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very quick idea while im up for school & answering asks that have been collecting dust since the summer / early this month (MY BAD), BUT
brahms padding up to his cg every like 5 minutes to "demand" hugs from them (the demanding is rlly just him tugging their shirt until they respond). he wants his hugs & he wants his kissies!! that's not too much to ask for!! it comes off as annoying sometimes when said cg is trying to COOK or DO LAUNDRY while brahms is looming over them, clutching their shirt like “[cg nickname]? hug please. hug hug hug. huuuug!” as his tugging gets increasingly more needy 💀💀
#meant to post this yesterday but i fell asleep#can this man LEAVE my MIND!!!#🧸．berry's brain bubbles#(new tag moment)#horror agere#fandom agere#sfw agere#agere concept
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Gonna finish Gideon one soon, but for now you can have this Harrow
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#harrow the 9th#gideon the ninth#things ive made#idk man the 1page1day not going great and it’s only been 1 week#one week where I only worked 3 days mind you#(local holidays)#maybe I really wasn’t made for creating art jdhsjdjcbcj I see so many cool people online#where they’ve been better than me 10 years ago so where does that math leave me hm#for a person who’s really into bones herself (preceding my love for harrow ironically) I REALLY don’t know them#I mean you can always say that’s A Stylistic Choice but I’m also so lazy#like… just trace them girl
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I think that Dr. Christina "I was an excellent soldier" Raynor needs to deal with some personal things before she's anyone's therapist, because she strong-armed more of Bucky's autonomy away from him than Zemo did within the series.
#yeah man make amends for the shit that happened when you didn't even have control over your own thoughts#so she was giving him a way to “fix things” but that wasn't on him to do so#all she did was doubly reinforce what he already thinks - which is a justified but false and guilt-laden perception - about the situation#idk much about therapy but i don't think that they're sposed to do that. correct me if i'm wrong and then i'll go fight all therapists#bucky barnes#tfaws#alpine#my art#thank you for putting up with my drawings of a comic book character and his asshole cat lol#i had to put my dog down recently in a bad way and i can't rightfully get another house dog with my current work schedule#so i got a cat since they can handle being inside for the day and the shelter lady said she's super antisocial towards other cats#she's super antisocial towards me sometimes too but she sleeps on me at night and my house has never been cleaner#now that i have to vacuum cat fur and mind what i leave lying on the counter#i've never liked cats before but she's special i guess idk ain't everyone's cat special lol#anyway i'll stop using my tumblr blog as a blog now lol
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GIVE. ME. MORE. PANDAEMONIUM.
#FFXIV#FF14#Final Fantasy XIV#Themis#ENDspoilers#pandaemonium spoilers#ffxiv pandaemonium#Hands down Themis is my favorite ascian and literally no one can change my mind#Him and Hades both#I really love Hades for his complicated nature and general character quirks#but Themis is truly something special with how far he came from ARR to this.#So many complications#so many decisions#Feels so bad man#Thank you for expanding on the emissary finally and not just leaving him as post content ShB filler#ENDWALKER#endwalker spoilers
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What has four legs in the morning, two legs in the afternoon, and three legs at night?
(an exploration of andreas over the course of 25 years, plus quotes)
#pentiment#pentiment fanart#andreas maler#pentiment spoilers#em art#so this is an old quote reference book i picked off the free stuff table at my museum job#so i figured id do something with it#act i is v standard but andreas is genuinely sketching out his life and keeps erasing all hed done up to that point#act ii is a man destroying his own sketches because it wasnt the life he wanted to live and sees burning it as the only way to truly end it#act iii is a man who has so thoroughly destroyed his foundation that he essentially is able to start new#but hell never be free of the plague of the labyrinth#the eighteen years of mind eroding loneliness and untreated mental health issues and lack of faith#even if he returns to normal... no he doesnt#he can be happy but he'll never be not-mad-as-in-crazy again#the paper is 'clear' but the graphite never really leaves the weave of the paper
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It's very unfair that I can't have other party members romance each other
In my main game where my Tav is in a romance with Karlach I should legally be allowed to have Gale and Astarion and Shadowheart and Lae'zel romance each other
like why?
