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hoziernaturalevents · 1 month

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Hoziernatural Recs: Rare Pairs

Sign-ups for the 2024 round of the Hoziernatural Multi-Ship Bang are open, and people will soon be working to create a whole new batch of Hoziernatural content! However, for those of you who would like something to read between now and posting, we have some recs to fill that need 💜

Everything listed below is a rare pair, but if you're a person of varied taste, then check out our Wincest, Destiel, and Gen/Character Study rec lists!

Honey, There Is No "Right" Way by @rauko-creates

Beta: @petrichoravellichor

Hozier Song: Someone New

Rating: Teen and Up

Word Count: 10,181

Pairing/s: Balthazar/Castiel, Past Castiel/Dean Winchester, Past Balthazar/Hannah

Warnings: Internalized Acephobia, Internalized Arophobia

Additional Tags: Ace!Castiel, Aro!Balthazar, Demiromantic!Cas, Demisexual!Balthazar, Queer Themes, Fluff and Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Best Friends, Friends to Lovers, Roommates AU, Domestic Fluff, Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Sick Character

Summary:

“That’s not how you feel about her.”

“Castiel, that’s not how I’ve ever felt about anyone. This whole…” He waved a hand in the air and propped up against the arm of the couch, “in love business...it’s complete bollocks. If you ask me, people’ve just seen too many blasted movies, got so hopped up on the rush of getting to know someone that they think that's it, that’s love, but it isn’t. Love is…” He glanced down at Castiel. “Love is choosing the person you get on with best, someone you’re able to be mates with and that you find attractive. All this ‘romance’ rubbish is just propaganda.”

Castiel looked at his friend. He thought about the warm feeling that grew inside him when they were together, the way his heart beat just a little faster every time Balthazar was close. “Yes...perhaps you’re right.”

i prayed my mind be good to me by @withthekeyisking-writer

Hozier Song: In the Woods Somewhere

Rating: Mature

Word Count: 4,789

Pairing/s: Lucifer/Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester

Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Emotional Manipulation, Coercion, Conditioning, Stockholm Syndrome, Disordered Eating, Suicidal Thoughts, Victim Blaming

Additional Tags: Hallucination Lucifer, Post-Episode 7x15 Repo Man, Episode 7x17 The Born-Again Identity, Lucifer's Cage, Horsemen's Rings, Hurt Sam Winchester, Sam's Cage Trauma, Sleep Deprivation, Groping, Hand Jobs, Anal Sex

Summary:

"You know you want to, Sammy. You know you miss me. You know you should come get me out."

"No. No, that will never happen."

His hallucination hums, looking at him with dark eyes and something almost resembling pity. "Oh, Sam," he says. "Yes, it will."

Mid-Youth Crisis by @sunshine-zenith with art by @rauko-creates

Beta: @rauko-creates

Hozier Song: Jackie and Wilson

Rating: Teen and Up

Word Count: 9,162

Pairing/s: Rowena MacLeod/Mary Winchester, Dean Winchester & Mary Winchester, Castiel & Mary Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Lily Sunder & Kelly Kline

Warnings: Minor Blood/Injury, References to Past Character Death, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Additional Tags: Oblivious Mary Winchester, Humor and Fluff, Finding New Love

Summary: Resurrected and thrust into a strange modern world, Mary finds herself frustratingly connecting with a certain red-haired witch. After watching Cas decide to fall to be with her son Dean, Mary starts to wonder: is she happy? WAS she ever happy? Does her chance at happiness happen to lie in an unexpected place?

Someone New by @nickelkeep with art by @deancodedcastielenby

Beta: @iambiowaresbitch

Hozier Song: Someone New

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 11,647

Pairing/s: Cain/Castiel/Benny Lafitte/Dean Winchester

Warnings:No Major Content Warnings

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Polyamory, Foursome (M/M/M/NB), Non-Binary Character, 5 Times, Explicit Sexual Content, Light BDSM

Summary: Cain has been mourning his wife Colette for two years. Despite the promise he made her, he hasn't attempted to date again. Enter his best friend Crowley with a devious plan to help him find Someone New.

#hozier #spn #hoziernatural #spn rare pairs #spn poly #spn femslash #Calthazar #Samifer #Mary/Rowena #Cain/Castiel/Benny/Dean #spn fic #spn art #rec list

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stream-of-grace · 4 months

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Hey! I know that the fandom for Sebastian roche's characters is relatively small - so I made a discord solely for discussing our appreciation (in a respectful way) of his characters. Especially our cosplay and fanfiction of them.

I would love to talk to more people about it! Thanks!

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rauko-creates · 1 year

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First Sentence Game

I got tagged by @mercurialkitty and @tiercel13 Thanks, guys! I love these kinds of games 💚🥰

Rules: share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you have written less than ten, don’t be shy and share anyway.

Okay, I'm gonna exclude wips that have only been seen by myself and my computer (and Petra) and go with first lines of things that are at least partially posted.

Gripped Tight (Destiel)

Whatever you do, don’t think about Dean finally accepting himself.

