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vamptastic · 20 days

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relistening to straight outta oz by todrick hall which i bumped most ferociously in middle school. it's not really my kind of taste nowadays on account of the lack of loud guitars and screaming, though it's objectively good. but it was probably the first form of media about queerness i had encountered that wasn't nonfiction or deliberately informational, and definitely the first made by a gay person. listened to color dozens of times and proud and over the rainbow a lot too. i was like... halfway out of the closet by then and I didn't really fully see myself as a man yet because the prospect of transition was so far off and i and was receiving so much backlash. but i always related most strongly to gay men's and butch lesbian's expressions of romantic and sexual desire. so despite not really being part of that world yet, expect the getting called slurs part, i related to it very strongly. also, there's a lot of soul music influence in there and i am fond of that genre.

#idk its odd because unlike hall i had mostly neutral parents and religious community wrt gender and sexuality #but everyone could still Tell. i hit puberty and it was like everybody could just Tell before i even could.#so. certainly some of the feelings are there. and despite never experiencing some of these things directly #i always felt some kind of connection to those narratives. i found them the most compelling in books and later other media.#so idk. many things i liked i look back and go God leonard you fucking egg #but i also came out as 11 and as that age gets further away i forget what was pre and post realization #most of my memories wrt gender before being a Concious Other are also of. Being othered. or feeling distanced from myself.#and it's like. chicken or the egg (Hah.) thing. was i showing signs of being trans before realizing or am i psychoanalyzing in hindsight #because i turned out to be trans. who knows! don't really care

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crypticpara · 7 months

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Had I not thought too much, would it have been nicer?

#personal #vent?#i have been incredibly self concious as of late #this will be troubling to handle in any sort of communication

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daydreamdoodles · 8 months

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Really starting to realize how much My Life As A Teenage Exocolonist has shifted my perceptions and like. Values when it comes to society

#day musings #Like. Actually yeah a community driven society is pretty cool #A respect for ALL roles that run a society?#An emphasis on caring for one another #Family structures being more malleable #rather than nuclear family structure and Thats It?#Ideally a bit more of a concious respect of the planets resources #Having educational resources for everyone??#But still respecting there's a lotta ways to learn?#I actually really dig and respect what they got going on here

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ottitty · 1 year

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My one (1) fandom tip is to not let the drama of fandom-specific sites get to you. That offshoot of ff.net is not worth getting into convoluted drama that majorly fucks with your mental health over, I promise.

#honestly joining something like ao3 or ff.net where its the absolute wild west in those terms was really helpful to put things in #perspective for me #its really easy to forget when youre on a site dominated by one fandom what the porportions of an issue is #which i think is why its easy for it to happen on tumblr too #because your dash literally is what you follow and its so easy to-once you find those selective communities- fall into them #and not get back out #WHICH IS FINE but can also cause some Issues and harbor a lot of hate if youre not concious about it or know how to handle that #otter talks

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gorgeouslypink · 5 months

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My Take on Manifesting + How to Use It to Wake Up in the Voidੈ✩‧₊˚

The Law of Assumption (LOA) in a nutshell is the concept that whatever you assume to be true is the truth. The most common and popular summary is: an assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact.

You've probably heard this a million times before, but I really want to explain this the way I interpret the law and I want to present it to you the way I wish it was presented to me.

The entire law operates on the principle that your 3d reflects your 4d. These terms are interchangeable with concious/subconcious, inner man/outer man, etc but basically that is the main principle that you should understand and accept: Your 3d reflects your 4d.

Now, here's where I deviate a bit into my personal opinions. If you know that your 3d reflects your 4d and you see something unfavorable happening in your 3d, why would you force yourself to pretend it doesn't exist? Deal with it in the 3d but KNOW that you can change things. Go and fufill what you want in your 4d.

Imagination Creates Reality.

You've probably heard this said a million times by LOA girls but it is such an important concept to understand.

Something that completely annoyed me back when I was trying to get into the void and had no grasp on LOA was people who would say that your imagination is your "true" reality or that you need to fufill yourself so much in your imagination to the point that you don't even care about it anymore in your reality. I do understand what they were trying to get at, but for me, I was just like if I want to manifest going to a concert, I don't want to just imagine it to the point where I'm fufilled, I want to actually watch it?

