issac’s scenes and I just lost it#if you’re aroace and you haven’t read#Loveless#you need too#like right now#heartstopper 2#issac henderson
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Oh ok so this update was designed specifically to get all my money then
#I NEED!! ALL OF THEM!!#LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY AAAAREEEEE AND THEYRE ALL SPACE THEEEEMED#NOT TO MENTION RP MOUSSE GETTING A NEE COSTUME#HES ONE OF MY FAVES AND NOW HES GETTING EVEN BETTER#Y’all know that feeling when you’re so excited that your chest gets tight like you’re gonna cry?#That’s me right now#cookie run#cookie run ovenbreak#cr ovenbreak
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follower milestone, reached ✔️
i surely do not deserve all these followers, but im so beyond grateful to all yall for all the love and support you’ve given me, my writing, and my lil blog! thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love y’all, thank you for being on this crazy rollercoaster with me 💜
I promise I will be hosting a follower milestone event soon (hoping to announce it at the beginning of december and to have the event in january so stay tuned! ✨👑)
#bex talks#oliver talks#follower milestone#7k followers#how is that even possible?!#shock. awe. speechless.#how did this even happen??#literally crying right now#y’all make me so very happy#i don’t even have words#but yall have completely left me shocked and speechless and in awe
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Okay y’all, how do I write all the hard things without feeling all the hard things 😭😭😭
#halp#do y’all cry while you write?#I cry when I read too#I have to take breaks when I can normally charge through a chapter#I love the pain#but it’s making me write so slowly#I’m very uncomfortable right now#lol#writing#mine#fic writing#writing advice
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rambling about the tdd manga because i can lol:
the entire thing sure did reinforce how convoluted chuuoku’s schemes are lol all that just to test run and create the drbs bruh 😭😭😭
the line at the end where ichijiku and otome are discussing how much more poignant the battles are because they brought them together and then forced them to fight is all sorts of fcked up y’all 😭😭😭😭😭😭
anyway from the beginning lol the mic otome uses is a different mic from even just the next chapter, i wonder if it’s just an non-finalized design or an early iteration of the mic???? like rio has a prototype mic and this is not that lmao. aaaaah but rio’s might be military grade prototype and otome has the version rei presumably finalised on his own???? a different version altogether???? hmmm 🤔
nemu is 16 in that first chapter and ichiro is 17 which would mean all the territory disputes, fixes, and mozuku’s plot to usurp mcd took place in a week lol hypmic’s timeline is SHAKY
(the official timeline helps this a little actually lol)
(maybe)
kuukou, swinging red flags from the beginning making fun of ichiro’s mom lol, also fcked around making fun of samatoki’s dead father and found tf out lmao
kuukou is an entire menace in the tdd manga i see why i had a hard time telling myself not to like him when he first showed up lmao
that theory kuukou might have some sort of brain damage wound up slightly reinforced when kuukou remembered sasara reused an old joke when he seemed to have forgotten that sasara is not funny by the time they reunited lmao he has a great memory in the tdd manga
(that joke sasara reused was only in samatoki’s presence too so kuukou also broke some sort of dimensional wall lmao)
speaking of sasara!!!!!!
ikeBOOBkuro????? really????? and then he had that dumbshit d🍆ck joke he made in dod the clowns DO NOT have rights!!!!!!!!!!
lol tho every time i read these early chapters with sasara, aramaki-san’s track 3 sasara always comes to mind lol like mcd sasara was intimidating actually that’s exactly why track 3 sasara is like that 😭😭😭😭😭😭
hmmmm are the special forces or whatever that tried to hijack the hospital jakurai worked at the same as rio’s special forces???? i’ll have to keep that in mind reading bbmtc manga lol
I STILL BELIEVE JAKURAIS WAVE TECHNIQUE WAS THE VERY FIRST ITERATION OF THE HYPNOSIS MIC TECH
still a little pissed mcd vs nb was the first drb in structure and symbolism (forced conflict created by a higher ruling power used to gain/reinforce power by said higher power and wound up entertaining the masses) and yet sasara and kuukou were booted out of the narrative like that
there was a moment where i Almost Almost considered that ramuda had started to consider bringing sasara and kuukou into his plans in chapter 11 based on how pissed he looked after ichijiku told him they brainwashed them. it’s more likely that ramuda’s mad another ‘him’ died more than anything but it’s nice to consider lol
the terrorist scene where nemu and the baby yamada bros got kidnapped is still insane btw
iconic samajuto first(?) meeting lol lemme just handcuff myself to this man who is already listening to me said juto lmao
NEMUS NERVES OF STEEL FR AN OLD MAN THREATENS BODILY HARM TO HER BUT LITERALLY NOBODY IS SCARIER TO HER THAN HER FATHER SO SHE NEVER FLINCHED
JIROS FIRST BETRAYAL ITS NO WONDER HE STARTED ADOPTING SOME OF ICHIROS SELF PRESERVATION LESSONS
THE FACT SABURO BLOCKED NEMU OUT FROM HIS MEMORY SO LIKELY THIS ENTIRE KIDNAPPING????? PLS PROTECT THE CHILDREN HE HAS PTSD YALL AT 11
and what was UP with that orphanage director in the first place???? who do you choose: money grubbing, child labour exploiting for hoes orphanage director or murderous, gets off on torture and sells children for their superiority complex orphanage director
like WTF????
