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Half Eaten Bagels // J. Todd x gn!reader
Requested? Yes!
WARNINGS: this has heavy discussion of emotional abuse by parents (I literally used a memory of my own home life, thank u therapy), emotional/panic attacks, discussion of food/food waste, disparaging comments made by parents that have been internalized
Summary: Jason had a shit patrol and you try to fix things only for familiar thought processes return from your past.
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He didn’t mean to be angry.
You understood that, you really did. Jason wasn’t usually the kind of guy who slammed doors and let his frustration boil over and spill onto you, but today wasn’t a normal day. A drug bust yesterday had gone wrong and people were injured. Civilians and batlings. Jason hated being injured, but not more than he hated others getting hurt for what he deemed to be his failure.
So when you woke up to the sound of the front door slamming that morning, an unsettling emotion sank into the pit of your stomach.
“Jay?” you called softly as you climbed out of bed. You tugged the hem of his sweatshirt down until it hung to your thigh. A pair of soft sleep shorts were hidden underneath, but you didn’t care about propriety. You cared about the safety this single piece of fabric provided.
Quietly, you made your way out of the bedroom and found Jason at the fridge. His shoulders were tight and tense and you could see the edges of bandages peeking out from under his collar.
“Here, let me cook breakfast,” you exclaimed. Jason turned, not surprised by your presence but certainly surprised by your offer. He usually was the one to cook breakfast because it gave him a chance to do something for you before he sent you off to work and then took a nap. You rarely cooked breakfast since your culinary expertise focused more on dinner.
Jason decided not to argue and instead stepped away from the fridge. “I bought more eggs at the bodega and some milk.”
“Okay.” You spoke softly, ensuring that your voice wouldn’t raise at all so he wouldn’t view it as a challenge. That’s how your parents always viewed it. Surviving was simple. Don’t talk back, don’t raise your voice, and just accept whatever they say.
“Here, why don’t you go sit down and watch TV or something?” You pushed him towards the couch, ignoring the confused look he shot your way. Luckily you didn’t work today so you weren’t in a rush, but you also didn’t want to mistime your cooking and give Jason cold food. As you began to fry the eggs, you glanced nervously back at where he was seated.
Yeah, bad move.
The oil popped and caught you on the cheek. You let out a sharp hiss of pain and pressed your finger against the spot in an attempt to soothe the sharp, stinging spot on your skin. Jason was halfway up off the couch when you waved him off.
“Don’t worry. Just me being stupid.”
He sat back down, but kept his gaze on you. Being under his stare was making your stomach roil. Was he waiting for you to fuck up again? No, Jason wasn’t like that. You were being unreasonable. Irrational.
But that’s the thing about anxiety. It’s irrational.
“Damnit.” This time, the bacon grease had caught your wrist and you shook it out quickly before grabbing your spatula again. You also needed to get the coffee machine started because Jason always had the french roast with a shot of creamer and a spoonful of sugar. The bread needed to be in the toaster in the next minute. Was there jelly in the fridge? He liked strawberry jelly on his toast. Did you forget to buy more when you got groceries? Shit.
“What can I help with?” Jason asked.
“Nothing, Jay. I’ve got it.”
His large hand enclosed around your wrist as you went to flip the eggs and you immediately wrenched away from his grasp.
“I said I’ve got it!” Jason stood in stunned silence at your outburst and you immediately dropped the spatula on the ground and sank to your knees. Your arms came up to cover your head as a bone-wracking sob tore through your body.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to yell. I’m sorry. Please don’t be mad. Wh-what can I do to fix it?” You didn’t want to look at him and see his frustrated face. You didn’t want to know how badly you fucked up.
You waited.
Nothing.
You hesitantly peeked up from the protective cradle your arms had created. The stove and oven had been turned off and Jason sat in front of you on the kitchen floor. His knees were drawn up to his chest but they were spread apart instead of guarding himself like you were. Instead of anger on his handsome face, there was only worry.
“What’s going on?” he finally asked. The words weren’t accusative, but rather a gentle exploration. You shut your eyes and looked away form him, the words to explain getting lost in your frustration. Jason sighed and scooted closer. You didn’t flinch back, but you did keep turned away from him.
“I was late for the bus once,” you said. “And food wasn’t allowed on so I ate half of my bagel and tossed the other half into the trash. I was eleven, y’know? I didn’t think about wrapping it up or saving it or anything but I’m getting off track. I didn’t think about it anymore, right? But then my mom called when she was leaving work to tell me to do the dishes and I could tell she was angry. She and dad had been fighting the night before and I guess work hadn’t made it any easier.
I figured I would be a good kid and do more than do the dishes. I was eleven and I swept and mopped the kitchen floor, I prepared the ingredients for dinner and had it laid out on the counter for her when she came home, and I cleaned off the dining room table. And when she walked in the door, I was doing homework at the table. The perfect kid. Quiet, hardworking, doing more chores than asked.”
Jason was silent as he listened to you. He could sense that there was something heavy hanging around your neck, but you had never elected to share. You always felt as though he suffered enough.
“But that damn bagel…” You took a deep breath in to steady yourself and finally turned your head to look him in the eye, a bitter smile playing on your lips. “She saw it on the top of the trash and lost her shit. Screamed about how fucking useless I was and wasteful. Said I was a waste of space and time. Said she regretted having me. Because of a bagel. I went to bed hungry that night because if I stayed in her eyesight, she would just find new things to be mad at. The utensils weren’t in the right drawers, I got the wrong kind of cheese out, I don’t know.
I learned to manage. I learned to keep her and my dad happy to survive. Being useful meant that I wasn’t worthless or a waste of space. It made me feel like they wouldn’t be able to get rid of me.”
A sob boiled up in your lungs, through your throat, until you were choking on the depths of your childish grief and Jason was at your side in an instant. One of his hands cradled your head to his chest as the other stroked up and down your spine.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” you chanted.
“No. No, stop apologizing. Nothing to be sorry for. I’m sorry I came in so angry.” He pressed kisses to your temple, forehead, hair as he whispered quiet apologies and faint praises.
“This is your home,” you whimpered. “You have a right to be whatever the fuck you want. You shouldn’t repress your anger because of me.”
He sighed and rested his chin on the top of your head. “You’re right. I just…I can’t see you like this again, sweetheart. You were freaking me the fuck out. And don’t you fuckin’ apologize.”
You hummed, your ear nestling against the fabric of his shirt and right over where his heart rested in his chest. The steady beat lulled you, regulating your breathing and heart rate with his. In and out. In and out. Your hips nestled between his legs, his strong hands holding you up…you had never felt more safe.
“How about this?” His breath washed over your cheek and you tilted your head up to take in the sight of his furrowed brow and sharp, calculating eyes. “You know how we have a safeword for scenes?”
You nodded, curious as to where he was going with this. Jason licked his dry lips and then grimaced before continuing. “What if we make a safe word for this? Anytime I think you’re in a bad headspace or you find yourself falling back into old patterns, we call the word and time out. Sit down, talk it out, get out of the house, do something that isn’t some sort of task you think you need to do to appease me.”
“Yeah, that could work.”
“Alright.” HIs cool lips pressed against your temple once again. “How does Pluto sound?”
You giggled. “Like the planet?”
“Good, you still acknowledge its rightful designation. Does that work?”
“Yeah.”
Jason squeezed your hip and then made you sit up and face him. He wiped away the sticky tears that were quickly drying on your skin and then grasped your hands. He rose them to his face and pressed a delicate kiss to each palm.
“What word do we use for the bedroom?” he asked.
“Giraffe.”
Jason kissed your inner wrist. “Good. And for outside of the bedroom?”
“Pluto.”
He kissed the other wrist and then pulled you into his chest once more. “Good. That’s good.”
“I’m sorry the food’s cold,” you whispered against his cheek.
“Don’t you worry about that right now. I gotcha.”
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VINEGAR DOPPIO X READER
It was a fine Sunday morning, and Doppio was where he commonly found himself; sat in his favorite cafe with a cup of coffee. It was overloaded with sugar and creamer, just how he liked it. But as he sat there, he couldn’t keep his eyes off the new server. Typically Doppio knew most of the workers by name, as he was a very frequent costumer. But, today, he couldn’t seem to recognize the person standing behind the cash register.
They were average height, but there was something about this server that was still eye catching. Maybe it was their hair, maybe their eyes? Maybe it was simply the way they talked, perhaps it was the way they smiled at Doppio after he ordered. No matter what it was- it was intriguing. Intriguing enough that Vinegar found himself coming to this small cafe more often then he ever expected. His wallet cried, but he refused to stop- Whether he pretended to be working, or just bought a small pastry, he found some excuse to see the face he’s come to love.
About two weeks had passed before Doppio finally said something. It was small, but hey; a “So- How’s your week been..?” from a quiet voice was better than nothing at all. He was greeted with that warm, endearing smile he’s grown to adore. There was a small giggle, “My week? Really?”
“Um.. yes! Your week. How- How was it?” he asked again, his voice starting at a fair volume and slowly turned to a whisper.
“Well, my week was just fine, thank you for asking! How was yours, sweet tooth?”
“Sweet tooth..?”
“Oh! Sorry- You always order such sweet drinks… that’s how i remembered your orders in my head- Sorry if that’s.. weird..”
“Oh! No, no it’s sweet! I… I like it.”
They exchanged smiles; Doppio sat back down at the table in the corner of the cafe. He smiled down into his cup- The sun shining down into the light brown liquid. He bit his lip, holding back a small laugh- Though there was nothing truly funny happening, he was simply so happy to have finally gotten to say a few extra words to the server.
The next Sunday when Doppio went in, he ordered just a coffee- But when his name was called, he found his drink plus a muffin and a… note? When he looked over to the server, they just gave him a small, almost mischief-filled smile. Doppio felt his cheeks grow warmer as he went to his seat. He ate the muffin and began reading the small note- It seemed to be ripped out of a larger notebook. He almost choked on his muffin as he began to wrap his mind around what he was reading
“Hey sweet tooth! I’ve noticed you staring at me a lot- Maybe i’m getting the wrong vibe… but you seem cute!
XXX-XXX-XXXX”
When Vinegar looked up to the counter, he didn’t see anyone. He quickly grabbed his drink and left the building; phone in hand. Doppio was practically shaking as he typed the number in. The pink haired male was excited but also anxious- what if he wasn’t what they were expecting? what if he wasn’t good enough? what if his boss called him while he was trying to talk to them??
Too many thoughts, too many fears- But he had a mission.
“Hi! This is Doppio. Or, Sweet tooth? I hope i put the number in right!”
He turned his phone off and began speed-walking, fear taking over his feet. Soon enough he was back outside his apartment building- The young adult’s phone had vibrated minutes ago, but after walking so fast and with so much on his mind, he didn’t notice in the slightest. But back at home, taking his shoes off, he saw the new text.
“OMG hi! yes!! this is the server hehe :P my name is (Y/N)! sorry if this was weird!!”
“Oh no it’s not weird at all!! i didn’t know u saw me staring, im sorry”
“It’s okay! i dont mind, its kind of sweet! If i was uncomfortable i wouldn’t have given u my number. Doppio huh? that’s a cute name!! i like it!”
He couldn’t help but grin. “Thank you! So- besides working.. what do you like to do? you seem interesting!”
Their conversation seemed to last for years, both ends smiling with pure serotonin. The last text had them both ecstatic- an agreement to a date. They’d meet up at the coffee shop and then walk to a nice restaurant nearby. Doppio and (Y/N) were beyond excited- Vinegar was practically radiating joy.
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HANDSOME JACK X READER PT4
( This one is Christmas themed!! this fanfic takes place in modern day also the gender of y/n is up to the reader)
Y/n had woken up they were very excited it was 5 days till Christmas! They got out of bed put some decent looking clothes on and made some coffee...Jack rolled over he was grabbing around at the sheets looking for y/n, jack woke up looking around noticing that they weren't in the room anymore he panicked. He rushed out of bed he opened the bedroom door to only find y/n leaning against the kitchen counter. Y/n looked at him "morning jackie....you alright?" "Yeah yeah i-im fine you just sorta scared me...you weren't in bed and I was worried about you." "Aww how sweet of you hun" jack hugged y/n tightly they hugged him back.
As y/n started to pull away from the hug jack started to kiss their cheek going down their neck down to their chest he started to move his hands down to y/n's waist kissing every inch of their skin. Jack dropped to his knees still kissing their body and his hands still gliding around their body " jack w-what are u doing?" "I'm just greeting u babe, is that so wrong of me?" He asked he had that lustful grin on his face y/n knew he was up to something "i-i don't mind but that was so..sudden" I mean y/n wasn't complaining they enjoyed this quite alot and "ahhhhmmm jackk n-not in the kitchen" jack smirked he picked them up and carried them onto their bed layed them down and spread their legs putting his head between their legs "mmm you ready pumpkin? Cause I sure am" "y-yes please"...
(Time skip cause I'm not going to write smut)
Jack layed next to y/n cuddling with them comforting them "that was amazing jackie" "mm it really was you were delicious" y/n blushed deeply at his words "hey jack I'm gonna get up and get some coffee u want some?" "I wouldn't mind a cup..I'll come with you" jack follows them out the bedroom door back into the kitchen. Y/n poured two cups of coffee handing one to jack " would u like some creamer jack?" He grinned at them "yeah babe I'd love some creamer" y/n poured some creamer in his cup and poured some eggnog in their cup "what's that?" "This oh just some eggnog" "huh mercenary day already?" They giggled "its called Christmas here jack" "Christmas what the hell is Christmas" "it's a religious holiday where u give out toys and candy to kids and people u care about" "....sounds dumb" "oh really? I guess I throw away the presents I got u then" "wait nonono I um I love 'Christmas' it sounds...nice" y/n smiled and grabbed jacks face and kissed him.
"I'm gonna make the tree come help me would you?" "Fine but only cause I love you" "aww look at you getting all sweet and festive" y/n pulled down the box the tree was in and started to un-pack the tree and fluff up the branches "okay so now we get to decorate it" y/n gets out the ornaments "here" y/n hands jack some ornaments he starts to decorate the tree while y/n decides to bake some sugar cookies.
Y/n pulled the cookies out of the oven and send them on the stove to cool down. "Hey jack cookies are done they just need to cool down!" They yelled out jack rushes into the room "the cookies are done?..can I have one..please" "when they have cooled down a little you can have one" "Fine but in the mean time me and you how about we watch a movie how's that sound?" Jack's says as he grabs their hand and pulls them towards him and rest a hand on their hip y/n blushes deeply "that sound wonderful hun" they both walk to the couch and sit down, y/n cuddles up next to jack as he flips threw the channels. He finally decided on a movie...it was a hallmark movie,he's watching it and he's halfway through the movie already when he looks down at y/n and notices that they fell asleep, jack smiled and threw a blanket over them kissing the top of their head and saying "goodnight pumpkin sweet dreams" before going back to watching the cheesey movie he put on....
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I had another intense daydream about DILF Bakugou. It will be a continuation from my first one. 
Again, I am not a strong/good writer so please don’t come at me for mistakes. I also didn’t think I was going to get attached to the kids but haha I did. The oldest one’s name is Liam and the younger one’s name is Noah. 
Warning: Cursing and mutual pining.
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The elevator door opens at his penthouse apartment, it was 8:30am and you were already there. Seems kinda eager Y/N. You stir in the elevator trying to calm yourself down pressing your hand to your chest taking a deep breath as the elevator door opens. You almost forgot how to breathe when you saw Bakugou standing there in front of the elevator holding two cups of coffee. “Good morning, you’re early” he says. She’s on time, I like that. Drinking you in before handing you a badly painted ceramic mug full of coffee and turning to walk to the kitchen. You quickly walk behind him. “I don’t know how you take your coffee. I have creamer if you want” he says as he pulls it out of the fridge and places it in front of you. “Just a little sugar” you say pushing past his hands grabbing the covered sugar that was on the counter. He grabs it before you can and places it in front of you but not before you hands touch for a moment. You jolt your hand back and smile warmly as you put a spoonful into your coffee and take a sip. That was cute. It’s silent as you two take turns staring at each other while the other looks around the house or out the window. Bakugou was wearing a black tank top that beautifully showcased the muscles that were scattered with scars as a result of years of hero work. He was wearing black pajama pants that hung low enough for you to almost see his happy trail. God, he looks so good. Stay calm. After you both finish your coffee he stands up and leads you up the staircase. The apartment looks bigger than last night, the light beaming in showcasing it’s grandness. Bakugou tells you about the boys, one is 11 and the other is 3 ½. He goes on to talk about them like if they’re the best thing to ever happen to him. Who would’ve thought he had a soft side. He looks so happy when he talks about them. I can’t fuck this up. 
You walk behind him as he enters the boy’s bedroom but stop in your tracks before entering looking at the sign that says, “NO GIRLS ALLOWED” in big bold badly written handwriting. “Hi” says the older one staring at you, arms crossed and tense. No one can deny that he’s Bakugou’s child. “Hi, my name is Y/N” you said with a warm smile. The little one ran to you hugging both your legs together almost making you fall over. “I like your name. You’re pretty. Why are you here?” he said all in one breath looking up at you. “She’s here to hang out with us today,” he said, mirroring the older one. “Do we really need a babysitter?” said the older one under his breath but still loud enough for you to hear him. Bakugou looked at him and said, “Yes, you can do your own thing but Y/N’s here to mostly help your brother” he grunted annoyed at the older one’s questioning. Wow you can cut the tension with a knife. The little one hangs on your legs and you bend down to hold him in your arms. “You smell good. She’s mine now” wrapping his arms around your neck and red eyes staring daggers at his dad and brother. Yeah, he’s bakugou’s kid for sure too. “You can keep her” the older one says under his breath rolling his eyes pushing past you leaving the room. The rest of the morning went well, you spent most of the time with the little one. You guys had breakfast together. Bakugou made pancakes and eggs while the little one showed you his massive Almighty collection. The bigger one walking by from time to time just to see what you both were doing.
