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#by the way the lyrics are from wanted you by joji (i think)
alltoowelltom · 2 years
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Glimpse of Us (t.h)
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look at him he is so precious i just want to hold him and tell him he's wonderful :(
summary: time to finally get back at Tom for his pranks. who knew he'd fall for it that easily?
a/n: trying to get back into the swing of writing again. a combination of two requests I received to do with the song 'Glimpse of Us' by Joji. tysm for requesting! <3
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Ever since you'd started dating Tom and joined into his friend group, you'd often found yourself the butt of the joke. Not in a mean way, the boys just couldn't resist a prank every now and then and in their words, your reactions were 'not to be missed'. The fans loved them too, many videos of their pranks going slightly viral. You could take a joke, but eventually there was only one thing left to do: revenge.
"I don't see why we all have to go to the grocery store," whined Harry. "Can't just one or two of us go?"
"No, because you always nominate Y/N or me." says Harrison, rolling his eyes as Harry begins to bicker back.
While all four boys are preoccupied in their argument, you take your opportunity to surreptitiously prop your phone up against your leg. The camera catches Tom in the driver's seat, completely unaware of it's focus on him. Next you slowly slide Tom's phone from the centre console into your lap, quickly adding a song into the play queue. Replacing his phone, you turn to the boys in the backseat.
"Boys!" you say loudly, drawing their attention out of their argument. "It's not even 10 A.M, can you shut it for at least another half hour?"
"Exactly what I'm saying, I could be in bed right now." sighs Tuwaine, leaning against the window and staring out dramatically.
You smile sweetly as the boys are quiet, punching the air in your mind as Tom seems to read your mind, reaching out to turn the music up before you could. That'll work even better than your plan.
Tom reaches out and gives your knee a quick squeeze as the song comes to an end and the song you had queued begins to play.
She'd take the world off my shoulders
If it was ever hard to move
You see Tom's brows frown sligtly as he clearly tries to place where he's heard these lyrics before. When the chorus begins to play, you take a deep breath to put your plan into action.
'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes
And that's where I find a glimpse of us
"Tom," you whisper shakily, biting your tongue to keep a straight face.
"Y/N, honey, what's wrong?" he immediately questions, placing his hand on your leg.
"I- I- can't believe you!" you cry. "How could you?"
"I- What? Love, you're not making any sense." he tries.
"I've given my all to this relationship for the past two and a half, almost three years, and the whole time you've been thinking about someone else?" you say, making your bottom lip wobble in an incredibly convincing manner. The boys begin to perk up from the back seat, leaning in slightly to hear the conversation.
"Darling, what are you on about?" Tom questions, completely confuddled. "What have I done? You've got to tell me what I did so I can fix this, right?"
"I don't know if you can fix it," you mutter, leaning away from his touch. "After almost three years you're still stuck on someone else, and this is the way you deign to let me know? Through a song, surrounded by all your friends?"
"I think we might actually be Y/N's friends not Tom's friends after this," announces Harrison, glaring at Tom.
"Yeah, I might actually be Y/N's brother not Tom's brother in a minute." adds Harry.
The song continues to play on unhelpfully in the background, as no one thinks to turn it down to de-escalate the situation.
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in her arms
"Can everyone shut up for a minute?" asks Tom, taking one hand off the wheel to rub his head. "I'm not trying to tell you anything, my love. I didn't even put this song on!"
"Yes you did," you sniffle. "You put it on because you relate to it and you're still thinking about someone else."
Just as Tom is about to defend himself again, he realises that perhaps he did put the song on? He's been hearing it all over TikTok and it's been stuck in his head for days. He only added it to his playlist because he thought it was a good song for when he's sitting in the back of a car in the rain, having his main character in a music video moment. Surely you knew that? You knew that you were all he'd ever wanted and more. Right?
"You know what Y/N, I can't be perfect all the time," he says, raising his voice slightly. "If you can't get just how much I fucking love you, then I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I do my best, I get you flowers on date night, I always make sure to send good morning and goodnight texts when we're apart, I get your favorite cereal every week I go shopping even though it looks like a unicorn threw up in it. If all it takes to break this relationship apart for you, then I think we really need to re-evaluate our trust for each to each other." he finishes.
He glances over after a few seconds of your silence, his messy brow raised in worry. The boys hold their breath, frowning when you curl up on the seat, giggling.
"Babe," says Tom, concerned. "This is a serious argument we're having."
You only laugh harder at that, slapping the air as you scramble to find your phone and holding it up in the air. When Tom glances over again, catching a glimpse of it still recording, he lightly bangs his fist against the steering wheel, rolling his eyes.
"I'm totally kidding you," you wheeze.
Tom simply pouts at the camera, hunched over in his seat as the boys breath out in relief. You post the video on your Instagram story, turning it off and letting it rest in the cupholder as it already begins to buzz with the fans reactions to your post.
"I put the song on." you clarify. "And I wasn't upset. At all."
"I genuinely thought we were going to break up over this," pouts Tom. "And I could already see the rest of my life, sitting in front of the TV only eating your gross cereal because it reminds me of the love of my life, and then throwing up because it's so disgusting. Rinse and repeat."
You laugh, reaching out to grab onto his hand and rub gentle circles into his palm as you lean across to kiss his cheek.
"I'm sorry," you say. "I had to teach you guys a lesson. Do you forgive me?"
Tom pretends to think it over, exaggerating his pout.
"I might if I get another kith," he whispers, inventing a lisp to try and gain sympathy.
You pretend to gag at his attempt at a baby voice, leaning over to kiss his cheek once again nevertheless.
He grins slightly.
"One more?"
You roll your eyes this time, hoisting yourself out of your seat to press one more kiss to his soft cheek.
He turns to you, grinning madly.
"Think I could get one more?"
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thank you so much for reading! i'm sorry if it's a bit shit, a quick write to try and get some creativity flowing. reblogs and comments are always appreciated <3
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kiirotoao · 1 month
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Hey!! It's the byler music fairy!! What are the songs you most associate with byler, Will, and/or Mike, and why??💙💛🎶🎵🧚‍♀️
Well, hello there, Byler Music Fairy!!! What a lovely surprise to see you this fine day.
OOoo and with a good question, too. I have an entire playlist of songs that remind me of Byler, so allow me to look through it and arrange this accordingly. But also, oh, boy, why? I think for explanations I’m going to pick a top three for each: Mike, Will, and then them together. Because otherwise this post would be an entire essay 😂.
Mike
Glimpse of Us - Joji
The second I heard this song, I was like: Oh. My. God. This is Mike Wheeler. Take one look at the lyrics and the battle between remembering a past lover while having someone else in your arms and it all screams Mike’s love towards Will and El. The emotion and the way that Joji sings with pain and regret coupled with the gentle piano really makes this song powerful and sweetly holds the internalized emotions that I perceive in Mike.
Watch Me Bleed - Tears For Fears
I feel like Mike goes along with Tears For Fears so much, and a good fit I feel for him is Watch Me Bleed, a song written with frustration, acceptance, wrapped in a tender cry for help. I feel like this song really reflects Mike’s role in his family as well as his view of himself and putting himself down in season 4. Basically, this song really carries the angst of his story for me.
LOST BOY - Troye Sivan
I can’t have a song list without Troye Sivan, and oh my gosh, this one is killer. Lost Boy sings a tale for s3 Mike the most, but it also carries over to his relationships all throughout the show, in my eyes. This song is about not being sure to commit to someone, to wanting freedom, to wanting someone to be free with him, to also not wanting to quite grow up. And as much as that idea of growing up is often tied to Will, I really feel like this song leans more to Mike’s side of the story, of loving so openly and maybe even too quickly that it leaves him in this state of uncertainty.
Will
tolerate it - Taylor Swift
THIS. SONG. HOLY. SHIT. This song was made for Will Byers. With a somber and soulful piano line, Taylor weaves a lament of her lover not noticing her works of art, her simple care, her presence. It’s invisible love as a song, and it’s every longing stare that Will gives Mike without him giving anything back. This is a reflection of Will’s heart when it cries - there’s even a lyrics about “use my best colors for your portrait” - and I just need to stop here before I go insane.
I’m Still Standing - Elton John
I call this cheating because I tried to keep away from using songs directly on Mike and Will’s Spotify playlists, but this one is way too perfect for me to leave out. I’m Still Standing highlights Will’s journey, his perseverance, and I love the chorus’ line: “looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid.” That succinctly captures Will’s story of going through hell and still coming through with his whole heart, enough to still feel wholly his age. It’s an upbeat kind of pick-me-up song, and it makes me really happy when I think about it in terms of how strong Will is.
FOOLS - Troye Sivan
And of course, another Troye song for Will. And this one is for Will as regards his queerness. This song is special to me for that. Fools is a heartbreaking dream that Troye knows will never come true, a forbidden romance, and he calls himself a fool for falling for the boy he loves. I also like to think of it as an ode to Will’s painting and the van confession. This is tolerate it but openly gay, and it’s so, so painful in a lovely way.
Byler
I Found - Amber Run
This song is another somber one, and like Fools, it’s about forbidden love. This time it’s much more general but also pointedly about a love that “wasn’t supposed to be,” of someone “right in front of” the singer. I love this song and Byler because it’s all about their struggle as best friends in a homophobic town, not sure what to do with their relationship. The many pushes and pulls and yet the gravity in Amber’s voice really brings out the almost inevitable nature of the pull and how it hurts with how strong it is. Powerful stuff.
Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
When making this list, I was like, okay, I have to choose a love song. But which one? So many go with Byler! And then I came across this one that I found on the radio, and I immediately came back to this post to put it down. Right Here Waiting is a sweet ballad of long distance love, of looking back at all the good things grown between the lovers, of literally “going crazy” without the lover. So, I mean, come on. Crazy together, it’s all there. This is a love realization song for them that makes me think of them very fondly, like they were right there for each other and finally came to understand it.
The King - Sarah Kinsley
OH my god. I promised that I wouldn’t make this an essay, and I’m trying hard not to, but guys. Please. Of all songs here, please, if you go and listen to one song on this list, make it this one. The King is probably one of my favorite songs of all time, and I found it thanks to a mutual on TikTok (who’s currently a private account, so sorry, but I can’t link) who made a Byler edit with it, and my brain merely exploded. This song never even names, “love,” but it’s so intrinsically heartfelt and laced with emotion and want and beauty and I cannot express to you how gorgeous it is!! To me, this song captures all of Byler’s hopes and ambitions and forces of love. It’s such a thrilling song, and it makes me feel like I’m flying. It’s a spectacularly euphoric rendition of what their love is and can be in its full and realized greatness, and I think that that’s the most exciting part about this song. It feels like what Byler can be, like the peak moments of their flirting put to music and all the dreams in their eyes that flash back and forward in that single second.
And not only that! The lyrics are also scattered full of Byler things: of time, of phone calls, of the rain, of a castle built and falling, of wholly falling apart and getting back together, of future dreams, of being the “king of your heart,” just like that painted crown above the heart. This song simply is romantic Byler to me.
And that’s all I’ll say as this has gotten long enough. But thank you for coming to my TED talk if you made it here, and THANK YOU dear anon! This was a very fun write 🫶
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weird-is-life · 1 year
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When night falls, I am your escape #12
Summary: After avoiding her home town for a long time because of the boy who broke her heart. Y/N goes home to spend the longest time there in 15 years. The problem is that he is home, too. Daniel wants to reconnect with her but she wants nothing more than to just avoid him.
Warnings: language, mentions of dinner, angst, fluff, kiss
Chapters: 12/12
Words: 3k Masterlist
A/N: This is the last chapter of the series. I suck at endings, so i'm sorry in advance lol. In all seriousness, thank you so much for reading this. It means a lot to me. Thank you Thank you Thank you
Lastly, here's the song, that always made me feel inspired, while writing this series, also peak the lyrics😉. Enjoy!
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I spent the remaining 2 days, locked in the house. Refusing to answer any questions about my mood from my parents. I ignored every phone call and message from Daniel and some other people by turning my phone off. I just sat in my room with packed bags and I replayed what exactly had happened.
It was like my mind and body, completely shut down after the kiss. Like some kind of protective mode was triggered in me. And to be honest, it was kind of obvious why. I mean, I didn't want to get hurt as I had before.
I wanted to protect my heart from the heartbreak, refusing to acknowledge the feelings I developed for Daniel.
After 2 days of impatiently waiting for my flight out of there, I said my teary-eyed goodbyes to my parents and got on the plane.
When I finally got home after the long flight, I let out a huge breath of relief and slammed my body on the huge bed, immediately falling asleep.
But I did the mistake of turning my phone on, well I didn't have any other choices I needed for work. I found so many missed calls and texts, not just from Daniel, but from Mike and Michelle.
I did what I knew the best, I ignored them, and instead, I threw myself into the work, completely shutting out everything else.
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Daniel was losing his mind from the worry. You weren't picking up the phone or answering his texts.
He was scared, he'd hurt you. He didn't want things to get the way they were. He didn't want you to ignore his existence.
He wanted to know if you were okay. But he didn't want to push you. So he stopped texting you, hoping you'd reply to his text.
And when you didn't, he got only worried more. He did the only thing he could think of and drove to your house, hoping to see you.
He didn't find you behind the door, instead, he was met by your mom.
"Oh hi Dan, wasn't expecting to see you here," she said.
"Hi, is y/n here? I'd like to talk to her" he nervously chew on the inside of his cheek.
"I'm sorry, but she just left a few hours ago. Her flight already took off" she said with sympathy in her voice.
"She did?" Daniel asked disappointed and your mom nodded.
"Did she say anything a-about me? Like did she leave any note?" he asked, he hoped you wouldn't just leave without saying or writing, anything.
"No, I'm sorry. Was she meant to?" she asked and Daniel's face dropped.
"No no, it's alright. I was just wondering... - it doesn't matter. Thank you for letting me know. I have to go now, it was nice to see you."
"Bye Daniel" she waved him goodbye, looking worriedly at him.
Daniel wasn't really surprised, you left. He kind of expected it, but it still stung. He hoped, he could talk to you about everything. He hoped, he could make everything clear between the two of you.
He didn't know, what to do. He behaved weirdly, like everybody could see something was wrong. They didn't want to push him to tell them what was wrong with him. But eventually, Mike had enough of his sulking and asked him, while they were working out.
"Okay, I've had enough of this. Spill it, what happened?" Mike couldn't stand to look at his mopey figure any longer. Daniel was messing up the exercises and it drove Michael crazy.
"What do you want me to say?" Daniel looked at him.
"I don't know, how about what's been bugging you for days now?"
"It's nothing, forget about it. Let's just go back to the training" Daniel wasn't really in the mood to talk.
"No, we will not train, until you tell me what's up" Mike insisted.
"Just let it go" Daniel was stubborn as always.
"C'mon Dan, it's me, just tell me."
"I kissed her," Daniel told him.
"Kissed her? What are you talking about?"
"Y/N, i kissed Y/N. For crying out loud" Daniel raised his voice in frustration. He was angry at himself about this whole situation.
"You kissed Y/N?" Michael stared at him, mouth wide open.
"Yes! Fuck, I'm such a fucking idiot" Daniel crouched down, putting his head in his hands.
"She didn't kiss you back?" Mike asked, he didn't know why his friend was so upset about it. I mean, he was like 99 percent sure you liked Daniel back.
"She did, but then...-but then she pushed me away, saying it was a mistake and shut the door in my face without any explanation" Daniel explained angrily, " I fucked up, didn't I?"
"Such a fucking idiot" he murmured to himself.
"Have you tried calling her? I'm sure, it will have an expl-"
"I tried, but she completely ignored me and she's already in London" Daniel desperately explained. He already gave up trying to text you.
"She left already? But I don't understand" Daniel picked his head up from his hands to look at Mike's confused stare.
"What do you not understand? I kissed her and she left" Daniel was beginning to get irritated by him.
"No, I get that. But I don't understand why would she kiss you back and then leave" he clarified.
"I don't know, maybe she still hates me" Daniel tugged at his hair lightly.
"She doesn't hate, I'm pretty sure, she likes you back" Mike argued.
"Well, then I don't know why. I thought we were cool again" Daniel huffed in defeat.
"Maybe you're just that bad of a kisser" Mike tried to lighten the mood with a joke.
"Not funny" Daniel glared at him.
"But wait? Why did you kiss her in the first place? What happened to stay friends? " Mike squinted his eyes at him.
" I don't know why I did it" Daniel lied.
"You don't know? Oh but I think you do" he pointed an accusatory finger at Daniel.
"I don't. "
"You still love her, admit it," Mike said and Daniel stayed quiet. There was no point in trying to lie, he knew Michael knew the truth.
"I knew it" he half-yelled," but wait, what are we going to do?"
"We? We aren't going to do anything, I just want to know if she is okay" Daniel said.
"Yes we, I'm going to help you" Mike stated.
"How exactly are you going to do that?"
"I'll try to call her. "
"What?.... You know what sure, call her" Daniel immediately lit up.
"I will call her after you're done training. Now move your ass" Mike said.
"You're such an asshole" Daniel complained.
Mike kept his promise and tried to call you. Of course, you didn't pick up. He even texted you and no response.
Mike told Michelle about it and basically, Daniel's whole family found out about it. They didn't comment on it or do anything about it, they didn't want to make him feel worse than he already had.
But if it wasn't for his mom, he wouldn't have done anything about it, too.
"Daniel, get your shit together and go talk to her," she said to him.
"She doesn't want to see me and besides I wouldn't know where to find her" Daniel replied.
"Don't make the same mistake again. Here take this" she handed him a small piece of paper.
"What's this?"
"You can find y/n there" she smiled at him
"How did you get this?"
"Doesn't matter, you should just go, follow your heart for once" she encouraged him.
"But I don't think she wants to see me" he protested.
"Daniel, I swear to god, that if you don't go after that girl, I'm gonna kick your ass" she threatened him and Daniel thought, she looked too serious about it like she might kick his ass.
"Y/N is just scared of getting hurt again by you. You have to go and show her, that you won't do that" she added, her expression softened.
"You're right.... as always" Daniel admitted, "thanks mom."
Daniel took the advice to his heart and was ready to tell you everything. He stayed in Perth for a few more days, until he had to leave back to England for work. He hoped not just for work, but that he'd find you and make everything right.
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It was Friday night and I was cooking dinner when the bell rang through my apartment.
I stopped stirring the soup with confusion laced in my face, thinking about who could it be. I was sure, that I didn't invite anyone over. All my friends were out of town, so I had no idea who it was.
I thought maybe a neighbor, needed something.
I went to open the door to see who it was. But something told me to look through the peephole in the door first.
I took a look and immediately backed away from the door.