2. Hate & Loved Vs. Love & Hated (Destiel)

Castiel met Dean’s eyes, resigned. “You hate me.”

3. To End Up With You (Destiel)

Dean lies on top of the covers on the left side of his bed, ankles crossed, boots on, staring blankly at the ceiling, phone in hand.

4. You Love Me? (Destiel)

You love me, Cas?

5. Honey, There Is No "Right" Way (Calthazar)

Castiel looked up from his coffee as Balthazar walked through the door and collapsed onto the sofa. “That bad?”

6. With My Bones (Destiel, Anna/Ruby, Midam)

Castiel stared unseeingly through space as he floated aimlessly among the galaxies.

7. She Keeps Me Warm (Anna/Ruby)

“I was stationed on Earth, two thousand years. Just...watching. Silent, invisible...out on the road, sick for home, waiting on orders from an unknowable Father I can't begin to understand…”

8. What Goes Around Don't Come Around (or Maybe It Does) (Drowley)

Hell. It was always so cold here.

9. He Helps (Symbrock)

Eddie shoved another bite of fajitas into his mouth.

10. Kiss Him Yourself (Symbrock)

Venom slicked out of Mrs. Chen, across the counter, and into Anne, laughing internally at the sheer horror on Dan’s face.

Tagging a few moots. Play or nay.

@all-or-nothing-baby @carrythatwayt @butterflyslinky @mrswhozeewhatsis @doctorprofessorsong @glygriffe @sassysousa @wanderingcas @skygraypigeon

#tag game #first sentence game #destiel #calthazar #anna/ruby #midam #drowley #spn fic #symbrock #venom

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and-stir-the-stars · 2 years

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thinking about Cas being visibly upset and Balthazar cupping his (empty) hands together then a frog being in his hands when he pulls them apart

#it jumps and lands on the top of castiel's head and just nests there #in his feathers/hair (depending on if they're in true form v vessel)#castiel #spn #spn balthazar #calthazar #cas and bal #cas friendships #castiel's garrison #spn angels

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anarchyforcanon · 2 years

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Living the Dream - Oneshot for Angel Week

Ao3

May 24: Home/Family/Traditions (x) @heaven-ecologist

a/n: ahh i wish this had turned out better but i was really sick writing it :(( i hope you still enjoy tho, inserted some of your hcs especially for you Kats <3

Summary: Balthazar and Castiel are spending time together in Heaven, ignoring the raging war that is brewing below them. But everything just isn't as it seems.

Pairing: Implied Castiel/Balthazar

Warnings: Gaslighting, Manipulation, Doubts of Reality, Hallucinations (?)

Word Count: 2.1k

Does a ghost know that he’s a ghost? Does a saint know that she’s forgiven?

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“It’s beautiful...”

Castiel smiled softly, fanning his wings out behind him as he placed himself upon a stone bench. The bench sat in the middle of an open field; emerald green grass swaying in the wind, wild flowers dancing softly as bees tended to their pollen. Trees lined it all, circling the field as the golden sun poured through the gaps between the branches.

The warm breeze brushed through Balthazar’s hair, sending it into disarray, which wasn’t far from his usual look. He stood beside the bench, resting his hand on Castiel’s shoulder.

“It is, but it all pales in comparison to you.” Balthazar responded, his hand dipping down Castiel’s back, to the base of his wings. The blazing light softly caressed his black and yellow feathers, looking remarkably close to the bees that buzzed by them. The sun touched everything, especially Castiel, but Balthazar touched him closer, and he took triumph in that.

Castiel turned to gaze at him, his smile gleaming, “You’ve always been ridiculously sentimental, haven’t you?”

“What can I say, you bring out the romanticism in me.” Balthazar inclined his head to Cas, sending a familiar grin his way.

Balthazar told the truth, it did pale drastically in comparison to Castiel, as the sun was very much a fraud when paralleled to the true thing above Earth. Even with that, he had seen a million sunsets on Earth, but Castiel had always been brighter than every single one of them.

The artificial Heaven they were in was owned by a young child, who’s favorite memory happened to be playing in the stream right behind the line of trees in front of them. It was Balthazar’s favorite, just the mundane surroundings all equated into something ethereal in his eyes. He could hear, slightly muffled, splashing in the water, indicating the presence of the Heaven’s owner.

“You’ve been gone for a while – busy with the Winchesters, I presume?”

Castiel furrowed his brows in response, looking slightly confused, “Have I been gone? I… do not think I’ve been with them lately.”

Chuckling at his scrunched up face, Balthazar brought his hand back up to allow his thumb to smooth over Cas’s creased forehead. He didn’t think anything of his confusion, as it was a usual response from Castiel over the years.

“Ah, don’t tell me you’ve forgotten your orders again.”

“I believe I have,” Castiel frowned, “but do you think we could stay here for a while longer, before we are called back to duty? I enjoy this time with you.”

Balthazar hummed in agreement, knowing the time spent with Castiel had dwindled over the years with the approaching Apocalypse, “I don’t see why not. Zachariah may throw a fit but when isn’t he?”