 After breakfast it was bathtime. You were giving the younger one a bath when Bakugou walked by. He looked in and he wouldn’t help but smile at the view of you kneeled down in front of the tub blowing bath bubbles, praising the little one for being so good at it. I think I did the right thing. Look at how happy he is. He deserves to have a content woman in his life. They’re perfect together. Don’t fuck this up man. He leans against the door frame. The little one notices and looks past Y/N at his dad. “What are we doing today daddy?” he says with a hopeful smile it’ll be something fun. “Yeah, what are we doing today daddy?”. You pause covering your mouth immediately after saying it. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. “U-Um I was thinking about the park, movie at home then dinner. How does that sound?” he said staring at the back of your head then at the little one. “YESSSSSSSSS” the little one jumped up out of the bathtub slashing your shirt as a result. You all laugh. You turn to grab the towel hanging on the sink and your eyes meet. His eyes are so intense. He probably wants to fire me. God, why would I say that. Little did you know Bakugou melted at the sound of you calling him that. Something about was so natural like it just melted off your tongue. The morning went normal as well. There were moments where you could feel Bakugou’s eyes on you. You peek at him for a second just for your eyes to meet and him to look away at the last second. When you arrive at the park you clench at your purse full of park necessaries. The two boys run away as soon as they see the playground. You sat yourself down beside Bakugou, not moving your eyes from the little one. Some time passes before you finally say, “I-I’m sorry about earlier, I didn’t mean to call you that. I-I was just repeating what he said” you explained not making eye contact. Bakugou’s heart broke a little. He didn’t mind it all. He was actually thinking about it the whole time. Imaging you calling him that over and over. “I didn’t mind,” he says, staring at you and letting out a little giggle. “I thought I made things awkward” letting out a sigh of relief moving her eyes to meet his. His eyes can really turn a hole into anyone huh. Her whole body relaxed as she put the purse on the side of the bench. “You didn't,” he said, looking out at the little one as he waved from the highest part of the playground. She sat there as they began to make small talk. “Y/N, come here. Come play with me!” the little one yelled at the top of lungs. “Coming!” you call out jumping to your feet, your breast giggling as you stand up. Bakugou noticed. Bakugou is left there watching you and the little one giggling and hugging each other. I can get used to this. 
The little one was playing in the sandbox while you were standing on the outside watching him and praising him for doing a good job. “Hey, I’ve never seen you here before” A voice says behind you, making you jump. “No, I’ve never been to this park” you say looking up at the man. He was pretty handsome, tall and wearing a bookbag probably full of park supplies. “Is that your kid? He’s cute” he says, waving at the little one. “No, I’m just the babysitter” you say, turning back around to face the boy. You turn your head to look at Bakugou and he’s already on his way over to you. “Hey man, can I help you?” He steps between you and the man. Bakugou towering over the poor man. “Oh shit, dynamight. I’m a huge fan” he says reaching out to grab his hand but Bakugou just stares at him. You are intensely staring at the two men until the little one grabs you and pulls you away from them and towards the swings. “Man, your babysitter is hot, but I’m guessing you already knew that. We’ve all been checking her out” the man said, staring at you and pointing at the group of men all staring at you as you push the little on the swing. “What?” he said looking around at all the men staring at you like a piece of meat. OH FUCK NO. He didn’t even notice how good you looked in that outfit. WHY WERE THERE SO MANY MEN HERE WTF. You bent over to tie the little one’s shoes putting your whole ass on display. He would almost hear the men gasp and whisper disgusting things about you to each other. Little explosion started in his hands. Calm down. The man walked away at that point seeing how angry he looked. He walked over to you and grabbed you by the wrist, “Lets go” he said almost growling. “Yeah, is everything okay?” you say confused. “Fucking extras..” he said looking around letting go of your wrist. You grab the little one and call out to the bigger that they’re leaving. The whole car ride was awkward. He kept looking at you from time to time and scuffing. What’s up with the mental gymnastics?. What happened? Did the guy say something about you? You barely talked to him. The next few weeks were filled with laughs, cuddles and love while you were in the Bakugou home from the little one and occasional engagement from the older one. Bakugou wanted to make you feel more at home so he would buy flowers and candles and put them around the apartment. It was a nice thought. 
One day you can hear him stirring and cursing under his breath in his office when you walk by. “Are you coming to watch the movie with us daddy” said the little one as he came into the office. “Nah. You guys can watch it. I’ll sit this one out” he said turning around in his computer chair to look at him. “No, I really want you to. We have to watch it like a family.” he looks up at him and attempts to do the world’s best puppy dog face. “I don’t think so” he twirls in his computer chair back to the computer. “I think It'll make Y/N pretty happy.” he says squinting at him. “Right Y/N?” Manipulative little brat “It would make me very happy” you straighten your back as you hear your name. “Okay” he says standing up from his chair walking behind you as you go to put on a movie while sitting on the couch. The little one was firmly placed on your lap while the older one was on the other side of the coach on their phone. Bakugou sat next to you placing his arm above the coach behind you. 30 minutes into the movie both Bakugou and the little one were snoring. The little one now wrapped around your chest drooling on your collarbone and bakugou knocked out on your shoulder. This felt nice. You continued and watched the movie trying your hardest not to laugh loud enough for both of them to wake up. Once the movie ended it was already dark out so you decided to shift your way out of bakugou’s grasp now firmly wrapped around your waist and bring the little one to bed. The older one watching your every move. 
You’re about to wake up bakugou still knocked out on the couch when you hear, “You’re not our mom you know”. You turn around to see the older one standing there, arms crossed. “I didn’t think I was honey” you say softly walking over him. He steps back and stares at you. “Y-You’re acting like-like our mom used to” he said in almost a whisper. “I’m not here to replace your mom my love. I’m just here to make your family’s life a little easier. I’m sorry if I’m stepping on anyone toes.” He huffed in response. “I just miss her sometimes and you kinda..” He stops himself. You sit down in one of the stools in front of him. “I’m here if you wanna talk about it” you say looking at him. You were unsure about what happened to their mom. Bakugou never mentioned her and neither did the kids. It was almost like she didn’t exist until now. “She left us a while ago. She told us she was coming back for us but she never did. I-I don’t know why” he looked like he was going to cry. You jumped out of your seat to hug him but he rejected it, pushing your arms away. “I can’t trust you. You’re going to leave just like her” he said as he ran to his room and slammed the door. You didn’t want to leave him like this. You couldn’t leave him like this. You waited a while and decided to make him his favorite meal, spicy ramen. You go in front of the door and knock, “I left some spicy ramen in front of the door. I figured you were hungry” you say leaning against the door. No answer. You can hear the door slowly creak open as you walk away and you smile.
 You walk away going downstairs to clean up the mess you made. “Hey” a voice says from the couch. Bakugou stretches his huge muscles and it makes your knees feel a little weak. “Hey sleepy head” you say lovingly. “How long was I out?” he said looking for a clock. “I’m not sure, A while I guess. I finished watching the movie a while ago” you said scrubbing the dish. “Oh” he said in a raspy voice. “Anything happened?” he said, reading your tense body language. “Liam brought up his mom” you said biting your bottom lip not meeting his eyes. “Oh fuck, that agan” he says wiping his mouth with his hand then rubbing his neck. “Yeah, he was pretty upset. Do you mind if I sleep over. I’ll sleep on the couch if anything. I want to make him his favorite breakfast in the morning.” you look up at Bakugou almost with tears in your eyes. She really likes my kids, wow. “U-Um yeah, you can sleep over whenever you like. We have an extra bedroom. I kinda like it better than you going home.” he says looking for your reaction. “I really only use my place to sleep and come back here anyways” you say giggling. “Then you should just move here” he says. 
You both stare at each other. “Yeah, I think I’d like that,” you said trying to conceal your smile.
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viastro · 4 years
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cafe chuu | lee chan
ミ★ synopsis: in which chan works at a cafe and you come in everyday asking for him to make you a surprise drink. [requested by @dreamingmira​]
ミ★ genre: barista!chan, fluff, humor
ミ★ warnings: none!
ミ★ word count: 3,290
ミ★ pairings: chan x female reader
ミ★ notes: hi guys! this was requested like over a month ago by @dreamingmira​! this is so long overdue i am so sorry omg. make sure to give lots of love to our boy, lee chan ! i hope you guys like it <3
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“Ooo, here comes the guy who boosts all our sales!” Chan rolls his eyes at Soonyoung’s comment, walking into the backroom to put on his apron. 
“Shut up.” Chan says with a smile, taking off his jacket and putting it into his locker. Soonyoung leans against the wall, chuckling as he watches his friend tie the back of his apron on with ease. Yeri walks into the room to grab her water bottle from her locker, giving Chan a playful wink and finger guns, “He wasn’t lying though.”
“We just make good drinks!” Chan argues, and Yeri chuckles.
“Just admit it Chan, everyone develops a crush on you as you take their order. That’s why we have so many regulars! Did you know that every time I’m at the register someone asks me where you are?” Yeri tells him, wiggling her eyebrows for good measure. Soonyoung laughs at the expression on her face, causing Chan to chuckle as well. 
“You guys are crazy.” He mutters, turning around after closing his locker. He runs a hand through his hair before walking towards the front counter, ignoring the quiet squeals Soonyoung and Yeri make from behind him. Well, attempts to ignore.
“I’m your biggest fan! Can you kiss my coffee cup?”
“Can I have a mocha... with you on the side?”
“Oh my god! Good one Soonie!”
“Thank you, I try. I really try.” 
“I hate it here.” Chan says, causing Soonyoung and Yeri to crack up. He walks up to the counter, and closes his eyes once he realizes how many people are waiting in line. Soonyoung nudges him from behind, and Yeri giggles before heading over to the sink to wash her hands. 
“Hi welcome to Cafe Chuu, what can I get started for you?” Chan asks with a smile on his face, and he notices a blush immediately form on her cheeks. 
“U-um… you…”
“What?”
“I mean! What’s your best drink here?” Chan bites the inside of his cheek when he hears Soonyoung and Yeri start snickering behind him, and he has half the mind to turn around and pinch both of them. He lets out a breath, before giving the customer a smile.
“Well, I’d say…”
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“Thank you! Come again.” The customer turns around and waves at Chan, before heading out the door, giggling with her friends. Chan lets out a small sigh, turning around and leaning back against the counter. It’s almost the end of his shift, and he’s quite literally exhausted from how many orders he had to take, as well as how many of them he had to make. 
“Head’s up Chan, someone’s walking in.” Soonyoung calls out from the sink, causing Chan to turn around and face the front of the shop. His eyes widen slightly when you open the door, the setting sun hitting your skin in a way that makes it appear as if you’re glowing. You run a hand through your hair, letting out a small huff as you walk up to the counter, staring up at the menu.
Yeri and Soonyoung both exchange looks as they take in Chan’s awe-struck state. It’s the first time they’ve ever seen him be like that rather than it being the customer. Yeri takes the chance to look at you, and she grins at the fact that you’re not bursting at the seams because of Chan.
“What a turn of events.” Yeri mutters, giggling to herself as she turns back to clean up the area near all the syrup. 
mmm, not really wanting a cappuccino right now… you think to yourself. You raise a finger to your lips, and Chan watches as you place it in between your teeth as you continue to try and decide what drink to order. Soonyoung turns and sees Chan with his eyes wide, bright blush on his cheeks as he stares at you, and he chuckles. 
You just got out of “work” at the advertising company you intern at, and you’re fucking thirsty. Not for water, no, you chugged a shit ton of that at work. Instead, you’re thirsty for a drink you’re unsure of at the moment. It’s one of those moments where you want to drink something but everything that comes to mind just… doesn’t feel right.
don’t really want hot chocolate either… you purse your lips to the side, before looking straight ahead and making direct eye contact with the oh neptune.
The cashier is the most gorgeous man you’ve ever seen in your 20 years of living. His hair is parted slightly to the side, showing a sliver of his forehead. He’s wearing specs and a sweater, overall giving him a soft aura. You find yourself internally quaking at the fact that he’s so pretty until you remember that you have a drink to order.
“Hi.” You greet, a grin breaking out onto your face when he just blinks at you. 
chan’s brain: ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod
“Hello?” You say again, and that’s when the handsome cashier snaps out of it. He runs a hand through his hair, another blush forming on his cheeks at the fact that he literally just got caught staring at you in awe. He gives you a small smile, and you find yourself smiling back. 
“H-hi! Welcome to Cafe Chuu. What would you like to order?” Chan stutters, and you hold yourself back from cooing at him. 
pull yourself together bitch.
“Surprise me.” You tell him, and he raises an eyebrow. 
“Surprise you?”
You nod your head, giving him finger guns, to which he lets out a startled laugh. He tilts his head to the side, before grinning and inputting a number into the register. You get ready to take out your card, only for him to just hand you a receipt. He turns around to begin preparing your drink, and you look at him with a confused expression.
“But I didn’t pay?” Chan looks over at you, giving you a warm smile. “It’s okay, it’s on me.” 
Your eyes glance down to his nametag, Chan. You raise your hand up your arm, rubbing your bicep as warmth floods your face. You nod your head at him, “Thank you, Chan.” 
“Of course. The drink will be ready in five minutes or so, you can go and sit at the tables while you wait.” He tells you, and you nod your head, walking over towards an empty seat. Once you’re far enough, Chan turns back towards the blender and lets out a breath, raising his hand up to his chest just to rub the area where his heart is. 
“Oooo~ does our star employee have a crush?” 
“I think he does~”
“That’s so cute~” Chan rolls his eyes at their teasing from behind him, reaching over towards the syrup and grabbing the lavender flavored one. You rest your chin on your hand, watching him from your seat as he prepares your drink. 
he has broad shoulders… epic… 
“Are you making a lavender latte?” Yeri asks in amazement as Chan pours the freshly brewed coffee into the container. He doesn’t respond, instead focusing on adding the lavender syrup and stirring it. 
“Yes he is.” Soonyoung answers for Chan, giving his friend the thumbs up when he nods his head at him. Soonyoung and Yeri both step up closer behind Chan, watching as he carefully pours the milk on top of the sweet lavender flavored coffee. 
“It smells good…” Yeri mutters as she takes a whiff of the drink, to which Chan chuckles. 
“I’ll make you some after this customer leaves. She wanted me to surprise her, so I did something that’s not on the menu.” Chan explains, and Yeri grins. 
“Okay, cool guy.” Chan chooses to ignore that comment in favor of putting on the lid and protective sleeve over the cup. Soonyoung and Yeri watch as he heads over to your table instead of calling out your order number, beginning to giggle to themselves.
“My God, I’ve never seen Chan whipped for someone before.” 
“This is the craziest day ever. Write this shit down in the calendar, we have to celebrate this day every year. It’s a new holiday.” Soonyoung hurriedly whispers, causing Yeri to reach for a pen and run over to the calendar on the wall. 
“Hi, here’s your surprise drink.” Chan tells you with a smile, placing the cup carefully onto your table. You get a whiff of the drink, turning to the cute barista and giving him an excited grin. “It smells sweet, which is perfect because I literally have a stroke when I drink coffee that doesn’t have any creamer or sugar.” Chan laughs at your comment, and you feel your heart warm at the fact that you were able to make him let out that wonderful sound. 
“I hope you like it.” Chan says softly, before turning around and walking back to the counter. You let out a small smile, looking down at the drink on the table. You pick it up, blowing the hole in the lid to try and cool it down. 
Chan, Soonyoung, and Yeri watch your reaction as you finally take a small sip. Chan lets out a breath of relief when he sees your eyes widen in surprise, a smile gracing your features as you move to take a larger sip. Yeri and Soonyoung grin at Chan, finding him acting like an awestruck puppy rather endearing. 
You stand up from the table, drink in hand as you walk towards the exit. You place your hand on the door handle, before turning around to glance at Chan. Soonyoung and Yeri immediately duck behind the counter as you turn, and Chan has to hold back his laugh. You give him a small wave, “Bye Chan, thank you for the coffee.” 
He waves back at you, and you watch as his eyes sparkle at you, “I’m glad you liked it!” 
And with that, you turn and walk out of the cafe. 
While Chan sinks to his knees, letting out a happy squeal into his hands. Soonyoung and Yeri immediately hound him, teasing him for every little thing.
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“Hi welcome to Cafe Chuu-” The words die in Chan’s mouth as he looks up from the register, locking eyes with you. You have half your hair tied back, and he takes notice of the pink ribbon in your hair and he almost explodes. You’re staring at him with a shy smile on your face, and he lets out a breath at your beauty.
“Hi Chan.”
“Hi.” He breathes, and Soonyoung chuckles at how awestruck his friend is once again. 
it’s been like one day and he’s still in awe, he thinks to himself as he watches the tips of Chan’s ears turn red. 
“W-what would you like to order?” Chan stutters, and he looks down at the floor, reaching his fist up to his mouth and biting it at the fact that he fucking stuttered. He internally curses himself, but you giggle at his nervousness. He lowers his fist at the sound, looking up and seeing you smiling at him. 
“Cute.” You mutter, before looking back up at the menu, thinking about what to order. Chan bites back a grin, trying not to giggle like a baby at the fact that you called him cute.
me!! she thinks i’m cute!!!
“Chan?”
“Yes?”
“Can you give me another surprise drink?” You ask, looking down from the menu and making eye contact with him. He purses his lips, before giving you a thumbs up. “Heck yeah I can.” 
