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Epica Parallels: Time (featuring AI Artwork)
#epica#parallels#*mine#lyrics#gifs#design your universe#tides of time#requiem for the indifferent#twin flames#the quantum enigma#chemical insomnia#omega#abyss of time#rivers
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HEY HEY HEY
SOMEONE GET THAT LITTLE GUY BACK IN HIS JAR
#mcr#my chemical romance#frank iero#did i draw this in a insomnia daze and forget?#maaaaybe#my art#myfanart#so dumb ashlee#so stupid
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pretty pretty pretty pretty~🎃
#i was torn between choosing which one#like working myself just trying to decide#i’m a dumb fuck#i can post both#insomnia brain is coming out full force rn ig#love to see it.#obvs queued at 2:37am#kthxbye#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#frnkie#mcr5#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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Ray Toro from My Chemical Romance was singing lullabies to me because I had insomnia.
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Me getting into the lore for ethel cain makes a lot of sense if you know I was a mcr/fob kid. I really miss when albums had whole storylines, like danger days was my peak I had a killjoy persona
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Nearly sleep-deprived for a solid week, but staying wide awake and in pain after 2 hours of sleep is an interesting enhancement.
Tomba and Nio shall sleep on the floor tonight in attempt to get back on track. Otherwise they’re going to make more poorly-baked choices for another few days (and by them I mean me).
On the plus-side I think I’ll finally get time to draw for real by tomorrow! I’m elated. Sleep comes first though, wish me luck.
#dollsonas#dollsona#uglydolls#vent art#it's a slap in the face because it started right when i tried to take melatonin again#but it's doing the total opposite of what it's supposed to#why??#my insomnia going steve carrell on that chemical#''JUST FOR THAT I'M GONNA STAY UP LONGER''
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#hello darkness my old friend. I have insomnia again#it seems i wont get back to sleep. making this the 4th night in a row of 4 to 5hrs sleep. woof#is it insomnia or am i on the bleeding edge of hyp0mania? idk its weird. i can feel the strain in my head#my thoughts dont connect as well. its like im being pulled in two directions. my brain becoming spaghettified. growing thin around the#middle. but im not as tired as one might expect. ive been pretty productive and optimistic but anxiety and internal restlessness are up#like im tired but also i need to get up and pace around. maybe jump up and down. maybe run in circles.#the energy comes in waves. sitting in lectures or sitting for the extended addition of l0tr has been somewhat unbearable#bc im so contained. i would not ever get up and walk around while those things were happening but i desperately wanted to#ugh. whats my problem? who's to say. could also b the medication. i see the psychiatrist next week and i think ill beg to b put back on#lam1ctal. just bc when i was taking it on a super low does i had a week or feeling the most normal i think i ever have in my life#anxiety and evil thoughts were so small and i felt happy in a way im not sure i ever have been#like i think under normal circumstances i just have a low capacity for joy. at most i feel neutral. like i was telling my friends how i#might do some field work in winter and they were enthusiastic abt it and i kno y bc it sounds cool but idk i just dont feel anything abt it#i cant see past the pain it will take to get there. and i mean mood wise i feel alright on 4bilify like in a nutral way but stable isnt#the same as feeling happy. but maybe its all just in my head. 25mg lam1ctal shouldnt b enough to b effective#but idk i think im just sensitive to the chemicals in my body. including hormone fluctuations. idk. i hope she lets me switch.#itll b a pain in the ass to readjust in terms of going off what im on now and it might not work#but theres literature on retrying lamicta1 and they say to avoid inflammatory reactions in the first 2 months. which i did not do. oops#not that i was trying. i didnt think abt it until id had a million holes poked in my skin and was experiencing a mild tatt00 allergy#ugh. anyway. tbh id prefer this being hyp0mania vs insomnia bc then at least i can continue to function a bit during the day#ive never done anything that wild while hyp0manic aside from injure myself from over exercising and make bad choices in how i spend time#ie become insane abt something and not b able to think abt anything else. ugh. and i guess at this point ive tentatively accepted the idea#of being bip0lar. so i swear to christ if i was misdiagnosed ill b so mad. its just that if i fill out an 4dhd and bip0lar checklist. i#get a way heavy positive with bip0lar and the 4dhd is meh. so i think i just have overlap in symptoms due to dyslex1a and 4utism#ugh. me and my collection of diagnoses. so it goes#unrelated
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Trying to sleep but then. The insomnia.