let me do it damn it
#it's not fair#i want everyone to be happy in their gay little relationships#(sorry Wyll but this is what you get for having straight man energy lol still love you tho~)#<I'm rescinding this tag because an anon reminded me just how fruity this man is and i'm sorry for forgetting lol#I mentioned it in my answer but I can really only see Wyll with Gale Astarion or Karlach and since Karlach is MY WIFE and I'm too deep in#the bloodweave it unfortunatly leave me with no one i feel suits Wyll#if any Wyll/Halsin shippers would like to make their case I'm here for it tho#pls convince me of these two i would love it (Wyll seemed kinda into it lol)#anyways...#Sophia talks too much#Bloodweave#Shadowzel#don't mind me rambling#just been thinking about this again#like in the baldur's gate at camp Gale and Astarion are camped practically on top of eachother and you're gonna tell me they're not in the#corner having a gay little book club????#Also i just crave the enemies to lovers that is Shadowzel lol
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cloud-based-and-rainpilled replied to your post:
Someone mentioned in a comment that Michael got ‘downgraded’ to boyfriend, so my tinfoil (again, could be wrong/insane) is that AL & GT referring to each other as wifey is to downplay the previous MS ‘wife’ jokes, since people keep commenting about a poly thing going on, moreso than the past.
Also since MS is in London rn, he’s with DT more, so I think there’s a bit of insecurity going on. a lot of (doomed) poly couples have an ‘out of sight, out of mind’ rule, or think the swinging being gay 'doesn't count/isn't a threat,' which could be why the posts feel forced.
(parasocial, creepy, bad person, etc., whatever, I calls it as I sees it and have seen it before 🤷♀️ )
lepqueen replied to your post:
My biggest question on this was actually about the song choice, given that I am reasonably sure Sting said at some point Every Breath You Take is a stalker song.
@cloud-based-and-rainpilled I had a similar thought about the insecurity. I think Georgia and AL trying so hard to give the appearance of everything being "fine" and everyone getting along only makes it feel more like things in reality are not exactly what's being presented on social media. I personally did not see "boyfriend" as a downgrade (because from my perspective, "other wife" reads as more jokey/unserious, but boyfriend is...softer, somehow), but I can see why some folks could interpret it as a downgrade when it's actually a readjusting of whatever the dynamic is between all of them.
Going back to the insecurity, I had also wondered how things would play out while Michael was in London for such a long time during the run of Nye, and it makes all the sense in the world that things would change with Michael and David being able to see each other in person frequently. And you make a salient point about the gay swinging being seen as less threatening (which I think is why it's been easy for Georgia and AL to start up with that, and why we have never seen even one reference to David/Anna or Michael/Georgia and swinging). It could be that shipping Michael and David was also seen as less threatening and easier to play along with a few years ago, when it was all still new and Michael and David hadn't gotten as close as they have now. So yes, I do think something has changed, and though we may never be privy to what specifically, we can still see its aftereffects and reverberations in a variety of ways.
(I also wish the antis/people making vitriolic posts in the tags would understand your final point, which is that some of us have seen these things before and are speaking from a place of experience--unlike their assertions (and I have actually seen someone say this) that we have never had any close friendships or relationships like these, and therefore know nothing.)
To your comment, @lepqueen, I also found myself raising an eyebrow at the song choice. You are correct that Sting has described the song as being creepy, and I found one quote from him in particular attesting to this:
I'm not really sure how this fits into the context of AL's post, though, or what made her choose it. Is the David pillow watching her every move? Is she watching the pillow? I have no idea. But that was certainly a choice, so there you go...
#cloud-based-and-rainpilled#lepqueen#reply post#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#i'm sorry but if this was a man and a woman there is no earthly way their relationship would be described as 'platonic'#truth disguised as a joke#there are different kinds of love in different poly relationships#but i can see where things could go south very quickly#choices#not all of them good#but i will leave it to my followers to make up their own minds#thoughts#discourse
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the two most decorated soldiers of the offputting wars
#mega man zero#copymega#cxpy#mmz omega#omega#megaman#mmz#i go to neo arcadia to defeat the threats effecting my found family. i see very confusing and unsightly pda from these two. i leave#in the first image cxpy is complaining about how he feels no one trusts him to handle situations / sees how responsibile he is#and he is just GOING OFFFF WITHOUT EVEN MEANING TO#i think cxpy is a generally dissatisfied reploid cause i mean how could he not be. but complaining feels wrong to him#but (do not @ me abt this being ooc cause i do not care.) omega just has this energy to him that makes cxpy rant and be very open#its like. he can only be honest with himself around omega. everything else about cxpy is solely built on lies. quite literally#omega isnt really even listening either tbh but it doesnt Matter. hes just there cause it feels funsies to hold cxpy in his big strong arms#like a giant stress ball#theyre so cruel and unusual theyre so perfect. to me in my mind.#anyway No im not even halfway done mmz3 ill get there when i get there.#>mine_>art
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I wanted to make a ducktales undertale au but like what would the name of the au even be... Ducktale????? Undertales????? The only option rlly left is underduck but like 😬.