“Let me pay for it this time!” You add, handing him your debit card. Chan chuckles, taking it from you and swiping it, before giving it back to you. You flash a bright smile, shooting him finger guns once again. “I’m excited for what you’ll make me this time.”
“You have too much faith in me…” Chan trails off as he doesn’t know your name, and you feel your heartbeat wildly in your chest as he waits for you to tell him. 
“Yn, my name is yn.” 
“Yn… that’s a beautiful name.” He mutters softly, and you feel heat rise to your face. You immediately turn around and walk towards an empty table, cupping your cheeks with your hands to try and make the warmth go away. Chan watches you walk away, a lovestruck smile on his face. 
“I’ll take over the register, you go make her drink.” Yeri says from behind him, snapping him out of his daze. Chan thanks her, patting her shoulder before walking over to the different tea assortments. He grabs the matcha green tea, officially getting into business.
You watch him from your table, the small smile never leaving your features as he makes your drink. You feel your heart skip a beat when he looks up at his coworker, letting out a laugh laugh at a joke he makes. You cannot believe that someone like him exists, being both handsome, cute, and sweet all at the same time.
i bet he even feeds stray cats. 
Chan turns and locks eyes with you, giving you an excited grin and pointing at the cup of milk he just frothed. Your small smile grows even bigger, lifting your hands up and making a thumbs up. Now satisfied with your reaction, he goes back to preparing your drink.
oh my god i bet he respects elders.
Chan carefully pours the tea into the cup, then the froth over the tea. He sprinkles a bit of matcha powder mixed with sugar over the frothed milk, before putting on the lid and the protective sleeve. He walks over to you, ignoring the stares you and him receive as he places it onto the table. 
“How come he never delivers the drink to me when I order?”
“Is this a new company policy? If so, I love it.”
“Ugh, he’s so cute.”
“Ooo, I saw you using matcha back there. I’m excited.” You tell Chan, and he grins down at you. You carefully take a sip, and your eyes widen once again at how tasty it is. You look up at him, giving him a thumbs up, and he smiles widely. 
“It’s so good! Thank you Channie!” His eyes almost bulge out at the nickname, and he turns and coughs into his elbow to try and hide the growing blush on his cheeks. “Y-you’re welcome yn.” 
“Really, this is so good.” 
“I’m happy you like it.” Chan says shyly, and you smile. He turns around at the sound of Soonyoung having trouble with the register, and he chuckles. “Duty calls!” 
You wave at him as he turns around and walks off, and this time he shoots finger guns at you, causing you to laugh. He grins happily, returning to register and giving a kind smile to the customer waiting to order.
“Hi! Welcome to Cafe Chuu, what would you like to order?”
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Chan lets out a sigh, taking a sip of water as he hangs up his apron. It’s the end of his shift, and he’s ready to go home. At the same time, he doesn’t want to head home just yet, and that’s for one reason and one reason only.
You didn’t visit today.
It’s been a month since you first came to the cafe, and you’ve visited everyday since then. Or at least, every time Chan is on his shift. The two of you have somehow gotten closer. If the cafe was busy? Then he’d just write a cute note on your cup and deliver it to your table. If there weren’t many customers? He’d sit across from you after handing you a drink, and the two of you would get to know each other. 
Chan discovered that your favorite flowers are lilies, and you find the sky to be prettiest when the sun rises. Not when it’s a foggy morning and you can’t see anything, but when the sky has brilliant splashes of pink, orange, and sometimes purple as the sun rises across the horizon. It fills you with a sense of calm.
While you learned that Chan’s a dancer, and he works hard to master his craft. He goes to work during the day, then at night he goes to a studio and creates choreography. You also found out that Chan does, indeed, feed stray cats outside of his apartment complex.
the epitome of a good man.
Chan likes you. He likes you a lot. Seeing you come into the cafe, whether it be in the evening after you got off your shift, or early in the morning before you go to the subway, just being able to witness your smile has him in a good mood for the rest of the day. He’s come to look forward to your visits, so you not coming today has him in a bit of a sad mood. Soonyoung and Yeri noticed, both letting out giggles at how upset he looks as he steps out of the backroom. Chan glances up at them, giving them a glare, before walking over towards the door. 
“We’ll see you tomorrow Channie!”
“Yeah, yeah.” He mutters, stepping out of the cafe. He takes in a deep breath of the fresh night air, feeling a wave of relief hit him. He turns, beginning to walk towards his apartment complex as the stars begin to come out. 
Chan lets out a small sigh after a few minutes of walking, “I wish she came today.”
“Chan!”
“It’s like I can still hear her.” He says softly, simply coming to terms with the fact that he just imagined you calling his name. It’s not like you were running towards him from behind, trying to get his attention or anything.
“Channie!!” 
“Damn, it really is like I can still hear her.”
“Lee Chan!” Chan finally turns around at the third call of his name, realizing that he’s not just imagining it. His eyes widen when he sees you running towards him, a smile on your face when you finally catch his eyes. As soon as you’re a few feet in front of him, you double over, wheezing. 
“Holy SHIT. I haven’t ran that fast in like... three years.” 
“Are you okay?” 
“Yeah, I just. Zoo wee mama.” You suck in another breath, before standing straight up, giving Chan an apologetic smile. “Sorry, I just got out of my intern thing. Boss kept me a bit later to try and teach me a new program on the computer. Training stuff, you know the deets.” 
“Oh! It’s okay yn, don’t worry.” You let out another breath, trying to hold back your giggles as you recall Yeri and Soonyoung telling you that Chan was moping around during the end of his shift when he realized you weren’t coming. However, as soon as they told you he left, you ran in the direction they told you he went in until you finally saw him. 
whipped !!
“I, uh. Do you wanna go eat at the convenience store with me? I didn’t have dinner yet.” You offer, and Chan stares at you with the familiar awestruck expression you’ve gotten used to. He lets out a soft smile, nodding his head as he looks into your eyes with nothing but adoration. “I’d love to.”
You hold your hand out, and he glances down at it for a moment. Slowly he reaches out, intertwining his fingers with yours. You let out a breath, finding that your hand fits his like a glove. 
a perfect match. 
“Let’s go eat unhealthy ramyun!”
“How many are you going to eat?”
“Probably like, three.”
“Jesus Christ yn.”
“What else did you expect? I come to the cafe everyday and ask for a surprise drink with lots of sugar, this should be expected.”
“I hate how right you are.”
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As I Lay Dying...(Part One)
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Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader, Team x Reader
Warnings: violence, language, near death experience, reader injury, slight fluff
Word Count: 2,655
Summary: After having a dry spell the team go on a case, the unsub is kidnapping and killing women around the reader’s age and appearance. As she goes undercover the plan falls through, will she survive? (slow burn, sort of?)
A/N: So I wrote the first half of this and it was super long, like way too long, so I decided to split this into parts! Please let me know if you liked it and if I should post the last parts as well! Feedback please!!!! <3
Reader POV:
My neck started to strain as I intensely stared at my computer screen. Deciding to take a break from my paperwork and reports, I shove my chair back with a huff.
“Anyone else need more coffee?” I asked as I made my way from the bullpen to our small kitchenette, earning a few no’s and hums from the team.
I rinsed my mug of my coffee leftovers. I reached to pull the fresh brewed coffee pot, pouring most of it into my cup and adding a small dash of creamer and sugar. as I leaned against the counter, sipping my caffeine, Penelope struts in, “Hey baby cakes!”
“Hey,” I smile sheepishly, taking another swig of my drink.
“What’s with the gloomy energy? Did something happen, love?” The blonde questioned sincerely.
I shrugged, “We haven’t had a case in a while, not that it’s a bad thing, but I’m sick of sitting and staring at a screen all day.” I explained as I pulled myself up onto the counter.
She laughed, “Darlin’ I do that everyday! But u know you’re not used to it, so i hope you get a case soon, wait, no-“
We both burst into giggles, knowing what she meant. “Woah what’s so funny in here?!” Emily inquired, while stepping into the room.
“Pen here just said how she HOPES we get a case soon.” I chuckled.
“Oh god, i hate to say it, but me - fucking - too.” Emily chimed in. She walked over, taking the last of coffee into her cup, leaving it black. “Y/n, you better get back to your desk before Mr. Boss Man sees you goofing around,” she smirked, leaving Penelope and I alone again.
I rolled my eyes as I slid off the countertop. “Well thanks for the horrible wish Garcia,” I snickered, nudging her side as I passed by, heading to my dreaded workspace. I walked by Spencer’s desk, he leaned back in his chair, feet propped up. I took the opportunity to smack the back of his head lightly earning a quiet yelp from the genius.
“What was that for?!” Boy wonder squealed. I shrugged hearing Morgan snicker. With a loud sigh, I threw myself in my rolling chair, causing it to spin me around. Already stricken with boredom I started bouncing my leg, leading to my chair to start squeaking. I ignored the noise, struggling to focus on my report I was supposed to be writing. Just when I began typing someone yanked my chair and I away from my desk.
“Baby girl, we get it, you’re bored, but damn you’re annoying,” Morgan spoke, his voice laced with laughter.
Blushing slightly, I complained, “I’m sorry! i can’t take another day of paperwork! I just can’t! how do you all manage it?!”
“We are just as irritated Y/n, we'll get a case soon, ask Hotch to take a break and go walk around or something. Just please stop the noise.” Derek said, patting my shoulder. When I stood up, Hotch rushed into the room.
“Conference room in 5, we got a case.” Aaron huffed.
I excitedly jump up, “YES! FINALLY!” Earning stifled giggles from Emily, Spencer, and Derek.
We all rushed to the conference room, files and pens in hand, eager to get out of the bullpen for a little while. “Okay, so we have a case in Arlington, Texas. Three women were found dead in several construction sites, gagged and tied with burn marks across their chest. Two other women were reported missing two days ago, possibly taken by our unsub.” Rossi explains with a hardened look making its way to his face. 
“Okay team, wheels up in 30.” Aaron chimes in, breaking up our silence. 
As a whole we head to the desks and grab our to-go bags., tidying up our workspaces, to be ready for our reports when we get back. “Y/n, can you sit with me on the jet, I want to sleep and you’re the only one who really lets me sleep on their shoulder and keeps me warm.” Spencer asks with a quiet voice. 
“Of course pretty boy, anytime for you,” I answer with a smile. The both of us walk to the jet side by side, hand brushing against each other, his skin soft and cold compared to my warm one. We stayed quiet the whole time, until we made it into the jet, situating our bags and settling in. Spencer takes a window seat at one of the tables, I sit next to him as Hotch makes his way across from us. 
Once everyone is settled and ready to go, the jet starts us on our journey. Soon after Spencer begins to snore while his head lay on my shoulder. “What book are you reading now, Y/n?” Hotch questioned, nodding his head towards the novel in my hands. 
Lifting it to reveal the title, “Full Dark, No Stars, by Stephen King.” He raised his brow in examination. “It’s a novel composed of four different stories. They’re about murder, love affairs, such and such.” I slightly giggled.
Aaron chuckled, “Don’t you get enough of that stuff everyday? On the job?”
“The writing fascinates me, I don’t know why, maybe the same way romance novels entice ‘normal’ people.” I claim as I shake my head, shrugging a little.
“You’re something else,” the dark haired man added, going back to the newspaper in front of him. I turn my attention back to my book, getting lost in the pages. Spencer shifted in his sleep, laying down in my lap, tucking one of his arms underneath my legs, pulling me closer. Just like instinct, I used my free hand to play with his beautiful long hair. He began to softly hum from relaxation.  It seemed like hours, with Spencer contently asleep on my thighs and my hand tracing shapes on his chest. 
I felt a light tap on my shoulder, “Pretty boy still asleep?” Morgan examined from the couch next to us on the other side of the aircraft. I nodded. “Good, because we need to discuss the issue at hand.” I slowly closed my book with a confused look, placing it gently on the table. “The unsub is after women like you, about the same age, same height, same hair color. We don’t want you to feel pressured to do anything but-” 
“I’ll do it,” I cut Derek off. I looked at Aaron who was now listening.
He cleared his throat, “Are you sure? We knew Spencer would disagree if we asked while he was awake. If you are comfortable with this, we can brief you on our plan.”
I bowed my head in agreement. “Can we just keep it from this one?” motioning to the doctor snoring in my lap. Both men nodded, leaving the conversation at that. The jet filling with silence again as everyone, but us three, slept.
A bell rang above us, letting us know that we’d be landing in a few. I mildly shook Reid awake. His darting his eyes open and making eye contact with me.“Are we there?” he asked groggily. 
“Yea, sleep good babe?” The nickname causing him to blush, the nickname was platonic, or used to be until recently, now you called him it because you began to fall for the young man, hoping he would pick up what you were putting down. Though you made several attempts to make your flirting noticeable, Spencer seemed to dismiss them, or maybe not pay attention to them. 
“Y-yeah, I slept good, I was warm the whole time, thank you.” He spoke, patting you on your leg where he slept previously. 
Emily stood up and stretched with a yawn. “Damn my back hurts, JJ took up most of the couch.” she grumbled. 
“Okay? You kept twitching in your sleep!” JJ countered with a groan. The two girls gather their things. Rossi remained quiet, putting his papers into his satchel and packing up. 
“Alright, we’ll head to the hotel, get a few hours of sleep and get to work first thing in the morning.” Hotch explained as he exited the aircraft, Spencer and I trailing behind. The short ride to the hotel was very quiet, everyone was already half asleep. As we arrived, Hotch spoke sleepily “Okay same as usual, double up, the rooms should have two beds, so Morgan and I, JJ and Emily, Spencer and Y/n.” He handed us our keys and made his way to his room.
JJ stretched and yawned out “Yep, definitely headed straight to bed.” Emily giggled and nodded, the two of them leaving us behind with a ‘goodnight’.
“I’m not tired so I think I’m going to head to the bar for a little bit,” Derek shrugged, picking up his go bag and waving at us as he left the lobby.
“Looks like it’s just you and me Boy Wonder,” I gleamed.
All Spencer responded with was a warm smile and leading the way to our shared room. We didn’t talk the whole walk, it was a comfortable silence. Once we reached the door, Spencer stepped back to let me use my key on the lock. With a content sigh I threw the door open to reveal a single bed and a tiny bathroom. No words were spoken as we settled in, each getting into our pajamas, and doing our nightly routines. He was the first to finish and dive underneath the covers of the squeaky bed without hesitation. We had shared a bed tons of times, but only for me recently, it made me a little nervous.
“Spence, can you maybe scoot over more?” I ask quietly.
“I’m on my half, there's plenty enough room for you still.” The genius spoke into the darkness of the room.
“Oh, okay, I just wanted to make sure we both had space.” I lied, queasy at the fact that I was going to sleep close to my best friend who I was in love with. Walking over and slightly pulling the cover back, I slid into the sheets, careful to avoid Spence.
“If you’re cold, you can come closer, I know how you like to sleep warm.” He suggested, lightly turning to his side for you to cuddle up to him.
Clearing my throat, “N-no, I’m okay. Thanks though, goodnight.”
He stayed hushed for a second, he seemed to be taken back by my response. “Oh...Okay.” He then rolled over, facing his back to me.
As much as I wanted to, I couldn't, especially with my current situation. I didn’t want him to know that I love him, well I did, but I was afraid of what he would think. Does he love me back? Is this all just in my head? What should I do- and just like that, my rambling had put me to sleep.
The next morning I awoke to a light breath fanning across my face. Confused, I open my eyes to reveal a sleeping Spencer, pulling me tight against his chest, with my head in the crook of his neck. It was nice and serene. But it came to an end when I finally realized that I was cuddling him. I got up as quickly and as quietly as possible, careful not to wake the doctor. I rushed to the bathroom to get dressed and get the hell out of there.
But as soon as I attempted a run for the door, “Y/n? What time is it? Are we late?” Reid asks groggily.
“Nope! I just promised the girls I’d meet them downstairs for coffee!” I mislead, hurrying out the door and towards JJ and Emily’s room. Banging on the door I pleaded, “Please tell me you’re awake! I need you to open the door!”
The door swung open, “Woah woah! Slow down? What happened?!” Em questioned as you stepped inside to see that both her and JJ were up and ready.
“I don’t want to talk about it, can we just go get coffee or breakfast? Please?” I panicked.
The girls exchanged a look but nodded and followed me down to the small cafe the hotel had.
The walk down was quick, no one spoke. That was until we sat at a small table after ordering our coffees.
“So, you want to tell us what that was about?” JJ raises an eyebrow at me.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I forced a smile.
“Oh you mean the fact that she’s in love with a pretty boy and has been trying to avoid her feelings?” Emily questions, knowingly, causing me to choke on my coffee.
Trying to dab the spilled coffee off my blouse I ask, “How do you know that?! I mean- what?”
The two girls giggle at me. “Just a hunch,” the brunette quirks. “Relax, it’s obvious he feels the same. He’s absolutely crass about you. Someone can barely say your name and the boy blushes.”
JJ nods in agreement as she sips her mocha. “You can’t avoid it forever Y/n, what's the worst that can happen?”
“Yea, I guess you’re right, I just don’t want things to change between us.” I explain.
“The only reason why they have right now, is because you’ve been making it weird! Stop that!” Emily states while waving her hand in the air to make her point stick.
“Okay okay. I’ll stop.” I lauroll my eyes with amusement. “But today, I have to focus on going undercover. Especially behind Spencer’s back for the most part.” I spoke, furrowing my eyebrows in worry.
“Y/n, it will be okay. All you have to do is dress up, walk a few street corners, and we’ll get the unsub. It’ll be done and over with and Spencer would have nothing to worry about. You’re a strong woman who can fend for herself.” JJ told me, in hopes to alleviate my stress.
I nodded, trying to ignore the growing pit of nervousness in my stomach.
