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“aw boo hoo taylor wont be at travis’ game tonight” travis wasn’t in any of her rio shows whats the point youre trying to make there????

you ever feel a texture that makes you wanna burn your skin off? yes it is wool

i hate these gaps in my memory. i can’t remember much of what was said at the funeral, or much of the weeks/months after or leading up to my sisters death. and it was only 2 yrs ago. but it’s just such a blank slate. it makes me feel even further away from her than i already do. can’t remember things we talked about or even how i’ve been mourning this whole time. i just can not remember 

Re the earing post: a white European loser made the poll "did you get your ears pierced when you were a baby?" To which the only two options were (paraphrased here, but very close to:) "yes (what the fuck)" or "no (your parents were sane)". A bunch of nonwhite users mentioned that this mindset is weird to have since piercing your baby's ears can be done for cultural or religious etc reasons & is very popular with nonwhite cultures, & that it was kinda racially charged & weird to call anyone who has their baby's ears pierced "insane".

They doubled down & started acting weird including calling themselves a "gringo" ("assigned gringo by tumblr" they said, bc someone asked if they were a white American) even though nobody called them a gringo, still calling people "insane" & not at all addressing the racist implications of that, & just in general acting like their experience is universal & all that. It's a mess

Man I wish I continued not knowing this/jk

i wake up every morning feeling so heavy

spend all day at work yesterday thinking about all of my lofty creative goals and today I can't draw a single thing

Speaking of, As It Is have been quiet recently...

really? I kind of lost track of them after i went to hell and back. I think most of the aii blogs I used to follow have either gone quiet or found new things to post about, so for me there hasn't been a lot of the back-and-forth that keeps me interested in bandoms. I hope they're still making music, or at least that they'll find new projects if they break up

thinking abt like the summer before and the beginning of my junior year and it literally feels like 3 seconds ago but it was TWO YEARS AGO………..

Bi tarafımın acıdan nefret ettiğini, bı tarafımın da acı çekmeyi sevdiğini düşünürdüm fakat gerçek öyle değilmiş; bağımlılık yapan şeyler gibiymiş acı, bünye alışınca yokluğunda onu istiyormuş.

tired. tired. tired. most people in this tag not autistic. or at least not talk about autism.

you talk about adhd. you have adhd. you have other neurodivergence. talk about other neurodivergence.

tired. tired. tired. clogging up tag. clogging up tag.

I USED YT MOST OF THIS YEAR BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE PREMIUM ASDJLKHAS

if all goes to shambles, i might at least find work as a japanese translator. i fucking rule

Obvi we can all like and hate whoever we want and sometimes we don’t even have an explanation for it, but I’m just curious. Why do you hate Bokuto? I think most people see him as like a loveable oaf so just wondering!

bokuto is drunk kc and it makes me sick having to watch it 😇😇😇 also hes ugly and masculine but not in the way where I can view him more feminine if I try

The amount of toxicity towards drivers on Tumblr is killing me.

Ok u don't like xy I get it no big deal but why you need to slander him like that? Degrade him and talk bad about him? Why wish him bad things and so on and so on?

I also have drivers I am not a fan off but I simply do not care about them and I just leave them alone. Why talk so much bad things about them?

I do understand if they cause a bad crash or etc that you're frustrated with them but some of you are taking it just too far just because certain driver exists.

If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.

It is sickening to me, as I thought this was a safe space.

I will cut out people like that, no matter how good of a writer or blogger etc they are. I do not want to see these type of things on my Page.

Thank you.

(oh got hit with covid so sorry for being Mia, this just annoyed me and I had to let it out. Going back to sleep again)