Also man it is hard to place ducktales charaters in the undertale characters places and have it make sense story wise. 😮💨
#ducktales#dt17#scrooge is asgore no one can change my mind.#itll be a while before you see me post this au because man ive been thinking about it for like a month ane stull don't have a soild answer#like i can either make dewey and Louie sans and papyrus or i can make donald and della sans and papyrus#but donald can also be toriel#BUT BEAKLY WOULD ALSO BE A GREAT TORIEL#and back to the whole louie and dewey as sans and papyrus#i think webby would take undyne place and huey would be alphys but im kinda iffy on that#alternatively huey dewey and louie could be asriel frisk and chara respectively#which would leave webby as monster kid?#but this one if you think about it storh wise mskes no sense cuz hueu dewey and louie are triples so what would be the story there?????#i think if i went with the donald and della as sans and papyrus option#that would leave fethry as alphys and gladstone as undyne but yall i can't see gladstone being undyne it feels weird#i mean i could have dr gearlose as alphys and maybe gizmoduck/fenton as undyne#hmm ill give it some thought#who would be gaster tbh#goldie? brandford? magica?#mtt would be darkwing?#i think making launchpad the river person works kinda?#ill think about this more#yall whoever is reading this hunk of text can yall like give me ideas? thanks
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What's my worst quality? || 2x15 - Revelations
What if we don't want a new Unit Chief? || 3x02 - In Name and Blood
#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#hotchgan#criminal minds#hotch and morgan being petty volume 1#aka the best continuity that the writers ever had was when these two wanted to really get under each other's skin#and i thank them for it#bless#there is something so soft about the way that derek says “you can be” and “sometimes” like he's not as willing to gut hotch as jj and emily#and hotch just wads it up and sticks it in his lil pocket and throws it back at derek when he's getting ready to leave the bau#and when derek claps back by saying#look man#are you a pain in my ass? YES SIR#PEAK HOTCHGAN#i am very normal and i am doing great today why do you ask?#and no i do not give a rat's behind about the rated tv-14 nonsense i did these screencaps at 1am and it stays as a marker of my madness
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With the announcement that the next (and possibly final) instalment of The Mandalorian will be a movie, I feel so many conflicting emotions. I love having an entire season of the show to look forward to. Those couple of months when a new season airs... the hype, the speculation from week to week. It's just so much fun. I feel like I should have treasured that process more while we still had it.
No matter where you were in the world, you could watch an episode at the same time as everyone else. A movie will feel quite different in that sense, you'll walk into the screen and walk out on the same day with a complete story.
But equally... there is much to be excited about. Imagine when the first teaser trailer drops, the actual trailer, seeing it play before other films, seeing posters around everywhere, the premieres... everything will be so much BIGGER!
Then the actual release day itself, the cosplays, the midnight screenings, experiencing Din and Grogu on the big screen. It's always something I've wished for, to see their story unfold like that... it's going to be an EVENT.
I guess it'll be different types of anticipation and hype. I just need to wrap my head around it. I was definitely not expecting news like this on a random Tuesday afternoon in January. I can't lie and say I'm not a little bit upset, but equally I am beginning to focus on all the good Mandalorian content that is to come.
Whatever happens, if this is indeed the end... Din and Grogu will be in my heart forever and, for me, their story will never truly end 🤍
#i'm just live blogging the stages of grief please don't mind me#my tin can man will never leave meeeeee#din djarin#the mandalorian#star wars#spud rants#mando movie
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this is a discontinued wip because I didn't know what to add,, anyways MORE FLUFF!!!! can this count as hurt/comfort except it's literal hurt and confrontation ?? who knows,, more chung myung content while I work on the wips :3
He's staring at you.
Ah, no. He's frowning, is he angry?
He's also bandaged up, did something happen?
"You.." Chung Myung starts, and you swear that you see a pout on his lips.
Are you laying on the spare bed in the nearby infirmary? Why is he next to you, though?
His fingers gently caress your palm, the harshness of his calloused hand making you shiver, his eyebrows furrowing as he observes your hand. "You shouldn't have done that, really. I would have been fine, you know? And now that you went ahead and blocked that attack… You're laying here instead of me, you're so stupidly dumb." He sighs, his eyes still staring at your hand.