“Hey pretty ladies, nice to know you didn’t give us the option of coffee and gossip this morning.” Derek claims as he makes his way to the table with Hotch and Spencer following shortly behind him.
Spencer caught my eye. He seems pissed off, a mean look splayed across his face. “Y/n, we need to talk.”
In shock I look at the faces which surrounded me at the table, “Um yea, let’s go out into the lobby.”
Spencer quickly left me behind as I timidly arose from my seat and chased him.
“When were you going to tell me?!” He forcefully asked.
“Tell you what?” I attempted to answer.
“That you were going undercover! That you were going to put yourself in harm's way?!” He slightly shouted.
This angered me, “I didn’t realize that I had to run my OWN decisions by YOU! Last time I checked, I was a grown woman. This is for the better, to stop this murderer! You are NOT my father, you are NOT my owner, and last time i checked, you are NOT my boyfriend!” I exclaimed back.
Spencer seemed taken back, his face showed shock and dismay. He was speechless, a hint of sadness in his eyes.
“What? NOW you don’t say something? Unbelievable Spencer.” I exaggerate, turning on my heel and leaving him to himself in the hotel lobby.
To Be Continued...
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41 and 43 for the ask meme?
lol i decided to do all of them instead
re: the lioness and the wolf
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50 Questions to ask about your romance
Why do they care about each other? They begin with mutual admiration, then trust, then a sort of faith in each other's abilities that quickly turns allies into friends and finally lovers. She is disarming and clever and brave and (despite her own opinion of herself) very wise. He is compassionate and intelligent and world-weary, with a weight of guilt about him that Eirwen recognizes in herself.
Why should your reader care about them? They have a mature, reasonable, yet still complex relationship built on mutual respect and admiration and also have very good sex.
How do their friends feel about their relationship? Adaar, Dagna, and Cole (probably the people closest to them in Skyhold) are all supportive. Adaar is very happy for them and Cole likes how happy they make each other.
How do their families feel? Morrigan is the closest thing Eir has to family and she is not a fan of Solas. She didn't like Alistair either, though. I honestly don't know that she'd like any romance option for Eir because she is the sibling that immediately dislikes any of her sister's dates because 'men are stupid' and so is any woman Eirwen would be interesting in. If Eirwen's parents were alive they would definitely think Solas is too old for her (correct!) but otherwise find him neat.
What do they dislike about each other? Solas is absolutely baffled by how often Eirwen puts herself in serious danger and generally acts with little regard for her wellbeing. 'You throw yourself into battle like it's a duty', or something. She is frustrated by his tendency to be patronizing and to pick fights with Morrigan.
What do they argue about? Wardens, Solas being racist/out of touch/condescending, Eirwen making bad life decisions
What do they do together? Talk and talk and talk and wander around and drink wine and talk some more and light something on fire.
How often do they have sex? As often as Solas can handle because Wardens Fuck.
What is their sexual dynamic? Both are switches, but Solas leans more dominant and Eir is very happy either way.
Who initiates sex most often? Eirwen.
How physically affectionate are they? Very, though more in the sense of holding hands for a quick moment, standing close to each other, gossiping in the back of the party, etc. as opposed to literally hanging off each other all the time.
How do they act in public Vs in private? In public they are fairly mature and restrained. In private it does not take long for sex to start happening only to get interrupted by more talking.
What is their favourite kind of kiss? Solas loves kissing her hairline/forehead and she loves kissing his cheek. Both find each other's preferred kiss silly but love it anyway.
Who gets their way most often? It would probably seem like Solas does but Eirwen is just not that opinionated and usually gives up on arguments pretty quickly. When she does want something, she always gets it.
Where was their first date? Fighting a dragon in the Dirth Getting sad in the garden Getting trapped in the Fade Being petty in Halamshiral I'm not actually sure lol
How often do they go on dates? They go places and do dumb shit together often but I think their dreams are more like dates. So, very often.
Do they live together? Sort of. He spends a lot of time in her room because as far as I can fucking tell Solas does not actually have quarters in Skyhold and just sleeps on that ratty old couch like a loser. She has a bed, at least.
How long was their flirting phase? Several months, thereabouts.
How do they sleep when they're together? She CLINGS in their sleep and just puts most of her weight on him. He is so touch-starved that he usually just lets her unless she's cutting off his circulation.
Who is the most clingy? Physically, Eirwen. Emotionally, Solas.
Do they steal each others clothes? Not really, but I could see them doing it. If she had a particularly nice hat or something that she wasn't using I could see him taking it if he needed extra warmth. She'd definitely put on his shirt or something just to turn him on (which would work, because he's a pervert).
What petty opinions do they not agree on? Solas wants like six tablespoons of sugar in his coffee as well as creamer and Eirwen thinks it's fucking disgusting even though she has a sweet tooth, too. He also definitely likes red velvet cake and she thinks it's dumb. They agree that cream cheese frosting is incredible. Solas isn't into the concept of keeping an animal as a pet (he likes animals, just not pets) but Eirwen would definitely keep a shit ton of rescue critters if she could. She LOVES birds and would never remove a nest no matter how inconvenient, but the second one shits on his head he'd move it himself.
Why did they choose each other? Mutual respect, admiration, and intense physical attraction. She loves his arms and he loves her... everything (but definitely her breasts and butt, although he would never say that to anyone except her). Like if he were at the Hanged Man and Varric or Bull tried to push him on talking about sex with her he would not elaborate beyond it being good and happening often, and even that would be cloaked in implication. Even with a decent amount of alcohol he wouldn't say more than that she's beautiful. She, meanwhile, would immediately tell Sera he has a huge dick and is extremely good at oral, which would probably make Sera physically ill.
What is their biggest problem? She's dying and he's himself.
How do their jobs/education affect their relationship? lol. This would take a really long time to answer in full but it's hopefully clear in the story. He thinks it sucks that she's a Warden and that she had to go through the abuse of the Circle but knows she'd be a very different person otherwise. She's doing her best to parse through him being Fen'Harel because her frame of reference for elven culture is minimal. As members of the Inquisition, it brought them together and means she has her own quarters for them to bone in.
Do they share the same music taste? They would both definitely love a good fiddle.
Why did they meet? She was dying (a theme) and he rescued her and healed her. Interestingly, this was almost immediately after Wisdom died.
If they aren't together yet, why not?
What if the biggest challenge they have to overcome? Spoilers spoilers lol.
What is their most noticeable physical difference? She's very dark-skinned and he's fairly pale. Also, she has lots of lovely hair and he has none lol.
What are their opinions on marriage? Eirwen thinks it's dumb and Solas is indifferent because I imagine marriage was probably weird in elvhenan. But they'd do something informal to express their intentions of being together for a very long time. And Eirwen would be into the tax benefits.
What are their opinions on children? Neither of them has any interest in children of their own but they're both neutral on kids as a concept. I think Eirwen probably sees them more as tiny adults, though.
Is their relationship healthy? Why/why not? Yes. They are open with each other and clear about their wants/needs, or at least as much as possible given plot circumstances.
How do their past relationships affect them? I get the sense that Solas has a probably-unhealthy tendency to (lowkey?) worship those he loves. He probably had very few serious relationships, but I imagine each was monumental for him at the time. He feels very deeply and passionately and any losses he's been through make him want to protect her, which he cannot do. She is constantly reminded of Alistair, of how deeply she loved him and how thoroughly she believes she failed him. She tried for a long time not to get seriously attached to anyone else as a result. With Solas, she is trying to let go of that tendency to keep everyone at a distance.
Do they love each other, or are they in love? Both. He loved her before he was in love with her, but I think both happened for her at the same time.
Why should your readers root for them? They are essentially good people trying their best.
Do they both put an equal amount of effort into the relationship? I think Solas puts in a little more. He worships her, to some extent.
Who do they turn to when their relationship has problems? Themselves. They talk to each other unless it's something REALLY wild and plot-related that requires some inner calculations first.
Who does the most mundane household tasks? Solas in the evening, Eirwen in the morning.
What do they do when the other is mad? Eirwen uses humor to distract him, and if that doesn't work just lets him rant until he tires himself out. She doesn't get angry very often, so I don't know if Solas would have an immediate solution or reaction to her anger, which would lead him to be overly-logical and probably piss her off more. Then he'd feel really fucking bad and let her get it all out before doing whatever he could to make things better. Alternatively, they'd agree on whatever is pissing them off and just rant together and get all shitty until nobody else can stand to be around them. Then they'd fuck.
How do their flaws clash? She's too reckless for him and though he believes she'll be okay there's still a voice in his head that's like 'but what if she's not?' She thinks he's overreacting.
Why do you enjoy writing them? They both have such rich personal histories with fun parallels. They are equals, despite him being who he is, and see each other as such. She asserts her position as his equal in power and intelligence and refuses to let him doubt her capabilities, even in the interest of her own protection. Her wit and confidence ground him. They both need certainty and reassurance that they are more than what others see them as. They make each other feel whole.
What small quirks do they like about each other? From early on she's admired how gentle he can be with his hands even when he's upset. He loves how easily distracted she is by birds and flowers and miscellaneous wildlife and finds her infodumps about various critters extremely endearing.
What would a stranger think if they saw them out together? "Fucking apostates." Or, alternatively: "...Is that the Hero of Ferelden?"
How do they show the other that they love them? Physical affection and 'acts of service' or whatever. Doing little favors for each other and noticing the other's needs before they voice them.
What made them fall in love? Eirwen first felt a hint of something for him when she saw him helping the Vilbirn survivors. He first felt something when she turned into a fucking dragon. Over time, though, it was the slow realization that the other person genuinely cared for them and respected their abilities and experiences that made them truly fall in love.
Have they ever took a break?
What was their biggest fight about? ~*Wardens*~
What do they give as gifts? Food, because they both forget to eat. But also little love notes.
He is well-aware of their animal symbolism and kind of loves it. Like, he would call their story 'the lioness and the wolf' because he's a dramatic moron.
Sera: So, you and droopy?
Eir: Droopy? Hardly.
Sera: What --EWW hahahaha!
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Title: Love, Maybe? {14}
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Chris Evans X Reader OFC Vixen Giovanni
Warning: Plot, Cursing, Angst
Word Count: 3.9K
Summary: After a night of drunkenness you wake up next to warm, hot as hell body, a migraine and no memory of the night before. When you come to realize that the hot body belongs to none other than Hollywood’s golden boy Chris Evans you freak out. As events unfold you become even more panicked to find out you got married in your drunken haze. What else is there to do but get it annulled, right? Before walking away, you share one more night of molten kisses and passion. 3 years later you are still living with the repercussions of your brash decisions, but the surprises don’t stop there. The past has a way of coming back and have you questioning is this fate that you’ve been running from, hell could it have been love, maybe?
Note: Italic texts is an inner Vixen thought. Bold Italic texts is an inner Chris thought.
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Chapter 14: Finding Vixen
 -Vixen-
   “Wow, things are moving quickly.”
   You spun around the construction site the crew was making progress with the space that would be your restaurant. You couldn’t believe in a matter of weeks what was happening.
   “Things move quickly when everything aligns,” Zack responded from behind you. You looked to him and smiled, but as you stared at him, you only saw one face looking back at you. The smile slipped from your lips, and you gulped down the emotion threatening to spill out. Turning your back, you tried your best to pull yourself together.
    “You okay Vixen?”
   Clearing your throat, you nodded as you took a few steps away to what would or could be the spot for the outdoor eating spot. You bit your bottom lip, while a swell of pride and accomplishment fulled you, sadness and a feeling of being overwhelmed flooded you as well. It had been four days since you’d seen Chris, four days since your entire world had come crashing down, four days since the feelings you thought were long gone surfaced again, four days since the encounter you’d always dreaded and planned would go smoothly went the opposite. Sighing you took a deep breath and turned to face Zack, Kassius and the small team that was assembled for your expansion.
 “Are you happy with this so far? Any suggestions?”
   Glancing around you took in the demolition that looked just to have begun. You shook your head.
   “No, this looks to be the beginning nothing much to make suggestions on. I’d like to look at it again once it’s cleared out, just want to make sure everything transitions right.”
   “Absolutely. I’ve seen Giovanni’s in San Fran; I can imagine how particular you are about the visual of your restaurant. As long as we’re on schedule, things should be clear in another day or two,” Timothy one of the members of the team said.
   You nodded and made your way to the front door as everyone else followed. When you stepped out into the LA sun, you placed your sunglasses on your nose. Zack approached beside you and put his hand on the small of your back.
   “Are you sure you’re okay?”
   “Yes, I’m fine. I just haven’t gotten a lot of sleep the last few days, and it’s always a hassle moving in.”
   Zack nodded and slowly rubbed your back. You tried not to shy away from his touch.
   “I can treat you to a relaxing night, dinner, a drink, maybe a massage.”
   He smiled softly, and you felt the genuineness of his offer, but you knew it wasn’t something you were going to pass on. You smiled, hoping to soften the blow.
  “You’re so sweet Zack, I appreciate it, I really do, but since the move, Ella hasn’t gotten back to her regular sleeping schedule I need to focus on her right now. I’m sorry.”
  He looked as if he were trying to swallow the rejection. You hoped he wouldn’t make it a big thing. In all truth, while you liked his company, you really didn’t want to date. You didn’t feel much of anything for anyone, except him. Zack nodded, looked down, and nodded some more.
   “I understand. You’re a mom first. It’s admirable. I’m not going to lie and say I’m not disappointed, but I understand. Just uh—I want you to know that I like you Vixen, I didn’t expect it, but there it is. I would like to get to know you better really try to build something with you.”
   “Uuugh, jeez Vix. What do you say to that?”
   After you looked around you taking notice of how close the others were you decided now wasn’t the right place to let him down. You also didn’t want to lead him on.
   “All right Vixen, so we’re going to schedule another walk through once all demo is done, and we’ll make some decisions. I have a few mocks for you to look over and hopefully by then we’ll have some ideas,” Kassius said.
   “Yes, I’ll look over these.”
   You took the folder that looked thicker than a George A. Romano novel and bugged your eyes out.
  “Good lord.”
   “Yes, a lot of decisions to be made, this is the fun part,” he finished with a broad smile on his face.
   “I’ll see you then. Are you coming, Zack? We’re still on for golf?”
   Zack looked at you and nodded once he realized you weren’t going to respond to his declaration. You were glad your shades were darker than the midnight sky because your eyes weren’t hiding anything.
   “Yeah. I’ll call you,” Zack said before he walked to Kassius and the two walked off to Kassius’ bright red sports car. You nodded your head to the rest of the team and made your way to your rental car.
   You looked into the mirror and shook your head before you started your engine to begin on your to-do list. At the top was picking up some more groceries, then some office supplies and then to pick up some stuff for Ella. You hated the grocery places around the house; they were overpriced for no reason, and the produce never looked fresh. That meant you were going to drive over five miles to get to the supermarket Zack told you about—Gleason’s.
   As you drove your mind drifted back to seeing Chris. The last time you’d seen him, you’d told him to have a nice life. You were pissed and hurt, and it seemed like a good enough thing to say. Shit, you didn’t even know why you were pissed, you brought it on yourself. You were stupid enough to think that there was anything possible between the two of you.
   You should have known better. The way he carried himself, the way he spoke, and dressed it screamed bachelor, screamed down for a good time and nothing more. Every alarm rang off in your head about him the minute you saw him at the table. Everything in you screamed “don’t,” but the other voice in you said, “just do it, it’s Vegas.” Yeah well, “it’s Vegas” turned into a kid and haunting memories. That didn’t change the fact that he was still gorgeous and his shoulders were bigger than ever.
   “Of course he had to be gorgeous. Of course he couldn’t turn ugly or have gained thirty pounds of fat. No, he got sexy as fuck and gained thirty pounds of muscle.”
   You groaned loudly and focused again on the GPS that predicted you’d reach your destination in five minutes. Once you parked in the lot, you roamed the aisles pushing the cart before you.
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  “Black tea, herbal tea, coffee, check.” You dropped the items in the cart and went perusing down the next.
   “Rice Krispies, honey bunches of oats, oatmeal, flour, food coloring, sugar, yeast, check.”
   You turned down the refrigerator aisle to scan for eggs, milk, butter, cheese, yogurt, orange juice, coffee creamer, jello, cream cheese, and that disgusting iced coffee drink Nexus loved. With your list about half done you allowed yourself to get distracted in the produce section where they held fresh flowers. You loved fresh flowers. There were pink, red, blue, yellow and even white flowers of all varieties. You decided on two beautiful assortments of pink and yellow roses and a separate one of pink orchids, you loved orchids. Tipping your head down to take a whiff of the fragrant flowers you looked over to the other side of the section and saw the actor Nexus was losing her mind over—Anthony Mackie. Quickly putting the flowers in your cart you made a u-turn to get back on track, you definitely didn’t want a run in.
   Just as you thought you were safe in the bread aisle holding two selections of bread, one you liked and one Ella couldn’t get enough of you you saw him. Your legs thought you had time to make another getaway, but your brain knew better, he saw you too. Anthony approached you with a friendly smile on his face as he tipped his hat lower. You knew it was pointless, but you still turned and rolled out the aisle. As soon as you made it to the soda and water aisle, he was at your side.
   “Vixen right?”
   Sighing, you nodded. “That’s right.”
   “I’m going to say you didn’t see me, that’s why you walked away; otherwise, that was rude.”
   You snorted and shook your head. He had to be kidding.
   “I was trying to protect your incognito look. I’m thinking if these people knew they were walking next to The Falcon himself they’d draw a scene and there goes your disguise. By the way, that’s a horrible disguise.”
   Anthony chuckled and nodded his head.
   “Of course you’re as snarky as your sister. Speaking of, how is she? Is she here?”