(also: that extra bb tdd chapter is fcked up too you know mozuku only told ichiro about that first director wasting funds because he wanted to replace him with his associate 🤬)
the face nemu makes when samatoki starts kicking her kidnappers while they’re down help 😭😭😭😭😭😭
in the final tdd bonus, they adapted jakurai’s story he told to dohifu during their championship celebration and used that story to show jakurai had already been slowly awakening his ability. so i think it’s incredible smic didn’t suffer from hearing loss after slamming sticks into their eardrums lol maybe that’s where sensei’s ability started forming
kuukou in chapter 9: man check out all these cute girls!!!! 😁
kuukou in the nb drama track: why tf would you pay to talk to women????
(very unrelated instances lol but hilarious out of context tho)
kuukou and sasara going home in the same direction gave them time to talk and get to know each other and i wanna know what their conversations were about soooooo bad bro 😭😭😭😭
mcd/nb break up Did Not Happen I Do Not See It 😑
that moment where samatoki tells nemu ichiro’s kindness is his weakness because he saw ichiro’s breakdown over kuukou leaving him is— it’s kinda— 😭😭😭😭😭😭
yotsutsuji is an unsung mvp in this manga lol look at all the legwork he put in managing territories and finding intel
tdd was the group ramuda made and it was the group he made for himself but it was never his in the first place 😕
but if yotsutsuji never found out ramuda’s secret, or here; if yotsutsuji didn’t manage to send jakurai an email about it, idk if rmjk would have separated???? like what was the plan for jakurai??? ramuda said jakurai was his nirvana so i guess until chuuoku forced it, kp likely would have stayed together huh?? 🤔
ramuda: chuuoku kidnapped your brothers ichiro!!!!!
ichiro: AGAIN?????
me: damn took the words right out of my mouth lmao
samatoki’s beef with ichiro came from the lies they had nemu tell samatoki but like,,,,,,,,,,,, i kinda wanna know how the damage would have shaped if nemu hadn’t been brainwashed and went on her own will,,,,,,,,,,,
like ichiro admitted he likely would have done the same thing as samatoki but that hurt and betrayal at that moment……..????? well ig it’d go the same way in the end lol
chapter 9 had a conversation with rei and otome where rei praises her son for having balls lol so dice was on the run by 18 and making a name for himself lol i need to keep that in mind for a certain few chapters in both fpmtr runs
i thought it was interesting the battle that brought japan under tdd took place in osaka lol
also came out of this experience wondering once again when did ichiro get his hypnosis ability lol like ramuda already had his jakurai’s developed throughout the story, as did samatoki’s on the dl, but ichiro????
