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Been a hot minute .
Shit is changing .
I’m standing up for myself .
Never thought I’d be here or he going through this .
This next year is going to be crazy .
#cadesdeathnotes#cptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#intrusive thoughts#weed#marijuana#mary jane#bud#anxious#depressed#change#divorce#will be moving again
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It’d be nice not to come second or last…
Nice to not have to wait for once…
Nice to not have to continuously give and never receive…
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at this point you’re stalking me
i changed my number t w o fucking years ago
LEAVE ME ALONE
#cptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#mental illness#vent#cadesdeathnotes#rant#leave me alone#fuck off
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is it really not normal to feel suicidal like 98% of the time?
i’m almost convinced that i’m immune to all antidepressants ….
#cptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#mental illness#vent#cadesdeathnotes#rant#depressed#anxious#fuck this#fuck my life#hoplessness#hopeless#helpless#ugh i hate this#when will it end#suicidal#suicide#intrusive thinking#intrusive thoughts#immune to antidepressants#that’s what it feels like
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#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#depression#anxiety#you’re doing better than you think#you’re stronger than you think#depressed#depressing#anxious#nerves#intrusive thinking#intrusive thoughts#one day at a time#one step at a time#skeleton#skull#art#beautiful#digital art#not my art#SAD SKELLY#SAD SKELLY ART#THIS IS NOT MY ART#REPOST
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how do i love myself¿
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#anxiety#depression#self love#how do i love myself#I don’t know how#beautiful art#skeleton#macabre#not my art#THIS IS NOT MY ART#I TAKE NO CREDIT FOR THE ART#JUST APPRECIATE IT
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shackles & chains control my brain.
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#depression#anxiety#depressed#anxious#my mind is a prison#intrusive thinking#intrusive thoughts#skeleton#skull#art#macarbe#dark art#shackles#not my image
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I can’t do this anymore
I can’t fake it anymore if that’s even what I’ve been doing
The physical pain
The mental pain
The shakes
The nightmares
…the fucking nightmares…
I want cut
I want to die
I want to burn from the inside out
That would hurt so much less than this
So much less than how you make me feel
How you talk to me
It would hurt so much less to just leave
The inevitable is the inevitable after all
I should have followed through before
I was so close
So
Fucking
Close
#cptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#mental illness#vent#cadesdeathnotes#self harm#intrusive thinking#intrusive thoughts#mental pain#physical pain#nightmares#i cannot#i can’t do it anymore#i can’t
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i’m just a little outta my mind . . .
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#crazy#just a little crazy#depression#anxiety#black sheep#not normal#skeleton#skull#trippy#colorful#not my art
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someone please teach me how to stop giving a shit …
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#depression#anxiety#how do I stop giving a shit
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beautiful disaster
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#depression#anxiety#skull#skeleton#beautiful#art#disaster#macarbe#edit#TRAVIS BEDEL#TRAVIS#BEDEL#Travis Bedel Art
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same shit different day . .
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#anxiety#depression#skeleton#skull#dark#macarbe#same shit different day#get used to it#depressing#depressed#never ending
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I’m not living.. just.. here
#cadesdeathnotes#cptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#depressed#anxious#stressed#suicidal#intrusive thoughts#intrusive thinking
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I’m never going to be happy …
I’m always going to be the caretaker,
The giver,
The shoulder to cry on,
The doormat …
I’m destined to be miserable.
… that’s obvious to me now …
#cptsd#mental health#mental illness#vent#rant#cadesdeathnotes#depression#anxiety#taken advantage of#doormat#giver#shoulder to cry on#lover never loved#miserable#destined for misery#depressing#depressed#this fucking sucks
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