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luckychi7 · 1 year

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Chainsaw Man Chapter 104 Thoughts

There was so much discussion going around the community when this particular chapter of Chansaw Man came out, and certainly the amount of reasons was really telling due to the level of anticipation. Denji and Asa finally meeting face to face since Part 2 kicked off.

FIrst, we need to talk about Yoru in the very beginning because I knew she had a tendancy of getting annoyed, but to see her throw tantrums was honestly kind of adorable and really funny at the same time. The way she was acting in the first page and a half made feel like a Tsundere which was interesting even when Asa told her “Hey I’m trying to sleep here” lmao, but then the vibes started to shift immensely once Asa asked her a simple question.”Why do you hate Chainsaw Man so much, anyway?”

The explanation that Yoru gives to Asa is rather personal and yet it really says a lot about the world of Chainsaw Man. At one point in time, Yoru fought against Chainsaw Man and not matter how much you killed him somehow he would find a way to come back. In midst of their battle, Yoru lost only to have her body be eaten by her adversary. That left her body in a very weakening state compared to where she was at originally.

Chainsaw Man became the reason why there hadn’t been a single war since The World War, and over time the concept of War became a means of entertainment. It was displayed through media such as movies, video games, etc. As the world forgot about the terror of War it left Yoru imuch more weaker over the years. She believes that at some point people will forget about her and the only person to blame in her mind is Chainsaw Man.

Asa followed up with another question to Yoru, “Are you afraid of being forgotten?” only to be left with an awkward silence. It really bothered Asa because Yoru threw such a heavy tantrum just moments ago only to have fallen directly to sleep. While starring off towards the ceiling, Asa began to wonder about where her life had been. For as long as she could remember dying never bothered her at all, but now she feel happy to still be alive. All thanks to Chainsaw Man saving their life that day.

The following day, we cut back over to Denji who really had me laughing because of his antics. A simple fact that he became a chair for one of his classmates to it on, and the whole time I was just thinking like “Come on Denji...lol!” But hey, he seemed to be enjoying it so whatever makes him feel good in life hehe. What disrupts his whole process is one of his classmates telling him that some pretty boy was looking for him, and surprise surprise it’s Yoshida. That really turns Denji’s mood off instantly where he tells Yoshida to stop stalking him.

Based on his observation, Yoshida curiously asked why the girl was using Denji as prop, and Denji reveals that he made a commitment that if he’d get paid 10 yen if the girls sat on him for 10 minutes. If he wasn’t back in 30 seconds then Denji would have to give a refund to the girl. However, Yoshida hands over the ID card hat Denji dropped during his fight against the cockroach devil to which we found out he did that on purpose to expose his identity. This really gets under Denji’s skin, but Yoshida is simply looking out for him because he wants Denji to live his life in peace. Simply avoid anything that could bring harm to his life even forcing to keep Denji down to do so.

Further annoyed by this, Denji makes a decision to walk away before Yoshida persuades to talk with him more even using Denji as a chair to do so. At first, he refuses to do until a 1000 yen appears and decides to go with it. Even so, Denji continues to hope that someone will discover his identity as Chainsaw Man. As calm and chill as Yoshida has been thus far, he ask, If Denji is doing all of this to get a girlfriend where he quickly answered positively about that without an ounce of hesitation. At that moment, Yoshida offers to help Denji find a girlfriend and ask for his help. The stage becomes set once he tells Yoshida to look for a girl whose desperately looking for a boyfriend.

Finally, this last portion of the chapter brings us to the roof of the academy where Yoshida sets up the meeting... Sorry the long awaited meeting that everyone in the fandom was waiting for. The moment when Denji and Asa finally confronted one another face to face. It all began by Yoshida bringing up the question to Asa about Chainsaw Man which immediately catches Denji’s attention. It was really nice seeing the awkwardness and tenseness from their simple introduction from Asa’a point of view, and especially Denji being very chill and calm about it initially.

What also really struck a cord between the conversation that Asa and Denji had together was this organic presence that was there. It’s something you feel could actually happen in the real world between a boy and a girl, but also I really love how meta it eventually got from Asa’s point view and the contrast to seeing Denji being super defensive about what Chainsaw Man is all about.