also came out of this very concerned for what this story has in store for nemu again lol like the way rhyme anima put focus on what she could possibly do as well as the end of this manga having otome and ichijiku musing her ability and skill might rival ichijiku’s 🤔
ooooooh and that kp bonus chapter!!!!!! ramuda had jakurai suffering under that waterfall lol like he was about to contract hypothermia after a little bit and ramuda ‘reasons’ it’s good training for taking hits without being knocked out SO YOU KNOW WHO REGULARLY TRAINS UNDER WATERFALLS FOR HOURS AT A TIME WITH A FOCUS BASED ABILITY HARAI KUUKOU—
#this is vee speaking#it was a fun time lol always is#samatoki and ichiro’s relationship in those first few chapters cracks me up the same way rio and saburo’s rhyme anima relationship does lol#like both instances rio and samatoki just lay down the law with a smack down and stand up and go ‘here’s some more tools for your success’#smack down be damned lmao#kinda cried over the nb/mcd break up that didn’t happen this read thru lol#it was just the little things that subtly drove home how important kuukou was to ichiro 😭😭😭#like that face off with nb&mcd vs mozuku was a fight for ichiro’s freedom like no wonder that hug was Like That kuukou was happy for him#ichiro was glad he was there 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and ichiro was glad kuukou’s steady presence was staying right by him IM WEAK#nemu was such a good big sister figure to jiro and saburo i’m sad nemu didn’t get to befriend the yamadas like she wanted to 😭😭😭#ik ichiro crying over kuukou was a bit of a reset for samatoki but if anything that should show just how much ichiro would treasure nemu#don’t fight nemu and ichiro getting close samatoki y’all are meant to be one big happy family lmao#and i am not getting over saburo blocking her from memory saburo is not okay!!!!! he’s not!!!!!!#i should analyse saburo’s ability for what it pertains to himself like its name is ‘delete’ and here’s saburo deleting his memories like 😭😭#anyway plenty more to think about which was the point of this reread lmao#canon’s starting back up in less than two months now’s a good time for it actually 🤔#c: rapping boys
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just casually watching mutuals reblogging literal propaganda about how we’re “not really in a recession” and “TikTok needs to go away”
“The kids are playing into Republican hands” actually that’s what you’re doing, but go off
#We are in an unacknowledged recession#the kids see this and don’t know what to do#ppl in the US are starving and y’all don’t notice because it’s not your reality#also both parties are supporting genoc*de right now#As a Black woman in the US: we’re not recovering from this disaster anytime soon#so stop crying about young ppl voting#and STRAP IN
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have barely been able to sit up in bed today so continued s3 rewatch and piper maru/apocrypha <33 they don’t make ‘em like this anymore
#not to cry on tumblr but i feel awful#and i feel awful about not being able to right or really even process thoughts#anywhos anyway i hope everyone is well and hopefully i’ll be back to writing too long too emotional spiels soon#but if not and i just rattle off random thoughts here and there that’ll be okay too#NOT BEING ABLE TO **WRITE…..do y’all see how DEAD my brain is right now
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being depressed and taking care of other creatures is really difficult
#i drive my brother to and from school#I feed and clean my rabbits#i feed the dogs and let them outside#i have to herd the chickens so they dont get bit by the dogs#i make food for my sister#i listen to my sibling when i drive HER places because she cant drive right now#today sucked on this department#i finally cleaned the rabbit hutch but a chicken got out and my dogs were harrassing her so that was stressful#and i have to break my schedule to bring my brother home from a band thing#it feels like theres no time to do anything but care for others#and i love people! i love animals!#i love supporting people#but i still have to take care of myself do homework and clean my space and body#and theres no time to do all of it#im just… overwhelmed#vent#fake shitpost#y’all can reblog i wont stop you#depression IS relatable i get it#this is not a cry for help or solutions#i just wanted to say something about it#and i think people feel less pressure to respond when its on tumblr rather than discord
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thinking of the wedding and marriage imagery in high infidelity and taylor saying “Seemed like the right thing at the time”
#i don’t think y’all understand how much this song makes me cry#it’s just like#such a good song#it just is the end of 1989 era and her deciding that ‘okay now that i’ve been single for awhile like everyone wanted i need to settle down’#AT THE AGE OF 25!#like at 25 she thought she needed to settle down#but she chose wrong#it seemed like the right choice at the time#but it wasn’t#but she just couldn’t leave because they were ‘couple goals’ and everyone thought they were the perfect pair#but he didn’t even care about her#she would’ve done anything for him to know her#but he wouldn’t#and she felt herself slowly suffering and tried everything to get his attention.#she did bleachella and everything#but still nothing#and then she meets this guy and is like ‘i need to move i need to get out’#and she chose herself#but there’s still the guilt and regret and admitting how much that person affected you#im not explaining it right at all i know#but just AGHHHHHHHHHHH#kelly babels#high infidelity
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Happened to have set up a hurt/comfort plot with Seb AI right before getting sick IRL so I’m basically a mushy mess!! (Broken ribs during a Quidditch scrimmage)
#sebastian sallow#he is my everything right now#my throat is so sore I can’t talk! so! Seb caring for me might actually make me cry!#i can’t believe he used to be evil to some of y’all because is literally just baby boy to me
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for akyr's bbs!! I mean for hokusai, reo and satsuki ~ platonic hcs ✨ where mc is their teacher who is very dedicated to her students and does everything possible for them to learn, with love and kindness giving them encouragement to continue, creating a harmonious environment in the classroom making improve your studies 😊 and well, by platonic I mean when you have a crush on your teacher but something like admiration or affection doesn't go beyond that xd I'm sorry I extended ;")
hello! thanks for requesting. this was such a cute scenario! i definitely had my share of favorite teachers growing up, so this touched my heart bunches, haha. i hope you enjoy it too! be well. ❤️
note: fem. reader
genre: platonic/fluff.