Daniel stood there and I didn't understand what he was doing there. He was supposed to be still in Perth as far as I knew. He wasn't supposed to be standing in front of my door, looking so anxious.
But I didn't open the door, I stayed quiet hoping he would just go away. The only sound I could hear for a while was my breathing and the silent sounds coming from the pots in the kitchen. That was until the bell resonated in the room again, making me jump and yelp from the unexpected ringing.
I still hoped, that Daniel didn't hear my hushed yell and he would just leave.
"Y/N, I know you're here. Please I j-just want to talk. Please" I could hear his pleading voice coming from the other side of the door. I didn't answer.
"Please Y/N, just hear me out" Daniel wasn't giving up just yet. But after the maybe fourth time I heard him call out my name and I still didn't say anything, he gave up.
"I'm gonna go, I'm sorry" he left soon after he said those words.
I stood in the middle of the hall for a few more minutes, wondering if I was being stupid about everything.
I mean, Daniel showed he had changed. He showed that he wasn't the same stupid teenager anymore, that he wasn't going to hurt me like that again and i was still scared to let him in.
I liked him and that scared me even more. But it was so like me to overthink things like that and then push people away. Just like this.
I stayed frozen in the hallway until I smelled something burning.
It was fair to say, that all that was left of my food, was just charcoal. So not only my mood was ruined, but also my dinner. Great, right?
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Besides burning food on Friday nights, I spent my time mostly just at work. The drive from my flat to the office was way too familiar now, i could drive there with my eyes closed.
I pushed out every other thought from my mind except for work.
Today was not different. I woke up, did my morning routine, got in my car, and drove to the work.
I managed to get a lunch in between going through a huge pile of paperwork and many cases. And as always i was the last one to leave the office. Everybody was long gone, when i packed my bag and started walking to the garage.
The only difference from the usual sight of my car was, that i saw a person standing, more like leaning, next to the car. It made me halt my steps, i recognized the figure straight away. Dread filled my body along with some questions.
'What is he doing here?'
'How does he know i work here?'
I thought about turning around and walking to the nearest bus station or calling a taxi instead of getting to my car. But it was to late as i heard him say.
"Hello miss, is this your car? 'Cause I wanted to compliment the owner of it for having such a beauty" he smirked at me. It was clear, he was trying to ease the tension between us. It worked, but just a little.
"What are you doing here?"
"You know why I'm here. I want to talk " he looked at me as i took a few steps to be closer to him.
"Talk about what?" i played dumb. Obviously, i knew, what he had on his mind, but i didn't want to think of it.
"C'mon Y/N, you know what" he pleaded.
"But there's nothing to talk about" i stubbornly replied.
"Yes,there's plenty to talk about. For instance the kiss or why you have been avoiding me" he objected.
"Yeah, we kissed and it was a mistake. Let's just forget about it and move on" i desperately wanted to leave and not to face the feelings i knew, i had for him.
"And what if i don't want to move on?" he asked.
"I-..." i didn't know how to reply to that. Part of me didn't want to move on too, but the other part, the scared part, was screaming at me to leave.
"I don't want to move on and lose you again. You mean too much to me, you have always meant so much to me. I was an idiot to let you go then, i'm not doing the same mistake again. There's just no way" he said and when i still didn't say anything he continued.
" You know how i said i loved you? " he asked and I uncertainly nodded.
"Well, i don't think i ever stopped. It's funny actually, i spent years trying to forget you, and all it took for the feelings to come back, was just one look at you. Just one look and boom, they were back like they'd never left" he laughed dryly and then expected you to say something, anything really, back.
"Daniel, what do you want me to say?" i asked distressed.
"Honestly? That you feel the same" he softly said.
"I do..." i irrationally whispered.
"What?"
"I do feel the same. It's...-It's just that..." I trailed off.
"It's just what? " he patiently waited for me to tell him what was in my mind.
"I'm scared. Frightened actually" i confessed with glossy eyes.
"Scared?" he asked as soon as the question left his mouth. The realization settled in his mind.
"Scared of getting hurt," I said with a low-pitched voice. I was trying so hard to not let the tears fall down my cheeks and Daniel noticed it.
"God, I'm such an asshole for ever hurting you" i couldn't hold the tears in any longer and they started to run down my cheeks, "I promise you, that I'm not going to do that again. Never again" he promised and hesitantly lifted his hands to brush the tears away. I instantly leaned into his touch, when his palms touch my skin.
"Please, don't cry. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I will leave now, I didn't want to make you feel hurt" he didn't want to see you cry, because of him. It made the heart in his chest break at the sight of your upset face.
"Do you mean it?" I sniffled and opened my eyes to look at him. At this point, I was ready to give him the second chance. His hands were still on my cheeks.
"Every single word" he whispered, "I swear, I won't hurt you again. I'm pretty sure, my mom would kill me, I did" he joked.
" You're such a dumbass, how can you make jokes right now," I asked with a small smile breaking through my frown.
"I'm sorry" he chuckled.
"So what do you say, will you forgive me and give me a second chance? I won't let you down, i swear" he inquired.
"No," I said with stony features and his smile immediately dropped. Disappointment filled his face.
"W-what?" he stuttered, taking a step back from me. He prayed, that he just misheard, that instead of no you said yes. I tried to keep the smile in me. I didn't mean the no, I said it just to tease him.
Of course, I forgave him. I was ready to forgive him, the moment I saw how desperate he looked.
When I had enough of his hurt and confused expression. I grabbed him by the shirt, pulled him close to me, and kissed him on the lips.
He didn't need long to kiss me back, melting into the kiss. I buried my hands in his hair and he pulled me even closer to him by my waist.
By the time we pulled away, our lips were slightly swollen and Daniel's hair was a mess.
Our foreheads were against each other and we had wide smiles on our faces.
"So is that a yes? Will you give me a chance?" he asked sheepishly.
"Definitely" I beamed at him and he cheered, lifting his fist up in the air and I just chuckled at his antics.
"Are you hungry?" he looked at me with warmth and affection.
"Starving" i responded.
"Great, so do you want to go eat? I know this one awesome restaurant" he said, already pulling me after him.
"Is this supposed to be a date?" i grinned at him.
"Of course, what else would it be? " he grinned back at me.
"Okay," I smiled.
"C'mon" he gently pulled me by my hand.
"Where are you going? My car is here" I pointed at it.
"We are taking my car, it's faster" he smirked at me.
"But what about my car?"
"Leave it here, I'm sure it will be fine," he said and resumed walking.
"Dan..." I wanted to protest, but gave in and walked with him. We left my car behind, hand in hand with the biggest smiles ever.
And as I let Daniel drag me to his car, I knew, I was in trouble. But if it meant Daniel was the trouble, I was very happy to be part of it. Always.
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vendetta-if · 1 year
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'All I Want' by Kodaline fits pretty perfect in Viktor-Yvette situation, whaddya think?
Ooh, yes! 👏 The lyrics fit pretty good with Viktor’s and Yvette’s love story, specifically not long after they parted ways and Viktor was still pretty hung-up on her. I also have some other songs in mind that fit their story, one or two I’ve shared previously.
I feel like I should make a playlist dedicated to their love story 🤔 And this song would definitely be in it. Omw making one 🏃‍♀️I’ll probably add links to the playlists I have so far in the intro post later on and make a post about it, so those who are interested can check them out 😄 Meanwhile, I’ll post the songs I have in mind here.
“All I Want” by Kodaline
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Sheesh, this line hits hard 🥲
“But if you loved me, why’d you leave…”
“Glimpse of Us” by Joji
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I’ve always pictured this song sung from Yvette’s POV instead of Viktor, despite the singer being a male.
“Tell me he savors your glory
Does he laugh the way I did?
Is this a part of your story?
One that I had never lived
Maybe one day you'll feel lonely
And in his eyes, you'll get a glimpse
Maybe you'll start slipping slowly
And find me again”
“Die For You” by Joji
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Another Joji song, because Joji always makes top-tier angsty, heart-broken songs 🥲 This one, I picture, is from Viktor’s POV, and again, not long after both of them parted ways and he was still pretty hung-up on Yvette.
“Burning photos, had to learn to let go
I used to be
Somebody in another skin (Another skin)
I heard that you're happy without me
And I hope it's true (I hope, I hope it's true)
It kills me a little, that's okay
'Cause I'd die for you
You know I'd still die for you”
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YEARNING THEMED LYRIC STARTERS
FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT
Glimpse of Us (Joji)
“Why then, if she's so perfect do I still wish that it was you?”
“Perfect don't mean that it's workin' so what can I do?”
“Sometimes, I look in her eyes and that's where I find a glimpse of us”
“I try to fall for her touch but I'm thinking of the way it was”
“I'm only here passing time in her arms, hoping I'll find a glimpse of us”
“Tell me he savors your glory, Does he laugh the way I did?”