Okay let me preface by also that I feel Denji almost jumped the gun when he straight up admitted to Asa that he was Chainsaw Man. This certain element of Denji is one I think some saw coming, but at the same time I was like bro... you’re about to pain a target on your back. All you get between the two of them is one single glance before Asa walks off calling Denji a loser and walking away. Yoshida even assures Denji that nobody is going to believe him even though he continues to boast about as Asa continues walking down the stairs bring a close to the chapter.

All in All, I give this chapter of Chainsaw Man a Pure Perfection rating. I really loved how Tatsuki Fujimoto structured the chapter and the panel layout where we one section was dedicated to each of the protagonist. The first 3rd of the chapter being centered around the Asa Mitaka after Chainsaw Man rescued her, and the middle portion centered around Denji after his meeting with Yoshida. The way Fujimoto writes each of their perspective before the two protagonists is honestly really well done, and I the real highlight for sure is the meeting and exchange between Denji and Asa Mitaka. That’s pretty much all i gotta say when it comes to my super lengthy thoughts on this chapter of Chainsaw Man and pretty soon I’ll drop my toughts for Chapter 105 as I catch myself up to the latest chapter that just came out recently. Until then, I hope you all take care of yourselves out there.

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ladsofsorrow24 · 1 year

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csm chapter 103 and 104 really changed my whole perspective on the series huh

#me when i first discovered the yoshiden tag #'WAIT PEOPLE SHIP THEM???!'#me after chapter 103 + 104 came out #'AH I GET IT NOW'#but yeah i like these dynamics it's fun to read em #also the genre dissonance between asa and yoru going through their horror-action flick #while yoshida and denji is going through their comedy slice of life drama #is just so hilarious #so yeah i like the concept for part 2 #i wanna see more what kind of shit fujimoto is up to with this one #chainsaw man spoilers

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righteousdelusions · 1 year

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funny that yoshida is actually the one who will be in trouble with his shady organization, not denji. denji asks what's gonna happen and yoshida deflects with his "i won't let you eat this cake" flirting.

yoshida, denji doesn't even know your name why would he care if you're in trouble, someone needs some manipulation lessons

#yeah i read chap 103 and 104 again sue me #by the way can you believe i hadn't realize chap 104 is called Spoiler #asjdak it's one of the best chapters and i didn't remember its name #chainsaw man #izzy.txt #i did some googling because while i can't read shit im studying japanese so i can recognize enough to google stuff #not a surprise that yoshida uses kimi but it is funny considering how cold denji is with him kjsda #but yes #if people find out denji is chainsaw man; yoshida will be in trouble #and of course he deflects because he's not gonna complain about the long reports in his seduction mission #lasljjdakd okno #also denji not knowing yoshida's name is not canon it's just a joke i did before but #does denji know yoshida's name? up to debate #can you tell me a moment where he calls him by his name? jaquemate ateitos #im this close of rereading the manga entirely for like the fourth time skdjsa #but im waiting for this anime season to finish.....#to be fair maybe yoshida just.... said that because he doesn't want to scare denji but... i think it's funny

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thefunniestguy · 2 years

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rereads pandora hearts just to grab every frame where leo and elliot are SO VERY GAY .

#HONESTLY MOST SCENES ARE THEM BEING VAGUELY FRUITY #AND THERE'S PLENTY OF SCENES WHERE . the author might as well have made it canon cmoooooon /hj /lh #LIKE CMON MAN CMON THE #THE BIT WHERE UHM ??#IT'S GETTING INTO THEIR PAST AND #ELLIOT HAD TO STOP LEO FROM BEATING UP A CHILD AND SO #HE CATCHES A GLIMPSE OF LEO'S EYES . BC LEO USUALLY HIDES THEM FOR UNRELATED REASONS . AND HE MAKES A MENTAL NOTE OF HOW PRETTY HIS EYES ARE #AND #LEO'S MOTIVATION BEING ELLIOT EVEN IN THE LATER VOLUMES #i'm not against people seeing it as platonic i'm just #i'm refusing to process this as anything other than pure fruitiness . as is my right <33 #holy moly i think i could go on about pandora hearts all day . just ordered 2 of my favorite volumes and i'm #foams at the mouth /pos #staaaares at my friends . hey guys uhm #do yall wanna read like 104 chapters of . of HEARTACHE /j /j /lh

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obiwankobeni · 2 years

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I love this new trio so much

#chainsaw man #csm spoilers #csm chapter 104 #denji #mitaka asa #yoshida hirofumi #please stay together and be as chaotic as possible #my post

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animusrox · 2 months

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vixvaporub · 9 months

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Chainsaw Man | チェンソーマン – Chapter 104 ⊙ Spoiler

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asumofwords · 8 months

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Smoke, Fire and Ash

Warnings: This fic includes noncon, dubcon, manipulation, violence, forced marriage, and inc3st. Tags will be added as the fic goes on. Blood, death.