Let me explain my perspective now. Your imagination is not your reality. You can close your eyes right now and imagine yourself dating Harry Styles but once you open your eyes again, you're not going to be dating him. Imagining something doesn't make it magically appear in your reality, or else daydreamers would be living insane lives.

However, imagination CREATES your reality. To really understand this, we have to backtrack. Let's revisit LOA in a nutshell: An assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact.

I think most people understand the idea but acctually applying it is where everything comes crashing down. For me, there were so many times when I was super motivated, I listened to subliminals, I affirmed to myself, I was really assuming whatever I was trying to manifest. But then it didn't manifest and I was left disappointed.

I think this is a pretty common occurrence in the community and I know I've gotten hundreds of asks with people in this exact position. This ask that I answered covers this more in depth but I want to introduce a topic that isn't being pushed as much as it should: NATURALNESS.

"The time it takes your assumption to become fact, your desire to be fulfilled, is directly proportionate to the naturalness of your feeling of already being what you want to be – of already having what you desire."

-Neville Goddard

So basically, this is what I think the law should be represented as: An assumption, though false, if persisted in within your imagination until it feels natural, will harden into fact.

There are many ways that you attain this naturalness. Most people use imagination, just imaging themselves with their desire, really connecting to the feeling of having their desire so that it feels natural to them. This is when your desire turns into an assumption.

There are many methods within this; visualizing being the most popular one. Just visualizing normally or SATS allows people to experience their desire in imagination, making it more natural to them. Some people can't really visualize so they rely on scripting, pinterest boards, etc. The options are endless but the end goal is the same: making your desire feel natural so that it manifests into your reality.

Some people say you have to keep repeating your method for something to feel natural to you but I disagree. Just going to imagination once, truly feeling it and knowing its yours and knowing the law and that your manifestation has no choice but to appear is all you need to make something feel natural to you. I think the main reason that it takes some people repetitions is because they don't have a strong faith in the law backing them up so it doesn't feel natural to them but if you know the law is backing you up, your desire will natural to you instantly.

Now, if you noticed, I said most people use imagination. What about other people? Well, once you've experienced a few manifestations and really strengthened your belief in the law and acknowledged your power as the creator of your reality, you don't really need to imagine. You just know your desire will come. It's natural for you to manifest anything you want so anything you want will manifest. This kind of goes into what I was saying in the previous paragraph about knowing the law is backing you up. This is why states was and is so popular, it's knowing the law is backing you up and just occupying the state of whatever you desire and knowing it has no choice but to manifest. I love this post by @lotusmi explaining it and I highly recommend reading it.

Now, how to use all this to enter the void. There are 4 things you need to understand, embody, and assume.

1. You are limitless: Literally. You can manifest anything and everything. Seriously.

2. The void is real: One of the main things I've tried to do on my blog is getting everyone to a point where you might not fully believe in the void until you acctually use it yourself but you should know its real. In my Doubts post, I linked so much material across different platforms and groups of people and all of them are talking about the void. Recently, in my challenges, I introduced a book where the author talks about the void and how that's where your reality is created from. I even had a follower recently make a post about how they found their Reiki book talking about the void and how it creates your reality. There's endless examples and at one point, you have to sit down and wonder how all these different platforms and groups of people are all talking about the void if it's just a lie. It can't be a lie if so many people have come to the same conclusion.

3. You are going to wake up in the void state tonight: You understand manifestation now right? All you have to do is know you are going to wake up in the void, make it natural to you and that's it. I promise when you realize that the word operates on your beliefs and that your imagination is honestly what matters because your reality is just a platform for your imagination to project onto (your imagination creates your reality), your manifestations are going to be so quick.

4. Naturalness is all you need: All you're doing when you're manifesting anything, in this case; the void is making it natural to you. Once you do, it has no choice but to manifest in your reality. This really ties into the third point, but I want you to understand this because once you realize the third and fourth point, the law will be so easy to you. If you haven't entered the void yet, the only problem is that it was not natural to you. As a void blogger, I know this is a case because I've gotten so many asks about this and everytime I can tell that they struggle with seeing themselves actually enter the void. It's unnatural to them. But recognizing that naturalness is the problem is also the solution. Just make it natural to you. Know that you are going to wake up in the void tonight and really rest easy in this. You know you are limitless, you can manifest anything, waking up in the void is a peace of cake.