Castiel began to softly laugh before a loud boom shook the ground, quickly followed by a resounding echo, cutting him off.

“What was that?”

Balthazar looked up, not phased much, “Most likely another Heaven being merged. With all the deaths lately from the seals, more than usual have been going on.”

“The seals?” Castiel seemed even more confused now, “What are you talking about?”

“The Cage seals, the ones Hell are currently breaking, ringing any bells?”

“The Cage? It's already been opened,” Castiel stood now, facing Balthazar as he spoke, “It’s been open for- its been open for a while now.”

Now it was Balthazar’s turn to be confused, “Did Zach tell you about another one of his dreamscapes he made? Honestly, he is such a pessimist when it comes to the damn Apocalypse.”

Castiel numbly nodded, looking slightly out of it, “You’re right, I think with uh- with confusing orders I must have misplaced that interaction as well”

“You alright, love? I think you should sit back down.”

Balthazar moved to sit with Castiel on the bench, bringing an arm over Cas’s shoulders so he could lean into him. It was always comfortable, being beside Castiel. Even with the odd maneuvering of their wings necessary to make it work, he always felt whole, with his honey wings cozied up to Castiel’s smaller ones. He liked to think they had been linked at creation, made from a singular star, and for every moment of their long existence was just waiting to be put back together.

He felt Castiel go rigid beside him to the sound of water splashing, closer than before.

“Did you hear that?”

“The splashing? I’m guessing Lucas is just playing a little louder than usual.” Balthazar was becoming increasingly worried about Cas – even though it was normal for him to be confused at times, it was unusual for him to be so skeptical of his surroundings, especially in Heaven.

“It wasn’t coming from the stream – it sounds as if it was coming from above.” Castiel nodded by the end of his statement, seemingly sure of what he was hearing.

Balthazar hummed as he thought of what Cas could have heard.

“You might just be hearing a back channel on the radio, or even a crossover from another garrison.”

Castiel huffed, slightly miffed by Balthazar’s unhelpful response, though he still seemed to take it into consideration.

“You’re most likely right, I apologize. I just do not enjoy being confused.” Castiel sent a strained face towards Balthazar, who was automatically soothed by his soft eyes.

“Maybe before you ask for an updated order, you should go speak with Naomi. I think she would know how to help.”

This seemed to relax Castiel again, comforted by Balthazar’s words – but only for a moment.

“Is he alive? Try waking him up!”

The words echoed throughout the Heaven, and for a split second, Balthazar felt the wind stop blowing and the bees stop mid-flight. He watched Castiel get up again, panicked, as that communication had not been sent through angel radio.

“You had to have heard that!” Castiel walked away from the bench, his steps quickened as he started towards the tree line, “and we both know that was not Lucas.”

Balthazar’s face darkened, the cold echo inside of him disappearing, only for a raging fire to be found in its place. It was as if a room full of gas had been caught near a spark – he was mad.

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“Castiel! Come back here. I think it’s time we go speak to Naomi now.” Balthazar’s voice spoke with authority, commanding Castiel as if he was an orderly.

Not slowing down, Castiel continued his pace past the tree line, ramming straight into a child, who was not where he was supposed to be.

With big brown eyes, Lucas looked up at him questioningly, “What are you doing here?”

Castiel felt sick, as much as one can as an angel. Souls cannot perceive angels in their Heaven – this was all wrong. He felt dizzy, and he wasn’t sure if it was from the realization or something else.

“Castiel!” He felt Balthazar grab his shoulder, whipping him around, “What are you doing?”

Filled with anxiety, Castiel gazed unsure at him. He wasn’t sure what was going on, if he could even trust himself to speak.

“I need you to wake up, you’re dre-”

He felt warm hands grab his face, making his focus change to Balthazar.

“Look at me. You’re going to be alright, I got you.”

Castiel felt shaky, the dizziness now even more noticeable as he trembled in Balthazar’s arms. He felt a slight loss of dignity as he questioned his own sense of reality, even unsure of the heat emanating from the person he trusted most.

“Wake up!”

“I need you to stay with me Castiel, do not listen to the voices.”

“Don’t listen to anything that it’s telling you.”

With the last sentence echoing throughout the Heaven, Castiel pushed himself out of Balthazar’s arms. He glanced around, only to see Lucas gone and how everything seemed to have paused; the stream’s water had stopped moving, the wind stopped blowing and it was completely silent – not ever the buzzing of the bees was present anymore.

“Balth, what’s going on?” His voice cracked, distrust coating his words. The feeling of doubt, something he had thought he would have been accustomed to, bubbled up inside him. All rationale had seemingly slipped from his grasp as he watched Balthazar send a pitying look towards him.

“You trust me, right? There’s nothing to worry about. I just need you to focus on me, not the voices.” Each word dripped with sickly sweet acid as it poured from Balthazar’s mouth.

Castiel stiffened, wariness taking over his every decision. He finally took note of the gray sky, as if it was forecasting rain – Lucas would never dream of rain, and neither would Balthazar.

“You know I love you, so I’m going to need you to trust me – please Castiel.”