This is a dark!fic. 18+ only. Read at your own discretion. Please read the warnings before continuing.

Summary: You are the eldest daughter of Rhaenyra and Daemon Targaryen. You are forced to navigate the difficult surroundings of your upbringing and the eventual disintegration between your family and the Hightower's relationship. What will happen when your older and estranged uncle suddenly takes a more sinister interest in you? (Dark!Aemond x Reader)

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Characters: Aemond Targaryen X Reader, HOTD characters.

Note: Oh boy, look how far we have come? This has been such an insane ride, so just remember how much you love me... hahahaha. This chapter has been sitting with me since I started writing this fic months ago, so at least the vision stayed the same! We still got 6 more chapters to go... I sense some therapy invoices coming. Anyway... enjoy <3

Chapter 104: Star Fruit and Sacrifices

Sleep evaded you that evening as you laid in his arms.

The storm outside the Red Keep quietly raged on, and the chambers were lit intermittently with the bright flashes of lightning, your heart jumping in your chest each time as it illuminated a small figure at the end of the room.

Lucerys no longer whispered, but instead stared at you.

Watched you.

Waited.

Always the same, and you were sure, would always be forever more. Dripping wet as he had been the day he was taken, on a storm very much like the one outside.

But war was coming, and there was no possibility of escaping that now.

And what was more; you were caught.

Caught in the decision that you knew you would have to make. Caught in the knowing that it would come too soon. Caught in the knowing that it would change everything forever.

Change you forever.

You loved him.

That much was true.

But you also loved them.

And there was no way that any of you would come out of this unscathed.

Unmarked.

Unscarred.

And Aemond would keep you locked away in these chambers as you would lose more of yourself and your family at his hands.

Aemond would kill them all.

Or they would kill him.

But you loved him.

Despite all, you loved Aemond Targaryen.

And oh, how he had changed. How he had grown. How he had become his own man, held his own, made his own moves, and all because of you. All because you pushed him to. All because you made him believe he could.

And he could.

And he did.

And now he was King, and you his Queen.

You shifted in his arms, looking up at his face.

He had never looked so at peace. Lost to his dreams, his eye shut, the other sapphire, forgotten to be taken out, shining down at you. His lips were slightly parted as he breathed, hands wrapped tightly around you protectively, possessively, and legs intertwined with your own. Your stomach warmed.

Long, white eyelashes fluttered against his cheek as you wriggled out of his hold, moving to straddle him, your body atop his, chemise thrown over you at his insistence before you slept. ‘You will catch cold’ he had said, and you had let him dress you, as he pulled on a pair of loose breeches and dragged you back to bed to sleep.

You sat atop his body and watched as he slowly came to wake, those long white lashes flicking open, pupil dilating as he focused on you and how you sat atop him, not unlike the many times before in the throws of your lovemaking.

“You’re beautiful.” You whispered to him in the dark, voice as quiet as the storm outside moved with every passing moment.

Aemond wet his lips with his tongue, clearing the sleep from his throat as his hands came to rest atop your hips, “You are more beautiful than any other in the realm.” He whispered back.

Tears prick at your eyes, and one slowly rolled down your cheek, your uncles brows twitching.

“My husband,” You cooed, “My King.”

Another tear fell.

The hands on your hips tightened, “What has happened?” He asked, concern nipping at you with each word, “Did you have a night terror?”

“I would move the heavens for you if I could.” You breathed, a hand coming to brush against his jaw, the subtle roughness of his shaved facial hair prickling your palm, “I love you. I have always loved you. I will always love you. I will always be yours.”

Aemond wiped away a tear that fell from your cheek. You grabbed that hand, bringing it down to press against your stomach, intertwining your fingers together, his hand dwarfing your own as you held him against you.

“This is us. Ours. Your child grows inside of me each day. And I cannot wait to meet him. I know he will be just as lovely as you.” You smiled at him, and Aemond smiled back softly, grabbing your other hand to press a kiss to your knuckles.

You swallowed thickly, feeling the presence of the memory of your brother behind you getting closer.