   You looked at Anthony as he quickly looked up and down the aisle as if looking for her. Scoffing again you responded, “No, she’s not here. Why does it matter?”.
   “Just curious.”
   “Bullshit!”
   You laughed out loud and pushed the cart further and placed other items in your cart. “I can see right through you. Looks like another one bites the dust.”
   “Another one bites the dust? What does that mean?”
   “It means you’ve been hit with the Nexus haze. Almost every man that speaks to her for any amount of time falls under her spell. You Mr big-time movie star are no different.”
   Anthony smiled and shrugged, but he didn’t look as smug as he usually did, no this time he looked as if he felt threatened as if he were worried. He should be Nexus wasn’t half a woman like these barbie doll actresses and models she was one hundred percent that bitch and she was a force to be reckoned with. The two of you walked in silence for a few feet.
   “So, I learned a fun fact recently. You’d never believe it,” Anthony began.
   “Oh yeah, what fun fact is that?”
   “Three years ago, a woman went to Vegas for some fun and ended marrying Captain America himself.” Your brain failed to communicate with your legs, and you just stopped in the middle of the aisle.
   “He told him. Shit!”
   “But you believe it, because—,” Anthony leaned into your ear and whispered. “You are that woman.”
   You looked to him, unsure what to say. You could deny, deny, deny, but you were sure Chris was the one to tell him. You sighed again.
   “Don’t worry, he’s my best friend, your secret is safe with me.” You walked again and turned down another aisle.
   “Was it shock that had you running like a bat outta hell, or was it something else? Do you hate him?”
   “I hate no one; there is no time for all of that. I have too many things to accomplish.”
  “Okay, a mature one. He lucked out,” Anthony joked. The humor of it was lost on you. You didn’t bother laughing or smiling about it either.
   “It was good seeing you again, take care,” you rushed out as you walked to the cash-out. You didn’t know if you’d gotten everything, but you needed to get out of there. It was insane; every second you spent around him, you felt it was only a matter of time before he saw the truth through your eyes, or seeping from your pores.
   You unloaded the groceries on the belt then saw Anthony help. Rolling your eyes, you stayed quiet.
   “How do you feel about seeing him again after so long?”
   Groaning you turned to him your frustrations seeped out. “What’s it to you? What’s with all the questions? We did what we did, but we also went through with the divorce, it’s all water under the bridge now. No need to keep talking about it.”
   Anthony studied you as you continued to unload the groceries so the cashier could do her job. You were usually good at keeping your emotions in check, but everything was becoming a lot more difficult. You hated it.
   “Whew, that sounds like a lot of hurt and anger, years worth of it. Maybe not so much water under the bridge, huh.” Antony’s eyes bored into you, and you narrowed yours. Anthony nodded again and stepped back.
   “Take care of yourself Vixen. Oh, and could you give your sister a message for me? Tell her I didn’t mean to hurt her, I didn’t plan on it. I was telling her the truth.”
   As quickly as he appeared, he disappeared, allowing you to focus again. You moved as quickly as you could to wrap up the rest of your errands. By the time you made it home, the sun was down, and you had a car full of shit. After thirty minutes of unloading and unpacking, you dropped onto the couch to catch your breath. Ella ran to you, you quickly scooped her up and dropped kiss after kiss across her face. She released an uproar of giggles that made your heart swell.
   “Top, top, top!”
   “No, no, no, take all mommy’s kisses, take them all!”
   Her laughter filled the entire room, and soon, Nexus was beside you holding Ella down as she tickled her small ribs. This only made her wiggle and scream even more. The two of you slowly stopped, and Ella settled down comfortably in your arms, holding tightly to you.
  “Long day?”
   You looked to Nexus and nodded.
   “That’s a big book.”
   “It is, and I have a few more days to look through and find my aesthetic for the next round of meetings. Things are moving fast. Maybe we can be in and out of LA sooner than I thought.”
   Nex gave you a look that said: “be real, aren’t you forgetting something.” You ignored it and flipped through the design pages.
   “Vixen.”
   “What do you think of this one? It’s airy and modern but still has a traditional vibe.”
   Flipping to another page, you have the book your full attention. Seeing another contender, you showed your sister.
   “Ooh, this looks very modern like a real celebrity restaurant. Doesn’t say much to traditional comfort but what the hell step into the times, right.”
   “Vixen!”
   “What!?”
   “You know what,” Nexus exasperated. You shrugged and continued to flip the pages determined not to address what Nex clearly wanted you to.
   “Vixen, you know damn well you can’t leave LA without telling Chris about Ella.” You groaned and rolled your eyes.
   You knew you shouldn’t have told her shit. Now it would be even harder to ignore the shoulds. When you didn’t answer after a few minutes, she took the heavy binder off your lap and placed it on the side table nearest her. Groaning you stood and walked back in the kitchen to busy yourself, hoping it would distract you. You took out the meat for the meatballs you planned on making to accompany the spaghetti—Ella’s favorite. Refusing to take the hint, Nex walked in and crossed her arms before the island. You knew ignoring her would only work for so long, but you were going to milk it for every second you could.
   You took out the flour and the other ingredients to make your signature pasta. Once you opened the fridge to grab some tomatoes and herbs for your sauce and closed the door, you came face to face with Nexus’ annoyed face. You snorted unable to hide your amusement.
   “This isn’t funny Vix. It’s serious and a huge thing. It’s not just your life; you’re impacting. There are two other people, one small who cannot make a decision and the other who--,”
   “Who what Nex? You don’t know him. You don’t know what he’s really like,” you blurted out slamming the cutlery drawer a tad harder than you intended.
    “What the hell does that mean?”
   Again you ignored her and began washing your produce, focusing on getting every invisible speck of dirt. You’d told her the cliff notes version, beginning, middle, then end. You didn’t tell her the in between. You didn’t want to relive it out loud, you were fine keeping it a trip you took every night before you went to sleep. Once the produce was washed, you got to work chopping and dicing. You knew you were stressed because the knife was moving faster than ever and you knew she saw it too.
   “I’m waiting. What does that mean? What is he really like?”
   Kissing your teeth, you shook your head, “Forget it, Nex; it’s not important.”
   “Clearly it is. There has to be a reason why you never told him about her, a reason you never claimed the child support that was rightfully yours. You know you could have used it while you were pregnant and the parts of the first year. Why? Did he hurt you? does he hit women?”
   Nex shifted her stance, and you knew she was ready to pop off. She’d always been your keeper, your protector. You remembered a few girls she’d seriously beat down because they looked at you wrong across the playground. You sighed out, taking a pause with the chopping to give her a reassuring look.
   “No, he didn’t hit me.” You saw her shoulders relax and her expression softening; then you returned to the task at hand.
   “So he didn’t hit you. He did hurt you though.”
   Nexus was no idiot. She knew how to hear what you said and decipher what you didn’t. You did your best to give no reaction as you moved around the kitchen.
   “Okay, I get it. You didn’t tell him to spite him.”
   “No!”
   Though you adamantly rebuked that, part of you felt a way and you wondered if any part of you felt that way.
   “Okay. So he hurt you, you ran back home with your tail tucked, and you hid away for the next near three years. What did he do?”
   “Nex, please. It’s not important. Let’s drop it.”
   “I’m trying to help. You seem to be ignoring or purposely forgetting that you have to tell him. I owe him nothing, and I don’t know him from Adam and my loyalties don’t lie with him that’s with you--,”
   “So drop it. Have my back, be my pitbull!”
   “Vix, don’t ever get it twisted and think I’m not riding for you one hundred. It’s always been you and me against the world, and it’s still that way. Just—this goes past that. This is a morally right and wrong issue. How would you feel not knowing you had a mini replica of you running around the world?”
   “Fine, because I wouldn’t know.” Nexus walked around the island to you and put her arm around you. She could sense your breakdown was imminent. She gently rubbed your bare arm and let the silence fill the room. You closed your eyes, hoping to stop your warring thoughts. Of course part of you knew what she was saying was sound and right, but the other side refused to hear it.
   “You’re afraid,” Nexus worded.
   There it was plain as day, no hidden pretenses, no shade, no covers, just blatant truth. You were afraid. You were shitfaced scared.
   “It’s okay to be scared. There is nothing wrong with it. Hell if you weren’t scared I’d be worried because that would show that you really have no intention of doing the right thing. I know you, Vix, do the right thing is your middle name. Somewhere inside you know you have to tell him, want to or not, have to and should outweigh it this time.”
   “This is why I didn’t want to go to that stupid expo or come to this dumb place. It has a way of stealing and crushing dreams,” you groaned out.
   “Or realigning them and showing you a new, different, better dream.”
   You glanced at Nexus, took a deep breath, and released it. She was right — bottom line.
   “Fuck!”
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-Chris-
  415-653-7575.
   It wasn’t hard to get. All he had to do was google her and her location. He had all her information from three years ago. He had her full name, city, state, P.O Box information. In truth, he had everything he needed, and if he needed more, he could easily get more, it was a perk of being him. In all the years he didn’t use it, didn’t search, didn’t allow his curiosity to take over. Today he did.
   It took him less than a minute to find her on Google, her name was uncommon, there was literally one Vixen Giovanni in San Francisco. It took him another minute to find her restaurant. Her restaurant. He was impressed. She said she wanted to open a restaurant and be a chef and she’d accomplished it, and she was successful. He spent nearly twenty minutes just looking through food reviews, articles, and pictures all of her and everything he remembered thinking and feeling those years ago came back.
   He suspected it would be like this—feared it really which made him avoid doing this very thing for so long. He was afraid he was right, and he was. It took him the next hour to get the balls to call the number for her restaurant. An hour where he went over and over what he would say. He didn’t know where you were; it had been nearly a week since he saw you, you could have gone back to San Francisco.
   He went over and over what he would say if you answered. He didn’t know if he should go with a calm and cool introduction; “Hey Vixen, remember me your ex-husband,” or an apologetic one; “I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from but—.” It was impossible to read you from the quick exchange days ago. You hadn’t spoken, you didn’t look angry, or happy or anything, your expression was blank, and then you were gone. He didn’t know what to expect.
   When hour two was near, he bit the bullet and dialed your restaurant. The hostess transferred him to the manager who informed him you were out of town. Due to his quick thinking, he pretended to be interested in a potential business opportunity, it was then the manager gave him your cell phone number. He was surprised it was that easy. Now that was where he was, staring at your number with a bottle of beer on his right side, whiskey on the other and a joint in his hand. He leaned back and took several long puffs before holding them for a breath allowing the drug to haze away all his thoughts. Once he blew out the smoke, he took a long swig of his beer.
   “Jesus Chris, it’s not hard, just dial the number. One step at a time.”
   He took up his phone and punched in the numbers and hovered his finger over the green button, thinking about his actions one last time. Taking another long pull from his joint, he tapped the button and put it on speaker. It rang once, twice, three times and before he tapped the red button to end the call, a voice called out through the line.
   “Hello?”
   His brain froze, and speech did with it, so he sat there completely flustered.
   “Hello? Anyone there?”
   Still, he didn’t speak. Only when the line went dead did he move, he dropped back against the couch and groaned loudly into the night sky.
   “Come on, man!”
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sweets-fanfics · 4 years
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Honeymoon [RE] 2
Title: Sweet Reunion
Wordcount: 2151
Warnings: lil bit a fluff
Tags: where u at?
A/N: I love you
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It was early in the morning a few days later when you felt a soft kiss on your cheek as you slept in bed. “Sweetie,” Steve said to you softly. “You have to meet The director before you go to Wade.”
You opened your eyes softly and looked at him. He had only been home for maybe a couple minutes. His face was all dirty and his clothes smelt. You made a small groan and pulled the blanket over you. “How about you just come lay in bed with me all day.”
Steve chuckled and pulled the blanket back so only your face was showing. “As good as that sounds, you have to work Y/N.” You pouted and he kissed you on the lips making you feel all tingly.
“Well, now I definitely don't want to get up.” He sighed and got in bed with you staying on top of the grey comforter and wrapped his arms around you. “See, we could stay like this.”
“They'll come to look for us if we do.” He had a good point. 
You sighed and turned to face him. “Will you meet me at my favorite coffee shop after the meeting?” 
Steve looked up pretending he was mentally checking his schedule. “I should be free.” He grinned and kissed the top of your nose. “Now get going so he doesn't get mad.”
“You’re late,” Coulson said as you opened the door to his office.
“Sorry… Steve got home a few minutes before I left so I talked to him for a bit.”
“I understand that you are married now, but both of you need to stay in line. I don't want this to become a normal thing.” His comment ended like a threat that automatically made you suspicious and a little pissed off. Well, a lot more than a little. 
You were about to speak up when someone sitting on the couch cleared his throat. You spun around to see T’challa sitting with one leg across the other. “Your highness! I did not see you there, I'm sorry.”
“It's okay. You are still on the honeymoon in your mind.” He chuckled and stood up to shake your hand.
“What's this meeting about?” You asked. You thought it would just be for you to report on Wade. 
“It is about Bucky,” Coulson said sitting at his desk.
“He has been in cryo for two years now. His body is starting to wake up automatically.” T’challa explained to you. “We wanted your opinion before bringing it to the captain’s attention.”
“On?”
“On if they should wake him up and bring him here to work with the Avengers and the new SHIELD or if he should stay and work with T’challa in Wakanda.” Coulson clasped his hands together as he looked at you. Why did they want my opinion?
“You are the Captain’s wife. Do you think he would give an answer based on what is best for Barnes or if he will choose based on their friendship?” T’Challa asked you.
“I think you should ask him. I don't know Bucky as Steve does. So I won't know what's best for him.”
“That's all we wanted to know.” Coulson smiled at you. “How's the merc?”
“An alcoholic idiot who can't die. How long do I have to babysit  him?” You asked exhausted. The past couple of days had just been you making sure he didn't kill too many people. He tends to do that a lot. 
“He's onto something that will help us, I think. So just stick with him and offer help when needed.”
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You stood in the coffee shop pouring creamer in your coffee. You were in a daze picturing how Steve would act to the thought of Bucky maybe coming back. So much for having my husband to myself. You sighed.
“Captain America fan?” A voice asked next to you. You looked up and saw a man, maybe a senior in college so a few years younger than yourself. He was looking at the shirt you were wearing which was a grey top with Cap’s shield on the front.
“Sorta.” You said making it obvious you weren't interested. You sipped your coffee to make sure it tasted ok to you.
“Dude’s a traitor.” You choked on your drink almost having to spit it out. “Sorry, didn't mean to startle you. But that guy abandoned his duties to the Avengers just to save one guy.” Actually, it was to save Bucky and you because you had got yourself in trouble when you went after Zemo yourself. You were a bit unknown to the public. Sort of like the black ops of the Avengers.
“Well, he isn't that bad. Actually, my husband, I'm supposed to be meeting is a huge fan.” The guy rolled his eyes. That's when Steve chose to put his arm around your shoulder giving you a peck on the cheek.
“I'm not late am I?” He asked as he put a few sugars in his coffee.
“No. Right on time. This man right here was just telling me how Captain America Is a traitor for going to save Bucky.” The man's face turned bright red. Steve who had a baseball cap and sunglasses on looked up at the guy. 
The man, after a moment, realized who Steve was and that only made his face more red. “I'm so terribly sorry. I didn't know. I was just repeating what I saw online.”
“You shouldn't go on Tumblr.” You smirked, “it's a pretty dangerous place.”
Steve looked down and saw your shirt. “Why are you wearing that?” He asked as the two of you went to your special table.
“It looks cute on me.” You smiled.
He was trying very hard not to smile, “Even if that's true you shouldn't wear it. I don't even have the Shield anymore.”
“I wear it because no one is going to expect Captain America to hang out with someone wearing a Captain America shirt.” He shrugged agreeing. “Also do you want me to get the shield back for you?
“Nah, that would make Tony angry with you.”
You chuckled as you felt your phone start to ring, “He’s always angry with me.” You answered the phone. “Hello?”
“I need help!” Wade yelled into your ear. 
Automatically on high alert you started getting ready to leave.“What's wrong! Are you okay?” Steve looked up at you now on alert as well.
“I was invited to one of Tony Stark’s parties!” Wade said slowly, becoming out of breath.
“Oh that's all?” You sat back in your seat. “That's not so bad.”
“Why does he want me though?” Wade sounded like he knew he was invited as a joke. Probably.
“It's probably nothing. Stark had been going after Francis for some time. Maybe he wants to meet the man that took him down.” You felt like you were calming down a little child.
“What do I wear? No one probably wants to see my face.”
“I think you should wear a tux. If you want to be comfortable you could wear the mask. But try to look good. Stark’s parties are a big deal.”
Wade was quiet for a moment. “Will you go with me?”
“Sure, Wade I'll go with you.” Steve raised an eyebrow at you wondering if you realized what you just agreed too.
“Alright. See you when you get here.” He hung up and you put your phone Back in your pocket.
“What?” You asked confused.
“You just told Deadpool, who thinks you were with the X-Men, that you'll go to Tony Stark’s, who you just told me always hates you, party.” He took your hand as you let what just happened sink in.
You sat there for a moment and then it finally hit. “Mother fucker.”
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One thing Wade hadn't told you was that the party was tonight. On the outside, you were being nice to Wade and helping him when he needed but on the inside, you were screaming. Even when you were still semi-friends with Tony, you never liked the parties. You always felt like you were there to make Tony and your brother look good. Once you got with Steve it was like you were still there just to make Tony look good.
    You remembered the first party you went to. Bruce made you go so he wouldn’t get as much anxiety. You had just graduated from college at the early age of seventeen so you didn’t understand how you would even talk to these people. 
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Eight years ago
“You look more nervous than me.” Your brother joked as you rode up in the elevator.