Castiel wasn’t sure if Balthazar's proclamation was meant to subdue him or to be a knife slowly inserted into his angelic heart; he took it as the latter. Balthazar had – no, would never use his own feelings against Cas.

“Who are you?” His voice didn’t take on an accusatory tone; only betrayal and a hint of sadness.

His fingertips began to go numb, followed by the feeling of falling, as if he’d just been dropped.

“Come on buddy, just open your eyes.”

It wasn’t hard for Castiel to come to his conclusion – the facts had been handed to him on a silver platter, just waiting to be eaten. The apple of truth was always hard to swallow.

“You’re not my Balthazar, are you?” There was a catch in his voice, shame for believing something so perfect could have been true.

“You know me Cas, I would never lie to you. You’re my reason for existence, why would I ever betray that?” His voice began to distort, though Castiel knew it to be truthful.

Balthazar did only exist because of him, because Castiel’s deepest desire was to only return to the arms of who he trusted most, of who he loved most.

Memories returned, of a war after the Apocalypse, flashes of blood and light, and a hollow vessel, one of his own doing. Balthazar was dead, and he had been for a long time now. Whatever this was, whoever this fraud was, none of it was real. Even if he loved Balthazar then, and loved him still, it would not make him real or anymore alive.

Balthazar’s fate was sealed a long time ago. He was meant to be a saga untold, a myth untouched. He was meant to be buried, along with any memory of him. This act of pretend was a cruel joke.

“I think he’s finally waking up!”

He watched as the Heaven began to blur, though Balthazar’s distraught face could not be any clearer. Castiel did not want to leave, he did not want to hurt Balthazar anymore than he already has, but Cas has never been known to get what he wanted.

“Don’t leave me, please don’t leave me. Not aga-”

–

Gasping, Castiel awoke on the cold, concrete ground with two large flannel clad men standing above him. He didn’t recognize either of them, and he was too unwell to care. There were tubes and bags all around him, all filled with blood. Glancing between the legs of the hunters, he saw a body on the ground, its face covered in tattoos – a Djinn. And that meant the men were hunters.

“Can you tell me your name? What year is it?”

He weakly sat up, shaking from what he imagined was blood loss and dehydration. “My name's Castiel. It’s 2013, right?”

The hunters looked at eachother, apparently relieved that Cas was all there, mentally at least. Nodding, they slowly helped him up, asking questions that he numbly answered. He was too far gone to remember giving over Sam’s number or the call declining. He didn’t care, he just wanted to go back.

All the pieces put themselves together, the boom – the hunters entering the abandoned warehouse. The water splashing – his blood bag being removed. The fall – him being disconnected from the wires and being dropped to the ground.

And Balthazar, only fabricated of what Castiel believed him to look like, to be like. Every memory he had shared with him, every confession, every thought was used against him. He felt ignorant and ashamed at the comfort he felt from the poor imitation of what was long dead. All he could do was smother every second of what had transpired, hoping if he shoved it down far enough, it wouldn’t matter anymore – Balthazar wouldn’t matter anymore.

He only cared to focus on how he was reminded once again – love was only a luxury he could dream of.

#angelsweek2022 #spn fanfic #balthazar spn #castiel spn #calthazar #temporary fanfic tag

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autisticandroids · 9 months

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calthazar scene in let it bleed.

#spn

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ao3feed-deangabriel · 1 year

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Stranger in the Woods

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/R3XiLSh

by AviHuntress

When Dean Winchester, the Prince Man of Letters, and his younger brother, also a Prince Man of Letters, Sam Winchester, are alone together in the woods one day, they come across something quite interesting. A man, handcuffed to a stone wall the brothers had never seen before by iron cuffs with strange symbols on them. Wearing simple white pants, a loose black shirt that was completely unbuttoned and billowing loosely in the slight breeze, and no socks, the man was breathtakingly beautiful. And honestly, what else could one do besides bring such an odd beauty home?

CONTAINS BROTHER X BROTHER INCEST, BOTH ANGELIC AND BY BLOOD, SO DO NOT READ IF YOU AREN'T COMFORTABLE WITH THAT! Hate comments and/or disrespectful comments will be deleted.

Words: 1693, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Benny Lafitte, Crowley (Supernatural), Lucifer (Supernatural), Michael (Supernatural), Balthazar (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural), Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Mary Winchester, John Winchester, Bobby Singer

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel/Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Gabriel (Supernatural), Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Gabriel/Dean Winchester, Castiel/Gabriel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Gabriel/Dean Winchester, Castiel/Gabriel/Sam Winchester, John Winchester/Mary Winchester

Additional Tags: Wincest - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Royalty, Denny - Freeform, Drowley, Casifer, michean - Freeform, Gabifer - Freeform, Calthazar, Platonic Ships, Knights - Freeform, Royalty, Bottom Castiel (Supernatural), Bottom Dean Winchester, Bottom Gabriel (Supernatural), Top Sam Winchester, Top Dean Winchester, Top Gabriel (Supernatural), Men of Letters, Queen - Freeform, King - Freeform, prince - Freeform, Angels, War, Angel Wings, John Winchester is Fighting a War, Parental Bobby Singer, Protective Bobby Singer, Bobby Singer Deals With Idjits, Supportive Bobby Singer, Sick Mary Winchester, Dean Winchester is Protective of Sam Winchester