Dracarys.

Tear after tear fell down your cheeks, running down your face to land on Aemond’s bare chest below. You swallowed, that great lump in the back of your throat again as your hands shook, heart beating against your chest like a drum.

“But you have broken me.” You whispered, gnawing at your lip painfully.

The hand on your stomach twitched as he looked up at you, smile dropping from his face as the other palm moved to grasp your hip again, fingers flexing against your skin.

“You have scarred me, Aem. My body is covered in them. My mind faces the same fate. You raped me, Aemond. And left me to Aegon.” At the mention of his name, Aemond shifted beneath you, hands on your stomach and hip flexing, “I was miserable here, gone to grief, wishing to be dead, and you did little to save me.”

The man below you’s lips parted, a lungful of air being sucked into his chest as he moved to rebuke your accusations, “I am not that man any longer.”

You shook your head, “No. You’re not, and I am so proud of the man you have become. Of the man you were always destined to be. We were meant to burn together, you see? Destined by the Gods.”

Aemond’s face held remorse, but poured love towards you, “I know I can never atone for what I did, for what I have done to you. Taken from you. But I make no apologies, just as you would not do the same. We are changed, now. One.” The hand from your stomach slid to cup your cheek, “We will start anew. You have always been mine, and I have always been yours. Zālagon hēnkirī.”

Burn together.

"Always." A sob flew from your lips, and so you leant down to capture his with yours, holding his face in your hands as you poured love and adoration into him.

You loved him. You loved him so much it hurt. It felt as though with every beat of your heart, a knife was twisted further and further into your chest.

Doomed from the beginning.

Doomed by the Gods.

Doomed by fate and the path they had laid out for you.

You pulled away, hovering above him as you looked at his face, his eye, his eyelashes, his lips that you loved to kiss, his hair which was soft and flowing, and it made you sob harder.

“I know. Zālagon hēnkirī. Lanta hen keskydoso,” Two of the same, You repeated Helaena’s prophesy to him, watching as his eye lit up in recognition, "Vējes ondoso se Jaes'.” Fated by the Gods, “Lanta rōvēgrie zaldrīzes perzyssy, hēnkirī hae mēre. Hubon hen kasta, hubon hen zōbrie. Iā rōvēgrie ropagon naejot letagon lanta hubon. Vējes naejot zālagon hēnkirī.”

Two great dragon flames, together as one.

Spool of green, spool of black.

A great fall to tie two threads.

Fated to burn together.

A smile worked its way back onto Aemond’s lips, and you continued, “I would never be whole without you. You have carved yourself into my every being, Aemond. We were always meant to burn together, the Gods made it so when they fated us since birth. I know this now. I know this now more than I know myself. You have shown me my future. Our future.”

You knew what it meant.

You understood it all now.

You kissed him, and he kissed you, and you held his face in your hands as you uttered the words you know he had been craving to hear, needed to hear once more, “I love you, Aemond. Stars above, I love you. You are mine. And you will always be mine.”

Aemond’s smile widened, teeth showing as he held onto you, another tear falling from your eyes, “Avy jorrāelan, zaldrītsos.” I love you, little dragon.

Your lips sought his, eyes wet and heart beating in your chest. The cool of the sheet rolled beneath your hand as you slid it beside his head. Aemond gripped your hips tightly, slowly beginning to roll you against his hardening length.

Fingertips sought what they seeked, and your lips parted as you breathed into the kiss.

Aemond jerked beneath you, and your face pulled back. His fingers dug their nails into your hips painfully as another sob fell loudly into the chambers.

The blade in your palm was cold.

Such a beautiful blade.

The same blade that he had gifted you, with two dragons dancing around each other on the hilt.

Green and Black.

You and Him.

You held it tightly, knuckles white and hand shaking as it was imbedded in his neck, in a place where you had once tried to pierce with a shard of mirror before and missed, just above the scar of the old wound, but this time was final.

This time, it had met its mark.

Aemond’s hand flew to your wrist as you held the dagger in his flesh, blood spurting from the wound, spraying across the white of your chemise, and pooling into the sheets below. His brows were drawn in pain as he looked at you in disbelief, in betrayal, and you sobbed louder, tears falling down your cheeks.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, but I can’t let you hurt them. I can’t let you kill them. I can’t.” You sucked in a large sob, pulling the blade from his neck in shock, in horror, and dropped it against the pillow, forgotten.