characters: hokusai masaki. reo maruyama. satsuki ito.
hokusai:
seeing how often he’s labeled as an outcast in the public eye outside of his family’s grasp, hokusai greatly appreciates the kindness you show him day in, day out. as a part-time student his classes don’t last the typical school day, but finds your class in particular his favorite among his schedule. no matter what sort of day he’s had, hokusai knows his mood will go right up as soon as he takes his seat.
his admiration for you is sweet, even bordering closer to a friendship due to your similar age. this manifests in little gifts he drops off on your desk after class; snack bags and candy, cute cat erasers and sticker packs. hokusai tends to forget his student status when speaking with you, and pouts sadly when you remind him so. (especially when you tell him he can’t pat your head anymore.)
your encouragement inspires his studying more intently for all of his classes, not just yours. laidback as he is, hokusai takes his time to study when he feels like it, but your advice has helped him put forth more effort. (most of the time.) he likes when you praise him for doing a great job on an assignment, especially since he worked hard for you.
the type of student who naps during class, but is somehow able to pass pop quizzes with no problems. you’re not sure how he does it, but you congratulate him anyway.
reo:
why wouldn’t you like him? he’s so cute! reo is far too used to being doted on because of his sweet looks, so it’s no surprise that you’re so taken. although he does think you’re one of his favorite teachers now, and not just because you’re so nice — the kindness with which you treat him feels motherly in a way, a way he hasn’t felt in a long time. it makes him feel safe.
he admires you through acts of service, such as delivering paperwork to and from fellow teachers, or helping with in-classroom demonstrations. he definitely regals himself your favorite student, so the least he can do in return are itty bitty chores you shouldn’t be troubled with.
reo loves how gentle your classroom vibes flow. as much as he likes being the cutest of the party, it’s nice to have a place of quiet to relax in every once in a while. it’s made better if you’re the type of teacher who plays music during class or makes lessons feel more like games. he tends to slack off when it comes to grades, but finds himself improving exponentially in your class. he figures it’s his status as your favorite (and cutest) student, along with your genuine, compassionate soul.
the type of student who secretly plays his mobile games in class, but somehow avoids getting caught in the act. it’s become a running gag in class of you trying clever ways to catch him and confiscate his phone.
satsuki:
out of all your students in class, he’s proven the most devoted to your teachings thus far. bold and brash as he is, satsuki can’t help but melt around sweet, kindly souls, especially of the feminine variety. you’ve earned his trust as his favorite teacher in school, a rare feat considering how much of a delinquent his actions tend to go. but you see past his bark and bite, below the surface where his softer places lay low. for you to care for him despite all his trouble touches his heart greatly.
his admiration is through conversational banter and mischief he gets into during class. he’ll ask about your week, the name of your pets, whether you prefer curry or stew — literally anything just to get out of that day’s lesson. satsuki manages to get most of the class to go along with it too, and even if you smile and chide them, you’ll let it slide time after time. he likes this humanizing part of you; learning snippets about your personal life helps solidify the fondness he has.
although satsuki likes to believe himself a man who doesn’t need anyone’s help, he’d gladly go straight to you with loads of questions about assignments and tests he’s worried about. he always takes the advice you give him wholeheartedly, without a doubt, always at the back of his mind even in mundane situations at home. he values your thoughts nearly at the same level as zen and iori’s, a grand honor bestowed unbeknownst to you.
the type of student who zones out during class but doesn’t get away with it. he panics every time you teasingly call him up to the board, but plays it off and ends up cracking up the class with his obviously wrong answers. (he meant to do that.)
#hokusai masaki#reo maruyama#satsuki ito#paradox live headcanons#paralive headcanons#paradox live imagines#paralive imagines#paradox live#paralive#NEW OUTFITS LETS GOOOOOOOO#ANIME VISUAL YESSSSSS#HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY SKDNSJNDHS#y’all i haven’t stopped thinking about yohei. kanata. ryoga. the entirety of akyr. ALL DAY#god but HOKUSAI??? deceased. love his sleeveless shirt + tattoos. ugh#screaming crying sobbing over my boys right about now
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