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/R3XiLSh

#ao3feed #fanfic #supernatural #spn #dean/gabriel #gabriel/dean #gabriel #dean winchester

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aturnoftheearth · 2 years

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maybe it depends on which corners of the fandom you see because I always see ships like megstiel, calthazar, and crowstiel

well shit

#like i don’t want to follow people that ship these MORE necessarily but i mean. on #SKBEKFJSJ I MEAN CMON #asks

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stefonshotline · 2 years

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Ship duo bingo! Chestervelle and Crowstiel, go!

I'm not gonna lie, I had to google what "ship duo bingo" means. Alas, I'm game!

Dean x Jo/Chestervelle:

I used to be strongly on the "only siblings" team, because I see little to nothing from Dean's side and not much more than hero worship from Jo's side about 99% side.

Even fanfic hasn't turned me around on them.

Fan fic has turned me around on them having an angsty on and off thing/ships in the night/"leaving while the other is asleep" type of deal until they both eventually decide they're much better off as friends.

I hated when the show tried to make them some sort of doomed romance.

Crowstiel <333333333333333

I started shipping Destiel then moved on to Calthazar, and eventually married Crowstiel! They're the only ship I've ever writen fan fic for (you can check it out at crowleyscuddlebuddy on Ao3), so they'll always have a special place in my heart.

I'll also NEVER understand why the fandom is so apathetic towards them! I'm pretty sure even Megstiel is more popular. With that said, the Crowstiel fandom is small but mighty! Truly outstanding fan fic out there!

#I don't even go here anymore #random #anons #jo harvelle #crowstiel #not tagging chestervelle because #don't ship it #but I get it #they look really pretty together #supernatural

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mango-empress · 22 days

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#guano

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ao3feed-destiel-02 · 1 year

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#IFTTT #AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester'#Destiel #ao3feed #ao3feed Destiel #Destiel fanfic #Dean Winchester/Castiel #Castiel/Dean Winchester #Dean x Castiel #Castiel x Dean

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hoziernaturalevents · 2 months

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Meet the Mods!!

Here are your two mods for the 2024 Hoziernatural Event!

RAUKO

Rauko observed the Supernatural fandom from the Doctor Who and Sherlock sides of Superwholock for years before finally breaking down and watching the show in 2016 and beginning to write and draw for it in 2018. Now, they’re fully integrated, there’s no escape, and they’re not even mad about it.

They’ve been known to listen to Hozier on repeat while writing/painting and probably will not rest until they have a chapter, whole fic, or art inspired by every song in Hozier’s arsenal. Here(Calthazar) are(Destiel) a(Mary/Rowena) few(Destiel) examples(Wincest).

Tumblr: @rauko-creates / @rauko-is-a-free-elf

AO3: FeaRauko

Instagram: raukoisafreeelf

Twitter: Rauko3

SAM

Sam loves two things: gay angels and a good story. She's very happy that in the Supernatural fandom she can combine those two things together, which is why she's stuck around for so many years. Her gateway ship into the fandom was Destiel, but now she also loves a variety of rarepairs, especially if they're femslash. On Tuesdays, you can find her writing and/or banging her head against the keyboard, and on every other day you can find her reading a good book/fanfic while snuggling her cat.

Tumblr: @wanderingcas

AO3: quiettewandering

Those of you who were around last year may notice we're a mod short this time around. Sadly @petrichoravellichor had too much going on irl to be able to go through the whole event with us (though she did help a lot in the planning/re-design last month), and she will be sorely missed this round 🥺🥺

We can't wait til sign-ups open to see what new folks (and hopefully some old ones) join us this year!

#meet the mods #HMSB 24 #hoziernatural #hoziernatural multi-ship bang #mod post

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rauko-creates · 1 year

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Master List

List/links for all my Supernatural, Venom, and original works (under the cut cause wow there's actually kind of a lot lol)

Original Art:

Even If We Can't See You

GISH Stuff

Lily and the Stars

Mockingbird for @aloha-cowgirl

My Hallows Eve: Summoning

Punk Mermaid (b/w sketch) (with color)

Tiamat

Trogdor Fire Safety Poster

You Made Music Over Me

Spn Art:

Art for Carnivore (Destiel Hell Rescue Fic)

Art for Enemies at Sea (Destiel) by @rathskitten

Art for Rapunzel, Rapunzel by @diminuel (Destiel)

Art for The Curse of Years by@blueraven06 (Destiel)

Attack Dog Cas

Both Hands on the Wheel/"Touch It"

Cas With Wings

Cas With Wings and Halo

Dancing Gentleman for Hold Me While You Wait (Destiel wip)

Dean and Cas Kissing in the Shadows for Talk Green to Me by@winchester-reload

Feminist!Cas (On Thursdays, We Stab the Patriarchy)