So here's what you're going to:

Starting this moment, know you are going to wake up in the void tonight. Just know it. Now, go straight to your imagination and do whatever method will help your desire natural to you. Know that your reality is just a projection of your imagination and that you are the creator of your reality. Deal with your 3d but know that your 4d is what triumphs.

If you don't wake up in the void, don't spiral. Your desire just doesn't feel natural yet, that's all. Just focus on making your desire natural to you. That is literally all you have to do and you know you're going to enter. If you're someone who might need some time to make your desire feel natural to you just because you struggle with staying firm in the law, do @littlemissprettyprincess 's void challenge: linked here.

The void is easy, you are going to wake up in the void tonight, and you are going to live your dream life. I know you are. Literally embody that and tell yourself that. Anytime a doubt or negative thought comes to mind, just stay firm in your desire and know the law is backing you up. Waking up in the void state is so natural to you and I can't wait for your success story.

#void state #loassumption

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smileygreen831 · 2 years

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Still basking in the bliss of RIZE THE PEOPLE days later elated on the love shared & positive energy expressed by all. @ancestree played same show at the same place exactly a year ago yet the whole vibe evolved and transformed into a next level growth experience that inspired all. Give thanks to @nattalirize for the care, curation and coordination with Paradise Gardens. It’s truly an honor to perform as @ancestree and combine intentions in such a powerful space. Big ups Minori Music & @kingivier all the players, performers, collaborators and contributors. Give thanks for the people who filled the place with love especially @eyesofjem for capturing these moments an excellent artist & photographer. Stay blessed #rastacruz ❤️💛💚#roots #community #collaboration #creation #concious #lionheart #onelove #smileygreen #bass #ancestree #underground #givethanks #family #friendship #unity #dancehall #irie https://www.instagram.com/p/CjYD2N2rtdB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#rastacruz #roots #community #collaboration #creation #concious #lionheart #onelove #smileygreen #bass #ancestree #underground #givethanks #family #friendship #unity #dancehall #irie

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my-uhhhhh · 2 years

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Other people's lack of media literacy drives me absolutely bonkers, like:

Person: "Omg here's my theory on what happens next, it's a little wild..." [Describes something completely obvious based on deliberate foreshadowing]

Person: "Omg I have no idea why so many people ship X & Y, it doesn't make sense to me" [Purposely ignoring a mountain of subtext]

Person: "I couldn't get into that it was too X/wasn't Y" [Media literally is/isn't that thing, people just have the patience of toddlers and couldn't tell there would be a payoff]

#opinions are on thing #but incorrectly interpreting what is being communicated is a whole other thing #lke directors snd writers and actors and everyone producing media sre making concious choices #and people miss it entirely and then present their misunderstandings as facts #so frustrating #media #media literacy

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funshape · 6 months

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the worlds youngest reddit atheist has approached the youth pastor during veggie tales time, straightened his bowtie, put his finger in the air, and said "vegetables cant talk. if god were real he would never wish for meager food items to possess concious thought. they are just going to be Eaten, how cruel. this is clearly a ploy to get me to eat my veggies. and god, would not want such a thing if he loved me so much." and then he walked off stage, and that...wel....was the last we heard of him . but in that bed that night istead of their very well spoken 5 year old son, his parents found a single zucchini, with that same bow tie and glasses he always wore.....and his ipad, with a huggy wuggy screensaver....was open to his favorite community. r/funny......

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cherubdollyy · 8 months

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NSFW ABC - Bubba Sawyer

18+ MDNI

author's notes: reader's gender isn't specified but there is a quick reference to breasts and language eluding to specific genitals etc but I tried to cover all bases (so you can pick and choose what suits you.). Voyeurism is mentioned and light bdsm. One very minor mention of animal death but I promise it's not sad!!

