𝘗𝘰𝘭𝘺𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘵.

(𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚?)

1. your unspoken words are such a burden / 2. Anne Carson's Euripedes / 3. together again / 4. Amy Lowell's The Fruit Garden Path / 5. Together From Afar / 6. Jean Anoulith's Antigone / 7. November 16th / 8. Madeline Miller's The Song of Achilles / 9. The Sun Behind His Silhouette / 10. S. Bear Bergman's Butch is a Noun / 11. I know what I'm like (stay with me) / 12. I Guess The Old You is a Ghost

🌸•🌸

this is my brother and i need a shovel to love him

c!crimeboys by @qtiq

“What if Tommy finally got his apology?”

⠀⠀𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.)

1. The Wilbur Van, sootwilbur / 2. Philza & his son Wilbur, robotic-poet / 3. / 4. One More Life?, haissitall / 5. Untitled, melon-milku / 6. Old Black Train, paragal / 7. Untilted, Peecoa / 8. I'll Kill You Again, KNP / 9. Scratching, sea_lems

Guys guys asks are open for drawing requests for dream smp pls i wanna draw them

No nsfw and no ships

Tommy writing "Hi Wilba!!!" Then almost right after "kys" is kinda brothers ngl

So that lore stream eh?

I swear to fucking godg cane instinct is a thing genuinely with crime boys. why tf wilbur constantly bites and pushes tommy around

C!wilbur is going to kill himself.

from the usage of "Wilbur soot was the sovereign ruler" implying that even if Dream wrote it (which, spoilers he did) he will still be dead. C!wilbur at this time believes that he himself is at fault for a lot of pain, just as he was when L'manberg blew up. L'manberg was and is the same as Wilbur, at the time of the Pogtopia arc he believed that the end to all this pain would be to end L'manberg and himself. Even in new L'manberg it was like this, the country being a clear shadow of its former self, just as Ghostbur was in the shadow of Wilbur and only the good things people remembered about him and only the good things Wilbur remembered about himself. His death was a fond memory. Ghostbur was an imitation of Wilbur, he was a person but L'manberg was a country . L'manberg getting overgrown becoming this monolith of growth just as he was revived. Symbolizing his own growth (albeit not positive) from when he was once alive.

Yet, in his eyes all this pain is repeating again, Eret talking down to him, pinning a majority of their own issues on him, Fundy killing himself in front of his father just as Wilbur did himself. Finally seeing the tower at Logstedshire- despite that not being a direct result of himself I don't doubt that him threatening suicide in front of Dream was a form of his own internalized guilt. He again, sees himself as a monster. He sees himself as the one causing all the pain. The shadows of himself on the server often being represented as holes, explosions, blood, pain, death. Wilbur as much as he loves being alive thinks he deserves death. He deserves to be a legacy and nothing more because in his mind that's all he is, that's all L'manberg was. A legacy.

He puts himself up on a block each time he's uncomfortable. each time he feels smaller and each time it's him not wanting to open up- not wanting to get close to people in fear he will hurt them. It's almost poetic how putting himself up on a block- a pedestal is representative of the legacy he wants. He so desperately want's to be a fond memory. The end of the Tubbo stream being "He'll remember you for this," telling himself that his legacy will be better than him, that he wants to be a good memory but knows he wont.

Not telling Tommy about the plan was him wanting Tommy to distance himself from him. He doesn't want Tommy to hurt more than he already has and he believes that Tommy should hate him. Not refuting Tommy's insults when their walking to the community house, just taking it. Because in his once-dead heart he knows its true.

he only hurts

and that's why he wants to die.

(likes < reblogs)

hello guys! I just posted the start of my next agere fic project, which I’m calling ‘The Magic of Autmile’, it’s a fantasy dream smp au! you can find out more here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/39223491

This fic specifically is crimeduo focused, they travel together to a witch town called Autmile, where they will eventually meet the rest of SBI!! please lmk what you think of it once you check it out! 

(guys trust me you get little guy fairy-witch!tommy and witch-??? hybrid!wilbur go read it!! also this will become my main project after how did this happen twice (which is almost over) ends, so if you wanna get a feel for what’s coming next, go check it out!!)

i made them into bookmarks

A little fucked up and perhaps even evil, if you will

And I won't wanna talk about it.

i might not be good at composition or colour or rendering etc etc but my one strong suit is making everything about los campesinos

Thinking about fucked up sibling dynamics whose childhood trauma affects the way they see themselves and each other and unavoidably their relationship as well. Thinking about siblings trying not to hurt each other but not knowing how to do that because they're both just kids and end up only hurting each other and themselves further.

On an unrelated note, so the Devorak siblings right

Can we take one minute to realize something ?

The thing that might have help Q!Bad to not go on a destructive path was...... The fact that the eggs, and the French (especially among them Q!Aypierre ) took his side during furniture arc and go even further to divert attention from him by stealing waystones ? There is a word for this, I think... Butterfly effect. But explain why Q!Bad and Q!Aypierre friendship became so strong very easily. (Feel free to tell me if i'm wrong ).