“Is this a part of your story? One that I had never lived”
My Heart is Buried in Venice (Ricky Montgomery)
“My heart is buried in Venice, hidden beneath all my worries and doubt”
“My heart is buried in Venice waiting for someone to take it home”
“Even when you try to hide it a smile creeps out from your teeth”
“I never thought I would have to say I’m sorry for anyone but me”
“Say what you mean”
“Tell me the truth or tell me you’re through”
“Don’t leave me to breathe”
“Don’t leave me to bleed for someone who chose to leave me be”
Hold Me (Steam Powered Giraffe)
“You told me you'd hold me, hold me 'til the mornin' light”
“You saved me, saved me from my own foolish blight”
“I'm strong now strong enough to cry only at night”
“I see how it can't be now- now that you're away”
“I wish that I could be like my father, he always knew what was right”
“I wish that I could be like my mother, she always tucked me in tight”
Movies (Conan Gray)
“I want a love like the movies”
“I look at you like you're perfect for me”
“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”
“I've been livin' life in fiction”
“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”
“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”
“They don’t know, they can't know”
“You say that it's over, but why does she call you at 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”
“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”
“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”
I Hope Your Husband Dies (Amigo The Devil)
“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really messes up”
“I'm not so much afraid of letting go as much as scared of giving up”
“All the distance that we've spent apart will never have to mean a thing cause every mile I travelled was to find the perfect stone to fit your ring”
“I hope your husband dies”
“Living in the moments hard when everything I want is in the past”
“When I had you near me I just couldn't think of anything to say but now that I'm alone, I got the perfect things to tell you everyday”
“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really fucks things up”
“I'm not so much afraid of being alone, just kind of feel I've had enough”
“Time and time again, time reminds me you'll never be my own”
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lyric starters from ballads 1, nectar, smithereens by joji. 
would it kill you just to show a little bit of attention?
you waste your time over boys you don’t even like. 
i don’t smile for the camera, i only smile for you. 
you should be with him, i can’t compete. 
i don’t want a friend, i want my life in two. 
you looked at me like i was someone else. 
i told you not to waste my fucking time. 
i’ve been waiting my whole life to know i wanted you. 
i can’t get over you. 
what do you know about love? 
you’re not mine. 
i know it’s my fault but i don’t care. 
all my friends are no fun, they’re all gone. 
i don’t really like people, but you’re better by default. 
baby, all we need is trust, no one knows but us.
i’d die for you. 
hard to think about you anymore. 
i keep you in my mind always. 
please don’t come around. 
you’re all i’ve ever wanted. 
i can’t believe i’m not enough. 
teach me to love just to let me go. 
i hope this is the hardest part. 
they don’t love me like you do. 
right now, i’m not strong enough for you. 
you’re the one i can’t lose. 
they were nothing without you. 
is there another us on this whole planet?
you’re all that i see. 
you and i, we are one in the same. 
i’ve been a hero. 
i don’t care if you moved on. 
we don’t make sense enough to give this time.
swing around front, let me inside.
it hurts, i can’t lie.
can you show me love? 
i know you’re not in love like you used to be. 
i’m not the one like you used to think.
your love was a mystery, my love was a fool. 
i’m not enough like you used to think. 
if you’ve been waiting to fall in love, you don’t have to wait on me. 
i’ll give you something so real. 
pull me close. 
love is blind when you feel it. 
i’ve been awake thinking about our fate. 
don’t love me at the surface, love me like it’s now. 
my real thoughts you’ll never know. 
we can pretend we’re normal people. 
the longer that we hide, everything starts to hit me harder. 
can you tell me how it turned out this way? 
i wish i was different. 
when life gets too complicated, please stand with me. 
we just gotta make it through the night. 
you can blame it on me. 
we don’t know how to act now. 
i don’t wanna let you down. 
it’s alright if it makes you feel good. 
have you ever loved? would you go again? 
perfect don’t mean that it’s working. 
i’m thinking of the way it was. 
is this a part of your story? one that i had never lived?
you used to promise me it would be forever. 
i’ve waited too long to get your voice out of my head. 
i heard that you’re happy without me, and i hope that it’s true. 
it kills me a little but that’s okay ‘cause i’d die for you. 
you know, i’d still die for you. 
the only time we speak is in my dreams. 
i don’t know what you wanna hear. 
i know what it won’t be long, i know you’re almost gone. 
hold on, let me in before the day is over. 
there’s only so much i can take, i can’t live this way. 
it’s hard just being me sometimes. 
please don’t leave me behind. 
who are we? who have we become?
i wanna get away with you, tell me your location. 
baby, can you say something? 
something tells me we were chosen so we keep on trying. 
i was healing in a time so slow, i was thinking about us rearranging pieces.
you can’t make it alone.
i’ve been playing memories in my mind, wishing you were there like all the time.
i don’t wanna be alone. 
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hello!! i just devoured col and i adore the way you write gojo in it 🥺 i was wondering if you had any specific song you’re particularly fond of that inspired (or just makes you think) of that series??
augustine!!! 🥹🥺 omg that is such a compliment coming from you!!! i am so giddy rn!!! ❣️ thank you so much for taking the time to read it and for leaving such lovely things about it in your tags 😭
i am also so so happy that you asked this question!! bc i have a whole playlist!! 🫣
i'll put it under the cut bc i put some links n lyrics + explanations ! i'm sorry in advance augustine 😭😭 playlist making is part of my writing ritual 😭😭
for 'do you believe in love?':
ozone - chase atlantic "i wish i was more of a man oh, no, you don't understand i neglected you again"
the meaning of the entire song doesn't exactly fit but those lines kind of capture gojo's stance on love when he tells reader 'not for me'! i think he's really aware that it's just not something he can give at that point in time even if he wants to 🥹
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for 'tell me about love (show me how)':
turn to you - the careful ones "'cause i will always love you and i will always want to give you a reason in me to hold on to"
this song is my ultimate comfort song ☹️ i see this as coming from reader's perspective more than gojo's! it speaks a lot to the enduring love reader has for him, especially since they've known each other for so long and the feelings have always been there, growing.
in a lot of ways, i tried to make reader embody all the good, all the hope, all the kindness and purity that gojo doesn't think he can have (idk if that makes sense) but deep down really believes in. and it's important that reader embodies these things because it balances gojo out and grounds him in a way.
have you ever been in love? - the ivy "i never wanna do this alone have you ever been in love? 'cause i don't think i have, i don't think i have."
this one inspires the confrontation scene (when gojo says 'show me how') & the second half of tmal! represents when gojo makes baby steps towards all this love stuff and when he realises that he really doesn't know anything about it 😭 (and is kinda scared bc of that).
devotion - emotional oranges "and i'm ok with i'll be patient just take as much time as you need no more pain from my past to hold on to me & you we're so connected, you affect me"
this one splits into reader's perspective (first chunk of the lyrics) and gojo's (second chunk), and is pretty self-explanatory! throughout the entire tmal, reader's really given him all the space and time he needs and as a product of that i think it does something to gojo that helps him warm up to everything much faster, more organically (because there's no pressure or anyth!).
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for conversations on love #3 (coming soon, title tba!):
yours - maye "and maybe i'll surrender 'cause loving you is better it's not worth it to fight it i'm giving up"
lots of lovey stuff!! the entire song really reminds me of them honestly, especially for a stage in their relationship when gojo's accepted all the feelings fully and grows into all of it in his own way!!
sanctuary - joji
this one's mostly here to convey feelings of ~safety and ~peace that make up a very big chunk of col gojo and reader's relationship! if anything, it's probably the foundation of why they work 😭
bloom - the paper kites "oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness and you fill my head with you"
this song is my ultimate falling in love song AAAH and i love the allusion to sweetness too (bc i love playing around with the fact that gojo has a sweet tooth!). this song is very much gojo in love!!
sugar - alayna "woke up in paradise found myself in your eyes baby i think we made it, we made it we were loving in lowercase but now we're seeing better days you're the sugar that my body craves (mm, mm) you're the reason i don't go insane i'm realizing more everyday i really need you and that's okay (mm, mm)"
another one that shows gojo very much in love!! (and alludes to sweetness again!!) except this is a lot deeper 😳 and more intense 😳 gojo getting really serious in his feelings!! the lyrics here inspire some scenes in col #3 so the song might make more sense when the fic comes out hehe.
tú - maye
more for the ~very loved up kinda whipped~ vibe hehe the song is in spanish and i searched the eng translation and think it conveys the same thing too! but the sound itself is really sweet and captures what i think it would feel like in that stage of their relationship! even tho i've written col gojo as primarily shy and hesitant when it comes to love, i do think that when he warms up there's no stopping him 😭
slumber - lewis watson, lucy rose "only you who can calm the thunders only you who can steal the colors oh"
this one inspires one of the scenes in col #3! that's all i can say 😳🫣🫢
i feel like the songs for col #3 already give hints on what the fic's gonna be like dwjebgd
@exatse also so sweetly sent me 'i just couldn't save you tonight' - ardhito pramono, aurélie and said that it reminded them of tell me about love 🥺 and the lyrics really do remind me of col gojo so much!!
but yes, thank you so much for asking this question augustine omg i really love talking abt things like this!! it's still so surreal that you enjoyed reading col and that you're asking me this now asfsaf i'm so sorry it's long hfbhd i blabbered so much 😭😭😭😭
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A Poem of Woe: A Literary Analysis on the Anthology, ”Lockdown Litanies: Countless Untold Stories” a Paper by Alessandra Micaella Diaz
While reading the poems, It is evidence that, despite the fact that everything in the world is beautiful, we sometimes find beauty to be heartbreaking. This is similar to how this poem is a masterpiece, but it still saddens me. I'm reminded of a few things after reading it. A flawless sand structure will be swept away by the currents in a minute or two, regardless of how long I observe it. A sunset that is so flawless it overflows into the sky. Or a classical picture, languishing in a museum like a lonely prisoner, can never be finished no matter how long you stare at it. But maybe being fragile is part of being beautiful. Perhaps there is always room for improvement in the arts, whether through erasure or transformation.