“I’m about to meet a bunch of superheroes.” You wiped your hands on your lavender sundress. You swore the elevator walls were closing in.
“Calm down. They are normal people.”
“One’s an alien.”
“Well-”
“One is from World War Two.” You added.
“He’s still hu-”
“Two of them are master Assassins and the last one is Tony Stark.”
Bruce smiled at you proudly for doing your homework on them. “Okay. So maybe they aren’t all human. But you get along fine with me. I think you’ll like them Y/N.” He brought you in for a quick hug. “You should at least try to. Since you are going to work with them now.” He added quickly at the end throwing you off.
The doors opened before you could say anything and Tony Stark himself was already waiting for you. He opened his arms and put on a million-dollar grin that you did not fall for right away. 
“You made it! And you brought the mini Banner.” He took your hand and shook it with a tight grip. “Tony Stark nice to meet you.”
“Y/N Banner.”
“Yes. Yes. Top of the Science Division at Berkeley in Astronomy, Biology, Chemistry, even Nuclear and Gamma and whatever science you felt like doing.” You gave Bruce a sideways glance.
“Y/N gets bored easily and would hop around which type of science she felt like learning. She even took up music theory at some point I believe.” Bruce bragged making you feel uncomfortable.
“I’m smart we get it.” You finally pulled your hand away awkwardly. “I just found out thirty seconds ago I’ll be working with you guys. I’d like to meet the rest of the team.”
Tony looked at you shocked by your maturity. “Of course, this way.” He led you and Bruce to an area of couches where you could already point out the rest of the Avengers. One, in particular, Steve Rogers, you couldn’t seem to look away from. “Everyone, meet the newest member of the team, Miss Y/N Banner.” 
You gave a small wave. “Hello.”
You got mostly small little hellos but Steve got up and shook your hand. “Nice to meet you Y/N, glad to have you on the team. I’m Steve Rogers.”
“I know.” You said quickly then started blushing. “Wait. I mean. I see you a lot.” That’s not making it better. “No! I mean on TV. The news. And Bruce never shuts up about you guys on the phone.” Time to shut up. You awkwardly stopped talking and looked away still blushing.
“Tony. Why are you putting a little high schooler on our team?” Clint asked.
“I actually already graduated from University. I’ll be eighteen in a couple of weeks.” You said offended. “I could bring a lot to the team,” You made your voice softer, “I feel.”
Natasha smiled, “I like her. I read her file earlier today she’s super smart. Smarter than Tony and Bruce together.”
“Let’s not push it,” Tony smirked.
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“Y/n!” You looked up at wade.
“Yeah?”
“Are you ready?” Wade asked in a suit Steve had let you borrow.
“Yeah. You decide to wear the mask?”
Wade straightened it out a little. “Yeah. I think it’ll be better for other people.”
“Wow. That’s surprisingly kind of you.”
“Don’t get used to it twerp.” Twerp, not as bad as it could be.
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    The two of you stepped out of the taxi and you made sure to give the driver a big tip because the entire way to the Stark tower Wade didn’t shut up about the smell.
    “How about you go in first. Weasel is calling me.” Wade said, answering his phone. 
    You walked in and made sure no one was in the room before you spoke. “Friday.”
    “Yes, Mrs. Rogers.”
    “I’m undercover on a mission so I would appreciate it if you called me Ms. Y/L/N. Also, don’t tell Tony I’m here.”
“You got it Ms. Y/L/N.”
“Hey Y/N, sorry about that. People started fighting at the bar. They told him I told them to do it when I was there earlier. Fucking rats.” He fixed his suit one more time. “Anyway. Let’s go be clowns for a party.”
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cherryredicarus · 4 years
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do you prefer writing with a blue or black pen? black
would you prefer to live in the city or the country? mm in the city, I'd visit the countryside tho
if you could learn a new skill, what would it be? instruments!! i would like to instantly be able to shred my guitar
do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? I usually only drink pre-made tea and i put creamer in my coffee
what was your favorite book as a child? probably milkweed by jerry spinelli or the secret identity of Devon Delaney... those two books could not being any different in subject matter if i tried fjdjfjd
do you prefer baths or showers? aesthetically, baths but i no longer have a tub so I'm rlly only taking showers yk
if you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? okay get this: vampires
paper or electronic books? paper when possible! i like the feel of them in my hand
what is your favorite item of clothing? long t-shirts / my hoodies
do you like your name? would you like to change it? i like it well enough! my mom wouldve named me margreet otherwise, so i basically got stuck between two distinct European names sjsj
who is a mentor to you? any female English teacher <3
would you like to be famous? if so, what for? mmm in the social sense where my words and opinions have a larger platform and i'm listened to. if i ever made music, I'd probably want it to be from that
are you a restless sleeper? normally no,,,, but i fuck myself over during the school year and sleep in bursts so im up and doing homework at 4 am djsj.
do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? i focus on the romance of friendship so much oh my God
which element best represents you? probably air/earth. kind of spacey and free-flowing but patient and loyal yk
who do you want to be closer to? my family but also not bc i disagree with everything they say so... conflicted <3
do you miss someone at the moment? so many :( most notably my friend raina and my friend maggie
tell us about an early childhood memory when my cousin used to live with me, when i was like 4-6, she stopped sleeping in my room with me and only slept with her dad. some nights i snuck into their room and laid on the floor in the dark, listening to the sound of their breaths, letting it lull me to sleep. i usually only slept for a little bit and then snuck back out.
what is the strangest thing you have eaten? eh i mean pickled tomatoes? dried crickets?
what are you most thankful for? cheesy but L❤VE! for my pets and my friends i love them sm
do you like spicy food? usually! i prefer that the spice doesnt overpower the taste but i have been known to down a family sized bag of xxtra hot cheetos before.
have you ever met someone famous? literally no. my brother met arnold schwarzenegger tho
do you keep a diary or journal? did you mean: my notes app (but also i do keep a physical one for when im feeling more volatile and i need to personally write something)
do you prefer to use pen or pencil? pen
what is your star sign? my sun sign is capricorn
do you like your cereal soggy or crunchy? when i was younger i used to wait to eat my frosted flakes so it was soft and the milk was sweet djfjdj. but now i usually eat it crunchy
what would you want your legacy to be? mm, kindness in the face of the cruelty of the world
do you like reading? what was the last book you read? YES i love reading,,, however finishing something is totally different... im currently in the middle of reading stone butch blues and the foxhole court lol
how do you show someone you love them? literally all of the ways love is in everything i do :( but usually i tell them, im physically affectionate with them, i try to be super supportive, i become their sugar mommy, etc
do you like ice in your drinks? listen. if it's already cold. what does it need ice for.
what are you afraid of? my self destructive tendencies
what is your favorite scent? vanilla or tangerine
do you address older people by their name or surname? like in school, by their surnames. at my work, by their first names.
if money was not a factor, how would you live your life? donating to every gofundme i saw.... a cool two story house of my own.... traveling the world without stressing and planning meticulously
do you prefer swimming in lakes or oceans? seeing as ive done neither, uhh lakes?
what would you do if you found 50$ on the ground? if i knew who dropped it, return it. but if it's just randomly lying there uhh take it home and put it in my cash stash.
have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish? no...
what is one thing you want to teach your children? *if*I have any- literally nothing is real. gender is a social construct. love and kindness are the only things worth anything.
if you had to get a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? OOOh skdk i remember @killjoylouis and i joking about getting matching rbb and sbb tattoos somewhere gay. i dont personally desire any tattoos of my own but im so down for matching ones
what can you hear now? silence...the floors shifting..
where do you feel the safest? my grandma's house
what is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? my lingering melancholy and disillusionment with the loneliness of adulthood.
if you could travel back to any era, what would it be? THE 70S!!! DISCO PARTIES!!! ABBA!! THE FASHION!!
what is your most used emoji? 🙄 (someone was ranting 2 me ab straight ppl earlier dkkd)
describe yourself in one word. tender
what do you regret the most? literally most of my childhood years... i was so lonely and bitter and i just wanted attention any way i could get it... sometimes i made ppl cry and didnt care and looking back on it now i want to go into a coma!!!
last movie you saw? vita & virginia
last TV show you watched? she-ra and the princesses of power (the 2018 reboot)
(i was tagged by @killjoylouis to do this heehee love u sm!!)
now I tag (optional): @calmvocals , @noahvsart , @highscal , @h-isforhome , @cliffoconda
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spookysweet-heart · 5 years
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Picnic Date
Requests: ”could u maybe write something about confessing a crush to Claire?”
Pairings: Claire Redfield x Reader
Fandom: Resident Evil
Warnings: None!
A/n: I’m so sorry it took so long to get to these requests. I’ve had a ton of technical difficulties over the past two months but for now, everything seems to be getting back on track! Thank you for waiting so patiently and I hope you enjoy the story! (collage was made by me)
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        Rushing into the Police Station making sure not to drop the paper bags and two cup holders full of coffee cups, you make your way to the front desk placing all the items in front of the receptionist. “Hey Mary, I uh got your order. Coffee, three creamers and two sugar packets with a turkey sandwich.” Smiling proudly you hand her the items as she smiles back gladly taking it.
“Thank you (Y/n), everyone should be in the west office, including Claire. But I’m sure you knew that already.” She gives you a knowing smile and giggles when she sees you lightly blush.
“Wh-why would I know that exactly?...” You laughed a bit nervously.
“The tea gave it away sweetheart. Good luck.”
You nodded, picking up the rest of the items and turned away walking to the west office. Letting out a short breath you prepared yourself. Smiling and opening the door you were greeted with “Hello’s” and “How are you’s” from the officers in the room handing each of them their orders.
Heading to the back of the room, you spot Jill and Chris. You smile handing them their coffee and food. Jill Happily took the item and immediately started to unwrap her sandwich. “Thanks (Y/n)! I was starving, oh hey I didn’t know you drink tea?”
“Hm? Oh! I uh I don’t. I heard that Claire was here and I decided to get her a tea.”
“You and my sister seem to be getting along lately.” 
“Oh? Really.”
“Yeah from what I’ve seen. Look I’m her older brother so of course, I’m going to be protective of her but you’re both adults and can make your own choices. Just don’t let one of those choices hurt her in any way.”
“Y-yes, sir!” Nervously nodding you tried your best to smile.
“Chris, leave the poor kid alone. They’re fine. Claire’s in the smaller office if you wanna go give that tea.”
“Sure, uh thank you…” Picking up the last bag and drink you walked over to the small office and smiled when you spotted Claire hunched over a bunch of papers. “hey, I brought you some lunch.”
Claire quickly looked up, a bit startled at the sudden noise. "Geez (Y/n). You scared me!"
Laughing you took a seat across from her. Setting down the food you glanced at the drawings in front of her. "I didn't know you draw. These look amazing."
Claire smiled and took a sip of her tea. "They're just models I'm using for a new motorcycle I'm working on. Nothing special."
“Come on it’s something you love! Of course, it’s special.” You smiled at her feeling a little nervous.
Claire smiled back and leaned a bit forward. “So how has it been being an intern here at the police station?”
You shrugged and laughed a little. “It hasn’t been too bad of a month. Running errands, processing paperwork, working on schoolwork whenever I can.”
Claire nods and takes a bite of her sandwich. “What are you majoring in again?”
“Journalism, and Criminal Justice. Not the easiest of things but it’s a start right?”
“Yeah, definitely is! I admire that you know? I never really had any motivation to continue school after I graduated. There wasn’t really anything that caught my attention.”
“Everyone’s different. I have a friend who didn’t go to college either for the same reasons. They’re doing and working on what they love now. Sure It’s a bit hard but they just knew school wasn’t for them.”
“That actually makes me feel a bit better about my choice then, thanks.” Taking another sip of her drink she notices you bouncing your leg. “Hey, you okay?”
“Y-yeah I’m okay. I was wondering if I could ask you something?”
“Sure, go-ahead. What is it?”
Sitting up straight you cleared your throat and let out a shaky breath. “Well uh, I was wondering if you wanted to go out for a picnic in the park with me tomorrow since it’s my day off?”
Claire raised an eyebrow and crossed her arms in front of her. “Are you asking me out?”
“Yes?.... I-I mean it doesn’t have to be a date, we can just hang out as friends… if that’s what you want.”
“(Y/n) calm down okay?” Claire giggled and shook her head. “Of course I’ll go on a picnic with you. It’s a date.”
“Really?” 
“Yup! See you tomorrow then?”
“A-absolutely!” Smiling you scrambled to get up from your seat almost falling over making Claire laugh on your way out of the office.
The next day you spent the morning preparing the food and figuring out what you were going to wear. You decided to wear something very comfortable and pretty loose since you’d be out in the sun all day. Packing up the food you got a call from Claire saying she was heading to the park and that she’d wait by the entrance for you. Smiling and telling her you’d see her soon you hung up the phone heading to your car with the basket and blanket in hand. After double-checking, you had everything you needed, and getting into the driver's seat you put all the items in the back seat and started your car heading to the park.
 After finding an empty spot to park, you got the stuff out of your car and headed to meet up with Claire after locking the car.
Claire smiled and waved at you when she spotted you a short distance away from her. “Hey! Over here!”
You smiled back and once you made it to where she was she took the blanket from you seeing that you were having a bit of trouble carrying everything. “Thanks, did you have a spot in mind that we set up everything?”
Claire nodded and started to lead the way. “Yeah, I was looking for a bit and I think found a good spot by the pond.” 
Following by her side, you nodded and smiled. “That sounds really nice. Maybe some ducks might walk by us.”
Claire giggled and looked over at the pond. “That’d be pretty cute wouldn’t it?”
“Yeah, it would.”
After walking around the pond you and Claire set up the blanket under the shade of a large tree that was overlooking the duck pond. 
Claire sat down on the blanket and patted the spot next to her for you sit.
Setting down the basket, you smiled and sat down next to her. Felling a little relieved that you weren’t getting too nervous you let out a sigh and looked over at the pond seeing a few ducks swimming around.
“Thank you, for asking me out today….it’s silly but I was honestly really excited to get here and see you.” Claire smiled over at you. A light blush appeared on her cheeks.
You smiled, a blush faintly forming on your cheeks aswell. “It’s not silly at al actually, I was excited to see you too. I was honestly surprised that you said yes. I just wasn’t expecting it is all.”
“Why? Did you think I’d say no?”
“Kinda, yeah.” You looked at your hands, tapping your fingers on your knees. “It’s just, god this is embarrassing…..I’ve had a crush for a while and I don’t know, I didn’t think you’d say yes.”
“Does my brother have anything to do with that?”
“Only a little but mostly I think was just my nerves getting the better of me.”
Claire moved a bit closer and took your hand in hers, smiling at you. “If it helps… I actually had a crush on you too.”
“No way!”
Claire laughed and shook her head. “Yes, way! Of course, I did. You’re really cute (Y/n).”
Your blush grew a bit darker as you stuttered a response. “W-Well th-thanks but I’m not as cute as you.” You giggled when you saw her blush deepen after that. “Ah um, do you wanna eat? I made us some sandwiches, there's fruit, some water bottles and I thought that maybe when we’re done here we could go to the ice cream shop nearby and get some before heading home?”
Claire smirked and nudged your arm with her elbow. “Wow, you really thought this through didn’t you?”
“Sh-shut up….so what if I did…”
Smiling and leaning up a bit she kisses your cheek and giggles. “Relax (Y/n), I think it’s adorable. Now c’mon let’s eat.”
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Some Starbucks Rage
So me and @bnha-villians-hc-and-imagines​ were originally going to work on some Starbucks AU stuff because we both suffer in that hell but it became less of an AU and more of a rage induced ranting session so I’m posting it here so y’all can do with this as you will. Be warned there’s a lot of cursing and caps lock lmao
STARBUCKS RAGE:
Me, Tiki:
You come in every fucking day and can’t seem to figure out how the creamer works for whatever fucking reason so I always end up having to pour it for you IT’s NOT THAT FUCKING HARD JUST UNSCREW THE CAP
You keep coming in and just saying “mocha” and I don’t understand what you’re asking STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE I’M STUPID WHEN I ASK YOU HOT OR COLD JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION PLS THERE’S A LINE
Lmao fuck,,, If you come in one more time and ask for a cup of whipped cream I will have you feel the wrath of god.png
You came up to the front counter and keep changing your mind about which mug you’re buying and I’m handing them back to you to put away like, you know, good people do and you’re getting mad at me saying you don’t want it PLEASE JUST PUT THE FUCKING CUPS BACK WHERE YOU FOUND THEM
“Is it too late to change my milk from regular to almond milk??” Me, holding the finished drink and about to set it down on the bar: “No, I guess I’ll Make a BRAND NEW ONE”
If you say “just a little bit” one more time while I’m toasting your fucking bagel I will shove it down your fucking throat oh my gods
I asked you about a million times if you wanted your (insert pastry item here) warmed up and you said no so I hand it to you and you suddenly go, “Oh wait,,, :c can I have it warmed up?”Me, inserting a gun into my mouth: “sure”
If you keep coming in and ordering off the fcuking “secret menu” one more time I’m going to launch you into the sun
yOU ALWAYS COME IN HERE WITH GIFT CARDS THAT HAVE REWARDS ON THEM WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU AND WHY DO YOU HAVE 6 REWARDS AND WHY DO YOUR CARDS NOT WORK ON THE FUCKING TERMINAL AND I CAN’T SEE THE NUMBERS ON THEM TO TYPE THEM IN FUCK YOU
You ate 7/8ths of the fucking panini and then came back to complain that it was cold NO I’M NOT GOING TO FUCKING REFUND IT
You and your group of friends came in completely drunk at 8 in the morning pls stop yelling at each other to shut up and just order something AND STOP FUCKING WITH THE DISPLAYS
I ask you if you want room in your coffee for cream and sugar and you either say “just cream” or “just sugar” and i don’t think you fucking understand that they’re the fucking same JUST SAY YES YOU NEED ROOM
If you spill your entire drink all over the fucking bar don’t just stand there and look lost for fucks sake julia CLEAN UP YOUR GODDAMN MESS.