I Deserved to be Loved

"I Should Have Protected You"

Jack, Winged Protector

Misha (because I can't stop drawing him)

Rachel Miner Skittles Portrait

The God of Laundry and Hipbones (sleepy crop-top Cas)

Trenchcoat Angel

Wayward Ladies

When there's Nothing to Burn

When Your Eyes Match Your Mood (Blue)

Original Poetry:

A Lily is a Good Flower

Change

Closeted Gross

Exist

Find Me

Much

Purple

This Fucking Box

You

Spn Poetry:

"Don't Do This, Cas" (Destiel)

"Hello, Dean." (Destiel)

His Name on Your Tongue (Destiel)

I Deserved to be Loved (Crowley)

Ocean's Brawl (for Destiel pirate!au)

Roses Are Red, Don't Lock Yourself in a Coffin You Fucking Martyr Destiel)

Son of a Bitch (Destiel)

The Very Touch of You Does Not Corrupt (Destiel)

Venom Fic:

He Helps (Part 1) (Part 2) (1,623 words) (Rating: M) (Symbrock, Anne/Dan) Tags: established relationship, Eddie and Venom are THAT couple okay lol, kisses, shower not sex lol, Venom's clingy but doesn't like being called out on it Summary: Dan get's a little too curious for his own good about just how much Venom is there for with Eddie's daily activities (Spoilers: the answer is he's always there)

I Saw You (792 words) (Rating: T) (Symbrock) Tags: angst, fluff, emotional hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, coda Summary: What if Eddie actually HAD seen Venom at that rave? (In which Eddie goes to get Venom himself when he realizes he misses him instead of sending someone else to do it when he realizes he needs him)

Kiss Him Yourself (618 words) (Rating: T) (Symbrock) Tags: kissing, Anne knows, coda Summary: I'm just saying that there was space between when Anne got Venom from Mrs. Chen and when Venom rejoined Eddie and I think Anne and Venom probably talked, and Anne probably gave Venom some good advice.

Let Me Do It (100 words) (Rating: G) (Symbrock) Tags: skipping stones, fluff Summary: Venom is a show-off

The Loser Who Will Save Him (Symbrock)

What We Feel (476 words) (rating: G) (Symbrock) Tags: beech scene coda, fluff, blatant use of quotes from the comics, Eddie calling Venom My Love Summary: “It had whispered to him things about himself which he did not know...and the whisper had proved irresistibly fascinating. It echoed loudly within him because he was hollow at the core. “It was written that I should be loyal to the nightmare of my choice.” -Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness

Destiel One Shots:

'Cause I'm Yours (2,210 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel, Saileen) Tags: dancing, love confessions, angst, fluff, Dean Winchester's low self-esteem, everyone knows, post-canon Summary: Cas gets tired of watching Dean dance with bridesmaids and steps outside for a breather. Dean notices and follows him to see what's wrong. ***or*** That one where Cas is so very tired of pretending that he isn't madly in love with Dean...and also of pretending he can't see the way Dean loves him back. Feathers (2,324 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel) Tags: canon-verse, wing fic, wing grooming, mild angst, fluff Summary: Cas finally has his wings back, but...they're stuck on this plane, and they're getting feathers everywhere. He thinks Dean hates them. He's...very mistaken. I Need You (1426 words) (Rating: M) (Destiel) Tags: time skips, Dean needs Cas, love confessions, fluff, mild angst, first kiss, canon-verse Summary: Dean needs Cas for...well, maybe he just needs Cas. (Written for the prompt "A kiss...out of necessity) Nothing Fucks With My Baby (620 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel) Tags: protective!Cas, BAMF!Cas, BAMF!Dean, murder husbands, established relationship, canon verse, canon typical violence Summary: I was feeling an intense need to listen to Hozier's NFWMB on repeat while writing about Cas smiting the shit out of everything in the way to get to Dean and slaughtering everything that dared to lay a hand on him. Not that Dean's a damsel in distress in this situation; he's actually holding his own just fine. Cas is just intense. Sing Love (2,688 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel) Tags: idiots in love, singing, mild angst, fluff, love confessions, first kiss, Sam ships it, canon-verse Summary: Castiel returns from a grocery run with Sam and overhears Dean singing love songs in the shower and decides to confront Dean with a song of his own ***or*** The one where Castiel finds out Dean's might just be in love with him too The God of Laundry and Hipbones (1,819 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel) Tags: college au, Cas is too pretty for Dean to be smart, Dean's pink panties, fluff Summary: Written for the prompt "I’m sorry you caught me moving your clothes out of the dryer but in my defense I’ve been waiting for one to open up for about an hour now." Basically, Dean catches Cas moving his laundry, gawks at him like an idiot until he leaves, and then spends the next several months not being able to find him...until he does and falls all over himself again. The Nature of a Thing (1,569 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel) Tags: first kiss, fluff, profound bond Summary: Wherein Dean is pretty sure that he and Cas are a thing but is trying to figure out exactly what that thing is.