I realized as I was reading Dear Diary that nothing, not even you, is ever genuinely eternal. It makes me sad to think that it will always remain a part of us despite our best efforts. The only option left to us is to try our best to cope. Because of this line in the poem, "Meeting strangers for warmth and solace, wanting for more but all was left in me, I ended up alone," the first song that came to mind was I'm With You - Avril Lavigne (Lyrics) 🎵. Her song is about trying to distract herself from loneliness by meeting strangers and figuring out her life. It shows that everything will change, so prepare for it.
One of my favorite poems was the second one. It makes me think of the 2022 election, especially with regard to Leni Robredo, our former vice president. I'll never forget how she raised our hopes for a better presidency, but, as in the poem, she lost. Furthermore, we see how she gets up and continues to think of ways to help us, exactly like in the poem. When you read the poem and the song ROSAS (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO) simultaneously, the music hits differently.
This poem makes me feel as though I could write someone using the most complex adjectives from my vocabulary, write them on aromatic paper, and send them white roses as a gesture of appreciation. However, despite the years passing, I have yet to come up with a different way to quit writing for you. It is as if I wrote everything for the men who crossed my path while still thinking of you. It has some connection to Joji - Glimpse of Us Like Yayi felt between her husband and Dante, the lyrics that truly got to me were "Why then, if she is so perfect, do I still wish that it was you?"
Two Red Lace on the Wonderwall is comparable to meeting someone who then introduces you to an entirely new realm that you had no idea existed. A setting where you can be who you are, even when you're with that person. A world where you can finally hold someone in reality—someone who tells you what you want to hear and listens to what you want to say—and where you can stop visualizing yourself in a make-believe setting. Someone who gives meaning to love songs once more. A person who seems too good to be true but is in fact true. Because of how she describes the man, and if you read the poem again, it states there that she already tried it with several men, it's similar to the line from the song "If Life Is a Movie Then You're the Best Part" Daniel Caesar & H.E.R - Best Part (Lyrics)
It is about a child who values his mother as well as the mother who represents how wonderful ladies can be. Tragically, life keeps us from living in a way that is empty of pain. The poem makes me think of a line from Ariana Grande - God is a woman (Lyric Video): "You, you love it how I move you. You love it how I touch you." The line may not make sense to other people, but it makes me think of a child appreciating and adoring his mother for taking wonderful care of him.
Callousness is shown in the poem RE: Paper (I'm Red, IMRaD)*. There is absolutely nothing wrong with aiming for a greater state of education, but a lack of capabilities can crush the dreams of young people who had high hopes of finishing their studies early to enable them to bring food for their family, to help the parents who has to carry out two jobs to pay for tuition. I am sure that those decisions were carefully considered, but there were numerous students and families who had hardships concerning that statement.The song "Shawn Desman - Difference (Philippine Poverty)" comes to mind when I read this.
It's difficult to forget that everything has an end because of the cruelty of this world, but it must be remembered. Our daily burdens might be small or so heavy that we are no longer able to shoulder them. If we don't correctly employ our thoughts, it will poison us. It creates scenes and motion pictures that could exist inside of us. Just terrible that some people allowed it to enter their minds. The poem gave me a glimpse into the mind of a self-murderer. $uicideBoy$ – ...And To Those I Love, Thanks For Sticking Around (Lyric Video) is the poem that goes with it.
Our wellbeing is impacted by certain people's viewpoints, which can make us feel alone, unheard, and kept in the dark. The poem My Frail Lady struck me for how inviting and soothing it is to read while still invoking powerful emotion. It shows a young woman who committed suicide after searching for serenity and discovering it. The way they made her dying lovely was so well done.Taylor Swift – peace (Official Lyric Video) comes to mind since all she ever wanted was for there to be peace.
It's wonderful to have loved ones that help, support, believe in, and try to comprehend us during times when we don't know what we're all about. In the poem, the fortune teller is the one who makes an effort to comprehend the speaker, acting as though they were giving a friend who needed some guidance, I may connect this poem to Umbrella - Rihanna (Lyrics) 🎵, whose line "You can stand under my umbrella" is equivalent to the phrase "I got your back, dude!"
Last but not least, it is not our fault that we are simply frail, prone to error. Our shortcomings are not our fault. It has been easier for me to grasp how our experiences have influenced both our lives and those around us since this anthology has made me aware of people's diverse personalities and aspects. It gave me a fresh viewpoint on how someone might maintain hope in the midst of tragedy. It shows that even if everything in the world is beautiful, we typically find beauty to be painful.
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lyrics that remind me of byler:
“i just need a quiet place / where i can scream how i love you” -mitski (i want you)
“Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire? / I made you my temple, my mural, my sky / Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life / Drawing hearts in the byline” taylor swift (tolerate it)
“you’re so gorgeous / i can’t say anything to your face / cause look at your face / and i’m so furious at you for making me feel this way,” -t swizzle (gorgeous)
“can’t get your name past my lips like a slur / and i think i’m in love with the idea of her / lie in the morning aurora / what time is it in california?” -cavetown (idea of her)
“you won't miss me when I go / i’m leaving monday / i was never asking much / but maybe I would have said something / if I knew we wouldn’t keep in touch” -house phone (alternate universes)
“should i try to hide / the way i feel inside? / would you say that you / would try to love me too in your mind / could you ever be really close to me? / i can tell the way you smile / if i feel that i could be certain then / i would say that things i want to say tonight” -the zombies (the way i feel inside) !!!!
“cause sometimes i look in her eyes, and that’s where i find / a glimpse of us / and i try to fall for her touch, but i’m thinking of the way it was” -joji (glimpse of us)
“and im sorry if / i have been a real bad friend / your face too close to mine / to hear you talk” -frankie cosmos (sappho)
“we don't talk anymore / and now we're both on the floor / in your brother's room / i’m not over you” AND
^ “i dream out of you and i / in a different time / where we don't have to hide anymore / you got me in my head / just kiss me now instead /or lay me down to rest” -dylan davidson (know me better)
“honey just put your sweet lips on my lips / we should just kiss like real people do” -hozier (like real people do)
“every time i think of you now / i get so blue somehow / cause i, cause i still love you” -molly burch (please be mine)
“there is no other place in this world that i’d rather be / if i can’t be at home then i’ll send my apologies / can’t you stay right here forever pretty please / i need you here with me” -I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME (i need you here with me)
“gonna hold you / gonna kiss you in my arms / gonna take ya / away from harm” -angus & julia stone (big jet plane)
“but every time i close my eyes i think of him / and all the things i didn’t even do with him” -princess chelsea (i love my boyfriend)
i could genuinely go on forever. i know i have so many more songs that remind me of them… it’s unhealthy at this point <3
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8 15 !
8. have you ever been in denial about your feelings for an f/o?
honestly yeah LOL. like i think a lot of the time it's because i jokingly f/o'd them but then the joke stops being a joke and now i'm attached. i have a few that come to mind the first is dimple from mp100. initially i only made a mp100 insert because i wanted an enemy/rival to reigen arataka (someone my qpp ships with, they were cool with the idea dw) and i was like "hey what if my s/i dated someone that also hated reigen" and thus cowboy/dimple was born. it was a joke until it wasn't and i was like no nO NO--- and now he's on the f/o list another pick is (surprisingly) leatherface/bubba! initially i'd joke around with friends about the killers from dbd like "hehe nooooo don't hook me ur so sexy aha <3" or whatever because i'm dogshit at survivor and seem to always get hooked to death. but then over time i was like "ok but why IS he kinda......." but felt REALLY EMBARRASSED about it. and then i watched the 1974 film and was like ok i'm no longer normal about this guy. shame and denial period over i need him oh yeah pierre sdv too. i'm into him and caroline but i feel like accepting caroline was miles easier than accepting pierre. i finally stopped denying it and got cooked to death by my friends about it
15. name a song or lyric that reminds you of your f/o or ship, and why.
i have a lot but i think one of them is "everybody wants to rule the world" by tears for fears; it reminds me of my wesker selfship. the title is very wesker, and also some lyrics that stand out are - "welcome to your life, there's no turning back", it feels like a good way to sum up how my s/i feels about her relationship with wesker. she probably feels this most when she makes the decision to stay with wesker between re4 and re5 because it's the most normal feeling to her, even if she knows it'd sabotage her relationship with the surviving STARS members - "nothing ever lasts forever", since they break up after re1 (and officially separate again after re5 after getting married) - "so glad we've almost made it, so sad they had to fade it", talking about their life between re4 and re5, which came to a halt once chris and sheva showed up to defeat wesker - "acting on your best behavior, turn your back on mother nature", which makes me think about wesker's experimentation under umbrella but furthermore the unnatural nature (haha) of the experimentation done on himself to give him his powers that kept him alive but also slowly kill him in the long-run - "i can't stand this indecision, married with a lack of vision" despite making the jump to marry wesker (and even have a child), my s/i doesn't seem to have much idea of what to do with her life at this point. she had previously done her anti-BOW research, but now with wesker she's not sure if she should return to that or simply live her life "peacefully" under the care of wesker (and excella <3) idk i think my wesker selfship has a lot going for it in terms of drama. it was kinda doomed from the start to not last, but i think that's why i have such an interest in it? edit: another song i really associate with my wesker selfship is "glimpse of us" by joji. i imagine it a lot especially given i think both tried to move on from their failed engagement in 1998 but then by 2006 it was just like hard to deny they still wanted each other. and then of course post-re5 my s/i still finds it hard to move on after wesker's demise
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mthenvs3000w23 · 1 year
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My Two Favourite Topics Crossover: Music x Nature
Personally, music is one of the most important things in my life. I know that sounds dramatic, but it is so versatile and holds value to me for many reasons. I enjoy finding new music, songs I can relate to, and bonding with others over it. Music influences my emotions, my energy, and helps me focus. I could go on for a while about all the reasons I love music, but today I want to address how it relates to nature. 