Bubba is my sweet baby boy and I love him so much so I hope you guys enjoy!!! <3

A = Aftercare (what they're like after sex) - super clingy and cuddly. You're not going anywhere while bubba is in his afterglow. He feels possessive of you but he also wants you to feel so loved after doing the deed.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner's) - he's a little self concious and it took him a LONG time before he could even think about taking his mask off in front of you. But with all the praise and love you show him he's learnt to love himself especially his squishiness because that's what he loves about you. He loves how soft and kind and innocent you are and the gentle touches you give him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically) - Seeing you on your knees with his cum dripping out of your mouth makes him go wild. A lot of the times he cums quickly because he's an excitable boy and everything is pretty new to him. You're both often a mess by the end of it, cum dripping out of you, him smeared with your juices but he'll always clean you up. It doesn't matter how tired you both are, he'll take a cool wet cloth and wipe you up so gently taking his time to get every inch.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) - Bubba is a bit of a perv. He doesn't want to admit it, mainly because he hasn't had a lot of time to express himself sexually so he doesn't know how to communicate what he wants. He often watches you change. He'll try and peek through the door to watch you undress but he's not very quiet about it. He also masturbates a lot when you've gone to town to get supplies. When he's in his workshop he'll unzip his pants and pump himself while thinking about you.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?) - our boy doesn't have a lot of experience but he's eager to learn. He tends to become a bit animalistic as he just responds to his body's needs when he sees you naked and playing with yourself. But with time he's able to get to know what he loves.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying) - He loves when you're on top. He loves looking up at you and being able to grab your tummy and/or breasts. He's able to guide your hips and play with your nipples but he also loves it when you take the pace and tease him by slowing down.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.) - He doesn't tend to have the time to goof around. Once one of you is in the mood he's got his pants down and is raring to go (which unintentionally makes you laugh). But you can both have a giggle at yourselves.

H = Hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.) - He's a beast. He has thick dark hair all over his arms and chest and his pubic hair is no different. He keeps himself nice and clean in the texas heat by taking a cool bath every night but he's pretty simple as just a soap and wash cloth kinda guy. No need for trimming or waxing here.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect) - He can be a little feral at first but he is a really sappy guy. He loves kissing you deeply and watching you sleep afterwards. He'll stroke your hair and hold you close and he'll be super clingy the next day, hugging you from behind and picking you flowers from the garden.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon) - He loves to masturbate but he feels a little guilty about it afterwards. You tell him it's completely natural and most people do it, encouraging him if it makes him feel good. You take a few sexy snaps of yourself for him to have fun with when he's by himself.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks) - He's a bit voyeuristic, watching over you in the garden as you bend over to tend to the plants, he can't help but feel his trousers becoming tighter. He also loves fucking you on the kitchen table when everyone else is out, the risk of not knowing when they'll be back. Other than that he doesn't really know much about kinks and is still exploring what he enjoys. Anything that you want to do though, he's eager to try out.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do) - It used to be that you wouldn't bother bubba in his workshop but one day you couldn't help yourself, you just missed him and wanted to keep him company. It's become a bit of a habit to do it in his workshop now especially when the house is full. There's a bit of risk that they'll hear but not enough that they'll come in. Sometimes when you have to go to town you'll take Bubba in the truck with you and stop off on the side of the road. He won't fully relax, eyes darting convinced someone will see and the risk will make him explode.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) - Honestly he'll watch you with so much love in his eyes from you doing the dishes to tending the garden, he's normally very sappy. But sometimes the breeze will blow your skirt up just right or you'll be reaching up to put groceries away and your t-shirt will ride up. Something small like that can flood him with dirty thoughts of what he wants to do to you which often leads you to being grabbed and kissed by complete surprise.

N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn-offs) - He would have a lot of trouble hurting you. Even if you explained to him that it felt nice he wouldn't feel comfortable slapping or whipping you so BDSM isn't really something he'd enjoy but he would like tying you up.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) - He doesn't have a preference he loves both! He LOVES eating you out/sucking you dry, he's surprisingly a natural at it. His frantic tongue movements never fail to make your toes curl.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) - He starts off a little manic and fast because he's so excited and as he gets closer to cumming his thrusts become more erratic and sloppy so you can always tell when he's close.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.) - Bubba loves quickies! Often that's what you'll have to do as the house is always full of people and you get chastised by Drayton for being dirty.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.) - He likes the thrill of perhaps getting caught but it would never be too much of a risk. He couldn't have anyone seeing him from outside the family or without his mask on as that's too stressful for him.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?) - Tbh he cums fairly quickly and doesn't have a lot of stamina due to the intense texas heat but after you've both cooled down a little and perhaps even dozed off you'll feel his hard member pressing into your back, eager for another round.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?) - Any toys are introduced by you (he doesn't exactly have an easy way of getting them) and he's open to playing with them. The first time you used a vibrating cock ring on him he was out of it for a week. One thing he does have easy access to is chains, electrical tape, and ropes so if you express an interest in being tied up he's happy to comply!