The Ocean (224 words) (Rating: G) (Destiel) Tags: fluff, canon-verse Summary: Dean finally gets to go to the ocean, and it helps him figure out some familiar feelings

Thief (229 words) (Rating: G) (Destiel) Tags: fluff, pie, canon-verse Summary: Dean makes pie. Castiel is the best thief.

This Is What You Give to Me (479 words) (Rating: G) (Destiel) Tags: fluff, cuddling, established Destiel, post-canon Summary: Just a fluffy little thing about cuddling and Cas musing on how glad he is to be with Dean.

This Is What You Give to Me [PODFIC] (see above for details)

Until You Understand (1529 words) (Rating: M) (Destiel)

Tags: mild angst, fluff, character development, non-explicit sexual content, Dean's low sense of self-worth, emotional hurt/comfort Summary: Castiel loves Dean. He loves him. He loves him. He loves him.And he is 100% done with Dean’s self-sacrificing and self-deprecating. It’s no longer allowed.

We Are Hope (533 words) (Rating: G) (Destiel)

Tags: spn 15x02 coda Summary: Castiel finally understands the essence of hope, and he's going to be that for Dean, even as the world crumbles around them.

You Love Me? (100 words) (Rating: G) (Destiel)

Tags: POV!Dean, Angst, Requited Love Summary: 100 word drabble for the Ficwip prompt "something you don't mean."

Destel Chaptered:

From Perdition: Carnivore (44,868 words) (Rating: M) (Destiel)

Warnings: graphic depictions of violence, rape/non-con (not explicit and not Dean/Cas...Dean goes through a lot in Hell) Tags: emotional hurt/comfort, canon compliant, desitel hell rescue, BAMF!Cas, BAMF!Dean, whump, angst with a hopeful ending Summary: Sometimes, something beautiful pierces the blackness. Sometimes, an angel comes along with power in his eyes and lightning in his wings and grace in his hands, and he makes you remember that the universe has wonder in it. Sometimes, he sings over you until you remember how to take comfort in it. Sometimes, he flies you through the stars until you think that it might be okay to exist again as part of it. Sometimes, good things do happen. This story is about Dean’s time in Hell and Castiel’s battle to save him. Long story short: Dean is amazing, Castiel is one bamf, Alastair is horrifying, and in the end, half the battle is convincing Dean that he deserves to be saved.

From Perdition: Gripped Tight (38,297 words, wip) (rating: M) (Destiel)

Tags: major character death (temporary, this is an Empty rescue fic), canon divergent, angst with a happy ending Summary: Castiel once gripped Dean tight to raise him from perdition...now, Dean's gonna return the favor.

From Perdition: With My Bones (1,896 words, wip) (Rating: M) (Destiel, Anna/Ruby, Midam)

Tags: Canon Complaint thru 14x08, Canon-Typical Violence, Memory Loss, Angst, Pining Summary: Angels aren't created to want. So, how does one survive learning to, figuring out exactly what they want, holding it in their arms, then being forced to give it away? The answer: barely. He barely survives it.

Ocean's Brawl (54,568 words) (Rating: M) (Destiel, Donna/Jody, Claire/Kaia, Bobby/Ellen, brief Charlie/Gilda, mentioned Andrea/Benny)

Tags: pirate au, enemies to friends to lovers, pirate!Dean, naval officer!Cas, slowish burn, openly bisexual Dean, swashbuckling, pub songs/shanties, naval battles, historical themes, lgbtq+ themes, idiots to lovers, angst, fluff, character injury, hurt/comfort, canon typical violence, slavery, racism, drinking Summary: In a time of oppression, the Winchester brothers and their family of misfit pirates sail the seas attacking slave traders and offering the liberated passage to safe-havens, or–if they choose it–a home on the Impala as part of Team Free Will. Dean meets Castiel, a Naval Captain with orders to enlist him and his band of honorable sea rovers as privateers. Dean refuses, but they end up working together when Castiel offers his vessel as transport for some rescued slaves. Castiel, in turn, travels with Dean as collateral to ensure there is no foul play. Along the way, Castiel witnesses the horrors of slavery and begins to doubt his cause. He comes to admire this wild crew and their kind hearts…perhaps falling for one man in particular.

To End Up With You (20,751 words) (Destiel, Saileen, Garth/Bess, Kaia/Claire, Donna/Jody, Dean x Sam)

Tags: Fix-It, Fluff, Castiel Out of the Empty, Love Confessions, Domestic Fluff, The Bunker Is Full Like It Should Be, Canon-Typical Violence, The Rebar/Rusty Nail (you're gonna have to trust me on this one our boy is fine I promise), Happy Ending, Nothing Hurts, Weddings, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode Fix-It: s15e19 Inherit the Earth, Episode Fix-It: s15e20, Carry On, Post-Canon Summary: Okay, but what if Dean actually rescued Cas and DIDN'T die on some rusty rebar…

Too Damn Long (4,313 words) (Rating: M) (Destiel)

Tags: 13x05 coda, angst, fluff, love confessions, implied sexual content, canon-verse Summary: Coda to Cas's return from the Empty

What the Water Gave Me (20,574 words) (Rating: T) (Destiel, Claire/Kaia)

Tags: fantasy au, god/fae!Cas, protective Dean Winchester, hurt/comfort, pining, mutual pining, ALL the pining, angst with a happy ending, fluff, angst with a happy ending Summary: Dean meets Castiel in the woods and spends a long time wondering if he's some sort of vision or dream...until Castiel gets hurt. Dean saves him, falls in love with him, and is convinced there's no way this otherworldly child of the ocean and sky could feel the same for him. Of course...he's wrong.

