okay but where is my lucifer cutting off his white-turned-black celestial-style hair after having settled down in the devildom, trying to cut all ties of him and his former life, having a mental breakdown while doing so as memories of him and his close comrades fog his vision and grips his heart?? where is he in front of one of the demon lord's castle bathroom mirrors at 3am, hands shaking as he snips all his hair off, tears streaming down his face,? and where the hell is the anguish as he sees the tips of his hair turns white, the broken flecks of gold in his red demonic eyes, how his skin glistens as if light is trying to burst out because after all in all he still retains vestiges of the celestial realm, that he will never be known as a full demon-- but a fallen angel condemned to hell???? literally. where is it.