“Do you have (insert breakfast sandwich) right now?” “no we don’t sorry.” “WELL WHAT DO YOU HAVE??” Me, two feet away from the display case: “We have whatever’s in the case” “Well what’s in the case??” I DON’T KNOW KAREN WHY DON’T YOU USE YOUR EYES AND FIND OUT??
Don’t get fucking mad because you have to wait two seconds for the pike to brew I’M SORRY WE HAVE TO BREW IT EVERY 30 MINUTES WOULD YOU RATHER NOT GET ANY AT ALL YOU MOLDY DONUT
Sorry i don’t know all the ingredients for every single syrup we own I DON’T FUCKING KNOW IF PEPPERMINT HAS DAIRY IN IT BUT I WOULD ASSUME NOT
nO i can’t fucking cut your panini or breakfast sandwich in half I don’t have a knife stop asking
You came in asking if you could buy a bag of chips that we don’t sell and you literally have the bag of chips what the fuck where did you get this bag of chips sir did you just STEAL A BAG A CHIPS TO BUY IT AT A STARBUCKS
No i’m not giving you a fcuking sleeve for your cold drink THIS IS WHY WE RUN OUT BY FUCKING NOON BC BOO BOO THE FOOL CAN’T HOLD A COLD DRINK APPARENTLY
FUCKING There aren’t any fucking soap suds in your goddamn coffee sir THEY’RE NOT SOAP BUBBLES It’s a goddamn reaction of when the carbon dioxide and the bean oils combine it makes the bubbles. It’s not soap. For fucks sakesIT GOES AWAY IN 2-3 MINUTES AND GUESS WHAT ASSWIPE THE MORE BUBBLES THE FRESHER THE COFFEE SO YOU CAN KISS MY CANDY SWEET CANDY ASS
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@bnha-villians-hc-and-imagines​:
You always mobile order but you dont fucking come get your drink until 45 minutes later and i H a T E you
You come in. Everyday. Asking if we have pumpkin spice. It is fucking march. STOP.
You ordered a starbucks doubleshot on ice with 12 shots with no cream or sweetener. And asked for it to be filled with cold brew instead of milk or water. For the third time today. Are you okay? ... Seriously, are you okay?
I saw you stuff handfuls of our splenda and sugar packets into your jacket. Who are you and why are you like this?
No you cant hand me all your trash through the drive thru window, fuck you.
I'm taking an order over the head set, taking money from the window and struggling to also put a lid on this frappaccino- YOU CAN WAIT, PERSON AT FRONT COUNTER.
I was scheduled to work with two people over a peak period, both didn't show up. I am running the store myself, this isn't sweat these ARE TEARS. (Tiki im sorry u lived through this)
Please dont yell at me if your card declines. That is all.
Getting angry when I dont laugh at/agree with your racist/sexist/transphobic/homophobic joke doesnt make you right or a victim. I hope you drive into a tree.
No im not going to use my partner numbers on your order???? Who??? The fuck???? Do you think you are????
Stop smoking in drive thru. STOP IT. FUCKING STOP. STOP.
Its 9pm. OF COURSE WE HAVE LIKE NO FOOD ITEMS WE ARE CLOSING DOWN THE STORE U DUMBSHIT.
i cant pick out artichokes from your sandwich what the fuck? Is this subway? No.
I dont care about your diet. Stop telling me that its cheat day.
If im mopping. Dont. Walk. Through. My. EFFORTS. Please. Im not even finished with half the store. Just go to the other side its 3 steps away please.
Dont say “coffee” in the drive thru and drive off to my front window you fucking ignoramus.
Get off your phone when ordering. Fuck you. And your phone call.
Im not looking at your laptop while im sweeping don't give me a side eye, for fucks sake.
I SAW YOU STEAL THAT PACKET OF CHOCOLATE COVERED GRAHAM CRACKERS. AT LEAST TRY TO BE SNEAKY.
If i cant scan ur panini at front counter, it doesnt mean its free. Please stop making this joke. Im just going to put it in manually. Please stop trying to take it from me. I need to warm it- please- stop- ITS NOT WARM PLEASE STOP- please. Please. *4 minutes later once they have their coffee* “uh. No one warmed up my panini” *they hold up the panini that they SNATCHED FROM ME* me, stabbing myself and performing seppuku; “tell my mother i love her”
You walked into my store and cut in line. Why are you upset that i tell you to move? Why? Who are you? Who raised you?
Just because you call me “darlin’” doesnt mean i will flirt with u. You're like fucking 46. I am 20.
STOP. GIVING. YOUR. ORDER. IN. THE. PASSENGER. SIDE. OF. THE. CAR. WHEN. ORDERING. AT. THE. DRIVE-THRU. I. CANT. HEAR. YOU. JUST TELL YOUR DRIVER WHAT YOU WANT SO I CAN HEAR THE ORDER PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU.
“I want a vintage (yes) white chocolate mocha with 3 pumps of raspberry” “venti?” “vintage” “..venti..” “VINTAGE” “okay.”
“Hi welcome to starbucks can you please hold on a moment for me” “CAN I GET A UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, TOASTED WHITE CHOCOLATE MOCHA WITH NO WHIP, EXTRA HOT WITH EXTRA PRIVILEGE AND I WANT IT DOUBLE CUPPED/// Me, Juggling 3 paninis and trying to take money from an old lady who doesnt know what silence is and is telling me about her 5th grandkid picking his nose; “hi welcome to starbucks i hope you fucking choke”
If one more god damn person looks at me, in my fucking eyes, and tells me they wanted their latte iced when i asked 459 times if it was hot/iced then i will choke a bitch.
“Can i add to my order. At the window. After i paid, and after you've given me my drinks?” me, crying; “okay”
You came in, ordered a kids temp hot chocolate, and now you are complaining that its. Not. Hot. Enough? Go die.
Im sorry that we ran out of cakepops Sharon, but calm the fuck down. Please.
Hi i noticed you came through our drive thru/store at 9:58pm and I just wanna let you know that everyone in the store hates you with an unrelenting rage that will hopefully melt the skin off your face. Oh? You need 4 caramel fraps and 2 black and white mochas, both iced with no whip and half and half as the base? Fuck you.
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Serif’s Charm Part 2
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In which Charm starts to get a crush of Serif. 
@aglitchandagrump @hiddeninshxdows
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 8:19 PM
Sans snuggled closer to Serif, his hands curling into light fists that clung to her shirt.Very slowly he begun to wake up, rubbing his eye sockets. "Hmm?" he asked no one. Slowly he realized where he was and grew bright blue. He basically flopped back, too flustered to comprehend what just happened.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 8:30 PM
Serif half woke up and made a little whine almost like a dog's when one of her cuddle buddies moved.Reluctantly she half opened her eyes, squinting at Sans. "hmmm??why'd you mooove?"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 8:35 PM
He was blushing bright, bright blue. "I-Im sorry! I-I-I didn't- uh- I didn't mean to uhm, fall asleep on you! Uh-"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 8:38 PM
"it's fiiiine..." She stretched lazily. She was surprised how well she slept. "did you sleep well?"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 8:39 PM
"Uh.." he actually.. Had? No nightmares? Odd. "Y-Yeah, actually."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 8:39 PM
Elly was still sleeping on the floor, somehow drooling
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 8:43 PM
Serif flopped over, she was gonna get up but the ground was really nice right now so she just laid there face down for the time being. "that's great! I slept good too. cuddling with people always helps...also being around all this nature...." she dozed off for a moment before waking up again. "uhhhh....wanna get some coffee or somethin?"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 8:44 PM
"S-sure!" He smiled a bit. Coffee with Serif sounded nice!
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 8:47 PM
"okay!....." She dozed off again. Someone wake her up-
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 8:52 PM
Sans had to admit she looked adorable sleeping. He smiled gently before crawling over and gently shaking her. "Serif?"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:00 PM
Serif stirred awake and looked up at him sleepily. "did i fall asleep again? sorry about that...the grass is really nice here..." She pushed herself up to be sitting. "uhhh....should we wake elly up? or...maybe we could let her sleep and just bring her back something...."
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:01 PM
"Well.. How about this, I'll go get some coffee and you can stay here and sleep a bit more." he offered, giving a small wink.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:07 PM
"oooooooohhhh why didn't i think of that?.....oki doki. thanks saaaans. you're the bestttt." She flopped back on the ground and started snoring.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:08 PM
He chuckled a bit, standing and dusting himself off before walking out.After a few minutes Sans walks back in, setting the cups down and shaking Serif again. "Hey, I'm back."
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:14 PM
Serif woke at the shake giving Sans a bright sleepy smile. "yaaaaay! that was fast...i think...sleep is weird that way..." Lazily she sat up and straightened her clothing a bit.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:15 PM
He handed her one of the cups, sitting down as he prepared his; he poured in two sugar packets and a vanilla creamer. He got a few extra creamers if Serif didn't like black.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:22 PM
She gladly took the cup and started sipping at it. She was use to having it black and now she actually preferred the bitter taste. It was a great wake-me-up. "so, uh...i didn't really get the chance to ask. what were you doing here before i decided to drop in. just enjoying the scenery?"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:24 PM
"Uh.. More or less." He sipped at his own coffee. "A reoccurring nightmare has been keeping me up and so I thought coming here might possibly help. I guess it did! With your assistance, of course." he beamed.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:33 PM
Serif beamed back over the rim of her mug. "i'm glad i could help! nightmares are the worst." Her smile fell a bit. "this was actually the best night's sleep I've gotten in..." she thought for a moment. "a month and a half? something like that..." She ran her thumb along the rim of her mug absently. "they didn't use to be this bad. me and the other swaps guess it has something to do with our connection to the multiverse." She perked up a bit "but nothing we can do about that so what's the use in complaining about it! plus those nightmares keep us informed about the dangers in the multiverse at the moment."
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:34 PM
He forced a nervous laugh, partially hiding his fallen smile behind his mug. "W-well, I'm glad they help you in some way. And even more so that you slept well!"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:38 PM
Serif got a bit of a mischievous grin. "maybe we should sleep together more often~ keep the nightmares away and such."
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:41 PM
He grew blue once more, sinking into his jacket. He, surprisingly, managed a little shaky laugh. "Hah-ha Y-Yeah maybe we should-" he just went back to sipping his coffee. He needed to stop talking.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:47 PM
She laughed, a little surprised how well that worked. "you make a great cuddle buddy! just like my charm! ooooo! what if we got times and my charm and just had a cuddle pile!" It sounded like such a silly idea to her. Times hated her guts and would probably just get jealous. And Charmy was pretty closed off and didn't like people messing with her unless she knew them well.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 9:51 PM
He just got bluer, sinking down more. "U-uh.. I-I don't know a-about that. B-but , uh, yeah." He didn't even know what to say.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 9:57 PM
Serif sipped at her coffee proudly, giving him a little wink and trying not to laugh.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:02 PM
He bit back an embarrassed whine, finishing his coffee quickly. "You are just like Swap in this area, aren't ya?"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:06 PM
"hmmm? i don't know what you mean!" She looked innocently up at him, although the smugness in her smile gave her away. She finished off her coffee and looked a disappointedly at the bottom of the mug.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:08 PM
"I-I can go get some more, if you want." he said it rather quickly when he was her reaction. "I-I you want, of course."
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:15 PM
Serif smiled sunnily and held out her mug for him to take. "that sounds wonderful! and could you get something for elly? i'm not exactly sure what food she likes but considering she eats chairs i'm sure anything would be fine!"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:19 PM
He peeked out a bit, his demeanor different. "Yes! Of course I can!" He quickly got up, grabbing both mugs and exiting.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:21 PM
Elly soon sat up slowly, she woke up in cold sweat after yet another horrible nightmare, but she didn't act as if it was one, her hair was an absolute mess. she ran her hand through her hair, pushing back her bangs with a sigh mumbling things to herself forgetting that she napped on Serif last night
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:22 PM
Sans came back with two steaming mugs and three bagels. "Here we are- oh. Elly, you're awake!"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:23 PM
"looks like you're right on time! the sleepy head just woke up!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:23 PM
she turned to Charm letting her hair flop back down, she gave a weak smile and waved a little
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:24 PM
He tosses her a bagel, handing one to Serif along with her coffee. "Well, morning."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:25 PM
she caught it in her mouth eating it whole without chewing. "Thank...you"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:26 PM
He nods, flopping back down and munching on his own.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:28 PM
Serif laughed at Elly's antics, giving sans a thank you as he handed her the coffee and bagel.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:29 PM
Elly did a hand motion at her hair, which made her hair go from really messy, to straight like usual. she takes out her dry erase board [So how was your sleep guys?]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:31 PM
"Good. Best I've had in a while." He gave Serif a soft look, as if she was to thank for that. Which she probably was.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:32 PM
Serif paused in her coffee drinking to answer. "i slept great too! how about you elly?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:33 PM
she smiled [Absolutely terrible, i had some of the worst nightmares ive had in my life, which is probably a sign that my sleep was fairly okay] she looks so perfectly fine with her terrible nightmares
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:35 PM
Serif's smile fell. "oh gosh. i didn't know you had nightmares!" She wished she could help somehow.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:36 PM
"Seems like we all do.." he said somberly, not to bothered since Elly wasn't.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:36 PM
[Ive had nightmares all my life, i don't think ive ever had a good dream ever] she sighs letting her smile fall a little [But it makes me happy when other people have good dreams]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:40 PM
Serif didn't really know how to respond to that so instead just shoved her bagel into her mouth. The whole bagel. Why? She doesn't really know but she hopes it will make them laugh.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:42 PM
Elly snorts and giggles a little[Oh my gosh what the heck? you can't eat that whole, your not me] she's resisting laughing a lot
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:44 PM
She tried to say something with the bagel still in her mouth that sounded something like "oh really? watch me!" and then proceeded to swallow the bagel whole.  Which actually hurt quite a bit, but she did it!
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:45 PM
Elly starts laughing a lot "krod a hcus ruoy dog ym hO"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:47 PM
"Oh goodness," he chuckles a bit, never taking his eyes off of her and that little smile never leaving. Why was he acting so weird?!
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:50 PM
Elly just laughs so much she starts to snort and make weird noises, which sound like a whale dying
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:52 PM
Serif started laughing as well. Glad that she managed to lighten the mood a bit. "so! you guys have anything you wanna do today? for once it seems pretty calm here so maybe we could explore a bit!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:54 PM
elly calms down with a deep breath [Sure, i would love to explore! if they have a really high spot i wanna go because i love high views,][its the best spots for me to think and possibly nap]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:55 PM
"Not at all. I'm up for just hanging out." he was still staring at Serif.He was staring so much he didn't look to see what Elly wrote.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:56 PM
[Actually, maybe night really high views][maybe like i dunno a hill?]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 10:57 PM
Serif made a face. "uhhh...maybe a high spot isn't the best. i'm not sure charm likes high places. uh...what do you think charm?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:58 PM
[thats why i said hill, im not a giant fan of hights]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 10:58 PM
When he heard the term "high spot" he quickly snapped out of his trance. "U-uh, n-no heights, preferably." he said quietly. "U-uh, but I'm good anywhere else."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 10:59 PM
[Well i don't know the area, so im fine with wherever you guys pick to go!]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:02 PM
He thought for a moment before laughing a bit. He leaned a bit closer to Serif, lowering his voice. "We could always head to the hot springs~" he joked, referencing their first meeting.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:02 PM
Elly tilted her head wondering what he said to Serif, but choose not to ask since its none of her buisness
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:08 PM
Serif burst out laughing, her face turning a light blue at the memory.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:09 PM
He laughs at her reaction, leaning away a bit. Her laugh was worth it, even if he didn't get her to blush as much as he wanted. It was a wonderful noise to him, although he didn't get why.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:11 PM
[Why are you blue? are you sick or something?] she doenst understand magic skeletons
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:12 PM
"n-no reason!" It just got worse.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:13 PM
He grew a little smirk, nudging her a bit. "Nothing, just some bare memories."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:14 PM
[Bear memories? oh my god did you guys have to fight a bear?]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:14 PM
"What- oh, no, don't worry. It wasnt that kind of bare."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:15 PM
[there are other kinds of bears?]Elly is not an experienced person, she doesnt understand
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:15 PM
"Uh, like b-a-r-e." he spelt out.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:16 PM
"...." she still didnt get it [what exactly is bare?]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:16 PM
"Uhm.. Like there isn't anything there."
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:16 PM
Serif was blushing worse and worse.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:16 PM
[So you were invisible?]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:17 PM
"Uh.. No. Just, forget it." He chuckled a bit, catching Serif's reaction. He pointed to her. "That's for flustering me earlier."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:18 PM
Elly kept thinking though wanting to figure this out
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:18 PM
She pouted and tugged her bandanna over half her face
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:18 PM
"...." [OH][You mean naked?]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:19 PM
He chuckled, freezing though when Elly figured it out. He didn't expect her to, actually. "Uh.." great Sans you set yourself up. "N-no?" maybe she would drop it.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:19 PM
[Oh okay][Guess i'll never know]she shrugs just dropping itShe flops back wards staring at the sky, then BUZZ BUZZ its her phone she breaths in [ignore that]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:28 PM
Serif tugged her bandanna all the way over her face when Elly figured out the pun and was just stuck like that for the moment it seemed
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:29 PM
Sans did the same, falling back onto his jacket. Welp. They were both flustered messes.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:30 PM
she keeps hearing the vibrating noises of her phone ringing as she stared at them [....why are you hiding? is that a new game?]she took the skull on her chest and removed it, taking the light gray cloth thats usually attached and turning it into a scarf to hide also [am i doing it right?]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:33 PM
"u-uhhhhhh...y-yeah g-game.....hah..."