But then regret settled in your chest, like that knife that twisted against your ribs, making its way to your heart.

Your hand flew to the wound, pressing against it as his blood spilled over, pulsing through your fingers. Aemond’s eye widened, and his hand pressed yours against his neck, trying to stem the bleeding.

But it was no use.

The thick crimson life flowed from him steadily with each beat of his heart, and the tears in your eyes continued to fall with it. Your stomach twisted in knots, and all you could do was cry atop him as his eye fluttered.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I couldn't let you. I couldn't let you become a monster again." You sobbed down at him, watching as his brow softened, a small trail of blood leaking from the corner of his mouth as it opened, his hand skating up your hip to cup your cheek, palm covered in blood.

But it was not enough.

It would never be enough.

Hands shaking, you leant down to kiss him one final time, tasting copper on your tongue as blood had begun to fill his mouth. Aemond kissed you back weakly, hand still cupping your face.

In love.

Denial.

Shock.

Betrayal.

You sobbed into his lips, pulling back as you looked at him, his mouth opened again, and another trickle of blood leaked down his chin, meeting the rest of the crimson that seeped onto his neck and chest.

“I love you. I’m sorry, I’m sorry. What have I done? Oh Gods, what have I done?” You cried, watching his lips part over and over, the love of your life attempting to speak, attempting to breathe, as he drowned in his own blood.

But no words could have passed his lips. And the soft fluttering of his eye slowed, and became hooded, his face growing paler than the pearl-like skin he already had. The pink flush of life beginning to fade.

The hand that cupped your cheek, the hand that had loved you, the hand that had held you, that had hurt you, slipped from your cheek and back onto the bed limply.

Blood still pulsed from the side of his neck, though weaker now, soaking thickly into the sheets as you sat atop him. Its thick essence soaked into the white of your chemise at your knees and hips, and where the initial arterial spray had dashed across you.

Those long white eyelashes blinked at you slowly, opening once more as he looked at you, teeth coated in his own blood. The side of his lip twitched, and you prayed to the Gods that it would pull into that smirk you both despised and adored. That he would grin at you and laugh, sit up and pull you into his arms.

That he would whisper into your ear that he was fine, that it was nothing that the Maester could not fix, that he would call to him now and have the maids fetch fresh sheets for you both, and bring a hot bath to soak into and wash your sin away.

That you could take him once more inside you, feel the joy he could give your body, kiss his lips, and his cheeks, his neck, all of him. That perhaps this would be a tale that you could tell your children of later, laugh heartily at how silly you had been, how awfully in love the two of you were, and watch each other grow old and grey and withered by time, your heir eventually sitting the throne after him.

But then the hand atop yours at his neck slipped away, and the violet eye that had seen so much of you became unfocused.

An ache spread across your chest as you sobbed atop him.

And his seeing eye, saw no longer.

Another eye had closed.

Aemond’s chest stopped rising and falling, no more stuttering or shaking of his limbs, his thighs and core no longer tensed or twitched, and the blood that spilled from his wound had stopped its pulsing.

He was gone.

“I’m sorry.” You cried, your hands shook as you cupped his face, his lifeless head rolling in your hands, eye open to the ceiling, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Oh Gods, what have I done? What have I done?”

You looked down at your hands.

They were stained with the oozing coppery liquid, the smell of iron curling around you thickly.

Your stomach rolled.

And then, denial.

Your hands frantically tried to press against his neck, blood causing him to slip out of your grip, the open wound brushing against the scar of your palm, the scar you had given yourself, the scar he had given you, and the scar that now, ultimately would never heal.

“What have I done? What have I done? Aemond? Please, Gods. Oh, Aemy. Please, wake up. Curse me, strike me, anything! Please, please don’t leave me here without you.”

The death of Aemond Targaryen broke you completely.

Burnt pages and crisp beginnings, marred by blood and choices that no young woman should be forced to make. The night moved slowly, and you would not move from his side.

Curled up against it, laid in his blood, you held his body against yours, clutching him to you as you sobbed and cried, begging for forgiveness, apologising over, and over until your throat became raw, and your voice rasped barely above a whisper.

Your chemise was soaked red, clinging to your body, and your silver hair became stained as you tucked your head beneath his, feeling the warmth of his body slowly fade away. His eye, untrained on the ceiling, and yours brimming with tears.

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