#but gosh what'd i do to not get so anxious about financial stuff
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#its like 4:30 am and im so tired#i know u shouldn't trust ur thoughts at this hour#but i can't sleep so my mind is all over the place#but gosh what'd i do to not get so anxious about financial stuff#its mainly on school stuff which sucks#bc i dont understand why education has to be so expensive#and like i shouldn't feel guilty of wanting to have a comfortable living space for my mental health#bc in my head im thinking i should just sacrifice the security and comfort#just so i can put more of my salary to my tuition#but like#i'm just adding more stress at the point#bc at least at my place now i can cook#which helps save so much money compared to always ordering out#not a lot of /affordable/ places even allow me ppl to cook#what more if im sharing just a room with someone else#and if i do find a roommate what if its just going to affect me mentally if their horrible???#i shouldn't feel like i'm a bad person#or im not managing my money right#just bc i want my own space where i can focus on school#without having to worry about my physicalsecurity and mental health#sorry but i just needed to rant#i was just feeling so anxious about it all of a sudden#just needed to let that out#i know im going to try and find other ways#i just felt hopeless for a moment#and what'd u know typing this out helped#me using tumblr as a journal at 4am#who would've thought lol
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