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) - He didn't have an interest at first and would find it quite infuriating when you would edge and tease him but he soon appreciated how good the end result felt. He wondered if he could pull it off on you and one day when giving you oral you begged and begged if you could cum and that's when he stopped. Hearing your whining and the need in your voice you had for him made him feel powerful and you had a looong night ahead of you that night.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.) Very loud, lots of incomprehensible gibberish and whimpering. When you're having sex, everyone is gonna know about no matter how hard he tries to keep quiet.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character) - He's very good with animals. One of the chickens died and even though he thinks she'll make a nice lamp he can't leave those little chicks alone. You find him keeping them warm and making sure they have food and water. When he goes out into the garden they come running and you often find him out there with all the young chickens in his lap. (If I could draw this OMG I WOULD)

X = X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes) - He's a big boy with a chunky soft body. He's covered in dark hair, his arms are big and he's very strong. He's about 4-5 inches and VERY thick, uncircumsised with a bush of curly dark hair.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?) - Very high let's be honest. Sometimes it's too hot and you're not in the mood so he'll run into his workshop to take care of himself. A victim once left a polaroid camera and you took a few sexy shots of yourself for him to keep in there.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward) - Very quickly, often with you held close in his arms.

#my writing #leatherface #texas chainsaw massacre #monsters #mask kink #horror x reader #leatherface x reader #leatherface fanart #texas chainsaw massacre fanfic #fanfic #fan fiction #bubba sawyer #bubba sawyer x reader #bubba sawyer smut #tcm smut #tcm fanfic #horror smut #slasher x reader

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brights-place · 3 months

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Trollex X S/O Who's new to physical affection

Pairing: Trollex X S/O

Warnings: Lots of Fluff, Mild cursing

A/N: TROLLEX GOT ME GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET! Since Anthony Ramos is like an Puerto Rican descent so I love the idea of trollex being Hispanic and able to call you hispanic nicknames

- "FUCK-! TROLLEX!" You shouted in shock when he hugged you from behind the first time you started dating shoving him off as he stared at you confused "Amor? Why are you scared" -You couldn't help but sigh explaining to him why you didn't want that to happen you wanted to go slowly and affection was kind of new to you - He loves you so much and understands how your afraid of touch sometimes but he would do his best

- trollex knows that it takes time for you to get used to physical affection so he will go slow and help you open up at your own pace kissing your cheek which works

- trollex will always ask for your consent before doing anything physical with you but he knows your comfy with quick kisses - He understands how it feels about not liking physical touch but he got used to it especially around viva so he has to remind his best friend to not hug you or show physical touch to you - Trollex is a sweetheart by nature! AND IS SUPPORTIVE AF OF EVERYTHING YOU DO! - You are kinda self concious but he'll try to help you be even more comfortable - you will struggle to return the gestures though when he tries to slowly help you become more comfortable being the good boyfriend he is.

-Trollex is always there for you when you need him the most. He will comfort you and make you feel safe.

-You and Trollex enjoy spending time together, laughing and joking around. You love his sense of humor and his fun-loving personality making subtle gestures to hold your hand which you have grown comfy with

-He is a great listener and always makes sure to listen to what you have to say. - Whenever trollex notices you seem uncomfortable with his physical affection he will stop immediately and ask you if you're okay

- trollex is patient and understanding, and will never rush you or pressure you into anything.

- He will always try to make you feel comfortable and safe in his presence.

-You and Trollex have a deep connection, and he understands you better than anyone especially if it means its you having to take time - Your his partner so he makes sure that you are comfortable around everything - Trollex makes sure to always ask for consent and communication. He listens to your boundaries and never crosses them.

- He doesn't try to rush through anything and is patient with you and smiling softly at you as he helps you open up slowly

- Tell me what you really like and he will take his time he never starts an fight at all and would take it step by step but when your close to fighting he'll walk over slowly and whispering affirming words to make you calm down which works.

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