#im going to murder the god that said periods needed to be a thing#let me fucking SLEEP#im going to remove every chemical in my body. why the fuck is it so hot#ive literally kicked my blankets almost entirely offme#its cold enough for snow outside. but no my body decides its gonna be a FURNACE#which means its insomnia time cause body temp cooling down#is part of the sleep process and since my body wont do that rn#i cant sleep
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Frank at the new jersey shows:
#Home state shows let's goooo#I should be in bed today bc the lack of sleep is getting me good but. I have ~insomnia~#And American rock band my Chemical Romance gives me the Sarah tonin so we will be shitposting...#Mcr#Mcr return#Quality of the shitposts may be questionable tho#*might be#Frank iero#Return era#My Chemical Romance#Mcrnj#Mcrnj2#Wow anna said something#Anna's shitposts#This took a few hours to post bc Tumblr ate it lmao and spit it out now like 3h later 💀
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My brain isn’t making the tired chemicals but OH BOY OH GOLLY IT SURE IS MAKING THE ANXIOUS ONES!!!
#fuck#fuck fück fück fück fück#what do I even do#I’ve tried all my reserves#I’ve pulled out the good ol ghibli movie and stare at the cieling#every single sleep video I have#and I can’t sleep#I’m not distracted#my brain isn’t even functioning#i just want to go to bed god damnit!!!#anxiety#stress#sleep#insomnia#I’m going to die#pls brain I am begging you#sleep chemicals#i cannot fûcking do this rn
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“Who dat?”
Fun Ghoul at the Dead Pegasus Gas Station Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Music Video) | Ignis (could be a Kobra Kid descendant) at the Hammerhead Gas Station (FFIV)
#ignis#pic stolen from reddit#my chemical romance#frank iero#fun ghoul#killjoys#the zones#california 2019#insomnia#ffix#both about life on the edge of the apocalypses in a world which worships death over love#both have nice cars#like did ffiv model hammerhead after four acres too??#parellels#danger days#red white and blue#can gerard pls play FF and KH if he has not#i
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guess who's ~awake and hating it~ can someone please come to my house and smash me in the head with a comically large mallet knocking me unconscious instantly
#it's my late day tomorrow but that doesn’t mean I'll sleep any longer it just means it'll be later at night when i have#to drive my sleep-deprived ass home#god i hate insomnia i hate knowing there's nothing i can do about it i hate knowing it makes going to work dangerous#i hate how goddamn bored i get in the middle of the night#i really do try to do everything right and so i dont watch tv and i try to lie there and read or just close my eyes#but it's so BORING so u just wind up thinking instead and thinking keeps me awake#i need drugs and the only thing i have in the house is advil pm and dipenhydramine doesn't work on me really#also gin. but my tummy's unsettled so i feel like it's not a good idea to try to get asleep by drinking#which i have done when desperate in the past#i need like an actual fucking sleep drug stronger than melatonin or valerian (both of which ive tried)#does anybody know a good knock you the fuck out chemical i can get at the fucking store
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oh no the sillies are coming in nooooooooo
#brainrot.txt#curse thy nap#and thy insomnia#and thy sillies#and thy uh chemical imbalances#and#um#yup
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All my friends are falling in love, but I can't even fall asleep
They keep telling me love is a drug, but it's a chemical that I need
I hate, I hate, I hate everybody
I hate, I hate, I hate everybody
I'm done with the night, I'm through with the day
I'm done with the light, there's no more I can say
I'm spinning out backwards from side to side
The body betrays me, it starts in the mind.
- I Hate Everybody, The Used
#i hate everybody#the used#i hate everybody the used#the used lyrics#i hate everybody lyrics#i hate everybody the used lyrics#lyrics#song#quote#insomnia#sleep#love#chemicals#body#mind#thoughts#feeling#feelings#feels#late night thoughts
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My brain before laying down: 😴😵😴😵
My brain after laying down: OH BABY HERE COMES THE SOUND TOOK A TRAIN OUT OF NEW ORLEANS AND THEY SHOT ME FULL OF EPHEDRINE THIS IS HOW WE LIKE TO DO IT IN THE MURDER SCENE CAN WE SETTLE UP THE SCORE
#music#my chemical romance#sleep#insomnia#restless#funny#give ‘em hell kid#I have a tattoo planned around this song#probably my favorite by them#one of them at least#not me talking in tags#three cheers for SLEEP revenge
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I can't sleep again, but Baldito can and I am amused by how he's occupying only a liiiiittle bit of the blanket now, when 4 hours ago I had to bribe him to move over so I could cover more than my legs with it 🤣
#baldito#baby boy balder#my cat#hello insomnia my old friend...#for the record: i learned from Friday's mistake and have banned caffeine after noon#unfortunately my sleep chemicals apparently think i live on the Bahamas or something#i lately could never sleep before 4 am my time which really really sucks
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