Spn WLW Fic:

From Perdition: She Keeps Me Warm (8,984 words, wip) (Rating: T) (Anna/Ruby)

Tags: pre-canon, canon compliant, 1600s period fic (at first anyway…), human!Ruby, angst, fluff, Summary: Angels don't disobey, don't rebel. It's their murder one. But, sometimes, you just…fall. And Anna falls in more ways than one.

She's Nice (682 words) (Rating: T) (Anna/Ruby)

Tags: canon divergent, 4x09 coda Summary: Anna and her words get stuck in Ruby's head in a way that she can't shake…so she doesn't.

Spn (non-destiel) MLM Fic:

A Howl at That Moon: Bring You Back (604 words) (Rating: T) (Drowley)

Tags: 9x23 coda, canon compliant Summary: The truth was, Crowley had simply developed a bloody soft spot for one flannel-wearing, denim-clad nightmare...and he couldn't help but be excited to show Dean the world through his eyes.

A Howl at That Moon: "Hello, Boys." (402 words) (Rating: M) (Drowley)

Tags: demon!Dean, implied sexual content (no actual sexual content this is just flirting in the bar and Crowley trying to pretend he doesn't have a Dean-shaped problem) Summary: "We've howled, we've bayed, we've done extraordinary things to triplets..."

A Howl at That Moon: You And I Go Hard (1,294 words) (Rating: M) (Drowley)

Tags: demon!Dean, angst, non-explicit sexual content Summary: Crowley confronts Dean. Dean pushes back. Crowley tries to put him in his place. Things escalate. Turns out, Crowley can't help but give Dean everything he has.

A Howl at That Moon: You And I Go Hard (1,294 words) (Rating: M) (Drowley)

Tags: 12x23, Angst With a Happy Ending, Pining, Temporary Character Death Summary: Crowley deserved to be loved.

From This Dark Room (1,287 words, wip) (Rating: T) (Dean/Gabriel)

Tags: pre-canon, emotional hurt/comfort Summary: When Sam leaves for Stanford, Dean is lost. Luckily, a certain trickster is there to pull him out of his downward spiral...or...that one where Gabriel can't help but temporarily come out of hiding to help Dean.

Gabriel (306) (Rating: M) (Sabriel)

Tags: non-explicit sexual content, fluff Summary: Sam is in awe of what he holds in his arms

Honey, There Is No "Right" Way (10,181 words) (Rating: T) (Calthazar, past Cas/Dean, past Balthazar/Hannah)

Tags: Roommates!au, Ace!Cas, Aro!Balthazar, Demiromanantic!Cas, Demisexual!Balthazar, queer themes, internalized ace/arophobia, fluff, angst, emotional hurt/comfort, hurt/comfort, Domestic Fluff, Sick Character, best friends, friends to lovers, Happy Ending Summary: “That’s not how you feel about her.” “Castiel, that’s not how I’ve ever felt about anyone. This whole…” He waved a hand in the air and propped up against the arm of the couch, “in love business...it’s complete bollocks. If you ask me, people’ve just seen too many blasted movies, got so hopped up on the rush of getting to know someone that they think that's it, that’s love, but it isn’t. Love is…” He glanced down at Castiel. “Love is choosing the person you get on with best, someone you’re able to be mates with and that you find attractive. All this ‘romance’ rubbish is just propaganda.” Castiel looked at his friend. He thought about the warm feeling that grew inside him when they were together, the way his heart beat just a little faster every time Balthazar was close. “Yes...maybe you’re right.”

Spn M/F Fic:

Absolutely Not (1916 words) (Rating: T) (Meg/Gabriel)

Tags: college au, idiots in love, crack that became plot Summary: Meg and Gabriel go to the same university. He is openly obsessed. She pretends to find it annoying but actually adores him. (Inspired by and talked out with@moderatelypanickedbiromantic)

Not As Intended (3454 words) (Rating: T) (Sam X Gabriel, Debriel, alluded to Sastiel)

Tags: fake dating, college au, fake dating but instead of falling in love...they find out the kinda can't stand each other Summary: Sam brings Gabriel home from Stanford in hopes of pissing off his super conservative/homophobic family, but they all actually LOVE him instead. Dean...maybe likes Gabe a little too much...

The Luckiest (630 words) (Rating: T) (Gabriel/Rowena)

Tags: Schmoop, Canon Divergence, Cuddling, Gabriel’s a little obsessed with Rowena’s hair, and just smitten in general, she adores him too Summary: Just a bunch of cuddling and softness for two characters who deserved/needed more of it

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