Hope is like roots, growing everlasting beneath our feet, holding us upright when we struggle.
Hope is like roots , breaking the concrete of our sorrows and bringing our despair to crumble.
Hope is the foundation we thrive on as humans.
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something men will never understand about being a girl is that it constantly feels like wanting to stand in the bathroom rearranging your organs because they aren’t sitting perfectly in your flesh, tearing out burnt and damaged brown hair because it doesn’t fall on your shoulders so effortlessly like the girl you saw in the shops today, cutting your skin with a blade until its stained with the blood your mother birthed you with because you weren’t born small, timid, pretty and perfect like the blond girl sitting next to you, she is your best friend but you aren’t hers, looking at yourself in the mirror and seeing your mother looking back at you, feeling physically sick because of it and praying to a god you stopped believing in that you would never turn out like her, feeling pure anger and realising no matter how hard you try, no matter what happens, you are your fathers daughter, all your anger is inherited from him, that’s all he left you in his will by the way.
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she was artificial sweetener, nothing close to honey. chemicals packed together to taste just like a strawberry. a minefield of glucose and gelatin and things beyond my own understanding.
if it wasnt obvious, I'm bad with chemistry. finding the right components to my own love song has always been less my strength and more often my enemy. nevertheless the girl found her own company in the shape of dark chocolate, a quiet and sullen personality.
find some flavour for once in your life and look to my side of way too sweet mango shake and just watch me quake when lips of yours hits his and suddenly what else is there to equate but the shattering shards of my heart as it hurls in its hate.
- E
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Hello! I’m back with more original poetry! This piece I wrote after a personal experience I had. Trigger warning gun violence is discussed and heavily presented.
Goodnight Kiss
A 12 year old girl texts her mom
I love you
Not because she is about to go to bed
But because she thinks she might fucking die
Everyone thinks there a gunman in her school and she doesn’t know why
She should be safe
Not fearing for her own damn life
The loud speaker began to scream
“We will be going into an active lockdown”
She shouldn’t feel surprised
It should just be a dream
But it’s a 2023 reality
But her heart began to beat so fast
Her stomach felt like she was about to hurl
Her hand gripped her best friends with all her might
Her other arm on another girl
Told her that she won’t let anyone hurt her
Their both 12 year old kids
She’s only in the sixth grade
She shouldn’t have to think about what she will do
If a gunman comes through the door
How she will shield her classmates from gun fire
She thinks about how her life may expire
She worries about her older sister
And fears of the safety of he𝗋
Little did she know the danger was in her classroom
If a few things had gone differently my life could have been gone this day
Like the countless others also taken in this way
Twelve students and a teacher at Columbine in 1999
Twenty young children and six teachers at Sandy Hook in 2012
Fourteen students and three teachers at Parkland in 2018
Nineteen young children and three teachers at Robb Elementary in 2023
This is not to mention the other people involved in these cases
Or the victims of other shootings mentioned on CNN
I sat here counting the victims while these children were counting to ten
I’m afraid of one day my life becoming a statistic
That my life will amount to a number
On a list of hundreds of others
Just my first and last name
While others read and feel shame
But nothing is being done
The same news reports flair on a screen
Seven dead, fourteen wounded by a shotgun
Nothing is going to change
And no battle will be won
When the same adults give their thoughts and prayers to the kids
But never fight for them
Why does the news always say the shooters name in glory
But a child’s name is said once in a list
Why do I never know the children’s story
But I know the shooters entire life
I don’t want to know evil
I want to know about the children who no longer exist
Because they were taken out to soon
They will never see another moon
Or their mother will never kiss them goodnight again
Fuck the government
For all the children’s lives they have let become numbers
Because I have to cherish every good night kiss
For the hundreds of kids who’s goodnight kiss they had to miss
-Matilyn
Thank you so much for supporting me as I am new to poetry! Please know that this is my original poem and not to share it without my consent. Also, please give me any recommendations for poems to write!
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this is old and emo as fuck but whatever
The futility of getting better is an idea I have studied for a while,
is there truly such thing as “getting better” or just the never ending downwards spiral because i will always find something new to be upset about
something new to mope and dope about
self medicating
self sabotaging.
How the line seems to blur
tear drops on a watercolour painting
so beautifully tragic I am,
how abhorrently self centred I am,
how humble, how merciful I crave to be,
how the envy flows through my bloodstream,
a virus destroying all my cells, killing me from the inside out
because envious is all I've ever chosen to be.
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My soul was but a work unfinished,
until you picked up the pen and ink.
My mind was but a room unkempt.
until you swept the dust away.
My heart was but an empty vase,
until you filled it was blooms.
My lungs were all but gasping for air,
until you took my breath away.
For you see, my dear,
My life was but an untold story,
until I met you.
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