Growing up, camping was a big deal for my family. In the summer, every moment we could, we would go camping either just ourselves or with extended family and friends. A lot of people look at camping and ask, “why would you want to sleep on the ground and be dirty for a few days?”. Though this is completely valid, my family looked at camping as a way for us to connect together. We become so infatuated with our own daily lives that we forget to reach out to one another. What does this have to do with music? Well, one of my favourite camping activities is a nighttime campfire while my Dad plays the guitar and we all sing songs together. This music in nature empowers my family and brings us closer together. Bringing a guitar outside is of course not the only time music is found in nature. The most natural form of music includes birds chirping, wind howling, and trees blowing. Often when I go on nature walks, I take time to remove my headphones, and let nature’s music make me feel at peace. It is times like these that I feel calm, and am more in tune with both myself and the natural environment around me. 
Music requires inspiration behind it. I think relationships with nature are impactful enough to inspire many songs. A student from the University of Linfield wrote a thesis on The Essentialism of Music in Human Life and Its Roots in Nature. The student describes ways in which composers relate their music to the 4 seasons. She demonstrates how composers convey their emotions that accompany the seasons changing in their own music, or how they perceive one season in particular. Though I’m not familiar with classical music myself, I’d like to share a few songs that relate to this topic. 4 Seasons by Rex Orange County depicts how he feels about caring for someone who doesn't care for him, and how through the seasons though others have moved on, he still has not. we fell in love in october by Girl in Red describes a blooming relationship becoming more serious in October, and the complicated feelings she has about being in her first lesbian relationship. Lastly, in Autumn Leaves by The Walters, the group describes the difficulties in moving on from a relationship, and still being reminded of the one you love as time continues to pass (ie. the autumn leaves fall, similar to the meaning of 4 Seasons). 
A song that always brings me back to a natural landscape is YUKON (INTERLUDE) by Joji. I expect when most students respond to this portion of the blog prompt, they will likely choose a song that has lyrics that resonate with them or songs that they enjoy while they are out in nature however, I choose this song because of its title. The artist, Joji, happens to be one of my favourate artists, and he released this song at the end of summer 2022, which was the end of my time living in the Yukon for 4 months. It is a beautiful song, but every time I see the title, let alone hear it, I am reminded of all the fun I had in the best summer of my life, and how much I look forward to returning to the North.  Linfield University Thesis: https://digitalcommons.linfield.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?referer=&httpsredir=1&article=1005&context=muscstud_theses
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worworwol · 2 years
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𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩
𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺
𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺
𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥
𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥
𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯', 𝘢𝘩
𝘐 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯' 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧
𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘪𝘵
the neighbourhood - cry baby
23/09/2022
as always i don't know how to start this -whatever this is i don't even know- just as i don't know how to start anything in life: a homework, a new hobby, a friendship, a conversation... it's like i've been cursed with being bad at beginings. i look like a very cold person at first , i sound like a very serious person at first, i am very annoying at first. it is so annoying cause the set up of something usually determines how it goes all the way to the end and if you are cursed like me everything in your life goes pretty much bad.
the idea of starting an online blog came to me when i was reading i am glad my mom died by jennette mccurdy at two am like i always read everything -in the middle of the night till the morning on a school night very sleep deprived incredibly dehydrated while biting my nails- the way she writes the book is kinda like the way i would like to write on a dairy i've been planing to write for years now: casual but catchy with a good flow. it might be cringy but i also been wanting to romanticize my life a bit. i struggle with a lot of mental issues and a way to cope with things is to live in a delusion. it is not healthy but if it helps with my suicidal thought even if a bit and make my life a bit more bearable i'll give it a try.
i need my life to be more bearable more than ever now cause i am starting uni this monday. i've been waiting my whole life for this moment so it has to be good. there is a lot of expectations for me to be successfull and sociable coming from both me and my family. i live for validation from other people, especially from my family. i could possibly k1ll myself without it so i can't fail at this. especially after failing at so many other things i just can't. you can tell how desperate i am by the sheer fact that i am actually starting something i've been putting off for years now.
so i am starting with this entry. hope everything goes well and i actually write here periodically. i actually have so many things i want to talk/write about so i think this will work very well. i'll also include things like lyrics, books, artwork etc. that i love and try to give credit. if you somehow came by and read thus far i hope you took at least something away from it. thank you!
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aliciaphen · 2 years
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☆ ALICIA’S MONTHLY MEDIA MENTIONS: June `22
hello! as promised, I’m back with another monthly media mentions post! June has been a bit of a crazy month - I got another job (which I actually like - hooray!), my grandma is staying over and needs taking care of, my sister crashed the car LMFAO, and I’ve just been trying to help out around the house a bit more. unfortunately I didn’t create as much art as I wanted to - most of my time was consumed editing that damn art critique video (like literal weeks). but, this is the media that got me through a tough month! cheers to another summer ☀️
Shows:
Umbrella Academy (season 3)
this show is so gd entertaining. I think I finished this season in 2 days? it was great! super fun scenes and special moments between characters. Robert Sheehan and Ritu Arya are perfect for their roles - Ritu especially is so charismatic and I hope to see her in more projects! 
Street Woman Fighter
I'm not sure why I didn’t watch the episodes as they came out last year, but I’m so mad I didn’t! these ladies slay and I'm so happy that dancers have been getting more recognition through this show. I want Monica to be my mom and Lip J to be my auntie. everyone in this show is so COOL I can’t even describe how awestruck I am with them all. Aiki - give me one chance PLEASE
Haikyu!! 
I've tried to watch this show a few times - with my sister, by myself, but for some reason or another did not continue watching it. I restarted it again because my lovely friend loves it and recommended I watch it - so I did :) it’s super cute and also has me missing my volleyball days >:(
Stranger Things (season 4)
I'm sure this has been on a lot of people’s watchlist - I actually wasn’t planning on watching this season, but saw the clip from that one scene in ep 4 and I changed my mind. Either this or season 3 has been the best so far, but I can’t say just yet because I’m still waiting on the second part! Sadie sink supremacy. 
Music: (my Spotify June 2022 playlist)
YOUNG-LUV.COM - STAYC
I didn’t like RUN2U the first time I heard it, which is why it took me some time to listen to the album. but the STAYC girls don’t disappoint. I love the guitar and the feeling of nostalgia I get when I listen to YOUNG LUV. 247 and SAME SAME have lovely vocals. RUN2U is also growing on me, but I will say I do like their other title tracks better in comparison.
Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) - Kate Bush
I had kept getting recommended this song in my YouTube home page and later realized it was because it was featured in the best scene of Stranger Things ever. Lyrics hit, music hits. I want to listen to this as I sit and cry during blue hour. 
According To You - Orianthi
COMPLETELY forgot about this song until recently. perfect for screaming the lyrics to because I still remember them all.
Run BTS - BTS
kind of gives Disney channel diss track, but slaps nonetheless!! oh how I missed listening to new BTS music. Rapline killed it!
Glimpse of Us - Joji
why does this man make such sad music. I'm so interested in how he shifted his career and image. another track I’d like to cry to. also, this music video has such a frightening, chaotic energy, but the way it progresses towards the climax of the song is surprisingly moving. 10/10 
Eat You Up - BoA
this song is so gd fun to listen to. I was too young to get into Y2K era artists, but this song in particular brings its revival full force. 
Better - BoA
if you couldn’t tell, this is because of Street Woman Fighter. you better than this, you better than this! 
Childish Adult - Gummy
lately I’ve been into jazzier songs in general, and added this onto my playlist after watching Rihey singing it on Knowing Bros! idk how to describe it...but I feel grown listening to this song, which is kind of ironic haha
Youtube:
Megan Thee Stallion - Hot Girl Summer ft. Nicki Minaj & Ty Dolla $ign / Harimu Choreography
I am ENTRANCED with the way Harimu moves. she’s so fun and full of energy. she brings so much life to the choreography. I want to go clubbing with her.
TWICE "What is Love?" M/V
can you believe i’ve never watched the What is Love mv? it’s literally my favourite twice song, too... for some reason when I listen to this song (and other Twice songs) I cry...? but out of happiness...? anyways, I realized I never even watched the mv so I did. amazing. fantastic. life-changing. genuinely think this was the inspiration for thank you, next and that one opening scene in euphoria season 2. What is Love is phenomenal. jihyo’s bridge brings me to tears. 
COUPLE DANCE BATTLE - Noze Leejung x Rihey Honey J | KNOWING BROTHER ep 308
as per my recent obsession with Street Woman Fighter, I’ve been watching some other content with the dancers! Rihey slays so hard in this video and I wish I was half as cool as her. If you’re going to watch any video from this list please watch this one. Also knowing Rihey won every single one of her no-respect battles in Street Woman Fighter??? GIMME THAT FOOTAGE DAMN
Nothing on Leejung? #Aiki #Choreography #shorts
ME AND WHO?????? my life changed after watching this video. the LOVE. if anyone is confused about what the female gaze is, THIS IS THE FEMALE GAZE. I would sell my soul to be either Aiki or Leejung in this situation.