You didn't do much though, your injuries are nothing compared to his deep ones. Speaking of which, why isn't he in bed right now? Shouldn't he be resting?
"Why would I let it hit you?"
"..??? What sort of question is that?"
"A genuine one."
...
He squints at you, his expression doing that thing where it's as if you just told him you're going to throw yourself off a cliff because you couldn't find your favorite cup.
[ You did that once. ]
"Because I could've easily blocked it?"
"In that position? Chung Myung, you were already injured enough. If that hit you then you could've basically said that death knocked on your door once; if you survived, that is."
That, kept him quiet for the next few minutes.
"You're the idiot," You chuckle, shaking your head. "Just as much as you hate it if I got hurt-"
"I loathe it." He interrupts, still a bit frustrated.
You simply look at him with a blank look before sighing.
"Okay," You nod, "You loathe me getting hurt. We established that multiple times, right? So, you expect me to not be the same way? We both know how stubborn the other is when it comes to such topics, dumbass. Of course I'll feel the same way."
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I dug deep into my drafts for this one and just edited it a tad bit so um :D
This is your daily reminder to actually communicate with others if you want the relationship to work /hj.. maybe
Eat this up while I continue to work on the reqs.. there's a lot of fluff to write so uh expect some angst after I finish them up :3
#yaoki writes :]#more of this guy because he has been on my mind#I've doodled so much of him.......#sigh#can this old man just leave me alone already#all hail chung myung!!!#ver 2#chung myung#who knows#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#silly guy who cares about you :3#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong#cheong myeong x reader#rotmhs x reader#god I forgot these tags#I'm so old... sigh
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stu . if you even care
#i always get screencaps for drawing n i just have these#which reminds me one of the funniest things i ever see in reference to the insane shit foley is in is always like#'dave is the only enjoyable part of this movie' and i see that ALL THE TIME and yeah. most of the time theyre right.#i want to say hes tje enjoyable part of california dreaming but hes jusf as depressing as everyone else#I mean IN A GOOD WAY ITS WELL PREFORMED. but man#dave foley#stu gainor#california dreaming 2007#god i cant stand this movie i need it to leave my mind so i can be at peace#OH MY GOD. ALSO. TNIS MOVIE COMING OUT THE SAME YEAR AS POSTAL IS SO FUNNY TO ME#BECAUSE I THINK THE CHARACTERS HE PLAYS IN THOSE TWO MOVIES COULD NOT BE MORE DIFFERENT from bad movies for entirety different reasons#ok im done bye
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cw suicide mention & imagery
original play idea where people seem to live their normal lives but the audience gets the feeling that something’s wrong, there’s a tension and there are things that obviously go unsaid that hang in the air between the characters uncomfortably long enough until the last member of the audience has filled in the blanks in their own way.
there is a figure off to the side, a very young man in a suit, watching them, unmoving and silent, and as the scenes and progress, as characters leave and appear, as the setting changes, the young man is always there. no one interacts with him, but there are moments when they almost do. when the characters stop what they’re doing when they stand close to him, and appear to listen. but there’s nothing.
the sound of TV news reports, all playing over each other, create an uncanny and uncomfortable buzzing that never, never stops, and there are too many to really make out the words. they get more silent the closer they get to the young man in the suit, quieting down to nothing when they stand by him to listen — but the characters seem unaware of the change. so does the young man, statuesque though he is.
then there’s a little girl, covered in dirt, her hair askew, her cheeks rosy — the image of having spent the day outside, playing in the dirt, a smile on her face, her eyes big, as she skips towards the young man and asks, “can we go now? can we play?”
the young man cards his hands through her hair and says, “you go ahead, i’ll be right there.”
but still he stays there, seated.
everything continues as before, but the characters slowly undergo a complete change in character, in routine, in appearance. the old man who wore suits is not dressed in sweats and old, worn out, dirty shirts. the sweet, kindhearted young adult is now quiet and apathetic. the woman who, in the beginning, was talking her friend’s ear off and could barely stand still is unmoving now, staring out into nothingness.
the buzzing and bustling background noise is slowly, gradually getting louder as the characters become increasingly nonverbal and unmoving. the lights dim down.
then all at once, after a crescendo, the noise stops suddenly, the lights turn off completely, before, with warm, yellow light, a woman we’ve seen before — as she stares into nothingness — appears on the stage, slowly approaching the young man as if unsure of her body but undeniable in her grace.
they smile at each other for a moment.
