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wazzupmrstark · 1 year

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having a turtles all the way down moment (putting hand sanitizer in my hair)

#john green rlly did something when he wrote that character #she’s so real #turtles all the way down #personal #ocd tag #obsessive compulsive disorder #compulsive thoughts #compulsions #compulsion tw

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thundersyst3m · 5 months

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The trick of looking up with your eyes without moving your head to stop compulsive thoughts its the best thing my therapist ever teach me oh my God this is great

#compulsive thoughts #obsessive thoughts

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bpdcrybaby213 · 2 years

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Does anyone else have crippling anxiety thinking about things they can't control? I have severe anxiety thinking about the eventual deaths of my loved ones. Nothing is wrong right now and they are fine but I am terrified of losing them to the point of exhausting anxiety and it's all I think about some days. I can't function on my own and I need them and love them so much. The compulsive thoughts run through my head daily. Its even harder because I don't live with them. My mom has my son and they're 30 minutes away and my boyfriend is 40 minutes away. I live by myself and sometimes I message them too much checking on them. I have social anxiety and also some general anxiety, about mostly things I can't control. And I don't know how to reassure myself or feel any acceptance about the eventual deaths of loved ones

#general anxiety disorder #anxious #racing thoughts #mental illness #compulsive thoughts #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd

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wounded-artist-07 · 1 year

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Żyletka bogiem

Cięcie nałogiem

Krew to podstawa

A śmierć to zabawa❤

#obsessive compulsive disorder #nie chce mi się żyć #natrętne myśli #niepewność #niepokój #su1c1d3 #samookaleczanie #mysli samobojcze #mam dosyć #compulsive thoughts #compulsion #leki #lekomania #control

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my-chemical-aromance · 1 year

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i tell people “don’t die” whenever they do something and most people think its just some silly thing i say but I’m genuinely afraid you’re going to die and that’s my way of voicing it.

#ocd #compulsive thoughts #autism #anxiety #extreme anxiety #im afraid of a lot of things tbf

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pineconesarecrunchy · 2 years

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I haven’t cried in 5 months.

I used to cry myself to sleep,

sinking my skin into teeth,

making sure it’s not too deep,

but just enough just enough to so that the marks would keep

until the next nights where I would just repeat

teeth sink in skin

sinking skin in teeth

rocking back and forth until it’s no longer hard to breath

until my last breath doesn’t feel like a choking sob

and my throat like there’s a blob of flesh in my mouth

So angry, frustrated, incredibly sad, just overall feeling bad

for becoming my own Dracula instead

Instead now I revert to myself from 5 years ago.

Listening to slam poetry on YouTube, emo music, and slightly still prude

No longer being the Dracula I used to have grown into

Instead I carry, steak in hand

ready to strike on command

before it bites at the cost of a tear

Passion through the steak is what keeps me awake

and alert ever since that day she had changed my faith.

I haven’t seen myself reflected in the mirror for 5 years.

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missysippiiiee · 2 years

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My toxic trait: I unintentionally say hurtful shit when I'm upset and then regret it later — which then, makes me even more upset. 🤦🏻‍♀️😅🤣

Your turn. 🔁

#my toxic trait #compulsive thoughts #personal improvement #self reflect #sorry lol #so rude #your turn to shine

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po-pulari-tics · 10 months

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Impulsive thoughts: eat this leaf

Compulsive thoughts: I literally cannot stop myself from eating this leaf. I am distressed and do not want to do this at all.

Intrusive thoughts: what if there was flesh eating bacteria on the leaf? What if I infect someone else? What if I'm a bad person? What if I'm actually the worst person in the universe and everyone dies because of me and it's all my fault? It's my fault it's my fault it's my fault it's my fault...

#intrusive thoughts #impulsive thoughts #compulsive thoughts #if I have to see one more #haha I'm so funny look at my lol worthy intrusive thoughts hahaha #i'm going to scream #repetitive #repetition #paranoia #tw

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s2pdoktopus · 6 months

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When Jiang Cheng says something he shouldn't have said.

#they'll cry about it on the floor. preferably with an audience. later #mdzs #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #crack #i think it's funny #i wish i don't feel the compulsive need to draw my dumb thoughts...

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byronfucks · 1 year

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The urge to bite down on a glass straw

#ramblings #compulsive thoughts

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wazzupmrstark · 1 year

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#actually ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #ocd #intrusive thoughts #tt #ocd tag #1k #5k #10k

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gayvampyr · 11 months

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the linguistic appropriation cycle

#meme #ish #i guess #dissociating #hyperfixation #narcissism #ptsd #ocd #intrusive thoughts #compulsive tendencies #flashbacks #stimming #2 spirit #masking #gaslighting #special interest #i could go on #top posts

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bpdcrybaby213 · 11 months

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So I have crippling anxiety, but in a weird way. I feel compelled to constantly text and call my loved ones just to check on them and make sure they're okay, to the point they become annoyed. (They live elsewhere) But if I don't, I start crying and have an anxiety attack. My anxiety is that I'm terrified everyone is going to die and I'll be left to do everything in life on my own and I'm extremely dependent in most ways. Plus of course the fact it's my loved ones and I'm terrified of grieving. This happens to me mostly all day every day, especially at night and it's hard to sleep. I don't know how to cope with this. I don't know how to calm myself. I don't know what to tell myself because eventually they will die. All I can hope for is to either become more independent by that time, or just die before them.

#anxious #anxiety disorder #paranoid thoughts #alone with my thoughts #racing thoughts #anxiety attack #compulsive thoughts

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wounded-artist-07 · 1 year

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Tnę aż po łokcie do krwi

#obsessive compulsive disorder #poczucie winy #chcę zniknąć #samookaleczanie #nie chce mi się żyć #compulsion #compulsive thoughts #lekomania #su1c1d3 #śmierć #mam dość #natrętne myśli #stop #pls shut up #mam dosyć #trauma #zabije się #zawsze sama #samotność

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saturnsocoolioyep · 5 months

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In the same vein as "I've been taking my medication for long enough that I haven't experienced any symptoms in a while, I must not need to take it anymore! (Spoiler alert: the meds are why you haven't had symptoms)" I present to you a similarly clownish thought process- "I haven't experienced that trigger in a long time, maybe I was just exaggerating how bad it was and it'll be fine to engage with this! (Spoiler alert: take a fucking guess babes)"

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nasikasakura · 2 years

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Strange Compulsion.

Particularly, I wanted to lick "Someplace I belong." (2022) https://www.patreon.com/posts/69370049 I get weird when sleepy, and the art bug always bites at night. Have you any strange compulsions too?

#lick it to claim it as your own #weird artist #weirdo #compulsion #compulsive thoughts #compulsive behavior #anime art #manga art #comic art #chibi art #copic art #ink drawing #ink illustration #self portrait #anime persona #original character #NasikaSakura_Nasika

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