Art:
One Hundred Live and Die - Bruce Nauman
I was looking back at photos from my trip to New York back in 2018 and found some from when I visited the MOMA. Got to see some of Bruce Nauman’s neon light art pieces. I wish I could go back - I think I would have appreciated the opportunity more.
Pixel Art
I learned how to make pixel art on photoshop - so stay tuned for some works haha. it’s actually quite easy and a less tiresome, calming art form.
Print:
The Art of Frugal Hedonism
you can actually enjoy life’s pleasures without blowing obscene amounts of money - who knew! this self-help book offers insight on money saving tips, but it isn’t filled with spreadsheets and budgets templates - instead, it offers in depth tips on how to spend less money, while changing your perspective on materialistic desires in a society imprisoned by capitalism and consumerism. highly recommend this book to anyone looking to better manage their finances.
Alright, that’s all for June’s media. Check out my Spotify playlist for June 2022, where you can find more songs I’ve been into lately. I really recommend watching the YouTube videos I’ve linked and reading The Art of Frugal Hedonism!
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- Alicia
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charm I was stalking your Spotify and I must say you’ve got some sexy music taste girly 🤨 now I want to know what artists/music type the aot characters have
aot characters music taste
oooof this might not be accurate bc this is gonna be based off the artists i’ve listened to, but here we go
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eren listens to fucking everythinggg, his music taste really wasn’t diverse at all in middle school but once he got to highschool ole dude was listening to everything from r&b to indie musicc, throw some metal in there, all of that. honorable artist mentions; the nbhd, chase atlantic, the weeknd, and j. cole
levi doesn’t listen to music much but when he does i think it’s more like beats opposed to lyrical music?? also he’s a radio person, he’ll find a tolerable station when he’s in the car and tune it for as long as he can bare, no honorable mentions from me :/
jean also has a diverse music taste, quite similar to eren’s... i’d say he listens to like popular music, pop, indie, r&b, shiiit if he likes it it’ll go in his playlist. honorable mentions; doja cat. jean listens to doja and acts like he doens’t know the lyrics when he’s around “the boys”, arctic monkeys, sonder, kendrick lamar
armin listens to a lot of calming stuff. i see him listening to lofi beats more often than not because it helps him focus and relaxes him. like you walk into his apartment and lofi is playing on his speaker. i see him listening to a lot of indie music, lots of singers and like,,, pop. throw in some classical music and a few musical songs and boom. armin. honorable mentions; pheobe bridgers, the steven universe soundtrack, rex orange county, dodie, and vacations
connie listens to a lot of rap, hip hop, r&b, trap music, pop, i mean if he can fuck up a verse he’s onnn itttt, he also knows a lot of old songs, like i mean catch him singing michael jackson at 3am or fucking kesha. honorable mentions; comethazine, cdot honcho, playboi carti, lil uzi vert, and i can see him listening to willow smith too for some reason, anddd eyedress
reiner listens to um.... LMFAOOO IDK??? guitar music idfk, he listens to whatever you put on and he always asks you to plug up to the aux sooo he doesn’t really have his own music taste. he barely listens to music he just bops his head to whatever is playing and says it’s good.
porco uhhhh, what do greasers listen to? jk jk, he listens to a lot of old tunes, ummm some metal, umm, I DONT KNOW!!!! i do have a strong belief this man can belt out more than enough megan thee songs though. not sure why.
colt listens to baby music for falco, he hums them more often than not because they’re stuck in his head. /hj
z*ke listens to country music and fucking... boyfriend bdsm audios in the car. (can you tell i don’t know what to put for the warriors <3)
mikasa listens to mitski <333. it’s her staple, she takes a lot of her taste after armin, some SZA here and there, clairo, she just really likes finding nice new music you know? that is when she listens to music, she’ll be listening with armin and add songs she likes here and there
sasha listens to like a lot of shit omg, lots of pop music, she listens to musicals, country music from when she used to live on the farm, k-pop and j-pop, ethnic music here and there, and even some dubstep lmao, honorable mentions; mother mother, she used to watch pink guy’s videos so ofc she listens to joji now, BTS, and paramore
hange listens to like everything too. she’s a nuisance with her music if you ask levi. anyway, take every artist and music genre i previously mentioned and paste it here. that’s hange’s music taste. fucking everything, if she likes the way it sounds in her ear it’s going in her playlist.
historia listens to um... a lot of pop music <3. taylor swift, ariana grande, lana del rey, adele and stuff— you go hisu!!
hitch listens to whatever makes her feel good, which happens to be artists like nicki minaj, ariana grande, doja cat, fucking FLO MILLI!!! kali uchis, ari lennox, i mean
annie listens to ??? i don’t know. she’s another person who just listens to whatever is on and other than that she doesn’t listen to much
pieck’s music taste kind of reminds me of min’s too, some lofi beats but usually when she’s studying, some jazz, she listens to white noise like rain, artists like vacations, current joys, mitski, etc.
yelena... don’t even ask me<3.
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“You should kiss a girl before you leave.”
yoongi x reader (or oc) genre: fluff word count: 2.5K
a/n: Lovelies!!! Ya girl is back from camping, and my god did she write!!! We are getting into the folklore angst for Yoon and Kid, but before we get into the heavy shit, we have to set it up with some cute getting to know each other fluff. This takes place the night after their second date, “You just want to get back to your Zuko fan fiction.” So they’ve had their first kiss, they’re super giddy to see each other, and yeah. There are like two more fluff fics after this one before we get into the angst of it all. Thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoy! :))
p.s. anyone who isn’t a fan of Min/Kid... I’m so sorry because that’s all you’re getting for AT LEAST the next week. Get ready for a honey boy take over y’all. 
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THERE was something thrilling but terrifying about receiving a text from Yoongi saying he just arrived outside your apartment complex. You kissed yesterday, and you hadn’t stopped thinking about it, or him, since.
The knock on your door was a cue for your heart to follow the thump, becoming light and fluttery as if it would fly right out if you could open your chest.  
You took a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves, before you opened the door to a smiling Min Yoongi, skin slightly flushed from the cold weather.
“Hey,” you greeted lamely, a wide grin spread across your face. You wondered if you would ever not feel so giddy to see him.
“Hey,” he replied before patting his own chest, bringing his hands to run along his bare neck. “Shit,” he sighed. “I forgot the scarf.”
You giggled at the comment, opening the door open and stepping aside for Yoongi to walk inside.
“Look who owns a coat,” you joked, tugging on the side of the garment as he began entering your apartment. As he walked in front of you, your back to the front door as you both stood in the middle of the frame, he turned toward you, gummy beam pointed in your direction.
“I’m gonna kiss you, Kid,” he whispered to you.
“Ok,” you bit back a grin, chills spreading across your body as Yoongi’s hands found your waist. You made him lean all the way in, Yoongi noticing you didn’t meet him halfway, scoffing just before his lips met yours, your mouth curving up as you giggled into the kiss.
“Brat,” he smiled into the action, just before pushing you firmer against the door, deepening the kiss just slightly. After a moment of your lips moving together perfectly, he broke the meeting, resting his forehead against yours.
Placing your hands at the back of his neck, you playfully frowned. “No scarf, huh?” He kissed his teeth and you sighed. “Well, I didn’t finish my Zuko essay either.”
“No fanfiction?” He asked in feigned shock, stepping back as he looked you up and down.
“Essay,” you corrected.
“Right, not fanfiction,” he grinned teasingly, making you roll your eyes. Shoving against him, you pushed him inside your apartment before closing the door behind you.
You watched as he looked around the small but nice apartment, decorated in photos of friends and family, stacks of books atop tables, a record player across the living room and a few candles. “Do you want a drink?” You asked him, Yoongi’s gaze slowly shifting from the room to you.
“Uh, yeah,” he nodded.
“Any preference?” Yoongi shook his head, following you into the kitchen. You hummed in thought, looking inside the cabinet with various bottles of alcohol. Grabbing the bottle of red wine, you held it up to him. “This ok?” He simply nodded as he watched you place it on the counter, opening a drawer to your side to grab a corkscrew. As you worked on opening the bottle, Yoongi looked around at the kitchen cabinets.
“Wine glasses?” He asked, you pointing to the cupboard. You watched Yoongi walk past you, dragging his feet on your tiled floor as he went to retrieve the glasses.
It was a few more moments before the sound of glass clinking sounded across the room just as you pulled the cork out. Another few seconds passed before Yoongi’s shoulder brushed against your own as he appeared next to you, placing the glasses on the counter.
“Thank you,” you turned toward him with a soft smile. Instead of responding, he gave a small grin back before leaning toward you and kissing your lips quickly but gently. The ease of the action had your head spinning, though you forced your attention to the bottle, lifting it to pour as Yoongi stayed facing you, sporting a fond grin.
Handing him his glass, he nudged his nose against your temple, whispering, “thank you, Kid,” before leaving a kiss to the spot as he turned straight ahead and took a sip of the alcohol.
“I want to show you a song,” you told him suddenly, his eyebrows raising. “It’s nothing like super special or anything, just something I’ve been listening to a lot lately.”
“Show me,” he encouraged, turning his whole body to face you as you reached for your phone, searching up the song. He inspected your features as you began playing the song, a slow lofi R&B beat resonating through the kitchen, feeling his eyes on you.  
He listened intently for a moment as a slow voice dragged through the lyrics lethargically. “What is this?” He asked quietly, almost afraid of disrupting the atmosphere.