m, whispering: you’re not supposed to be here, not yet
w, cradling his cheeks: i was always supposed to be here long, long before you
m: i know. i’m sorry, i—
w: i know. i forgive you. i’ve always forgiven you
m, after a while: but not yourself
the woman shakes her head.
w: a mother will never forgive herself for burying her child, and a father will forgive himself even less. (a beat) you have such a handsome face.
m: it’s not your fault
w: so beautiful, those eyes, i’ve missed you so much
m: listen to me, it’s not your fault!
w: and your hair! papa would be so glad to know that—
m: mother. mama. listen to me. it’s not your fault
w, tearful and whispering: you were supposed to be fine. you were always supposed to be fine. it was never supposed to be this bad, we were supposed to help, but—
m: i know. i tried, i really did. both times
in that moment, the little girl comes skipping on stage again, approaching them with her wagging ponytail.
g: what are you doing here, mama? will you play with me now? it’s been so long!
the woman gasps, her tears getting the better of her as she falls to her knees and pulls the girl to her chest, who readily returns the hug
w, sobbing, kissing her cheek: hi, baby. yes, i’ll play with you, of course i will. let’s go.
the young man helps his mother up, allowing her to pull him into a hug, and she whispers: “as much as i love her with all my heart, i’m so proud of the young man you’ve grown into. and now i have you both, just as i always did.”
the young man brushes a kiss to her cheek, then lets her go, watching as his mother disappears with the little girl.
m: i have to stay a while. i’ll follow you soon.
(woman and girl, hand in hand, exeunt)
the lights dim, and the buzzing returns, accompanied by the sound of dragging footsteps the audience cannot see, until everything’s back in total darkness. the noise stays. growing louder in increments, leaving the audience uncomfortable and unsure if this was it.
as they quiet down, we hear a man, sobbing uncontrollably, before eerie silence takes his place, too.
the curtain falls.
#idk what this is but it’s deeply fucked up suicide awareness#obviously there are no dialogues except for that one half assed thing but the dialogues and the imagery and the stage setup and directions#will allude to the fact that the young man who killed himself remains uncomfortably in the lives and the minds of those who miss him#and he cannot leave because he chose this. he’s anchored to them more than he was when he was alive#maybe he’ll have a soliloquy or two. or maybe the empathetic character will speak for him in ways that we do when people die#in the ways that we put words in their mouth and turn them into people they might not have been because grief is funny like that#the static buzzing news caster noise is obviously 1) the 21st c at large; 2) grief preventing you from feeling calm; and 3) doom news#there will be quotes like ‘your death it won’t happen to you. it happens to your family and your friends’#yes the young man is trans. no that’s not why he killed himself. yes the mother takes the blame bc that’s what mothers will do#it’s all just fucked up what can i say. there are no redeeming qualities#suidice cw#cw suicide#it’s 2am i have nothing to say in my defense#i was overcome with the urge to write a play and the ideas for it sorry#not st
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Spiralling AGAIN would you believe it
#txt#trying to figure it out#i tried to be there for jim and listen to him and be a good partner#but he barely opened up#i didnt know he wanted to leave me#he chose to open up when i was mad#so i didnt respond#so that i didnt yell#not that that is his fault#i should have done better#but i couldny#in that house#i was so overstimulated all the fucking tome#time#like always#and i didnt even realise it#until he kicked me put#out*#and now im just guilty over everything.#why wasnt i better#why cpuldnt i be better#its not fair that he didnt tell me#3 months and you really couldnt tell me what was on your mind#thats unfair man#i was trying so hard to be better#to do better#giving him space is almost impossible#hes my best friend and my soul mate#i dont want to talk to anyone else tbh#so being ignored is like a knife to my chest and idk what to do about it and this is my last tag i can put it and i just dont even know
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Growing way too fond of Peter “Parker” Yang, a man who is dead for the entirety of the show and has no speaking lines or flashback scenes to actually give him a personality. But who cares. He’s a nosy bitch who cares too much about strangers and if I think about him for too long I want to cry.
#it’s so SAD#once again. give me the transcript for part 26 so I can inject emotion into my veins#malevolent#faroe and Parker be like: time to haunt the narrative#also goddamnit now I want to design Parker#he’s gonna be the only normal man in the lineup#a hinged man#PLEASE fic writers write more alive Parker fics#I will draw you art#Ohohoho you know I just thought of a terrible su#au* where because John kills Parker with the books effects still happening#what if Parker’s soul instead of leaving for the dark lands or heaven or whatever#gets sucked in Arthur’s mind right behind John#oh the gears are turning#gonna call this the threes a crowd au
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