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:33 PM
He just whines from beneath the cloth.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:34 PM
[....,this is a weird game]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:35 PM
"A-ANYWAY DO YOU GUYS LIKE SWIMMING? MAYBE WE COULD G-GO TO THE POOL!?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:36 PM
she gasps "SWIM"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:36 PM
"Y-Yeah! Sure! Uh.." he wasn't the best swimmer and water kinda scared him, but hey it would be better than this. "Yeah."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:36 PM
"SWIMSWIMSWIM"she stood up putting the skull back on and spinning around, her cloth changes to her favorite two peice swimsuit "SWIM!"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:39 PM
"pffftt! s-sounds like a yes to swimming!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:40 PM
She ties up her hair so its out of the way [What do you think? its my favorite swimsuit when i swim in waterfall]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:41 PM
"it looks awesome elly!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:44 PM
she blushes a little  and hides behind the dry erase board [thanks! :D]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:50 PM
He is still buried in his jacket.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:51 PM
She looks to charm "why you still hide?""we too fab?"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Last Saturday at 11:54 PM
Serif fixed her bandanna. "he just can't deal being around beautiful women."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:55 PM
Elly giggled and posed as if she was a model
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:55 PM
"Shut up." he mumbled. Even though it was half true. He couldn't deal with being around Serif, apparently. "I like my jacket, s'all."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Last Saturday at 11:56 PM
She shrugs [Go get changed Serif! we can be super bathingsuit fab together]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Last Saturday at 11:57 PM
At the idea, for some reason, he blushed more. Luckily he wasn't visible.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:00 AM
"u-uh okay! i can use the changing rooms at the pool I guess. so uh...should we go ahead and go?"
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Yesterday at 12:01 AM
"S-sure." He'll just roll there.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:04 AM
Serif finished her coffee and stood up. "what are we waiting for then?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:04 AM
[lets goooo!]
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Yesterday at 12:06 AM
He tries to just lean forward and actually roll. Not succeeding in doing much more then getting stuck in an awkward position.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:06 AM
[lets roll Charm to the pool!]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:09 AM
"pfffftt! I'll just carry him. quicker and less bruising." With that she scooped up Sans and trotted on her way to the pool.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:09 AM
She followed behind laughing at Sans being carried
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Yesterday at 12:10 AM
He blushes more, snuggling into the touch.
Charm - [aglitchandagrump]-Yesterday at 12:12 AM
Sans is carried in, asleep in Serif's arms.
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:12 AM
Serif trotted to the pool carrying Charm 
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:13 AM
Elly followed behind"SWIM!"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:14 AM
She looked a little disappointed that Sans fell asleep. "darn! looks like he won't get to see me in my swimsuit!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:14 AM
[I'll take a picture!][Or even better, we can do one of those self pictures together!]
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:19 AM
"heck yeah! I'll go get changed!" She set Sans on a pool chair, arranging him so he'd be comfortable before dashing off to the changing rooms.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:22 AM
Elly sat down, sticking her feet in the pool waiting
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:34 AM
Serif returned in a few minutes wearing a sporty blue once piece swimsuit. She seemed a little embarrassed about wearing it, especially because she couldn't wear her gloves and so the hole in her right palm was in plain view. She also wore a platinum locket with the Star Trek symbol that had been a gift from her Wrenne. He'd been wearing it under her bandanna before and didn't bother to take it off. Her neck felt naked without something around it anyway. "r-ready!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:35 AM
She looked over and gasped [Your so cute!]she gets up and runs over with a big smile, see doesnt notice the hole in her hand at all "Cute! cute cute cute!"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:46 AM
Serif's blush got worse and she starting giggling a little awkwardly. "th-thanks? i don't look as c-cute as you though! you look downright adorable!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:48 AM
Elly blushes as well "!tseb ym kool ot yrt i !sknaht-t" though in her mind she's saying 'Hahaha~ LIES'
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:52 AM
"soooo should we get to swimming?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 12:55 AM
she nods and cannonballs into the poolshe seemingly well vanished in the water, that or she's just hard to see in water
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 12:57 AM
Serif followed suit, making the biggest splash she could as she cannon balled in. She wondered if she could splash Sans from this distance....
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 1:41 AM
She popped out of the water and looked around for Elly who couldn't seem to be found. "elly? you didn't cannonball out of existence did you?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 1:42 AM
there was movement in the water, Elly soon popped out but in her male form Eliot, by tackling Serif "OOB"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 1:53 AM
Serif screeched in surprise and threw a punch at Elly without thinking.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 1:54 AM
he fell back into the water floating as if Serif just hecking killed him
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 1:55 AM
Serif screeched even more. "OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU! ELLY?!"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 1:56 AM
-He gives a thumbs up to show he's okay"Me okay"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 1:59 AM
Serif took a deep breath to calm down. "don't jump out at me like that! i could have really hurt you!....also why do you look like that?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 2:22 AM
He looks down at himself "?gnihtemos ro driew ti si .yug a gnieb ekil tlef I"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 2:25 AM
"well, it's not really weird. i mean, i'm actually use to seeing 'you' in guy form anyway but i'm just a little confused at the sudden change s'all." She squinted suspiciously at the other. "you're not gonna try to fluster me again are you?”
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 2:28 AM
he raises his hands in surprise "gnimmiws rof taerg si riah trohs dna tsehc talf a sulp ,won thgir yug a gnieb ekil tlef tsuj I ,raews I ton m'I" he pats his chest to show how flat it is "tap tap yttap"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 2:34 AM
She kept squinting. "well okay then, but one flirty comment and i'ma splash you." She papped his face grumpily before swimming to the other side of the pool.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 2:41 AM
"yako" He follows after quickly, he leans on the edge wiggling his eyebrows in a flirty way, mostly because she said no flirty comments
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 2:46 AM
She scowled at his expression. "really?" She quickly kicked off the side of the pool to swim to the other side instead.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 2:51 AM
"oot snoitca ytrilf on ton ,stnemmoc ytrilf on dias uoy ,yeH" he playfully stuck out his tongue at her
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 3:18 AM
She flipped over to just float in the water. She wasn't sure why but she seemed to be very good at floating, she guessed it had to do with the magic that made her body being so light. "well BLUH!....although i admit that was pretty clever."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 3:22 AM
He swims over and flips over to float next to her "....Sky..pretty...." there was always something about the sky she loved, could possibly be the fact that the night is what she loved, or it could be that she hasnt seen it. no one will ever know
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 4:37 AM
Serif's grumpy attitude vanished as she looked up at the sky. It was much more than pretty. At least to her. She grew up without the sky as most monsters had. The sky was freedom, it was beauty, it was the fulfillment of the dream that monsterkind had long held close to their hearts. She couldn't help but smile looking at it. "yeah....pretty."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 4:40 AM
Eliot feels so calm staring at the sky. he wished he could always see this. he pointed to the sky "look, star shape candy" he points to a section of stars that in fact look like its in the shape of candy if you connect the dots
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 6:11 AM
Serif looked where he pointed, her smile growing as she makes out the shape. "it is candy!" She looked around for a moment before she spotted another group of stars. "that looks like a cat kinda." It was a bit of a stretch but they did make the vague shape of a cat.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 6:18 AM
he looks over and chuckles kinda seeing the cat, he searches the stars for more shapes. he points to another group of stars "needle" the stars kinda looked like a kniting needle, but honestly stars in a line could be a stick for all anyone knows
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 6:47 AM
Serif looked at the line of stars for a moment tilting her head a bit. She wasn't the best at stargazing but she thought they might actually be Orion's Belt. "belt." She pointed to the line of stars again. "orion." She traced the shape of the warrior with her finger. The water and the stars were starting to make her sleepy. "bow." She traced out Orion's weapon lazily as she yawned.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 6:51 AM
He glanced over and noticed she was getting sleepy. he stops floating to stand up and decides to pick her up "You sleepy, bed time" he smiles since he was kinda tired himself
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 6:54 AM
Serif was surprised at being picked up and clings instinctively to him. "woah...uh...yeah...i am getting pretty tired....i guess the pool chairs would make a good bed..."
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 6:58 AM
He floats out of the water and flys over to the pool chairs. He sets her down on one and shakes off all the water on himself as if he was a dog, before doing a twirl. changing back to his regular clothes. he sits down in the chair next to him taking the cloth attached to his skull decoration andstretching it out to be a blanket "aT ad"
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 7:06 AM
Serif laughed at Eliot's way of drying himself off. She pulled a towel out of her inventory and started drying herself off, storing it back when she was done. She looked over at the chair Sans was sleeping on for a moment before getting up and moving the chair against the one she was sitting on. The two chairs together made a sort of double bed that was big enough to fit three if they weren't too big. Serif trotted back to her chair and flopped down to cuddle with Sans. Partly because it helped her sleep and partly because she knew it would embarrass him when he woke up. "eliot, wanna join the cuddle pile?"
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 7:12 AM
Eliot nods grabbing a third chair and putting it against the other two to make a very big bed, He flops on the other side of Serif and takes the blanket he has in hand and draping it over the three of them, "seramthgin fo draw yllautca i taht eetnaraug on .draw eramthgin lanosrep a ma I .fireS smaerd teews evaH" he shrugs and decides to use his shirt to make a soft pillow for himself "thgin thgiN" he smiles, he'll sleep when Serif falls asleep since he wants to stare at the stars more
Serif [SecondQuill]-Yesterday at 7:16 AM
Serif was glad of Eliot joining. Giving him a tired but friendly smile as she snuggled closer to Sans, using his shoulder as a pillow. "night eliot! i hope you sleep well..." and with that she fell asleep.
Elly [Hiddeninshxows]-Yesterday at 7:18 AM
He just stared at the stars deep in thought about what possible nightmare he's gonna get today, he sighed deeply refusing to think about any more sad thoughts, and instead hope that the nightmare is tame tonight. he rolls over away from the two of them and falls asleep
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1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more cereal2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? not @ all3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? tissues, napkins, sticky notes, random cuts of notebook paper4: how do you take your coffee/tea? two-four sugars w creamer or 1/2 n 1/2 (tea)5: are you self-conscious of your smile? not after i got braces6: do you keep plants? no7: do you name your plants? 8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? idk the only art i do is in photography, and i try to do dark/spooky shit.. it doesnt have a meaning9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? yes10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? side 11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? i dont rly have a friends group, less drama that way12: what's your favorite planet? smth has always intrigued me abt mars13: what's something that made you smile today? lars (:14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? idc it's somewhere to live.. we can fix it up if we have the money. if so, i would prob have a bunch of shit everywhere lmao15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! it says language programming ??16: what's your favorite pasta dish? some plain old penne/rigatoni w red gravy, but it has to be GOOD red gravy .. none of that ragu/preggo shit17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? black and it already is dyed that color, but i do want to experiment a bit and get few pieces red18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. JESUS.. these are endless... once i RLY had to pee, and i was @ school. it was after school hrs. my friend and i were waiting for the game to start. all the doors were locked up @ the school. i think they took out the portapotty from outside, so i said to my friend, "let's go to the lower field" (we have an upper and lower field idk what other schools have lmao) despite it saying there are cameras down there (which IK for sure bc i've seen the computer w the school cameras, and there are ones surveilling the fields), i peed. in 8th grade during lunch, this girl pissed me the fuck off. i can't remember what she did, but i picked up her sandwich and threw it to the ground.another time in 8th grade during gym, my friends and i were fooling around during a fitness walk (walk thru the trail surrounded by woods oooo). i was yelling "IN DA GREENZ" bc i was a rly weird kid, and now we bring it up whenever we see bushes. OKAY lasT memORYYY in 8th grade, i was on the soccer team. i sucked @ it... the ball was coming to me, and i tried to kick it. instead of kicking it, my foot went on top of the ball resulting in my fall19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? i used to keep a journal. last winter was the most recent journal i'd had, and my guidance counselor purchased it for me. i was going thru a rly hard time, and it was an outlet from that. after the winter ended, i never felt the need to write in it again.. it hasnt gotten that bad20: what's your favorite eye color? lars' eye color21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. 22: are you a morning person? depends... if my sleeping schedule is just like that, I LOVE WAKING UP IN THE MORNING. if i don't usually, then no fuck it lmao23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? literally nothing, but i do that when i have obligations... i get to it @ some point24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? lars25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? i've broken into my friend's house and my own. breaking into my friend's house wasn't rly that weird. i was out of it bc i had hardly gotten sleep the previous night. i also had permission lmao it wasn't as if i just went in. my friend had forgotten her key. breaking into my own house was actually bizarre ...26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? i usually wear my docs, but i switch out. before getting my docs, i wore my all black vans W LITERALLY EVERYTHING. the only time i wouldnt was when i wore a light outfit, which wasnt often bc 98% of the time i wear all black27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? i don't chew gum. it has aspartame, which is literally poison28: sunrise or sunset? i haven't seen a sunset since i was a child, and i want to definitely see it again29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? monty is my lover30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. socks are good. if you wear them in the cold months around the house, you are less susceptible to sickness. they also work well when you wear them w most shoes bc they prevent sweat. lars take notes (; i love wearing weird socks. i love socks. i usually never match socks bc no one will see them?? if i wear a black sock, i try to match w another black sock tho. i do sleep w socks in the cold months. otherwise, my feet would freeze. sometimes i wear multiple socks in the summer to keep my feet warm. i do wear white socks sometimes32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. i wasn't w my friends, but i found a drunken man in my rm after 3am on st. patricks day two yrs ago33: what's your fave pastry? cannoli34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? i kept this one stuffed animal who was a girl. she had blonde braids, and i used to kiss her on the lips when no one was looking. i knew it was weird bc she wasn't real. i also used to pretend i was fucking her... it was a weird childhood. idk where she is now35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I LOVE PENS!!!! okay im going to sound like a weirdo.. i only love certain kinds. i hate cheap ass pens. my fav pens are the ones that u click on the bottom to get the tip bc the clicking helps me concentrate. it's also fun to just click it. i haven't used a clicky one in awhile bc i bought myself pentels. i love pentels as well bc they come in nice colors, and i rly like the cap for it. i like pens that come from certain companies bc it looks like i've been somewhere.. maybe i have? i've gotten free pens from places and some of them i just found w that lettering lmao 36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? nine inch nails (:37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? dont care as long as ik where everything is. my parents call it messy, but i call it my peace38: tell us about your pet peeves! i hate when ppl put things back where they don't belong. idk i dont keep track of this shit39: what color do you wear the most? black40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? none41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? 1984 by george orwell42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! starbucks LMAO43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? no one44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? the last time i was w lars45: do you trust your instincts a lot? yes46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. idk47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? high fructose corn syrup48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? idr what it was then, but now it's getting raped.. ive had this fear since i was 14 i think49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? i dont usually buy that shit50: what's an odd thing you collect? wristbands.. i like to say i've been places51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? lars , peach // the front bottoms52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? the yr just started, bUT I LOVE IAN'S (IDUBZZZZ) VIDEO OF "I HAVE CRIPPLING DEPRESSION"53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? i want to see rocky horror picture show. i've seen heathers, beetlejuice, and pulp fiction. i love heathers and beetlejuice. i didn't understand pulp fiction entirely, but that could be bc i was spammed by a gc while watching it54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? idk55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? idk56: what are some things you find endearing in people? smile57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? i never realized that this song sounds like five mini songs put together... i did reenact them in my head58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? nonexistent lol59: what's your favorite myth? black eyed children60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? anything from edgar allan poe61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? idk i hate getting gifts i'd rather give them, but i don't usually give them bc i never have money when it's time62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? ORANGE!63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? no64: what color is the sky where you are right now? grey65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? lars66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? idk67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? i have SAD soooo68: what's winter like where you live? FUCKING HORRIBLE, but it's worse in other places69: what are your favorite board games? ive been missing guess who? lately70: have you ever used a ouija board? no, but my math teacher says u have to make it from a certain wood and put a spell on it for it to work... too much work 😩71: what's your favorite kind of tea? lipton lemon!!!!!72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? i try to note everything down, but sometimes i can remember things w/o writing them down73: what are some of your worst habits? staying in bed for too long74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. bye75: tell us about your pets! i have a dog, and she's old af lmao i never rly liked her idk i hate dogs76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? homework and probably calling up my new job to see when i have to go in.. cant be arsed.. 77: pink or yellow lemonade? pink78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? FANCLUB!!! (:79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?lars gave me cute cat headphones80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? white.. i didn't choose it81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. i can't rn82: are/were you good in school? i made it into university, so i guess so83: what's some of your favorite album art? the devin n god are raging inside of me // brand new .. cant think of many in particular84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? one in remembrance of my friend who died and a full sleeve85: do you read comics? what are your faves? no86: do you like concept albums? which ones? YES YES YESSSS MANSON 'S CONCEPTS R SO GOOD (: 87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? idk88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? i just rly like frida kahlo89: are you close to your parents? no90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. i want to visit/live in philly so badly ):91: where do you plan on traveling this year? texas92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? i only put a little fresh mozz on it if there is quite a bit93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? i just wear my hair the same everyday94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? lars95: what are your plans for this weekend? none96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? omfg i had 20 or so awaiting updates last summer that i had to finally do bc it was fucking up my computer97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? what98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? i dont hike99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. NOBODY'S PERFECT BY HANNAH MONTANA100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 yrs into the future.. why would i want to relive the last 5 yrs of life ?? idk im just fine living w my past mistakes.. they've shaped me
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