“It’s ‘Will He’ by Joji,” you told him. “For whatever reason I’ve been obsessed.”
Just as you finished speaking, Joji sang the lyrics will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? Yoongi pushed a piece of your hair behind your ear. Will your lover caress you the way that I did? Yoongi set his wine glass down, bringing his hand to your chin to turn your face toward him. Will you notice my charm if he slips up one bit?
Your gaze fell to his lips and lingered as the chorus of the song started. Cause I don’t need to know, I just wanna make sure you’re okay. Yoongi leaned forward just slightly, you closing the rest of the gap as you kissed him, struggling to balance the bottom of your glass as you gently but hurriedly discarded it on the counter. I just wanna make sure you’re all safe. As soon as the glass was down, you moved your hand to thread it into Yoongi’s hair at the back of his head, letting out a low, quick moan into the kiss as Yoongi wrapped a hand around your waist, pulling you flush with him.
Forgetting about the partially drank wine, you pulled your face from Yoongi’s, his lips attaching to your neck, another small moan slipping from you. Turning around in his arms, Yoongi adjusting his position to hold you in a back hug. He kissed the side of your neck as you led him toward the couch. Standing in front of the sofa, you grabbed Yoongi’s hand and tugged on it, gesturing for him to sit.
He followed your lead, lowering himself onto the couch as he looked up at you with hooded eyes, you smirking as you placed a hand on his shoulder moving to straddle him. Your lips were on his as soon as you settled atop him, Yoongi’s hands holding onto your hips as he hungrily kissed you.
Your hands settled on the sides of his face and as a low groan left his lips, you smirked into the kiss, Yoongi soon smiling afterward.
“I promise I didn’t come over for this,” he chuckled against your mouth, you pulling away to look at him.
“Is that a complaint?” You teased.
“Absolutely not,” he said instantly, leaning forward to catch your lips in a soft kiss. “Just making it clear that I actually like you,” he told you more seriously.
“I like you too,” you replied with a small smile.
His thumbs began soothing circles overtop your pants, a soft tingling sensation overtaking your body from the sweet gesture. “How was your day, Kid?”
Your eyes widened at the question. Yeah, he liked you, but you had never had a person ask you about your day as you straddled them. As random as it was, your heart swelled when you noticed the genuine curiosity in his eyes. Damn, Min, who are you?
“Kind of long, actually,” you replied. “Better now, though.” With a soft smile, you leaned forward, brushing his hair off his forehead before placing a sweet kiss to the spot.
“Same,” he said simply, leaning forward to rest his forehead against your shoulder, leaving a linger kiss to your upper arm.
“Tell me about it,” you told him, bringing your hand to rest at the back of his head, massaging his scalp as you dug your fingers into his hair softly. Yoongi looked up at you, almost scrutinizingly, as he cocked his head to the side. “I want details, Min, don’t spare a thing.”
Yoongi attempted to hold back a wide smile, failing, as he directed his gaze to the empty sofa seat next to you both. Suddenly, he was leaning to the side, falling into a lying position, you falling with him. Facing each other as you both reclined on the couch, he began telling you about his day.
As you listened to the gently spoken words leave his pouted lips, you observed his features and basked in the tone of his voice, all while your body tingled from the drag of his fingers up and down your side.
You don’t know how much time went by as you both listened to each other speak about your days, bounced jokes off each other, laughed as you bickered, and opened up about insecurities within your respective jobs and where the future could take you both. As you spoke, Joji’s album In Tongues played on a loop.
The conversation never lulled, only falling into comfortable pauses occasionally. It wasn’t until Yoongi yawned, you teasingly sneaking your finger between his lips as his mouth closed, that you both realized how late it must have been. With his mouth closing over your finger, he pulled a feigned disgusted expression as he leaned back, grabbing your hand as he chuckled, bringing your limb to his lips, leaving a soft kiss to your knuckles.
“I have to be at dance practice at 6 in the morning,” he told you, a sadness overtaking the brightness of his orbs.
“You should probably head out then, huh?” You asked, smiling softly to show him it was okay.
“What time is it?” He questioned as he pulled his phone from his pocket. He hummed as he looked at the screen. Meeting your gaze, you raised your eyebrows. “2 am.”
“Oh?” Your eyes widened comically, Yoongi grinning at the expression. The man placed his hand at the small of your back, pulling you toward him so he could kiss your cheek softly. “You need to get home,” you mumbled, Yoongi humming dismissively as he pressed a series of kisses to your cheek. “Yoongi,” you whined through a giggle, Yoongi cutting you off as he moved his lips toward your lips.
You kissed him back. Of course, you did. Your lips moving together, both of you momentarily forgot about Yoongi’s impending departure. When Yoongi’s hand slid to your abdomen, fingers toying with the waist of your bottoms, he finally broke the kiss, resting his forehead against your own as he sighed.
“I should go,” he spoke, his voice huskier than before, you clearing your throat as you nodded. You moved first, sitting up and stretching your arms over your head. Yoongi pulled his phone out to order himself a ride home, running a hand through his hair as he did so. “The car will be here in three minutes. A silver Toyota Camry!” He added with playful enthusiasm.  
You turned around to look at him, giving him a wide-eyed expression. “A silver Toyota Camry?!” He sat up, shoulders shaking in light laughter as he placed his large hand on the side of your abdomen, kissing your lips, your hand finding the side of his face as you kissed him back. “I’ll see you again soon, right?” You whispered against his lips.
“As soon as possible, Kid,” he assured you, kissing the side of your mouth. “You have my time, remember?”
You nodded. “I don’t think you know how happy that makes me,” you told him, a vulnerability in your tone that he had never heard before. Even as you talked throughout the night, bringing up topics of fear of failure, and of losing passion for your dreams and goals, that tone never appeared until just then, as you admitted how happy you were to have his time.
It was in that moment Yoongi realized how much it meant for you to let someone in and allow yourself to feel this way for them. The awareness brought a nervousness. What if he wasn’t enough? You watched as the thoughtfulness passed through his eyes, his mind traveling outside the current moment, and you suddenly felt uneasy.
Yoongi simply gave you a forced small smile, pressing one last kiss to your lips before saying a quiet, “me too, Kid.”
With that, he stood up and made his way to your door, you following behind. As he pulled the door open, you almost worried he was going to walk out without looking back at you, but of course he didn’t. Turning to look at you, he smiled, reaching for your hand and pulling you to him. You wrapped your arms around his waist and he brought his around the back of your neck.
“I’ll see you, Kid. I promise,” he told you, you nodding against his chest.
“I’ll be waiting, Honey Boy,” you assured him, Yoongi’s chuckles vibrating against your frame. He kissed the top of your head before stepping back, your arms falling to your side as he reached for the doorknob, preparing to exit the apartment. “Bring my scarf next time, you thief,” you teased to lighten the mood, Yoongi’s gummy smile spreading across his lips as his shoulders shook in laughter.
“I think I might keep it for a bit,” he said as he stepped outside your door. “As a safety net. I have to keep you around, Kid.”
“Oh, shut up,” you said sassily. “I think you know you have me.”
The smile slowly faded off Yoongi’s face as he stared at you thoughtfully. “I really hope that’s true,” he told you as you grabbed onto the door frame.
“You should kiss a girl before you leave,” you told him popping your hip out as you stared at him.
The gummy grin was back in an instant as he stepped toward you, placing a hand on your waist, bringing his lips to yours, though he hovered over them as he whispered, “As you wish.” He kissed you without hesitation, though the action didn’t last near long enough. You would kiss him forever if you could.
“Bye, Kid,” he told you through his adorable smile.
“Bye, Min,” you grinned right back, watching him as he left before closing your door. 
Looking around the apartment, it suddenly felt bland and empty. It was too quiet. Spotting the partially drank wine on the kitchen counter, you were struck with the realization that you were all in with Yoongi. All you could do as you cleaned up the glasses and recorked the bottle was hope Yoongi felt the same way. If not, there was no doubt in your mind that he would shatter your heart.
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🥺👉👈 o i think it was an HC of chilling with porco and sanctuary by joji plays and he starts relating to the lyrics 🥺👉👈 i forgot if it was the drabble inspired by the song a date hc!! thank u so much ure the best 🥺
Hello my sweetheart and I'm sorry it took me so long but it's headcanon day today! I hope you find these cute and sweet thank you for sending it again. I love Joji so much and his music has been there for me through a lot of shit. In a way I'm glad you have me a reason to base something in one of his songs.
Pairing: Porco/ Reader
Tags: fluff, lots if it
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I feel like cuddly days with Porco consist of just so many low grunts and hugs and kisses at the top of your head
Porco kinda likes the headlock hug too
I swear he does
You cannot tell me that this man doesn't like to have his s/o in the headlock hug and have them coo on the inside of his elbow
Or that he doesn't like bicep kisses
Also I feel like he likes to chill with loud music
Hence he plays a lot of Joji when he's cuddling you
You don't know how but he falls asleep to the loud music every single time
And then when he wakes up from his five minute nap he kinda
Gets amazed
Because Sanctuary starts playing and he knows all the lyrics and he's mutterring then while cuddling into your chest and cooing and rubbing his nose on your stomach and places kisses everywhere
But everything is so slow and soft you have no idea
He wants to be held close I'm telling you
He probably waits for the song to finish In order to tell you the he feels like he can relate the song to you
Wait this is so eye watering I'mma have to cry.
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